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I Am Dying A Slow Death From Lonliness And Despair

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    Self Imposed Exile

    39 year old male.adopted a frnds daughter who died when i was 18 due to circumstances.life revolved around her.never been in a relationship and stayed celibate for her sake.was diagnosed with bone degen n cml in 2005.my daughter kept me rolling but i lost her in june.dont kno how...
    orangemoon orangemoon 36-40, M Nov 9, 2012

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    Rambling About Nothing

    I do not know how to fall in love. I have been single for too long, and I know it is me, something is "wrong" with me and I have yet to figure it out. Today I thought maybe part of the problem is because I honestly do not know how to let myself fal in love. I have met interesting...
    Rae1983 Rae1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2012

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    I'm so lonely, if loneliness was an illness it

    would have killed me by now. I am in love with a severely depressed man that won't even text me back no matter how many times I text him of go to see him. He's so sick and won't get help. He barely showers. I am a beautiful woman with a huge heart and just want to find someone...
    PhotographyQueen PhotographyQueen 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    Why fear death? We are all going on the same destination at the end. We are born to die. We live to fulfill whatever we want to be then eventually will die. We do whatever it...
    msj02 msj02 22-25, F Feb 15

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    brunettewifeandmom brunettewifeandmom 31-35, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    every night before going to sleep i'd think and imagine in detail one possible way i could kill myself. it was a routine really. my mind expanded and so did those somber thoughts...
    UnusualAngel UnusualAngel 18-21, F Feb 11

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    We all are.... Before my granddad past away him self he said " from the second we are born we are dying from the second we live we slowly die"
    shaun7654 shaun7654 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    It's strange really. One night I was lying in my bed simply wondering about death. I thought about death what it would be like. To have your senses shut down, to not think or exist...
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    Sparklestefffy Sparklestefffy 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 5

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    Saw an old couples with no children, taking care of each other. wife had broken leg. husband push her in wheelchair, help her with all daily activities. but they're so poor. they...
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    xximdebxx xximdebxx 13-15, F Feb 5

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    MorticiaAddams MorticiaAddams 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    When I finally awoken...I stopped fearing death for myself...I began to fear for those that which death was written in thier fate...and I strived to protect the weak from the...
    EternalViolet EternalViolet 26-30, F Feb 13

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    Everyday, the body dies slowly, piece at a time. Sadness only seems to speed up the process. Once happy and naive, now shivering, facing the cold reality ahead. Crying is the only...
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    From Danny85 Season,reason And Lifetime "People come into your life for a reason,season or a Lifetime" I have come across this phrase in many a articles and i so have come to...
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 1 Response Feb 10

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    Thoreau said that most men will lead lives of quiet desperation and go to the grave with song still in them. I use to think that life was made up of a systematic routine. You live...
    escape1424 escape1424 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 7

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    I unfortunately have witnessed death. The end of a life. The end of our love. It left me with nothing but questions and hurt. Why? Keeps running through my mind and it's been...
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    Death should not concern us, because as long as we exist, death is not here. And when it does come, we no longer exist. Sent from my iPad
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    I wish she was contious enough to see he wasn't for her I wish that she loved me more than him I wish that she wouldn't put me in delicate situations I wish that this relationship...
    elior elior 18-21, T Feb 5

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    Ok the description is misleading But Everytime i get exhausted Or sick Or fatigued Or anything like that I have begun to say that "I'm dying" Figuratively anyways
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    What is life? Is life just a fault in The organization of matter? Is our consciousness just a mistake? Purely a illusion with no purpose at all? In my mind is The only place where...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M a week ago

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    Whenever someone asks if I fear dying alone, I always ask them, 'Would you rather I die with someone?'
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    Hi all, This might be a little long message, but please find some time to read it. I want to find a solution for the brutal situation, which I am suffering because of my parents...
    adarshbu adarshbu 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It nearly happened in you 2013 I could have lost my mum, the doctors thought she might have had a stroke but they weren't sure, since then I've had nightmares about my family dying...
    thedimone thedimone 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    All of us will die and no one can scape death. I don't have to fear death because: To me, death is the beginning of a new life with my creator . A new rebirth to a new beginning...
    1littleangel 1littleangel 61-65, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    Tsuru1953 Tsuru1953 61-65 1 Response Feb 21

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    Well, I tend to reply slowly because instead of messaging, I may be answering questions here:) Don't take it personally if I don't reply you! I will. I just won't reply if you have...
    MissPeruvian MissPeruvian 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22