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I Am Depressed

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    Alone In This World

    i am alone.I need someone who understnds my feelings right now.I have many friends but they nevr gona understnd what im feeling is,nt even my familiy.I dnt knw y everythng has been changd.I wnt everythng to b same as befor.Im tryng my bst to b strong bt y cnt any1 understnds it.Y...
    hopElesLife hopElesLife 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 14, 2012

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    I usually can hide that I'm depressed

    but lately it's surfaced and I'm just feeling down and in a rut. I usually keep to myself as I really don't have anyone to talk to plus I don't like bothering others. Hopefully this passes soon.
    Doof00 Doof00 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hey, how's all you trolls been?

    I haven't been on here in a long time. Months actually. One of the people I was talking to and became good friends with turned out to be so fake that it made feel like everyone on here is but oh well I guess I should get over it. What should I expect, it is the internet after...
    HopelessClarity HopelessClarity 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 9

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    Guys i'm having a lot of mini panic attacks

    and I really need some help ;-;
    HarrisonPorterLacy HarrisonPorterLacy 16-17, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Please Listen,

    hush little angel dont you cry, put down you lighter  and dont say goodbye, cuts will heal,  and you're bruises will fade,   i know it seems dark  but itll be ok, i know you feel alone but im right here, ill hold you real tight,  and chase away your fears,  i love you so...
    onelittlecat onelittlecat 13-15, F 7 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    I Send My Love To You All ≪3

    i know you don't no me in person... but i just wanted to say that i love you. I don't care who you are . what your problems are . your sexuality , your skin colour, where you live , what language you speak , your choice of music or what ever , i just wanted to say i love you. I...
    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 Apr 23, 2013

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    Force myself out of bed,

    force a fake smile on my face to make a fake happiness. My entire body aches. I'm not motivated to do anything. I just wanna curl up in a ball and do nothing. I cry way too much and I overthink everything there is to think about. I get headaches all the time from pulling out my...
    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 16-17, F 4 Responses May 28

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    I Am Depressed

    I know I am depressed, it has taken me over a year to get medication for it. The constant low moods and then getting really angry. It kills me. Although not suicidal yet i feel the brief feelings coming on. I can't physically move from bed in the morning, i don't want to go out...
    sparkle11 sparkle11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2012

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    I have no motivation to do anything.

    Don't feel like getting up in the morning. When I wake up I usually stay in bed doing nothing for half an hour at least. No desire to eat. I rarely eat anything. No motivation to do that. No desire to go out with my friends. My depression is eating me up, so much to the point I...
    Vivekka Vivekka 22-25, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Today is just a terrible day.

    Like why did this have to happen to me..? :/ I don't like being depressed.. Sucks.
    Mikaylaxo Mikaylaxo 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Stuff Is Making Me Mad

    I've had issues with depression since I was 11. I eventually was put on medication when I wasn't self medicating with other things. I was forced to stay off my mood stabilizer when my mother went all nuts and threatened a lot of BS if I filled my prescription with her insurance...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    “A pearl is a beautiful thing

    that is produced by an injured life. It is the tear [that results] from the injury of the oyster. The treasure of our being in this world is also produced by an injured life. If we had not been wounded, if we had not been injured, then we will not produce the pearl...
    smilemore123 smilemore123 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 11

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    Wasn't sure where to write this,

    in which group,so I'll just write it here.. I basically feel like my life is one big letdown/disappointment.and I fear it will always be like this.Nothing seems to make me happy anymore,maybe temporarily but not long term.Even things that used to before.I may feel happy for a few...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    I am depressed right

    now I don't even know how I let it through me. But apparently I did. I don't know what to do now. .......
    francescaastorga francescaastorga 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My life is a mess, And my head isn't any better.

    Believe me; I'm lying when I tell the truth, I swear it. My mind is cluttered, I must admit; It's not impressive, Not one bit. I'm scared. I'm hurt. I'm wounded. I'm tired. Sometimes I feel like my life is a only a token, In that cheap arcade game that's always broken.
    ImAlwaysSoTired ImAlwaysSoTired 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I feel very alone. I never feel like I'm close

    enough to anyone. I don't know what to do.
    Twerkula Twerkula 18-21, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I gained 20 lbs this summer.

    Putting me at a whopping 162. It's all on my midsection and I feel gross. My mom is like "I don't wanna hear you complain because you need to get active!" When all she does is play candy crush. She always gets mad or frustrated with me every time i express my feelings. Yet she...
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    life seems so pointless.

    . anyone else feel like this?
    AlexAnimeFreak AlexAnimeFreak 13-15, F 10 Responses Mar 21

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    My summer has been day by collecting day of me

    sleeping and crying. I feel like giving up but i'm waiting for things to get better though i doubt they will.
    patches1999 patches1999 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I let mum's words get to me,

    for her, I am a burden. I don't know what I did, I just go home from school. I try to study hard to be a honor student so I can have a gift for dad. I love my mum but she makes me feel these days that I'm a burden to her. Oh well 😭😭
    TheKDoomsday TheKDoomsday 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    Everything is getting

    so stressing, and I have no idea how to deal with it. There isn't anyone I can talk to that will take what I will say seriously and I'm having thoughts of suicide.
    AurelHoxhaALB AurelHoxhaALB 18-21, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    i wish i had the energy to talk more.

    .. the only time i talk a lot is when im w my friends and that's not very often.
    idkhby idkhby 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I miss him. I miss him.

    I miss him. I know i should move on but i'm a stupid teenage girl and i'm too stubborn and way too easily attached.
    patches1999 patches1999 13-15, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 16-17, F 67 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    "I think hell is something you carry around

    with you, not somewhere you go"
    Chelsea56 Chelsea56 18-21, F 1 Response May 24

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    choppers802 choppers802 18-21, M 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I feel like a waste of space.

    I have hit rock bottom and I can't tell what way is up.....
    man1991 man1991 22-25, M 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    So much for that... I was feeling okay

    for once. Then i saw him.. And it was so weird.. And now I just feel really depressed again.. What's wrong with me ._.
    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Well may some of my friends here know

    that I'm in Mexico for the whole summer, which I'm super excited about! I been hanging out with my cousins, been going out downtown, played soccer, walking around, and other stuff. But lately I been starting to feel sad, kinda depressed I would said it. I guess I really do miss...
    Zimry96 Zimry96 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    Am I ? If I stop thinking,

    probably, maybe , everything will go back to "normal", keep breathing, keep waking up,showering, going to work, eating, ' living". What about if I stop doing those things, that "normal" people do? What about if I don't want to wake up, or shower, or eat , and I quit my job, and...
    Mags40 Mags40 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 16-17, F 13 Responses Jun 27

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    It wasn't just a break up.

    I'm probably just a stupid teenager though.
    patches1999 patches1999 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Well first off, I haven't seen my mom In a

    month, I'm a spoiled brat that that hangs out with the wrong crowd and smokes an 1/8 of dro before breakfast. I'm just a teenager that's suicide prone.
    AFARASHLEY AFARASHLEY 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    On Thursday I ended a 9 year friendship with a

    woman that I love. In 2012 we talked about being a couple and having a long distance relationship until she was ready to move back in state. Things were difficult at times but I was optimistic, she said that she was coming back so I stuck in. In Spring of 2013 I broke things...
    OscarP OscarP 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I want to sleep my days away

    until I have none. I want a drunken stupor that lasts in silence of my own house so I can dwell and be completely lost but without being lost at all. No one to call. No one to see. No one to hear. Just me and my empty thoughts. Alone. In complete bitter silence where my mind...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    I feel like I have fallen behind the scenes.

    I've contemplated putting myself in dangerous situations to lose my life but my biological drive keeps me from this just as my timid nature keeps me from living a productive life. I've become accustomed to the confines of my residence. I am lonesome and have decided I will...
    LazarusMalice LazarusMalice 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have never been diagnosed with depression

    or anything and I honestly don't plan to have myself diagnosed any time sooner... But ever since my best friend died I've felt this sensation of numbness and emptiness. So much so that I have resolved to self harm. All my so called "friends" have turned away from me... except...
    odeybelle odeybelle 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I Do Know What It Feels Like. ...

    I do know what it feels like. I'm not there right now, but I certainly know what it feels like to not want to wake up again. Its a dark, dark, distant place and I could never wish that on anyone else. Its hard **** but you can get through it. The worse thing is it that you...
    pacwoman pacwoman 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 8, 2007

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    My friend misinformed me of my girlfriend being

    home. She's still at sleep away camp and I'm here with her mean brother. I used the excuse that I wanted to stay cause works close so now it would feel awkward if I left
    YLIhououin YLIhououin 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    People say they wanna talk to me to help me

    feel better but then they say i'm stupid and need to get over it. They make me feel worse. Especially adults who like to say i too young to be depressed and i must be faking it.
    patches1999 patches1999 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Today is really hard

    and it just started. Three days without cutting, doesn't sound like a long time but it sure feels like it. I'm trying to stop again. I purposely took to many anti-depressants. Stopping one bad habit for another. My life is going down hill. How did I end up like this? Why am I...
    DontCallMeSunshine DontCallMeSunshine 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    That moment.. You want to connect with someone,

    someone to be close to..and u realize u have no one lol.. :D That's exactly how im feeling right now..have no one to say "hey" to or to ask me how I am? or how my life is going? and to know about there day and how things have been going with them.Sucks having no close friends...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 4 Responses May 15

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    I don't even understand why.

    Friends have gone back to normal. I am not being bullied to the ends of the earth anymore. Yet, I will get these random feelings of depression and loneliness. What should I do?
    tututata2126 tututata2126 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I keep going back and forth,

    but lately i find myself falling back to where i was before. I just feel stuck and lost, like every thing that used to make me whole is now gone, which it is. Nothing i can really do about that right now though.
    patches1999 patches1999 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    So about 44 minutes ago I was in a group chat

    with someone friends and I told them about me and a really close guy friend, Jalen... I showed them me and his messages which said, Jalen: you gave me a *****. He was being serious cus I sent him a pic. I thought I could trust my friend but she went and asked him. Jalen got mad...
    mackenziee28 mackenziee28 13-15, F 8 Responses Feb 15

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    The Solution

    i climb so high just to fall it doesn't matter after all it pulls me in i try to leave there's just so much i cannot believe i hate this place i want to go although my sadness never shows step by step i slowly ascend where i'll fall will just depend tiny capsules of quick...
    irishnative irishnative 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 14, 2013

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    No one cares about you

    unless you're pretty or dead.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    Only those who have experienced depression

    truly understand what a debilitating and horrible disease it is. All you want to do is sleep, and sleep, and sleep. The medication that the psychiatrists give you cause you to become even more numb, more cold. You feel worthless, helpless even. You begin to self-medicate but...
    SuicideRedefined SuicideRedefined 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Am I Dreaming Or Is It Me?

    I fall asleep to wake up to this dream. This dream of me. This dream of me falling off the track. Of things I can't take back. It's just a list of faces and known places. A heart that cannot be fixed. A mind that's on the fritz. What is this. What is this hole you've dug...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 18 Responses Jun 5

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    late for too many times

    and teachers have bad impression of me . bye world last day on planet earth 30/7/2014 hope someone remembers me
    asianahyang96 asianahyang96 16-17, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have been depressed

    for at least the last 3-4 years. My parents want me to get over my depression and take medication (Zoloft), but to be completely honest, I like being depressed. It's not like I like the attention, if anything I loathe it, it's just that when I wasn't depressed I hated the person...
    LaurenHarris LaurenHarris 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    From Me To You. A Story From Ep Friend That Motivates Me.

    From me. To you:"Just so you know depression is not a disease or a condition, it's...a state of the mind which coerces you to believe that you are all alone and helpless to the causes around you that is overwhelming your vision of life ahead, it can be beat if you surround...
    Shinesaathlove Shinesaathlove 46-50, M 8 Responses Dec 17, 2012

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