I Am Desperately Flawed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 50 People

    Children Learn What They Live

    My first year of college was an interesting experience--to say the least. I'd been working at the YMCA as a lifeguard and somehow I found myself being talked into working "ghost shift" (covering lunch breaks/turn over) for the daycare staff. They started me out with an especially...
    takethesebrokenwings takethesebrokenwings
    22-25, F
    15 Responses Sep 25, 2010

    My Flaws

    I have so many so many flaws that it would be impossible to list them all, but here is the beginning of a never ending list: -My skin -My body -My nose -My insecurities (HUGE ONE!) -My frizzy wavy hair And more to come soon..(BUT luckily I have the power to improve all of...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    7 Responses Jul 29, 2010

    So

     dont look at me!
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 2, 2010

    Fly

    My mom always told me I had no flaws because God made me in his image...he's perfect so it makes sense right? Well, the real world ,outside of church, tells me differently, tells me I'm ugly, fat and stupid. "I AM Desperately Flawed" Of course... but I am God's
    attemptinglife attemptinglife
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 8, 2010

    What's Wrong With Me?

    I'm flawed, allright. I just don't know how to make it better. I was born with the ugly gene, I have an endocrine disorder that keeps me fat no matter how much I work out, and I have a learning disability that makes my understanding of numbers practically that of a 3rd grader. I...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Jul 15, 2010

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