I Am Different Since My Mother Died

My mom passed away on March , 17, 2010.  It´s been 21 months.
Her absence has definitely changed me. My life is, and never will be the same without her. 
If she could hear me,  I´d love to tell her this :
 
..And I like to imagine...

as my 1st mother put me up for adoption

and my adopted mother died without telling me

but since my wifes mother has died I have been able to accept what I am

and that is a woman in a mans body

and finally I can do something about it...

I used to be the happy-go-lucky type.  You know, the one who always saw the proverbial silver lining.  This all changed in a few hours.
My mother and I never had a perfect relationship, but who does?  We were friends, as...

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I wonder if you would like the woman I've become,
I wonder if you would like the man I chose to marry,
I wonder if you know the burden I carry,
I wonder if you know of the trials I have overcome,
I wonder if you truly loved me,
or the...

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