I Am Disappointed In Myself

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    sucks how I no longer have satisfaction from

    getting good grades. studying now seems so pointless.
    XxSxarletxX XxSxarletxX
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 28, 2014

    Why Can't I Be Good Enough

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig
    16-17
    Sep 10, 2009

    i been feeling like i am not smart enough

    because i don't think i can manage money. You see, i get SSI and its not in my own name and it makes me feel sad because i made some really bad mistakes such as giving away money and buying cell phone for a couple people and the only way i can get it back is that my doctor has...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 20, 2014

    I Feel Dumb

    I got my ACT scores back this morning. I didn't do so well. The thought of applying to colleges with that score is making me physically sick. I am so stressed out right now. I've never been good at taking tests but I expected to get a higher score. I was hoping for a 30 at...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    65 Responses May 8, 2010

    I gove up in this life i wana get a fake pasport

    and change who i am ... I jusy lost everything...
    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 6, 2015

    I called out of work today.

    I was supposed to meet my potential landlord with my boyfriend, and I was going to call out because it was something important I had to do. However, the apartment went to someone else, so there was no longer any reason to call out. I was so set on the idea that I would call out...
    underHOLLYoath underHOLLYoath
    22-25, F
    Aug 23, 2015

    A couple good things have happened to me lately,

    which is rare but i am still unhappy. Idk whats going on. This has been causing me to hu with ppl and do stuff.
    Lonelygirl2639 Lonelygirl2639
    16-17, F
    Nov 7, 2014

    I am disappointed in myself

    for that fact that I still let people walk all over me & **** with my emotions. I thought that by this age, I would be standing up for myself more & not taking crap from anyone. I stick up for myself to people who don't really matter...but the ones that I care about...I let...
    RubyLane RubyLane
    46-50, F
    Sep 18, 2014

    Ive Let Myself Down

    From the time i was a little girl I always remembered competing with other children over who would get the highest grade on an addition test or who can run to the wall the fastest. I always remember myself aiming so high to try to be the perfect child to try and impress my mom...
    XoalleaXo XoalleaXo
    16-17, F
    Feb 18, 2011

    To many people this will not be a big deal at

    all, but I am just so disappointed in myself for not sitting my biochemistry exam today. I spent all of yesterday talking myself in and out of going to my exam today, eventually deciding I would go. I travelled the whole hour to campus just to get there and be so anxious about...
    lifehurtsm lifehurtsm
    18-21, F
    Nov 11, 2015

    I failed pre-calculus.

    There. I said it. And I'll say it again. I'm in my first semester of college and I've already failed a class. An ugly F on my otherwise perfect transcript. I feel like a failure. A disgusting failure. I've never failed a class before in my entire life. None of my friends failed...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 28, 2013

    There are moments in my life recently

    where I'm disappointed in myself. At 35 I was set financially, loved my career although it didn't allow for much personal time, family time or dating. But I had my independence. Then I experienced a freak accident, that caused me to take a step back from work. I had to focus...
    cacutie3 cacutie3
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Aug 17, 2015
    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly
    18-21, F
    May 2, 2015

    I'm disappointed in myself

    because i made a huge promise of loyalty and i didn't keep my promise. I'm still struggling to do the right thing but i keep on doing the same exact thing over and over again. I can't help it and I'm always saying that I'm sorry but i don't think that I'm being apologized...
    Morfina Morfina
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 20, 2015

    Feel Like Im Going Nowhere

    i decided to write about this because at the moment i am feeling extremely disappointed in myself and i need to get it out somewhere. Last year i went through a pretty severe bout of depression, and everything fell apart.  Before this i was a good student and friend; a...
    Megalomaniac Megalomaniac
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jan 1, 2008

    I've come to a point

    where my disappointment in myself has turned to disgust and my meager vocabulary fails to describe how I feel so all I can do is make sounds that vaguely resemble dry heaving and gagging.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 22, 2014

    I can't even remember writing this

    but how did I let myself feel that way. It truly shocked me that I wrote this. I don't remember doing it and vaguely remember feeling some way about a guy. Just goes to show nothing is ever that bad, it will pass. So hold on for a better moment , it will happen!: but I am truly...
    KittyKurious KittyKurious
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 16

    I guess I have no room to complain.

    Keep putting myself back in this position. Aren't we allowed to make mistakes? It's so hurtful to hear that someone won't be there for you anymore because of the choices you make that they don't agree with. Got news for you guys. I hurt myself and am more disappointed in myself...
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 15, 2015

    There have been so many things going on

    and I've just given up. I used to be top student in my class now I'm getting straight F's. I use to be fun loving and care about everyone and everything. Now I couldn't give a **** about anything or anyone. I use to make my mom proud. Now she can't even look me in the eye. I've...
    brokensoul1417 brokensoul1417
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 12, 2014

    I don't know where to start this off,

    but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to change that, but nothing I do is good enough. I'm slowly starting to rethink all of this. I'm starting lose hope. I'm not seeing a...
    torr62 torr62
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2014

    I screwed up, my buddies wanted to go out

    but I got this big *** fat guy who stepped on me with his rugby boots and left me with a massive headache and I will admit had a few drinks as well, anyways I needed to get home and get to bed but like I said they wanted to go out, so in my drunken state I walked home, and I do...
    garry232 garry232
    22-25, M
    Jun 6, 2015

    Feel Like Im Going Nowhere

    i decided to write about this because at the moment i am feeling extremely disappointed in myself and i need to get it out somewhere. Last year i went through a pretty severe bout of depression, and everything fell apart.  Before this i was a good student and friend; a...
    Megalomaniac Megalomaniac
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jan 1, 2008

    a cried earlier in front of my husband.

    i told him how disappointed I have been in myself. How I don't want to turn into my mother in some ways, how I wanted myself to be a certain person and not even there at all, and how I envy others who seems to have it together. I'm disappointed, because I'm failing in the image...
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 20, 2015

    trying to seek attention from a stranger I

    hooked up yesterday... He is quite nice and was my first so I want to make it more than just meaningful sex. I know nothing good gonna come out of these feelings i'm having for him.
    Adam4u Adam4u
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 10, 2015

    Why can't I get the courage to leave?

    He's trying to work things out, but he's only giving 50 percent. I wish they made hand books on feelings.
    carebear1019 carebear1019
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 22, 2014

    Because I Am Getting Bad Grades

    For the first time in my life I am getting bad grades. Not that I am arrogant or anything but I have always found it pretty easy to stay on top, keep up to date with work and done well at the end of it. However, now, at a time when I really need to do well - university - I am not...
    juniper juniper
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 19, 2008

    I received my exam results today: Higher

    Biology- B Higher Geography- C Higher English- C Int2 Modern Studies- A National 5 Art- C I am pleased with my Biology result as not that long ago I was struggling to even pass, so much so that I even had a discussion with my head of house as to whether to sit the exam. But me...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 6, 2014

    http://www.experienceproject.

    com/stories/Am-Lonely/5249647 Please read this
    torr62 torr62
    16-17, F
    Dec 14, 2014

    So many things in life I've failed is

    because of Jazmin. It's no ones fault. Goals haven't been met and dreams Never accomplished my pride has been hurt because I was so sure of the person I wanted to be but in actuality I'm no one in this world I want to be. I've made ppl turn their backs on me because I've...
    smileylove91212 smileylove91212
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 31, 2015

    I am disappointed in myself

    for allowing myself to believe that I was paralleled in greatness. Yes... this is what you think it is.
    1ANGRYtitan 1ANGRYtitan
    16-17, M
    1 Response Mar 23, 2015

    Not chatting/talking to my boyfriend

    for even as short as a day makes me feel really insecure. Even though we might have had an amazing time last night, or for the last few nights; the moment i wake up not getting his messages or spending a day without getting any notifs from him makes me feel extremely pessimistic...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 10, 2015

    I spent ten thousand dollars on a motorbike

    that i am too scared to ride. The one time i did, i fell off and got badly injured. Its been sitting in my garage for months, but i am too chicken to ride it.
    associatedbears associatedbears
    41-45
    Sep 22, 2014

    i dont know what to do i think im spirling

    downwards. im a failure and i just want to give up. ill never make it into college i know people dont care about that stuff bc of communit college but if i take that route im just disappointing myself more. i was so happy when i found out i was accepted into college and now i...
    JannieL3 JannieL3
    18-21, F
    May 6, 2015

    Today is a bad day, my friends ignored me

    and i feel very upset . maybe i didn't try my best and they disappointed . And i alone all day . I don't know what i have to do .
    Dancingwithmycat Dancingwithmycat
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 15, 2014

    I failed myself yesterday.

    I've always admired those who help others less fortunate... Yesterday while leaving a local grocery store, I was approached by a gentleman hoping someone could help him get some groceries so his son could have breakfast before work. I was caught off guard (I don't think well...
    mislisa mislisa
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 14

    I Am Such A Disappointment

     I triuly feel like I am a disappointment. I feel like I am disappointing everyone, and if I am not disappointing them, I am really disappointing myself, failing in everything that I am trying to accomplish. I feel like there is not a damn thing, that I can truly...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 12, 2010
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 2, 2015

    I Wish I Can Turn Back Time...

    I used to think highly of myself and be high achieving and charitable work even manager of volunteer charity work aside from my own work but now I have totally walked away from that, and even when I want to reach out to assist people I fear I might get bitten by people again. I...
    DennisTrash DennisTrash
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 28, 2012

    I'm really afraid that I will disappoint my kids

    if I have any in the future. I never got my senior high school yearbook, and now I'm trying to see if I can buy a copy after a few years, but I don't know if I will be lucky. I didn't get a yearbook because I am ashamed of my high school past, my experience. I was a nobody. I...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo
    18-21
    Dec 14, 2015

    today was a disappointing day.

    i messed up badly as far as my love life is concerned. it seems like the men that are attracted to me only want sex and don't want to get know me or have a relationship with me. the ones the seem to really like me live out of state or out of the country. i am worried that i will...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 4, 2014

    Sorry Butterfly

    I'm sorry I'm not as considerate as I should be I'm sorry I **** up. I'm sorry about everything I've done I'm sorry for being so stupid but if you will stand by me through this then we've passed the first obstacle we can do it again. I can do anything but only if you are right...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 3, 2013
    spark121480 spark121480
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 15, 2014

    Yesterday was a hard

    and tiring day.... I have not been doing alright when It comes to my nerves! Nerves! My body betrays me with every step I take! At the moment, I am taking seroquel and selecsa.... But, recently my doctor has tried to get me j to Prozac! Yes, I am a disappointment in every way...
    opheliaophelia opheliaophelia
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 22, 2014

    Tonight I had a piano lesson with my little

    brother's violin teacher, as we're a few days out from a recital. We were going to play two pieces, one jazz song that is extremely easy for me, and one classical piece that's a decent challenge for the both of us. I had some issues playing both tonight, not super major, but...
    dabram71 dabram71
    16-17, M
    1 Response Nov 25, 2015

    I Am Disappointed.! Days Are Passing Now :(

    I am now very much disappointed from my life. I am 17 years old.. days are passing, Time is not waiting :(.. and now i feel i can never find them. I am now sad, that feeling of pain.. will my life will go on and on.. and when i will get old. very old. i would have a feeling of...
    IamVanshSolanki IamVanshSolanki
    18-21, M
    Sep 13, 2013

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