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    Do you see me?? Do you see how i fake it.

    .? Do you see how i hate it..? Do you see??? I rarely laugh.. i rarely speak face to face with people. Do you know how it is to feel like you got a phobia about people?? How I got a big trust issue?? Do you see that I may have gotten better with studying.. That i can no longer...
    CursedRaven CursedRaven 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 11

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    What can I do pictures of you still make me

    cry Trying to live without your love, it's so hard to do Some nights I'll wake up I'll look at your pillow Hoping that I'll see you there But I get up each day Not much to say I've nowhere to go Loneliness fills me up inside 'cause I'm missing you So if you'll give us a chance...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 27, 2014

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    I need to leave now. I'm a worthless,

    empty, sick individual. Nobody gives a **** about me. It'd be so much easier on everyone if I was dead. I plan to be gone by this time tomorrow
    BrookeSandhurst BrookeSandhurst 16-17, F 14 Responses Mar 3

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    Have you ever experienced the moment of being

    not good enough? You have spent years with your friend going through everything with them. The laughs, fights, jokes, smiles and support all contribute to building blocks of memories. Suddenly someone comes along and take your place... But the feeling is worse when they start...
    Macyyyy Macyyyy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    When you lack motivation

    because you've accepted defeat...
    xoxoCharlierose xoxoCharlierose 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    I Send My Love To You All ≪3

    i know you don't no me in person... but i just wanted to say that i love you. I don't care who you are . what your problems are . your sexuality , your skin colour, where you live , what language you speak , your choice of music or what ever , i just wanted to say i love you. I...
    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 1 Response Apr 23, 2013

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    EmanonEvahi EmanonEvahi 36-40, M 9 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    Is anyone else depressed

    and has breakdowns all the time, but your family or friends don't know ...
    kxtrinx kxtrinx 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I just can't get get past my ex.

    .. She took a piece of my heart when we split and it can't seem to come back. I just want to cry my eyes out.
    Pyrodis Pyrodis 18-21, M 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    First off this is an old story everyone .

    Im happy now . NOVEMBER 26,2014 I'm not sure how much people will actually read this because it's going to be really long but basically I've struggled with depression my whole life . I'm not looking for attention i just want to put my story out there because I've hid it my...
    FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul 18-21, F 26 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    Only those who have experienced depression

    truly understand what a debilitating and horrible disease it is. All you want to do is sleep, and sleep, and sleep. The medication that the psychiatrists give you cause you to become even more numb, more cold. You feel worthless, helpless even. You begin to self-medicate but...
    SuicideRedefined SuicideRedefined 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    morimotonari morimotonari 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 6

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    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    having the worst day of my life.

    just finally coming to terms with my best friends suicide. Hope I can make it through the day. #MissyouforeverMySister
    maya0871 maya0871 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    That moment.. You want to connect with someone,

    someone to be close to..and u realize u have no one lol.. :D That's exactly how im feeling right now..have no one to say "hey" to or to ask me how I am? or how my life is going? and to know about there day and how things have been going with them.Sucks having no close friends...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 4 Responses May 15, 2014

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    Well, i got a job baby sitting all summer i

    start Tuesday and will only get to go home on the weekends. hopefully itll take my mind off my depression and i can maybe actually start living a little better..just wish me luck ^^
    bunnydisaster77 bunnydisaster77 22-25, F 7 Responses May 23

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    They don't see the tear tracks on my face

    and they can't hear me screaming on the inside. They don't see me curled up in a ball when I'm supposed to be peacefully sleeping. I'm invisible when I'm carving my hurting heart into my skin. They don't see the self-hate nor the hateful monster I see in the mirror. They see...
    Bluemusiq Bluemusiq 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Well may some of my friends here know

    that I'm in Mexico for the whole summer, which I'm super excited about! I been hanging out with my cousins, been going out downtown, played soccer, walking around, and other stuff. But lately I been starting to feel sad, kinda depressed I would said it. I guess I really do miss...
    Zimry96 Zimry96 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 21, 2014

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    I can't cry. I literally can't.

    I have no tears left and I want so badly to cry. I never feel happy. Almost nothing excites me or makes me happy anymore. It's been like this for almost two years now, or more I don't remember. I feel a sadness lurking around me all the time. Around my friends, my family, around...
    camelunicorn camelunicorn 16-17, F 30 Responses Jun 30, 2014

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    Sometimes I feel like killing myself.

    I then remember I have so many people to prove wrong.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 days ago

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    AtropinialTendencies AtropinialTendencies 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    my mind is so messed up I know I need

    professional help but I am too afraid to even go in to the Doctors and book an appointment I know depression lessens self-esteem and self-confidence but I didn't know it could get this bad. when I started getting depressed I promise myself I would never cut and I haven't yet but...
    thelittlekidindiapers thelittlekidindiapers 16-17, M 21 Responses Jun 6

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    And just like flowers

    if we as people do not have room to grow we too will die
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Hmm...today I felt anxious *i have anxiety*

    and like fainting and hard to breath because of oh many brutos where there looking like thots and gangsters and **** like tf so since my dad wasn't there who is always serious and strict and was off on a vacation and my mom was there to drop me off and was more understanding and...
    7J99 7J99 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Hey, how's all you trolls been?

    I haven't been on here in a long time. Months actually. One of the people I was talking to and became good friends with turned out to be so fake that it made feel like everyone on here is but oh well I guess I should get over it. What should I expect, it is the internet after...
    HopelessClarity HopelessClarity 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    Sadness is tears after losing a game

    or a broken bone, depression is sobs at 3 am when you're all alone. Sadness makes you blue, depression makes you numb. Sadness loses to happy, depression loses to none. Sadness is the curious neighbor, depression is the unwanted houseguest. Sadness is your hotel room, depression...
    BabyBlondeOne BabyBlondeOne 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 6

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    People all around me are

    either falling in love or busy with their careers while Im here having more and more mental illnesses. Isn't life wonderful? *sigh* ***oh well
    mozartdoesnotreek mozartdoesnotreek 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My Declaration

    So many thoughts course through my mind that it has grown weary. Thoughts of life, of meaning, of purpose, of concepts, of beliefs.  Thoughts of “shoulds” or “should have nots”. Thoughts of reasoning, of justification. Thoughts of fantasies, of fulfillment. Thoughts of...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 8 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    My whole life has been a contradiction.

    I have been taught to live a life that other people would have no reason to criticize yet I'm supposed to follow my dreams, which I have been told constantly are not realistic. I have been put down by the very people who shove religious beliefs and the actions of Christ, our...
    Bluemusiq Bluemusiq 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So my "step-dad" is paying my cousin to beat up

    my boyfriend. I need help. Please!!!!!!!
    Taken111414 Taken111414 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I always feel like I don't want to live in this

    world. I am so lonely and there is violence everywhere. I live in an orphanage and my boyfriend just broke up with me. And when I go to a social network I always read that people think girls are just useful for that one thing. And I feel like nobody loves me or will love me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Aug 15

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    It comes and it goes.

    I'm not tired but I want to sleep the day away and hope for a better tomorrow. I don't want to do anything. Im so empty and blah. I don't want to work I just want to quit but why. I don't know why. I love work but today..I want to hide. I want to not be living. As I sit here...
    peach17 peach17 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Piercethechemicalsirens Piercethechemicalsirens 13-15, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Over weighted guy. Too shy n afraid to ask the

    girl i like and I dont know how to talk to girls. people make fun of me and i have man boobs
    Depressedguy1234 Depressedguy1234 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Smileydork Smileydork 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 15

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    So recently I've been dating this guy.

    I am going to be a senior in high school and he is on his way to college. My parents have been asking me when is he starting , I told them in the fall cause he got into a school that's far away and he does not want to move ( money wise ) when I told them he was starting in the...
    maryblake maryblake 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 16-17, F 65 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    My minds numb but my body's awake it feels like

    I'm dreaming but the pain is to real as I slide the razor across my body I feel a surge of relief I bleed out the pain it feels good to feel something other than you
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 16-17, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I want to die. I'm not going to do anything to

    myself. I just want to be killed. I want to go to sleep and never wake up..
    lacalloway lacalloway 18-21, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    i am sad and broke...

    ....... there was this guy i never liked and imma now in 10th grade..... in our syllabus last year that is in my 9th Grade there was a Poem Called "The Seven Ages" by William Shakespeare ... so we had to a Drama On this and i did and this guy was my partner and in that poem there...
    preethi03 preethi03 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I Am Depressed

    I know I am depressed, it has taken me over a year to get medication for it. The constant low moods and then getting really angry. It kills me. Although not suicidal yet i feel the brief feelings coming on. I can't physically move from bed in the morning, i don't want to go out...
    sparkle11 sparkle11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2012

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    :-( I'm so depressed

    and hopeless well maybe I have a microscopic particle of hope left but the rest is history .
    WishesComeTrue WishesComeTrue 36-40, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My heart can only take

    so much. I don't know what to do to escape the pain. My thoughts frighten me.
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 8 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    I recently applied for a Team leader position

    however was rejected after my interview. I had a feedback session today where they told me I didn't have enough team leading experience even though the other candidates were in the same boat as me. I have been working in the company for over 2 years thus felt I had the knowledge...
    Accg23 Accg23 26-30, M 3 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    can anyone please talk to me.

    . I was betrayed recently..
    rcsguy1f rcsguy1f 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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