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I Am Depressed

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    I Send My Love To You All ≪3

    i know you don't no me in person... but i just wanted to say that i love you. I don't care who you are . what your problems are . your sexuality , your skin colour, where you live , what language you speak , your choice of music or what ever , i just wanted to say i love you. I...
    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 1 Response Apr 23, 2013

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    The worst part about feeling

    so terrible is desperately wanting to ask people for help but not doing so because you know there's nothing they can do.
    istillknownothing istillknownothing 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Today is already a regret,

    I wish I would've never woken up.
    sassycookie sassycookie 18-21, F 11 Responses Oct 15, 2015

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    ITn3v3rEnds ITn3v3rEnds 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    morimotonari morimotonari 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 6, 2015

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    My Declaration

    So many thoughts course through my mind that it has grown weary. Thoughts of life, of meaning, of purpose, of concepts, of beliefs.  Thoughts of “shoulds” or “should have nots”. Thoughts of reasoning, of justification. Thoughts of fantasies, of fulfillment. Thoughts of...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 8 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    No one cares about you

    unless you're pretty or dead.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    Im just going to stay away from ep

    for a while. I would still log in almost everyday. I just need a break because this is too much that I can't take.. I'm working on getting better.. it's not like anybody will miss me lol.. I will come back when I start feeling better
    sparklingillusion sparklingillusion 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I randomly came across this website

    when I was looking for ways to assuage my unhappiness. I have been feeling depressed for the past year and I couldn't heal myself with everything that's been going on in school. I don't have anyone to talk to about it either, because I left everyone. I have family, but my family...
    Silh0uettes Silh0uettes 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    I Am Depressed

    I know I am depressed, it has taken me over a year to get medication for it. The constant low moods and then getting really angry. It kills me. Although not suicidal yet i feel the brief feelings coming on. I can't physically move from bed in the morning, i don't want to go out...
    sparkle11 sparkle11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2012

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    I can't cry. I literally can't.

    I have no tears left and I want so badly to cry. I never feel happy. Almost nothing excites me or makes me happy anymore. It's been like this for almost two years now, or more I don't remember. I feel a sadness lurking around me all the time. Around my friends, my family, around...
    camelunicorn camelunicorn 16-17, F 30 Responses Jun 30, 2014

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    Being depressed sucks.

    Like why do humans have to feel pain hahah..
    Kylahhh Kylahhh 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 28

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    EmanonEvahi EmanonEvahi 36-40, M 9 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    I need someone to talk to,

    my ki-k is Hunter221133664455
    Jacob2111 Jacob2111 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    First off this is an old story everyone .

    Im happy now . NOVEMBER 26,2014 I'm not sure how much people will actually read this because it's going to be really long but basically I've struggled with depression my whole life . I'm not looking for attention i just want to put my story out there because I've hid it my...
    FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul FlowerChildWithARockNRollSoul 18-21, F 25 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 18-21, F 64 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    I try to be happy... It's pretty hard to be

    genuinely happy when you're family makes jokes about your flaws! (An example is me never having a girlfriend) not everyone needs to know these things but why not tell all the friends and family at events! I just love everyone knowing I'm a pathetic worthless loser!
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    Does anyone ever feel miserable they are poor?

    I am not dirt poor but don't have it as lucky as everyone else I read about on groups in apart of. There are things I want but can't get them. I've never been on holiday and i wish I could go. There are art supplies I need, can't afford them. Want a new bible because mine is...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 46-50 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm so good at hiding it,

    I end up believing that I'm not depressed... then the feeling of depression hits me and I just crash and sabotage myself. #sigh
    PreciselyUnknown PreciselyUnknown 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    haileeilenenanderson haileeilenenanderson 13-15, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm in a dark and lonely place .

    It's not a good place to be . It's a daily struggle that I fight on my own . Depression is horrific but I'm trying . My depression is not my fault but it's from what I was given in life. I hope there will be a better future for me without this depression .
    MysticEmerald MysticEmerald 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I want to sleep my days away

    until I have none. I want a drunken stupor that lasts in silence of my own house so I can dwell and be completely lost but without being lost at all. No one to call. No one to see. No one to hear. Just me and my empty thoughts. Alone. In complete bitter silence where my mind...
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    Everybody is always so fuc*king "fine".

    But we are not. Sometimes, we are hurt and bruised and nearly completely shattered and this, sir, is not what one calls fine... No one knows what's happening and you have to wear that fake smile so you don't hurt others..
    JennyAB JennyAB 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 4, 2015

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    I just had a huge fight with my bf

    and I really need someone to talk to because I'm crying 👍
    Jason2111 Jason2111 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I still haven't went to get help,

    I can't bring myself to do it. Maybe I don't actually care and want to feel this way. I don't see my future, I can't see myself doing anything "happy and productive" in the next 5-10 years if I do live. I'm useless, not really good at anything. Although there are positive sides...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2015

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    If we are depressed it is to lead us back to

    the light; and when we're there in the light we can give the light to others!
    LoveIsWithinYou LoveIsWithinYou 26-30, M Jan 27

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    anyone get to a point of depression they feel

    nothing? i do. when im feeling a really bad depression moment i have no emotions at all, i dont feel anything not hunger or thirst, not happiness or sadness, i just feel empty. i feel like it more than i like to admit, when i am feeling like it, i dont feel amny motivation to do...
    rebornlover101 rebornlover101 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    hi am very very depressed hi do need love in my

    heart my nasty family have depress me my brother and his daughter
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M Jan 28

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    I never really knew quite what depression was.

    I thought that it was extreme sadness. that's why I believed that I never really truly had depression. recently I have realized that I actually do have depression. I identified with close to close to all the symptoms. I have this almost constant feeling of no emotion, as if I...
    UnusualArtist UnusualArtist 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Did You Know....

    Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive.... Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated.... Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the one who needs it the most...
    deleted deleted 26-30 95 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    So I had to give first aid to a dude

    that got hit by a car today. Part of me is glad I was able to help and that the other bystanders were so helpful and compassionate, and I think the patient will be OK, but it seems like whenever these situations happen I just go on autopilot and then freak out after. Hell, it...
    triggerwarning triggerwarning 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    I felt so invisible today.

    I just need a hug or something..
    juliaarosee juliaarosee 16-17, F 13 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    whall1971 whall1971 41-45, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    My heart can only take

    so much. I don't know what to do to escape the pain. My thoughts frighten me.
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    I figured out how to fix it.

    I have to change. But in order to understand what I have to change I have to be able to identify what's causing me pain. My pain seems to stem from hope. Hope that one day some person will care enough to help me. I have prayed, I have reached out to family, friends, and even...
    imjustaghost imjustaghost 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm depressed because I feel like life isn't

    getting any better . I feel like I'm trapped in this depressing cage of a life . Every time something bad happens I long for the past . The future is uncertain and even scary to me. There's no one I can relate to around me.
    MysticEmerald MysticEmerald 36-40, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 11, 2015

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    having the worst day of my life.

    just finally coming to terms with my best friends suicide. Hope I can make it through the day. #MissyouforeverMySister
    maya0871 maya0871 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 16, 2015

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    I need to leave now. I'm a worthless,

    empty, sick individual. Nobody gives a **** about me. It'd be so much easier on everyone if I was dead. I plan to be gone by this time tomorrow
    BrookeSandhurst BrookeSandhurst 16-17, F 14 Responses Mar 3, 2015

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    So here we go again,

    after nearly 8 years of feeling ok it's the same old ****. Hopefully it won't take me a year to get over it this time
    Adelh Adelh 22-25, F 8 Responses Dec 20, 2015

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    tony1411 tony1411 56-60, M 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    Well may some of my friends here know

    that I'm in Mexico for the whole summer, which I'm super excited about! I been hanging out with my cousins, been going out downtown, played soccer, walking around, and other stuff. But lately I been starting to feel sad, kinda depressed I would said it. I guess I really do miss...
    Zimry96 Zimry96 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 21, 2014

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    Self diagnosed and completely hidden in my real

    life. I've known for a while now that I'd crept past just simply feeling down to something more serious. I'm an intelligent woman and I know I should get help but I won't. Mostly because it doesn't affect my daily life, I've become ,like so many I imagine, an expert at hiding...
    snoopysgirl snoopysgirl 46-50, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm having second thought on this career path I

    took. Only 1 year left til I graduate from college and I don't know if I chose the right decision to take up this course. It's full of pressure and criticisms and if I enter this world I need to be good at socializing and communication and I don't know if I could make it to this...
    joannarose joannarose 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    Do you see me?? Do you see how i fake it.

    .? Do you see how i hate it..? Do you see??? I rarely laugh.. i rarely speak face to face with people. Do you know how it is to feel like you got a phobia about people?? How I got a big trust issue?? Do you see that I may have gotten better with studying.. That i can no longer...
    KarasuEm KarasuEm 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 11, 2015

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