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I Am Desperately Trying to Find Out Why I Isolate Myself

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    Well not saying i,m trying to find one but id sure like to know what it,s about...I know id like for a woman to take the upper hand on me...Make me her B...h would be hot...
    MARRIEDBUTBI MARRIEDBUTBI 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    04/07/2015 - 9:01PM I'm proud of myself. No suicidal thoughts today. No severe depression. Am I really getting better? At the same time I'm scared, lol. Eveytime I'm "Okay...
    Extrano Extrano 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    This is Literaturegirl. My account was suspended, at the moment someone by pm told me to shut the f*u*k up. Go figure! I have written to EP many times asking them to delete my...
    Finklepuss Finklepuss 46-50 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I got in the shower no shirt but underwear and leggings. I teased myself with peeing then when I was done kept my underwear on buy took off my leggings. I would squat and tease my...
    12apk12 12apk12 26-30, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    04/07/2015 - 2:06PM Problems with breathing are back.. I feel like I'm not getting enough oxygen, my heart is beating so fast, and dizzy. I feel so tired even when I don't move...
    Extrano Extrano 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    how can I when all people do is put me down not every one but most people like if I was beautiful why would all my boyfriends just dump and cheat on me for eny other girl I mean...
    susananngoga32 susananngoga32 31-35, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I graduated from high school two years ago and it felt like my life went crashing down sideways. I've always had problems with focusing in school because of my ADD and I've had...
    KellerKing13 KellerKing13 18-21, F 6 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I am Trying to Break Your Heart I am hoping to hang your head on my wall in shame— the slightest taxidermy thrills me. Fish forever leaping on the living-room wall...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I have never really ever thought of my self, as beautiful, hell I have never even thought of my self, as even average. I just always feel like, I am the ugliest person in the world...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    I often cry myself to sleep, more than usual lately, I am going through a whole lot right now, especially with my family, there has been a lot of stress, and during the day I smile...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Wow. Just. Wow. I'm still a little shocked at myself. I wonder if he is too... He made me mad, you see. Not like it's the first time he's made me mad in 15 years, of course...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I decided to write this post because i want to find out your opinion on this matter.There's a new procedure in town called EMS xbody,where u put on a jumpsuit and do some workout...
    lady2089 lady2089 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have really worked hard on this. I never paid attention to if I loved myself or not. I discovered thru hard times that I didn't even know myself or who I was. I am still...
    00DesertRose 00DesertRose 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I can't remember the last time I was angry and after a veeery long time.. for the first time, I'm angry >:( I'm the unfriendly and introvert type and I have trust issues. In...
    FallingWind FallingWind 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Suicide is easy. Reach your hand out, you get drugs. Break something with your hands, you can find a sharp tool to stab or slit. Find a rope, you can find yourself breathless...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    people used to always ask me that, sometimes people still do and if I'm with someone they'll usually say it's cause I'm shy, honestly if I'm ever really quiet it's either cause I...
    drunkpunker drunkpunker 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Far from perfect... Sometimes I wonder if that isn't part of the problem. Not sure how to go on surrounded by so much darkness. This world is filled with so much hardship, so much...
    Calsi704 Calsi704 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    But it just feels like I'm talking to an audience. Does that make me crazier?
    yopper52 yopper52 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I know my real dads name but have been separated from him since about 1 or 2. If Linda, Camp Pendleton, Oceanside ring a bell please inbox...waiting. Yvette J.
    YvetteJ YvetteJ 31-35 6 days ago

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    Yeh well, hello. I have a half brother which I haven't met yet. No one knows that I have found that out. I'm only 14 and I guess he is about 18 or something. I know my mom knows it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    I remember clearly the one time I came home on leave from the military and got the vibe that everyone had moved on. My sisters had families and kids and were quick to ignore my...
    Jimbobclacy Jimbobclacy 36-40, M Jun 26

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    I had an awesome dream last night (So glad I remembered it XD) and I was at The Grand Canyon with my sister and mom and dad. And me and my sister were about 10 meters behind my...
    GaiaMD GaiaMD 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Yes or no? Please be honest. Trying to figure out why women don't give me a second look.
    strategery77 strategery77 36-40, M 2 Responses Jun 25

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    Everyone needs true friends. First we have to ask ourselves, are we true friends? Or would we be if the time or circumstances dictate that we need to be there for our friend(s...
    spark16 spark16 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 25

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    A smile hiding pain.I have strange feelings lately. They become stronger for each day going. I have too high hopes to myself, and to those around me. I know I am not someone...
    IBelongToAlison IBelongToAlison 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 25

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    For years I've tried..I've tried my very best, and I can't do it anymore. I have reached far beyond my breaking point. If I do it for another day I'll go insane. I used to think...
    KyrBella KyrBella 13-15, F Jun 25

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    I'm bisexual and I live in the southern US (a very religious area.) Every person I know is religious and a good 85-90% of them are homophobic, including my brother and possibly my...
    thehobbits thehobbits 22-25 Jun 24

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    I was 14. my mother had been using petticoat discipline on me for almost two years. A girl named Gail lived around the corner. She was something of a tomboy. She got a big kick out...
    prissypanties prissypanties 51-55, M 3 Responses Jun 24

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    So I recently created this account, because this "experienceproject" seemed interesting, and I thought I would give it a go. No offense to all you other users, but I would think...
    rorylovesrainbows rorylovesrainbows 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 24

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    When I was 8 years old my life completely change. My parents broke apart and my dad left us. I attended a different school where I wasn't liked by the teachers or the students...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 13-15, F 12 Responses Jun 22

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    I hate sharing my feelings with others. It's easier for me to just keep it inside. I don't like feeling vulnerable or accepting others' help because it feels like I am...
    nerdfighter314 nerdfighter314 16-17, F Jun 22

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    I don't really care about coming out. I'm myself and everyone should accept that fact.
    namelessangela namelessangela 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I'd probably find out some stuff about myself that I didn't want to know.
    LonerToMost84 LonerToMost84 16-17, M Jun 20

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    Why is it so much more difficult than you expect? Why do the sad moments in your day swallow the happy moments? The happy moments never swallow the sad, it doesn't seem fair. I...
    harbingerofcake harbingerofcake 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 20

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    The most common question I am asked when people find out I am a writer is "Where do you get your ideas?". Guess what? The answer is really simple: "Look around you". My ideas come...
    Solitaireman Solitaireman 51-55, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    I am a 23 year-old who seems to often try escape reality. I do this without realizing it. Everytime I leave school or work, I look forward to sitting down on my laptop and surfing...
    roseindisguise roseindisguise 22-25, F Jun 20

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    What's hurts so much is believing all the sweet things from someone who once meant the world, to finding out he was fake, and played you and moved on in a heart beat.
    Js42615 Js42615 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    I asks questions on ep (both non sexual and sexual) and I still get people messaging me instead of putting it in the answering section which I find odd...why don't you put in the...
    PetiteChica PetiteChica 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    I am only 20 but I feel like I will never find love. I see so many people my age that have long relationships and I feel like a total loser. I just had a break up... the...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 18

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    I had no choice but to confess to my family that I wear thongs. I was not ready at that time and wanted to keep it secret for a little longer. But my hand was forced by the...
    ryanwearsthongs ryanwearsthongs 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I am stressed about so many things. It's to the point where I'm at the peak at my depression. Like I can never sleep at night. I'm only eating twice a day. I can never get out of...