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I Am Desperately Trying to Find Out Why I Isolate Myself

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    And I ask, "When I did I become this shameful thing?" When did I stop caring about social obligations? When did I start turning people down who need to talk? When did I stop being...
    DepressedDemigod DepressedDemigod 22-25, F Apr 2

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    I often wonder why... not simply about life and its experiences, but why I feel the need to understand. My mind is much like a revolving door, the things I don't have answers for...
    WithGracefulness WithGracefulness 46-50, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    I been doing this for as long as I can remember and my parents always try to stop me but I dealt with loneliness so I had no one to talk to. So I have learned to deal with...
    BrownBeeCa BrownBeeCa 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I talk to myself so much sometimes my mom comes into my room to see if I snuck someone into my room 🙊🙈 lol
    Timbre4 Timbre4 16-17 1 Response Apr 2

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    I took my child to the doctor for a blood test and the test results came out that she has celiac disease, I was confused because my child is always a healthy child without any...
    siujdisjiujs siujdisjiujs 70+, F 3 days ago

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    back to square 1.......................
    meetmeinthepouringrain meetmeinthepouringrain 22-25, M Apr 12

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    I find it hard dating. I've been through the nothing but bad experiences in my past. I've been in relationships where I've been physically mentally and emotionally abused I've been...
    UnknownBeautyQueen UnknownBeautyQueen 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    You know that moment when you say "I like you" or "I love you" to your friend, they start avoiding you or talking to you differently? Yeah. Everytime. I have yet to find out why.
    YesIAmAsian YesIAmAsian 18-21 1 Response a week ago

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    I have been married for 9 years and that marriage is now coming to an end. We are on good terms. I would even say we are friends. Just in the process of getting divorce papers...
    girlx427 girlx427 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My boyfriend and I have been together for years, lived together for two years. Early this year I moved out on my own and we agreed to stay together regardless. I had grown unhappy...
    mythicalmedusa mythicalmedusa 22-25, F 9 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have to end my relationship with my boyfriend because I'm a psychopath, this really sucks. I can't be normal and can't keep abusing the people around me . Maybe abusing myself is...
    Sadfate Sadfate 18-21, F Mar 30

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    A few things about me... I leave disjointed pieces of myself all over the Internet. I do not have multiple personalities in a schizophrenic sense, but I am tired of the separation...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I've struggled with depression since I was 7 or 8. I handled it by pretending it wasn't happening and didn't talk about it. Honestly I don't think anyone knew when I was younger...
    transtastic transtastic 18-21, T 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Hating retail today So one of my customers just called me out for being so quiet and not personable with him. I'm sorry I don't care for small talk. Why force myself and pretend...
    whatsmystory whatsmystory 26-30, F 6 Responses Apr 8

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    Lately I've had so many damn episodes of this still mystery illness that I have. I don't know what it is or why. I feel as though life is passing me by at this point. So much so...
    pizzaboy213 pizzaboy213 18-21, M Apr 1

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    At times I wonder what it would be like after I live this life. It used to be because I had no hope of continuing my life and I dint think I had any potential to grow as a...
    EmptyBlack EmptyBlack 31-35, M Mar 26

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    What are your thoughts on: gay marriage? Jesus told us not to judge and He didn't join in the crowd when they wanted to judge someone for what she did that they didn't like. He...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Apr 2

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    I like to lay in my bed after a good spanKing and rub my crotch against my pillow or a rolled up blanket. God it feels amazing. My panties get so wet and sticky. If I hump it just...
    frigganfreek frigganfreek 22-25, F 8 Responses Apr 11

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    I'll get right to the point ...I'm a 5'7" female constructed of solid 215 pounds. I'm pretty sure I've gotten bigger than this within the last month, but I REFUSE to weigh myself...
    BigBlaqBrawd BigBlaqBrawd 31-35, F 12 hrs ago

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    I'll get right to the point ...I'm a 5'7" female constructed of solid 215 pounds. I'm pretty sure I've gotten bigger than this within the last month, but I REFUSE to weigh myself...
    BigBlaqBrawd BigBlaqBrawd 31-35, F 12 hrs ago

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    Another bad day today. Good days just aren't lasting as long as they use to. Yesterday I wrote that it's one thing to think you're not wanted but finding out it's true would be...
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 10

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    i have the same feeling.. i am a single girl who passed 30....feeling to terrible :( i can not find anything wrong about myself.. but for sure there should be a problem. .. all my...
    masimasimasi masimasimasi 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    It's been nearly a year since the last time time I slept with you. Nearly a year since I practically choked on my sobs when I realized it would be the last time. I'd finally met...
    stayingstrongtoday stayingstrongtoday 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I have a question. I know there are two different types of narcissists...cerebral and somatic. If the wife is a cerebral narcissist and the husband is a somatic narcissist, can the...
    Lostinlove41 Lostinlove41 41-45, F 7 hrs ago

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    ive been able to say no to drinking very much alcohol for 2 years now but lately thats all i want now im scared cus i think im an alcoholic. im always craving it i always wana...
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M Apr 4

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    And I don't find many people being so patient to find out.
    energymustmove energymustmove 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Sometimes you have to find out for yourself. Sometimes you need to be told. Sometimes you never find the answer.
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    I like acting and theater so sometimes when I'm cooking I pretend I have my own cooking show. Sometimes when I'm combing my hair, I pretend I'm doing a hair tutorial for others...
    easynuh easynuh 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I only used your first name in one of the posts. I never used your screen name so just stop trying to keep this going. If I was out to hurt you I could do alot more than just...
    tommcam tommcam 41-45, M 2 hrs ago

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    Im struggling. Just like I've always been. Ppl never are what they seem. I trust ppl an they all eventually turn on me. I take a huge risk letting them know a few things about my...
    AquilaAqua AquilaAqua 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I have social anxiety I am socially awkward I am very difficult to get close to I am not friendly I am an introvert I am shy I think I could never find anyone I could get close to...
    myEmpty myEmpty 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I just hate the thought that I am feeling so jealous. I know that I got no right for that, but the thought of him with someone, even talking and trying to know that someone, gives...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    im sad right now my life is getting bad and worse. but it is out of my control most things are at least. I am not perfect but life is just hitting me left and right. I am trying...
    Poeticdeaths Poeticdeaths 18-21, M Mar 26

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    20th April 2015 What I truly wish….to is free in every possible way. Not patriotic freedom but when one is separated from the reality and a sense of self…..oblivion. A person...
    HopeEverlasting HopeEverlasting 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    So, this is my story!, Im a single 36 year old woman, with a big heart that hides behind the wall, who loves to be in love, but also hates it sometimes. I haven´t dated much, few...
    Gaialion Gaialion 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Emotional abuse... You always tell yourself when your young, "I will never let anyone treat me bad,"- "I will never be THAT girl." - "I will always stand up for what I believe in...
    URBeautiful88 URBeautiful88 18-21, F Apr 8

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    There were many positive talents people compliment me on, or insist could yield a fruitful career, and yet nevertheless... they're useless in these faceless hands. Experience...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 1 hr ago

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    My Ex came by the other day.... at first she seemed angry and stern. I gathered this by the tone in her voice and her telling me over and over again that she is here to talk this...
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F Apr 7

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    Several weeks and I've still not lost anything but a few grams. Ive been trying so hard with exercise. I cut out all the junk I was eating. Why am I still so far after weeks now...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Apr 9

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    I probably don't seem to be so antisocial and isolated but I am. In real life I'm always alone. And I don't mind it. I actually prefer it. I don't have to deal with as much drama...
    TickleMeCell TickleMeCell 16-17, T Apr 12

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    I just love doing it while reading some of the hot story's on EP, such a shame it is so difficult to find a female to cam with while we touch xx
    tomisgod tomisgod 46-50, M 1 hr ago

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