I Am Drifting Away

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 39 People

    And I Dare Not...

    In years gone by I used to cut, to somehow connect to myself. To be real, for surely if one bleeds one is real? Or if one feels physical pain?I now have responsibilities that precludes such antics. even more importantly, Christ made my scars into something beautiful, my...
    Yoona Yoona
    31-35, T
    Mar 21, 2011
    birdblu birdblu
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Jun 2, 2014

    No Dress Rehearsal

    Is this it?  Doesn't feel like it....19 storeys up, only heels on the edge...it was only real for half a second.....When am I going to wake up, get with the real thing? When am I gonna get the chance to LIVE life?Can't stand a ticking clock...what if this IS it? That all of...
    Yoona Yoona
    31-35, T
    Apr 22, 2011

    Yes thats how i feel,

    just like a spaceship. Starting with full of energy,having a goal, knowing the direction. But out there, its getting colder, darker, lonely..... The goal is fading, the direction is random, and then, when there is no more fuel, i just drift without control, without knowing if...
    Crown63 Crown63
    51-55, M
    Mar 17, 2015

    slowly but surely from my mother.

    she is becoming less of the person I thought she were. she was never a supportive and compassionate person and I've watched her choose our father over us constantly.she is weak and very submissive and it's truly ******* me off. I hate my dad and I hate my big brother but my...
    ALifeInterupted ALifeInterupted
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 6, 2015

    I referred to myself

    and my confidant as "us" and though it is pleasant to know that I have that attachment I know that I might be letting my mind swallow me before I have exhausted my options in reality.
    LazarusMalice LazarusMalice
    22-25, M
    Aug 31, 2014

    Need help, lol, my life is boring,

    I have nothing to do, I need some motivation or obsession Any suggestions?
    mariabak mariabak
    18-21, F
    May 17, 2014

    I have been a member

    since November 26th 2013 and I think its time for me to slowly drift away. I have deleted all my stories and questions except for one. I kind of liked it... Down to my last few friends, deleting messages..... A part of me will always remember EP and some of the encounters...
    hapsoul hapsoul
    36-40, M
    Sep 15, 2015
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