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I Am Disappointed In Myself

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    Not A Good Point In My Life

    Sure I've grown as a person since last year, but I have thrown a lot of things down the drain..and I know I could have prevented them if I had tried harder. I don't know what is going on with me and with my life. If my 13 or even 16 year old saw me now..I would be terrified of my...
    analyzing analyzing 18-21, F Oct 28, 2012

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    Being Left Behind

    I'm pretty sure there is something seriously wrong with me. I keep hearing about all these teenagers people around the world who are making something of themselves. They're making huge differences in society and I'm here doing shittle. Why can't I be like them. Seriously been...
    ZarahsInsanity ZarahsInsanity 16-17, F Sep 10, 2013

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    Why Can't I Be Good Enough

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 Sep 10, 2009

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    I Am Such A Disappointment

     I triuly feel like I am a disappointment. I feel like I am disappointing everyone, and if I am not disappointing them, I am really disappointing myself, failing in everything that I am trying to accomplish. I feel like there is not a damn thing, that I can truly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 12, 2010

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    Today...

    I had it all planned today... My sister is in surgery, right now, getting a tumor removed from her neck. The good news is that it's not cancerous... but she was afraid, as this is her first surgery ever. I had went to therapy and planned to go straight to the hospital afterward...
    deleted deleted 26-30 23 Responses Jul 29, 2009

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    Trying My Best

    How can you be disappointed in yourself if you strive to be the best at everything you do? I try hard to get everything I want to get done, done. If I don't, I feel like I was not trying hard enough. I am either too lazy, or pushing myself too far. I wish I knew how to be in...
    SavedByGrace14 SavedByGrace14 22-25, F Feb 1, 2008

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    I Am Disappointed.! Days Are Passing Now :(

    I am now very much disappointed from my life. I am 17 years old.. days are passing, Time is not waiting :(.. and now i feel i can never find them. I am now sad, that feeling of pain.. will my life will go on and on.. and when i will get old. very old. i would have a feeling of...
    IamVanshSolanki IamVanshSolanki 18-21, M Sep 13, 2013

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    Not Doing As Well As I'd Like

    I'm disappointed that my weight loss plans and dieting stuff isn't going how I'd like it to. The plan that I told my counselor was that for the next week I would stop eating so many carbs, lay off the pizza, and eat smaller portions 5 times a day. Well, I've already had pizza 3...
    skyhook2612 skyhook2612 18-21, F Jun 10, 2012

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    Don't Know Whats Wrong........!!!!

    when i joined this group i didn't think of writting anytrhing here becoz whatever i m...i believe in myself. but still i joined becoz sumtime i feel so absent from life...!!! i feel i m not living to my potental, i feel like i m cheating myself and doing sumthing i know i cann't...
    destinygirl22 destinygirl22 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    I Feel Dumb

    I got my ACT scores back this morning. I didn't do so well. The thought of applying to colleges with that score is making me physically sick. I am so stressed out right now. I've never been good at taking tests but I expected to get a higher score. I was hoping for a 30 at...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 65 Responses May 8, 2010

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    Feel Like Im Going Nowhere

    i decided to write about this because at the moment i am feeling extremely disappointed in myself and i need to get it out somewhere. Last year i went through a pretty severe bout of depression, and everything fell apart.  Before this i was a good student and friend; a...
    Megalomaniac Megalomaniac 16-18, F 3 Responses Jan 1, 2008

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    Don't Know Why I Am......

    I've had so many losses in my life I can't count. I've yet again let myself trust someone, and they let my heart die. I know its me, in my fantasy that they might actually see me. But no, my own stupidity made up for that. They moved forward and my heart died. Its happened so...
    DivergentWolf DivergentWolf 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2013

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    Because I Am Getting Bad Grades

    For the first time in my life I am getting bad grades. Not that I am arrogant or anything but I have always found it pretty easy to stay on top, keep up to date with work and done well at the end of it. However, now, at a time when I really need to do well - university - I am not...
    juniper juniper 21-25, F 2 Responses May 19, 2008

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    I Am Disappointed In Myself

    Where to start!!!!  I married young and had the worst marriage anyone could ask for.  By the age of 30 I was a single mom of my two wonderful daughters.  Life was certainly looking up for the three of us.  I met and fell in love with the total opposite man I...
    Dane01 Dane01 36-40 2 Responses Feb 6, 2009

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    I Wish I Know Why.......

    everytime i come back from home its the most obvious feeling i have......a vaccume!! but this time i had felt this strange empatiness even when i was at home among family and people i love..!! sometime it feels like i am just a waste of space in this world not knowing what i want...
    destinygirl22 destinygirl22 26-30, F Jul 3, 2011

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    Why Is This Bothering Me So Much?!

    I just recently attended my prom on saturday and i went with my best friends cousin and she went with his friend. Keep in mind that he was pretty much a complete stranger to me so it was very awkward. Well the beginning was fun and the food was great but then the music started...
    lemach94 lemach94 16-17, F Apr 11, 2011

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    My Grades And My Life

    Sometimes, I feel like I'm wasting my life. I sit on facebook or play with my ipod when I'm not supposed too or hibernate in my room, and I want to change my life. It really hurts me knowing that I've been lying my way through life and doing things I'm not supposed to. I'm the...
    LittleLover11222 LittleLover11222 13-15 2 Responses Mar 20, 2012

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    Christmas is right around the corner

    so my mother and I went shopping. I was so excited to buy gifts for the family that I accidentally lost one of the gifts in Jcpenney. I was too distracted! I got mad that I could have lost such a wonderful gift I wanted to give for my brother David. It was a lego set! I hate...
    87athleteunknown 87athleteunknown 18-21, F Dec 14, 2013

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    I Want To...

    So I'm intoxicated in my kitchen listening to the same song on repeat. Three years ago today my best friend died of the swine flu. [supposedly] ¬¬ and it got me thinking.. about him.. our lives.. our conversations.. our plans of our future.. and where I find myself now. I...
    Cosreal Cosreal 26-30, F Sep 25, 2012

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    I am mad at myself for being an idiot!

    !!! I am such an idiot because I am with a guy who disrespects me and puts me down. We have a daughter and have been together for 10 years but those 10 years have been nothing but sadness. He makes fun of me, tells me I am fat and a whole lot more. I don't leave because I wouldn...
    smiley90 smiley90 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I Know What I Need To Do But Will I?

    I am extremely disappointed in myself right now.  I do NOT understand why I am allowing this man to verbally abuse me.  I do love him but am not head over heels in love with him!  Today when he was talking his crap, I could feel my heart rate going up.  I became afraid.  I...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 14 Responses May 29, 2011

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    Feel Like Im Going Nowhere

    i decided to write about this because at the moment i am feeling extremely disappointed in myself and i need to get it out somewhere. Last year i went through a pretty severe bout of depression, and everything fell apart.  Before this i was a good student and friend; a...
    Megalomaniac Megalomaniac 16-18, F 3 Responses Jan 1, 2008

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    Sorry Butterfly

    I'm sorry I'm not as considerate as I should be I'm sorry I **** up. I'm sorry about everything I've done I'm sorry for being so stupid but if you will stand by me through this then we've passed the first obstacle we can do it again. I can do anything but only if you are right...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 3, 2013

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    Ive Let Myself Down

    From the time i was a little girl I always remembered competing with other children over who would get the highest grade on an addition test or who can run to the wall the fastest. I always remember myself aiming so high to try to be the perfect child to try and impress my mom...
    XoalleaXo XoalleaXo 16-17, F Feb 18, 2011

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    I Wish I Can Turn Back Time...

    I used to think highly of myself and be high achieving and charitable work even manager of volunteer charity work aside from my own work but now I have totally walked away from that, and even when I want to reach out to assist people I fear I might get bitten by people again. I...
    DennisTrash DennisTrash 26-30 3 Responses Apr 28, 2012

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    Why Did I Not Believe In Myself

    I'm an engineering student and was searching for internships. I found my dream internship that asked for everything I had to offer and was the only one I really saw myself enjoying. When I finished my application I just couldn't bring myself to press 'Send' because I kept...
    AlexHart1 AlexHart1 18-21 Jan 2, 2013

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    I know what to do, I know how to do it

    but yet I don't do it. My thoughts are so powerful it pushes me down when I try to stand up. I care so much and yet I don't care one bit. These repetitive thoughts get tiring. I know we all get these feelings of being worn out with this life but what else can we do? Distractions...
    flytest flytest 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I failed pre-calculus.

    There. I said it. And I'll say it again. I'm in my first semester of college and I've already failed a class. An ugly F on my otherwise perfect transcript. I feel like a failure. A disgusting failure. I've never failed a class before in my entire life. None of my friends failed...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    Wasting A Life

    I'm sure I'm one among millions to have this feeling. I'm 25, pushing responsibilities ahead in time and slowly losing all my interest in everything in life. My regular days are filled with thoughts of confusion, anxiety, lying to myself and others, avoidance of confrontation. I...
    n3u2o n3u2o 22-25 5 Responses Nov 8, 2011

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    Today is a bad day, my friends ignored me

    and i feel very upset . maybe i didn't try my best and they disappointed . And i alone all day . I don't know what i have to do .
    Dancingwithmycat Dancingwithmycat 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    I Am Truly Disappointed With Myself

    i'm living in this world like a corpse.. I am student and 21 years old. I don't have specific friend and make a friend with lots of people.. but people like to use me for their own benefits. i have a boyfriend once, but we already ended our relationship because at that time i don...
    AmyJess AmyJess 18-21 2 Responses Nov 30, 2012

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    Have been praying for last tow months for something and was very confident about it and when i was just about to achieve that comfort, its just not finished in my favor like it...
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    I'm not even gonna lie. Yesterday I was trying to find a poem my boyfriend at the time have me to show my friend what it said. It was a poem saying he'd live his life for me and...
    kristencameryn kristencameryn 16-17, F Apr 3

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    I don't know who I am anymore. Then again, I don't believe I never knew who I was in the first place. Everywhere I've gotten to or accomplished was because I had others to help me...
    eidolon6 eidolon6 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Society warping us legally. Was in a car wreck. Head full of glass. Asked dad to help with rent. He said go on disability to make him help. He wanted that to cover up...
    converted converted 46-50, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I love myself because i cannot love another if i cannot even love myself
    Nichalas Nichalas 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    I told you guys that I hated myself. Now I am in a messy circumstance and I felt everything was falling apart. I might not finish my degree on time when the financial stance is not...
    InFiDeL0020 InFiDeL0020 26-30, M Mar 24

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    It's been over half a year since I cut myself for the first time. I got home from school and had been stressed and as they say "when it rains, it's pouring". I got inside my...
    iSabishii iSabishii 18-21, F Mar 24

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    Here the past few days I've been dealing with a lot of insecurity and self esteem. I was talking with my best friend today and I think I have a really good idea of what I would...
    needinganescape needinganescape 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    ( Short story: Prologue) My last hope Everything stops. Times stands still. There he lies on the cold ground. Here I’m standing just staring down as death whispers on the end...
    TweDee TweDee 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    It took me a while to realize that somewhere along my path of life I actually managed to lose myself in reality. I lost old friends and gained new ones and realized I had changed...
    ariel2891 ariel2891 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    We're all here for the same reason right? We all hate ourselves. But I don't know if I actually hate myself or I just can't find anything about myself that I like. Or I think...
    caseylouise caseylouise 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I do this as a way of figuring myself out. I love diving into the deepest depths of my innermost desires and thoughts, exploring myself and learning new things every day. I love to...
    JustAnotherHuman34 JustAnotherHuman34 18-21, M Mar 28

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    I started to really hate myself when I was about 9 or 10. I don't know why but as I was going through the day I realized all of the stupid things I do, how pathetic I am and I...
    skinnylittlewrists skinnylittlewrists 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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    I came to a realisation today that I have given up on myself. I have been putting on a brave front for the most part, but inside been struggling with inner turmoil. I was driving...
    NewDay NewDay 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    I once read an interesting perspective about the people you will encounter in your life, it states: "25% of people you meet: will never like you; 25% of people you meet: won't...
    FussBox FussBox 26-30, F Apr 7

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    I wouldn't call it loving myself, but rather that I find myself to be one awesome, one of a kind person. I am intelligent, hard working, easy going, open, and honest, to name some...
    bkf2 bkf2 22-25, M a week ago

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    I've only been on EP for three days, and it's already helping me with my ongoing battle with depression. Or rather, it's helping me to help myself. I'm the kind of person who...
    xeian xeian 26-30, F a week ago

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    My biggest problem right now is not knowing how to handle the most basic situations. I find myself stuck, unable to explain myself, or my feelings, throwing everything into a box...
    Mirabal19 Mirabal19 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I am a tom boy kinda girl.. but so what!! i love myself now n don't care what others think of me.. i love to try out new things ...so what if others don't like it. i love to deal...
    90colors 90colors 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    For the longest time I have invested my time thinking about my friends and family and whether I have upset them. Whether I said something wrong. Whether I offended them. Whether I...
    moorelove3168 moorelove3168 18-21 5 days ago

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