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I Am Disgusting

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    Disgusting I Am

    My torso is just one big blob of fat. And I do mean BIG. I feel like I'm wearing all of the food I've eaten the past 20 years. It's so gross. And if that's not bad enough, my legs have to have problems of their own and be ballooned up like watermelons. I really make myself sick...
    Trapt Trapt 18-21, M 10 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    I Am Pegusting

    i have the ugliest feet in the world, and a hairy bodae... since ive become an alcoholic i think ive become more disgusting im too lazy to shave the back... wonder when it will start that im too lazy to shave the nasty nads, and all the psych pharma wont change that... this feels...
    maksmars maksmars 41-45, M Oct 23, 2009

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    I Am F****d Up With My Experiences!!

    Yeah, i am Disgustingly F******D up with my bloody f**kin experiences. i am f**kin no longer interested in relations, friends, and oll the f**kin things like that... F**kin honesty, truth, patience, respect, oll are just nothing!!!    
    jonnyconception jonnyconception 22-25 4 Responses Jul 12, 2009

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    What Have I Done To Deserve This?

    Hi Im 18 years old. I dont have any friends, but Im friend to many. Why is that? That I am always there  for them and they are never there for me? I find that very unfair and I try to let them know how I am and what I feel, but they just doesnt seem to care. But if I didnt have...
    TheZebraGirl TheZebraGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    Dont Mind Meh

     I'm just sitting ova here poking ma nose
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 13, 2011

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    Watch My Story

    this is me trying to be tim the tool man taylor or the guy from dirty jobshttp://www.free-tvonpc.com/forums/showthread.php/why-not-11871.html?p=18579  
    wacky357 wacky357 18-21 Jun 21, 2008

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    Yuck

    what story is there to tell about being disgusting. i'm fat which equals disgusting. i'm shut up in my house so no one will ever see me. i only go out if i absolutely have to which is about 4 times a year.  thats my story. maybe one day when i die from heart failure they...
    fatgirl fatgirl 36-40, F 9 Responses May 9, 2007

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    I'm So Gross

    I'm fat. I'm covered in pimples. And now I'm hairy. It just keeps getting worse. I'm scared that I'm stuck in a rut that I'll never get out of. I used to be so cute. Now I'm just a fat ugly mess.
    alirsonnn alirsonnn 18-21 1 Response Dec 28, 2010

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    Stainless Steel

    Even when the skin peels off my hands, and the smells of rubbing alcohol fades slowly away, I still won't be clean. My mind will always be the way it is, picking out what it wants to hear and perverting it anyway it can. That's just how I am. My thoughts will always be impure...
    eleventeenfifty eleventeenfifty 13-15, F Jun 7, 2013

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    Waa

    i'm fugly. i have a lott of stretch marks. which are hideous. im fat and my legs are just HUGE AND EW. i'm hairy and ugh. i cant wear a bikini cuz i have just the "horriblest" body ever.
    lalalalaaaaa lalalalaaaaa 16-17, F Nov 6, 2010

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    Sooo Fat.

    I'm disgustingly fat. I have stretch marks all over my body. they are under my legs, on my back, just everywhere! my stomach is the worst. it looks so f'n gross I can't even find words to describe it. then they go down on my vag and are huge and purple. guess that's what happens...
    laquinn laquinn 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2013

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    I Hate Me

    I am so ******* fat it makes me sick. I have a hideous face. My voice is raspy, not lady-like at all. I am a complete failure as a woman. I have no ****, I can't get pregnant, and my endocrine system is messed up from a disorder so I can't even have a period without pills. I can...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 7 Responses Oct 3, 2010

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    Kick Them Out Please..

    I have all the common bad habits that people would just call you gross... except nail biting.. my nails are hard as rocks.. 
    amejad amejad 22-25, F Jan 26, 2011

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    I can't look in the mirror without being

    disgusted. I spend hours in front of the mirror crying. I am so fat and ugly, that I don't see the point of living.
    Amidala97 Amidala97 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    And I am alone. No matter how much I shower.

    ..I cannot cleanse myself...I won't be clean until I leave this body... I am so alone. I'm trying to be okay with that. It's hard. No one gets me. And it feels like I am walking on eggshells with the only ones who love me. The only beings I can put my faith and absolute trust...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 14

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    Related Experiences

    And I know we all have some things that we're ashamed of but just can't seem to stop. We're all unique that way. And, no. I am not as disgusting as some of you may be thinking. I...
    anonymousmuslimteen anonymousmuslimteen 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    I was in a good mood a few seconds ago. I was planning on going out with my cousin and friends to go rollerskating, but I just feel disgusting and ugly, and I don't want to leave...
    meli347 meli347 13-15, F Nov 29

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    I've been a 'healthy' weight for almost 4 years and I feel disgusting, I make my own skin crawl. Please can someone help/motivate me to loose weight again, I just feel really...
    thebelljar92 thebelljar92 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    There are so many groups on EP that are made just so ignorant people can get attention.
    burnedmemories burnedmemories 16-17, F Nov 30

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    ...especially to a female...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i cant stand all the overly sexual things that are posted here. some of us get sickened from reading your disgusting sexual fantasies. if you want sex so damn much then you should...
    psychedeliica psychedeliica 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Someone come chat me up, pass my time. Don't bother if you have a disgusting personality.
    InexplicablyWrong InexplicablyWrong 18-21, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I just had a shower and while I was in there I just started vomiting, it was so disgusting, really am hating this at the moment :( but it will be worth it in the end
    moonlighteclipse moonlighteclipse 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I still love you, I still yearn for that warm embrace you used to give me, our amazing and weird conversations, our days out, I gave up my disgusting habit of smoking because you...
    Arizv11 Arizv11 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    Ok lets see 1. they delete the groups that people joined this site for,. 2. they delete your posts because they don't abide their guidelines, even though a post with their...
    Anth9012 Anth9012 22-25, M 10 hrs ago

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    I take my break every morning on the deck outside my office. Its cold out, but it feels very refreshing. Someone from the party left a pack of cigarettes on the table and I tried...
    Shelley3457 Shelley3457 31-35, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I am a very nice person there's no bullshit with me i am nice and friendly towards people i have been bullied at a young age and in no way would i hurt somebody intentionally as i...
    sweetfaacex sweetfaacex 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    I don't have a picture because I've been called ugly and disgusting. My user name is mejustbeingme123 because I've always felt like I can't express my true self, like I'm stuck...
    mejustbeingme123 mejustbeingme123 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    I wanted to share what i felt like , but my story got deleted. I wanted to post about the way a teacher of mine treated me, but it was inappropriate , while stories of perverts and...
    sparkydream sparkydream 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    60th post. I hope everyone takes the time to read this post. This happened about half an hour ago, but let me start at the beginning. It's Sunday 2.20am when I started writing this...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I don't get homophobes. Ok first of all those who say being gay is a sin, the bible says a lot of things like don't lie, don't cheat.. etc and 99% of the religious people have done...
    nikkysg nikkysg 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 7

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    I thankfully have been blessed to singularly find myself amusing. As humans, we share our experiences, if we have a partner who better to share with. Whenever I experience...
    daraglanzer daraglanzer 36-40, F 9 Responses Nov 28

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    I was raped a little over a year ago, and my body is just damaged goods to me now. I hate it. I am a recovering self harmer, so it's scarred all over. I even have my exes initial...
    BrokenAndBetrayed612 BrokenAndBetrayed612 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 29

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    I look like a potato. My body is horrible and I hate being so insecure. I try hard to change my body and it doesn't work, I try exercise, not eating crap, eating healthy stuff, not...
    CeBeY1 CeBeY1 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Before you go up and about on me for this experience posting, I am 100% Vietnamese too. Technically I'm Vietnamese-American, and yes, I'm young, about 19. What I am referring to is...
    DarkFireMoon DarkFireMoon 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    The people on this site who think it is funny to traumatize children and scar them for life should be ashamed. It is disgusting to see what these people do. It is my intense desire...
    thewritestuff27 thewritestuff27 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 13

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    I received the call this morning at 9:31am... I couldn't believe it. I immediately started crying hysterically... I'm scared. I feel disgusting and worthless; like anything I touch...
    laura3579 laura3579 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    what's the point of living when you're useless? unwanted, untalented, worthless, fat, ugly, disgusting, society trash, waste of space? you know, i think of myself a lot worse than...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I had a horrible nightmare involving my child, I still feel adrenaline pumping through me. I just want to get this off my chest before I start my day. I was with a family in their...
    alliemamabear alliemamabear 18-21, F Nov 27

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    My father was a sociopath and avoidance addict. He is a disgusting loser, always farting. He has a degree in Marketing but had to work outdoors because of his passing gas all the...
    dharmafox dharmafox 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    I know I post this a lot, but I honestly believe that no matter what anyone says. I can't take it anymore, girls always look at me with total disgust when I'm outside, they always...
    Nix0 Nix0 16-17, M 6 Responses Nov 27

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    I'm sure most of you have been keeping up with the news of Ferguson and mike brown. I'm not sure what your views are on the whole situation between officer Darren Wilson and mike...
    marilynnrox marilynnrox 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I am a 21 year old college student. I have a narcissistic personality disorder, but am seeing a counselor and dealing with it day to day.My family has supported me my entire life...
    Anon0ne Anon0ne 18-21, M Nov 27

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    Thaaaat.....now that wee men we got facial hair now that were men I changed my underwear sumthing sumthing yeah get the crown save the town & Mr. Krabs We made it we made it...
    ThaQueen2 ThaQueen2 18-21, F Nov 27

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    sometimes I feel lame whenever I talk to or hang out with my friends. Yes I drink, but only with a group of people, so I'm only a social drinker. yet other than that, I don't smoke...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 28

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    For the most part, if someone insults me, I can rise above it. I'm usually calm and collective, and realise that the problem is not with me, but with the person hurling the abuse...
    shellofaboy shellofaboy 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 28

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    When I was younger I was always playing sport, always going out running and I really looked after myself, and I still do! It's just my face. My face is awful, everytime I look in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 28

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