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I Am Dissappointed I Am Not Where I Want to Be In Life

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    I Tried...

    I set everything up so I would graduate high school a half a year early and I would be done with my AA degree right now if I had made better choices...I was going to be somebody! Now I'm just that 'Alisha girl'
    angeldelinkwent angeldelinkwent 22-25, F 2 Responses May 23, 2009

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    Feeling Better About My Life

    I'd like to share with you how happy I felt tonight after working at our work Christmas party. I never knew I could feel so much love from children at Christmastime or anytime. I was manning a craft table and my job was to help show the children how to do the two crafts I was...
    Owleeeeease7 Owleeeeease7 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    I don't think he loves me.

    First of all, we did not meet to get to know each other. We agreed to have sex. I am not mature enough to make right decisions. I am stupid letting myself get this far. He is a lot older than I am. I'm 20 years old and he's probably going to turn 40 one day from now. I wish he...
    87athleteunknown 87athleteunknown 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I Feel So Bad

    I Am Dissappointed because always are the same thing with all people can you guys tell me why?? Also all my girlfriend are equal because she always said you mother ****** what a **** is that i am human and i feel all this. but anyway i feel that i can live with this because all...
    elmeks elmeks 16-17 1 Response Oct 9, 2012

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    Waiting For My Break In The Clouds

    Well most people my age usually have one or more things that just didn't turn out the way they forsaw it going one way or another. That is also my story and eventhough I feel let down and somehow forgotten in the game of life because my career hasn't been as easy as I thought it...
    Owleeeeease7 Owleeeeease7 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 13, 2012

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    But they dont want that for me. They think i aint earned it. They think they deserve it. But cant get it. So they deprive all of us. Sigh.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    I am starting over my life by starting a new chapter. I was up talking with my husband tell late last night we were talking about where things are going in our life, what we see...
    snowbabe3 snowbabe3 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    im 21 years old recently lost job and looking for a new minimum wage job. I feel so lost in life i have no friends bf car nothing. My sisters are 20 and 17 and both have jobs bfs...
    Tristechica22 Tristechica22 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    I don't know why...I have loving parents, a cool sis, amazing friends( just a few but they're worth it) but I just feels so vacant...and tired I want life to end now but I'm not a...
    CyanEyes CyanEyes 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Please let me explain. I love the beach I can envision life's beginnings in the ocean many millions of years ago. As I walk the shoreline I kind of feel at home at one with my...
    lmsforu lmsforu 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Ok, sigh...so this has been the absolute hardest time in my entire life. I am 31, going through a divorce from a 12 yr abusive and controlling relationship, come from a broken home...
    eaglesfly2 eaglesfly2 26-30, F 7 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I've been meaning to record these words in some manner or another for some time. Not necessarily because I want feed back on it, but for my own reflection and say...self searching...
    CarlyOnline CarlyOnline 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    Grey Eyes:A Memoir prologue- Avi knelt on the windowsill and looked out at the cars whizzing past below. Rain was falling, but the streets remained full of people on their way to...
    TenThousandSorrows TenThousandSorrows 22-25, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    My first assignment. I had to look at every item I bought that was packaged and see if they had additives, with certain numbers. Those numbers were, 100 to 122, 200 to...
    Create63 Create63 46-50, M 15 mins ago

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    October 25. Letting Go of the Past. "... in thy book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me when as yet there was none of them." —Ps. 139:16 Some...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 19 hrs ago

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    I've been thru different career paths for the past 10 years of my working life. I just couldn't find happiness or fulfillment. Even if my superiors tell me I'm brilliant, I still...
    surrealgizmo surrealgizmo 31-35, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    SOMEONE PLEASE TALK TO ME. The love of my life is on pshyciatric hold at our local state hospital. He is also withdrawing from meth. Its just a super long story. I dont know if he...
    amberderrickx amberderrickx 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Working in the same little restaurant for the past two years has been terrible recently. Between that and school just never wanting to end and a rocky time at home, I'm ready to...
    alexao91 alexao91 22-25, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I want to change the way I talk to people. I want to ask them how they are. I want to make sure they're okay before we enter conversation. I want to change the way I walk. I want...
    acorn288 acorn288 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I want to go back in time and change everything. I've dropped out, I've ****** up my life, I've let depression get me, I've ruined everything. I want to go back and start over, I...
    Darkthoughtsallover Darkthoughtsallover 16-17, F 12 hrs ago

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    I actually want to die, but not suicide, I just want to show people how much they need me, and to show them that they should have treated me better, I just don't want t leave the...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    8 LIFE-HACKS TO REDUCE STRESS So, here are some “life hacks” to get you started. 1. Make a budget and stick to it - Finances are perhaps the largest single source of stress...
    HeartStorm HeartStorm 70+, F 16 hrs ago

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    Like this second. I'm tired. I'm done. I'm done with having to live like a little kid at 21 and answering to people who claim they love me, but are only thinking about themselves...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 21 hrs ago

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    I like to see different people and different cultures over the world..I want to live my life and enjoy it..I don't want to put my life in sorrows or cries over some bad experiences...
    Sinceresoul1 Sinceresoul1 22-25, F 21 hrs ago

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    I'm going to change the world. Not, "I want to change the world" is what it should say. In anyway I can I'm going to try my best and make a difference. Little by little, big or...
    Greed2Avaricious Greed2Avaricious 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    I realize life is full of many things... People arent that all the same... Each of us are different... Each of us has their own special strategy of living... Surviving ... Seeking...
    SoRandomSam SoRandomSam 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    How do I bring up the topic of open marriage with my husband without him hating me? I really don't THINK he'll be into it, but I'm not 100% sure, and that's why I want to discuss...
    Coco181225 Coco181225 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    and my blog! I am honest to a fault in my stories and blog, and I never delete them. I just spent part of my morning rereading my EP stories. I laughed at some, I rolled my eyes...
    SpilledSecrets SpilledSecrets 22-25, F 13 hrs ago

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    I want to restart my life again because I don't like it this way
    lmaowut lmaowut 16-17, F 12 hrs ago

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    I want to live in Scotland. My entire family history on both sides is Scottish. It's a beautiful country, I feel like it's where I should be.
    justdreamingxoxox justdreamingxoxox 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Life's Lessons When you feel chronically confused or stuck or enraged, or afraid, you realize that the crises we bring ourselves are angels trying to get our attention. An illness...
    samemay54 samemay54 41-45, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    "He vanishes unwillingly, without warning. I wait for him. Each moment that I wait feels like a year, an eternity. Each moment is as slow and transparent as glass. Through each...
    Rheasdream Rheasdream 36-40, F 21 hrs ago

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    Youth and sex life is like ice cream, once melts, can't be enjoyed. We are getting bored from our routine and getting dull sex life. We seek change to add spices and variations...
    SWARNA69 SWARNA69 31-35, M 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I do not know what knowledge, karma, and devotion are, but in aloneness I wish to remain immersed in this state.” Throw this wish away, and you will slip into the same state. Not...
    karan750 karan750 36-40, M 11 hrs ago

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    Work for a cause not an applause! Live life to express not to impress!
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F 10 hrs ago

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    i dont have emotional feelings toward girls i love them as friends but i think about them sexually and how great a woman's body feels. the complete opposite from a man's body who...
    eminor92 eminor92 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Yess & explain how that song fits your life (;
    shineymoore shineymoore 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    Spent the afternoon in the ER. Over and over and over I have told my teenager not to tease the dog. You know where this is going. Today he wasn't feeling well so he was holding off...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F 5 hrs ago

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    Match point part 3 Here's the next part of the story sorry for how long it's taking me I'll try and speed it up with the next one. Also their are parts missing but nothing...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 30

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    What follows is an account of a dream I had 35 years ago. It was of a place I read about after “seeing” (as in a vision) it in the dream. You’ve heard of it; it’s heaven...
    CallmeIshmael CallmeIshmael 61-65, M 5 days ago

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    hi..I never had sex in my life..I want to lose virginity..anyone wants to help me?
    akashatdel akashatdel 26-30, M 14 hrs ago

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    I have nowhere to go...and i don't want to talk to people who will take offence of what i say...i don't want to upset anybody. But i need to let out my feelings that I've kept away...
    TheKidInTheCorner TheKidInTheCorner 13-15, M 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I've been stuck in a city I don't like, in a state I don't like, for 24 years! I need to get out of here. I've researched several places, but they each have their drawbacks... The...
    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger 41-45, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Would you all agree with me that at some point, it's not really about the money that you're after, it's a lifestyle. A lifestyle of not having to worry about money, a lifestyle...
    OutFromTheMatrix OutFromTheMatrix 26-30, M Oct 15

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    In hindsight, I could have done many things differently. In reality this is what became of my life... I was born in the 70's and am a middle child. I have an older brother and...
    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    In hindsight, I could have done many things differently. In reality this is what became of my life... I was born in the 70's and am a middle child. I have an older brother and...
    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I want to say happy birthday today to the most amazing man in my life, your my lover, my boyfriend and most of all your my best friend. Love you always!
    slimsweet98 slimsweet98 22-25, F 20 hrs ago

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