I Am Distant

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 40 People

    Goddamnit...I'm there again.

    The pained and ever heavy rain, the slices of lightning tearing at the already hemorrhaging sky. Everything's so wounded and helpless, here. From this very unparticular desk office, high above the labyrinth of a life less city that only exist in the spaces between my brain...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden
    18-21, M
    Jan 1, 2015

    I was born a very depended child

    but due to the bullying I received in primary school I became distant towards other people. I always feel slightly uncomfortable when meeting or talking to other people. Later on in life, these teenage years of mine, my parents threatened to disown me (but due to my fake acting...
    HeyRainbow HeyRainbow
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 22, 2014

    Have you ever seen the burning of an orange

    city against the flaming sun? The empty beaches, abandoned parks, forgotten cars, and lifeless intersections? How 'bout the king of this godless and purposeless maze? Or, maybe "King" is the wrong word to use. The guest. The inhabitant, prisoner, etc.. It's a wild place. The...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden
    18-21, M
    Jan 1, 2015

    Distance

    I believe that couples should be distant to an extent. I think that a bit of autonomy breeds freedom and longevity. My parents love each other but they are both individuals who do not smother each other or try to manipulate each other. I try to live this way too after being...
    SzabadeletSzabadmadar SzabadeletSzabadmadar
    26-30, F
    Aug 14, 2009

    A rambling idiot in waiting of another fool to

    sit with, is all I think I am. Maybe someone to point out all the flaws with, whilst sitting on a bridge somewhere peaceful. We could climb a tree and observe everything from our branch, bopping our heads to the soothing of our music. I literally spend hours contemplating...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden
    18-21, M
    Jan 5, 2015

    Averse To Social Situations

    Sometimes I feel I cannot be open. Some people you owe the truth to and some you don't, to varying degrees. You don't have to tell someone things just because they ask; not everyone has to know everything about you. Some you don't have to be open with but it's healthy if you...
    Nyxii Nyxii
    26-30, F
    Jun 27, 2013

    Watching the world through glass I can see,

    but not pass through the wall Isn't there anything at all even a tiny step, that I can do? Not me, the girl with hair so blue The girl who likes to wear a tail who sometimes wants to be a male The one who when passing, people stare At her tail, then her blue hair She...
    HoldingOnToAir HoldingOnToAir
    18-21, T
    Jul 18, 2014

    Fade

    Can't say things I need to say. It's there beneath the surface. I don't feel open enough anymore and I don't care to fix it. I just want to rest. I just want peace. I don't want to try. I want the world to go away. I want to forget. Let me forget. clouds fog grass...
    Nyxii Nyxii
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 5, 2013
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