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I Am Doing Something I Never Imagined

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    Self-harm.

    When I first heard of it, it almost seemed unreal. "Why would anybody do such a thing?" I falt bad for them. Always tried to make them feel better. ~ But now, I do it myself. I know I shouldn't. It started about a month ago. (I don't cut myself, I usually just pick my skin or...
    unknowninvisible unknowninvisible 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2012

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    Never Say Never

    I told my self I would never get messed up in a relationship now look at me I'm more lost than what I ever thought. I thought I wouldn't ever try a smoke and I told myself I would never get drunk. Its sad when you tell yourself you won't ever do anything and you end up doing it...
    martpao martpao 16-17, F Mar 3, 2010

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    So Many Things, Where to Start?

    Wow, so yes! I am doing so many things that I never imagined I would do!!! I am working 3 jobs and holding my house down all by myself! No one is helping!! I am making my car payments on time!! I separated from an abusive husband. I am dating someone who makes me happy! I am...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2008

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    My Job

    Recently, I began working for quick service food and beverage, something I never imagined doing. This is the main reason why I have not been around EP for a while but I have not forgotten about you guys. The schedule is pretty rough, to the point that I work all day and come...
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 31, 2010

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    Seeing a Married Man

      Please don't judge me I am doing something I never imagined I would do especially since my ex husband did this to me……..I am dating a married man.  We have been seeing each other for around 20 months now and have only grown closer as the months go...
    sunsetandroses sunsetandroses 41-45, F 9 Responses Dec 31, 2007

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    I Can

    I never imagined that I could hate.....but sadly I've found that I can.
    LadyBronte LadyBronte 46-50, F 11 Responses Feb 16, 2011

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    After A Breakup...

    I got myself a "friend with benefits," which I never imagined myself doing... I'd only been with two women before, and I was in a committed relationship both times. Oh, and she's 12 years older than me... so there's another thing I never thought would happen...
    StillRadioactive StillRadioactive 22-25, M Feb 28, 2013

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    Lots of Things!

    i've never really been able to imagine my future self very clearly. probably has something to do with my lack of memories about my past, supposedly that's connected to future expectations. i remember when i first read little women (i was probably about 9 or 10) and i got to the...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2008

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    I Made The Decision To Change My Life..

    For a long time I let life get the better of me.  I let myself be overwhelmed by all the things that had happened to me, all the things that had gone wrong, all the chances to pull myself out of it that I'd let slip by.. I lived with my best friend for a lot of years...
    rockyj rockyj 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2010

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    Got Divorced....

    Never thought I'd be living as a divorced man.  Never, never, never.... But, I'm getting used to it.
    DancesWithDolphins DancesWithDolphins 41-45, M Feb 22, 2008

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    Leaving

    At the begining of this program, I thought everything would be okay. Little did I know the challenges I would have to face thanks to "high schoolish drama" between college students. There is a song that says High School Never Ends, the experiences I have gone through here...
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 17, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Consider for a moment all the things we google search, all the things that our friends search, and that people outside those circles of people probably google search for everyday...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 16

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    I'm the kind of woman that is I think old fashion, I love to treat well my girlfriend with little gifts, flowers, special lovely notes, home made cook diner. I love to ope the car...
    chanjen chanjen 41-45, F Nov 10

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    This will sound like im trying to toot my own horn, but i assure you it is not. So, i have many passions in life. They come and go. Then I realized just this moment that I love...
    hmmhmmhmm hmmhmmhmm 26-30 Nov 14

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    I started my new job today :) I was letting my anxiety get the best of me in the beginning but I bounced back and ended up really enjoying it. I'm so happy I'm finally doing...
    GabriellaChristine GabriellaChristine 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    I believe I have something to say. I think it is important to have confidence in yourself. One positive action leads to another and then another. It is by doing something that we...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M Nov 10

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    No matter what. No matter how big of a ****-you life throws at you. If you love something, never quit, never give up!
    DanBurnett DanBurnett 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 13

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    I still don't know what I'm doing! :D Haha, oh god... |: I have yet to press any buttons. o.o I'm trying slightly less halfassedly though. I believe that counts for something. My...
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    the time my friend Freddie became a girl part 1 I leaped out the other side of the table and ran for my life, I heard the girls shouting at each other behind me in unison ?You let...
    Jaitheboy Jaitheboy 13-15, T 1 day ago

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    Inside this describe people discuss the reasons why offshore personal savings accounts are usually felled, reasons to expatriate bank accounts can be found in vogue, as well as how...
    Darronbanksso0 Darronbanksso0 31-35, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    "Final Thoughts Of A Misunderstood Mad Black Suicidal African American" This is the last post that im posting online the last of my complaining and venting for the world to see...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 9

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    "Please Sister" With a sampled heartbeat and a stolen soul I sold my songs to have my fortune told And it said You should know that love will never die But see how it kills you in...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    Disclaimer: Not to belittle teenagers, but I am not one. I am an adult woman, in the upper tier of her career, in a stable, long-term relationship. And then this happens... I don...
    Innominata Innominata 26-30, F Nov 4

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    the time my friend Freddie became a girl part 2 If she saw what I could see in the mirror, then we were going to be fine. And I was right. As soon as she entered the room, a wide...
    Jaitheboy Jaitheboy 13-15, T 1 day ago

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    My throat's bleeding again. If I try to clear my throat and spit, there is blood. I barely got any sleep last night. I've cried multiple times today and last night, and I tried to...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    I won't give him up, but I might have too. ------ Here's the story: Alright. I know I might be judged severely. But I am 15 years old and I'm in love with a 23 year old man. He has...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    my first time sucked....it was with a guy who I thought was my best friend, yet had a girlfriend, and the worst thing about it....is the fact that I knew about her, I've talked to...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F Nov 15

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    To my Future Ex Husband I know you’re busy right now. I also reckon that you need to finish your work today. Yes, I understand that you must go out-of-town for business...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I want him to message me and ask how I'm doing. Just something to show he thinks about me.
    hazeleyedangel68 hazeleyedangel68 46-50, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    hehe Im 18 still waiting for ny first kiss :p I've have never ever had a boyfriend. Im not really attractive so I don't blame them. Sometimes I really feel lonely and embarrassed...
    JN96 JN96 18-21, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I actually just finished the 100 Days of Happiness challenge on Facebook. It made such a huge impact on my life. So, I decided why not create a challenge for myself...something to...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I so love putting my makeup on, doing my hair pretty and dressing up in something alluring and something that makes me feel beautiful ...
    Devotedmom77 Devotedmom77 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 7

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    I was unpacking some of my things, actually settling in for a change, and I realized that it's been a while since I have. Putting clothes away into a dresser and a closet shouldn't...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 Oct 29

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    This is a pet peeve of mine I just realized I had. I come on here with the express intention of talking to someone or making friends. So I do not comment on posts I am indifferent...
    pretender2687 pretender2687 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 6

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    Maybe it is naive to think it, but it's still something I can't not believe in. To me, a promise is a promise. Sometimes situations can change, which I understand to an extent and...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M Nov 2

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    Some people **** me off because they always ask for help before at-least attempting things first. Not that everyone should be like me but how can you live life always relying on...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F Nov 13

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    Well, this is something embarrassing that HAPPENED to me. It was in seventh grade, and when I was living in Texas, every year, my school put on this huge production. I was the lead...
    ThisIsJustForFun ThisIsJustForFun 13-15, F Nov 13

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    My best guy friend is crazily in love with my best girl friend. But my best girl friend already has a boy friend. She doesn't love him and she won't love him ever, I know! The...
    Synthia4Ever Synthia4Ever 13-15, F Nov 13

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    I don't know what to do. O_O I have decided that I'm going to basically have a life. I'd say have a life "again" but I never really had one to begin with. I've very little idea how...
    Friability Friability 18-21 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Day 2 of 60 Well, I feel like today was a failure. I'm not going to let it get me down though. I was off work today and had an entire list of things I really needed to...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F Oct 28

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    When I was little- about 4 or 5, give or take, it's hard to remember. I would go over to my aunts house a lot for babysitting and to just hang out because she would do fun things...
    memoriesplsgo memoriesplsgo 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    Well first off I have been up since 1am...maybe slept 2hr. I do not know what exactly is going on in this world, but something for sure is happening...I was watching a video on...
    MMMartin MMMartin 51-55, F Nov 1

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    I met this guy more than a year ago. He is a photographer. I was a cosplayer at that event. When we met, he asked to take my picture and I said 'yes'. Little did I know that I'm...
    kerencc11 kerencc11 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    History always repeats itself for me. After the horrible Thanksgiving I had last year My husband has invited his dysfunctional alcoholic family again I've had enough bring yelled...
    michellegh michellegh 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 14

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    From a few years ago.... Rome and Perspective I did not want to come on this trip. I really did not want to spend time with a senior customer alone at a foreign headquarters...
    AwakeYetDreaming AwakeYetDreaming 36-40, M Nov 16

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    Mostly my stepdad, all I do is tri to please him.. But what ever I do is never good enough for him. He calls me and my siblings some awful things sometimes and he makes my mom cry...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 17

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