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I Am Depressed

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    Missprincessgabby Missprincessgabby 16-17, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm not the type of person to say

    when something is wrong.I always have to be the strong 1 I cannot show my weakness but right now I don't care.I feel weak like my life has be drained from my body.I can't get out of bed,I don't feel like going to school I need 1 day.Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow but today is...
    Whattodo2986 Whattodo2986 26-30, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I wish I could just shut everyone

    and everything out . I don't know why
    Lonelyone6 Lonelyone6 46-50, F 8 Responses Jul 18

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    my ex broke up with me

    and then went on to someone new three weeks later after 4 years. He knowingly played with my heart for three months, in the end I lost out and am depressed and hurt over this. How you can do that to someone that you loved for 4 years I don't understand.
    ll77 ll77 36-40, F 16 Responses Aug 11

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    I've been this way for

    as long as I can remember. I hate many things about myself. But that's not the only reason. Sometimes I just feel alone in the 'universe.' Like nothing is going to fix it. like an existential depression. but there are things I can control somewhat, like the things I do. But it's...
    crumbles3 crumbles3 22-25 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Am I Dreaming Or Is It Me?

    I fall asleep to wake up to this dream. This dream of me. This dream of me falling off the track. Of things I can't take back. It's just a list of faces and known places. A heart that cannot be fixed. A mind that's on the fritz. What is this. What is this hole you've dug...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 17 Responses Jun 5

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    When I'm crying and he comes to comfort me ^~^

    dogs are more loyal then people
    PrincessManuela PrincessManuela 13-15, F 5 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I have a happy family A family

    who fight each other a Family .. A monster, A hell. I have a family wwho'd messed up with mmy head. Who suffocate and choke my system to no return. I have a family, .... Theyre not my home.. theyre hell...they made me suffer.. they brought pain.. They're my. family.. Not..
    PartyPoison04 PartyPoison04 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    Did You Know....

    Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive.... Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated.... Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the one who needs it the most...
    deleted deleted 26-30 99 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 16-17, F 67 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    I want to sleep my days away

    until I have none. I want a drunken stupor that lasts in silence of my own house so I can dwell and be completely lost but without being lost at all. No one to call. No one to see. No one to hear. Just me and my empty thoughts. Alone. In complete bitter silence where my mind...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    The Solution

    i climb so high just to fall it doesn't matter after all it pulls me in i try to leave there's just so much i cannot believe i hate this place i want to go although my sadness never shows step by step i slowly ascend where i'll fall will just depend tiny capsules of quick...
    irishnative irishnative 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 14, 2013

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    Only those who have experienced depression

    truly understand what a debilitating and horrible disease it is. All you want to do is sleep, and sleep, and sleep. The medication that the psychiatrists give you cause you to become even more numb, more cold. You feel worthless, helpless even. You begin to self-medicate but...
    SuicideRedefined SuicideRedefined 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 7

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    My damned depression is getting out of hand.

    I can't really sleep anymore. I can't eat, relax, laugh, giggle, smile, or speak above a whisper. I can't walk past or stand near my mother or sister without being yelled at. I can't help but feel hurt when I over-hear compliments, kisses, "I Love You", shouts...
    SimplyZero SimplyZero 13-15, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I have a happy family A family

    who fight each other a Family .. A monster, A hell. I have a family wwho'd messed up with mmy head. Who suffocate and choke my system to no return. I have a family, .... Theyre not my home.. theyre hell...they made me suffer.. they brought pain.. They're my. family.. Not..
    PartyPoison04 PartyPoison04 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    No one cares about you

    unless you're pretty or dead.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 28

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    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 16-17, F 13 Responses Jun 27

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    Hey, how's all you trolls been?

    I haven't been on here in a long time. Months actually. One of the people I was talking to and became good friends with turned out to be so fake that it made feel like everyone on here is but oh well I guess I should get over it. What should I expect, it is the internet after...
    HopelessClarity HopelessClarity 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 9

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    jamorah jamorah 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My life thus far, explained in years of age: 1.

    I cannot remember. For my first birthday I got a cake in the shape of a baseball, based on the few photos from my childhood I managed to acquire. 2. I can remember only vaguely. We lived in a different house then. Our father worked at Safeway at the time, and often came home...
    EthanFisher EthanFisher 16-17 3 Responses Jun 24

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    Since I lost the greatest love of my life I

    have been asked countless times what I did to her that caused this. Unfortunately it is assumed that since I am a man, all men are jerks and thus I did something wrong. I can’t say that this did not offend me because I gave her nothing but kindness, love and respect. I did...
    NoOneImportantNow NoOneImportantNow 46-50, M 5 Responses Aug 13

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    My bf hasn't been responding

    and I miss him -looks down- I wanna cry
    Aroura666 Aroura666 16-17, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    You'll never know what i feel.

    . You'll never know what i've seen. You'll never know who iam.. You'll never understand me.. No one ever did fullyvsee the true me.. Nothing can see my true identity.. All you see is the happy me.. but it will leave a mystery when you swe the sad glimpse in my eyes.. im broken...
    PartyPoison04 PartyPoison04 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    marianda01 marianda01 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 12

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    Alone In This World

    i am alone.I need someone who understnds my feelings right now.I have many friends but they nevr gona understnd what im feeling is,nt even my familiy.I dnt knw y everythng has been changd.I wnt everythng to b same as befor.Im tryng my bst to b strong bt y cnt any1 understnds it.Y...
    MagiCizMe MagiCizMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 14, 2012

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    From Me To You. A Story From Ep Friend That Motivates Me.

    From me. To you:"Just so you know depression is not a disease or a condition, it's...a state of the mind which coerces you to believe that you are all alone and helpless to the causes around you that is overwhelming your vision of life ahead, it can be beat if you surround...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Dec 17, 2012

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    New years eve the day of the last,

    Nothing to lose but the past. The broken soul sobs deeply, As everyone else drinks freely. He silently suffers knowing its the end, As he puts the gun to his head. 11:56 he accepts his fate, An old life he has come to hate. 11:57 he leaves the note, Stained with tears of silence...
    Tornapart64 Tornapart64 16-17, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Feel so down today. Nothing weird though,

    I always do. But I don't know, it is a different kind of sadness today.
    dukealone dukealone 13-15, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Why am I judge all the time?

    I thought this was a place where people support you and help you out. I'm obviously wrong. I get told I'm seeking attention when in reality I'm seeking someone to talk to. Yes I want to die. Yes I cut. Doesn't mean you have the right to judge me. So whatever. You wonder why I...
    lexrae lexrae 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Send My Love To You All ≪3

    i know you don't no me in person... but i just wanted to say that i love you. I don't care who you are . what your problems are . your sexuality , your skin colour, where you live , what language you speak , your choice of music or what ever , i just wanted to say i love you. I...
    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 Apr 23, 2013

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    That moment.. You want to connect with someone,

    someone to be close to..and u realize u have no one lol.. :D That's exactly how im feeling right now..have no one to say "hey" to or to ask me how I am? or how my life is going? and to know about there day and how things have been going with them.Sucks having no close friends...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 4 Responses May 15

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    It's apparent that I must have lost my talent

    to write the poetry I was once known for, so this piece will have to do. I shouldn't have clicked on her profile and viewed her pictures. I knew it would lead me to this state. But, I just had to see If you were still with her. And you are. And happier than ever. My heart is...
    TheHogwartzJanitor TheHogwartzJanitor 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I Do Know What It Feels Like. ...

    I do know what it feels like. I'm not there right now, but I certainly know what it feels like to not want to wake up again. Its a dark, dark, distant place and I could never wish that on anyone else. Its hard **** but you can get through it. The worse thing is it that you...
    pacwoman pacwoman 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 8, 2007

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    Is school really worth the suicidal thoughts it

    gives me? I'm transferring to a different degree program next semester at a different school, so every class I'm taking now is essentially a waste of money. Huh, so, these suicidal thoughts I'm having are for nothing. Good to ******* know. I may not even end up transferring to a...
    Lateralus07 Lateralus07 18-21, M 6 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I can't cry. I literally can't.

    I have no tears left and I want so badly to cry. I never feel happy. Almost nothing excites me or makes me happy anymore. It's been like this for almost two years now, or more I don't remember. I feel a sadness lurking around me all the time. Around my friends, my family, around...
    camelunicorn camelunicorn 13-15, F 36 Responses Jun 30

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    Razor blade on my palm.

    . playing with it.. while listening to MCR's songs.. i'm getting all suicidal thoughts.. abd im practically laughing because of it.. hahaha.. me dying is awesome.. though im just gonna cut.. ill show the world.. how it made me **** myself up.. how it ruined me.. hahaha.. x'D no...
    PartyPoison04 PartyPoison04 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I lost all my social skills from being in the

    hospital for too long, I lost ambition from being cooped up in a house for weeks, I lost my mind from constantly waking up with anxiety attacks, I lost. "Go out, have fun" is easier said than done. If I had the chance to, believe me that would've been the first thing id have...
    VeinsOfMisanthrope VeinsOfMisanthrope 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Am Depressed

    I know I am depressed, it has taken me over a year to get medication for it. The constant low moods and then getting really angry. It kills me. Although not suicidal yet i feel the brief feelings coming on. I can't physically move from bed in the morning, i don't want to go out...
    sparkle11 sparkle11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2012

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    GingerSlimSTL GingerSlimSTL 13-15, M 3 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    i feel i have no soul everything's falling

    apart.. and all i wanna do is go home.. but i dont have one.. I never had a reason to know why i should live.. i never find one place.. i think im getting crazy.. im ruining my broken life. im broken deeper and deeper i get lost at my own demons. why would i still live if i got...
    PartyPoison04 PartyPoison04 13-15, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    My Declaration

    So many thoughts course through my mind that it has grown weary. Thoughts of life, of meaning, of purpose, of concepts, of beliefs.  Thoughts of “shoulds” or “should have nots”. Thoughts of reasoning, of justification. Thoughts of fantasies, of fulfillment. Thoughts of...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 8 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    I sometimes cry cuz i see kids my age

    and younger happy and everyone knows who they are, even young gay couples **** me off who are together and interactual cuz i ask myself why cant that be me....i really do
    SexyBeazt96 SexyBeazt96 13-15, M 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    So about 44 minutes ago I was in a group chat

    with someone friends and I told them about me and a really close guy friend, Jalen... I showed them me and his messages which said, Jalen: you gave me a *****. He was being serious cus I sent him a pic. I thought I could trust my friend but she went and asked him. Jalen got mad...
    mackenziee28 mackenziee28 13-15, F 8 Responses Feb 15

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    Force myself out of bed,

    force a fake smile on my face to make a fake happiness. My entire body aches. I'm not motivated to do anything. I just wanna curl up in a ball and do nothing. I cry way too much and I overthink everything there is to think about. I get headaches all the time from pulling out my...
    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 16-17, F 4 Responses May 28

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    Goodbye world, I just made one of these accounts

    so I can at least tell one person. I hate school I hate my home life i hate myself. I'm not worth living I don't deserved to be alive. Goodbye.
    Iwillalwaysbeforgotten Iwillalwaysbeforgotten 13-15, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    I felt so invisible today.

    I just need a hug or something..
    juliaarosee juliaarosee 13-15, F 14 Responses Sep 4

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    Stuff Is Making Me Mad

    I've had issues with depression since I was 11. I eventually was put on medication when I wasn't self medicating with other things. I was forced to stay off my mood stabilizer when my mother went all nuts and threatened a lot of BS if I filled my prescription with her insurance...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 6 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    I hear people tell me I'm pretty on this website

    but not in my real life. I get called ugly, fat, a looser and so much more. Even if I actually was pretty(I'm not) it wouldn't madder. Depression is depression and just because someone looks or talks a different way, doesn't mean they can't be depressed. The most beautiful girl...
    bellsmarrie bellsmarrie 18-21, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    life seems so pointless.

    . anyone else feel like this?
    AlexAnimeFreak AlexAnimeFreak 13-15, F 10 Responses Mar 21

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    It started again. feeling lost in my thoughts

    again im hiding in my room from everyone else i dont feel like eating nothings important anymore. I dont feel like talking i want to be alone with no talking just music
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have built a wall between What I believe

    and what is true I have sacrificed the love I had For power over you I have stayed locked behind this door To show there's no way out I got lost within the space between The question and the doubt We could wrestle with tomorrow Till tomorrow's in the past Because I have torn...
    lady2089 lady2089 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Iwillalwaysbeforgotten Iwillalwaysbeforgotten 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I just feel like every time someone says "we

    need to talk" its about negative issues and I feel sad right away. why do I automatically think bad things..
    damonsmommy damonsmommy 18-21, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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