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I Am Dying A Slow Death From Lonliness And Despair

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    I'm so lonely, if loneliness was an illness it

    would have killed me by now. I am in love with a severely depressed man that won't even text me back no matter how many times I text him of go to see him. He's so sick and won't get help. He barely showers. I am a beautiful woman with a huge heart and just want to find someone...
    PhotographyQueen PhotographyQueen 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 11

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    Rambling About Nothing

    I do not know how to fall in love. I have been single for too long, and I know it is me, something is "wrong" with me and I have yet to figure it out. Today I thought maybe part of the problem is because I honestly do not know how to let myself fal in love. I have met interesting...
    Rae1983 Rae1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2012

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    Self Imposed Exile

    39 year old male.adopted a frnds daughter who died when i was 18 due to circumstances.life revolved around her.never been in a relationship and stayed celibate for her sake.was diagnosed with bone degen n cml in 2005.my daughter kept me rolling but i lost her in june.dont kno how...
    orangemoon orangemoon 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 9, 2012

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    saying that to somebody might make some people think you are suicidal, but not always. some people can just be numb to the idea of death.
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    abby9305 abby9305 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 22

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    laird laird 61-65, M 4 Responses Aug 23

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    RagnarLodbrok RagnarLodbrok 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    LifeOnAThread LifeOnAThread 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    MsTedious MsTedious 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 27

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    georgia2001 georgia2001 13-15, F Sep 9

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    My life and future is field with darkness, bad luck, horrible stuff accruing. My future and destiny is clear I will be by myself. I've been betrayed, I've been left behind. You can...
    Blackwolf666 Blackwolf666 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory? 1 Corinthians 15:55
    findmeholdmeloveme findmeholdmeloveme 18-21 4 days ago

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    I'm not suicidal or anything I just wonder what happens when people die and when the day comes for me, I won't be sad, il be happy bcos il finally be able to find out what really...
    jolley2k jolley2k 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have always been terrified of my loved ones dying...it's so damn final. Yes I'm hoping & crossing my fingers that I get to see them again someday...but til then...it's hard to...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    Okay, before I start my experience, I just want to say, I feel great right now. Right now, I feel like I want to live a good long healthy life, find my soul mate, start a family...
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    raesaddiction raesaddiction 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    When Robin Williams died I was thinking about life and death in general. I wondered about things that make life reasonable to live. There are so many people who commit suicide...
    zyakkui zyakkui 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Aug 20

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