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I Am Down the Rabbit Hole - Poems From "Recovery Road"

Writings, songs, and poetry from survivors of all shapes and sizes! 41 People

    Getting Past the Clouds

    In order to see what might be, you need to make your way past all the fog, clouds or even mountains that stand in your path to hopefully a new found freedom. How fair would it be to cheat yourself out of a life that only you can obtain. It is not up to anyone else to remove those...
    cinfullynn cinfullynn 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 27, 2008

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    Walking In A Path, A New Way..

    On the wall the posters are gone , the grey notes have become ashes, in the closet hidden magazines have vanished and trying to live in a world that sometimes is lying. Someone i know will be ''someone i knew'' ,maybe soon i hope, staring on the wall the thoughts keep...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 3, 2010

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    Recovery

    This journey scares me, I dont know where im going, A sober mind should mean a happy heart, But i feel the adrenalin wanting to go back to the start, This journey scares me, Not a finish line i can see, Impatience not a virtue but thats all i know how to be, Addicted, Afflicted...
    Lannabells Lannabells 18-21 1 Response Aug 27, 2013

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    Just Because You Crashed, Doesn'T Mean You Don'T Have To Pay For The Ride, By Dennis Ogle

    Can't find a reason for my heavy heart. Can't find the source of this dread. Made a checklist of my realities, and thought back upon the things I've done and said. Still no justification for this emptiness. No Hollywood smoking gun of guilt. Just a forgotten room with no windows...
    Dennisogle Dennisogle 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 6, 2013

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    Untitled #2

    *I would like to apologize in advance for it's length, simplicity, and rude quirkiness.  I was 17 when I wrote this, and just had a whole hell of a lot of things going on. i hear someone crying but I'm all alone i listen ( crying ) still my breath ( louder now...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    Just Because

    The wheel turns in a blink of an eye One moment you are down low The next instant you're up high. An instant to hold on and grab tightly Slipping, more often bruised from clenching Climbing, they say, it's all part of the journey. I have fallen in the rabbit hole countless times...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2011

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    I Just Want To Be A Better Honky

    I didn't read it in a book, and I was not offended If anthing I thought it was cool, or maybe just funny. It was alresdy here when I joined the game and set about learning the rules Now it made sense, all the laser eyed stares when I spoke as a friend out of turn. suddenly clear...
    Dennisogle Dennisogle 46-50, M Jan 31, 2013

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    My Life Story In 90 Seconds

    Rex Born a prince, raised in a castle Mother was kind, father was mad A king not above eating his young In order to survive I grew smaller Weaker, more bent on self destruction With each year Then one crimson morning Fate hurled me into battle Like a spear I...
    ElLagarto ElLagarto 56-60, M 4 Responses Jan 27, 2008

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    All The Way To Everywhere By Dennis Ogle

    I followed my soul to the end of infinity and stood fast on the edge of everything I looked back for a last look at home,but I had to shut my eyes to see it. I made my way to the bottom of the top and looked at the satelites of the sun Transfixed on the complex simplicity of...
    Dennisogle Dennisogle 46-50, M Feb 2, 2013

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    Untitled #4

    * Author's Note : Many years ago, when we were still teenagers, my husband and I "lost a child to adoption".  ( We were young, poor, and even homeless a few times.  That, along with with all the issues from our past, just wouldn't have made us very...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 6 Responses Nov 24, 2007

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    I Quit This Sh*t

      I quit trying. I quit crying. I quit giving so much to you. I quit caring what you do. I quit hearing what you say. You make no sense, anyway. I quit feeling you, deep inside. Now my heart knows where to hide. I quit wishing you would choose, To love me more than...
    HeavenBesideYou HeavenBesideYou 41-45, F 15 Responses Oct 10, 2008

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    Just One Question

    When you reach the point in recovery that you realize that your vices weren't the cause of all of problems, and where to place the blame is no longer so cut and dry obvious, how do you know if you are being true to yourself?
    Dennisogle Dennisogle 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 6, 2013

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    Dead And Gone, By Dennis Ogle

    These are the lyrics to a song off my solo release. I've been clean and sober for 11 1/2 years. I think they fit the category. DEAD AND GONE I don't exactly know where I've been all this time It's like I just woke up and walked into someone else's life All my friends are here but...
    Dennisogle Dennisogle 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 5, 2013

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    This Bud's For You

      When your wife is crying, When she feels like dying This is what you have to do Have a beer! This Bud’s for you.     When sex becomes a chore Just don’t have it anymore There’s something else you’d rather do Have a beer...
    HeavenBesideYou HeavenBesideYou 41-45, F 24 Responses Sep 30, 2008

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    At The Moment

    At the moment there's one thing for me only one thing that will set me free I'm ready to walk straight out that door cause right now I can't take anymore.   I'm not a rag just to abuse Try if you must, but I will refuse I'm a person dad, why can't you see that gradually you...
    escapingmemories escapingmemories 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 9, 2010

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    Battered But Here

    I am a survivor of drugs, of physical , mental, emotional abuse, I am the mother of a sexually abused child.  ( I didnt know!) He was my soul-mate.  He destroyed more than my daughter's innocence. ( But because of him, she is now a survivor of drug, physical, emotional etc etc...
    collette65 collette65 41-45, F Jan 14, 2011

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    Soul Imploding

      Well I've posted this before, but I suppose I wrote it when I was down the rabbit hole. It has only grown darker   Since the sun rose Birds fall silent As I pass, but follow With intent, unblinking eyes Flowers burn brightly From the shadows I kneel to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 13, 2007

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    Introduction

    Hello and Welcome -           How are you?  No, really - how the hell are you?  Me, I'm hangin' in...  I've started this group in an effort to give folks a place to post their poems, stories, and writings about recovery...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    Here, I'll Go First...

    * Author's note : I never title anything I write, nor do I ever"claim" it; I am one of the many "Anonymous-es" out there.  ( See, "anonymous" really is a woman!  LOL! )  However, in a place like this, it's sort of evident, who wrote...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    Angel

    I can't stand this any longer I can't take it anymoreI'm only left one option - to knock on heaven's door.I hope God let's me in and take me far awayCause I just can't take it I can't go on another day.I can't stand to cry another million tearsI can't stand to go through...
    escapingmemories escapingmemories 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2010

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    Crushed

    An emotional crush sucks all the breath out of you and leaves you not knowing which way is up or down. All of a sudden the world is spinning out of control as you know it and what is right in front of your face does not seem real no matter if it is or not.Your insides are tearing...
    cinfullynn cinfullynn 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 27, 2008

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    I'm So Tired...

      Tired of trying Tired of crying Tired of being put down Tired of being let down     Tired of struggling to keep up Tired of struggling to live up Tired of being picked apart Tired of being pulled apart     Tired of never being good...
    HeavenBesideYou HeavenBesideYou 41-45, F 8 Responses Nov 6, 2008

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    My Everything

    It took my innocence, Took my will to live, In turn for misery And a shattered heart It took one hit And I couldn't imagine life without it It was like everything fell into place For a mere six hours But it took my everything Got me to steal from my heart(my family) I...
    Kidd12 Kidd12 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I feel like this will be really long. So basically my story is I started to daydream due to being bullied in middle school and basically known as the outcast. It helped me escape...
    imskyhiii imskyhiii 16-17, F 41 mins ago

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    You always expect so much out of your life. Have the perfect plan think things so well out. But just one minor flaw can make it all come crashing down. If you told me 5 years ago I...
    Amba21 Amba21 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    For T Carved upon my heart is the name of an angel my heart bleeds for again and again. What creature would not willfully die to sinfully explore every inch of your earthy...
    freefallnc freefallnc 41-45, F 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I Want to drive as far as I can. I want to explore all the places I have never been. Hair down. Wind in my face.. I want to lay beneath the bright sky. Feel the warmth of the...
    Darkenedlace Darkenedlace 26-30, F 14 Responses 1 day ago

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    The last couple of days have been so dull. I've been unwell and laying in bed and I swear time has stopped moving! I hate not being able to do anything. If it wasn't for my friend...
    reubyonekenobi reubyonekenobi 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Today is my other son's birthday and so here is the poem that I wrote for him when he was a baby. _ _ _____ _ _ "Fussy Nights With Baby Boy" Do you remember when we...
    RoadPoet RoadPoet 41-45, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    “An Awakening”When I was diagnosed with Breast cancer a few years back, I reacted like most who receive a cancer diagnose; first thing came to mind was a “death...
    kmimsrice kmimsrice 51-55, F 3 days ago

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    Perfect TranquilityLiving in the moment is fine with meAs long as I can do it in perfect tranquilityGone is the sound and movement of life,Gone are the horrors of war, of poverty...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 days ago

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    I have too many irons in the fire . Some to spur and some to quell desire. Some to free my life from certain moorings. Some to land my feet fast on solid flooring. Can I...
    RoadPoet RoadPoet 41-45, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I picked a peach today. I watched the cottony clouds skid across the sapphire sky as I rubbed the fuzz away. Warm, sticky nectar squirted as I bit... dribbled down my chin...
    bethsmiles bethsmiles 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Idk what kind of poem this is, maybe a slam poem? Anyways, I wrote it, and I hope you enjoy it. It may have some errors, as I wrote it just now without correcting it...
    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I do like reading other people's poetry and poems and then i take time to write my own as the ideas come to me. Here is a short poem that came to me after reading a poem or two...
    RedEyesBlackDragon RedEyesBlackDragon 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    To all those write and even like reading poems. Here's a, let's just say, an exclusive post for EP users. This one is going to be up on Wattpad right after. I Can Not Fathom The...
    Xemplefied Xemplefied 26-30, M Jul 25

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    im out of pocket no matter where i land :/
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 25

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    I realize that nobodies life is ever going to be perfect. It is up to us to make the most of it. Truth be told, I know I have a pretty good life. However, no matter what I do...
    tiredgoodguy tiredgoodguy 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    Last night I was working on something where I write down my favorite lines from my favorite songs and singing them as if they were all one song. I ended up doing it for forty songs...
    Lcy2472 Lcy2472 13-15, F Jul 24

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    I found this palindrome poem today and thought its quite impressive! Today was the absolute worst day ever And don’t try to convince me that There’s something good in every...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    A palindrome can be a word, phrase, verse, sentence and poem that reads the same forward or backward. It came from the Greek word palindromos! “Palin” means again and dromos...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F Jul 24

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    The road narrows towards the horizon. Somewhere near there is a destination. But anxious thoughts don't have such an end. The wormlike things defy resolution. Twisting...
    RoadPoet RoadPoet 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    Now I'm stuck within madness and can't get back up
    KxXw KxXw 16-17, F Jul 22

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    A few weeks back I was checking out my newsfeed on facebook and one of the items caught my eye. It was a post about the true origins of some popular songs, one of which was I Don't...
    oncemoreuntothebreech oncemoreuntothebreech 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 22