I Am Done With Being Sad

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 38 People

    Love Is Like A Snicker Doodle

    I am so damn thankful for you, and not because it's November coincidentally, but because you put inside of me, besides your rectal thermometer, a clarified role of what love can be and maybe should be. It is basically a snickerdoodle. Yeah, Love is a snickerdoodle. The pinnacle...
    NotLarryBubkiss NotLarryBubkiss
    36-40, M
    1 Response Dec 4, 2012

    I want to be happy again.

    I have had my joy taken for far too long. Hell, he didn't even have to take it! I placed in a box, wrapped it with a bow and handed it over. But I am done! I am taking it back. He can wallow in his misery for as long as he likes but I will no longer be a willing participant. I...
    bethany444 bethany444
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jan 11, 2015

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