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I Am Depressed

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    no one will believe one I'm about to write,

    which is fine...as no one ever has. i have a crazy ex, who has all my ex-friends spying on me. i have 3 friends only one whom i can trust. i have had a broke knee which healed wrong after mother thought i was lying. i have arthritis in that knee which never stops hurting. my...
    hailpack hailpack 16-17 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Words lost their meaning

    when life lost its meaning
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I Send My Love To You All ≪3

    i know you don't no me in person... but i just wanted to say that i love you. I don't care who you are . what your problems are . your sexuality , your skin colour, where you live , what language you speak , your choice of music or what ever , i just wanted to say i love you. I...
    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 1 Response Apr 23, 2013

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    No one cares about you

    unless you're pretty or dead.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    Am I Dreaming Or Is It Me?

    I fall asleep to wake up to this dream. This dream of me. This dream of me falling off the track. Of things I can't take back. It's just a list of faces and known places. A heart that cannot be fixed. A mind that's on the fritz. What is this. What is this hole you've dug...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 15 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    Why does everyone come to me

    when they're depressed or sad or whatever? Just leave me alone! I have my own problems! I can't carry your problems on top of mine. I'm sorry, but I just can't take it anymore. I feel so negative and I can't think ******* straight. If you need to talk to someone, talk to a...
    LetForeverBelongToTheDead LetForeverBelongToTheDead 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I been depressed since my parents got separated

    and it's been a while. I guess because of my dad. What he did was wrong and still right now I can't forgive him. I don't think I can forgive him ever.
    Smilegirl1 Smilegirl1 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 15

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    I Am Depressed

    I know I am depressed, it has taken me over a year to get medication for it. The constant low moods and then getting really angry. It kills me. Although not suicidal yet i feel the brief feelings coming on. I can't physically move from bed in the morning, i don't want to go out...
    sparkle11 sparkle11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2012

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    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie 16-17, F 7 Responses Mar 11

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    When you lack motivation

    because you've accepted defeat...
    xoxoCharlierose xoxoCharlierose 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    I'm here because I feel like I have nothing to

    live for anymore. There is very little happiness in my life and I seem to either disappoint or upset my family. I think about death every day and long for peace. I'm tired of living in this world. It depresses me. I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up.
    helpmefrommyself helpmefrommyself 36-40, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I felt so invisible today.

    I just need a hug or something..
    juliaarosee juliaarosee 16-17, F 13 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    Kids don't deserve to cry themselves to sleep

    every night. They should use ropes for jump rope. They should use blades to sharpen pencils. I am not one to talk though. People look at me and get all emotional because of how pitiful I am
    Camexw Camexw 13-15, T 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Hey, how's all you trolls been?

    I haven't been on here in a long time. Months actually. One of the people I was talking to and became good friends with turned out to be so fake that it made feel like everyone on here is but oh well I guess I should get over it. What should I expect, it is the internet after...
    HopelessClarity HopelessClarity 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    My heart can only take

    so much. I don't know what to do to escape the pain. My thoughts frighten me.
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 8 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    I want to make this all go away,

    the feelings, the urges, the things in my head. what if they could? what if all it is, is that I'm unbalanced and I just need some medicine to fix me. But I can't ask for that. and what if nothing works and I get worse. I should just suck it up, but I really want to make it go...
    flo877 flo877 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Did You Know....

    Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive.... Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated.... Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the one who needs it the most...
    deleted deleted 26-30 98 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    I'm tired of dealing with family-in-law here.

    Nobody understands me: They criticize me. Nobody understands me: They keep saying 'don't get hurt by small things'. Nobody takes me seriously: They make fun of my idea and thoughts. Nobody cares about me. Everybody avoids me. Feels like nobody likes me. I'm trapped and sheltered...
    VogueChloe VogueChloe 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I think in the back of my mind,

    I'm always sad. But it's days like these that I know that I really am depressed. Those days where I'm lying on my bed, staring at my ceiling, tears rolling down my face, and praying that God will end my life. The days I'm driving down the road in silence and too often I think...
    AKGhost98 AKGhost98 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i never thought i could be this depressed.

    i just miss this girl so much and ive heard about things like soulties and stuff like that and idk it might be true cause i feel like nothing without her. every day and every night without her i just feel worse and worse. i lost so much motivation, i barely play my bass anymore...
    pepetheanarchistfrog pepetheanarchistfrog 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I want to sleep my days away

    until I have none. I want a drunken stupor that lasts in silence of my own house so I can dwell and be completely lost but without being lost at all. No one to call. No one to see. No one to hear. Just me and my empty thoughts. Alone. In complete bitter silence where my mind...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    Do you see me?? Do you see how i fake it.

    .? Do you see how i hate it..? Do you see??? I rarely laugh.. i rarely speak face to face with people. Do you know how it is to feel like you got a phobia about people?? How I got a big trust issue?? Do you see that I may have gotten better with studying.. That i can no longer...
    CursedRaven CursedRaven 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 11

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    Stuff Is Making Me Mad

    I've had issues with depression since I was 11. I eventually was put on medication when I wasn't self medicating with other things. I was forced to stay off my mood stabilizer when my mother went all nuts and threatened a lot of BS if I filled my prescription with her insurance...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    My Declaration

    So many thoughts course through my mind that it has grown weary. Thoughts of life, of meaning, of purpose, of concepts, of beliefs.  Thoughts of “shoulds” or “should have nots”. Thoughts of reasoning, of justification. Thoughts of fantasies, of fulfillment. Thoughts of...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 8 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    I need someone to talk to.

    :( someone who's open minded ... Please
    immakittyrawr immakittyrawr 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    my mind is so messed up I know I need

    professional help but I am too afraid to even go in to the Doctors and book an appointment I know depression lessens self-esteem and self-confidence but I didn't know it could get this bad. when I started getting depressed I promise myself I would never cut and I haven't yet but...
    thelittlekidindiapers thelittlekidindiapers 13-15, M 22 Responses Jun 6

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    I'm pretty sure I've been depressed the

    majority of my life. I've been a cutter since I was molested at 12 by my step dad. I struggle with self harm and as much as I try to stop, it always comes back and I can't stop it. Right now I just want to drink until I can't see or hear the world around me...
    darkcomesoon darkcomesoon 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I can't cry. I literally can't.

    I have no tears left and I want so badly to cry. I never feel happy. Almost nothing excites me or makes me happy anymore. It's been like this for almost two years now, or more I don't remember. I feel a sadness lurking around me all the time. Around my friends, my family, around...
    camelunicorn camelunicorn 16-17, F 32 Responses Jun 30, 2014

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    wezamuntkee wezamuntkee 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    Well, i got a job baby sitting all summer i

    start Tuesday and will only get to go home on the weekends. hopefully itll take my mind off my depression and i can maybe actually start living a little better..just wish me luck ^^
    bunnydisaster77 bunnydisaster77 22-25, F 7 Responses May 23

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    Well may some of my friends here know

    that I'm in Mexico for the whole summer, which I'm super excited about! I been hanging out with my cousins, been going out downtown, played soccer, walking around, and other stuff. But lately I been starting to feel sad, kinda depressed I would said it. I guess I really do miss...
    Zimry96 Zimry96 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 21, 2014

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    These past few weeks have been terrible.

    I don't want to get up and do the things I used to love to do. I don't want to spend time with my friends and family. The dark thoughts are starting to be around more and more. I started some meds last week that I hope help, but they are making things worse at the moment. The...
    Forevertired22 Forevertired22 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    amylouexoh amylouexoh 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Sweetaugust Sweetaugust 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 1

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    It's not as bad as it could be (and it could be

    a lot worse), but I can't get myself to a point where I am content. It's only been about a week since summer vacation started, and I have sort of hung out with some of my friends, but when I come back home I'm just stuck with my thoughts again. And these aren't good thoughts...
    dokidokiprayingmantis dokidokiprayingmantis 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I Do Know What It Feels Like. ...

    I do know what it feels like. I'm not there right now, but I certainly know what it feels like to not want to wake up again. Its a dark, dark, distant place and I could never wish that on anyone else. Its hard **** but you can get through it. The worse thing is it that you...
    pacwoman pacwoman 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 8, 2007

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    Everybody is always so fuc*king "fine".

    But we are not. Sometimes, we are hurt and bruised and nearly completely shattered and this, sir, is not what one calls fine... No one knows what's happening and you have to wear that fake smile so you don't hurt others..
    JennyAB JennyAB 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 4

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    Seriously. I just got one of my exam results

    and it went awful. It's not hard to fix this, but failing because of stupid mistakes is really depressing.
    brokenfixed brokenfixed 18-21, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    EmanonEvahi EmanonEvahi 36-40, M 9 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    I still haven't went to get help,

    I can't bring myself to do it. Maybe I don't actually care and want to feel this way. I don't see my future, I can't see myself doing anything "happy and productive" in the next 5-10 years if I do live. I'm useless, not really good at anything. Although there are positive sides...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 3 Responses Jan 14

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    The reason why I joined EP

    because I was a little depressed, but over the time, after reading a lot of stories and exploring, I noticed that a lot of people here have worse problems than me so I felt that they needed a shoulder to cry on or just someone to accompany them throughout the difficult times of...
    miggyquin miggyquin 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 16-17, F 65 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    My head is a mess and nothing matters I'm just

    here doing nothing being no one nobody cares I can't to talk to anyone my head hurts from thinking too much and not thinking at all I don't know what I'm doing I'm just confused
    emilyco emilyco 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    That moment.. You want to connect with someone,

    someone to be close to..and u realize u have no one lol.. :D That's exactly how im feeling right now..have no one to say "hey" to or to ask me how I am? or how my life is going? and to know about there day and how things have been going with them.Sucks having no close friends...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 4 Responses May 15, 2014

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