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I Am Dying A Slow Death From Lonliness And Despair

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    Rambling About Nothing

    I do not know how to fall in love. I have been single for too long, and I know it is me, something is "wrong" with me and I have yet to figure it out. Today I thought maybe part of the problem is because I honestly do not know how to let myself fal in love. I have met interesting...
    Rae1983 Rae1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2012

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    I'm so lonely, if loneliness was an illness it

    would have killed me by now. I am in love with a severely depressed man that won't even text me back no matter how many times I text him of go to see him. He's so sick and won't get help. He barely showers. I am a beautiful woman with a huge heart and just want to find someone...
    PhotographyQueen PhotographyQueen 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 11

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    Self Imposed Exile

    39 year old male.adopted a frnds daughter who died when i was 18 due to circumstances.life revolved around her.never been in a relationship and stayed celibate for her sake.was diagnosed with bone degen n cml in 2005.my daughter kept me rolling but i lost her in june.dont kno how...
    orangemoon orangemoon 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 9, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I'm skyler, a 14 year old kid who should've never went through what I experienced. A few months ago, I met these girls in my neighborhood and started hanging out with them. One of...
    Dakrestdays Dakrestdays 13-15, M Jul 9

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    I think of death a lot. I am not obsessed with it and I don't think I fear it in an unrealistic kind of way, I fear it just like anyone else. One of the things that occur to me...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    Last year, I died for 15 minutes from an accident and I was revived at the hospital. I wonder if I should commit suicide. I think I should. I feel like I shouldn't have lived...
    Vivekka Vivekka 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    In my dream, when you're close to death, some company calls you in to be measured for your coffin, and to give samples of blood. I got a notification that it was my time to come...
    Kryzta Kryzta 26-30, F Jul 9

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    For the past month, I've been having a recurring dream about the girl I care about dying. And it hasn't been, some days I have it, most I don't, it's reached a point where I have...
    Nix0 Nix0 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    I'm not scared of dying or what happens after I die. It's not scary to me. I know there is a God and there is a Heaven. I also live by the Harry Potter " to the well-organized...
    Ashley1421 Ashley1421 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    The fact that I no longer fear death sometimes scares me in itself. I've had several near death experiences in vehicles on top of being in an abusive relationship where I finally...
    serajolee serajolee 26-30, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I do not believe in the supernatural. I was born and raised Catholic but I do not practice the faith. I am not sure if I could really sense death. I am not sure if it's a...
    octaliug octaliug 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    July 28. Fear. One day, I decided to try something new. I took my ten-year-old son out on the St. Croix River on a Waverunner. A Waverunner is a small boating vehicle resembling a...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 38 mins ago

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    I am terrified of dying. When I was younger I was very religious, and believed that if I was a good person I would go to heaven. Now that I'm older I'm starting to question my...
    CynicalSinner CynicalSinner 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 30

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    My heart may be beating, But my soul is dying. I am to broken to be fixed, everyone who tries gets cut on my broken heart. I keep finding myself sitting up at night crying...
    SaphiraJane SaphiraJane 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I used to fear death, but now I know I'll go to heaven as long as I keep doing what I'm doing and I will see my father in Heaven, my savior Jesus, my angel and all my other loved...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    All the time, and it's because i've lost two important people in my life to death. And i'm scared and don't want to love anyone so that i could avoid the idea of ever losing them.
    SaraKh286 SaraKh286 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    It's not the first time I've had a dream where I see my death.For the longest time I had reccuring dreams of me seeing my death as well as feeling death if that makes sence. This...
    SennaPyon SennaPyon 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I am so scared of being nothing...the thought of death makes me panic. I have severe panic attacks whenever I think about it. I feel like I am spiralling out of control physically...
    justaweirdo56 justaweirdo56 16-17, F Jul 4

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    I'm really scared of my family members dying. I'm a senior in high school and my dad died three years ago. His death was really unexpected so after that I was like "Wow, it's true...
    youthberry youthberry 18-21, F Jul 10

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    I'm absolutely terrified of dying to the point that I can't even sleep at night. But thats not what this is about. What I'm more afraid of is people close to me dying. Not just...
    stippledrose stippledrose 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I can't wait until my mother is dead. My father is declining and I think I am angry at him, too, but don't feel it as much as I do towards my mother, who is the narcissist. He just...
    culturedancer culturedancer 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    Out of all people, she asked me to take her as her date at a wedding. I secretly had a crush on her so the obviously answer was yes. I later meet her whole family and we got along...
    Xisaac13x Xisaac13x 18-21, M Jul 11

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    FINALLY seeing results: My Transformation Story-- I have been having a very hard time losing weight since I decided I was TOO out of shape about a year ago. I had just ended a...
    redbeard83 redbeard83 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    "Everlong is Willow's Song" Flushed at heart, from walking with my wayward lover. Curve of moon resting in our right hand, without cover. Paused; at the portal of many seasons in...
    weepingveil weepingveil 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    Why is life so damn crap. What the eff did I do wrong to deserve this bullshit from my own ******* family.
    Smiles1997 Smiles1997 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Listen close, before my words are froze Numbness is setting in Keep control and just breathe slow There's not long before I have to go Your fragile frame Can't take this pain I...
    LittleBeelzebub LittleBeelzebub 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Come at me brah haha :) not scared of dying, I feel like I care too much since people like to take advantage of it~especially my trust. Honestly I've felt like giving up for a long...
    TigerNita TigerNita 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I'm not afraid because personally I think death is a beautiful truth. I think personally that life is like a cage full of lies, you are trapped in a body and people are constantly...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M Jul 16

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    Sometimes I'll hear people say things like, "Dying is so horrible and depressing. I don't want to miss out on everything that goes on when I'm gone." That fear should logically be...
    polythenejam polythenejam 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Not a day passes by without me thinking about death, I would have never thought I would become what I am today. Thank you humanity
    hebrokemyheart99 hebrokemyheart99 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    July 9. Overspending and Underspending. "I used to beat my husband to death with my credit card. It made me feel like I had some control, some way to get even with him...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 9

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    I'm not going to explain why because i'll be listing endless points, however if you feel the need to question why i believe palestine deserves freedom feel free to message me...
    sidraa sidraa 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I am afraid that my ailing Father maybe dying. I received a shocking phone call from my brother almost 2 months ago. He told me how my Dad was doing since I live so far away from...
    Sara600 Sara600 56-60, F Jul 17

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    I grew up in a family without faith. So throughout life I have come up with my own idea of an after life. It is mostly spiritual and has to do with our energy. I have been fine...
    Daisylove612 Daisylove612 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Today is z first day i did not call you n hear your voice, I feel like am dying off. I wish I get back to the old times when we used to talk n laugh out loud . I do not know how to...
    Alicedreams Alicedreams 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    Death Penalty, its the easy way out from criminals. Think, would you rather sit in jail the rest of your life, be abused, and neglected. Or be dead. Most people would choose to be...
    MaddyAlexis MaddyAlexis 13-15, F 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    I work in a VA hospital which makes the possibility of seeing death a daily fact of life. Before that I was a medic in a combat zone, again a daily chance of witnessing death...
    hawkeye67 hawkeye67 46-50, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Insert nihilistic observation here* Hahaha It's kinda funny that when people speak of spirituality, life, death etc. They sometimes take on a God-like voice "i am thee blessed...
    Jonesing4nice Jonesing4nice 18-21, M Jul 2

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    I have an unhealthy obsession with death. When I was about four or five, I remember laying in bed one night. I was having a difficult time sleeping so I let my mind entertain me...
    VoraciousTurtles VoraciousTurtles 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    There is life in death. I definitely believe that there is life in death. In a literal sense, a metaphorical sense, and obviously for some people a spiritual sense. When someone...
    IamMorbid IamMorbid 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I am not afraid of dying and never will be
    Sproketsocet Sproketsocet 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    I'm actually dying on the inside. My digestive system is shutting down. I'm scared
    Yerbamate Yerbamate 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 2

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    Red Sonja was captured by her arch enemy, Kulan Gath while she was traveling alone. She knew she must die and dreaded the horrors she would face first. It began with her being...
    Theik2 Theik2 56-60 Jul 8

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    I do wonder what would happen after my death. Who would care. Who would be at my funeral. Would they be able to afford a casket or a funeral? I feel like what would mostly be said...
    lekrap lekrap 22-25, F Jul 9

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    Ok so sometimes it feels like I'm the only one because everyone around me obsesses over death. It's never been scary to me...at all. It's just...I don't even really understand the...
    aeoliandivine aeoliandivine 18-21 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I faced death twice in my life..both are amazingly proved how incapable I am to control my own life even my own body.. its like the smallest part of me is not within my authority...
    9thguy 9thguy 26-30, M Jul 12

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    I had strangest of the dreams. I saw myself dying :s. And to make things even more strange..... next day ( night) I saw my sibling making grand arrangements for their funeral.