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This is a place where your feelings matter for once and i'll listen and so will everyone else they wont juge or leave this blog with your secrets and neither will I Emotions of a Black Rose Unite 1,517 People

    From Everything To Nothing

    I've been depressed for over two years now and haven't had anything in my life to be happy about when i was younger like 14 15 i had such a great life all the good friends i could need a good girlfriend and i was a star football player for three years straight, then middle of my...
    Deze19 Deze19 18-21 1 Response Apr 25, 2013

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    what can i do to have more friends

    that i can trust? why do they break my trust?
    Minanana Minanana 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I'm starting to go back

    and forth between being depressed, and being perfectly fine. In order for people to fully understand how I am feeling, here is my story. I started out the year 2013 really well. I was 23 years old, I finally found a job, I was living with a roommate, and thing's were looking up...
    SaronaOsamaru SaronaOsamaru 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I Dont Know...

    Im 15, im not even sure how this started. But just this summer i didnt feel...right. Everytime my mom or dad tries to be nice or just talks to me, i just feel like screaming in their faces. I always felt angry towards them no matter what. I started cutting. I was addicted for a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    Fighting Loneliness

    Hello people!!I just want to find people like me and share our stories :) if you are intrested message me :)
    athenes athenes 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2013

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    I have been depressed

    for years and under control through medication. Lately though, the fog has returned. All I can think about is how my successes in life are a fluke and I am worthless. I have no one to talk to. This sucks!
    Foodude Foodude 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    Headache

    I feel like my life is a pain and I feel selfish of feeling like this. I don't no what is wrong with me but I know something is wrong with me because I'm always saying to my self what is wrong with me I am babbling on and on here so you can probably tell there's something wrong...
    Zarah1 Zarah1 26-30, F 23 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    Watching Myself Slowly Disappear

    Going through a bad breakup which tore my soul and heart. I wake up everyday looking at myself in the mirror and ask myself why i am still here. I am starting to refer myself at a third person and feel like I am watching myself just struggling to give myself a reason to go on...
    Ronin5484 Ronin5484 36-40, M 5 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    Hello Well my problem is that's me

    and my fiancé are in long distance he lives out of the country and used to text in what's-app all day while his working .. But he never give me a call or ask me about my feeling I know he don't cheat in me but is not enough for me to have a loyal fiancé and at the same time...
    sara8989 sara8989 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    rahulmahi rahulmahi 22-25, M Mar 29

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    Words Hurt More The Punches.

    "Ugly." "Fatass." "*****." "*****." "****." "Thunder Thighs." "******." words hurt. i would know. everyone says it's not that bad. but they don't know what it feels like, to feel like you're nothing. that no one cares about you and there's no reason you should be here because...
    realitycanhurt realitycanhurt 13-15, F 12 Responses Oct 5, 2012

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    Disappointed

    Yesterday was my 4th wedding anniversarry.unfortunately i didn't celebrate it like before.my husband just busy with his work and just ignore me all the day.im upset..
    lonelywfe lonelywfe 22-25, F 3 Responses May 11, 2013

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    I wish that I were smarter.

    I feel so, unimaginably stupid all of the time, lethargic and unable to complete assignments even if I have the time. I'm sick often. My art looks like it was done by a toddler, and I want to burn all of my previous work. I can't sleep, but I can't be productive when I'm not...
    PerennialChild PerennialChild 16-17 1 Response Apr 3

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    I feel like everyone

    who I ever trusted or people who love me just leave me... My parents, friends, my ex partner and dad to my children cheated. I just want to feel loved.. Who actually cares about me :(
    jjw123 jjw123 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    The sun outside of me is beautiful,

    shining and inviting but I am glued to the floor in my house. Whatever I could choose to do would be silly and a waste of time. It would be only something to occupy me and make me feel alive. For what purpose do I strive to keep myself alive? What have I to gain by staying...
    bjohnston62 bjohnston62 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    On This Lonely Journey

    I love being in the military, but I never thought it would be like this. I feel So alone even though I'm surrounded by so many people. I have no friends and people know it too, they love to tease me. I'm so far away from my family and haven't seen them in two years. I spend my...
    Lmaoitskatelyn Lmaoitskatelyn 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2013

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    Look. This won't have proper word usage

    or fancy ******* vocabulary; this is raw emotion. I just... Cannot breathe. As soon as I read the news, I laughed. How could this be real? Then the truth began to sink in.... He's dead. His life was taken by a car. He didn't reach the hospital in time and died. I went...
    AdelaideHayashi AdelaideHayashi 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Ok so I've been talking to this guy

    for a really long time and he's like one of my best friends even though he lives in another state. The problem is I met him on this website where I lied about my age and my name. And he's way older than me. Now he's convinced that he's in love with me and I keep trying to tell...
    dragon360 dragon360 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    rahulmahi rahulmahi 22-25, M Mar 29

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    I lost both of my parents last year,

    back to back, & not 1 person in person or online have offered any condolences! Everyone either wanted me to get over it, or they thought I was lying. 1 church pastor was an ******* & made SURE he saw to it that I didn't get to go. He was Korean & racist. I didn't know because...
    otad12 otad12 26-30, F 9 Responses Feb 8

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    Worthless.

    Never been called beautiful. Never been told I love you. Never felt the feeling of being cared for. Bullied everyday. Dread going to school, because of what I go through. No one understands. I keep it inside. I don't smoke, or drink, or cut. I try to stay strong. People see me...
    realitycanhurt realitycanhurt 13-15, F 14 Responses Oct 5, 2012

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    I Know I'm Not The Only One (rant)

    Long distance relationships suck. I said it. I know no one really wants to admit it when everyone seems to ask "How is your relationship going, well with the distance and all??" And all you want to say back is, "It's horrible, I'm depressed, I can't have my significant other with...
    thewiltingone thewiltingone 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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    Depressed

    I feel depressed all the time that at this point of my life I feel so old when I'm only 27.its so hard to consontrate I'm always daydreaming I find it hard looking after my kids I feel they need more attention then I'm giving them. I am forgetful and I don't know what is wrong...
    Zarah1 Zarah1 26-30, F 15 Responses Mar 24, 2013

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    I'M Here

    Anyone who needs to talk to someone, feel free to message me. I'll respond as soon as I can, I promise.
    mandythepoetryaddict mandythepoetryaddict 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Everything has got to be too much

    for me. A few weeks ago after I opened myself out and let myself care for a guy, I honestly feel like I was attached to him and I am finding it hard to let go of him. This week I had a tough week, I found out my dad is having to go for tests and he is unwell now in general, my...
    Anni621 Anni621 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    updahted updahted 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I feel alone. No on listens to me.

    I always have smile on my face and help others. But no one helps me i want a close friend who i can trust
    crystalwillows crystalwillows 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 21

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    Mommy Issues

    Well I'm 17 and my parents had split when I was 8 but the divorce was finalized when I was around 10. I was never like most kids. I never held on to hope that my parents would get back together, I just accepted. Well when I was 11 my mom meet someone new. At first he was okay but...
    Merupuri Merupuri 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2013

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    I was married for 24 yrs

    and after raising four amazingly wonderful college graduates, I learned that I was Gay. Since then five years has gone by and I've been sharing the family home with husband but now I am going increasingly depressed as the divorce progress is going very slow and he tries to...
    hopelessly45 hopelessly45 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    Weed, Bp And As.

    At the age of 37 I was diagnosed with AS of the spine, (ANKYLOSING SPONDYLITIS) and was told that depending on how much strain I put on my back I would be wheelchair bound or bed bound within ten years. I have smoked Cannabis since the age of 16 to relieve the pain and generally...
    derekdob derekdob 56-60, M 2 Responses Dec 3, 2012

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    Hi my name is Sara McClain

    and im 14 I really don't like my live it was ok at first but now I just cant live anymore it hurts to much.
    skysara skysara 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 19

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    I need help..... please.

    ..... I'm going to kill myself
    cuttingdeeperr cuttingdeeperr 13-15, F 9 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    It seems like everything is going wrong this

    past year and a half. I finally got my dream house about 2 years ago. This great 145yr old farmhouse that needed to be fixed up a bit. It was heaven. Then I lost a baby, then a year ago my husband left, on Christmas eve of this year my furnace caught on fire and the whole house...
    Jezebel12 Jezebel12 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 27

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    I feel unwanted, deserted,

    and alone. My boyfriend left me in September on our 3-year and went after a good friend of mine. He and I were still involved sexually and emotionally without the label of boyfriend/girlfriend. I found out he slept with another girl too. We share the same friend group and he...
    marmar0915 marmar0915 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    First time posting since being diagnosed in 15

    years ago. Late at night I always feel best, my mornings and days are filled with a dark depression. I have been on many different meds seeming to have the best benefit with antidepressant and anti-psychotic combinations. Perhaps my biggest problem is side effects and as a...
    outofarutt outofarutt 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 23

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    One of my close friends died around two months

    ago, my boyfriend broke up with me, and all of my friends avoid me. I stay at home, or go to work/school.
    dominicanyounot dominicanyounot 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Lost

    i feel like one one gets me! i am sad all the time and i hide it from everyone cause i dont want anyone to think i am weak and i dont want anyone to feel like they got to feel sorry for me but sometimes i just want someone to talk to i feel all alone! but i kinda feel like if i...
    broken0 broken0 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 30, 2012

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    Today... Is Not A Good Day

    Today I found out my adopted grandfather passed away. He's been there for me for almost 20 years. I was at work when my mom called. I ignored it of course, because I was at work. I spent all day oblivious to the fact and then I get home and call my mom. I was expecting to...
    HopeIsaThingWithFeathers HopeIsaThingWithFeathers 22-25, F 20 Responses Sep 21, 2012

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    So Me And My BestFriend Have Been Really Great

    friends For About 3 Years . And I was getting sad at the fact that he's a senior and about to graduate (I am a junior) and I got attached to him not as a gay or bi way but as a really close friend how we would text 24/7 anyways I told him to stop talking to me because I didn't...
    newmark08 newmark08 16-17, M Feb 22

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    I Need Someone To Trust, I Need A Friend.

    I am 20 years old. I was diagnosed with depression when i was 17 years old. Any thing can set me off and put me into a dip. Even something really simple. The day before and of my 19th Birthday I planned out my suicide. I had many plans actually and I felt like no body cared...
    kpagan418 kpagan418 18-21 8 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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    Girl problems... I love her she doesn't

    even know it. All she thinks of me is her BROTHER. And she has a boyfriend :/ a complete douche who smoked weed and hangs out with the most annoying people ever. I love her. And that fact that I know I can't be with her. Makes me depressed
    MrUnkn0wn MrUnkn0wn 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    Im 18 years old, and I have never felt

    so lonely. I feel like everyone is just moving forward with there lives and I am stuck here standing still. I feel like such a failure, hopeless and I sometimes wish I didn't exist because of all the pain. Everyone is in a relationship, and it makes me wonder why I haven't found...
    LuckyNumber3 LuckyNumber3 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    im turning 19 this year

    and have been found to be suffering from anxiety and many other health issues. I have had many suicidal thoughts from a young age due to certain events that took place in my life.my parents do not understand me at all and are very conservative. I have no one to talk to and can...
    zai3 zai3 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    hi everyone, my name is Chrysa

    and i am really sad... All this week my -so called bestfriend- wasn't speaking to me and when she was she called me names.... So today she told me that she did not want me to be her friend anymore and she told to my other friends lies about me. I have being depressed for long...
    chrysaaa chrysaaa 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 18

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    I am not looking for a date.

    I do not like my life. I feel empty.
    anazam anazam 56-60, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    I feel like I have failed everyone around me my

    family my friends my boyfriend because no one is really happy anymore with my actions actually I made a mistake but now I want to chnge it nd I thought at first I should try to figure out my own problems but then I need their support otherwise I can not get out of it I don't...
    Blackangel4u Blackangel4u 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 13, 2013

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    In Desperate Need Of Help At This Point

    About 3 months ago my dad got a stroke and he was in the hospital for about a month, 3 weeks he was fighting for his life. A vein ruptured in his brain and the blood spreaded resulting in hemorrage. I didnt think he was going to make it. Him and i didnt have the best relationship...
    Lostone1491 Lostone1491 18-21 4 Responses Feb 16, 2013

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    Depressed Scared Lonely And Tired

    I feel alone, I come from an abusive family, I am also the black sheep in the family and I have no one to talk too, Often I think about what my life and others life would be like if I wasn't around, I am fighting depression on my own with no support system, I am engaged but I am...
    lonelytired2 lonelytired2 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    Please help im so afraid im 19

    and i graduated high school last year. I am a grocery store cashier and I think about killing my self while i check out your grocery's. I haven't gone too college and I constantly tell my self im a failure. Even though sometimes I don't have too my family does it for me. I dont...
    lonleyheartsclub lonleyheartsclub 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sometimes there's only

    so many nights you can spend alone, thinking about how things were different a few years ago. Wondering why I didn't spend more time with my mom on her last bed. And wondering who I am. Because I don't recognize myself in the mirror anymore. everytime i'm supposed to feel happy...
    r677 r677 18-21, M Feb 22

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    My Story:

    So I'm 16. But I'm worn down like a 50 year old woman. I have no one. My parents don't talk to me & I stay in my room all day until school. My boyfriend tells me that I need to suck it up & that I need to stop being so dramatic. But he doesn't understand. I can't help it. I'm so...
    Shakemedown0719 Shakemedown0719 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2013

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    Not Sure How To Feel

    I honestly feel like my world is falling apart. My friend recently started dating someone. Yeah that's awesome good for her, any guy is lucky to have her, the problem is the guy that she's dating is my ex, not only is he my ex he's the first boy I loved. I was at school and she...
    Wynnieskye Wynnieskye 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    Feeling Low

    Right now I'm feeling low and would love to be able to talk to someone about how I'm feeling. It's the middle of the night, I have the flu, and I'm not able to sleep. I've been feeling up for quite a while, I stopped smoking 5 weeks ago and that was a huge confidence boost. But...
    23jacinta 23jacinta 36-40 5 Responses Oct 11, 2012

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    I'm Alone, And I'm Scared

    I'm a design student and have been studying animation for the past 4 years now and as my college draws to a finale, hard truths have started to hit me left right and center. I am a terribly attached person and I've a boyfriend of 4 years, he'll soon be leaving to finish his final...
    LittleSnowSparrow LittleSnowSparrow 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 29, 2013

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    Me And My Life.

    I don't know how to start this story, I'm just gonna start with anything that pops into my head even tho it might not make sense, because after all that is me I don't ever make sense. Right now in my life nothing seems to be going right I'm always feeling down. I don't know what...
    Zarah1 Zarah1 26-30, F 10 Responses Oct 21, 2013

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    Here's my story I have 2 kids married a us

    citizen I And I'm here in America with my 2 kids through spouse visa.. That's kids from my first husband... Now my problem is when We're here in America I feel he didn't care of us he's very selfish..and he don't want me to go out always stay at home he never give me a money I...
    March07 March07 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 26

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    look i have a child on the way im broke cant gt

    a job im getting married this saturday and i hate my life i constantly feel like just giving up and going to hide and rot away in a hole somewhere i just cant take this anymore everytime i try and do good it bites me in the *** and people say im in the wrong. i mean am i that...
    ciw1995 ciw1995 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 18