I Am Different From Everyone I Know

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    Valentines Bullshit!!

    Yes, yes, is a very nice gesture to your loved ones to give them material stuff in this date, while the other days you just forget or simply sense their presence... And I would love it to end but a lot of peoples jobs depend on this stupid celebration, as long as we continue in...
    zanaffer zanaffer
    22-25, M
    Feb 17, 2013

    Have You Ever Felt Alone In A Crowded Room?

    I feel so alone... No one understands me... Society is making everyone follow the same path and I cant seem to follow it! I am different and I hope I find out why soon because its not easy going against the grain!
    ForgottenHeart11o9 ForgottenHeart11o9
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Aug 31, 2011

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