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I Am Disconnected

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    Your not aware of it, so you can't identify it. Tangible invisibility, obvious and real to me.  Let it go. Lie to others, not to yourself.  Denial won't make it disappear.  The more you do it, will make the lies seem clear. Lies perpetuate fear. Trust me on this. I know who...
    UltraHighMonarch UltraHighMonarch 26-30, M Jul 13, 2012

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    Surfacing

    **** you all!!! Running out of ways to run I can't see, I can't be Over and over and under my skin All this attention is doing me in **** it all! **** this world! **** everything that you stand for! Don't belong! Don't exist! Don't give a ****! Don't ever judge me! Picking...
    UltraHighMonarch UltraHighMonarch 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 9, 2012

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    It has been a year since the last time I saw my

    college classmates. And years since the last time I saw my bestfriend. I check on their life's updates they seem pretty much doing well. Can't deny that it crosses my mind that they are well without me. I sometimes am left in surprise that they have had such a great change that...
    MaggieAndTheFerociousBeast MaggieAndTheFerociousBeast 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I'm very disconnected from media in general

    compared to basically every other kid I know. I never watch TV, listen to the radio, or care about the news. I'm one of the only kids in my high school that doesn't have a phone; I still haven't met another kid that doesn't have a phone. I've been asked, "What's your phone...
    RipperCreak RipperCreak 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    This Will Help You.

    http://video.server.dhamma.org/video/intro/vintro.htm watch the videos on that page with an open mind. Peace.
    tyrian69 tyrian69 22-25, M Sep 12, 2012

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    Levity

    Power is nothing without kontrol, and I'm all out of kontrol.  I have been for a while. I need it, but it's not there. I've lost my mind. Can't find it anywhere.  So, well and gone and lost before. Light so bright I'm ******* blind. Desperation is a tender trap. It gets me...
    UltraHighMonarch UltraHighMonarch 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 10, 2012

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    Disconnected Feelings/ptsd

    This is when I feel suicidal.  Its called a dissassociative personality disorder... which can be triggered by different stresses.  I'm going through it now Oct 2007, but it has never  lasted this long.. It comeson as suddenly as it leaves.  CAN ANY ONE HELP ME...
    csan csan 61-65, F Oct 3, 2007

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    The Disconnection Has Gone For Now.

    This disconnected feeling I get sometimes from my PTSD comes and goes.  For anyone who has it,  it is awful and its difficult to  explain.  Don't you find that other people don't understand, and its sometimes hard to explain anyway..THAT you are here but...
    csan csan 61-65, F 4 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    Sewmuch2do Sewmuch2do 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    Ever since I have been alone on my journey, I have started to become socially disconnected from others. My family is an exception, along with my one sister (online BFF). So I have...
    GunWarrior GunWarrior 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    Nobody knows how different I amthe "out side" of me is not afraidnot full of pain, or even ashamedI smile, put a pretty face on and those around me believeof course nothing could...
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    1. I'm an August Virgo (but I don't buy into astrology) 2. I'm happily divorced for 2 years 3. I work a government job 4. I have a masters degree in environmental health 5. The...
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    So I went to chat some strangers on omegle because I was kinda bored so I met this guy and his name was "Harry" And he was a very nice guy, we both talked and talked, he even...
    SaarahCarisse SaarahCarisse 13-15, F Feb 6

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    I feel so distant and disconnected I feel invisible and I long for a place in the world to fit in. I want to find that companion that was designed for me The one who loves me in...
    Lovinglover Lovinglover 26-30, F Feb 6

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    Okay, so I don't have a diagnosis, my doctor thinks it's a side effect of depression but I've only been depressed for a year and a half. My depersonalization has been going on...
    SuperLogan SuperLogan 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    I had been best friends with my friend Austin since we were in preschool. I loved him and we were so close. We disconnected in 7th grade, but he ended up showing up to my school as...
    Psalm102 Psalm102 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 8

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    Journalist Don Bauder writes, “In late 2005, Cosby accuser Tamara Green was suspended from practice of law because of three client incidents. In one, she received a lengthily...
    JuggllingForACure JuggllingForACure 26-30, M Feb 8

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    Hi everyone -- I'm here to share my story about how I halted the majority of my depression and PTSD symptoms through diet change. :) I've suffered from depression for my entire...
    annexthecelt annexthecelt 22-25, F Feb 9

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    Hi everyone -- I'm here to share my story about how I halted the majority of my depression and PTSD symptoms through diet change. :) I've suffered from depression for my entire...
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    Hi everyone -- I'm here to share my story about how I halted the majority of my depression and PTSD symptoms through diet change. :) I've suffered from depression for my entire...
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    Hi everyone -- I'm here to share my story about how I halted the majority of my depression and PTSD symptoms through diet change. :) I've suffered from depression for my entire...
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    Hi everyone -- I'm here to share my story about how I halted the majority of my depression and PTSD symptoms through diet change. :) I've suffered from depression for my entire...
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    Hi everyone -- I'm here to share my story about how I halted the majority of my depression and PTSD symptoms through diet change. :) I've suffered from depression for my entire...
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    Hi everyone -- I'm here to share my story about how I halted the majority of my depression and PTSD symptoms through diet change. :) I've suffered from depression for my entire...
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    I just got thru a rocky relationship with my ex who had been together for about a year and a half. Things ended terribly, she left and I was devastated. I've been alone for most of...
    jayc408 jayc408 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    So my brother has been moved in since Christmas, now he thinks he owns the Internet! He makes the Internet go slow for everyone because he's playing fucken games all day! So then...
    TsukiWolf56 TsukiWolf56 16-17, F Feb 11

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    A Post Human ParadiseI was originally going to name this The Post Human World, but I've understood this era is already upon us, and it looks like paradise. But if you want to get...
    NANOHORIZON NANOHORIZON 22-25 Feb 11

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    I have an idea, an expirement you could call it. I have recently signed up for this program, that I believe can be very beneficial for all of us. now let me start off by saying, I...
    kristymom kristymom 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Recently I disconnected my internet connection and my last bill was a rip of by my telecom with faulty readings Inspite of giving proof and thousands of explanations they didnt...
    FightingTillTheEnd FightingTillTheEnd 31-35, M Feb 11

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    I think I may have just asked a different question on here but i got disconnected....now my wife and I have been separated nearly 4 months and we are setting up a date with...
    eggs35 eggs35 31-35, M Feb 12

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    My practice partners this time were: a middle-aged, slightly gloomy-looking and stuffy man, the one with the smeary hands. I got frosty glances from him after I apologetically...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    Hello All: Please note that I am NOT the author of this article; rather it is quoted by a Mr. Michael Smith. Please do not shoot the messenger for revealing what is a sensitive...
    AnonymousButCandid AnonymousButCandid 61-65, M Feb 14

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    Thank you for having this stand. Being an autistic Mother of an autistic son, AS doesn't speak for me or almost every other mother or father, educator, or autistic I realize.Thank...
    Alexander0493fzr1 Alexander0493fzr1 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    I feel really disconnected from people..it sucks.and it's ironic how the people who meant the most to you are the ones who usually hurt you the most :) I miss being close to...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I am lonely. I am divorced. I see my daughters every Wednesday night and every other weekend. I miss them dearly. This bottom has fallen out of my life. I am a romantic and love...
    dave70a dave70a 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 19

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    As a wife of an alcoholic I feel so disconnected from my husband. I no longer want to be intimate bc I don't feel love in that way anymore. Can I get that back?? I still care for...
    TomasAva TomasAva 26-30, F 32 Responses a week ago

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    ​Eye gazingI know full well, when I am truly looking at someone and when I’m not. So I went through a phase where I experienced my own disconnectedness from… my soul...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel more disconnected with reality than ever...I've been looking entirely too hard for a friend. ..I'm just lost I guess
    lizardking187 lizardking187 31-35, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Israel turns off power to hundreds of thousands of Palestinians in the dead of winterAnnie Robbins on February 24, 2015Hundreds of thousands of Palestinians are cashed...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    CELL PHONE vs. BIBLE What would happen if we treated our Bible like we treat our cellphone? What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets? What if we flipped through it...
    NamelessWife NamelessWife 41-45, F 1 day ago

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