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I Am Desperately Trying to Find Out Why I Isolate Myself

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    Trying to understand why things have ended up the way they are. When I was made this way and what the plan is for me. Some days can be really confusing trying to figure out ones...
    beenhereb4 beenhereb4 22-25, F Feb 16

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    Another argument broke out amongst my sister, mother, and my mother's boyfriend about me. I can't really sleep well anymore. Everything's pinned on me. I hate being called a liar...
    AscherLukasValentine AscherLukasValentine 16-17 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Things have gotten weird. I'm dating a 55yo. I'm happy. I like him. Today my mum comes in saying a woman with such complicated issues with their dad has no business dating a...
    thebeautifulprincess thebeautifulprincess 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 23

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    Went to the beach recently and thought, what the heck I'll go in my swim trunks, but take my shirt off. So I did. Not for long. I was quickly asked to cover myself up as it was...
    onefourfun4u onefourfun4u 61-65, M 3 Responses Feb 17

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    What's with the can you rate me thing? Just saw a girl whose age is between 15-17, or something like that, and she's asking to be rated..to each His own...but when men in their 30...
    MeLBear133 MeLBear133 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    So this place went from totally obnoxious to totally quiet. Strange.
    MeLBear133 MeLBear133 31-35, F Feb 24

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    Time to leave self doubt, worry, fear, second guessing myself,and playing out false scenarios in my head that are usually negative. Time to make my load a little bit lighter by...
    Anonymouscoast Anonymouscoast 22-25 Feb 25

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    I tried writing this experience once but it shut down in the middle, so I'm a little frustrated but I'll try again. I was saying that I find myself doing things just for the sole...
    Shamandora Shamandora 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    There are times like these where I'm just waiting for the storm to pass and I don't feel like trying. I don't want to do anything but cry. This emptiness in my heart is getting...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Feb 10

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    It's so weird to feel so sure of your way, yet so lost at the same time. I am pretty young, yet I know exactly what I want to do and where I want to go in the future. I've planned...
    VolumeChi VolumeChi 13-15, F Feb 21

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    When you said apathetic, it struck me in many ways. The most apparent intent behind that was the team switch, from offense to neutral. Now it's only me left fighting, which is a...
    InsaneDane InsaneDane 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    Pouring my heart out: a friend told me "life begins to make sense after you have become a mother"...well I'm trying to reason with myself why it hasn't happened at all...all around...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    All I want to do is sit in my room and isolate myself from everyone because it seems like no one really likes me. So what's the point of showing my self to people who doesn't give...
    Alonzoisgay Alonzoisgay 13-15, M 5 Responses Feb 23

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    Hello everyone! My name is Sam I'm sixteen years old, from Jordan this is my first time to write anything specially in English but I really need to tell what is in my heart. Since...
    sami1998 sami1998 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    This week has been long and horrible, and IDK if it'll get better. I have been upset about my body and myself. I was doing great in accepting myself and trying to be ok with myself...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I tend to talk too much. I don't always have a real clear picture of who I am so I try to figure out who they might like me to be. Ironically I always find out something new about...
    KevinAdams123 KevinAdams123 31-35, M a week ago

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    It has become a new option to me. When tears swell up in my eyes n it feels like someone is stabbing at the heart, I find solace in cutting myself. Coz it takes the mind off from...
    EternalWanderer EternalWanderer 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    I feel bad because I am inept at taking care of this cat which I am fostering for an indefinite period of time. At this stage in my life, I am mainly focused by my drive not to...
    urbanseeker urbanseeker 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    life becomes so hard when you find out that your girl friend dying day by day and she has a week to live
    romeowacco romeowacco 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    So I spent two years talking to someone to find out there fake :(
    lewis2001 lewis2001 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    just do. why love myself when I dont really care? theres a picture that says "my life is a joke, and im not even laughing anymore." pretty much how I feel. yet I still keep...
    FabledCity FabledCity 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 23

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    Its not that hard to find out that you not as big as you say. Just be honest instead of disappointing me. I be expecting somebody that i can feel
    Sexualdream Sexualdream 22-25, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    Inny xD but I find outties so cool!
    cartoonfan4ever cartoonfan4ever 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I was drugged at a party, robbed, and rapped.... Went to the doctor 2 months later to find out I have HPV 16. I'm only 19 years old.
    softball711 softball711 18-21, F Feb 23

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    One time I left work and got in the passenger seat of my car by accident. I just shook my head, got out, got back in the driver's side then started laughing out loud at myself. I...
    tornadowinds tornadowinds 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    I'm a compulsive liar and this I do very well and have been one from a very young age. I'm now 24 and this has cost me a lot, my relationship of 3 years my close friends, my job...
    Mohau Mohau 22-25, M 17 hrs ago

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    I was told I need to prove myself. I admit at this stage in my life I again have hit bottom and filled myself with depression as BPD has raised its ugly head again but in my life...
    wickedone72 wickedone72 41-45, F 3 hrs ago

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    How do I explain something that I can’t even understand myself? Deep down inside me where no one can see I feel blue , all alone relentlessly trying to fix up a heart that’s...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 8 hrs ago

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    yesterday my band teacher, fagner, was trying to get us to pit more emotion into our music. ive gotten to where i don't show anything anymore. he then went on to say that bad...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 2 hrs ago

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    Again and again I just stare. I look past the glare. I look pass the superficial beauty. deep into my heart, and my duty? I am just as ugly and rotten as my heart. I try to find...
    Poeticdeaths Poeticdeaths 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    yesterday my band teacher, fagner, was trying to get us to pit more emotion into our music. ive gotten to where i don't show anything anymore. he then went on to say that bad...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 2 hrs ago

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    yesterday my band teacher, fagner, was trying to get us to pit more emotion into our music. ive gotten to where i don't show anything anymore. he then went on to say that bad...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 2 hrs ago

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    Its true, I've always had a bit of a self esteem issue....and can be quite critical of myself, with the last serious relationship I had....my ex boyfriend said I was the ideal...
    sexygirl39 sexygirl39 41-45, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    yesterday my band teacher, fagner, was trying to get us to pit more emotion into our music. ive gotten to where i don't show anything anymore. he then went on to say that bad...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 2 hrs ago

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    Well, I often find myself lost and bored All The TIME. But when That happens i put on my headphones and listen to music and it feels right. But i take the headphones out, it all...
    ZeldaNerd ZeldaNerd 13-15, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I wish I could figure myself out. I have a boyfriend, but i'm pretty sure i want a girlfriend too...at 21 shouldn't still be wondering...
    secretlystoned secretlystoned 18-21, F 31 mins ago

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    I really do! I was in the store the other day and just started to laugh uncontrollably! I honestly can't remember why but my GF just looked at me and of course that made me laugh...
    Foreverk22 Foreverk22 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I have gone 6 days without lying and it has been hard. I always hear that voice in my head that says "if you don't tell the truth it won't hurt anyone" or "it's only one more and...
    selfishgirl21 selfishgirl21 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    For so long I’ve only filled with bad luck αи∂ ι ωσи∂єя why? Why I am never noticed? I try so hard!! But no……. No matter what I do,i’m still known as the...
    AjaxJaxson AjaxJaxson 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    I have a tendency of bottling up things when I'm stressed so I'll try and dish them all out here. I take too much responsibility for others actions and I need to chill out...
    flibsley flibsley 31-35, M Feb 25

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    Why would I block me? Sometimes., I get sick of my own company. I am too damn nice, nobody could be that polite...I have grown suspicious of my motives. Although, I try to hide it...
    Myfairlady1 Myfairlady1 46-50, F 57 mins ago

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