I Am Desperately Seeking Myself

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    Bored With Life

    right now thats about how I feel . I'm just bored with living the life I live . I know Im the only one who can change it , but I dont know where to start . I've been trying to simplify my life  but I seem to be going in circles around myself as of late . As soon as I get...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    Jan 8, 2009

    The Transformation

        I’ve undergone a transformation, For all the world to see. So profound and deep, It scared even me.   From Catholic to Christian Atheist, Agnostic to born again Buddhism, Islam, Krishna  and  Many more I’ve lived.  ...
    soulfireRW soulfireRW
    Jul 1, 2008

    Afraid and Lost

    I just wish I knew what I really want out of life. What identity do I have? What purpose do I serve? For too long I`ve been thrashing around, achieving very little, and making myself miserable in the process. Big problem for me is I`m a middle-aged kid who still doesn`t have a...
    musicmad musicmad
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Apr 13, 2009


    Today I feel blank inside. I sit here, at home, alone except for my two dogs and I wonder were it all went. I have a good husband and good children and this evening when they all arrive home I will try to be as normal as I can and inquire about their day. My husband will ask me...
    tuttifrutti tuttifrutti
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Mar 6, 2008

    Yep I Am A Looker Okay?

      Some people may be desperately seeking Susan but I am seeking myself. I am told over and over days that I have rejected and abandoned persons simply because I have someone in my life that loves me like I have never been loved before. Who am I?  Do I deserve love...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    Mar 24, 2010

    “Never let me lose the marvel of your

    statue-like eyes, or the accent the solitary rose of your breath places on my cheek at night. I am afraid of being, on this shore, a branchless trunk, and what I most regret is having no flower, pulp, or clay for the worm of my despair. If you are my hidden treasure, if you...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 8, 2014

    I Have Been There

    You are feeling no different than many of us with bipolar or depression.  It will take time to reach the end of these feelings.  But I promise if you just don't beat yourself up, you will get through it.  If you don't have a physicist, get one.  Go to...
    marthajc marthajc
    56-60, F
    Sep 11, 2008

    The Writings On My Mirror

    This is MY experience.  Go EXPERIENCE it....enjoy it.   Be Happy Tonight   Speak Your Mind, Spill Your Heart   Enjoy the Power and Beauty of Your Youth   Do NOT be careless with other peoples hearts; DO NOT put up with people who are...
    NvrKnowy22 NvrKnowy22
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 28, 2009

    i really feel so insecure in a way

    that i try hiding, i am a writer and i wish i could go somewhere from here, to find myself, i've always been day dreaming and i never gave up on writing, but sometimes, i feel so depressed to the point where every night, i have to hold my blanket around me and remember the way...
    LyricalFlaws LyricalFlaws
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 30, 2014


    Do you ever wonder who you are? Why you are here? Whats the point? What possible good you are to anyone? Do you ever feel like ending it all and just giving up? Me too! But everyday, in some small way we gotta find that little something that makes it all worth the while. Not easy...
    tuttifrutti tuttifrutti
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 25, 2008

    Where Did I Go?

    Hi there everybody.... I'll try to describe myself.... Im an 18 year old guy.... Good looks.... Good Family... Good life.... I have all i need. Basically this started when I was a child. I was happy.. I remember I used to love my life. When I entered school I felt totally...
    LazyGuitarNerd LazyGuitarNerd
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 14, 2011
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