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I Am Doing Something I Never Imagined

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    After A Breakup...

    I got myself a "friend with benefits," which I never imagined myself doing... I'd only been with two women before, and I was in a committed relationship both times. Oh, and she's 12 years older than me... so there's another thing I never thought would happen...
    StillRadioactive StillRadioactive 22-25, M Feb 28, 2013

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    Never Say Never

    I told my self I would never get messed up in a relationship now look at me I'm more lost than what I ever thought. I thought I wouldn't ever try a smoke and I told myself I would never get drunk. Its sad when you tell yourself you won't ever do anything and you end up doing it...
    martpao martpao 16-17, F Mar 3, 2010

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    Lots of Things!

    i've never really been able to imagine my future self very clearly. probably has something to do with my lack of memories about my past, supposedly that's connected to future expectations. i remember when i first read little women (i was probably about 9 or 10) and i got to the...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2008

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    I Can

    I never imagined that I could hate.....but sadly I've found that I can.
    LadyBronte LadyBronte 46-50, F 11 Responses Feb 16, 2011

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    I Made The Decision To Change My Life..

    For a long time I let life get the better of me.  I let myself be overwhelmed by all the things that had happened to me, all the things that had gone wrong, all the chances to pull myself out of it that I'd let slip by.. I lived with my best friend for a lot of years...
    rockyj rockyj 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2010

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    Got Divorced....

    Never thought I'd be living as a divorced man.  Never, never, never.... But, I'm getting used to it.
    DancesWithDolphins DancesWithDolphins 41-45, M Feb 22, 2008

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    So Many Things, Where to Start?

    Wow, so yes! I am doing so many things that I never imagined I would do!!! I am working 3 jobs and holding my house down all by myself! No one is helping!! I am making my car payments on time!! I separated from an abusive husband. I am dating someone who makes me happy! I am...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2008

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    Tomorrow I am going down a pathway I never

    imagined I would go. I feel excited anxious and all the rest. Part of me feels ashamed and guilty the moment where I think what the hell are you doing girl? I hope it may unravel something so special but under no illusions. I know that what ever happens will be down to fate...
    Sixofhearts Sixofhearts 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    Leaving

    At the begining of this program, I thought everything would be okay. Little did I know the challenges I would have to face thanks to "high schoolish drama" between college students. There is a song that says High School Never Ends, the experiences I have gone through here...
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 17, 2011

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    Seeing a Married Man

      Please don't judge me I am doing something I never imagined I would do especially since my ex husband did this to me……..I am dating a married man.  We have been seeing each other for around 20 months now and have only grown closer as the months go...
    sunsetandroses sunsetandroses 41-45, F 9 Responses Dec 31, 2007

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    My Job

    Recently, I began working for quick service food and beverage, something I never imagined doing. This is the main reason why I have not been around EP for a while but I have not forgotten about you guys. The schedule is pretty rough, to the point that I work all day and come...
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 31, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I was recently at a concert and this couple behind me kept hugging and cuddling while standing during the show. Every now and then someone would brush up against me from behind...
    mydreamsonly mydreamsonly 31-35, M 1 Response May 13

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    okay I'm just going to say it, that girl in the picture for this experience is hot. alright I'm done now haha, time to remove this experience.
    Redmoon383 Redmoon383 18-21, M May 14

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    I hate counting calories but my pastor is on my fitness pal lol do i loved back in and decided to use it to record my food to keep track of fools allergies. Lol btw I'm the member...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Let me be clear, I'm talking about first dates, and these days those are usually with someone we're chatting with on a dating website. There're probably women reading this that are...
    BigbadGus BigbadGus 36-40, M 2 Responses May 6

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    I'm tired of saying that I'll try to make things better because in order to fulfill that promise to myself I'm going to have to fake it. That's what I've been doing. That's what...
    ChelseaJN ChelseaJN 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I keep wondering why I am a target for abuse, rejection, being shunned, and abandoned by many? I feel no matter what I do or say to people, I'm just not good enough to be their...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T 1 hr ago

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    I was molested for about 5 years by my cousin from ages 6-11 she was 10-15. Its started it off when she would just play wrestle with me and her being older and stronger she would...
    067497jw 067497jw 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I don't ever feel like I'm good enough.. When it comes to me and my relationship to walking around at school and thinking I'm nothing but meaningless and or worthless. The type of...
    MaayaOliivia07 MaayaOliivia07 13-15, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    My parents and I never had a very close relationship. I will admit that it is partially my fault, but it felt it necessary since I was little to put a distance between myself and...
    Marchi Marchi 22-25 May 6

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    Today I am grateful for my hubs. In the midst of an anxiety-laced meltdown, one look into my eyes and the words, "it's gonna be okay", can bring me back to the planet. That he...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 25

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    At the age of 3 doctors performed tests on me and labeled me at the bottom 1% of children my age. Apparently I wasn't gaining the proper knowledge or learning skills and was soon...
    WardenChult WardenChult 18-21, M 8 Responses May 1

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    Yeah, I must be a laugh. After all these years, not being liked by anyone, I still like people. My mind must be screwed up enough to still hope for something new to happen. And...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 1 Response May 3

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    I have recently voiced myself for a large while on the Duggar scandals. I have stayed away over the years from the show for various reasons of feeling like they're only acting...
    neverendingfairytale2 neverendingfairytale2 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    because of my disability it have to insert a catheter to be able to pee, there, ive said something unusual and wonder about peoples reactions
    wheels1972 wheels1972 41-45, M 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I have been weathered lately but I have been fighting it with one of my biggest tools I've been given, my writing. I've been doing tons of writing and putting old and new writings...
    neverendingfairytale2 neverendingfairytale2 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    my husband and I were both in the military at the time. we just weren't able to afford a wedding and we didn't know how soon the coast guard would separate us. so we went to the...
    Anuska23 Anuska23 22-25, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I have to live at home with my parents and I feel like a total weirdo because I never like NEVER see anyone but my parents and an errant therapist. I had a serious death in the...
    LDot LDot 22-25 1 hr ago

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    When I was a kid my mother made me sing in the choir at school. She thought it would help break me out of my shell (didn't work). She used to get so mad over the teacher not giving...
    SilverSpiderwebs SilverSpiderwebs 31-35, M 49 mins ago

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    LONG STORY (based on me): *Names and locations have been changed to protect privacy* Okay guys. This is been bothering me for about 2 years now... I don't know what to do and I...
    tloz6996 tloz6996 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Yeah I'm totally lost. I keep telling people what I'm going to do but never go through with it. I know I can't keep doing what I'm doing because it is depressing me. People at my...
    ShaneStoner ShaneStoner 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 28

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    Not the way i'd like to at least. Sometimes your mind thinks something will happen a certain way, then reality is much more... sober. I don't like that. I want to let my partner...
    jafetgx jafetgx 22-25, M May 7

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    I took a beautiful girl and tore her down so she could be like me... I knew what I was doing... She was so high above me and I wanted her so I tried to bring her to my leval. She...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 11

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    I met this guy (for the sake of less confusion, I'll call him guy A), I'd even go so far as to say my soul mate (I never even thought I'd be using that term). The problem was, I...
    Aaron1390 Aaron1390 22-25, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I feel like I am never good enough for him and that my ex best friend is better. But all she do is flirt with other guys, make love with another guy, and cheat on him. I don't want...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I am 40 years old and I have been through a lot in my life. From my mother wanting to leave me at the hospital when I was born to being in several abusive relationship. I even had...
    Jackiecarter Jackiecarter 36-40, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    i am always the last one to be picked at every group activity possible and i was never anyone's first choice and i'm tired of feeling like that it's really tiring yknow why can't i...
    faeriedrugs faeriedrugs 16-17, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    We've been through everything together... We've been through my temper tantrums.. We've been through my mixed emotions... We've been through it all.. And I love you because of that...
    JustThatTypicalWhiteGirl JustThatTypicalWhiteGirl 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Giving up is never the answer one day my goals will become true
    junior1275 junior1275 16-17, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    the way people have a opinion about how my life is supposed to be that I shouldn't have bad thoughts that I shouldn't like him fall for him that I shouldn't think about why my...
    cocohope21 cocohope21 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    To be honest it really hurts when you hear your best friend, who is the girl I'm also in love with tell you that she feels alone and unwanted.... It makes me feel not good enough...
    FFPower FFPower 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I am kind of new to this website so I don't really know how this works but I'll take a shot at it. I just need to say how I feel and put it all out there. Long story short as you...
    anonymous321890 anonymous321890 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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