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I Am Depressed

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    Monsters are real, ghosts are two.

    They live inside us, And sometimes, They win.
    fredlez2306 fredlez2306 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 15

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    I feel like life keeps screwing me over

    while ppl at work can use me and throw me under the bus. I secretly pray I die to have some relief from all these things I continually battleaagainst on a daily basis :(
    simpleman79 simpleman79 31-35, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel helpless. I no longer feel the urge to

    release water. I dunno when my bladder is full and when I should go washroom. I just afraid it may be worst. The feeling is miserable. There were so much thing going on in my life. I dunno I can hold on for how long. I feel like giving up my life.
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    So about 44 minutes ago I was in a group chat

    with someone friends and I told them about me and a really close guy friend, Jalen... I showed them me and his messages which said, Jalen: you gave me a *****. He was being serious cus I sent him a pic. I thought I could trust my friend but she went and asked him. Jalen got mad...
    mackenziee28 mackenziee28 13-15, F 9 Responses Feb 15

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    I called the ministry of Health

    and they advices me what to do. I called the quality control service line the hospital I went previously who refused to do ultrasound for me. The lady on the line were very helpful and she helped me to push my urology appointment on 23 apr next Wednesday. I will try to bear the...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    Depression comes and goes with me.

    Last night, it came to me. And this morning, I took an anti-depressant to help me go thru the day at work and whenever. I feel cheerful and hardworking and, well, on my feet. Deep down, I still feel like crap, but I'm getting by. It sucks being this way and how I have to take an...
    littlemisslight littlemisslight 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I have been depressed

    since I was 17. I have tried my hardest to shake it. But I simply can't. I think it's because I have been through hell and back growing up and in my adulthood. I t really sucks and I feel so dependent. I hate feeling like that.
    musiclover2014x musiclover2014x 22-25, F Mar 25

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    I am trying not to depress today.

    I am able to pass out urine today but I am not able to empty my bladder completely. I tried to drink a lot of water to try how long I can hold. After passing out the water, 15 mins later I feel the urge to pass water again. As the bladder was like not fully empty on my first...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    From Me To You. A Story From Ep Friend That Motivates Me.

    From me. To you:"Just so you know depression is not a disease or a condition, it's...a state of the mind which coerces you to believe that you are all alone and helpless to the causes around you that is overwhelming your vision of life ahead, it can be beat if you surround...
    Shinesaathlove Shinesaathlove 46-50, M 8 Responses Dec 17, 2012

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    Its one bad thing after another.

    I guess I just need to face the facts that this is my life. No matter how hard I try things will never change or go my way. This is as good as it gets.
    goldengirl24 goldengirl24 22-25, F 5 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    xXsmilesKillmeXx xXsmilesKillmeXx 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hey I'm here for anyone they needs help!

    Just shoot me a message :) y'all are all wanted!! Just need to believe thwt
    CustomsPatChr CustomsPatChr 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I'm at the point in my life

    where I physically don't feel like I can keep going like this. I'm so stressed out, depressed and overwhelmed by everything that I have going on that it's literally taking a toll on my body. I just wish that someone could come in and just take over for a while until I have a...
    korilakkuma korilakkuma 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 26

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    I am so terribly unhappy

    and lonely. I cut, I have and eating disorder, and I am so depressed that I can't even get out of bed in the morning. I can't get over this without professional help, but I'm too weak to get it. I'm absolutely done. I don't want any friends because I just bring them down, so I...
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 1

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    Alone In This World

    i am alone.I need someone who understnds my feelings right now.I have many friends but they nevr gona understnd what im feeling is,nt even my familiy.I dnt knw y everythng has been changd.I wnt everythng to b same as befor.Im tryng my bst to b strong bt y cnt any1 understnds it.Y...
    ranipriyanka ranipriyanka 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 14, 2012

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    MrPluto MrPluto 16-17, T 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I mess things up a lot.

    I just wish that sometimes, I could do something right. Anything. I swear, everything I do, I mess up. I'm sick of it, sick of myself.
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    I Am Depressed

    I know I am depressed, it has taken me over a year to get medication for it. The constant low moods and then getting really angry. It kills me. Although not suicidal yet i feel the brief feelings coming on. I can't physically move from bed in the morning, i don't want to go out...
    sparkle11 sparkle11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2012

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    Somebody at school (I don't know who) saw my

    cuts. They were bad today. They told my school counselor and I've been in this damn counseling office all day. They just called my mom and they're getting me professional help because the lady is concerned for my health because I have low blood pressure and my heartbeat is too...
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    Stuff Is Making Me Mad

    I've had issues with depression since I was 11. I eventually was put on medication when I wasn't self medicating with other things. I was forced to stay off my mood stabilizer when my mother went all nuts and threatened a lot of BS if I filled my prescription with her insurance...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 7 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    Somebody Talk to Me Please

    I feel so depressed all the time no matter what happens I always end up feeling worthless and like nothing will ever change like im the cause of everyones problems. No matter what I can never help anybody and people just dont know or understand how I feel. My parents are total...
    Sickinside Sickinside 16-17, M 30 Responses Jun 11, 2008

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    “A pearl is a beautiful thing

    that is produced by an injured life. It is the tear [that results] from the injury of the oyster. The treasure of our being in this world is also produced by an injured life. If we had not been wounded, if we had not been injured, then we will not produce the pearl...
    smilemore123 smilemore123 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 11

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    Entirely misunderstood.

    Surrounded by people, but somehow still always alone, yet never alone enough to just drop the walls and let the real me out long enough to relax. It's like I'm some sort of freak of nature that doesnt fit in anywhere. That know one can relate to. Thats broken and was never...
    RAINandSTARS RAINandSTARS 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Had a fight with my husband.

    Every time when we have a fight, I'm depressed....
    hotwifeWA hotwifeWA 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    13, Want To Run Away

    I'm 13, turning 14. I'm not a kid which hate their parents because of the things they don't buy me. Its sometimes because i feel that thy treat me as a maid and stuff. My parents do hit me to discipline me. I cry alot at night about all the sad things that happened to me. I...
    iEllence iEllence 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I want someone to care about me

    and love me,feeling so alone right now sucks..
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 7 Responses Apr 7

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    life seems so pointless.

    . anyone else feel like this?
    AlexAnimeFreak AlexAnimeFreak 13-15, F 8 Responses Mar 21

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    I Send My Love To You All ≪3

    i know you don't no me in person... but i just wanted to say that i love you. I don't care who you are . what your problems are . your sexuality , your skin colour, where you live , what language you speak , your choice of music or what ever , i just wanted to say i love you. I...
    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 Apr 23, 2013

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    All I want is to cut right now.

    I have no blades, they're gone. My mom won't leave me alone. Everything is locked up in this house. Pills, sharps objects, cleaning supplies, alcohol, EVERYTHING. I don't want to be strong anymore. It's too hard. Depression, come in. I don't care. Ana, here's my body. Make...
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wrecked my motorcycle

    and I can't get out and be active I know others may have it worse but this is depressing for me
    Imbatgirl Imbatgirl 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have been dreaming my funeral,

    where not much people was crying sincerely, I even see some people that were glad that I died, and I feel that way. I don't think people would notice my dead, too bad that I'm too coward to commit suicide. Maybe I'm just scared that I have missed all great things in life (which...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Today I went to the emergency local hospital

    and see the doctor. I told her I have difficulty urinating and told her all my symptoms. She just pressed my stomach and she said she can feel the water fullness as I told her I have only release small amount of water bit by bit which were miserable. I asked her whether I could...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Do I get jealous? Yes.

    Do I cry randomly? Yes. Do I get angry? Yes. Do I cry myself to sleep? Yes. Do I miss you every second you're gone? Yes. Do I feel lonely at times? Yes. Do I need you? Yes. Do I need to someone to talk to? Yes. Do I like to be left alone sometimes? Yes. Do I need a daily hug...
    SuicidalSilence SuicidalSilence 13-15 3 Responses Jan 10

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    cleanCutter5 cleanCutter5 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So I just got screamed at

    and slapped in public by my mom. The whole street turned and looked at me. Guess why? I didnt tell the taxi driver to turn right.
    DrowningInEmotion DrowningInEmotion 13-15, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Today my mum were weaker,

    although she still can walk, talk but her pain have increased and easily got tired after just a few walk at home. Today my mum called me to help her with things, and I know she have weaken. She wouldn't ask me to help her if she's ok. Each day passes and my fear increased. I...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 22 hrs ago

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    I hate Me! I don't have the guts to get rid of

    myself but wish for my death to come soon. Everyday, I dream of going to sleep and never waking up!
    Mell30 Mell30 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I literally stay in my room 23.

    5hrs of the weekend and 16hr of the weekday. All my thoughts are negative,i hate everyone, and i hate myself.I don't like that I'm like this but it seems to be who i am.
    aesthetical aesthetical 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    I Do Know What It Feels Like. ...

    I do know what it feels like. I'm not there right now, but I certainly know what it feels like to not want to wake up again. Its a dark, dark, distant place and I could never wish that on anyone else. Its hard **** but you can get through it. The worse thing is it that you...
    pacwoman pacwoman 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 8, 2007

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    Please Listen,

    hush little angel dont you cry, put down you lighter  and dont say goodbye, cuts will heal,  and you're bruises will fade,   i know it seems dark  but itll be ok, i know you feel alone but im right here, ill hold you real tight,  and chase away your fears,  i love you so...
    onelittlecat onelittlecat 13-15, F 7 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    I am very depressed due to my prostate problem

    and my mum with cancer. Yesterday when I went to see the doctor and the doctor said maybe it's prostate enlargement but he said unlikely cos of my age. He precribe me with some antibiotic. I have to wait for 7th may for my urology specialist as that is the only slot available...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    Wasn't sure where to write this,

    in which group,so I'll just write it here.. I basically feel like my life is one big letdown/disappointment.and I fear it will always be like this.Nothing seems to make me happy anymore,maybe temporarily but not long term.Even things that used to before.I may feel happy for a few...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    The Solution

    i climb so high just to fall it doesn't matter after all it pulls me in i try to leave there's just so much i cannot believe i hate this place i want to go although my sadness never shows step by step i slowly ascend where i'll fall will just depend tiny capsules of quick...
    irishnative irishnative 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 14, 2013

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    I really don't know what to do right now.

    I am a 13 year old girl. I feel suicidal. It comes and goes. Some days I will feel really worthless and try to go without food or water to die. I always end up eating after a few hours but I have gone without drinking for 4 to 5 days. Then I get really thirsty and promise myself...
    cyberblah cyberblah 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    My life is a mess, And my head isn't any better.

    Believe me; I'm lying when I tell the truth, I swear it. My mind is cluttered, I must admit; It's not impressive, Not one bit. I'm scared. I'm hurt. I'm wounded. I'm tired. Sometimes I feel like my life is a only a token, In that cheap arcade game that's always broken.
    ImAlwaysSoTired ImAlwaysSoTired 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 13-15, F 68 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    I just went to the wash room

    and starting to feel abit difficult to let it out. I guess there's really something serious about my prostate. I hope is not cancer. I feel really depressed now as I feel helpless. I thought I was getting abit better today after antibiotic but it's still the same. I feel so...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    MrPluto MrPluto 16-17, T 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I could write a 30,000 word prose of

    why I am depressed and why life has led me to the way I feel right now. But none of that really matters. It doesn't matter what life experiences we've been through, what matters is the way we feel about them, the way we deal with our emotions. I'm fed up with the constant...
    Isabel13 Isabel13 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    It's been a few weeks

    now since my mother passed away I've finally found a place to express it! I don't care if people aren't reading this I just need to get it out! I feel sick at night knowing I'll never see your face again. My heart will never be as bright and full of love knowing ill never wake...
    justtaguyy justtaguyy 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 9

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    My Declaration

    So many thoughts course through my mind that it has grown weary. Thoughts of life, of meaning, of purpose, of concepts, of beliefs.  Thoughts of “shoulds” or “should have nots”. Thoughts of reasoning, of justification. Thoughts of fantasies, of fulfillment. Thoughts of...
    DrianoRhikel DrianoRhikel 26-30, M 7 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    And yes. #day3. Today has been crap

    so here, share my crap with me. I'm sure there's enough to go round. Hmm. We expected great things. Our expectations soar...excel even. But, we are always let down. Why? Why is it that things never go the right way? Why is it so difficult? Where are the people you care about...
    shadowgem shadowgem 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    This You Tube video covers the basics of

    Buddhist philosophy: "The middle Way" http://youtu.be/9ZHvfGFyQ14 Watts discusses points that relate to depression I find useful and hope the same for you :)
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    I want to sleep my days away

    until I have none. I want a drunken stupor that lasts in silence of my own house so I can dwell and be completely lost but without being lost at all. No one to call. No one to see. No one to hear. Just me and my empty thoughts. Alone. In complete bitter silence where my mind...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    Did You Know....

    Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive.... Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated.... Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the one who needs it the most...
    deleted deleted 26-30 90 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    The anxiety keeps worse

    and worse. It's getting harder and harder to "recover" I can't think of many reasons to live.
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 10 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I don't want to have these thoughts these

    feelings nothing will make them go away I swore to my boyfriend I wouldn't cut myself but I really want to and I know some people might say I am stupid for cutting but it's the only way I deal with the pain the anger the way I deal with life
    nadirah96 nadirah96 16-17, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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