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I Am Dying A Slow Death From Lonliness And Despair

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 22 People

    I'm so lonely, if loneliness was an illness it

    would have killed me by now. I am in love with a severely depressed man that won't even text me back no matter how many times I text him of go to see him. He's so sick and won't get help. He barely showers. I am a beautiful woman with a huge heart and just want to find someone...
    PhotographyQueen PhotographyQueen 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    Rambling About Nothing

    I do not know how to fall in love. I have been single for too long, and I know it is me, something is "wrong" with me and I have yet to figure it out. Today I thought maybe part of the problem is because I honestly do not know how to let myself fal in love. I have met interesting...
    Rae1983 Rae1983 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2012

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    Self Imposed Exile

    39 year old male.adopted a frnds daughter who died when i was 18 due to circumstances.life revolved around her.never been in a relationship and stayed celibate for her sake.was diagnosed with bone degen n cml in 2005.my daughter kept me rolling but i lost her in june.dont kno how...
    orangemoon orangemoon 36-40, M Nov 9, 2012

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    Exactly well said. I'm a slow thinker. My brain need energy lot to think and response to people due to brain damage of the accident in the past. i don't want to text or typing...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    why fear something that is inevitable? Life is a beautiful lie and death is an ugly truth this is why people love life and are afraid of death but honestly the people I've loved...
    Brookelynn818 Brookelynn818 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    When people hear my story, it sounds glamorous. But I'm here to tell you the truth. It was pretty ugly. You should have seen my self-esteem after the death of my husband. I cried...
    Solegne Solegne 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    im from illinois and i had to drive to iowa. never been on the highway before. well i found out real quick i couldnt drive the speed limit in the left lane lol now i hate when...
    karianne5 karianne5 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Honestly, the thought of death, no matter how painful my death is, does not scare me because as i take my last breath my eyes will close. I would honestly take a bullet or a...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    When I'm really old, death must be such a piece! Finally get to go home, and leave this painful/ evil unfair world. As 50 cent said "death must be easy, because life is hard!"
    3mjay 3mjay 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    My father was a pretty heavy smoker since the time he was a teen. A few years ago, he died from lung cancer. It was a slow painful death that i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I...
    ben243 ben243 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I did tonight.... I feel like dying
    TulipBaby TulipBaby 41-45, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Filled with insatiable need, I crave for her affections Consumed with hunger, yet dying in confinement Shards do fill my wretched lungs, breath by breath She stole my humanity...
    RogueLogic2 RogueLogic2 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    The emotional pain is worse than any physical that I have experienced. Death to me is a release... Freedom from all the negative, hostility, broken promises, disappointment. I try...
    Nicole0416 Nicole0416 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't fear it. an curious about it sometimes I wish I could experience how the other side is though those who went before me, if you know what I mean, don't tell good tales. I...
    dollarsigns dollarsigns 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Forever dying are the dead, countless bleeding heads Cadavers splattered red from the self-slicing of necks Stenching maggot filled bodies, skulls and bones rot away The slaughtere...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Not really... I mean saving other people is easier... I'm dying but I don't really care
    Rustedarmor Rustedarmor 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I saw the death of my granddad in hospital; heart attack. I saw my dad die due to cancer again in hospital; he told me he loved me and he was proud of me, those were the last words...
    MyLifeIsStrange MyLifeIsStrange 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Death is just the end of another chapter in our life, I believe we move on to something better or we are reborn. When my mum died I thought I'd never hear, feel or ever see her...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I am an observer. I watch what people do and how they do it. I "collect" and catalog their body language and facial expression images that I try to synthesize into my own...
    MarkPaul MarkPaul 26-30 1 Response Jan 29

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    Throughout my life I tried my best to be a good person, but being pushed to the point very young unleashed the demon in me and I became a horrible person for a while. I tried to be...
    32forever2016 32forever2016 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    Carole King's song, "You've Got A Friend" promises "Winter, spring, summer or fall...all you've got to do is call...and I'll be there." The old cliche of friendships, "I'll...
    Solegne Solegne 41-45, F Jan 27

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    I'm about to turn 30 and for some reason everyday I find myself thinking about death. One of these days I'll be gone, and that gives me an awful feeling right in my chest. I know I...
    Ratpark Ratpark 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I have read so many stories about people wanting to die because of personal reasons. Now, i feel the same way too. hoping that it will come soon like a thief in the night. Why...
    darklife101 darklife101 46-50, M Jan 26

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    It wasn't until my dad died that I came to appreciate death. Everyone I've ever hated and everyone who's ever wronged me will die. Sometimes it's sooner, sometimes it's later. But...
    xXverlorenXx xXverlorenXx 22-25, M Jan 26

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    Something that's inevitable and something we all have to face one day. I have been feeling for a very long time, most of my life that my time is coming real soon, now I'm at the...
    32forever2016 32forever2016 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 25

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    Nobody looks forward to death, but it is something that everybody has to look forward to. My mom is only in her 40s and she has some kind of unknown disease that's killing her...
    Elexxa Elexxa 22-25, T Jan 24

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    I know this is quite repetitive of me, as I am trying to get people to believe that this is really happening and I need help. I know that I myself am being drugged by my stranger...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jan 24

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    This is a true story about the needless death of a three year old girl, because mom didn't feel like going out in the cold to take her baby to the hospital. Cara-Lee It's coming...
    Serenitree1 Serenitree1 70+, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    Everyday it seems my friends are either dying, get arrested, or just disappear from my life. And I can't talk to my family about anything but I know they love me. The struggles.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 24

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    Death is but the greatest adventure.
    minisuko minisuko 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Being alive is numbing me from the inside out. Feeling happy is temporary and so is life. Love is momentary, a fleeting experience that has lost its thrill because I know how it...
    Ceecham Ceecham 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Thanks for adding me to the group ...please could somebody give me some psychic insight ..I had lots of traumas in life and I have been hated and treated disrespectfully and...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    I am asking: What is the sense of the death penalty? Even if a murderer will be sentenced to the death penalty - his death won´t make his victims alive anymore. But his...
    Loretta78 Loretta78 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    There isn't a single day that passes by without me thinking about death ... myself dying .... or my loved ones dying and leaving me forever. It makes me feel helpless, I hate...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    Place your hand over your heart. You feel that? That is called purpose. You’re alive for a reason, so don’t ever give up.The person who completes suicide, dies once...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F Jan 23

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    Our Study Break One night we were both studying at home on the couch. More like you were studying. I was trying to concentrate, but I found it extremely hard to concentrate as I...
    BentHalo BentHalo 22-25, M Jan 23

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    Whenever I talk about death, usually, people try to change the topic. Why don't people want to talk about death?
    isywhatyoudidthere isywhatyoudidthere 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    death would be sweet release from my lonely unending monotonous sad life
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 7 Responses Jan 20

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