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I Am Depressed

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    I need to leave now. I'm a worthless,

    empty, sick individual. Nobody gives a **** about me. It'd be so much easier on everyone if I was dead. I plan to be gone by this time tomorrow
    BrookeSandhurst BrookeSandhurst 16-17, F 14 Responses Mar 3, 2015

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    No one cares about you

    unless you're pretty or dead.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    I felt so invisible today.

    I just need a hug or something..
    juliaarosee juliaarosee 16-17, F 13 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    I been depressed for a long time now.

    .. I was molested four times by different people. Two were girls when i was younger. I just got out of a controlling relationship. I dont have anyone to talk to. im anti social. I just need help.
    SimplyEbonie SimplyEbonie 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Well , I lost all my friends over a guy ,

    the guy was my best guy friend and one of my friend's ex from a year ago but, they were just **** buddies for a week .clearly after her finding out about me and him because we started seeing eachother after, she turned everyone against me , and now I just don't know what to do...
    ASA15 ASA15 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    having the worst day of my life.

    just finally coming to terms with my best friends suicide. Hope I can make it through the day. #MissyouforeverMySister
    maya0871 maya0871 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 16, 2015

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    Do you see me?? Do you see how i fake it.

    .? Do you see how i hate it..? Do you see??? I rarely laugh.. i rarely speak face to face with people. Do you know how it is to feel like you got a phobia about people?? How I got a big trust issue?? Do you see that I may have gotten better with studying.. That i can no longer...
    KarasuEm KarasuEm 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 11, 2015

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    That moment.. You want to connect with someone,

    someone to be close to..and u realize u have no one lol.. :D That's exactly how im feeling right now..have no one to say "hey" to or to ask me how I am? or how my life is going? and to know about there day and how things have been going with them.Sucks having no close friends...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 4 Responses May 15, 2014

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    I always feel like I don't want to live in this

    world. I am so lonely and there is violence everywhere. I live in an orphanage and my boyfriend just broke up with me. And when I go to a social network I always read that people think girls are just useful for that one thing. And I feel like nobody loves me or will love me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses Aug 15, 2015

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    I don't want to be here anymore.

    ... I really just want to give up. I hate myself so much. I'm just a useless piece of sh*t. Just a waste of space.
    bblemonlime09 bblemonlime09 18-21, F 1 Response 17 mins ago

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    I'm a single mum of 2

    and 36 my husband was emtionaly abusive still is even tho we are apart. I work a reception Job where I sit on my own for 8 hours a day. I have my mum who helps me out with kids a bit but she is so up and down with her moods and anything she does for me she holds against me. My...
    winterusa winterusa 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    Everybody is always so fuc*king "fine".

    But we are not. Sometimes, we are hurt and bruised and nearly completely shattered and this, sir, is not what one calls fine... No one knows what's happening and you have to wear that fake smile so you don't hurt others..
    JennyAB JennyAB 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 4, 2015

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    Suicide? noooo! Please DON'T.

    Don't do it! Never! There's always a better way. If you feel so miserable and you think it's the only way out, YOU'RE WRONG! If you're being bullied or abused or some people are just so stupid enough to not see your worth... don't give them the satisfaction of proving they were...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Everyone seems to hate me outside of the

    Internet I just want t feel cared for and loved but even my parents ignore every word I say and I have no friends and I haven't since 5 years ago. I wish I'd just die it seems like I'm worthless.
    TheOddOne1999 TheOddOne1999 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    EmanonEvahi EmanonEvahi 36-40, M 9 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    When the rage inside of you turns into sorrow.

    ... Thanks god that I have music
    Rustedarmor Rustedarmor 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Nothing ever goes right

    for me it seems like. My asshat husband is going to get everything in the divorce while I'll get almost nothing. He was emotionally abusive to me, controlling and just a **** all around. Now that I'm finally free of him I'll get no justice and he'll get everything! How is that...
    GoldenHeart69 GoldenHeart69 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sadness is tears after losing a game

    or a broken bone, depression is sobs at 3 am when you're all alone. Sadness makes you blue, depression makes you numb. Sadness loses to happy, depression loses to none. Sadness is the curious neighbor, depression is the unwanted houseguest. Sadness is your hotel room, depression...
    BabyBlondeOne BabyBlondeOne 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 6, 2015

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    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 11, 2015

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    BillionDollarDream BillionDollarDream 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I try to be happy... It's pretty hard to be

    genuinely happy when you're family makes jokes about your flaws! (An example is me never having a girlfriend) not everyone needs to know these things but why not tell all the friends and family at events! I just love everyone knowing I'm a pathetic worthless loser!
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M Jan 30

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    whall1971 whall1971 41-45, M 3 Responses Feb 1

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    Today is already a regret,

    I wish I would've never woken up.
    sassycookie sassycookie 18-21, F 11 Responses Oct 15, 2015

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    I never really knew quite what depression was.

    I thought that it was extreme sadness. that's why I believed that I never really truly had depression. recently I have realized that I actually do have depression. I identified with close to close to all the symptoms. I have this almost constant feeling of no emotion, as if I...
    UnusualArtist UnusualArtist 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    First off this is an old story everyone .

    Im happy now . NOVEMBER 26,2014 I'm not sure how much people will actually read this because it's going to be really long but basically I've struggled with depression my whole life . I'm not looking for attention i just want to put my story out there because I've hid it my...
    FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul 18-21, F 25 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    Well may some of my friends here know

    that I'm in Mexico for the whole summer, which I'm super excited about! I been hanging out with my cousins, been going out downtown, played soccer, walking around, and other stuff. But lately I been starting to feel sad, kinda depressed I would said it. I guess I really do miss...
    Zimry96 Zimry96 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 21, 2014

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    My heart can only take

    so much. I don't know what to do to escape the pain. My thoughts frighten me.
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    I am very depressed right now.

    It's funny how you are so happy and having a good life and the next it all starts coming down
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Jan 11

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    The worst part about feeling

    so terrible is desperately wanting to ask people for help but not doing so because you know there's nothing they can do.
    istillknownothing istillknownothing 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    So here we go again,

    after nearly 8 years of feeling ok it's the same old ****. Hopefully it won't take me a year to get over it this time
    Adelh Adelh 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 20, 2015

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    tony1411 tony1411 56-60, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Does anyone ever feel miserable they are poor?

    I am not dirt poor but don't have it as lucky as everyone else I read about on groups in apart of. There are things I want but can't get them. I've never been on holiday and i wish I could go. There are art supplies I need, can't afford them. Want a new bible because mine is...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 46-50 Jan 30

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    I randomly came across this website

    when I was looking for ways to assuage my unhappiness. I have been feeling depressed for the past year and I couldn't heal myself with everything that's been going on in school. I don't have anyone to talk to about it either, because I left everyone. I have family, but my family...
    Silh0uettes Silh0uettes 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I figured out how to fix it.

    I have to change. But in order to understand what I have to change I have to be able to identify what's causing me pain. My pain seems to stem from hope. Hope that one day some person will care enough to help me. I have prayed, I have reached out to family, friends, and even...
    imjustaghost imjustaghost 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 18-21, F 64 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    My Declaration

    So many thoughts course through my mind that it has grown weary. Thoughts of life, of meaning, of purpose, of concepts, of beliefs.  Thoughts of “shoulds” or “should have nots”. Thoughts of reasoning, of justification. Thoughts of fantasies, of fulfillment. Thoughts of...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 8 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    Lately it's been so hard to find interest in

    anything whatsoever, my grades are falling, I haven't been doing much more than trying to sleep and crying hysterically… And I'm scared this will mess up my relationship with my bf
    love11915 love11915 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Where the Hell I imagined myself today around

    10:00 now I'm not saying that parents should have to pay for college but at least I expected mine to help me out some type away. For an example it took my mom 8-10 ******* months in order to fill out Fafsa. Really are you ******* kidding me. -.- I am truly pissed! I wanted to go...
    blahblahblahxoxo blahblahblahxoxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Well, i got a job baby sitting all summer i

    start Tuesday and will only get to go home on the weekends. hopefully itll take my mind off my depression and i can maybe actually start living a little better..just wish me luck ^^
    bunnydisaster77 bunnydisaster77 22-25, F 6 Responses May 23, 2015

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    I can't cry. I literally can't.

    I have no tears left and I want so badly to cry. I never feel happy. Almost nothing excites me or makes me happy anymore. It's been like this for almost two years now, or more I don't remember. I feel a sadness lurking around me all the time. Around my friends, my family, around...
    camelunicorn camelunicorn 16-17, F 30 Responses Jun 30, 2014

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    I still haven't went to get help,

    I can't bring myself to do it. Maybe I don't actually care and want to feel this way. I don't see my future, I can't see myself doing anything "happy and productive" in the next 5-10 years if I do live. I'm useless, not really good at anything. Although there are positive sides...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2015

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    I just had a huge fight with my bf

    and I really need someone to talk to because I'm crying 👍
    Jason2111 Jason2111 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I want to die so badly.

    I just wanna finally have peace, the scars don't seem to work no more. I just want to be happy.. Is that too much to ask? I would do anything to finally grow that balls to put the knife on my neck rather than my wrist
    sadwithasmile sadwithasmile 16-17, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I Send My Love To You All ≪3

    i know you don't no me in person... but i just wanted to say that i love you. I don't care who you are . what your problems are . your sexuality , your skin colour, where you live , what language you speak , your choice of music or what ever , i just wanted to say i love you. I...
    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 1 Response Apr 23, 2013

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    I'm depressed because I feel like life isn't

    getting any better . I feel like I'm trapped in this depressing cage of a life . Every time something bad happens I long for the past . The future is uncertain and even scary to me. There's no one I can relate to around me.
    BlackVeilCoversMe BlackVeilCoversMe 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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