I Am Destined to Be Alone

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    I walk among the rest,

    making contact, smiling, understanding, even make a few jokes... but in reality, I don't know these people. They smile when I smile, they laugh when I laugh, they think I am handsome, they think I am strong... but when I think about it... They don't know me, they have no idea...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 8, 2014

    I start to believe that now,

    no matter how good I am, no one is going to walk into my life. It is not that I have someone I can take a chance to fall in love at least. It's like they also are destined to not walk across my life path so we don't meet at the beginning. I work, I party, I hangout, I don't live...
    Tarynymous Tarynymous
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2015

    I often feel like I would end up living alone

    in a small apartment with 5 cats and 3 more on the way. Not such a bad idea actually.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 25, 2015

    I Hate Making New Friends

    I dont like making friends at all. Everytime I ever get closer to anyone I always end up getting hurt. Always. I spill my heart and soul out to people and I ALWAYS get hurt by them in the end. I dont know if it is my fault or not. I dont know if its me that people cant handle...
    mznativeprincess mznativeprincess
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 31, 2010

    I don't know if I am supposed to actually be

    with someone in the sense of being a girlfriend or wife. I'm beginning to feel I'm not made that way. I don't feel comfortable doing the normal dating stuff. I thought I would with the right guy, but I don't think so now. its hurtful to think that, but what am I supposed to do...
    writergirl32 writergirl32
    31-35, F
    12 Responses Jun 5, 2015

    I don't particularly want to be alone,

    I have spent almost my whole life alone. But not how most people would define loneliness. I am alone because I don't allow people to know me beyond a certain level, I hide or minimise the best of myself, it's the lesser of two evils really. To open up, to "be myself", brings me...
    MyCatFred MyCatFred
    36-40, F
    Jun 6, 2015

    Alone May Not Be So Bad...

    I always push people away when they get to close and as a result will be alone. I guess I don't trust people and have really big issues with that.
    Shychicky53 Shychicky53
    22-25, F
    Sep 1, 2011

    Long Road

    yep, the old ones got a kick start. ya learn quick to ware boots cuz if the engine don't fire then the recoil will break afew bones in your foot and send your knee threw your chin. Yeah, you love the lady but she is a killer! She will hold you untill you die. So ya kick her and...
    1Nasty1 1Nasty1
    51-55, M
    4 Responses Sep 1, 2011

    I feel like I will never ever have the friends

    I've always wanted. I feel constantly misunderstood. No one will understand what goes on in my head except for me. I'll never ever have a company of friends because I'm too used to being alone and doing things by myself. Even when I'm invited to hangout with a group of...
    Benster5 Benster5
    36-40
    Feb 18, 2015

    I find that I'm so hurt

    and frightened to even try and open. I'm having a lot of anxiety right now about it... Why are we all so lonely?
    Pibblelover Pibblelover
    41-45, F
    Jan 7
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