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I Am Depressed

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    jamesb2244 jamesb2244 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Well may some of my friends here know

    that I'm in Mexico for the whole summer, which I'm super excited about! I been hanging out with my cousins, been going out downtown, played soccer, walking around, and other stuff. But lately I been starting to feel sad, kinda depressed I would said it. I guess I really do miss...
    Zimry96 Zimry96 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 21, 2014

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    This weekend suppose to be the funest,

    but I am alone in another pre weekend before my birthday. I have no friends. They just know be by my name. I do not ever spend time with anyone to call them my friend....I went out to celebrate picnic day by myself. Now, i am back at the apt alone. I have my bf worried that he...
    87athleteunknown 87athleteunknown 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    Badly. I thought I would get better

    but I only seem to be getting worse. I used to be positive and optimistic about it but now I'm just negative and barely trying. I don't even try or do anything anymore. I just lay here and barely do anything. I hate how no one understands how bad it is. I wasn't at school for...
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Anyone else think is this all I was put on

    earth for? I'm empty inside I want more out of life but I can't get it
    MEGHANRAE95 MEGHANRAE95 18-21, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Lost another great soul yesterday 😭 rest

    easy Brennan and fly high with eathan The man who took your life will get his soon Brennan. But you're in a better place now, you don't have to worry anymore.
    WaitingForSuperman WaitingForSuperman 16-17, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I want to move far away

    where nobody knows me
    bluesnowball bluesnowball 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Do you ever feel like you want to jump infront

    of a train, and die, at the same time, you want someone to notice and saves you? :/
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I Am Depressed

    I know I am depressed, it has taken me over a year to get medication for it. The constant low moods and then getting really angry. It kills me. Although not suicidal yet i feel the brief feelings coming on. I can't physically move from bed in the morning, i don't want to go out...
    sparkle11 sparkle11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2012

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    Stuff Is Making Me Mad

    I've had issues with depression since I was 11. I eventually was put on medication when I wasn't self medicating with other things. I was forced to stay off my mood stabilizer when my mother went all nuts and threatened a lot of BS if I filled my prescription with her insurance...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    I literally don't feel like doing anything

    or talking with anyone. I just want to be alone and cry
    justakookiegirl justakookiegirl 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    That moment.. You want to connect with someone,

    someone to be close to..and u realize u have no one lol.. :D That's exactly how im feeling right now..have no one to say "hey" to or to ask me how I am? or how my life is going? and to know about there day and how things have been going with them.Sucks having no close friends...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 4 Responses May 15, 2014

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    Hoping today is a good day

    for me ughh I hate school harder when your different too
    Hollybird17 Hollybird17 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I want to sleep my days away

    until I have none. I want a drunken stupor that lasts in silence of my own house so I can dwell and be completely lost but without being lost at all. No one to call. No one to see. No one to hear. Just me and my empty thoughts. Alone. In complete bitter silence where my mind...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    I have experienced so much loss this year.

    My fiancé, my god sister, two cousins, 3 of my best friends, and my uncle chuck.
    Jelliboo Jelliboo 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I can't cry. I literally can't.

    I have no tears left and I want so badly to cry. I never feel happy. Almost nothing excites me or makes me happy anymore. It's been like this for almost two years now, or more I don't remember. I feel a sadness lurking around me all the time. Around my friends, my family, around...
    camelunicorn camelunicorn 16-17, F 32 Responses Jun 30, 2014

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    Hello, Am a 13 year old girl.

    I have a lot stupid things. I show on skype my naked body to a boy. He makes photo's . I cut myself and hate myself. A girl in clas saw my scars I cut myself again Full story comes :/
    XCuteWithoutE XCuteWithoutE 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    again I'm back feeling like nothing.

    being a disappointment to everyone.
    penguinproblems penguinproblems 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Everybody is always so fuc*king "fine".

    But we are not. Sometimes, we are hurt and bruised and nearly completely shattered and this, sir, is not what one calls fine... No one knows what's happening and you have to wear that fake smile so you don't hurt others..
    JennyAB JennyAB 16-17, F 10 Responses Jan 4

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    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    First off this is an old story everyone .

    Im happy now . NOVEMBER 26,2014 I'm not sure how much people will actually read this because it's going to be really long but basically I've struggled with depression my whole life . I'm not looking for attention i just want to put my story out there because I've hid it my...
    FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul 18-21, F 20 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    I still haven't went to get help,

    I can't bring myself to do it. Maybe I don't actually care and want to feel this way. I don't see my future, I can't see myself doing anything "happy and productive" in the next 5-10 years if I do live. I'm useless, not really good at anything. Although there are positive sides...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 4 Responses Jan 14

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    posting here and just by simply being here

    again makes me sad, to be honest... i've been off ep for a couple or more months cuz life was getting better... but all good things dont last... im back here again and so are my problems.. i cant stop crying, i still dont have anyone to be here for me. i feel isolated.. i feel...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    My Declaration

    So many thoughts course through my mind that it has grown weary. Thoughts of life, of meaning, of purpose, of concepts, of beliefs.  Thoughts of “shoulds” or “should have nots”. Thoughts of reasoning, of justification. Thoughts of fantasies, of fulfillment. Thoughts of...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 8 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    Did You Know....

    Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive.... Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated.... Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the one who needs it the most...
    deleted deleted 26-30 98 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 11

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    I just woke up feeling bleh today.

    I was suppose to have a girls night with some friends where we junk fooded out on gummy bears and have strawberry milkshake, but I'm not sure if I'm up for it. Part of the reason I feel so bleh is because last night some disgusting **** indecently exposed him self to me on my...
    Shirousa Shirousa 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Sadness is tears after losing a game

    or a broken bone, depression is sobs at 3 am when you're all alone. Sadness makes you blue, depression makes you numb. Sadness loses to happy, depression loses to none. Sadness is the curious neighbor, depression is the unwanted houseguest. Sadness is your hotel room, depression...
    BabyBlondeOne BabyBlondeOne 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    Since I lost the greatest love of my life I

    have been asked countless times what I did to her that caused this. Unfortunately it is assumed that since I am a man, all men are jerks and thus I did something wrong. I can’t say that this did not offend me because I gave her nothing but kindness, love and respect. I did...
    NoOneImportantNow NoOneImportantNow 46-50, M 4 Responses Aug 13, 2014

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    Hey there's the light at the end of the tunnel,

    passed that road block, cave in and wall...
    Dino256 Dino256 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    When you lack motivation

    because you've accepted defeat...
    xoxoCharlierose xoxoCharlierose 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    Sweetaugust Sweetaugust 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 1

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    I only feel like this on random days.

    I don't get why it comes and goes
    ManipulativeEngineer ManipulativeEngineer 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Alone In This World

    i am alone.I need someone who understnds my feelings right now.I have many friends but they nevr gona understnd what im feeling is,nt even my familiy.I dnt knw y everythng has been changd.I wnt everythng to b same as befor.Im tryng my bst to b strong bt y cnt any1 understnds it.Y...
    MagiCizMe MagiCizMe 22-25, F 9 Responses Nov 14, 2012

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    does anyone else play the happy role in front

    of other people and family just so they don't see how much ur hurting and suffering?
    rainyday10 rainyday10 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 16-17, F 66 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    I recently found out

    that my best friend has been lying to me and it hurts and I can no longer talk to her
    jamesb2244 jamesb2244 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I find myself lost scared

    and hurt just like before but worse my uncle that I am very very close to has cancer it's really hard to see him like this we have always been a strong family I'm always strong for them but I just can't be I don't know how. This is the very first time that I'm not strong in...
    Hollybird17 Hollybird17 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Am I Dreaming Or Is It Me?

    I fall asleep to wake up to this dream. This dream of me. This dream of me falling off the track. Of things I can't take back. It's just a list of faces and known places. A heart that cannot be fixed. A mind that's on the fritz. What is this. What is this hole you've dug...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 15 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    My heart can only take

    so much. I don't know what to do to escape the pain. My thoughts frighten me.
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 9 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    EmanonEvahi EmanonEvahi 36-40, M 9 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    With the dark blahs all day,

    i know all over again i'm on my way back down. Evetything is so dull like. Dead and bleak. I can't sleep or eat even more during the blahs. Food is just so... unappealing , everything. So i just dont eat at all. Geezz and i dont even know where i'm going with this. I do know...
    MeZero0 MeZero0 41-45 4 days ago

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    I felt so invisible today.

    I just need a hug or something..
    juliaarosee juliaarosee 16-17, F 13 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    I Send My Love To You All ≪3

    i know you don't no me in person... but i just wanted to say that i love you. I don't care who you are . what your problems are . your sexuality , your skin colour, where you live , what language you speak , your choice of music or what ever , i just wanted to say i love you. I...
    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 1 Response Apr 23, 2013

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    Again ! A friend left me >.

    < why me ? I don't like to be used over and over . What am I doing wrong .
    NeonCorpse64 NeonCorpse64 16-17, M 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    XCuteWithoutE XCuteWithoutE 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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