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I Am Dissappointed I Am Not Where I Want to Be In Life

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    I Feel So Bad

    I Am Dissappointed because always are the same thing with all people can you guys tell me why?? Also all my girlfriend are equal because she always said you mother ****** what a **** is that i am human and i feel all this. but anyway i feel that i can live with this because all...
    elmeks elmeks 16-17 1 Response Oct 9, 2012

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    I Tried...

    I set everything up so I would graduate high school a half a year early and I would be done with my AA degree right now if I had made better choices...I was going to be somebody! Now I'm just that 'Alisha girl'
    angeldelinkwent angeldelinkwent 22-25, F 2 Responses May 23, 2009

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    Waiting For My Break In The Clouds

    Well most people my age usually have one or more things that just didn't turn out the way they forsaw it going one way or another. That is also my story and eventhough I feel let down and somehow forgotten in the game of life because my career hasn't been as easy as I thought it...
    Owleeeeease7 Owleeeeease7 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 13, 2012

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    I have let myself down.

    Why did I do such things, taken such decisions. Why? I don't know. Yes I know that I should be happy where I am and it is for my own good that I am here but to e honest I am getting frustrated. After all I am a human. How mb patience can I show. I know that I should be thankful...
    Tommtomy Tommtomy 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I don't think he loves me.

    First of all, we did not meet to get to know each other. We agreed to have sex. I am not mature enough to make right decisions. I am stupid letting myself get this far. He is a lot older than I am. I'm 20 years old and he's probably going to turn 40 one day from now. I wish he...
    87athleteunknown 87athleteunknown 18-21, F Mar 22, 2014

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    Feeling Better About My Life

    I'd like to share with you how happy I felt tonight after working at our work Christmas party. I never knew I could feel so much love from children at Christmastime or anytime. I was manning a craft table and my job was to help show the children how to do the two crafts I was...
    Owleeeeease7 Owleeeeease7 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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