Angel - I can't stand this any longer I can't take it anymoreI'm only left one option - to knock on heaven's door.I hope God let's me in and take me far awayCause I just can't take...
Getting Past the Clouds - In order to see what might be, you need to make your way past all the fog, clouds or even mountains that stand in your path to hopefully a new found...
Just One Question - When you reach the point in recovery that you realize that your vices weren't the cause of all of problems, and where to place the blame is no longer so cut and...
Just Because - The wheel turns in a blink of an eye
One moment you are down low
The next instant you're up high.
An instant to hold on and grab tightly
Slipping, more often bruised...
Dead And Gone, By Dennis Ogle - These are the lyrics to a song off my solo release. I've been clean and sober for 11 1/2 years. I think they fit the category.
DEAD AND GONE
Soul Imploding -
Well I've posted this before, but I suppose I wrote it when I was down the rabbit hole.
It has only grown darker
Since the sun rose
Untitled #2 - *I would like to apologize in advance for it's length, simplicity, and rude quirkiness. I was 17 when I wrote this, and just had a whole hell of a lot of things...
This Bud's For You -
When your wife is crying,
When she feels like dying
This is what you have to do
Have a beer! This Bud’s for you.
At The Moment - At the moment there's one thing for me only one thing that will set me free I'm ready to walk straight out that door cause right now I can't take anymore. I...
Crushed - An emotional crush sucks all the breath out of you and leaves you not knowing which way is up or down. All of a sudden the world is spinning out of control as you know it...
My Everything - It took my innocence,
Took my will to live,
In turn for misery
And a shattered heart
It took one hit
And I couldn't imagine life without it
It was like...
My Life Story In 90 Seconds - Rex
Born a prince, raised in a castle
Mother was kind, father was mad
A king not above eating his young
In order to survive I grew smaller...
Walking In A Path, A New Way.. -
On the wall the posters are gone ,
the grey notes have become ashes,
in the closet hidden magazines have vanished
and trying to live in a...
Recovery - This journey scares me,
I dont know where im going,
A sober mind should mean a happy heart,
But i feel the adrenalin wanting to go back to the start,
This journey scares...
I Just Want To Be A Better Honky - I didn't read it in a book, and I was not offended
If anthing I thought it was cool, or maybe just funny.
It was alresdy here when I joined the...
Introduction - Hello and Welcome -
How are you? No, really - how the hell are you? Me, I'm hangin' in... I've...
I'm So Tired... -
Tired of trying
Tired of crying
Tired of being put down
Tired of being let down
Tired of struggling to keep up
Untitled #4 - * Author's Note : Many years ago, when we were still teenagers, my husband and I "lost a child to adoption". ( We were young, poor, and even homeless...
All The Way To Everywhere By Dennis Ogle - I followed my soul to the end of infinity
and stood fast on the edge of everything
I looked back for a last look at home,but
I had to...
Here, I'll Go First... - * Author's note : I never title anything I write, nor do I ever"claim" it; I am one of the many "Anonymous-es" out there. ( See...
I Quit This Sh*t -
I quit trying.
I quit crying.
I quit giving so much to you.
I quit caring what you do.
I quit hearing what you say.
You make no sense, anyway.
Just Because You Crashed, Doesn'T Mean You Don'T Have To Pay For The Ride, By Dennis Ogle - Can't find a reason for my heavy heart.
Can't find the source of this dread.
Battered But Here - I am a survivor of drugs, of physical , mental, emotional abuse, I am the mother of a sexually abused child. ( I didnt know!) He was my soul-mate. He...
I really like learning about people who have fallen in to what society perceives to be a complete descent into a downward spiral. Not only loosing 'moral' values but just...
Listen says fox it is music to run
over the hills to lick
dew from the leaves to nose along
the edges of the ponds to smell the fat
ducks in their bright feathers but
far out, safe...
Footprints in the sand
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with The Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky. In each scene I noticed footprints in the...
From a prayer Bear Bryant carried and said each day:
"This is the beginning of a new day. God has given me this day to use as I will. I can waste it or use it for good. What I do...
It's crazy, how something you called love for so long, wasn't love. It was more self conflicted hate and anger..
For some reason I thought it was normal, I put up with it thinking...
There are memories written in the snow in strange monograms that nobody knows
There´s a Sun that I once engraved with my finger into the muddy road
We both walked
Because I did came back from a place I wanted to call Middle Earth.
It was a childhood playground, and I could still remember myself with my family having a good time experiencing...
I am the rock that is there to cling to;
I am the sun that makes you feel warm,
The wind that breathes life into your body,
The sea that kisses your beach each day.
One day I was really pissed off, depressed, upset, and sad. Very emotional. and I wrote 3 poems of how I truly feel sometimes. This is part 1:
Nobody knows how I feel
They think I...
Stop child child abuse. The pain and suffering that is caused effects everyone. I make a statement that incident reports are made if any type of child abuse is done. Name...
When I was a kid
I used to think that pork chops and karate chops
Were the same thing
I thought they were both pork chops
And because my grandmother thought it was cute
this poem is the reason i love poetry. it was one of the first i heard. i know its very simple but thats why i love it. it was written by my god father who is no longer whit us. i...
By, "In recovery" I literally mean, "Recovering from the procedure" It was 2 days ago and I already have this deep feeling of sadness and regret. I haven't told a soul I was...
The Fish by Mary Oliver
The first fish
I ever caught
would not lie down
quiet in the pail
but flailed and sucked
at the burning
amazement of the air
in the slow pouring...
She was with us for maybe 7 years. I'm happy in the sense she's no longer suffering but it's also sad to know I'll no longer have the pleasure of her being around. She had FIV and...
This is a reprint of a story I wrote under the profile TwoParisGirls, that I shared with my wife. It looks like I will be back here using this profile so I just wanted to move the...
Take me to your heart
Show me where to start
Let me play the part of your first love.
Oh, I know down deep you love me
But are you ever gonna love me
The way I love you?
Defeat, my Defeat, my solitude and my aloofness;
You are dearer to me than a thousand triumphs,
And sweeter to my heart than all worldglory.
Defeat, my Defeat, my self-knowledge...
I am currently 16 years old. I was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 14. I went into the emergency room with awful pain in my side so fearing it was my appendix doctors decided to...
rains still drip down in my soul, and my heart remembers how things used to be.
Full of sunny days and laughter, simple pleasures and lifted smiles.
that was a time not so long ago...
After A While
After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn
that love doesn’t mean leaning
and company doesn’t always...
Hi everyone at Experience project! I don't know if this is a question/conversation/response forum but that's what it looks like. So here it goes: I am missing one of my old...
"this temporary death she lives tonight"
the dying candle throws itself
in shadows across the silent places of the room
one of the sleeping figures stirs
disturbed by distant...
I love road trips....long or short. A clean sports car, music, top down and my girl (position still open) by my side. Seeing the sights and stopping in small towns for good food...
by: Edgar Allan Poe (1809-1849)
nce upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly...
Have you seen my heart?
I set it down just here, and now I can’t find it.
I don’t know how long we can stand to be apart!
Get up! There’s no time to sit!
Darkness is all that you can see. all alone in a cold dark room. You scream but no one can hear you. as the knife cuts deeper in to you. the blood runs down. U go to the sink...
Putting in the Seed
You come to fetch me from my work to-night
When supper's on the table and we'll see
If I can leave off burying the white
Soft petals fallen from the apple...
My soulset spirit has a lingering aching to a place that is far away from here.
This place would not be found on a map of realization.
This place is hidden and waiting in his...
The Sun by Mary Oliver
Have you ever seen
in your life
than the way the sun,
relaxed and easy,
floats toward the horizon