I Am Depressed and Want Someone to Talk to I'm Here

This is a place where your feelings matter for once and i'll listen and so will everyone else they wont juge or leave this blog with your secrets and neither will I Emotions of a Black Rose Unite 2,704 People

    I know if I don't respond to this guy

    that use to love hell show up at my house later cause he's honestly a good friend but I just can't make myself see him anymore what do I do??
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 13, 2015

    I was in a really dark

    and dreary place on Saturday and was just tired of living. I cried most of the day missing my 25-year-old son who committed suicide. I can attest to the insanity of depression. I thought about having myself committed because I wanted to join him.
    everydaysteph everydaysteph
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Nov 3, 2014

    Been hurting for a while.

    Wanted someone to talk to. Don't have anybody
    someoneunimportant03 someoneunimportant03
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 18, 2015

    Depressed

    I feel depressed all the time that at this point of my life I feel so old when I'm only 27.its so hard to consontrate I'm always daydreaming I find it hard looking after my kids I feel they need more attention then I'm giving them. I am forgetful and I don't know what is wrong...
    Zarah1 Zarah1
    26-30, F
    15 Responses Mar 24, 2013

    I feel like no one wants me.

    I'm just ugly and I'm a bother to everyone.
    Angellie Angellie
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 29, 2015

    I Need Someone To Trust, I Need A Friend.

    I am 20 years old. I was diagnosed with depression when i was 17 years old. Any thing can set me off and put me into a dip. Even something really simple. The day before and of my 19th Birthday I planned out my suicide. I had many plans actually and I felt like no body cared...
    kpagan418 kpagan418
    18-21
    9 Responses Oct 16, 2012

    People Think I Am A Satanist

    People think I am a satanist because of the music that I love. No one else around likes the same music as me and it's my biggest issue. I don't want to be normal like everybody else and I don't want to change myself just to fit in. I guess I am bound to be alone. I am not a...
    faithful98 faithful98
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Nov 24, 2012

    I have lived I have died I hate to love I love

    to hate. Ive been married 4 times. Still married. I work I cook clean do laundry. Wife works too but we dont connect anymore. The kids think im a joke. My marriage is in danger. We going to counseling but indifference and apathy and restlessness makes it difficult for me to...
    Devylmann Devylmann
    41-45
    2 Responses Sep 20, 2015

    Hi. I'm Chloe... or Cody I guess.

    .. I'm gender fluid and would prefer Chloe, but I was born Cody. I'm pretty unique... I um... I want to find people who will be my friend... I'm tired of the only people wanting to talk to me being pervs. I don't mind if you are male or female... I'm just really feeling alone and...
    ChloeSunshine ChloeSunshine
    26-30, T
    2 Responses Jan 11

    Hi, I'm a teenager, 17 years old.

    Since I'm on this page you're probably thinking I'm going to complain about how life is unfair since I can't get another Ipad or something. No, I'm not here to complain about meaningless crap like that, I'm here to just talk about how I keep getting hit with unpleasant...
    faithful1997 faithful1997
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jul 13, 2014

    so I just got drunk and it is starting to wear

    off and now I'm watching aladdin crying and eating skittles.. wow
    Naniebananie Naniebananie
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Oct 17, 2015

    I have depression ADD

    and GAD, I'm not gonna pretend that it's not hard every damn day, but I'm trying and it feels mostly uphill but there are small victories everywhere, it just takes a while to notice them. I just wanted to reach out and say that I'm here giving a giant mental hug to anyone and...
    OlivSinclairB OlivSinclairB
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2015

    I feel like I have failed everyone around me my

    family my friends my boyfriend because no one is really happy anymore with my actions actually I made a mistake but now I want to chnge it nd I thought at first I should try to figure out my own problems but then I need their support otherwise I can not get out of it I don't...
    Blackangel4u Blackangel4u
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Dec 13, 2013

    Is there anyone who's friend recently committed

    suicide, because my friend killed herself and now I'm all alone without any IRL friends. I'm so alone and depressed about everything, even the things that I used to enjoy. Has anyone gone through depression? Can anyone give me some good advice, because it would be much...
    ML56 ML56
    13-15, T
    4 Responses Sep 1, 2015

    I've just set up my first blog.

    Its going to be covering mental health. Depression, anxiety & self harm. Give it a read and share as much as you can. http://wp.me/p6TXAc-e
    Ottway23 Ottway23
    22-25
    Nov 17, 2015

    so these last few months I've discovered a new

    side to me. a rather scary side,one I never thought exist.I developed romantic feelings for girls and really couldn't help it. I have kept it from everyone in my circle ESPECIALLY my family because that's like a death sentence. its scorned and looked down at, so I know I'm...
    ALifeInterupted ALifeInterupted
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 15, 2015

    Ever since yesterday

    when I woke up from a nightmare that my dog had died. I have been so depressed ever since and I don't know what to do. Plus seems like I ruined everything I once had.
    Igotskillz327 Igotskillz327
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Aug 9, 2015

    I have just been so depressed lately

    and I'm pretty sure my gf is too. But the reason why she is depressed is because she thinks I don't want to be with her anymore. But that's not true. Honestly it's not. Here's the story and I'll let you decide if I'm in the wrong or not. She works basically all morning before...
    CanUPlsListen CanUPlsListen
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 29, 2015

    I lost both of my parents last year,

    back to back, & not 1 person in person or online have offered any condolences! Everyone either wanted me to get over it, or they thought I was lying. 1 church pastor was an ******* & made SURE he saw to it that I didn't get to go. He was Korean & racist. I didn't know because...
    otad12 otad12
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Feb 8, 2014

    I'm depressed. Yep. All the mistakes

    that I've made have come to haunt me , I feel so alone, I feel like the pain I have inside my heart is urging me tu cut myself. Aston ain't here to save me now. *sighs* figures.
    JeSuisAmira JeSuisAmira
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 17

    the words never stop the .

    ..breaking of my feelings never stop ...my mind says whats the point ...just one less screw up in the world...:c
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

    On This Lonely Journey

    I love being in the military, but I never thought it would be like this. I feel So alone even though I'm surrounded by so many people. I have no friends and people know it too, they love to tease me. I'm so far away from my family and haven't seen them in two years. I spend my...
    Lmaoitskatelyn Lmaoitskatelyn
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 7, 2013

    India getting bore...

    Ask me anything I'll answer
    jegan7639 jegan7639
    18-21, M
    Nov 5, 2015

    I Dont Know...

    Im 15, im not even sure how this started. But just this summer i didnt feel...right. Everytime my mom or dad tries to be nice or just talks to me, i just feel like screaming in their faces. I always felt angry towards them no matter what. I started cutting. I was addicted for a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    11 Responses Nov 5, 2012

    I really want to kill myself.

    My life is going on horribly. My mother has psychotic depression, she has been on an affair for 9 years & has just recently stopped after being diagnosed with psychotic depression, & we aren't the wealthiest family out there. My dad use to be a gambler. I'm labeled as stupid in...
    mangoseed mangoseed
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 22, 2015

    this year has been the worst.

    .. my family lost their business i had grown up in, we lost our house, last month my girlfriend left me after over a year. she said my mood changed to quick and that was because a few month back i started recieving some help for being depressed. she hasnt spoke to me since and i...
    stevens97 stevens97
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Nov 15, 2015

    Worthless.

    Never been called beautiful. Never been told I love you. Never felt the feeling of being cared for. Bullied everyday. Dread going to school, because of what I go through. No one understands. I keep it inside. I don't smoke, or drink, or cut. I try to stay strong. People see me...
    realitycanhurt realitycanhurt
    13-15, F
    14 Responses Oct 5, 2012

    As with everything else I tried.

    .. I feel alone in my despair. No one here either.
    blahwhah blahwhah
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Sep 29, 2015

    I feel horrible. it happened all of a sudden.

    i was feeling better. please someone talk with me
    awesomeguy3125 awesomeguy3125
    31-35, M
    1 Response Aug 11, 2015
    skippandyouube1 skippandyouube1
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 14, 2015

    Lost

    i feel like one one gets me! i am sad all the time and i hide it from everyone cause i dont want anyone to think i am weak and i dont want anyone to feel like they got to feel sorry for me but sometimes i just want someone to talk to i feel all alone! but i kinda feel like if i...
    broken0 broken0
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Nov 30, 2012

    OK for all if those how knew I had ssi court

    yesterday he us how it went I meet my layer at 945 and we talked before court we went in I thout everything was going good at the end as we walked out if the cort room my layer tells me that my juage is only a 30%er I asked what that meant scents I am not the smartest tree...
    abdlfirends1 abdlfirends1
    26-30, M
    Mar 3

    Headache

    I feel like my life is a pain and I feel selfish of feeling like this. I don't no what is wrong with me but I know something is wrong with me because I'm always saying to my self what is wrong with me I am babbling on and on here so you can probably tell there's something wrong...
    Zarah1 Zarah1
    26-30, F
    14 Responses Mar 26, 2013

    Today... Is Not A Good Day

    Today I found out my adopted grandfather passed away. He's been there for me for almost 20 years. I was at work when my mom called. I ignored it of course, because I was at work. I spent all day oblivious to the fact and then I get home and call my mom. I was expecting to...
    HopeIsaThingWithFeathers HopeIsaThingWithFeathers
    22-25, F
    26 Responses Sep 21, 2012

    I don't even know where to begin.

    I guess that I just came to self realizing that I'm depressed. I don't think I would even realized that I was until my husband told me I was quite a few times. so now it's like ok. yep. I am depressed. but why?? I dont know! I should be the happiest woman alive right now. I had...
    jennipooh23 jennipooh23
    31-35, F
    Mar 25

    In school I feel like no one

    even notices me. I try to talk to my friends but they call me names or don't even listen. I try to open my mouth and tell my parents but it feels like my mouth is being covered. I've never told anyone the story. I don't know how. I lost my best friend because of this stupid...
    alleycat888 alleycat888
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Nov 4, 2014

    I feel alone. No on listens to me.

    I always have smile on my face and help others. But no one helps me i want a close friend who i can trust
    crystalwillows crystalwillows
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Jan 21, 2014

    Nobody knows the feeling😔feeling lonely

    and nobody to talk to😭crying all the time because nobody cares or sees what your going through just wishing everything was okay🔪cutting and overdosing myself to relief everything but in the process it's me that's getting hurt even more😪someone please help me😣
    Myahfreeman14 Myahfreeman14
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Feb 4

    Me And My Life.

    I don't know how to start this story, I'm just gonna start with anything that pops into my head even tho it might not make sense, because after all that is me I don't ever make sense. Right now in my life nothing seems to be going right I'm always feeling down. I don't know what...
    Zarah1 Zarah1
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Oct 21, 2013

    There's a site, fuimpostingit.

    ..anyone have any other suggestions?
    plainoldme724 plainoldme724
    56-60, M
    1 Response Mar 23

    Just uploaded part 2 of my story on my blog.

    Going to update it every week, hope my story helps. Share it if you can please. http://wp.me/p6TXAc-u
    Ottway23 Ottway23
    22-25
    Nov 24, 2015

    My mother died on November 11,

    2011. My dad died on June 10 this year. My older brother ran away with all the inheritance money that was supposed to be for both of us because he thought it was unfair that I got social security when I haven't even seen a penny of it. The worst thing is, this isn't the first...
    xingru xingru
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 21, 2015

    Words Hurt More The Punches.

    "Ugly." "Fatass." "*****." "*****." "****." "Thunder Thighs." "******." words hurt. i would know. everyone says it's not that bad. but they don't know what it feels like, to feel like you're nothing. that no one cares about you and there's no reason you should be here because...
    realitycanhurt realitycanhurt
    13-15, F
    11 Responses Oct 5, 2012

    It's going on about the fifth year

    now there was a point a couple months ago where i had it going good for me but then boom it all gets taken away from me... I haven't met anyone who quite understands me just yet but I'd like to, so hit me up if you'd like to chat
    jadetumbler jadetumbler
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 31, 2015

    This man who is in my 4th hour class I really

    like but the problem is that he is already taken and I am really upset and depressed about it he is 19 and has a 16 month old son
    Christiancountrygirl Christiancountrygirl
    22-25, F
    Oct 24, 2015

    I've been depressed for awhile now

    and have been going to a therapist but not much has changed. I don't have many friends, my mom yells at me constantly, and I'm just done with everything. I cry myself to sleep at night often I'm not doing so well in school nothing terrible but not as perfect as my mom wants it...
    br1ttanymarie br1ttanymarie
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 26, 2014

    There'S Something Wrong With Me

    My life used to be amazing. I'd have good friends, a healthy relationship with my family and an overall happy life. I used to be genuinely happy and very energetic, full of life, joyful girl. But something happened, I don't know what but I've been distant, from everyone and now I...
    Diamondgirly Diamondgirly
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 27, 2013

    Watching Myself Slowly Disappear

    Going through a bad breakup which tore my soul and heart. I wake up everyday looking at myself in the mirror and ask myself why i am still here. I am starting to refer myself at a third person and feel like I am watching myself just struggling to give myself a reason to go on...
    Ronin5484 Ronin5484
    36-40, M
    5 Responses Oct 9, 2013

    I just got my daughter back,

    and I have to give her back in a month, how am I not supposed to be depressed, or mad, drained, and emotionally abused....right?
    bizzbanny bizzbanny
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2015

    I am a 15 year old sissyboy I secretly steal

    some my sisters cloth she's 17 I wear panties bikini lingirie tights leggings dresses skirts tank tops gowns heels lipstick skinny jeans bras but if anyone needs someone to talk to I am here need new freinds from both genders feel free to message me
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 9
    Nikkixjansen Nikkixjansen
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Jan 5, 2015

    Weed, Bp And As.

    At the age of 37 I was diagnosed with AS of the spine, (ANKYLOSING SPONDYLITIS) and was told that depending on how much strain I put on my back I would be wheelchair bound or bed bound within ten years. I have smoked Cannabis since the age of 16 to relieve the pain and generally...
    derekdob derekdob
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Dec 3, 2012

    So... i really need someone to talk to,

    the only person i could trust and talk has left me...so if anyone want to chat add me or send me a message ;) thx
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jul 1, 2015

    I feel like i have wasted my whole life away.

    I have no kids no significant other. Also have no friends anymore. Im not a bad looking guy and i think that i have a good personality. Anyone want to talk please message me.
    chasestevens1985 chasestevens1985
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jan 17

    Not Sure How To Feel

    I honestly feel like my world is falling apart. My friend recently started dating someone. Yeah that's awesome good for her, any guy is lucky to have her, the problem is the guy that she's dating is my ex, not only is he my ex he's the first boy I loved. I was at school and she...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Nov 3, 2013

    I pretty much give up on everything,

    life has went from being sort of acceptable to immensely depressing and overall dysmal, ive never been so alright with dying before. Everything i thought mattered became cheapened somehow, now nothing is worth living for, no one either, not even for the sake of love, which is...
    Aiuri Aiuri
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 20
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