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I Am Disconnected

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    The Disconnection Has Gone For Now.

    This disconnected feeling I get sometimes from my PTSD comes and goes.  For anyone who has it,  it is awful and its difficult to  explain.  Don't you find that other people don't understand, and its sometimes hard to explain anyway..THAT you are here but...
    csan csan 61-65, F 4 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    This Will Help You.

    http://video.server.dhamma.org/video/intro/vintro.htm watch the videos on that page with an open mind. Peace.
    tyrian69 tyrian69 22-25, M Sep 12, 2012

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    2 Of U

    Your not aware of it, so you can't identify it. Tangible invisibility, obvious and real to me.  Let it go. Lie to others, not to yourself.  Denial won't make it disappear.  The more you do it, will make the lies seem clear. Lies perpetuate fear. Trust me on this. I know who...
    UltraHighMonarch UltraHighMonarch 26-30, M Jul 13, 2012

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    Disconnected Feelings/ptsd

    This is when I feel suicidal.  Its called a dissassociative personality disorder... which can be triggered by different stresses.  I'm going through it now Oct 2007, but it has never  lasted this long.. It comeson as suddenly as it leaves.  CAN ANY ONE HELP ME...
    csan csan 61-65, F Oct 3, 2007

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    Levity

    Power is nothing without kontrol, and I'm all out of kontrol.  I have been for a while. I need it, but it's not there. I've lost my mind. Can't find it anywhere.  So, well and gone and lost before. Light so bright I'm ******* blind. Desperation is a tender trap. It gets me...
    UltraHighMonarch UltraHighMonarch 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 10, 2012

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    Surfacing

    **** you all!!! Running out of ways to run I can't see, I can't be Over and over and under my skin All this attention is doing me in **** it all! **** this world! **** everything that you stand for! Don't belong! Don't exist! Don't give a ****! Don't ever judge me! Picking...
    UltraHighMonarch UltraHighMonarch 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 9, 2012

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    I have been through a lot. I have had a lot of friends betray me me in the past. I was sexually abused by my cousin through childhood. High school was tough for me, I was never...
    BriBriMua BriBriMua 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    I don't even feel human anymore, the normal feelings of togetherness safety security it no longer exists. Everywhere I go I feel someone's laughing at me and or dislike my company...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I didn't think it was possible to miss human connection. To miss being able to call someone yours. I've reached my limit , I got so used to being alone that now being alone hurts...
    Kaydash Kaydash 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    I feel like a right outsider of reality really left out!I feel like I shouldn't be here and I'm completely different to the crowd! I'm so independent and alone in reality... I look...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Sep 8

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    I was married for 13 years to the man I believed would be with me forever. For the first 5 years, everything was good - I practically fell at his feet every single day out of my...
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    She interrupted him, indicating: "Palestinian persons are preventing for their land." He responded: "I imagine that the killing of innocents is a category entirely different...
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    Still in school, feeling stuck. This feeling is old now, its been a part of me for so long. A new feeling has come around though. Lately I've felt disconnected from everyone, like...
    John992 John992 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    All the other guys have one problem. They aren't him. And he doesn't want me. He never did. What we had was just by circumstance, something that fell into place. We spent a...
    pearl26ab pearl26ab 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    This is what happened to me just now I was in a chat room and got disconnected. I was talking to 3 people there (will refer to them as person A, person B, and Moderator 1). I...
    Alip900 Alip900 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 1

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    I am falling apart. I don't want to be strong anymore. My parents split up last week after 35 years of marriage. My mom and little sister happily disconnected themselves from my...
    FallenShiny FallenShiny 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 10

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    I know what they say I am, and maybe that is the explanation. But sometimes it doesn't feel that "simple". This body...it contains me, restricts me...this world...I'm not convinced...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    She interrupted him, expressing: "Palestinian persons are preventing for their land." He responded: "I believe that the killing of innocents is really a category completely various...
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    Ok well basically a couple months ago i was on the train and for not really any good reason apart from the fact that this guy had a big duffle sports bag, and slammed it on the...
    Helloreiko Helloreiko 18-21 8 hrs ago

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    Destructive Beauty Undefined with royal laughter, No set path or memories to gather, Etched into a dampened day, Beauty lost in the worlds way, Among the withered, broken and...
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    My boyfriend came back last month from a two month deployment. Now, he's being deployed in November until July. To top it all off, he's stationed in another state. It's a pain in...
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    A quite common fault is to do with malfunctioning solenoid valves. Solenoid valves would be the equipment, normally concealed underground, that enable the reticulation method to...
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    It does certainly cost you a lot more upfront, but Should you be on a good sized block (say 550sqm +) and plan to continue to be there for four-five yrs then chances are high you...
    Khadijah062yu Khadijah062yu 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    So where do I start. It was my second semester in college around the month of February. It all stated when I was hanging out on the student center lobby and a karaoke event was...
    Storyguy007 Storyguy007 18-21, M Aug 25

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    I'm a passionate woman. I love the romance, I love the random gifts here and there ya know the cute stuff. But I also love being talked to like I'm a girlfriend, someone he cares...
    ComplicatedCat ComplicatedCat 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    I hav also been told I hav very nice voice on phones also got many job offers on phone prvsly I use to work in hotel front desk I got a call from other hotel that there rooms r...
    Angel763 Angel763 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    “The best way to keep something bad from happening is to see it ahead of time... and you can't see it if you refuse to face the possibility.” -William S. Burroughs- I guess...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M Aug 26

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    As many of you know by now, I have an obsessed office stalker. She delights in getting off on my life, either in the office or outside of it. If there's any rumors about me in...
    deepscar deepscar 46-50, F 5 Responses Aug 26

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    The cold truth slips out of drunken lips. Boundaries seemed boundless, crumbling with the echo throughout. Moments shatter so bright, and fade from your mind like eyes adjusting...
    IvyEstelle IvyEstelle 18-21, F Aug 28

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    Why should I write to her about how I feel? After all, hand is not disconnected from heart!
    Anconia Anconia 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 29

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    I have so much on my mind I feel disconnected with reality. What do?
    CloseButNoGuitar CloseButNoGuitar 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 29

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    Believe it or not, I was once best friends with the leader of 'The Three *******', a trio of notorious girl bullies that took a shine to me in middle school. The first two years of...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I'm exhausted with being an outcast and not feeling like I belong anywhere yet. I'm tired of being sad almost all the time and disconnected from almost everyone and everything...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I feel disconnected from my family because I don't feel we understand each other. I realize I've never really had deep bonds with my friends over the years because we were always...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 30

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    I sometimes feel like I'm the lonelest person ever. I have parents who love me, best friends and I don't get bullied, my family is financially stable, my parents are divorced bit...
    Darkmatterwhitematter Darkmatterwhitematter 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    Freddieqk2494 Freddieqk2494 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    A string of tears flow inside, A piece that cannot be tied, To link us together, Distance close, Words grow smaller, Heart grows colder, Memories of laughter, The kiss that wanted...
    abracakyle abracakyle 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    Isn't amazing that as many relationships the internet has destroyed, it has also created. My wife is constantly online and texting on her phone. Being a fitness competitor, trainer...
    bboy44 bboy44 41-45, M Sep 3

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    Hello, this is my first ever post. I found this site as I was researching what to do about the chaos in my marriage and the excruciatingly quick turn of events that I have caused...
    strugglinglove strugglinglove 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    My mom passed away several months ago of cervical cancer. I'm 22 years old and an only child. She was a single parent and pretty much the only real family i had left. I feel...
    JMHR91 JMHR91 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 4

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    Where i am in this world? i feel i am trapped in a place a bit like hell. I have a man who thinks by taking my medication it will make me love him, its tiring having to try and...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    I have been disconnected from the world for a while now and i don't know how to reconnect. I find i am hiding myself away from people just because i don't want to be hurt any more...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    I think I am slipping in depression. I hope I come out of this ok. I just hope I don't develop clinical depression or major depression. I am hurting all day. I feel disconnected...
    snowleopard0831 snowleopard0831 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    I'm so lonely right now, and I really feel it. There is no one in my house, they left me alone, so I can't tell anyone what I'm feeling right now. I just can't stop crying and...
    juanig juanig 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    Khadijah062yu Khadijah062yu 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 6

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