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I Am Depressed and Want Someone to Talk to I'm Here

This is a place where your feelings matter for once and i'll listen and so will everyone else they wont juge or leave this blog with your secrets and neither will I Emotions of a Black Rose Unite 2,227 People

    I remember the way we were,

    him and I...such a strange time in my life. I have so much love for him still, and I fear he doesn't love me anymore. He's been ******** completely from my life. I feel as if I need him every moment so I can catch a breath....tears.
    twisteduniverse twisteduniverse 22-25, F Dec 15, 2014

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    I've totally been there.

    And I'm always open to talk. I may not give the best advice, but I'm a great listener and I don't judge. message me if you need to.
    ThisGirlLovesNerds12 ThisGirlLovesNerds12 18-21, F Feb 21

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    I am part of a family

    and we all have got depression. I have had it since I was 16 years old and it has been going on for the past 4 years
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 27, 2014

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    I was in a really dark

    and dreary place on Saturday and was just tired of living. I cried most of the day missing my 25-year-old son who committed suicide. I can attest to the insanity of depression. I thought about having myself committed because I wanted to join him.
    everydaysteph everydaysteph 46-50, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2014

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    I feel like everyone

    who I ever trusted or people who love me just leave me... My parents, friends, my ex partner and dad to my children cheated. I just want to feel loved.. Who actually cares about me :(
    jjw123 jjw123 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19, 2014

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    Headache

    I feel like my life is a pain and I feel selfish of feeling like this. I don't no what is wrong with me but I know something is wrong with me because I'm always saying to my self what is wrong with me I am babbling on and on here so you can probably tell there's something wrong...
    Zarah1 Zarah1 26-30, F 16 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    Hi, I'm a teenager, 17 years old.

    Since I'm on this page you're probably thinking I'm going to complain about how life is unfair since I can't get another Ipad or something. No, I'm not here to complain about meaningless crap like that, I'm here to just talk about how I keep getting hit with unpleasant...
    faithful1997 faithful1997 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    I am an 18 year old guy in his first year in

    college. I went to middle school and high school in North Carolina and then I moved to Gainesville, Florida for college. I miss all my friends so much and am having a hard time making new ones because I don't know anybody. I have three roommates but there just isn't that deep...
    rsapne1 rsapne1 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    Lost

    i feel like one one gets me! i am sad all the time and i hide it from everyone cause i dont want anyone to think i am weak and i dont want anyone to feel like they got to feel sorry for me but sometimes i just want someone to talk to i feel all alone! but i kinda feel like if i...
    broken0 broken0 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 30, 2012

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    My life is empty I don't feel emotion the way I

    should and all I do is sit at my computer playing video games or sleeping. Nothing that I choose to do ever works out well for me and I regret pretty much every decision I make.
    halcyondays2 halcyondays2 18-21, M 6 Responses May 30, 2014

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    There'S Something Wrong With Me

    My life used to be amazing. I'd have good friends, a healthy relationship with my family and an overall happy life. I used to be genuinely happy and very energetic, full of life, joyful girl. But something happened, I don't know what but I've been distant, from everyone and now I...
    Diamondgirly Diamondgirly 18-21, F 2 Responses May 27, 2013

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    I am so sad. ready to cry.

    .. I need to speak to someone and pour my heart out about the pain in my heart.
    khushali11 khushali11 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 3

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    On This Lonely Journey

    I love being in the military, but I never thought it would be like this. I feel So alone even though I'm surrounded by so many people. I have no friends and people know it too, they love to tease me. I'm so far away from my family and haven't seen them in two years. I spend my...
    Lmaoitskatelyn Lmaoitskatelyn 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2013

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    I'm not depressed but I've been there

    and survived so if anyone ever needs to talk in always here, just send me a message.
    BandsSavedMyLife BandsSavedMyLife 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I lost both of my parents last year,

    back to back, & not 1 person in person or online have offered any condolences! Everyone either wanted me to get over it, or they thought I was lying. 1 church pastor was an ******* & made SURE he saw to it that I didn't get to go. He was Korean & racist. I didn't know because...
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F 9 Responses Feb 8, 2014

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    the one thing in the world I just started

    talking with daily, she was talking with me and quickly hung up and I just waited until she texted me that she cut herself up, and idk what I'm feeling it's anything but good, it's like my life hit pause and... idk, I just need someone to talk with about suicide and why it...
    kieth1994 kieth1994 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I have been through all this sorta been there

    done that omg your time is still here Jesus doesnt want you for a sunbeam just yet but I cant do this anymore. I honestly think its time to go
    lolita3121 lolita3121 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    Wow she (lil Amy) has had my heart in her hands

    now only to find out she was only bull ******** me....wow.. Devistated ....I think it's time to stop fighting this loneliness I battle everyday of my life...time to lay it all down...I loved I lost it's simple...please be smarter than I was....good bye heartache and pain,,gotta...
    herdeepestdesire herdeepestdesire 31-35, M Oct 20, 2014

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    Depressed

    I feel depressed all the time that at this point of my life I feel so old when I'm only 27.its so hard to consontrate I'm always daydreaming I find it hard looking after my kids I feel they need more attention then I'm giving them. I am forgetful and I don't know what is wrong...
    Zarah1 Zarah1 26-30, F 15 Responses Mar 24, 2013

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    From the time I was thirteen till about two

    years ago I had issues with self harm. I want to be there for others going through the same as me so they know that they don't need to cut to feel validation. If you're lonely and need someone to talk to, I'm here. I know how it feels and we can get through this together.
    natalie243 natalie243 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I Need Someone To Trust, I Need A Friend.

    I am 20 years old. I was diagnosed with depression when i was 17 years old. Any thing can set me off and put me into a dip. Even something really simple. The day before and of my 19th Birthday I planned out my suicide. I had many plans actually and I felt like no body cared...
    kpagan418 kpagan418 18-21 9 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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    I've been feeling horrible

    for the past two years and it ain't getting any better. A sad note to start the post but, oh well.. Anyhow If y'all feelin' any down or sad or depressed you're not alone. That's what keeps me going. Kinda. That and music.
    depravator depravator 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 19, 2014

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    People Think I Am A Satanist

    People think I am a satanist because of the music that I love. No one else around likes the same music as me and it's my biggest issue. I don't want to be normal like everybody else and I don't want to change myself just to fit in. I guess I am bound to be alone. I am not a...
    faithful98 faithful98 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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    I told him about how I was.

    All the awful things I think, why I can't love myself, I let him in. I guess I was too hopeful or got too attached because he walked away just like that. Idk if he couldn't deal with me being depressed or if I had just pushed him away. I am absolutely completely alone and it's...
    marieflorence109 marieflorence109 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    Weed, Bp And As.

    At the age of 37 I was diagnosed with AS of the spine, (ANKYLOSING SPONDYLITIS) and was told that depending on how much strain I put on my back I would be wheelchair bound or bed bound within ten years. I have smoked Cannabis since the age of 16 to relieve the pain and generally...
    derekdob derekdob 56-60, M 2 Responses Dec 3, 2012

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    Today... Is Not A Good Day

    Today I found out my adopted grandfather passed away. He's been there for me for almost 20 years. I was at work when my mom called. I ignored it of course, because I was at work. I spent all day oblivious to the fact and then I get home and call my mom. I was expecting to...
    HopeIsaThingWithFeathers HopeIsaThingWithFeathers 22-25, F 27 Responses Sep 21, 2012

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    If only people actually wanted to talk to me.

    All my life, never knew what it was to be popular or liked. I had a girlfriend but she didn't really like me because I was too depressed for her. She didn't even try to make me feel better. She just left me like everyone else.
    NoteEveryStep NoteEveryStep 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 16, 2014

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    Recently dumped after almost 5years.

    Ex doesn't want to reconcile when he's caused 60% of the damage. I've lost trust in this but I still want him. I so depressed and have no where to turn.
    RodriquezAntonio RodriquezAntonio 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    In school I feel like no one

    even notices me. I try to talk to my friends but they call me names or don't even listen. I try to open my mouth and tell my parents but it feels like my mouth is being covered. I've never told anyone the story. I don't know how. I lost my best friend because of this stupid...
    alleycat888 alleycat888 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    Watching Myself Slowly Disappear

    Going through a bad breakup which tore my soul and heart. I wake up everyday looking at myself in the mirror and ask myself why i am still here. I am starting to refer myself at a third person and feel like I am watching myself just struggling to give myself a reason to go on...
    Ronin5484 Ronin5484 36-40, M 5 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    Not Sure How To Feel

    I honestly feel like my world is falling apart. My friend recently started dating someone. Yeah that's awesome good for her, any guy is lucky to have her, the problem is the guy that she's dating is my ex, not only is he my ex he's the first boy I loved. I was at school and she...
    Wynnieskye Wynnieskye 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    Nikkixjansen Nikkixjansen 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 5

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    Worthless.

    Never been called beautiful. Never been told I love you. Never felt the feeling of being cared for. Bullied everyday. Dread going to school, because of what I go through. No one understands. I keep it inside. I don't smoke, or drink, or cut. I try to stay strong. People see me...
    realitycanhurt realitycanhurt 13-15, F 14 Responses Oct 5, 2012

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    I feel alone. No on listens to me.

    I always have smile on my face and help others. But no one helps me i want a close friend who i can trust
    crystalwillows crystalwillows 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 21, 2014

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    Recently graduated, finally got a head start on

    life but have been feeling oddly depressed. I've been alone a lot and just can't find anyone to really talk to.
    Guuuu Guuuu 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 20, 2014

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    So I live in Colorado

    and the weather has been sucking. I am trapped inside because there is a blizzard. I fee a sudden shift in my moods lately and focus. It is very troublesome while I am in school during my last semester as an undergraduate (woot woot). I have recently started a relationship...
    kc248753 kc248753 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    Words Hurt More The Punches.

    "Ugly." "Fatass." "*****." "*****." "****." "Thunder Thighs." "******." words hurt. i would know. everyone says it's not that bad. but they don't know what it feels like, to feel like you're nothing. that no one cares about you and there's no reason you should be here because...
    realitycanhurt realitycanhurt 13-15, F 13 Responses Oct 5, 2012

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    Me And My Life.

    I don't know how to start this story, I'm just gonna start with anything that pops into my head even tho it might not make sense, because after all that is me I don't ever make sense. Right now in my life nothing seems to be going right I'm always feeling down. I don't know what...
    Zarah1 Zarah1 26-30, F 8 Responses Oct 21, 2013

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    I've been depressed for awhile now

    and have been going to a therapist but not much has changed. I don't have many friends, my mom yells at me constantly, and I'm just done with everything. I cry myself to sleep at night often I'm not doing so well in school nothing terrible but not as perfect as my mom wants it...
    br1ttanymarie br1ttanymarie 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2014

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    i need a friend to speak.

    i am depressed, want to share my feelings right now
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    I'm here and I maybe young

    but I am here for anybody who needs to talk.
    lexinwonderland lexinwonderland 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 29, 2014

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    Really struggling to see the point of it all.

    I know exactly whats going on in the world and it makes me so angry and sick. this world has only gotten crueler and crueler the further i go into it. every time i try to ignore this and get a normal life, the system comes back and screws me over. Really dont know what to do
    Georgewatson99 Georgewatson99 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 30, 2014

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    I am a young married woman.

    I've only been married for almost 2 years. Been fighting a lot with my husband. I have a great family. But I'm always picking fights with him about everything. He is patient. And I know there is something inside me that's aching and unresolved (I'm not sure what) that affects my...
    lpch lpch 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    I anonymously told this guy I have a crush on

    him & when he found out it was me, he stop talking to me. What do I do? )':
    muhhryaa muhhryaa 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I'm at my breaking point

    and I can't stop thinking that death is the only way ill be happy. I can't think of anything that cheers me up and the only thing stopping me is that I don't want loved ones to be sad. I want to sleep and never wake up again. Life feels like a nightmare that I can't wake up from...
    JenKnibs JenKnibs 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    I feel like I have failed everyone around me my

    family my friends my boyfriend because no one is really happy anymore with my actions actually I made a mistake but now I want to chnge it nd I thought at first I should try to figure out my own problems but then I need their support otherwise I can not get out of it I don't...
    Blackangel4u Blackangel4u 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 13, 2013

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    I'M Here

    Anyone who needs to talk to someone, feel free to message me. I'll respond as soon as I can, I promise.