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I Am Doing Something I Never Imagined

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 217 People

    Lots of Things!

    i've never really been able to imagine my future self very clearly. probably has something to do with my lack of memories about my past, supposedly that's connected to future expectations. i remember when i first read little women (i was probably about 9 or 10) and i got to the...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2008

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    I Can

    I never imagined that I could hate.....but sadly I've found that I can.
    LadyBronte LadyBronte 46-50, F 11 Responses Feb 16, 2011

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    I Made The Decision To Change My Life..

    For a long time I let life get the better of me.  I let myself be overwhelmed by all the things that had happened to me, all the things that had gone wrong, all the chances to pull myself out of it that I'd let slip by.. I lived with my best friend for a lot of years...
    rockyj rockyj 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2010

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    My Job

    Recently, I began working for quick service food and beverage, something I never imagined doing. This is the main reason why I have not been around EP for a while but I have not forgotten about you guys. The schedule is pretty rough, to the point that I work all day and come...
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 31, 2010

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    After A Breakup...

    I got myself a "friend with benefits," which I never imagined myself doing... I'd only been with two women before, and I was in a committed relationship both times. Oh, and she's 12 years older than me... so there's another thing I never thought would happen...
    StillRadioactive StillRadioactive 22-25, M Feb 28, 2013

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    Never Say Never

    I told my self I would never get messed up in a relationship now look at me I'm more lost than what I ever thought. I thought I wouldn't ever try a smoke and I told myself I would never get drunk. Its sad when you tell yourself you won't ever do anything and you end up doing it...
    martpao martpao 16-17, F Mar 3, 2010

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    Leaving

    At the begining of this program, I thought everything would be okay. Little did I know the challenges I would have to face thanks to "high schoolish drama" between college students. There is a song that says High School Never Ends, the experiences I have gone through here...
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 17, 2011

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    Seeing a Married Man

      Please don't judge me I am doing something I never imagined I would do especially since my ex husband did this to me……..I am dating a married man.  We have been seeing each other for around 20 months now and have only grown closer as the months go...
    sunsetandroses sunsetandroses 41-45, F 9 Responses Dec 31, 2007

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    So Many Things, Where to Start?

    Wow, so yes! I am doing so many things that I never imagined I would do!!! I am working 3 jobs and holding my house down all by myself! No one is helping!! I am making my car payments on time!! I separated from an abusive husband. I am dating someone who makes me happy! I am...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2008

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    Tomorrow I am going down a pathway I never

    imagined I would go. I feel excited anxious and all the rest. Part of me feels ashamed and guilty the moment where I think what the hell are you doing girl? I hope it may unravel something so special but under no illusions. I know that what ever happens will be down to fate...
    Sixofhearts Sixofhearts 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    Got Divorced....

    Never thought I'd be living as a divorced man.  Never, never, never.... But, I'm getting used to it.
    DancesWithDolphins DancesWithDolphins 41-45, M Feb 22, 2008

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    So it's been about 4 weeks since I last heard from you. I'm doing so much better now, I'm very proud of myself. I used to want you to call meĀ  so I can hear your voice again..at...
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    I always marvel at people's capacity to push the bounds of stupidity, yet never really applied it to myself. Of course I've done stupid things but never something that has made me...
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    I am grateful and am the luckiest of the lucky because even though im mean to my bf of 5 yrs, he wont give up on me, hes open arms when I need him, for being my crying shoulder...
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    I am tired of pleasing people who are cruel, and uncaring of my own feelings. I can only bear so much of your burdens before it destroys me. I am tired of fighting for something...
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    Hi everyone. My name is Deon Lee and currently I am 29 years old. I want to share a embarrassing story that happened to me five years ago. It begins when I was just graduated from...
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    before I understood my sexuality I had boyfriends but none of those relationships ended up lasting too long. one big reason was that I wasn't attracted to them and I thought I was...
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    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21 1 Response Aug 14

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    Earlier this year, I had a mysterious dream. I dreamed that I was laying down on our couch, in the living room. Out of no where, my bf's t-shirt came in front of me in the air...
    Susy86 Susy86 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I bet I sound stupid saying this because about a million other people are saying the same thing, but I really do what to do something that means something. I don't want to die...
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    It's odd that I'm back in the place where my hell was real to the point of driving me to doing things I never knew possible. Back then it was like a bad dream that I couldn't...
    XxBloodyLullabyxX XxBloodyLullabyxX 22-25, M Aug 12

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    I can't make connections with people anymore. I care about the well being of all people, but I'm not able to have a personal bond beyond that. When I was high, I had a fluttering...
    EL3FUNT EL3FUNT 26-30, F Aug 11

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    Last night I was on the phone with the man I do contract graphic design freelance for. We were talking about his company and how it's changing and there might be a chance that I...
    oncemoreuntothebreech oncemoreuntothebreech 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    If I was to be honest with myself I'm a 22 young male who's never had a girlfriend (female companion) ever before. Never dated or never been in a relationship with a female. Nor I...
    JLR555 JLR555 22-25, M Aug 10

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    I have always had the reputation that I was able to do things others could not. I was told I could not get out of the neighborhood I grew up in, I did. I was told I could not...
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    I often ask myself why do humans lust after a total stranger? I even have heard men say they watch TV to see women in different clothing's and to see their bodies and shapes. I...
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    And it drives me insane. I'm always delving deep into absolutely everything in an effort to bring out some kind of "truth" or I am GENUINELY curious about finding out what makes...
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    This entry is for Aug5-Aug6. This was a long, all interconnected dream. It starts off with me in some ...building of some kind? No clue what the place is. It was dark and it had a...
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    But what if your gut shifts from day to day, week to week? What if white flags get waved, in-between the red?? How do you know what's what & what's not? *I DO Believe You Should...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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