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I Am Dying A Slow Death From Lonliness And Despair

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 18 People

    I'm so lonely, if loneliness was an illness it

    would have killed me by now. I am in love with a severely depressed man that won't even text me back no matter how many times I text him of go to see him. He's so sick and won't get help. He barely showers. I am a beautiful woman with a huge heart and just want to find someone...
    PhotographyQueen PhotographyQueen 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    Rambling About Nothing

    I do not know how to fall in love. I have been single for too long, and I know it is me, something is "wrong" with me and I have yet to figure it out. Today I thought maybe part of the problem is because I honestly do not know how to let myself fal in love. I have met interesting...
    Rae1983 Rae1983 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2012

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    Self Imposed Exile

    39 year old male.adopted a frnds daughter who died when i was 18 due to circumstances.life revolved around her.never been in a relationship and stayed celibate for her sake.was diagnosed with bone degen n cml in 2005.my daughter kept me rolling but i lost her in june.dont kno how...
    orangemoon orangemoon 36-40, M Nov 9, 2012

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    This is deep. Dying like a coward is unacceptable.
    YOURFAVXO YOURFAVXO 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    Death is but another phase of life, the next chapter of our consciousness, the next great adventure. Everything must come to an end, and when I meet mine, it will be with open arms...
    SurpriseMeToday SurpriseMeToday 18-21, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    hiccups father's death in how to train a dragon 2, tris ' death in allegiant, Anna for a short second in frozen, simba's dad in lion king, the fault in our Stars, basically any...
    crazyjennster crazyjennster 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    So many people I know have died. Where I come from death is an honor and I dont fear it. Even since i dont mind dying and getting rid of the struggle
    hgaood hgaood 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was supposed to die. Every one gave up on me. But now I have an out look on life no one else has, it is unique to me. So death, fear of death is useless. Death is going to happen...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My mother is a beautiful 56 year old. She was diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia in March of this year. A mere 6 months ago. I could go into her full long story but...
    funchster funchster 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am absolutely terrified of dying, I'm just scared that all the religions are wrong and absolutely nothing happens after you die and all you do is just stop completely, and it...
    TheMatespritlessMakara TheMatespritlessMakara 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have look death right between it's eyes, many times in my life and I continue to be alive.Two years ago I had a deadly sarcoma cancer removed from my body.An eleven hour surgery...
    thebustierthebetter thebustierthebetter 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    I am 19 years old and for years I've been experiencing bad events in my life that comes just about every summer or winter if I get a head ache left arm pain I immediately think...
    Bjanay Bjanay 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I hadn't given much thought to death until someone recently told me to die after a misunderstanding on social media. I am particularly sensitive to everything that goes on around...
    naqisvafi naqisvafi 31-35, F Aug 26

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    I fear a lot of things. Spiders, wasps, bugs.. But death? Nah I don't fear it. When it's my time, it's my time. Be it tomorrow or 50 years from now. Of course I would like to have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Aug 25

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    I was ice climbing without the benefit of a rope. this was a dead-vertical frozen waterfall in the mountains near Yellowstone. about 50 feet off the deck, I got into some rotten...
    DesperatelyAtaraxic DesperatelyAtaraxic 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    L from Death Note. The bells...children crying.
    coerietheraven coerietheraven 22-25, M Aug 25

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    I fear death in the respect of life as you only live once but death in the respect of a love one is a fear not to exceed above your years living as a person with a life to see and...
    Amazon3 Amazon3 31-35, M Aug 25

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    I hope when I share this, I won't get judged for what I remember, for what I saw. This experience happened when I was about 5 years old. I was at school playing on the playground...
    Befree1988 Befree1988 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    Molly. What can you say about your best friend? She's been with me/us now for 12 years 2 months. Born on the 4th of July, she's always been a firecracker! But she's slowing...
    steverick steverick 56-60, M 7 Responses Aug 24

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    I don't know where Uwais has gone but I do know he took me with it. I feel as though I've dissappeared even though I can be seen. You've taken my soul with you. My breath feels...
    passingby123 passingby123 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    i have never actually been afraid of dying because its a part of life and you can't change it. i remember when i always wanted to just see how it felt to die and what the last...
    strawbby strawbby 13-15, F Aug 24

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    I was in hospital earlier this year because of chronic heart failure. I nearly died in the emergency room and while in intensive care the lady in the next bed with the same...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M Aug 24

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    As we stand alone in the room, just me you and a bed, my arms wrapped softly around you as we softly sway to the quiet music playing in the background. Enjoying one another?s...
    Anth1290 Anth1290 22-25, M Aug 24

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    I have believed in Religions all my life, but what makes me Atheist is the presence of God, and what God has said... never was there any God to help people. It is the people who...
    Voina Voina 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    i cant do this anymore i feel like dying an a peice of me does everyday but nobody notices :/
    deadlygirl1 deadlygirl1 16-17, F Aug 23

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    I always think about death. It doesn't scare me. I always want to die. I dream about my death either by getting run over, getting shot, by giving birth, or hanging myself. I was...
    kittylulu13 kittylulu13 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    He was much to young to be having a rendvezous with Death, But Death is a jealous mistress, and she will not wait! And so he went, leaving behind him the wreckage of three lives...
    darlingrose darlingrose 70+, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I am, but I'm not. As a conservative and a (very non-evangelical/non-hypocrite type) Christian(Catholic); I have to be consistent to be true. The Catholic Church opposes the...
    Bfinally Bfinally 51-55, M Aug 21

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    When I was 16, I was at my cousins house, we had just decided to go for a bike ride, as it was midsummer - and what else is there to do when you're 16 living in a small town? I...
    ToopeBy ToopeBy 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    Today I tried to quit band and my director shamed me for wanting to quit saying that i had made a commitment. The reason I want to quit is because of social anxiety and low self...
    AllieKat17 AllieKat17 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I do not fear death. In fact I seek death as a shahid
    lailahailallah lailahailallah 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    The Bible tells us that there is not only life after death, but eternal life so glorious that “no eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined what God has...
    GraceIsMine GraceIsMine 66-70, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    My uncle is dying. I came to visit him from across the country. My father lives in the same town, but dad was a deadbeat. My uncle picked up the pieces, so this was what I told him...
    jaymepopejoy jaymepopejoy 56-60, F Aug 18

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    I'm not scared of death I'm just afraid of dying without living
    XxBloodyLullabyxX XxBloodyLullabyxX 22-25, M Aug 17

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    Living a long life is far scarier to me than dying.
    Selesnya Selesnya 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    This card strikes fear into the hearts of many just saying the name in psychic readings. It is different in imagery and meaning than most decks I've come across. Only a few decks...
    jkellison52 jkellison52 31-35, M Aug 17

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    I'm totally a narcissistic *****. I am happy on the outside and slowly dying on the inside. I have a family in which I love, and my husband dearly as well. But when things don't go...
    lecrazycrystal lecrazycrystal 36-40, F Aug 16

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    Need some brown can't find anything and even walked to gas station in downtown Disney looking but I'm from Philly so look like fish out of water
    mike1248 mike1248 26-30 Aug 16

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    I hat slow replies I also hate when people have the experience I hate slow replies but yet they replie slow to people 😤
    aamarlon aamarlon 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    dying has always interest me, I dont mind dying myself but if I did I would have no regrets, and I would like for everyone I know to know how much I care about each and every one...
    sharichi sharichi 22-25, M Aug 16

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    I remember the first time I read Neil Gaiman’s Sandman volumes and encountered the girl known as Death. I remember thinking how fitting it seemed that Death was a woman. Because...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16

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