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I Am Doing Something I Never Imagined

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 218 People

    I Made The Decision To Change My Life..

    For a long time I let life get the better of me.  I let myself be overwhelmed by all the things that had happened to me, all the things that had gone wrong, all the chances to pull myself out of it that I'd let slip by.. I lived with my best friend for a lot of years...
    rockyj rockyj 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2010

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    So Many Things, Where to Start?

    Wow, so yes! I am doing so many things that I never imagined I would do!!! I am working 3 jobs and holding my house down all by myself! No one is helping!! I am making my car payments on time!! I separated from an abusive husband. I am dating someone who makes me happy! I am...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2008

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    I Can

    I never imagined that I could hate.....but sadly I've found that I can.
    LadyBronte LadyBronte 46-50, F 11 Responses Feb 16, 2011

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    My Job

    Recently, I began working for quick service food and beverage, something I never imagined doing. This is the main reason why I have not been around EP for a while but I have not forgotten about you guys. The schedule is pretty rough, to the point that I work all day and come...
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 31, 2010

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    After A Breakup...

    I got myself a "friend with benefits," which I never imagined myself doing... I'd only been with two women before, and I was in a committed relationship both times. Oh, and she's 12 years older than me... so there's another thing I never thought would happen...
    StillRadioactive StillRadioactive 22-25, M Feb 28, 2013

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    Self-harm.

    When I first heard of it, it almost seemed unreal. "Why would anybody do such a thing?" I falt bad for them. Always tried to make them feel better. ~ But now, I do it myself. I know I shouldn't. It started about a month ago. (I don't cut myself, I usually just pick my skin or...
    unknowninvisible unknowninvisible 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2012

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    Seeing a Married Man

      Please don't judge me I am doing something I never imagined I would do especially since my ex husband did this to me……..I am dating a married man.  We have been seeing each other for around 20 months now and have only grown closer as the months go...
    sunsetandroses sunsetandroses 41-45, F 9 Responses Dec 31, 2007

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    Leaving

    At the begining of this program, I thought everything would be okay. Little did I know the challenges I would have to face thanks to "high schoolish drama" between college students. There is a song that says High School Never Ends, the experiences I have gone through here...
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 17, 2011

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    Got Divorced....

    Never thought I'd be living as a divorced man.  Never, never, never.... But, I'm getting used to it.
    DancesWithDolphins DancesWithDolphins 41-45, M Feb 22, 2008

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    Never Say Never

    I told my self I would never get messed up in a relationship now look at me I'm more lost than what I ever thought. I thought I wouldn't ever try a smoke and I told myself I would never get drunk. Its sad when you tell yourself you won't ever do anything and you end up doing it...
    martpao martpao 16-17, F Mar 3, 2010

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    Lots of Things!

    i've never really been able to imagine my future self very clearly. probably has something to do with my lack of memories about my past, supposedly that's connected to future expectations. i remember when i first read little women (i was probably about 9 or 10) and i got to the...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    There is no way I should be writing this on EP because I have way more important things to be doing. lol Huge presentation tomorrow and all I can think about is trying to finish my...
    absolom absolom 41-45 3 days ago

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    some think because God answers our prayers we are exempt from trials and tribulation ,,this is not so ,just the opposite ,,,we are in a battle with dark forces ,, just...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M a week ago

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    I am not a complainer but I have no one to vent to so I am taking it out in here. It must be so nice to come home, kick back and relax. I must be doing something wrong because I...
    writerchic writerchic 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    Like a child. Doctoring. Working on his projects. Massaging his aches. No telling what he's asked from me the last two days. I know that as soon as he comes in the door...
    FreyjaInBattle FreyjaInBattle 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    the time my friend Freddie became a girl part 1 I leaped out the other side of the table and ran for my life, I heard the girls shouting at each other behind me in unison ?You let...
    Jaitheboy Jaitheboy 13-15, T Nov 27

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    Is this the life, the one you imagined? Upon gazing at your reflection, have you achieved everything you swore you would achieve when you left the ranks within school? When staring...
    city87 city87 26-30, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    My grandmother says that we all have that someone special, and those special things that happen between two people that we need to keep to ourselves. I didn't think it could ever...
    starkizzed21 starkizzed21 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    the time my friend Freddie became a girl part 2 If she saw what I could see in the mirror, then we were going to be fine. And I was right. As soon as she entered the room, a wide...
    Jaitheboy Jaitheboy 13-15, T Nov 27

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    There are many things over a span of years that I have allowed to be said about me, and to me by members of this site. I have told you repeatedly that I do not speak out to...
    Joseph84 Joseph84 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I won't give him up, but I might have too. ------ Here's the story: Alright. I know I might be judged severely. But I am 15 years old and I'm in love with a 23 year old man. He has...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 22

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    There are 5 things that are important in life which is timing,understanding, believing, reminding and reflecting! Timing well good things happen to those who wait! This is very...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    Last night was the hardest night of my life. Almost three years ago, I met a wonderful man. Clever, intelligent, funny, respectful : someone a lot of women would call perfect. He...
    FromDuskTillDawn FromDuskTillDawn 22-25 Dec 8

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    Many years ago, in my heavy drinking days, we had a place we liked to frequent which I’ll call the Fish. Anyway we were celebrating something, I think it was my scuba...
    dave6879 dave6879 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    I want him to message me and ask how I'm doing. Just something to show he thinks about me.
    hazeleyedangel68 hazeleyedangel68 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    I need to get this of my chest. Dear, Julio Garcia I'm sorry... You put up with me blaming you for my depression and heart brake when it truly wasn't your fault. I'm sorry that...
    Aries1884 Aries1884 26-30, F Dec 8

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    I am not perfect. I know I will never be perfect. I know there is no such thing as perfect. That does not make life easier though. We strive to be perfect, to be the best, to do...
    kdone kdone 31-35, F Dec 9

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    Most are good and avoid doing wrong knowing they should. Some people are tempted and fight all their lifetime to not do wrong and be kind. Others are just plain bad and know...
    GivaCafeMatin GivaCafeMatin 56-60, M Dec 11

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    I still don't know what I'm doing! :D Haha, oh god... |: I have yet to press any buttons. o.o I'm trying slightly less halfassedly though. I believe that counts for something. My...
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response Nov 28

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    I most definitely always have something on my mind. More specifically someone :P My girlfriend is always on my mind. I'm always thinking about her. What she could be doing, What...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    Life is a journey, take it one day at a time. We are all constantly stumbling and falling. Always trying to find the ultimate happiness and peace of mind. I guess all of this is...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 8

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    The Back-story: Almost 3 years ago I met this woman, a couple years older than me, at work. We hit it off instantly, and eventually became truly friends. At the time of us meeting...
    mperez4855 mperez4855 22-25, M 5 Responses Dec 5

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    For a while I've been having these dreams about this girl I've never met before and I think I've fallen in love. It's been almost a year I've been having these 4 weird dreams and I...
    bayley92 bayley92 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I'm bored from all of these ordinary thing happening day after day, year after year and so on. It's the same every day - teenagers gossip only about sex and dates, parents doing...
    AnnaJackson12345 AnnaJackson12345 18-21, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I had the chance today to do something nice for someone. And I was in too much of a hurry to notice until the moment had passed. Wrapped up in myself and all the things I have to...
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I don't know what to do. O_O I have decided that I'm going to basically have a life. I'd say have a life "again" but I never really had one to begin with. I've very little idea how...
    Friability Friability 18-21 2 Responses Nov 24

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    Boob touching in Bio One of my weirdest experiences was around December in 10th grade Biology. I looked quite gross, I had gym earlier that day and was wearing my gym clothes. A...
    kamaci kamaci 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 8

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    I got expelled from school. I had just gotten a scholarship and it was out-of-country. I was going to go for 2 years and experience the world. Then I was going to try and transfer...
    pancaekes pancaekes 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    I guess I got used to being invisible to you, But don't worry I am invisible to the world to I am finding it hard to breath like something is pushing on my lungs. But that weight...
    WhiteTheKid WhiteTheKid 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    Some people say love is hard. Some say true love is even harder. Is it true? I'm not the one to answer that question. When it comes to love I'm a three time loser. Can I say I was...
    Leeza1964 Leeza1964 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 21

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    I need to confess something.. I ditched my my love and my best friend. I don't know how it all happened.. It was in 2008 when I met a guy, Eddy (Name changed).. He turned out to be...
    TheLivingDead TheLivingDead 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    I can't stand the fact that no one in my family calls me to check to see how I'm doing or on the holidays. No. Yet I'm expected to be the one to make sure that I keep in touch...
    LadyCNote LadyCNote 26-30, F Nov 30

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    Another restless night. Lock up in my room trying to fake im sleeping to be able to get a moment of peace while I go through, reviewing what happened today, what happened this week...
    alemp alemp 22-25, F Dec 6

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    Never have I been one to regret, nor have I been the typical type of person who feels like I want to do something and I do not take the opportunity to achieve set goals. Yet, there...
    city87 city87 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    I sleep at daylight then i woke up at night to crave for something i don't even know myself, i sit on my bed for hours i didn't listen to music or watch tv. Sometimes i go out on...
    nightmarethoughts nightmarethoughts 18-21, M Dec 10

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    Sometimes I don't understand why I don't have a boyfriend. I understand having a boyfriend is not everything and school is a higher priority than guys however, I just don't...
    livelaughlove365 livelaughlove365 18-21, F 4 days ago

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