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    I can't talk to my girlfriend

    for 3 months. And she's the one who heals me. It's so depressing and hard. I don't know how can i go through this. I am seriously mad!
    Vinny09 Vinny09 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I want to sleep my days away

    until I have none. I want a drunken stupor that lasts in silence of my own house so I can dwell and be completely lost but without being lost at all. No one to call. No one to see. No one to hear. Just me and my empty thoughts. Alone. In complete bitter silence where my mind...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    Think About This...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 16-17, F 66 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    Well My heart has just been shattered lol im

    just going to laugh and smile and act like I'm fine ^_^#fakesmile
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I can't cry. I literally can't.

    I have no tears left and I want so badly to cry. I never feel happy. Almost nothing excites me or makes me happy anymore. It's been like this for almost two years now, or more I don't remember. I feel a sadness lurking around me all the time. Around my friends, my family, around...
    camelunicorn camelunicorn 16-17, F 32 Responses Jun 30, 2014

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    Everybody is always so fuc*king "fine".

    But we are not. Sometimes, we are hurt and bruised and nearly completely shattered and this, sir, is not what one calls fine... No one knows what's happening and you have to wear that fake smile so you don't hurt others..
    JennyAB JennyAB 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 4

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    Is it normal to feel

    so alone while everyone is so close? Even the one I love seems to feel far away.
    Meadowruelover Meadowruelover 18-21, F 9 Responses 5 days ago

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    I was fine, more like euphoric

    but fine. Now it's come back again. I don't have the energy or motivation to do anything anymore and my mum is fretting about my grades going down again. I told her how I'm feeling and she called me self-centred. Now I'm depressed and guilty. Yay.
    EvanescentIridescent EvanescentIridescent 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    Stuff Is Making Me Mad

    I've had issues with depression since I was 11. I eventually was put on medication when I wasn't self medicating with other things. I was forced to stay off my mood stabilizer when my mother went all nuts and threatened a lot of BS if I filled my prescription with her insurance...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    supernerd22 supernerd22 16-17, M 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    Sweetaugust Sweetaugust 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 1

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    so here I am . back to being alone ,

    sleeping the days away because atm dreams are better than reality . Maybe I was just born to be alone .
    devilgirl123zombie devilgirl123zombie 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I need to leave now. I'm a worthless,

    empty, sick individual. Nobody gives a **** about me. It'd be so much easier on everyone if I was dead. I plan to be gone by this time tomorrow
    BrookeSandhurst BrookeSandhurst 16-17, F 14 Responses Mar 3

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    My heart can only take

    so much. I don't know what to do to escape the pain. My thoughts frighten me.
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 8 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    To anyone who is struggling from depression

    or sad ness just remember it will always get better. You are beautiful. You're amazing. You may be down a lot. Or all the time. But truthfully. You're not worthless or ugly or fat or not good enough. Ok. Never think you are. We're just all different. I hope everyone and anyone...
    Caine135 Caine135 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    stufy stufy 46-50 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    I would like to know how to commit suicide

    peacefully. In my sleep so nobody will know I did. Any suggestions?
    YoungAndDestroyed YoungAndDestroyed 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    No one cares about you

    unless you're pretty or dead.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    I Am Depressed

    I know I am depressed, it has taken me over a year to get medication for it. The constant low moods and then getting really angry. It kills me. Although not suicidal yet i feel the brief feelings coming on. I can't physically move from bed in the morning, i don't want to go out...
    sparkle11 sparkle11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2012

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    I Do Know What It Feels Like. ...

    I do know what it feels like. I'm not there right now, but I certainly know what it feels like to not want to wake up again. Its a dark, dark, distant place and I could never wish that on anyone else. Its hard **** but you can get through it. The worse thing is it that you...
    pacwoman pacwoman 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 8, 2007

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    i dont know if my bf is good to me

    or not. i havent talk to him in 3 weeks. i feel like i should die and dont in anyone lifes anymore
    elephant17 elephant17 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Alone In This World

    i am alone.I need someone who understnds my feelings right now.I have many friends but they nevr gona understnd what im feeling is,nt even my familiy.I dnt knw y everythng has been changd.I wnt everythng to b same as befor.Im tryng my bst to b strong bt y cnt any1 understnds it.Y...
    MagiCizMe MagiCizMe 22-25, F 9 Responses Nov 14, 2012

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    I wrote this Poem (or whatever you can name it)

    when I was in my Industrial biotechnology class.Feeling really sick and so much depressed I just started to scribble these lines at the back of my classwork note Why did my life become an hell? How long do this pain continue? Is it Endless? Every person I love Just hurts me...
    MaddyBale MaddyBale 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    Actually, it is my wife

    who is depressed and this has been going on for more than five weeks now. She is under the care of a psychologist and a psychiatrist, but morning, moon and night she talks about herself and me in a way that is unceasingly negative and she behaves in a manner that is out of...
    VictoriousRex VictoriousRex 51-55, M 5 hrs ago

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    I deny myself the most simple pleasures.

    I think I've finally got it. I think I've hit my breaking point. I refuse to fall in love. I refuse to smile. I refuse to laugh. I refuse to be around people. I refuse to hurt anyone else. I give up. - KOOLKAT446
    KOOLKAT446 KOOLKAT446 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    see its mad how i was

    so hyper now im so upset my moods like light switch it just changes so easy 😔
    jordybynature jordybynature 16-17, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I've fought it for so long!

    Even when I was told I was the problem, the cause of the arguing, the times I've felt hated, disliked, screwed up, or the times I felt like cutting or killing myself, I fought through it! Yes, I did cut myself for about 3 years straight! And battled suicidal thoughts! I still...
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was kind of fine the couple last months,

    but then last week I started feeling the same way I did before..When you just feel so sad, tired and empty.. Medicine doesn't help, it doesn't erase all memories and feelings..
    azarr azarr 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I try to do the right thing

    and always it seems to backfire. I am losing all the friends I ever held dear. I feel alone and miserable. I always screw something up to the point wjere I ask myself why I even bother anymore. maybe im meant to die alone nd unhappy.
    APL666 APL666 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    That moment.. You want to connect with someone,

    someone to be close to..and u realize u have no one lol.. :D That's exactly how im feeling right now..have no one to say "hey" to or to ask me how I am? or how my life is going? and to know about there day and how things have been going with them.Sucks having no close friends...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 4 Responses May 15, 2014

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    I felt so invisible today.

    I just need a hug or something..
    juliaarosee juliaarosee 16-17, F 13 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    im looking to meet people

    who have hads loads of diffrent experiences i had a very insterting one last night and it wasnt very nice i feel like the more i do for worst i get i just need help but im scared to ask for help im scared im just gunna get laughed at im always told i cant do something so can...
    jordybynature jordybynature 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Sadness is tears after losing a game

    or a broken bone, depression is sobs at 3 am when you're all alone. Sadness makes you blue, depression makes you numb. Sadness loses to happy, depression loses to none. Sadness is the curious neighbor, depression is the unwanted houseguest. Sadness is your hotel room, depression...
    BabyBlondeOne BabyBlondeOne 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 6

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    This is gonna sound weird,

    but somehow, a (good) book keeped me away from harming myself.
    jeednorrozec jeednorrozec 13-15, F 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I still haven't went to get help,

    I can't bring myself to do it. Maybe I don't actually care and want to feel this way. I don't see my future, I can't see myself doing anything "happy and productive" in the next 5-10 years if I do live. I'm useless, not really good at anything. Although there are positive sides...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 3 Responses Jan 14

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    Well may some of my friends here know

    that I'm in Mexico for the whole summer, which I'm super excited about! I been hanging out with my cousins, been going out downtown, played soccer, walking around, and other stuff. But lately I been starting to feel sad, kinda depressed I would said it. I guess I really do miss...
    Zimry96 Zimry96 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 21, 2014

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    i am really depressed tonight

    and having a bad night i have never been this depressed befre and also have been crying too
    JamesB20 JamesB20 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Only those who have experienced depression

    truly understand what a debilitating and horrible disease it is. All you want to do is sleep, and sleep, and sleep. The medication that the psychiatrists give you cause you to become even more numb, more cold. You feel worthless, helpless even. You begin to self-medicate but...
    SuicideRedefined SuicideRedefined 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    "What are those?" he asked pointing at the

    scars in my arm. "Battle wounds." I whispered. "Who were you fighting?" "Myself...." - K
    IAmACatXP IAmACatXP 13-15, F 8 Responses Sep 5, 2014

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    Anyone message me I need all the cheering up i

    can get im just super depressed and have no clue what to do
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I think everyone hates me

    and that's why I would like to just kill myself I have no gf and I feel like no girl likes me and if I find a girl I like and she says she likes me she is always secretly dating someone else she will tell everyone about two or three guys she's dating but discludes me I feel so...
    kRaZeDmODDeR kRaZeDmODDeR 13-15, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Hey, how's all you trolls been?

    I haven't been on here in a long time. Months actually. One of the people I was talking to and became good friends with turned out to be so fake that it made feel like everyone on here is but oh well I guess I should get over it. What should I expect, it is the internet after...
    HopelessClarity HopelessClarity 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    Things really have to change.

    . I don't know how to change. I need motivation... I'm stuck...
    raynbow32 raynbow32 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    It's hard to shake it off.

    .Probably the worst couple of months for me,it's hard to be happy about anything.I feel really stuck.It's hard..
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 15

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    Am I Dreaming Or Is It Me?

    I fall asleep to wake up to this dream. This dream of me. This dream of me falling off the track. Of things I can't take back. It's just a list of faces and known places. A heart that cannot be fixed. A mind that's on the fritz. What is this. What is this hole you've dug...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 15 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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