I Am Drowning In My Pain And Depression

This is for people who are depressed and are full of pain. Here they can share what they are feeling and can talk about it. Here we are all a family. 369 People

    I don't think life will ever get better.

    I wish I had the courage to just end it all , I think about it all the time
    startingover34 startingover34
    31-35, M
    Aug 22, 2015

    I can't do this anymore!

    !! I am not going to make it the way things are going, I just might die and no one seems to care or get it!!
    wreckofagirl wreckofagirl
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 3, 2015

    I just lost my bestfriend

    and my girlfriend. I am losing it. I feel so weak and sad and lost
    AmazinglyDorkalicious AmazinglyDorkalicious
    22-25, F
    May 24, 2015

    I am drowning in the pain of depression.

    My head is throbbing as tears tricked down my cheeks. I have no motivation or energy I just want to curl up and hide beneath my covers pretending that I don't exist. I wish that I had someone to give my a big hug, someone to say "I love you" and to reassure me that...
    busybrain busybrain
    26-30, F
    Apr 13, 2015

    Depression creeps up on u.

    . I want to be happy again.. U know? 💔
    Babe1111 Babe1111
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 5, 2015

    I'm 24 and I'm still cutting myself to relieve

    the pain of my life. Hurting myself seems to make more sense to me especially because others don't have any problem cutting me apart. Watching the blood trickle down my arm helps me to feel numb, I can't live like this anymore. Take all this pain away because I don't feel like I...
    wreckofagirl wreckofagirl
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 21, 2015

    When I get sad I'm not sad I FEEL the sadness I

    FEEL the pain the anger the hurt the tears that come along with it.. How I feel is that I would like to just rip my hair out slit my wrists and watch my self bleed.. That's how my sadness is. I just feel nothing but I feel everything!
    Escapeyourthoughts32 Escapeyourthoughts32
    22-25
    Aug 28, 2015

    My ex messaged me again last night we

    both got annoyed cuz he kept replying so I had to reply so in the end he told me to **** off and go away and now again this morning wtf is happening!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 4, 2015

    A song came on and it reminded me of every

    beautiful moment in a relationship that I would last forever. There's not a whole lot I wouldn't do to make you feel my love, its heartbreaking.
    wreckofagirl wreckofagirl
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2015
    craz3f8g craz3f8g
    22-25
    Apr 9, 2015

    Right now my depression feels like an ocean

    and I just forgot how to swim..
    DragonSlayerr DragonSlayerr
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 4, 2015

    I am very worried. I have a friend I never met,

    but she means a lot to me just tried to kill her self. Please if you are drowning and want to give up; just call out for help and someone will reach out for you.
    nevets68 nevets68
    46-50, M
    Oct 3, 2015

    I am almost divorced been separated

    for a year, it freaking sucks I'm so depressed don't care about my life anymore I just want it all to be over I don't want to feel this way. Found out she is with a friend( old friend) that is messed up I can't even understand that. I hate myself I give up
    startingover34 startingover34
    31-35, M
    Aug 8, 2015

    This pain in my chest is killing me.

    No.. It's making want to kill myselfff
    Lynnd520 Lynnd520
    18-21, F
    Jul 1, 2015

    So I'm always over in bed at night

    and refuse to move or sleep. the pain is unbearable. my stomach feels like it's eating itself. and them my mom is a smoker and is always around me when she smokes. it's now at the point that I breathe and it burns. my depression is getting worse to. I feel as if everyone...
    ToukaKirishima ToukaKirishima
    13-15, F
    Jan 2, 2016

    Everyone I love is leaving.

    ...I don't want to lose anyone else. its my fault too....it has always been my fault...and I can't die because of some idiotic promises...oh how I want to die...
    Inara24 Inara24
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Apr 9, 2015

    I feel like it comes

    whenever it wants. It takes control of my mind, body, and soul. sometimes i feel as if nothing could bring me back. I can see the changes in myself. I no longer feel the need to care anymore since im already drowning away in my depression
    AmazinglyDorkalicious AmazinglyDorkalicious
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 5, 2015

    I felt so bad last night.

    Tears were coming out and I couldn't hold them in. I even had pain in my heart because I hurt so badly. I was thinking suicidal thoughts again. I feel really hopeless, but I keep it to myself because no one seems to want to listen. Today a friend asked how I'm doing, I said I...
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 1, 2016

    I feel like a part of me has died,

    with a sense of emptiness as the only thing remaining. Not trying to sound dramatic but that's how I feel. Almost like feeling lost. Lost in the woods- I know the path that I need to stay on and if I just keep following that path, that everything will be fine when I make it...
    Nicole0416 Nicole0416
    41-45, F
    Feb 8, 2016

    Who knew my worst day would be on Prom.

    I really don't want to go.. It's all making me worse.
    DragonSlayerr DragonSlayerr
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jun 26, 2015

    I wrote a suicide note the other day,

    not because I wanted to really take my life but as an outlet and as I was writing I was strangely calm. I have been harboring this intense hatred of myself for so long and no one understands it. I am this deep, emotional, passionate person and that pushes everyone away, so it's...
    wreckofagirl wreckofagirl
    26-30, F
    Oct 26, 2015

    I can't sleep, mind racing full of regrets

    and pain. I keep telling myself that tomorrow is a new day . I hope I can change my life
    startingover34 startingover34
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jun 7, 2015

    I'm pretty pissed right now.

    Hate how most people are, ashamed to be a part of the male gender. Wanna f'n exit this good for nothing planet.
    YeahthatsMylife YeahthatsMylife
    26-30, M
    Mar 15, 2015

    I'm going to get more drunk

    than I already am and eat a **** load of Xanax and sleeping pills and if I wake up tomorrow I will hang myself
    startingover34 startingover34
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jun 4, 2015

    I've always had people around me

    as I grew up people who were my friends best friends and a lot of girl friends but none of them actually ment anything I can't help but realize no one really cares about me people like me at first then bam no one talked to me after that when I get so attached to them and they...
    longboarder22 longboarder22
    18-21, M
    Mar 1, 2015

    What is sleep in an unpleasent life

    but a dream of a better one.
    2lil2L8 2lil2L8
    26-30, F
    Feb 28, 2015

    I am drowning very fast.

    Can't take this anymore. I really can't
    FallingApart33 FallingApart33
    22-25, F
    Feb 9, 2016
    bribra1091 bribra1091
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 28, 2015

    Something just hit me

    and I really don't know what it is, I can't explain it, I just feel so empty that my heart is racing and I don't know what to do. I'm crying and can't understand why!
    MussiociZinni MussiociZinni
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 28, 2014

    I want to not cry myself to sleep tonight but,

    I don't think that's gonna happen....
    nomnommings nomnommings
    18-21, F
    Feb 28, 2015

    I feel awful right now.

    ...I want a cigarette and I don't have any....I am in so much emotional pain that it is causing physical pain and I don;t know how to release it. I've been in a long term relationship, and he doesn't give a crap anymore, he doesnt even see me. he is sleeping in another room and I...
    NarcissisticMe NarcissisticMe
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2015

    Its a wonder how I got to the point.

    To actually right my feelings down. To actually show my mindset and how my mind runs. I know a few who will read and judge but I don't care. I'm anonymous! I can be any name. I am a user on this site. No true name attached. So I decided to what the hell maybe it will help. So...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 1, 2015

    I really have don't have anything to truly be

    depressed about. . . I have a roof over my head, I have food, I have a working computer, pens, paper, and Internet. . . . However there are just moments where I just sad and stuck in my head. I feel like there is a grey cloud of agony just flowing over top of me. I feel like I...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 26, 2016

    I am glad that I still have some reasons to

    stay afloat, or else I probably wouldn't be here anymore.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    Feb 26, 2016

    What to do when you feel alone?

    When you're home but want to go home. When no place feels like home. When you're not able to love people the way they love you and when you just start getting cold hearted?!
    FallingApart33 FallingApart33
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 11, 2016

    I am so depressed, it's effecting everything

    in my life. I have no patience at work or for my family. my self-worth is so low. I feel forgotten by friends and I wonder if friends are even worth having anymore.
    YeahthatsMylife YeahthatsMylife
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Apr 9, 2015

    It's like I've forgotten how to breathe,

    how can I forget? How can I forgive, I sit here with fogged mind a storm that's ready to hail, so much emotion to do what with? I cannot see or hear, for what you've done is unclear, my mind doesn't drift or forget it's always there. At the back of my mind like a shadow at you...
    traceyannmay traceyannmay
    22-25, F
    4 Responses May 5, 2015

    This post is really long.

    It's about me. I don't mind if you want to read or now. I'm a 15 year-old Malaysian girl. I've been depressed since 2 years ago but it was not worse as it is now. I left my hometown and moved to a city since my mum got transferred here. But we still come back to hometown...
    introverrted introverrted
    16-17, F
    May 4, 2015
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