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I Am Depressed

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 18-21, F 64 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    When the rage inside of you turns into sorrow.

    ... Thanks god that I have music
    Rustedarmor Rustedarmor 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    ITn3v3rEnds ITn3v3rEnds 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    The worst part about feeling

    so terrible is desperately wanting to ask people for help but not doing so because you know there's nothing they can do.
    istillknownothing istillknownothing 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    Sadness is tears after losing a game

    or a broken bone, depression is sobs at 3 am when you're all alone. Sadness makes you blue, depression makes you numb. Sadness loses to happy, depression loses to none. Sadness is the curious neighbor, depression is the unwanted houseguest. Sadness is your hotel room, depression...
    BabyBlondeOne BabyBlondeOne 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 6, 2015

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    I want to sleep my days away

    until I have none. I want a drunken stupor that lasts in silence of my own house so I can dwell and be completely lost but without being lost at all. No one to call. No one to see. No one to hear. Just me and my empty thoughts. Alone. In complete bitter silence where my mind...
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    I Send My Love To You All ≪3

    i know you don't no me in person... but i just wanted to say that i love you. I don't care who you are . what your problems are . your sexuality , your skin colour, where you live , what language you speak , your choice of music or what ever , i just wanted to say i love you. I...
    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 1 Response Apr 23, 2013

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    whall1971 whall1971 41-45, M 4 Responses Feb 1

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    I felt so invisible today.

    I just need a hug or something..
    juliaarosee juliaarosee 16-17, F 13 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    morimotonari morimotonari 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 6, 2015

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    Today is already a regret,

    I wish I would've never woken up.
    sassycookie sassycookie 18-21, F 11 Responses Oct 15, 2015

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    I just had a huge fight with my bf

    and I really need someone to talk to because I'm crying 👍
    Jason2111 Jason2111 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I still haven't went to get help,

    I can't bring myself to do it. Maybe I don't actually care and want to feel this way. I don't see my future, I can't see myself doing anything "happy and productive" in the next 5-10 years if I do live. I'm useless, not really good at anything. Although there are positive sides...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2015

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    Everybody is always so fuc*king "fine".

    But we are not. Sometimes, we are hurt and bruised and nearly completely shattered and this, sir, is not what one calls fine... No one knows what's happening and you have to wear that fake smile so you don't hurt others..
    JennyAB JennyAB 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 4, 2015

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    anyone get to a point of depression they feel

    nothing? i do. when im feeling a really bad depression moment i have no emotions at all, i dont feel anything not hunger or thirst, not happiness or sadness, i just feel empty. i feel like it more than i like to admit, when i am feeling like it, i dont feel amny motivation to do...
    rebornlover101 rebornlover101 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    My heart can only take

    so much. I don't know what to do to escape the pain. My thoughts frighten me.
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    Everyone seems to hate me outside of the

    Internet I just want t feel cared for and loved but even my parents ignore every word I say and I have no friends and I haven't since 5 years ago. I wish I'd just die it seems like I'm worthless.
    TheOddOne1999 TheOddOne1999 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 11, 2015

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    Life hasn't been great the last while.

    .. Well, it's had some amazing parts, and I guess I enjoy those. But I go through most days just wishing I was dead instead... I push these thoughts away. I've dealt with and overcome depression before. But this is different... Then, I was waiting for life to start. Now, I feel...
    John1Freeman John1Freeman 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    Where the Hell I imagined myself today around

    10:00 now I'm not saying that parents should have to pay for college but at least I expected mine to help me out some type away. For an example it took my mom 8-10 ******* months in order to fill out Fafsa. Really are you ******* kidding me. -.- I am truly pissed! I wanted to go...
    blahblahblahxoxo blahblahblahxoxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I'm a single mum of 2

    and 36 my husband was emtionaly abusive still is even tho we are apart. I work a reception Job where I sit on my own for 8 hours a day. I have my mum who helps me out with kids a bit but she is so up and down with her moods and anything she does for me she holds against me. My...
    winterusa winterusa 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    Life is just some sick joke.

    I have no drive to do anything. I can't even talk to people because I'm so screwed up. Every day is the same, it's just some stupid routine. The only thing I look forward to everyday is getting to lay in bed. It's literally the only thing I enjoy. I'm scared of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 14, 2015

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    Nothing ever goes right

    for me it seems like. My asshat husband is going to get everything in the divorce while I'll get almost nothing. He was emotionally abusive to me, controlling and just a **** all around. Now that I'm finally free of him I'll get no justice and he'll get everything! How is that...
    GoldenHeart69 GoldenHeart69 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I always feel like I don't want to live in this

    world. I am so lonely and there is violence everywhere. I live in an orphanage and my boyfriend just broke up with me. And when I go to a social network I always read that people think girls are just useful for that one thing. And I feel like nobody loves me or will love me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses Aug 15, 2015

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    I need to leave now. I'm a worthless,

    empty, sick individual. Nobody gives a **** about me. It'd be so much easier on everyone if I was dead. I plan to be gone by this time tomorrow
    BrookeSandhurst BrookeSandhurst 16-17, F 14 Responses Mar 3, 2015

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    haileeilenenanderson haileeilenenanderson 13-15, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    my mind is so messed up I know I need

    professional help but I am too afraid to even go in to the Doctors and book an appointment I know depression lessens self-esteem and self-confidence but I didn't know it could get this bad. when I started getting depressed I promise myself I would never cut and I haven't yet but...
    thelittlekidindiapers thelittlekidindiapers 16-17, M 17 Responses Jun 6, 2015

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    Did You Know....

    Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive.... Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated.... Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the one who needs it the most...
    deleted deleted 26-30 95 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    I never really knew quite what depression was.

    I thought that it was extreme sadness. that's why I believed that I never really truly had depression. recently I have realized that I actually do have depression. I identified with close to close to all the symptoms. I have this almost constant feeling of no emotion, as if I...
    UnusualArtist UnusualArtist 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    tony1411 tony1411 56-60, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Lately it's been so hard to find interest in

    anything whatsoever, my grades are falling, I haven't been doing much more than trying to sleep and crying hysterically… And I'm scared this will mess up my relationship with my bf
    love11915 love11915 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am very depressed right now.

    It's funny how you are so happy and having a good life and the next it all starts coming down
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Jan 11

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    First off this is an old story everyone .

    Im happy now . NOVEMBER 26,2014 I'm not sure how much people will actually read this because it's going to be really long but basically I've struggled with depression my whole life . I'm not looking for attention i just want to put my story out there because I've hid it my...
    FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul 18-21, F 25 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    Well , I lost all my friends over a guy ,

    the guy was my best guy friend and one of my friend's ex from a year ago but, they were just **** buddies for a week .clearly after her finding out about me and him because we started seeing eachother after, she turned everyone against me , and now I just don't know what to do...
    ASA15 ASA15 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Well may some of my friends here know

    that I'm in Mexico for the whole summer, which I'm super excited about! I been hanging out with my cousins, been going out downtown, played soccer, walking around, and other stuff. But lately I been starting to feel sad, kinda depressed I would said it. I guess I really do miss...
    Zimry96 Zimry96 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 21, 2014

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    No one cares about you

    unless you're pretty or dead.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    Does anyone ever feel miserable they are poor?

    I am not dirt poor but don't have it as lucky as everyone else I read about on groups in apart of. There are things I want but can't get them. I've never been on holiday and i wish I could go. There are art supplies I need, can't afford them. Want a new bible because mine is...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 46-50 1 Response Jan 30

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    I figured out how to fix it.

    I have to change. But in order to understand what I have to change I have to be able to identify what's causing me pain. My pain seems to stem from hope. Hope that one day some person will care enough to help me. I have prayed, I have reached out to family, friends, and even...
    imjustaghost imjustaghost 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I want to not care, but how can I

    when they remind me how my life sucks everyday
    Fallbeforewefallout Fallbeforewefallout 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    having the worst day of my life.

    just finally coming to terms with my best friends suicide. Hope I can make it through the day. #MissyouforeverMySister
    maya0871 maya0871 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 16, 2015

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    I need someone to talk to,

    my ki-k is Hunter221133664455
    Jacob2111 Jacob2111 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    Well, i got a job baby sitting all summer i

    start Tuesday and will only get to go home on the weekends. hopefully itll take my mind off my depression and i can maybe actually start living a little better..just wish me luck ^^
    bunnydisaster77 bunnydisaster77 22-25, F 6 Responses May 23, 2015

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    I Am Depressed

    I know I am depressed, it has taken me over a year to get medication for it. The constant low moods and then getting really angry. It kills me. Although not suicidal yet i feel the brief feelings coming on. I can't physically move from bed in the morning, i don't want to go out...
    sparkle11 sparkle11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2012

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    I suffer from hyperhidrosis

    or excessive sweating. Does anyone else in the UK suffer from this?
    pbarn pbarn 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Hey, how's all you trolls been?

    I haven't been on here in a long time. Months actually. One of the people I was talking to and became good friends with turned out to be so fake that it made feel like everyone on here is but oh well I guess I should get over it. What should I expect, it is the internet after...
    HopelessClarity HopelessClarity 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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