I Am Disappointed In Myself

I had it all planned today... My sister is in surgery, right now, getting a tumor removed from her neck. The good news is that it's not cancerous... but she was afraid, as this is her first surgery ever. I had went to therapy and...

i decided to write about this because at the moment i am feeling extremely disappointed in myself and i need to get it out somewhere.

Last year i went through a pretty severe bout of depression, and everything fell apart. ...

I'm an engineering student and was searching for internships. I found my dream internship that asked for everything I had to offer and was the only one I really saw myself enjoying. When I finished my application I just couldn't bring...

I triuly feel like I am a disappointment. I feel like I am disappointing everyone, and if I am not disappointing them, I am really disappointing myself, failing in everything that I am trying to accomplish. I feel like there...

I used to think highly of myself and be high achieving and charitable work even manager of volunteer charity work aside from my own work but now I have totally walked away from that, and even when I want to reach out to assist people I...

I got my ACT scores back this morning. I didn't do so well. The thought of applying to colleges with that score is making me physically sick. I am so stressed out right now. I've never been good at taking tests but I expected to get a...

So I'm intoxicated in my kitchen listening to the same song on repeat.
Three years ago today my best friend died of the swine flu. [supposedly] ¬¬
and it got me thinking.. about him.. our lives.. our conversations.. our plans of our...

everytime i come back from home its the most obvious feeling i have......a vaccume!! but this time i had felt this strange empatiness even when i was at home among family and people i love..!! sometime it feels like i am just a waste of...

How can you be disappointed in yourself if you strive to be the best at everything you do? I try hard to get everything I want to get done, done. If I don't, I feel like I was not trying hard enough. I am either too lazy, or pushing...

I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here..

I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem..
I have...

For the first time in my life I am getting bad grades. Not that I am arrogant or anything but I have always found it pretty easy to stay on top, keep up to date with work and done well at the end of it. However, now, at a time when I...

i decided to write about this because at the moment i am feeling extremely disappointed in myself and i need to get it out somewhere.

Last year i went through a pretty severe bout of depression, and everything fell apart. ...

I wish I had the 'perfect, normal, happy' family, but I don't....
I feel, as a mom, very disappointed....
I guess I need to let it go... let go of the hope that it will ever be.....
I try to see where I went wrong, what I could have...

Sometimes, I feel like I'm wasting my life. I sit on facebook or play with my ipod when I'm not supposed too or hibernate in my room, and I want to change my life. It really hurts me knowing that I've been lying my way through life and...

I'm sure I'm one among millions to have this feeling. I'm 25, pushing responsibilities ahead in time and slowly losing all my interest in everything in life. My regular days are filled with thoughts of confusion, anxiety, lying to...

I'm disappointed that my weight loss plans and dieting stuff isn't going how I'd like it to. The plan that I told my counselor was that for the next week I would stop eating so many carbs, lay off the pizza, and eat smaller portions 5...

i'm living in this world like a corpse.. I am student and 21 years old. I don't have specific friend and make a friend with lots of people.. but people like to use me for their own benefits. i have a boyfriend once, but we already ended...

Sure I've grown as a person since last year, but I have thrown a lot of things down the drain..and I know I could have prevented them if I had tried harder. I don't know what is going on with me and with my life. If my 13 or even 16...

From the time i was a little girl I always remembered competing with other children over who would get the highest grade on an addition test or who can run to the wall the fastest. I always remember myself aiming so high to try to be...