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I Am Dissappointed I Am Not Where I Want to Be In Life

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    I don't think he loves me.

    First of all, we did not meet to get to know each other. We agreed to have sex. I am not mature enough to make right decisions. I am stupid letting myself get this far. He is a lot older than I am. I'm 20 years old and he's probably going to turn 40 one day from now. I wish he...
    87athleteunknown 87athleteunknown 18-21, F Mar 22, 2014

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    Feeling Better About My Life

    I'd like to share with you how happy I felt tonight after working at our work Christmas party. I never knew I could feel so much love from children at Christmastime or anytime. I was manning a craft table and my job was to help show the children how to do the two crafts I was...
    Owleeeeease7 Owleeeeease7 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    Waiting For My Break In The Clouds

    Well most people my age usually have one or more things that just didn't turn out the way they forsaw it going one way or another. That is also my story and eventhough I feel let down and somehow forgotten in the game of life because my career hasn't been as easy as I thought it...
    Owleeeeease7 Owleeeeease7 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 13, 2012

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    I Tried...

    I set everything up so I would graduate high school a half a year early and I would be done with my AA degree right now if I had made better choices...I was going to be somebody! Now I'm just that 'Alisha girl'
    angeldelinkwent angeldelinkwent 22-25, F 2 Responses May 23, 2009

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    I have let myself down.

    Why did I do such things, taken such decisions. Why? I don't know. Yes I know that I should be happy where I am and it is for my own good that I am here but to e honest I am getting frustrated. After all I am a human. How mb patience can I show. I know that I should be thankful...
    Tommtomy Tommtomy 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I Feel So Bad

    I Am Dissappointed because always are the same thing with all people can you guys tell me why?? Also all my girlfriend are equal because she always said you mother ****** what a **** is that i am human and i feel all this. but anyway i feel that i can live with this because all...
    elmeks elmeks 16-17 1 Response Oct 9, 2012

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    I’m not gonna let Satan win for years he kept me silenced over this well look out now it’s my turn.By keeping silenced and not sharing this he would win me over but not any...
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    Dad... I love you, but I can't trust you as much as I did before. And here are my reasons why: You made so many promises you could not keep. When I was young and afraid of my...
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    I love my wife, but I hate my life. The only way I can see to change the things I want changed, is for us to go our separate ways. We don't see eye to eye on where we want to live...
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    To start this experience off, yes I did take sleeping pills because I hadn’t slept in 3 days straight and I was to the point of exhaustion and my stress levels from my occupation...
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    munahal munahal 18-21, F Mar 3

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    I am 20 now and I have two options that I need help on. A. Move out with someone in my state who I Have known for months but is unsure about the future or where they want to go...
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    Late-term abortion of twins Sarah Terzo Abortion (LiveActionNews) - In an article profiling the now deceased late-term abortionist Dr. William Rashbaum (which I’ve...
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    I don't just want to change my life i want to change me. I have had a really horrible childhood & my adolescent years were no better but i don't think that gives me an excuse to...
    flyingblossom flyingblossom 26-30, F Mar 1

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    Sometimes I just gaze into the mirror, staring back at my reflection. As I look into my eyes all I can see is hurt and pain, misery caused by myself and to myself, as if the life...
    lisa2047 lisa2047 13-15, F Mar 4

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    I was 5 when the school system and my parents decided to put me on Ritalin, antidepressants and through special education from 1-12th grade. I also got stuck in with a program with...
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    At this moment I feel lonely and lost. I'm having one of my poor me days. I keep wondering what I did to get to this point in my life and why I am where I am and not where I want...
    fragmentsoflife fragmentsoflife 22-25, F Mar 11

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    paganknight72 paganknight72 41-45, M Mar 15

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    I have never felt so close to a break down. I look back at the past 5 years of my life and I'm so disappointed. No matter how had I try I'm always in the same spot. Like no school...
    hiddenjem hiddenjem 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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