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    I can't do anything without feeling like I'm

    annoying someone. Even posting in here I feel like I'm annoying. It's feeling like it's time to die and I've been resisting it for 6 years but if nothing's working out than what's the point anymore. If there's nothing left to strive for then what's the point in overcoming...
    dmbpal dmbpal 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Some of you may have seen my last post about

    social anxiety. This makes life very hard in the day to day. I am also falling behind in school which also makes the day to day very difficult because of the looming threat of failure. I was just wondering if it gets better?
    nwrner nwrner 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    Chest pain again just

    because someone's comment here...I'm so damn weak. No wonder people call me pathetic.
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    i really need help because i am depressed.

    would be nice to talk to a girl
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Did You Know....

    Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive.... Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated.... Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the one who needs it the most...
    deleted deleted 26-30 99 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    maybe a day will come they understand just how

    very real i cared.whether the day comes or not .... its too late. i still care but i'm tired of hurting too. i'm done hoping and waiting. theres nothing to even wait or hope for when it comes to them anyway.i was played a fool. but i'm not foolish enough to hang around either.
    deadsoulinside deadsoulinside 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Please Listen,

    hush little angel dont you cry, put down you lighter  and dont say goodbye, cuts will heal,  and you're bruises will fade,   i know it seems dark  but itll be ok, i know you feel alone but im right here, ill hold you real tight,  and chase away your fears,  i love you so...
    onelittlecat onelittlecat 13-15, F 7 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    Just talked to my dad about it

    for the first time. Took me 3 minutes of silence for me to finally say it. Feel weird, worried he might treat me different.
    skittymic skittymic 18-21, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Well may some of my friends here know

    that I'm in Mexico for the whole summer, which I'm super excited about! I been hanging out with my cousins, been going out downtown, played soccer, walking around, and other stuff. But lately I been starting to feel sad, kinda depressed I would said it. I guess I really do miss...
    Zimry96 Zimry96 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    marianda01 marianda01 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 12

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    lets just say the last 3 years of my life,

    have been like walking a tight-rope.
    sonofsasquatch sonofsasquatch 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 1

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    I felt so invisible today.

    I just need a hug or something..
    juliaarosee juliaarosee 13-15, F 14 Responses Sep 4

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    My life thus far, explained in years of age: 1.

    I cannot remember. For my first birthday I got a cake in the shape of a baseball, based on the few photos from my childhood I managed to acquire. 2. I can remember only vaguely. We lived in a different house then. Our father worked at Safeway at the time, and often came home...
    EthanFisher EthanFisher 16-17 3 Responses Jun 24

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    I can't cry. I literally can't.

    I have no tears left and I want so badly to cry. I never feel happy. Almost nothing excites me or makes me happy anymore. It's been like this for almost two years now, or more I don't remember. I feel a sadness lurking around me all the time. Around my friends, my family, around...
    camelunicorn camelunicorn 13-15, F 35 Responses Jun 30

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    I haven't gotten out of bed

    for almost 2 weeks with the exceptions of necessities.
    niceusername niceusername 22-25, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I Am Depressed

    I know I am depressed, it has taken me over a year to get medication for it. The constant low moods and then getting really angry. It kills me. Although not suicidal yet i feel the brief feelings coming on. I can't physically move from bed in the morning, i don't want to go out...
    sparkle11 sparkle11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2012

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    I want to crawl under a rock

    and just die. I hate my life.
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 9 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am constantly trying to find a purpose in

    life... And I believe one of the reasons I want to get married is to help give me that sense of purpose by caring for a wife and kids. I feel like that is a terrible reason.
    goodloot3 goodloot3 22-25, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I ******* hate myself I can never do anything

    right and I don't deserve anything I have
    gamerdog210 gamerdog210 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    My Declaration

    So many thoughts course through my mind that it has grown weary. Thoughts of life, of meaning, of purpose, of concepts, of beliefs.  Thoughts of “shoulds” or “should have nots”. Thoughts of reasoning, of justification. Thoughts of fantasies, of fulfillment. Thoughts of...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 8 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    I've been in and out

    for shorters and longer periods since I was 13. Was on meds till 15. They didn't work on me... So now I am back in deeper depression. Maybe it's that I am going to change my work soon but I am more sure it's because lonelyness is pushing on me more and more. Depression has...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My teacher wants me to take happy pills,

    so I will be happy in class Like Shut the **** up, your class is more depressing than my mind
    kittykira kittykira 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm tired of coming home from school,

    eating so much food, then go to my room and cry because I hate getting fat & I sometimes hurt myself for being a fat pig, i always get so stressed .. I don't know what to do. I want to kill myself :(
    Frappelover Frappelover 13-15, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Nightshade777 Nightshade777 31-35, M 10 Responses Sep 16

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    No one cares about you

    unless you're pretty or dead.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 28

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    Sourr Sourr 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm not fighting it anymore though,

    people all around me kept saying why would you not eat more? Why'd you lost so much weight Are you stressed? It's no longer a diet for them, I'm probably losing weight too fast now. But well...that's the whole point I'm no longer fighting depression I'm surrendering.
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Alone In This World

    i am alone.I need someone who understnds my feelings right now.I have many friends but they nevr gona understnd what im feeling is,nt even my familiy.I dnt knw y everythng has been changd.I wnt everythng to b same as befor.Im tryng my bst to b strong bt y cnt any1 understnds it.Y...
    MagiCizMe MagiCizMe 22-25, F 9 Responses Nov 14, 2012

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 16-17, F 67 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    why exactly is it that i cannot just continue

    to keep my pain inside but i have to share it? i sound so complainy but people want me to share but its just embarrassing to reveal my pained feelings, i really hate it. i just wasnt raised that way, i wanna hold it in my mind and chest forever.
    helloimmissworld helloimmissworld 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    "What are those?" he asked pointing at the

    scars in my arm. "Battle wounds." I whispered. "Who were you fighting?" "Myself...." - K
    KLawliet KLawliet 16-17, F 9 Responses Sep 5

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    Since I lost the greatest love of my life I

    have been asked countless times what I did to her that caused this. Unfortunately it is assumed that since I am a man, all men are jerks and thus I did something wrong. I can’t say that this did not offend me because I gave her nothing but kindness, love and respect. I did...
    NoOneImportantNow NoOneImportantNow 46-50, M 5 Responses Aug 13

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    I'm sure I'll be forgotten

    as quickly as my cries for help.
    Enveleyna Enveleyna 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Sweetaugust Sweetaugust 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    whats the point of life?

    !! no im not suicide i just wanna know what the point of life is and why should i care so much?!
    kissthechef kissthechef 18-21, F 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    I seriously have no idea

    why I am writing this down. I've told a few people that I haven't been feeling well, and some even know how depressed I am. All they could say was "I hope you pull through" or "I'm glad you told me, because I'm sure that telling people will help". It doesn't help. Nothing...
    Esturrr Esturrr 16-17, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    From Me To You. A Story From Ep Friend That Motivates Me.

    From me. To you:"Just so you know depression is not a disease or a condition, it's...a state of the mind which coerces you to believe that you are all alone and helpless to the causes around you that is overwhelming your vision of life ahead, it can be beat if you surround...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Dec 17, 2012

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    my ex broke up with me

    and then went on to someone new three weeks later after 4 years. He knowingly played with my heart for three months, in the end I lost out and am depressed and hurt over this. How you can do that to someone that you loved for 4 years I don't understand.
    ll77 ll77 36-40, F 15 Responses Aug 11

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    I hate being fat.This is

    so depressing :(
    Sweetaugust Sweetaugust 16-17, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    I want to sleep my days away

    until I have none. I want a drunken stupor that lasts in silence of my own house so I can dwell and be completely lost but without being lost at all. No one to call. No one to see. No one to hear. Just me and my empty thoughts. Alone. In complete bitter silence where my mind...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    I Do Know What It Feels Like. ...

    I do know what it feels like. I'm not there right now, but I certainly know what it feels like to not want to wake up again. Its a dark, dark, distant place and I could never wish that on anyone else. Its hard **** but you can get through it. The worse thing is it that you...
    pacwoman pacwoman 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 8, 2007

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    Enveleyna Enveleyna 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Am I Dreaming Or Is It Me?

    I fall asleep to wake up to this dream. This dream of me. This dream of me falling off the track. Of things I can't take back. It's just a list of faces and known places. A heart that cannot be fixed. A mind that's on the fritz. What is this. What is this hole you've dug...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 17 Responses Jun 5

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    To be honest sometimes it feels good being

    depressed. Being in my own personal world, keeping all my draining thoughts to myself and having nothing to care about. It's nice being all alone having no one to disturb you. I feel dead but in a good way. It makes me a better person because I find my inner peace and calmness...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    So much is going on in my head right now.

    ... I do not know how to handle it :( I really wish I had someone who I could just rant to :(
    kenziebear69 kenziebear69 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    That moment.. You want to connect with someone,

    someone to be close to..and u realize u have no one lol.. :D That's exactly how im feeling right now..have no one to say "hey" to or to ask me how I am? or how my life is going? and to know about there day and how things have been going with them.Sucks having no close friends...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 4 Responses May 15

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    The Solution

    i climb so high just to fall it doesn't matter after all it pulls me in i try to leave there's just so much i cannot believe i hate this place i want to go although my sadness never shows step by step i slowly ascend where i'll fall will just depend tiny capsules of quick...
    irishnative irishnative 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 14, 2013

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    Hey, how's all you trolls been?

    I haven't been on here in a long time. Months actually. One of the people I was talking to and became good friends with turned out to be so fake that it made feel like everyone on here is but oh well I guess I should get over it. What should I expect, it is the internet after...
    HopelessClarity HopelessClarity 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 9

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    So about 44 minutes ago I was in a group chat

    with someone friends and I told them about me and a really close guy friend, Jalen... I showed them me and his messages which said, Jalen: you gave me a *****. He was being serious cus I sent him a pic. I thought I could trust my friend but she went and asked him. Jalen got mad...
    mackenziee28 mackenziee28 13-15, F 8 Responses Feb 15

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    I have always been a depressed

    and I have always struggled to keep it together even when there was technically nothing wrong. I have tried exceedingly hard to battle this without medication and without therapy, and up to this point, I have done okay. Granted, yes, I am a cutter, but it never got terribly out...
    Lexie1516 Lexie1516 18-21, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I really don't want to live anymore it seems

    like everyone's life would be easier without me and I guess I just don't see a future for me I don't think I can make it through this
    savy1063 savy1063 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Yay!! I'm getting depressed again.

    I ******* hate the winter and fall because I get too damn depressed and I never go out!! I just stay inside in the dark 24/7!! Fuckk my life
    ItsRyyman ItsRyyman 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Stuff Is Making Me Mad

    I've had issues with depression since I was 11. I eventually was put on medication when I wasn't self medicating with other things. I was forced to stay off my mood stabilizer when my mother went all nuts and threatened a lot of BS if I filled my prescription with her insurance...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 6 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    I dont have a good realationship with my family.

    My sister hates me. We have never been close and we are basically like strangers if she does talk to me its never anything nice