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This is a place where your feelings matter for once and i'll listen and so will everyone else they wont juge or leave this blog with your secrets and neither will I Emotions of a Black Rose Unite 2,487 People

    Weed, Bp And As.

    At the age of 37 I was diagnosed with AS of the spine, (ANKYLOSING SPONDYLITIS) and was told that depending on how much strain I put on my back I would be wheelchair bound or bed bound within ten years. I have smoked Cannabis since the age of 16 to relieve the pain and generally...
    derekdob derekdob 56-60, M 2 Responses Dec 3, 2012

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    Today... Is Not A Good Day

    Today I found out my adopted grandfather passed away. He's been there for me for almost 20 years. I was at work when my mom called. I ignored it of course, because I was at work. I spent all day oblivious to the fact and then I get home and call my mom. I was expecting to...
    HopeIsaThingWithFeathers HopeIsaThingWithFeathers 22-25, F 26 Responses Sep 21, 2012

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    Okay, so I'm a girl n i told a guy friend

    something i shouldn't have told him cuz now all my girl friends are mad at me in class. so i don't know what to do, since they are posting mean stuff on instagram. I also defended this guy when i was talking to my boyfriend, but then the next day he broke up with me cuz of that...
    par371 par371 36-40, F 1 Response May 26

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    Ever since yesterday

    when I woke up from a nightmare that my dog had died. I have been so depressed ever since and I don't know what to do. Plus seems like I ruined everything I once had.
    Igotskillz327 Igotskillz327 16-17, M 6 Responses Aug 9

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    If only people actually wanted to talk to me.

    All my life, never knew what it was to be popular or liked. I had a girlfriend but she didn't really like me because I was too depressed for her. She didn't even try to make me feel better. She just left me like everyone else.
    NoteEveryStep NoteEveryStep 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 16, 2014

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    I lost both of my parents last year,

    back to back, & not 1 person in person or online have offered any condolences! Everyone either wanted me to get over it, or they thought I was lying. 1 church pastor was an ******* & made SURE he saw to it that I didn't get to go. He was Korean & racist. I didn't know because...
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F 10 Responses Feb 8, 2014

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    Me And My Life.

    I don't know how to start this story, I'm just gonna start with anything that pops into my head even tho it might not make sense, because after all that is me I don't ever make sense. Right now in my life nothing seems to be going right I'm always feeling down. I don't know what...
    Zarah1 Zarah1 26-30, F 7 Responses Oct 21, 2013

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    I don't know I just feel fat all the time

    and other girls my age are tiny and pretty and bubbly and im larger, ugly and quiet. I just had to get it out of me, sorry.
    Piercetheblackveiledskillet Piercetheblackveiledskillet 13-15, F Jul 23

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    People Think I Am A Satanist

    People think I am a satanist because of the music that I love. No one else around likes the same music as me and it's my biggest issue. I don't want to be normal like everybody else and I don't want to change myself just to fit in. I guess I am bound to be alone. I am not a...
    faithful98 faithful98 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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    I feel like I have failed everyone around me my

    family my friends my boyfriend because no one is really happy anymore with my actions actually I made a mistake but now I want to chnge it nd I thought at first I should try to figure out my own problems but then I need their support otherwise I can not get out of it I don't...
    Blackangel4u Blackangel4u 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 13, 2013

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    I really want to kill myself.

    My life is going on horribly. My mother has psychotic depression, she has been on an affair for 9 years & has just recently stopped after being diagnosed with psychotic depression, & we aren't the wealthiest family out there. My dad use to be a gambler. I'm labeled as stupid in...
    mangoseed mangoseed 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    It's going on about the fifth year

    now there was a point a couple months ago where i had it going good for me but then boom it all gets taken away from me... I haven't met anyone who quite understands me just yet but I'd like to, so hit me up if you'd like to chat
    jadetumbler jadetumbler 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Worthless.

    Never been called beautiful. Never been told I love you. Never felt the feeling of being cared for. Bullied everyday. Dread going to school, because of what I go through. No one understands. I keep it inside. I don't smoke, or drink, or cut. I try to stay strong. People see me...
    realitycanhurt realitycanhurt 13-15, F 14 Responses Oct 5, 2012

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    On This Lonely Journey

    I love being in the military, but I never thought it would be like this. I feel So alone even though I'm surrounded by so many people. I have no friends and people know it too, they love to tease me. I'm so far away from my family and haven't seen them in two years. I spend my...
    Lmaoitskatelyn Lmaoitskatelyn 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2013

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    FromJennyWithLove FromJennyWithLove 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 10

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    Nikkixjansen Nikkixjansen 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 5

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    It sucks to be in a situation

    where your falling for somebody, you know will hurt you in the future. I know he using me but i can help it have feeling for him. I wish he cares for me just a bit. I don't know why I'm in this relationship. I don't even know if it a relationship. Everytime we see each other it...
    ances1990 ances1990 22-25, F 1 Response May 30

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    Headache

    I feel like my life is a pain and I feel selfish of feeling like this. I don't no what is wrong with me but I know something is wrong with me because I'm always saying to my self what is wrong with me I am babbling on and on here so you can probably tell there's something wrong...
    Zarah1 Zarah1 26-30, F 15 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    Hi, I'm a teenager, 17 years old.

    Since I'm on this page you're probably thinking I'm going to complain about how life is unfair since I can't get another Ipad or something. No, I'm not here to complain about meaningless crap like that, I'm here to just talk about how I keep getting hit with unpleasant...
    faithful1997 faithful1997 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    I feel like everyone

    who I ever trusted or people who love me just leave me... My parents, friends, my ex partner and dad to my children cheated. I just want to feel loved.. Who actually cares about me :(
    jjw123 jjw123 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 19, 2014

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    I was in a really dark

    and dreary place on Saturday and was just tired of living. I cried most of the day missing my 25-year-old son who committed suicide. I can attest to the insanity of depression. I thought about having myself committed because I wanted to join him.
    everydaysteph everydaysteph 46-50, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2014

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    There'S Something Wrong With Me

    My life used to be amazing. I'd have good friends, a healthy relationship with my family and an overall happy life. I used to be genuinely happy and very energetic, full of life, joyful girl. But something happened, I don't know what but I've been distant, from everyone and now I...
    Diamondgirly Diamondgirly 18-21, F 2 Responses May 27, 2013

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    I Dont Know...

    Im 15, im not even sure how this started. But just this summer i didnt feel...right. Everytime my mom or dad tries to be nice or just talks to me, i just feel like screaming in their faces. I always felt angry towards them no matter what. I started cutting. I was addicted for a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    I am going through a very difficult time in my

    life. I have tried to remain calm. I don't know if I have depression or anxiety. Whatever it is, I cannot stop having the feeling of wanting to cry all the time. I did not even bring it up when I saw the doctor today. I am too ashamed to ask a regular doctor to help me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jun 2

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    I feel alone. No on listens to me.

    I always have smile on my face and help others. But no one helps me i want a close friend who i can trust
    crystalwillows crystalwillows 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 21, 2014

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    I am so depressed I don't

    even know what to write. I'm all alone here like a hermit with no energy to do anything. I've alienated my former friends and family members. I fear for myself. I don't think I can't survive much longer. Can anybody help?
    Jas376 Jas376 51-55, M Jul 12

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    We had magic then the magic was gone.

    It seemed like that's how life is. We had a good run though. We reach a point and become complacent and content. Then you meet someone and content isn't good enough anymore. Laying awake at night thinking about them. You remember how it felt to be alive. To feel your heart...
    rick4545 rick4545 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    I don't feel wanted and feel like every one out

    to kill me and Just cant find a way to be happy feel like no one wants talk to me and i feel like am lossing my . self who I am
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 4

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    im just craving for someone to talk to me like

    a human and not some kid who doesn't know how life works. ive been alone for so long ive forgotten what it's like to be wanted, i desperately need to be reminded
    monkiman22 monkiman22 13-15, F 1 Response May 26

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    I want someone I can trust

    but the problem is I dint know what I'll share. I'm used to keeping my secrets to myself and only sharing what I want others to know. I'm afraid of being judged.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 30

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    I feel like no one wants me.

    I'm just ugly and I'm a bother to everyone.
    Angellie Angellie 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    In school I feel like no one

    even notices me. I try to talk to my friends but they call me names or don't even listen. I try to open my mouth and tell my parents but it feels like my mouth is being covered. I've never told anyone the story. I don't know how. I lost my best friend because of this stupid...
    alleycat888 alleycat888 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    Please someone message me

    and help me feel better
    FromJennyWithLove FromJennyWithLove 18-21, F 2 Responses May 19

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    I'M Here

    Anyone who needs to talk to someone, feel free to message me. I'll respond as soon as I can, I promise.
    mandythepoetryaddict mandythepoetryaddict 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Made a friend over Ep a few days back .

    .I feel so happy talking to her ..she is so sweet & pretty .. Honestly i never thought i could meet such a lovely person over here..From couple of days we are not able to talk ..shez not coming online that makes me feel low though but i hope she will come soon & we will end...
    LonelyGuy29 LonelyGuy29 22-25 Jul 27

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    Depressed

    I feel depressed all the time that at this point of my life I feel so old when I'm only 27.its so hard to consontrate I'm always daydreaming I find it hard looking after my kids I feel they need more attention then I'm giving them. I am forgetful and I don't know what is wrong...
    Zarah1 Zarah1 26-30, F 15 Responses Mar 24, 2013

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    I'm tired of feeling.

    I have mood swing issues and traumas that make it hard for me to be in relationships. It's hard to make love with men. It's really difficult to identify who I am with this mood disorder. I don't wanna be a victim. But honestly I have been victimized. I'm broken inside.
    Flowerpower5678 Flowerpower5678 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    My life is empty I don't feel emotion the way I

    should and all I do is sit at my computer playing video games or sleeping. Nothing that I choose to do ever works out well for me and I regret pretty much every decision I make.
    halcyondays2 halcyondays2 18-21, M 6 Responses May 30, 2014

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    I guess I'm weird....

    I pick a random title and write a story to match it. So I'm depressed now...I don't like that. Nope, not one bit. It makes me sad. Like the time the MP's killed the stray dog in front of me....shot it in the head. Twice. My eyes big as saucers. Alive one second and dead the...
    rick4545 rick4545 36-40, M Jul 24

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    I am feeling alone. I think i need somebody to

    talk with currently...some body can help me soon!
    Gilberteen Gilberteen 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 12

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    Words Hurt More The Punches.

    "Ugly." "Fatass." "*****." "*****." "****." "Thunder Thighs." "******." words hurt. i would know. everyone says it's not that bad. but they don't know what it feels like, to feel like you're nothing. that no one cares about you and there's no reason you should be here because...
    realitycanhurt realitycanhurt 13-15, F 11 Responses Oct 5, 2012

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    I'm not depressed right now

    but I have been in the past. I am more than happy to talk with anyone who needs help dealing with depression. Just don't use me as your only source of help because I'm not yet a trained professional.
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M Jun 22

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    My mother died on November 11,

    2011. My dad died on June 10 this year. My older brother ran away with all the inheritance money that was supposed to be for both of us because he thought it was unfair that I got social security when I haven't even seen a penny of it. The worst thing is, this isn't the first...
    xingru xingru 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    Lost

    i feel like one one gets me! i am sad all the time and i hide it from everyone cause i dont want anyone to think i am weak and i dont want anyone to feel like they got to feel sorry for me but sometimes i just want someone to talk to i feel all alone! but i kinda feel like if i...
    broken0 broken0 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 30, 2012

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    I feel horrible. it happened all of a sudden.

    i was feeling better. please someone talk with me
    awesomeguy3125 awesomeguy3125 26-30, M Aug 11

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