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    I Can

    I never imagined that I could hate.....but sadly I've found that I can.
    LadyBronte LadyBronte 46-50, F 11 Responses Feb 16, 2011

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    Self-harm.

    When I first heard of it, it almost seemed unreal. "Why would anybody do such a thing?" I falt bad for them. Always tried to make them feel better. ~ But now, I do it myself. I know I shouldn't. It started about a month ago. (I don't cut myself, I usually just pick my skin or...
    unknowninvisible unknowninvisible 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2012

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    So Many Things, Where to Start?

    Wow, so yes! I am doing so many things that I never imagined I would do!!! I am working 3 jobs and holding my house down all by myself! No one is helping!! I am making my car payments on time!! I separated from an abusive husband. I am dating someone who makes me happy! I am...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2008

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    Seeing a Married Man

      Please don't judge me I am doing something I never imagined I would do especially since my ex husband did this to me……..I am dating a married man.  We have been seeing each other for around 20 months now and have only grown closer as the months go...
    sunsetandroses sunsetandroses 41-45, F 9 Responses Dec 31, 2007

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    Lots of Things!

    i've never really been able to imagine my future self very clearly. probably has something to do with my lack of memories about my past, supposedly that's connected to future expectations. i remember when i first read little women (i was probably about 9 or 10) and i got to the...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2008

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    Never Say Never

    I told my self I would never get messed up in a relationship now look at me I'm more lost than what I ever thought. I thought I wouldn't ever try a smoke and I told myself I would never get drunk. Its sad when you tell yourself you won't ever do anything and you end up doing it...
    martpao martpao 16-17, F Mar 3, 2010

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    Got Divorced....

    Never thought I'd be living as a divorced man.  Never, never, never.... But, I'm getting used to it.
    DancesWithDolphins DancesWithDolphins 41-45, M Feb 22, 2008

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    Leaving

    At the begining of this program, I thought everything would be okay. Little did I know the challenges I would have to face thanks to "high schoolish drama" between college students. There is a song that says High School Never Ends, the experiences I have gone through here...
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 17, 2011

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    After A Breakup...

    I got myself a "friend with benefits," which I never imagined myself doing... I'd only been with two women before, and I was in a committed relationship both times. Oh, and she's 12 years older than me... so there's another thing I never thought would happen...
    StillRadioactive StillRadioactive 22-25, M Feb 28, 2013

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    I Made The Decision To Change My Life..

    For a long time I let life get the better of me.  I let myself be overwhelmed by all the things that had happened to me, all the things that had gone wrong, all the chances to pull myself out of it that I'd let slip by.. I lived with my best friend for a lot of years...
    rockyj rockyj 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2010

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    My Job

    Recently, I began working for quick service food and beverage, something I never imagined doing. This is the main reason why I have not been around EP for a while but I have not forgotten about you guys. The schedule is pretty rough, to the point that I work all day and come...
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 31, 2010

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    A hero can be anyone. Even doing something as simple & reassuring as putting a coat on a little boys shoulders to let him know the world hasn't ended.
    SocialRomance SocialRomance 18-21, M Sep 26

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    Well I was thinking about blogging stuff. I kind of want to I've been curious about blogging. I have so many things going through my head all the time and I want to do something...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I feel like that all the time. My life is so boring, I do the same routine every day: Go to school, go home, eat, go on the Internet, read, sleep and repeat.. I feel like I...
    EmmaBirchall EmmaBirchall 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Don't we all? I think we all feel we should be doing something more.
    BobFrost BobFrost 36-40, M 6 Responses Sep 27

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    What once was dead is dead. My heart doesn't know; it wanders, it strays, it leaves and it stays, and so has it been for all of its days, but the Earth opens up to your...
    quike23 quike23 16-17, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I'm almost 18 and have never been kissed, although I've had two "almost" boyfriends. I can't tell my friends this because they always talk about who they banged at a party etc, and...
    mahe18 mahe18 18-21, F 1 Response 39 mins ago

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't mean to castigate others in any way for their own choices. It just wasn't something I was interested in even trying, even though my Aquarian spirit tempts me to 'try...
    dadhereforyou dadhereforyou 51-55, M a week ago

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    I have no energy left to fight my fears and insecurities. I know people would probably laugh a 24-year-old who acts like a kid and is miserable. Who'd want to be near me, right...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I was out with some of my girl friends this evening, and had the thought mulling around in my brain on the drive back to my place, that we all have dichotomies in us that we all...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I think that's why the Lord has had mercy on me. I just never knew that stuff was going on when I was young. I was always concentrating on how to make a good living, some kind of...
    QuickandtheDead QuickandtheDead 46-50, M Oct 6

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    I don't remember the last time I was truly happy. Maybe sometimes before high school. Now I am 23 and miserable all the time. I feel like I am wasting my time, not doing what I...
    5sosfam 5sosfam 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    You know who I am talking to and I have unblocked you for a time because unlike the friends you are deceiving, I will spare you from being the last to know what is going on. After...
    Joseph84 Joseph84 31-35, M 21 Responses Sep 28

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    There's suppose to be a wedding on the 25th and I wish it wasn't happening. The last few months I have had the feeling that I wasn't ready to married so I was thinking since we...
    wantingtobehappy84 wantingtobehappy84 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I'm 15. In a committed relationship and totally in love with my boyfriend. But I'm attracted to older guys. Always have been. I'm attracted to people my age too, but a little less...
    AngelBunny666 AngelBunny666 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    I hate doing what I love because I never do what is needed.
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    Yeah... that's right. I'm tired of being the one doing all the talking in private message on EP. I'm tired of always being the one to break the ice. I'm tired of opening up to...
    Cristofori Cristofori 41-45, M Sep 21

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    So I haven't posted anything recently because I've been busy at work and seeing someone new. (Not my crush, lol!) But I have been thinking a lot about how exciting it was doing...
    valleygirl84 valleygirl84 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    I'm 21 years old. I've always dated men. I cut my hair short (like Keira Knightley in Domino) when I was 13. I was called "dyke spikes" all through high school, even after my hair...
    NotaDisneyPrincess NotaDisneyPrincess 18-21, F Sep 26

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    There are numerous occasions I have just stayed up laying in my bed staring at the ceiling. There was probably something on my mind but all I was doing was staring at nothing :P...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 2

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    Just because that little icon next to my name is green, implying that I am not only online, but goofing about on EP, that doesn't necessarily mean I'm here at that very moment...
    SonofSomebody SonofSomebody 22-25, M Oct 6

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    I'm a little technically challenged. On my iPhone every time I try going into this app the screen turns black then it exits out. I've turned my phone off and on like 20 times and...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I've started to realise that I am missing having a father figure. I don't know if I ever really had one. I grew up thinking it was illegal or something for fathers to give their...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 21

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    I am a rather popular guy, yet sometimes I stop doing whatever it is that I am doing at that moment and when I look around me I feel surrounded by strangers. I just realize that I...
    michael9666 michael9666 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 23

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    the most of my life passed by seeing my father lying on the roads, drunk. my mother hitting me over my childhood curiosities like opening up the fridge a lot many times and my...
    smilingbabaji smilingbabaji 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 29

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    I have never been in a serious relationship. Nor have I ever had a crush. There are times in the present and the past where I wanted a relationship. I do not have an urge to...
    Makalaster Makalaster 18-21, T Oct 8

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    besides ED, I also choose martial arts as my topic. Please answer these questions if you'd like to help me 1) What martial arts did/are you doing? 2) How long have you been doing...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 4 days ago

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    My mother, Age 48, Was diagnosed with Squamous Cell Carcinoma of the throat, about three months ago, but had had it for nearly a year before diagnosis. She was at work one day, at...
    Glorytheory Glorytheory 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Fell in love for the first time 20 yrs ago with a man who thought I was much older than I was. I lied about my age. I really liked him but we only saw each other off and on for a...
    Ladygrey79 Ladygrey79 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    No No No I'll NEVER EVER give up. I am not the kind who takes a step back once I'm determined to have something. I once made the bank release a check for 20K an hour and a half...
    CoolDad59 CoolDad59 51-55, M Sep 26

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    He has no idea that since September, my world circles around him. Were he ever to find that out, it would drive him far, far away, to a place where I'd never see him again. One...
    Ellenaria Ellenaria 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    It's somehow killing me inside. I lied about something huge - no, worse, i pretended. I don't know what made me do it. somehow there was an idea that popped into my head and i did...
    happylifesaver happylifesaver 18-21, F Oct 2

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    I'm 19 years old and my parents treats me like I'm still 10 year old little girl. I never get to hangout with my friends at all. Everyday I have to battle myself with suicidal...
    Angrysalads Angrysalads 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 7

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    I feel like I'm just waiting to die. Like I was created by mistake and I'm just waiting to be erased. I can't remember when I've lived last. The life I've lived 26 years with my...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 3 Responses Oct 9

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    I spoke to my first love again today. There was lots of tears and a lot of emotion. For some reason he reached out to me and asked to meet for Coffee, I was hesitant because seeing...
    hankpalmer hankpalmer 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I'm a single guy living in Malaysia. I lost my wife and three of my son including a pair of twin boys years ago. Last year I lost my oldest son also in a car accident. Also last...
    zarencorp zarencorp 36-40 Sep 22

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