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I Am Depressed

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    Well may some of my friends here know

    that I'm in Mexico for the whole summer, which I'm super excited about! I been hanging out with my cousins, been going out downtown, played soccer, walking around, and other stuff. But lately I been starting to feel sad, kinda depressed I would said it. I guess I really do miss...
    Zimry96 Zimry96 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 21, 2014

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    My Declaration

    So many thoughts course through my mind that it has grown weary. Thoughts of life, of meaning, of purpose, of concepts, of beliefs.  Thoughts of “shoulds” or “should have nots”. Thoughts of reasoning, of justification. Thoughts of fantasies, of fulfillment. Thoughts of...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 8 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    I suffer from hyperhidrosis

    or excessive sweating. Does anyone else in the UK suffer from this?
    pbarn pbarn 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    tony1411 tony1411 56-60, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    my mind is so messed up I know I need

    professional help but I am too afraid to even go in to the Doctors and book an appointment I know depression lessens self-esteem and self-confidence but I didn't know it could get this bad. when I started getting depressed I promise myself I would never cut and I haven't yet but...
    thelittlekidindiapers thelittlekidindiapers 16-17, M 17 Responses Jun 6, 2015

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    No one cares about you

    unless you're pretty or dead.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    I want to not care, but how can I

    when they remind me how my life sucks everyday
    Fallbeforewefallout Fallbeforewefallout 13-15, F 22 hrs ago

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    morimotonari morimotonari 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 6, 2015

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    BillionDollarDream BillionDollarDream 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Envying somebody who is about to die

    or died. This is my feelings right now. Somebody I barely knew had a cancer. That person sent a message to my parents. "I don't want to die". The only thing I focused was the word die. I was starting to envy that person. Then that person died. It made me feel unhappy. Yes...
    Tazmanou Tazmanou 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    I Am Depressed

    I know I am depressed, it has taken me over a year to get medication for it. The constant low moods and then getting really angry. It kills me. Although not suicidal yet i feel the brief feelings coming on. I can't physically move from bed in the morning, i don't want to go out...
    sparkle11 sparkle11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2012

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    Sadness is tears after losing a game

    or a broken bone, depression is sobs at 3 am when you're all alone. Sadness makes you blue, depression makes you numb. Sadness loses to happy, depression loses to none. Sadness is the curious neighbor, depression is the unwanted houseguest. Sadness is your hotel room, depression...
    BabyBlondeOne BabyBlondeOne 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 6, 2015

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    I want to sleep my days away

    until I have none. I want a drunken stupor that lasts in silence of my own house so I can dwell and be completely lost but without being lost at all. No one to call. No one to see. No one to hear. Just me and my empty thoughts. Alone. In complete bitter silence where my mind...
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    I need someone to talk to,

    my ki-k is Hunter221133664455
    Jacob2111 Jacob2111 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    having the worst day of my life.

    just finally coming to terms with my best friends suicide. Hope I can make it through the day. #MissyouforeverMySister
    maya0871 maya0871 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 16, 2015

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    I never really knew quite what depression was.

    I thought that it was extreme sadness. that's why I believed that I never really truly had depression. recently I have realized that I actually do have depression. I identified with close to close to all the symptoms. I have this almost constant feeling of no emotion, as if I...
    UnusualArtist UnusualArtist 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I am very depressed right now.

    It's funny how you are so happy and having a good life and the next it all starts coming down
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Jan 11

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    I still haven't went to get help,

    I can't bring myself to do it. Maybe I don't actually care and want to feel this way. I don't see my future, I can't see myself doing anything "happy and productive" in the next 5-10 years if I do live. I'm useless, not really good at anything. Although there are positive sides...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2015

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    Hey, how's all you trolls been?

    I haven't been on here in a long time. Months actually. One of the people I was talking to and became good friends with turned out to be so fake that it made feel like everyone on here is but oh well I guess I should get over it. What should I expect, it is the internet after...
    HopelessClarity HopelessClarity 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    I can't cry. I literally can't.

    I have no tears left and I want so badly to cry. I never feel happy. Almost nothing excites me or makes me happy anymore. It's been like this for almost two years now, or more I don't remember. I feel a sadness lurking around me all the time. Around my friends, my family, around...
    camelunicorn camelunicorn 16-17, F 30 Responses Jun 30, 2014

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    haileeilenenanderson haileeilenenanderson 13-15, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    whall1971 whall1971 41-45, M 4 Responses Feb 1

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    anyone get to a point of depression they feel

    nothing? i do. when im feeling a really bad depression moment i have no emotions at all, i dont feel anything not hunger or thirst, not happiness or sadness, i just feel empty. i feel like it more than i like to admit, when i am feeling like it, i dont feel amny motivation to do...
    rebornlover101 rebornlover101 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    First off this is an old story everyone .

    Im happy now . NOVEMBER 26,2014 I'm not sure how much people will actually read this because it's going to be really long but basically I've struggled with depression my whole life . I'm not looking for attention i just want to put my story out there because I've hid it my...
    FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul 18-21, F 25 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    ITn3v3rEnds ITn3v3rEnds 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 11, 2015

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    Today is already a regret,

    I wish I would've never woken up.
    sassycookie sassycookie 18-21, F 11 Responses Oct 15, 2015

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    I figured out how to fix it.

    I have to change. But in order to understand what I have to change I have to be able to identify what's causing me pain. My pain seems to stem from hope. Hope that one day some person will care enough to help me. I have prayed, I have reached out to family, friends, and even...
    imjustaghost imjustaghost 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I felt so invisible today.

    I just need a hug or something..
    juliaarosee juliaarosee 16-17, F 13 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    When the rage inside of you turns into sorrow.

    ... Thanks god that I have music
    Rustedarmor Rustedarmor 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Did You Know....

    Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive.... Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated.... Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the one who needs it the most...
    deleted deleted 26-30 95 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    Everyone seems to hate me outside of the

    Internet I just want t feel cared for and loved but even my parents ignore every word I say and I have no friends and I haven't since 5 years ago. I wish I'd just die it seems like I'm worthless.
    TheOddOne1999 TheOddOne1999 16-17, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    Does anyone ever feel miserable they are poor?

    I am not dirt poor but don't have it as lucky as everyone else I read about on groups in apart of. There are things I want but can't get them. I've never been on holiday and i wish I could go. There are art supplies I need, can't afford them. Want a new bible because mine is...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 46-50 1 Response Jan 30

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    That moment.. You want to connect with someone,

    someone to be close to..and u realize u have no one lol.. :D That's exactly how im feeling right now..have no one to say "hey" to or to ask me how I am? or how my life is going? and to know about there day and how things have been going with them.Sucks having no close friends...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 4 Responses May 15, 2014

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    Im just going to stay away from ep

    for a while. I would still log in almost everyday. I just need a break because this is too much that I can't take.. I'm working on getting better.. it's not like anybody will miss me lol.. I will come back when I start feeling better
    sparklingillusion sparklingillusion 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I been depressed for a long time now.

    .. I was molested four times by different people. Two were girls when i was younger. I just got out of a controlling relationship. I dont have anyone to talk to. im anti social. I just need help.
    SimplyEbonie SimplyEbonie 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Life is just some sick joke.

    I have no drive to do anything. I can't even talk to people because I'm so screwed up. Every day is the same, it's just some stupid routine. The only thing I look forward to everyday is getting to lay in bed. It's literally the only thing I enjoy. I'm scared of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 14, 2015

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    I randomly came across this website

    when I was looking for ways to assuage my unhappiness. I have been feeling depressed for the past year and I couldn't heal myself with everything that's been going on in school. I don't have anyone to talk to about it either, because I left everyone. I have family, but my family...
    Silh0uettes Silh0uettes 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wish I hadn't had so much to drink at my

    friend's birthday party. I got very upset later because I had way too much, possibly the most I've ever had. I think it was because I'd been drinking occasionally for the past month or two and not getting upset at all, so I thought I could drink a lot like my friends and be...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I try to be happy... It's pretty hard to be

    genuinely happy when you're family makes jokes about your flaws! (An example is me never having a girlfriend) not everyone needs to know these things but why not tell all the friends and family at events! I just love everyone knowing I'm a pathetic worthless loser!
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M Jan 30

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    Life hasn't been great the last while.

    .. Well, it's had some amazing parts, and I guess I enjoy those. But I go through most days just wishing I was dead instead... I push these thoughts away. I've dealt with and overcome depression before. But this is different... Then, I was waiting for life to start. Now, I feel...
    John1Freeman John1Freeman 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 18-21, F 64 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    I want to die so badly.

    I just wanna finally have peace, the scars don't seem to work no more. I just want to be happy.. Is that too much to ask? I would do anything to finally grow that balls to put the knife on my neck rather than my wrist
    sadwithasmile sadwithasmile 16-17, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Everybody is always so fuc*king "fine".

    But we are not. Sometimes, we are hurt and bruised and nearly completely shattered and this, sir, is not what one calls fine... No one knows what's happening and you have to wear that fake smile so you don't hurt others..
    JennyAB JennyAB 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 4, 2015

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    Lately it's been so hard to find interest in

    anything whatsoever, my grades are falling, I haven't been doing much more than trying to sleep and crying hysterically… And I'm scared this will mess up my relationship with my bf
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