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I Am Disappointed In Myself

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    I Wish I Can Turn Back Time...

    I used to think highly of myself and be high achieving and charitable work even manager of volunteer charity work aside from my own work but now I have totally walked away from that, and even when I want to reach out to assist people I fear I might get bitten by people again. I...
    DennisTrash DennisTrash 26-30 3 Responses Apr 28, 2012

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    I am disappointed in myself

    for allowing myself to believe that I was paralleled in greatness. Yes... this is what you think it is.
    1ANGRYtitan 1ANGRYtitan 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    Today is a bad day, my friends ignored me

    and i feel very upset . maybe i didn't try my best and they disappointed . And i alone all day . I don't know what i have to do .
    Dancingwithmycat Dancingwithmycat 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    Why Can't I Be Good Enough

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 Sep 10, 2009

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    Today...

    I had it all planned today... My sister is in surgery, right now, getting a tumor removed from her neck. The good news is that it's not cancerous... but she was afraid, as this is her first surgery ever. I had went to therapy and planned to go straight to the hospital afterward...
    deleted deleted 26-30 22 Responses Jul 29, 2009

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    There have been so many things going on

    and I've just given up. I used to be top student in my class now I'm getting straight F's. I use to be fun loving and care about everyone and everything. Now I couldn't give a **** about anything or anyone. I use to make my mom proud. Now she can't even look me in the eye. I've...
    brokensoul1417 brokensoul1417 16-17, F 1 Response May 12, 2014

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    I've come to a point

    where my disappointment in myself has turned to disgust and my meager vocabulary fails to describe how I feel so all I can do is make sounds that vaguely resemble dry heaving and gagging.
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 Jul 22, 2014

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    A couple good things have happened to me lately,

    which is rare but i am still unhappy. Idk whats going on. This has been causing me to hu with ppl and do stuff.
    Lonelygirl2639 Lonelygirl2639 13-15, F Nov 7, 2014

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    I felt like my first year in high school I

    didn't really try my best. I've been slacking off and lying to my mom. I got good grade 'A' , 'B', and 'C'. But I never get c and when I do I fix them. I know I'm suppose to do good and school but I can't help to think that schools not worth it. And my family is big on school...
    FighterWolf FighterWolf 13-15, F Jun 22, 2014

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    Yesterday was a hard

    and tiring day.... I have not been doing alright when It comes to my nerves! Nerves! My body betrays me with every step I take! At the moment, I am taking seroquel and selecsa.... But, recently my doctor has tried to get me j to Prozac! Yes, I am a disappointment in every way...
    opheliaophelia opheliaophelia 22-25, F Jun 22, 2014

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    Why am I such a frigging idiot.

    ..I always mess it up, do something stupid, or just generally be a bitchy **** up. I can't stand it...knowing I'll never be good enough..
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F Jun 22, 2014

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    I guess I have no room to complain.

    Keep putting myself back in this position. Aren't we allowed to make mistakes? It's so hurtful to hear that someone won't be there for you anymore because of the choices you make that they don't agree with. Got news for you guys. I hurt myself and am more disappointed in myself...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    I Feel Dumb

    I got my ACT scores back this morning. I didn't do so well. The thought of applying to colleges with that score is making me physically sick. I am so stressed out right now. I've never been good at taking tests but I expected to get a higher score. I was hoping for a 30 at...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 65 Responses May 8, 2010

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    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly 16-17, F May 2

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    Sorta long, but I'll get to the point would

    like some minor advice please. So ever since I was young I would have a habit of being late to school. Over the time, developing to where I am now, I went through the process of being bullied, abuse, family issues and I also gained weight. On top of this all, coming from a...
    JadoK JadoK 16-17, M Jun 4, 2014

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    I don't know where to start this off,

    but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to change that, but nothing I do is good enough. I'm slowly starting to rethink all of this. I'm starting lose hope. I'm not seeing a...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    Trying My Best

    How can you be disappointed in yourself if you strive to be the best at everything you do? I try hard to get everything I want to get done, done. If I don't, I feel like I was not trying hard enough. I am either too lazy, or pushing myself too far. I wish I knew how to be in...
    SavedByGrace14 SavedByGrace14 22-25, F Feb 1, 2008

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    Why can't I get the courage to leave?

    He's trying to work things out, but he's only giving 50 percent. I wish they made hand books on feelings.
    carebear1019 carebear1019 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2014

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    Because I Am Getting Bad Grades

    For the first time in my life I am getting bad grades. Not that I am arrogant or anything but I have always found it pretty easy to stay on top, keep up to date with work and done well at the end of it. However, now, at a time when I really need to do well - university - I am not...
    juniper juniper 18-21, F 2 Responses May 19, 2008

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    I turn 19 this week, I finished school 2 years

    ago, I lost contact with all of my friends, I don't have a job and I'm behind in my tafe work. I always imagined when I was a child that I would have some kind of fantasy lifestyle when I got older. As I got older, it became more of a realistic view of where I would be and who I...
    Pickles0212 Pickles0212 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    http://www.experienceproject.

    com/stories/Am-Lonely/5249647 Please read this
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 14, 2014

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    Why Is This Bothering Me So Much?!

    I just recently attended my prom on saturday and i went with my best friends cousin and she went with his friend. Keep in mind that he was pretty much a complete stranger to me so it was very awkward. Well the beginning was fun and the food was great but then the music started...
    lemach94 lemach94 16-17, F Apr 11, 2011

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    I am disappointed in myself

    for that fact that I still let people walk all over me & **** with my emotions. I thought that by this age, I would be standing up for myself more & not taking crap from anyone. I stick up for myself to people who don't really matter...but the ones that I care about...I let...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 18, 2014

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    I'm soo very disappointed at myself!

    ! I feel I could've done better! First with school!! Then with my parents I should've become a better daughter! Cuz they have given me so much! đź’” Then with my ex! I promise I would be there for him! But it hurts me so bad so bad that I just had to cut him out of my life! He...
    Kittyxfreak Kittyxfreak 18-21, F May 13, 2014

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    today was a disappointing day.

    i messed up badly as far as my love life is concerned. it seems like the men that are attracted to me only want sex and don't want to get know me or have a relationship with me. the ones the seem to really like me live out of state or out of the country. i am worried that i will...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 4, 2014

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    I gove up in this life i wana get a fake pasport

    and change who i am ... I jusy lost everything...
    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly 16-17, F 1 Response May 6

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    trying to seek attention from a stranger I

    hooked up yesterday... He is quite nice and was my first so I want to make it more than just meaningful sex. I know nothing good gonna come out of these feelings i'm having for him.
    Adam4u Adam4u 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    I received my exam results today: Higher

    Biology- B Higher Geography- C Higher English- C Int2 Modern Studies- A National 5 Art- C I am pleased with my Biology result as not that long ago I was struggling to even pass, so much so that I even had a discussion with my head of house as to whether to sit the exam. But me...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2014

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    Sorry Butterfly

    I'm sorry I'm not as considerate as I should be I'm sorry I **** up. I'm sorry about everything I've done I'm sorry for being so stupid but if you will stand by me through this then we've passed the first obstacle we can do it again. I can do anything but only if you are right...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 3, 2013

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    spark121480 spark121480 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    sucks how I no longer have satisfaction from

    getting good grades. studying now seems so pointless.
    XxSxarletxX XxSxarletxX 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    i dont know what to do i think im spirling

    downwards. im a failure and i just want to give up. ill never make it into college i know people dont care about that stuff bc of communit college but if i take that route im just disappointing myself more. i was so happy when i found out i was accepted into college and now i...
    JannieL3 JannieL3 16-17, F May 6

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    I Am Disappointed.! Days Are Passing Now :(

    I am now very much disappointed from my life. I am 17 years old.. days are passing, Time is not waiting :(.. and now i feel i can never find them. I am now sad, that feeling of pain.. will my life will go on and on.. and when i will get old. very old. i would have a feeling of...
    IamVanshSolanki IamVanshSolanki 18-21, M Sep 13, 2013

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    I shouldn't expect things to happen.

    So I won't be sooo disappointed as I am right now.
    supernerd22 supernerd22 16-17, M 1 Response May 13

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    Feel Like Im Going Nowhere

    i decided to write about this because at the moment i am feeling extremely disappointed in myself and i need to get it out somewhere. Last year i went through a pretty severe bout of depression, and everything fell apart.  Before this i was a good student and friend; a...
    Megalomaniac Megalomaniac 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 1, 2008

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    I Am Such A Disappointment

     I triuly feel like I am a disappointment. I feel like I am disappointing everyone, and if I am not disappointing them, I am really disappointing myself, failing in everything that I am trying to accomplish. I feel like there is not a damn thing, that I can truly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 12, 2010

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    Wasting A Life

    I'm sure I'm one among millions to have this feeling. I'm 25, pushing responsibilities ahead in time and slowly losing all my interest in everything in life. My regular days are filled with thoughts of confusion, anxiety, lying to myself and others, avoidance of confrontation. I...
    n3u2o n3u2o 22-25 5 Responses Nov 8, 2011

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    Wow.. I'm so disappointed

    because I can't change myself ,, it ****** me off soooo much
    Excusemyshittyusername Excusemyshittyusername 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 1

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    Ive Let Myself Down

    From the time i was a little girl I always remembered competing with other children over who would get the highest grade on an addition test or who can run to the wall the fastest. I always remember myself aiming so high to try to be the perfect child to try and impress my mom...
    XoalleaXo XoalleaXo 16-17, F Feb 18, 2011

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    i been feeling like i am not smart enough

    because i don't think i can manage money. You see, i get SSI and its not in my own name and it makes me feel sad because i made some really bad mistakes such as giving away money and buying cell phone for a couple people and the only way i can get it back is that my doctor has...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 20, 2014

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    I found out my boyfriend has another girl 2

    weeks ago. The night I found out that thing, I cant sleep throught the whole night. I cant breathe, and I felt like I was drowning in a deep black swamp. I wanted to scream, to shout out, but I just cant. Its like you lost a part of your soul. Our relationship had lasted 3 years...
    linhlinhh linhlinhh 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2014

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    I failed pre-calculus.

    There. I said it. And I'll say it again. I'm in my first semester of college and I've already failed a class. An ugly F on my otherwise perfect transcript. I feel like a failure. A disgusting failure. I've never failed a class before in my entire life. None of my friends failed...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    I spent ten thousand dollars on a motorbike

    that i am too scared to ride. The one time i did, i fell off and got badly injured. Its been sitting in my garage for months, but i am too chicken to ride it.
    associatedbears associatedbears 41-45 Sep 22, 2014

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    I think i failed that english exam .

    . I just get all nsnxhjJakdksk in exams :((
    ukulimna ukulimna 16-17, F Jun 4, 2014

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    Feel Like Im Going Nowhere

    i decided to write about this because at the moment i am feeling extremely disappointed in myself and i need to get it out somewhere. Last year i went through a pretty severe bout of depression, and everything fell apart.  Before this i was a good student and friend; a...
    Megalomaniac Megalomaniac 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 1, 2008

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    Why did you become nothing Daisy.

    Why are you so weak? Why couldn't you prove them all wrong? Why are you sensitive? Why are you so unintelligent? Why were you born? Why can't you feel God? Why can't someone love you for you? Why couldn't you become someone? Why...why
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Oct 14, 2014

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