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I Am Depressed

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    That moment.. You want to connect with someone,

    someone to be close to..and u realize u have no one lol.. :D That's exactly how im feeling right now..have no one to say "hey" to or to ask me how I am? or how my life is going? and to know about there day and how things have been going with them.Sucks having no close friends...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 4 Responses May 15, 2014

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    I Send My Love To You All ≪3

    i know you don't no me in person... but i just wanted to say that i love you. I don't care who you are . what your problems are . your sexuality , your skin colour, where you live , what language you speak , your choice of music or what ever , i just wanted to say i love you. I...
    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 1 Response Apr 23, 2013

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    Life... Days ago, You feel your body shaking,

    your c.o.c.k hard and desires your heart is like orchestra fingers racing each other to write stories lips wants passionate kisses Now, Body is numb c.o.c.k........... where heart........... not belong to me fingers......... locked lips.............. looking for a poison
    SensualRomantic SensualRomantic 36-40, M a week ago

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    EmanonEvahi EmanonEvahi 36-40, M 9 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    I still haven't went to get help,

    I can't bring myself to do it. Maybe I don't actually care and want to feel this way. I don't see my future, I can't see myself doing anything "happy and productive" in the next 5-10 years if I do live. I'm useless, not really good at anything. Although there are positive sides...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 4 Responses Jan 14

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    Jupiterfl04 Jupiterfl04 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    It's hard to house sit alone

    when you're feeling suicidal...
    Jupiterfl04 Jupiterfl04 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Sadness is tears after losing a game

    or a broken bone, depression is sobs at 3 am when you're all alone. Sadness makes you blue, depression makes you numb. Sadness loses to happy, depression loses to none. Sadness is the curious neighbor, depression is the unwanted houseguest. Sadness is your hotel room, depression...
    BabyBlondeOne BabyBlondeOne 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    Lyin on the floor crying.

    Listening to our song. Feelin weak. Asking myself what went wrong. Sayin to myself I still love you?. Knowing I need to get over you. I wish he would say he loves me still. I feel these feelings are killing me slowly. And I ask myself is life even worth it without you?
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am trying so hard to find the hope.

    I can't get my med stabilized and these Bipolar swings are wearing me out. NIghts are the worst. I want to call one of those crisis lines but I am scared. Of what? I don't know. I am afraid of being vulnerable and someone not understanding.
    givemenoname givemenoname 51-55, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    People tell me they care about me

    but then they never make any time or attempt to show it people never make time for me no one ever makes the time for me im a usless waste of life and time i dont deserve any nice things or people and i should just die all i have is fake friends who dont even send me texts im the...
    jackalfredthegr8 jackalfredthegr8 13-15, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    "What are those?" he asked pointing at the

    scars in my arm. "Battle wounds." I whispered. "Who were you fighting?" "Myself...." - K
    IAmACatXP IAmACatXP 13-15, F 8 Responses Sep 5, 2014

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    These last couple of days have been the worst

    of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but I mean I'm 21.. I didn't seriously think of it. My sister yelled at me and called me a bunch of things for worrying enough to even go to the doc...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    recoveringteen00 recoveringteen00 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    Lately, depression has been getting in the way

    of my grades, I am just so tired and fed up. It makes me even more stressed than I already am, I just can't take it anymore
    selasf selasf 13-15, F 11 hrs ago

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    No one cares about you

    unless you're pretty or dead.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    SadLittleFlower SadLittleFlower 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Did You Know....

    Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive.... Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated.... Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the one who needs it the most...
    deleted deleted 26-30 98 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    I need to leave now. I'm a worthless,

    empty, sick individual. Nobody gives a **** about me. It'd be so much easier on everyone if I was dead. I plan to be gone by this time tomorrow
    BrookeSandhurst BrookeSandhurst 16-17, F 17 Responses Mar 3

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    When you lack motivation

    because you've accepted defeat...
    xoxoCharlierose xoxoCharlierose 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    Ladybugprincess Ladybugprincess 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    My Declaration

    So many thoughts course through my mind that it has grown weary. Thoughts of life, of meaning, of purpose, of concepts, of beliefs.  Thoughts of “shoulds” or “should have nots”. Thoughts of reasoning, of justification. Thoughts of fantasies, of fulfillment. Thoughts of...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 8 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    troubled, ended the fight

    and yet enemies come back... sigh.
    kragoth135 kragoth135 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 16-17, F 66 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    I keep on having suicidal dreams it's weird b/c

    I remember one so well it felt like it was real
    wateverforever wateverforever 18-21, M Mar 24

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    I Do Know What It Feels Like. ...

    I do know what it feels like. I'm not there right now, but I certainly know what it feels like to not want to wake up again. Its a dark, dark, distant place and I could never wish that on anyone else. Its hard **** but you can get through it. The worse thing is it that you...
    pacwoman pacwoman 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 8, 2007

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    My day just went from borderline okay

    and having a smidge of effort to get changed and possibly dye my hair to, why the **** am I even awake.
    Unicornpeasant Unicornpeasant 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm so lonely, at school I pretend to be happy,

    but soon as I'm home I can't stop crying. I need help please, someone to talk too
    JUSTaN0B0DY JUSTaN0B0DY 16-17, M 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Why am I always depressed

    as soon as I get to school? At home I am the happiest girl ever. But I get to school and my mood drops drastically. Why does this happen? I hate it so much and is there a way I can make myself cheer up before I get on the bus?
    alleycat888 alleycat888 13-15, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    I'm broken, and feel the need to scream

    and burst out crying. But for some reason, i feel like all my tears are all gone onto my pillows
    serenapaul serenapaul 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    this is my last and final post i leave tommorow.

    . so.. bye i guess.. to everyone. everything and no, this is not a ******* april fools joke.
    nightmarehorizons nightmarehorizons 13-15, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I can't cry. I literally can't.

    I have no tears left and I want so badly to cry. I never feel happy. Almost nothing excites me or makes me happy anymore. It's been like this for almost two years now, or more I don't remember. I feel a sadness lurking around me all the time. Around my friends, my family, around...
    camelunicorn camelunicorn 16-17, F 33 Responses Jun 30, 2014

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    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 11

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    I've been feeling down lately.

    Recently my brother got throw in jail for violating his probation and then my dad wanted me to pick up the pieces...his little sister watching after her brother and I am 29 btw! I go to college and I work part time. I'm a little busy for somebody else's problems. Then my mom got...
    amee100 amee100 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I'm stuck. I see myself

    as me less and less. The man in this mirror isn't me. But the comfort is their when I see him. He is like a face not spoken but well greeted. My eyes are of his. Like seeing me but not me. This man is ached and scard chest down. He is staring at me with a blank expression. He...
    DeathMayCome DeathMayCome 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    constant trouble, constant drama sometimes i

    struggle i try to break free from this crazy world we live in, i just wish i could change and make things different but there ia a demon sitting on me and pushing me down. i try so hard to stand up and stay strong, **** it whatever this day throws at me ill take on, nothing...
    fuckedupbacon fuckedupbacon 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I Am Depressed

    I know I am depressed, it has taken me over a year to get medication for it. The constant low moods and then getting really angry. It kills me. Although not suicidal yet i feel the brief feelings coming on. I can't physically move from bed in the morning, i don't want to go out...
    sparkle11 sparkle11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2012

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    Only those who have experienced depression

    truly understand what a debilitating and horrible disease it is. All you want to do is sleep, and sleep, and sleep. The medication that the psychiatrists give you cause you to become even more numb, more cold. You feel worthless, helpless even. You begin to self-medicate but...
    SuicideRedefined SuicideRedefined 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    I felt so invisible today.

    I just need a hug or something..
    juliaarosee juliaarosee 16-17, F 13 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    Since I lost the greatest love of my life I

    have been asked countless times what I did to her that caused this. Unfortunately it is assumed that since I am a man, all men are jerks and thus I did something wrong. I can’t say that this did not offend me because I gave her nothing but kindness, love and respect. I did...
    NoOneImportantNow NoOneImportantNow 46-50, M 4 Responses Aug 13, 2014

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    After-therapy depression sitting in

    as I realize I'm left alone with my issues again, this time for another two weeks because my therapist doesn't work on Easter obviously. My treatment is moving gut-wrenchingly slow, and is very spaced out. They're lucky I am who I am, and that I can take this. If it were others...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    So I battle depression

    but today just ran over my husband's gone doing marine stuff and I found out mybest friends baby pasted away in his sleep last night at some point and the don't know why he was 9 months old well would have been sept 11 :(
    sweety7268 sweety7268 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 7, 2014

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    I want to sleep my days away

    until I have none. I want a drunken stupor that lasts in silence of my own house so I can dwell and be completely lost but without being lost at all. No one to call. No one to see. No one to hear. Just me and my empty thoughts. Alone. In complete bitter silence where my mind...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    Walking under the rain.

    Hair soaked, weather cold Body numb but not from the hard rain or cold My lips... were wanting yours... now kissing whiskey bottle Walking but feeling like I get no where, I just sit next to a dog under the light I look at him, he looks at me I am sorry for him, I am sure he...
    SensualRomantic SensualRomantic 36-40, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Everybody is always so fuc*king "fine".

    But we are not. Sometimes, we are hurt and bruised and nearly completely shattered and this, sir, is not what one calls fine... No one knows what's happening and you have to wear that fake smile so you don't hurt others..
    JennyAB JennyAB 16-17, F 10 Responses Jan 4

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    I was prescribed an antidepressant

    and the doctor knew I had anxiety about my weight. He thought I wasn't eating enough. I gained 25 pounds in 3 months because of it. I started having emotional breakdowns over it, and I recently went off the meds. Now I'm losing weight and its causing me more stress. I wish I...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 50 mins ago