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    I am very depressed right now.

    It's funny how you are so happy and having a good life and the next it all starts coming down
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Jan 11

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    I need to leave now. I'm a worthless,

    empty, sick individual. Nobody gives a **** about me. It'd be so much easier on everyone if I was dead. I plan to be gone by this time tomorrow
    BrookeSandhurst BrookeSandhurst 16-17, F 14 Responses Mar 3, 2015

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    I need someone to talk to,

    my ki-k is Hunter221133664455
    Jacob2111 Jacob2111 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    I figured out how to fix it.

    I have to change. But in order to understand what I have to change I have to be able to identify what's causing me pain. My pain seems to stem from hope. Hope that one day some person will care enough to help me. I have prayed, I have reached out to family, friends, and even...
    imjustaghost imjustaghost 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Envying somebody who is about to die

    or died. This is my feelings right now. Somebody I barely knew had a cancer. That person sent a message to my parents. "I don't want to die". The only thing I focused was the word die. I was starting to envy that person. Then that person died. It made me feel unhappy. Yes...
    Tazmanou Tazmanou 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Well , I lost all my friends over a guy ,

    the guy was my best guy friend and one of my friend's ex from a year ago but, they were just **** buddies for a week .clearly after her finding out about me and him because we started seeing eachother after, she turned everyone against me , and now I just don't know what to do...
    ASA15 ASA15 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    My heart can only take

    so much. I don't know what to do to escape the pain. My thoughts frighten me.
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    EmanonEvahi EmanonEvahi 36-40, M 9 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    No one cares about you

    unless you're pretty or dead.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    Im just going to stay away from ep

    for a while. I would still log in almost everyday. I just need a break because this is too much that I can't take.. I'm working on getting better.. it's not like anybody will miss me lol.. I will come back when I start feeling better
    sparklingillusion sparklingillusion 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Hey, how's all you trolls been?

    I haven't been on here in a long time. Months actually. One of the people I was talking to and became good friends with turned out to be so fake that it made feel like everyone on here is but oh well I guess I should get over it. What should I expect, it is the internet after...
    HopelessClarity HopelessClarity 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    I always feel like I don't want to live in this

    world. I am so lonely and there is violence everywhere. I live in an orphanage and my boyfriend just broke up with me. And when I go to a social network I always read that people think girls are just useful for that one thing. And I feel like nobody loves me or will love me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses Aug 15, 2015

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    I felt so invisible today.

    I just need a hug or something..
    juliaarosee juliaarosee 16-17, F 13 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    My Declaration

    So many thoughts course through my mind that it has grown weary. Thoughts of life, of meaning, of purpose, of concepts, of beliefs.  Thoughts of “shoulds” or “should have nots”. Thoughts of reasoning, of justification. Thoughts of fantasies, of fulfillment. Thoughts of...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 8 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    I want to not care, but how can I

    when they remind me how my life sucks everyday
    Fallbeforewefallout Fallbeforewefallout 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I suffer from hyperhidrosis

    or excessive sweating. Does anyone else in the UK suffer from this?
    pbarn pbarn 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Do you see me?? Do you see how i fake it.

    .? Do you see how i hate it..? Do you see??? I rarely laugh.. i rarely speak face to face with people. Do you know how it is to feel like you got a phobia about people?? How I got a big trust issue?? Do you see that I may have gotten better with studying.. That i can no longer...
    KarasuEm KarasuEm 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 11, 2015

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    Today is already a regret,

    I wish I would've never woken up.
    sassycookie sassycookie 18-21, F 11 Responses Oct 15, 2015

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    I Am Depressed

    I know I am depressed, it has taken me over a year to get medication for it. The constant low moods and then getting really angry. It kills me. Although not suicidal yet i feel the brief feelings coming on. I can't physically move from bed in the morning, i don't want to go out...
    sparkle11 sparkle11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2012

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    I try to be happy... It's pretty hard to be

    genuinely happy when you're family makes jokes about your flaws! (An example is me never having a girlfriend) not everyone needs to know these things but why not tell all the friends and family at events! I just love everyone knowing I'm a pathetic worthless loser!
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M Jan 30

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    I been depressed for a long time now.

    .. I was molested four times by different people. Two were girls when i was younger. I just got out of a controlling relationship. I dont have anyone to talk to. im anti social. I just need help.
    SimplyEbonie SimplyEbonie 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I want to sleep my days away

    until I have none. I want a drunken stupor that lasts in silence of my own house so I can dwell and be completely lost but without being lost at all. No one to call. No one to see. No one to hear. Just me and my empty thoughts. Alone. In complete bitter silence where my mind...
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    having the worst day of my life.

    just finally coming to terms with my best friends suicide. Hope I can make it through the day. #MissyouforeverMySister
    maya0871 maya0871 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 16, 2015

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    Nothing ever goes right

    for me it seems like. My asshat husband is going to get everything in the divorce while I'll get almost nothing. He was emotionally abusive to me, controlling and just a **** all around. Now that I'm finally free of him I'll get no justice and he'll get everything! How is that...
    GoldenHeart69 GoldenHeart69 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Suicide? noooo! Please DON'T.

    Don't do it! Never! There's always a better way. If you feel so miserable and you think it's the only way out, YOU'RE WRONG! If you're being bullied or abused or some people are just so stupid enough to not see your worth... don't give them the satisfaction of proving they were...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    haileeilenenanderson haileeilenenanderson 13-15, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    my mind is so messed up I know I need

    professional help but I am too afraid to even go in to the Doctors and book an appointment I know depression lessens self-esteem and self-confidence but I didn't know it could get this bad. when I started getting depressed I promise myself I would never cut and I haven't yet but...
    thelittlekidindiapers thelittlekidindiapers 16-17, M 17 Responses Jun 6, 2015

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    Everyone seems to hate me outside of the

    Internet I just want t feel cared for and loved but even my parents ignore every word I say and I have no friends and I haven't since 5 years ago. I wish I'd just die it seems like I'm worthless.
    TheOddOne1999 TheOddOne1999 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    The worst part about feeling

    so terrible is desperately wanting to ask people for help but not doing so because you know there's nothing they can do.
    istillknownothing istillknownothing 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    BillionDollarDream BillionDollarDream 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 18-21, F 64 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    whall1971 whall1971 41-45, M 3 Responses Feb 1

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    When the rage inside of you turns into sorrow.

    ... Thanks god that I have music
    Rustedarmor Rustedarmor 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I want to die so badly.

    I just wanna finally have peace, the scars don't seem to work no more. I just want to be happy.. Is that too much to ask? I would do anything to finally grow that balls to put the knife on my neck rather than my wrist
    sadwithasmile sadwithasmile 16-17, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Life hasn't been great the last while.

    .. Well, it's had some amazing parts, and I guess I enjoy those. But I go through most days just wishing I was dead instead... I push these thoughts away. I've dealt with and overcome depression before. But this is different... Then, I was waiting for life to start. Now, I feel...
    John1Freeman John1Freeman 18-21, M Feb 1

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    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 11, 2015

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    Where the Hell I imagined myself today around

    10:00 now I'm not saying that parents should have to pay for college but at least I expected mine to help me out some type away. For an example it took my mom 8-10 ******* months in order to fill out Fafsa. Really are you ******* kidding me. -.- I am truly pissed! I wanted to go...
    blahblahblahxoxo blahblahblahxoxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I Send My Love To You All ≪3

    i know you don't no me in person... but i just wanted to say that i love you. I don't care who you are . what your problems are . your sexuality , your skin colour, where you live , what language you speak , your choice of music or what ever , i just wanted to say i love you. I...
    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 1 Response Apr 23, 2013

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    I can't cry. I literally can't.

    I have no tears left and I want so badly to cry. I never feel happy. Almost nothing excites me or makes me happy anymore. It's been like this for almost two years now, or more I don't remember. I feel a sadness lurking around me all the time. Around my friends, my family, around...
    camelunicorn camelunicorn 16-17, F 30 Responses Jun 30, 2014

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    I never really knew quite what depression was.

    I thought that it was extreme sadness. that's why I believed that I never really truly had depression. recently I have realized that I actually do have depression. I identified with close to close to all the symptoms. I have this almost constant feeling of no emotion, as if I...
    UnusualArtist UnusualArtist 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    Well, i got a job baby sitting all summer i

    start Tuesday and will only get to go home on the weekends. hopefully itll take my mind off my depression and i can maybe actually start living a little better..just wish me luck ^^
    bunnydisaster77 bunnydisaster77 22-25, F 6 Responses May 23, 2015

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    I don't want to be here anymore.

    ... I really just want to give up. I hate myself so much. I'm just a useless piece of sh*t. Just a waste of space.
    bblemonlime09 bblemonlime09 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Did You Know....

    Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive.... Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated.... Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the one who needs it the most...
    deleted deleted 26-30 95 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    I'm a single mum of 2

    and 36 my husband was emtionaly abusive still is even tho we are apart. I work a reception Job where I sit on my own for 8 hours a day. I have my mum who helps me out with kids a bit but she is so up and down with her moods and anything she does for me she holds against me. My...
    winterusa winterusa 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    So here we go again,

    after nearly 8 years of feeling ok it's the same old ****. Hopefully it won't take me a year to get over it this time
    Adelh Adelh