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This is a place where your feelings matter for once and i'll listen and so will everyone else they wont juge or leave this blog with your secrets and neither will I Emotions of a Black Rose Unite 1,982 People

    My life is empty I don't feel emotion the way I

    should and all I do is sit at my computer playing video games or sleeping. Nothing that I choose to do ever works out well for me and I regret pretty much every decision I make.
    halcyondays2 halcyondays2 18-21, M 6 Responses May 30

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    Well to start, I seem to be caught in a cycle

    which is difficult to get out of. I've noticed that when I am interested in someone, I am quick to attach myself to that individual. Whenever I receive affection from someone I like (whether it's cuddling or kissing), I easily get jealous when they talk to others or get upset...
    Cello2013 Cello2013 18-21, M 5 Responses Jul 18

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    Headache

    I feel like my life is a pain and I feel selfish of feeling like this. I don't no what is wrong with me but I know something is wrong with me because I'm always saying to my self what is wrong with me I am babbling on and on here so you can probably tell there's something wrong...
    Zarah1 Zarah1 26-30, F 17 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    Watching Myself Slowly Disappear

    Going through a bad breakup which tore my soul and heart. I wake up everyday looking at myself in the mirror and ask myself why i am still here. I am starting to refer myself at a third person and feel like I am watching myself just struggling to give myself a reason to go on...
    Ronin5484 Ronin5484 36-40, M 5 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    Recently graduated, finally got a head start on

    life but have been feeling oddly depressed. I've been alone a lot and just can't find anyone to really talk to.
    Guuuu Guuuu 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 20

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    There'S Something Wrong With Me

    My life used to be amazing. I'd have good friends, a healthy relationship with my family and an overall happy life. I used to be genuinely happy and very energetic, full of life, joyful girl. But something happened, I don't know what but I've been distant, from everyone and now I...
    Diamondgirly Diamondgirly 18-21, F 2 Responses May 27, 2013

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    I always wonder why thing have to be

    so hard for me, well of course I would not compare to anyone else. Just feel like to wrote something to express my feeling these years. Can someone tell me how to be a happy person and not feeling depressed at all?
    Steve2186 Steve2186 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 17

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    i am in a foreign country,

    and having difficult time because in this place you are under control by your employer, i finished my 2 years contract with my employer and i resigned coz i found a new job but then it has been 4 weeks since i resigned and they are not giving me my cancellation visa and when my...
    sheiszahra sheiszahra 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 11

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    People Think I Am A Satanist

    People think I am a satanist because of the music that I love. No one else around likes the same music as me and it's my biggest issue. I don't want to be normal like everybody else and I don't want to change myself just to fit in. I guess I am bound to be alone. I am not a...
    faithful98 faithful98 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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    I'm not depressed, but I'm here to talk to

    anyone that is having problems or just needs someone to talk to. I've been through a lot when I was younger and I'm good at giving advice and just listening
    pinkylo7 pinkylo7 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    If only people actually wanted to talk to me.

    All my life, never knew what it was to be popular or liked. I had a girlfriend but she didn't really like me because I was too depressed for her. She didn't even try to make me feel better. She just left me like everyone else.
    NoteEveryStep NoteEveryStep 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 16

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    I feel like I have failed everyone around me my

    family my friends my boyfriend because no one is really happy anymore with my actions actually I made a mistake but now I want to chnge it nd I thought at first I should try to figure out my own problems but then I need their support otherwise I can not get out of it I don't...
    Blackangel4u Blackangel4u 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 13, 2013

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    I've been depressed for awhile now

    and have been going to a therapist but not much has changed. I don't have many friends, my mom yells at me constantly, and I'm just done with everything. I cry myself to sleep at night often I'm not doing so well in school nothing terrible but not as perfect as my mom wants it...
    br1ttanymarie br1ttanymarie 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    Words Hurt More The Punches.

    "Ugly." "Fatass." "*****." "*****." "****." "Thunder Thighs." "******." words hurt. i would know. everyone says it's not that bad. but they don't know what it feels like, to feel like you're nothing. that no one cares about you and there's no reason you should be here because...
    realitycanhurt realitycanhurt 13-15, F 13 Responses Oct 5, 2012

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    We'll I've been depressed

    for the past 2 years and self harming since then and I tried to kill myself in January by overdosing but my mom took me to the hospital and I got better but for the past couple of weeks I can't stop thinking of how badly I want to try again.
    Heavenseemssofaraway Heavenseemssofaraway 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 21

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    I'm at my breaking point

    and I can't stop thinking that death is the only way ill be happy. I can't think of anything that cheers me up and the only thing stopping me is that I don't want loved ones to be sad. I want to sleep and never wake up again. Life feels like a nightmare that I can't wake up from...
    JenKnibs JenKnibs 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 4

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    I don't know if it's depression

    or what it is, I feel like no one likes me and no one talks to me whatsoever, I haven't gone out on a date for a long time or with friends, bc there's no friends, I knew few people but the just stop talking to me suddenly, I feel rejected most times almost by everyone, I don't...
    86Funsize 86Funsize 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    Hi all I really don't know how to start well I

    am Asian guy before I start my story I would everyone to know that our culture is bit different then west we live together with family for a long time even after we graduate and start working so here's my story I am 24 years old fresh graduate and my dad doesn't like me at all...
    ahsanmehmood ahsanmehmood 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 18

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    It's another week in hell again.

    2 days of lost work and pain levels from 9-13. About me. I'm a 25 year old guy who has no friends and has been mostly a loner my whole life. I found out I have a few medical conditions that basically took any and all fun out of my life. I was a DIYer that nothing could get in...
    lonewolf15900 lonewolf15900 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    My Story:

    So I'm 16. But I'm worn down like a 50 year old woman. I have no one. My parents don't talk to me & I stay in my room all day until school. My boyfriend tells me that I need to suck it up & that I need to stop being so dramatic. But he doesn't understand. I can't help it. I'm so...
    Shakemedown0719 Shakemedown0719 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 21, 2013

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    hi am all alone and depressed.

    my friends are getting away from me because they have found new friends in their college/high school. i am the only one left behind. i am losing my contacts with them. they don't feel like me cuz they have new friends now. but i have no one whom i can talk to!! i have 5 friends...
    pauladrian377 pauladrian377 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 17

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    I am a young married woman.

    I've only been married for almost 2 years. Been fighting a lot with my husband. I have a great family. But I'm always picking fights with him about everything. He is patient. And I know there is something inside me that's aching and unresolved (I'm not sure what) that affects my...
    lpch lpch 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    please...............

    ......................
    grohldave grohldave 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    I lost both of my parents last year,

    back to back, & not 1 person in person or online have offered any condolences! Everyone either wanted me to get over it, or they thought I was lying. 1 church pastor was an ******* & made SURE he saw to it that I didn't get to go. He was Korean & racist. I didn't know because...
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F 9 Responses Feb 8

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    In school I feel like no one

    even notices me. I try to talk to my friends but they call me names or don't even listen. I try to open my mouth and tell my parents but it feels like my mouth is being covered. I've never told anyone the story. I don't know how. I lost my best friend because of this stupid...
    alleycat888 alleycat888 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 4

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    Today... Is Not A Good Day

    Today I found out my adopted grandfather passed away. He's been there for me for almost 20 years. I was at work when my mom called. I ignored it of course, because I was at work. I spent all day oblivious to the fact and then I get home and call my mom. I was expecting to...
    HopeIsaThingWithFeathers HopeIsaThingWithFeathers 22-25, F 27 Responses Sep 21, 2012

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    I Know I'm Not The Only One (rant)

    Long distance relationships suck. I said it. I know no one really wants to admit it when everyone seems to ask "How is your relationship going, well with the distance and all??" And all you want to say back is, "It's horrible, I'm depressed, I can't have my significant other with...
    thewiltingone thewiltingone 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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    I moved away to Texas

    but I really do not like it. I wish my family would feel my pain and stop forcing me to be out there
    Zairex Zairex 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    Me And My Life.

    I don't know how to start this story, I'm just gonna start with anything that pops into my head even tho it might not make sense, because after all that is me I don't ever make sense. Right now in my life nothing seems to be going right I'm always feeling down. I don't know what...
    Zarah1 Zarah1 26-30, F 8 Responses Oct 21, 2013

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    Really struggling to see the point of it all.

    I know exactly whats going on in the world and it makes me so angry and sick. this world has only gotten crueler and crueler the further i go into it. every time i try to ignore this and get a normal life, the system comes back and screws me over. Really dont know what to do
    Georgewatson99 Georgewatson99 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 30

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    On This Lonely Journey

    I love being in the military, but I never thought it would be like this. I feel So alone even though I'm surrounded by so many people. I have no friends and people know it too, they love to tease me. I'm so far away from my family and haven't seen them in two years. I spend my...
    Lmaoitskatelyn Lmaoitskatelyn 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2013

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    Hi, I'm a teenager, 17 years old.

    Since I'm on this page you're probably thinking I'm going to complain about how life is unfair since I can't get another Ipad or something. No, I'm not here to complain about meaningless crap like that, I'm here to just talk about how I keep getting hit with unpleasant...
    faithful1997 faithful1997 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 13

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    ksgirl11 ksgirl11 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 29

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    Worthless.

    Never been called beautiful. Never been told I love you. Never felt the feeling of being cared for. Bullied everyday. Dread going to school, because of what I go through. No one understands. I keep it inside. I don't smoke, or drink, or cut. I try to stay strong. People see me...
    realitycanhurt realitycanhurt 13-15, F 14 Responses Oct 5, 2012

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    i am a workaholic. i work 58 hours a week

    and go to school part time. lately i found myself distancing myself from romantic relationships and use "i'm always working" as an excuse. now i feel like i am working for nothing. i have no particular goal in life and i expect no one to be at home waiting for me. i am...
    yushan yushan 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    Weed, Bp And As.

    At the age of 37 I was diagnosed with AS of the spine, (ANKYLOSING SPONDYLITIS) and was told that depending on how much strain I put on my back I would be wheelchair bound or bed bound within ten years. I have smoked Cannabis since the age of 16 to relieve the pain and generally...
    derekdob derekdob 56-60, M 2 Responses Dec 3, 2012

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    I Need Someone To Trust, I Need A Friend.

    I am 20 years old. I was diagnosed with depression when i was 17 years old. Any thing can set me off and put me into a dip. Even something really simple. The day before and of my 19th Birthday I planned out my suicide. I had many plans actually and I felt like no body cared...
    kpagan418 kpagan418 18-21 9 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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    It's difficult for me to talk about how i feel.

    I normally hold all of my feelings back, but lately my feelings have been slipping out, my moods change fast like a couple weeks ago I started a fight in school (the other girl started it) and I won. I already go to a therapist but I don't talk about how I feel. Any advice?
    Kar197 Kar197 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I have been through all this sorta been there

    done that omg your time is still here Jesus doesnt want you for a sunbeam just yet but I cant do this anymore. I honestly think its time to go
    lolita3121 lolita3121 41-45, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    my mind has gone blank,

    i hear myself saying 'do it tell the world about what you're dealing with....no don't noone wants to hear you whinge, noone really cares if youre suicidal. they just want to hear happiness" i wish i had friends that respect me enough to hang out. i am so alone, my family don't...
    Palavo88 Palavo88 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 2

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    Wow she (lil Amy) has had my heart in her hands

    now only to find out she was only bull ******** me....wow.. Devistated ....I think it's time to stop fighting this loneliness I battle everyday of my life...time to lay it all down...I loved I lost it's simple...please be smarter than I was....good bye heartache and pain,,gotta...
    herdeepestdesire herdeepestdesire 31-35, M Oct 20

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    I am part of a family

    and we all have got depression. I have had it since I was 16 years old and it has been going on for the past 4 years
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 27

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    Lost

    i feel like one one gets me! i am sad all the time and i hide it from everyone cause i dont want anyone to think i am weak and i dont want anyone to feel like they got to feel sorry for me but sometimes i just want someone to talk to i feel all alone! but i kinda feel like if i...
    broken0 broken0 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 30, 2012

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    Well it seems like I lost another dear to me.

    Its funny how im starting to get used to my family dieing and divorces, everyday my mother calling me a failure despite all that I do and always never having somone there for me so today was... well interesting
    shinzohotoroki shinzohotoroki 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I'M Here

    Anyone who needs to talk to someone, feel free to message me. I'll respond as soon as I can, I promise.
    mandythepoetryaddict mandythepoetryaddict 16-17, F 6 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    I just feel lonely and want to talk to to

    someone.......... I still have to the urge to overdose
    CatWithScars CatWithScars 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 24

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    Love makes me depressed everything about love

    because you can love someone so much and they may not feel the same I hate love love sucks you don't know if your in love or your in lust
    lilasofargone lilasofargone 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 30

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    I Dont Know...

    Im 15, im not even sure how this started. But just this summer i didnt feel...right. Everytime my mom or dad tries to be nice or just talks to me, i just feel like screaming in their faces. I always felt angry towards them no matter what. I started cutting. I was addicted for a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    I feel like everyone

    who I ever trusted or people who love me just leave me... My parents, friends, my ex partner and dad to my children cheated. I just want to feel loved.. Who actually cares about me :(
    jjw123 jjw123 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19

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    I don't know about you,

    but I constantly feel depressed. Everyday I try to be happy but it doesn't work. It's not about boys or anything it's just I miss my friends. I recently moved to boston from another place and I feel lonely. I'm extremely sensitive and emotional, and I do have anger issues. So I...
    aamanti1 aamanti1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    Feeling Low

    Right now I'm feeling low and would love to be able to talk to someone about how I'm feeling. It's the middle of the night, I have the flu, and I'm not able to sleep. I've been feeling up for quite a while, I stopped smoking 5 weeks ago and that was a huge confidence boost. But...
    23jacinta 23jacinta 36-40 6 Responses Oct 11, 2012

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