I Am Depressed and Very Lonely

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 510 People

    My Time To Go................................

    I feel like it is my time to go and by that I mean it's time to die. I am not sure why! I feel at times it's my time to die. I guess I'm just tired of all these places. My relationships with my day is completely ruiend. Im cutting again. My depression is getting worse again. And...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Dec 10, 2010

    Where Does Life Go?

    Hi everyone I am very new on here and just read a few of the stories.  I cannot believe how similar they sound to me and my life.I have been alone now for little over a  year and before that was with a str8 female for almost 15 years.  I am gay and she knew that  we began...
    RuneTwist RuneTwist
    41-45, M
    1 Response Jun 12, 2011

    I need to talk to someone i have a boyfriend

    but i feel so alone and i feel im lost he doesnt understand me and doesnt know what to do and i really dont wanna lose him i dont wanna break up but i feel really bad righ now
    niloosn niloosn
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 1, 2014

    Living Alone @ 63

    Son lives near, but I hardly ever see him. My 12 year relationship ended last year. I have been on dating sites. Not much luck there. I recently quit my job. I have no friends in this area. I am gaining weight from boredom eating. I have no "goals" in life. There is nothing I...
    Mia2u2 Mia2u2
    1 Response Jun 23, 2013

      I am a 33 year old woman.

    I am born so unlucky that the worst scenario come to me only. When I was born, my mom nearly died and that's when I became pain in the butt for everyone. Every worst scenario came to me only. I was a bespectacled bookworm whom no liked befriending. I yearned for friendship but...
    umfu umfu
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2015

    My life has turned completely crappy .

    I wasn't the happiest girl before this but I wasn't feeling lifeless until this situation happened . I was In desperate need of money and I made this video with this guy who swore he wouldn't put it out . Well a few weeks ago I wake up and everyone is talking about me & exposing...
    lonergirl9423 lonergirl9423
    22-25, F
    Apr 21, 2014

    I have been through so much stuff these past

    few weeks, all I can this about is suicide due to the fact that I aint who I thought I could be..
    MarijuanaAbuser MarijuanaAbuser
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Feb 21, 2015

    I Still Feel Melancholy

    I've been feeling extremely sad for no particular reasons as of late, and I was wondering if anyone out there could maybe put an uplifting comment or two on this post to help me cheer up. I'd really appreciate it.
    Blandcolors Blandcolors
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Oct 9, 2012

    Hi, I'm a 29 year woman

    who has been depressed since I was 12 for many reasons, the main is that I'm ugly. I live and 3rd world country that I hate, I had many family problems because my parents are extremely poor, ignorant and religious. I had to work so hard to study; last year I graduated from a...
    MinekoChan MinekoChan
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Sep 7, 2014

    Why did my cousin have to ruin this?

    The guy that's in love with her knows everything about me and now she went and did something with another guy so he's trying to get over her now I just can't believe she's do something like this It makes no sense Now he said he's not gonna hang out with us anymore, which I don't...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 28, 2015

    I Wish I Was Never Born

      I keep thinking of suicide and cutting the  only thing tht stops me from killing my self is the thought of going to hell though I reached to a level where I think hell is better than me living ,I’m a failure I feel so alone even when im surrounded with people...
    XxWorthlessxX XxWorthlessxX
    6 Responses Oct 31, 2008

    My social anxiety keeps me from enjoying

    activities in public and I often feel more lonely seeing all the families and couples and groups of friends. So I stay home. And that only worsens my depression and loneliness. I don't know how to break this cycle.
    catawampus catawampus
    41-45, M
    1 Response Jul 27, 2014

    So Sick Of Life

    I am a 45 year old married woman of 2. On the outside I have everything going for me... a nice house, a husband, 2 gorgeous children and my dogs.... I feel like I've achieved nothing in my life and that I'm totally worthless, my husband thinks I am too and treats me as such. It...
    Rivalace Rivalace
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Aug 27, 2013

    Feeling Depressed And Alone

    I'm in a long distance relationship atm.  I have a daughter and my daughter's father and I are very good friends still.  We get along wonderfully, which is great.  We spend time together, along with my daughter.  I have some valued friends and family also...
    Miluna Miluna
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2009

    Finding out something you didn't exactly want

    to hear.. So I just stay in my room. I sat in it all night looking out the window while listening to music in my headphones. I then ended up laying down.. Crying silently to myself. I feel so pathetic and feel like I'm over thinking all of this, but I feel like ****. I feel...
    xItsChelsx xItsChelsx
    18-21, F
    Apr 18, 2014

    The Bitter Truth

    Today I lost my best friend. I always took her for granted, that she would always be there for me. Now, I have nothing. I have lost the things I cared about most and now I cannot bear to live any longer with the pain wrought from my most cherished dreams being torn from me. No...
    Gaamtu Gaamtu
    2 Responses Nov 24, 2011

    Poor Me.

    I feel like an idiot for writing in this category. I am with a wonderful man for almost 12 years, married for 6. We have a wonderful (most of the time) 4 year old daughter. But i am so lonely. How is that even possible? This isn't a very good story or experience. But my heart...
    somegirlie somegirlie
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jun 2, 2009

    Lonely Girl

    My friends leaved me,i want to cry. Is there anyone who can give their shoulder to cry on? I feel like i never existed, unwanted,no existence of mine. Is there anyone who can get rid of loneliness? Is it my fate, or just my doing that everyone hate me and ignore me. Am i that bad...
    mystyraine mystyraine
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Mar 24, 2013

    The Internal Life

    as a guy of 41 i guess i have experienced many of the up and downs of human life. loss, adiction the death of those close and those far.Everyday i see the lack of care, love, empathy demonstrated by those around me even from loved ones and friends.I think this comes from the...
    verdunt30 verdunt30
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Dec 26, 2010

    I just managed to alienate the only friend I

    have. I'm in the middle of my finals for my masters and am not very good with being around people. I live alone in a different country and I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't focus on my final papers which is my number one priority right now. I haven't eaten in two...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 30, 2014

    Im Depressed But Not Lonely.

    I am depressed from the fact just a few months ago i lost my fiancé to getting hit while crossing the road. I have found someone else but they confuse me and hurt me leaving me in tears even more. I just wish i could have someone who would care enough to love me and try to make...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 27, 2013


    I have no one I can trust. No one. My husband is searching dating sites to replace me. I cannot talk to him because I cannot trust him. My family turned their backs on me. My father told me I was an obligation that he took care of. And now I'm an adult, so his obligation is over...
    styx1980 styx1980
    3 Responses Dec 26, 2011


    i just don't know what to do. i get depressed over things i can't control and have no one to trust to talk to. My only parent (mother) can't even help since she doesn't know how to be a mother. Sometimes i wish my heart didn't start back up when i was born. i just want to get...
    Trishun Trishun
    18-21, F
    Sep 22, 2013

    Military Wife Life

    I am married to a medically retired soldier and we have been married for 14 years,  We have 4 children and life is a struggle everyday.  I have many reasons to be happy but find it hard to see clearly.  I'm not medicated, except for the occasional anxitey.  My family life for...
    isthisitrr isthisitrr
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 6, 2011

    I Hate It When Things Of The Everyday Remind You Of "him/her"

    I was watching CSI on tv, and while I was typing up a story, there was a part at the end of the show where a suicide note was written by a guy who jumped in front of a drunk man's moving car. For some reason it reminded me of the sad note I wrote for my ex when we were still...
    degamer degamer
    26-30, M
    Dec 28, 2009

    I Wish Someone Could Take The Pain Away.

    There are so many factors at play, here. Tonight, I feel horrible. I even broke down for the first time in forever. I just want this pain to go away.
    BulletWithButterflyWings BulletWithButterflyWings
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 19, 2013

    I am so lonely all the time.

    I can't leave the house when I want to because I don't have a license and my husband is a truck driver. He is gone 5 days straight. I've become so depressed and lonely that I have begun to neglect myself. I am in dire need of someone to talk to, human interaction. But all I get...
    mrcrackers mrcrackers
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2014

    Lonely Xmas

    my mother found a new boyfriend, and im happy for her. but she cant shut up about him, knowing how lonely i am. now he has come to take away for christmas, leaving me with no one to share the holiday with and she doesnt care at all. i mean i have family and friends, but none...
    Sradish Sradish
    31-35, M
    1 Response Dec 23, 2011

    Empty And Alone

    I am so alone right now. I seem to get attacked from all sides and I have nothing left in me. I live in a city with only one friend, everyone else is in a different town 4 hours away. Moved here to be with my fiancee who left me for a 21 year old model. No one seems interested...
    cndgirl cndgirl
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 28, 2013

    Everyday I see people together

    whether it's a friendship or a relationship and I can't help feeling so lonely and miserable because I'm all alone...
    Isaokomori22 Isaokomori22
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2015

    I Can't Look At It, Cause I Miss It...

    I'm not sure if this is the right group to be posting this in, but it's the closest group I am in for my short story.Does anyone on here who is single ever feel a little bit sad when you see any romantic love scene in any movie? Every time I see a love scene anywhere I feel a...
    degamer degamer
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jan 18, 2010

    I try my hardest to act like I'm not lonely

    or try to trick myself into thinking that I am happier alone, but that is just another lie I tell myself to try and be happier, but I literally HATE myself and thats not getting any better. I have made mistakes we all have, but it seems like I always mess up good things on...
    ellelinkin ellelinkin
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Feb 3, 2014

    Bad Day

    Severe depression has set in. Today 4/15/2013, would have been my 25th wedding anniversary. We are currently in the middle of divorce. He left me for someone younger. Midlife crisis is the only explanation. This is the first time in my life I have ever been alone. And its scary...
    tinkerbell2067 tinkerbell2067
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 15, 2013

    There is no solution to this bloody misery of

    mine... I'm really fed up with this situation.
    deleted deleted
    Oct 20, 2015

    I am a very bright student.

    But i couldn't qualify in test for admission in medical college. Truth is i never wanted to become a doctor. But in my culture, you have to obey your parents order. Now i have failed in test.I don't know what to do I am very depressed. i have no friend due to shyness. i just...
    amjad53 amjad53
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 16, 2015

    These feelings peak when it's nighttime

    and it's raining; especially the loneliness.
    SierraJay SierraJay
    16-17, M
    Mar 17

    Im Depressed Too

    im depressed lonely there have been times ive thought of the ways it would be better if i wasnt here but truly as much as its hard i want friends people who understand me and to find someone to spend my life with its hard especially been on my own i dont get the chance to be...
    NightGambit NightGambit
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Nov 17, 2009

    I dont know what to do.

    I feel so terrible and have no one to talk to. I dont want to get bad again, i never want to get as bad as i was before. I'm scared. I can't talk to anyone. I feel so alone.
    timonthy timonthy
    1 Response Mar 23, 2014

    life was good until i hit 18 years of age,

    i graduated high school back in 2008 and then i started having bathroom problems/ stomach problems which i was told was from ibs and reflux. year after year the problem would get worse and i would lose control of my identity, i would forget the person who people loved me for...
    joe0ner joe0ner
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 31, 2014

    honestly depression can go ahead

    and take what's left of me already
    deleted deleted
    Nov 15, 2015

    Bad Day 2

    I am seriously stuck in a bad nightmare! This week alone has been hell! How much can one person take? At the beginning of the week, get a call from ex, needing my support. His grandmother was dieing. They called family home, ex wanted me to go for support. I did out of respect...
    tinkerbell2067 tinkerbell2067
    41-45, F
    Apr 25, 2013

    I'm Always Sad When I'm Not With Friends

    I haven't really been a happy person in general this year, but I've had my ups and downs still, and I visit friends to ignore the things that I can't do much about, and make me unhappy. However, whenever I am away from my friends I can't help but feel completely alone in my own...
    degamer degamer
    26-30, M
    Aug 31, 2010

    Cant Handle Life

    i want to kill myself.i dnt want to use a clinical term like suicide but a hard blunt word.kill myself,thats what it is.can u imagine how much one might be suffering in ilfe that the pain of death is more acceptable.but i am too chicken hearted and i know i wont be able to do...
    edda edda
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Dec 7, 2009

    My father has denied me from up this moment

    when I was born, and from up my 4th age he was out of my life. My godmother also denied me from the moment I was born. Later I´ve been married to a man and from up this moment my life changed from purgatory into hell. He cheated me like nobody else, then one of his friends...
    Loretta78 Loretta78
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 26, 2015
    iamnotshy iamnotshy
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2014

    So Sad =[

    i am very depressed.i am on an anti depressant but its not working.i cant help being sad.i feel like evryone hates me! which i cant say isnt true.all of my friends have other friends they like better than me so i am basically friendless!!!!music is the only thing i have but...
    xxblackrosesxx xxblackrosesxx
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Aug 31, 2008

    I Am Very Lonely

    I am lonely, as I said in the title. And I'm sure the nature of my situation is like that of many others; I have purposefully isolated myself. As a kid with ADD, I missed a lot of things, and got picked on because of it. I suppose it didn't help that my skin was about as thick as...
    Blandcolors Blandcolors
    16-17, M
    1 Response Oct 4, 2012
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