I Am Dying Inside

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 288 People

    What If Its Not Like This.

    Sometimes i wonder what if i wasnt born in this family? what if its richer? What if i wasnt born with this face or body? what if its skinnier, prettier? What if i wasnt born with this brain? what if its smarter in a nature way? I honestly regret for many things in my life. i...
    boogeypals boogeypals
    18-21, F
    May 21, 2012

    .-. I Miss My Friend!!

    Ok well recently.. One of the most important friend of mine passed away. I know shes in a better place i just dont wanna except the fact shes gone. I love her so much! She was so strong i was so sure she would survive. And now inside i feel alone depressed and empty... I cry and...
    razr1 razr1
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 27, 2009


    I've always felt alone, scared, weak, forgettable....in a word inferior. I just want this feeling gone, I give myself empty smiles hoping it might somehow become a meaningful smile. But its not I hate life, myself, society everything...I just want to go...go to another existence...
    Wolfjr Wolfjr
    18-21, M
    Jul 3, 2013

    Not A Normal Death

    The things that are dying in me are my tolerance of the human race (specifically: dipshits, morons, politicians, greedy bastards, etc. of that sort) and the good within me. Will those two die in me completely?  Possibly, but I fight and work to not see that happen.If those do...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 27, 2012

    It's Slow But Consistent

    People have told me it gets better with time, Really? Walk in my shoes and then tell me. Tonight again pain rushes through the veins, tightening of my chest as I gasp for air from crying. Desperation comes to mind when I think of myself. I'm trying to keep it together really I am...
    Calif39 Calif39
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 30, 2012

    Something i think its all about sadness

    that just kills me from the inside.
    18-21, M
    Nov 10, 2014

    Late Night Feels?

    I'm tired of letting people walk all over me I'm tired of letting myself get hurt I'm tired of loving too hard and crashing
    lovehimwithmylife lovehimwithmylife
    22-25, F
    Apr 11, 2013

    My heart may be beating,

    But my soul is dying. I am to broken to be fixed, everyone who tries gets cut on my broken heart. I keep finding myself sitting up at night crying, shaking, and wishing my heart would just stop beating. I am dying inside, I can feel every part of me giving up. I try and tell...
    SaphiraJane SaphiraJane
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2014
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

    and noone cares.it sucks.

    i made the brave-and stupid- decision to tell my teacher that i feel like dying. you know what she did? Told the school counseller.so the counselor- being excited and all - made it a very serious issue. i was sort of glad cause i was being heard. but i didnt even tell her the...
    tamilola tamilola
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2014

    I Am Dying Inside

    hey.. i am 21 now. i have been in a relation since 2 yrs. he is good, loving, caring. i can see lots of love in his eyes for e. but at the same time he is possessive, aggressive. he keeps on doubting me that am hanging out with some other and will leave him. but i don't even talk...
    feelgood123 feelgood123
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 13, 2012

    I want to die. I'm not going to harm myself,

    but I'm really struggling to look forward to another day.
    JudeAnthony JudeAnthony
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 21, 2014


    Everyday i feel less and i care less. Is this what dying feels like? ... except in slow motion.  
    CharlieAfrica CharlieAfrica
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 23, 2009


    I was a abused child who grew up to be a abused wife and now i am a abused mother.I am so tired of this that it makes me sick to even get out of bed.When will it end?Because I was abused i never hit my kids but they run over me and now its too late to be a stronger person.what am...
    lilgirllost lilgirllost
    4 Responses Feb 4, 2009

    Everyone thinks I'm such a happy person,

    but I'm not. I'm dying inside and falling apart. God please hear my call. I am afraid for me.
    jazzsinger1991 jazzsinger1991
    26-30, F
    Oct 1, 2014

    A Little More Each Day

    and some time in the future this time of year it will be for really i will just walk away and never come back right now i have to kids that depend on me for there lifes so that stopps me and i will never place them any places else they have been here for 20+ years now this is...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Oct 29, 2011


    Lately,I feel dead,Dead inside,The **** live's dealt,I'm wondering,Why me?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Oct 28, 2011
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Sep 1, 2014


    mcins109 mcins109
    18-21, F
    Jan 3, 2016

    I've only known you for a short time

    but without you and not knowing whats happening with you I am dying on the inside
    nate4452 nate4452
    26-30, M
    Jun 2, 2014

    Funny Huh?

    I've told the story before, plenty of times. But long story short, I've never slept much in my life, and the effects started to affect me about 2 years ago. A little after I joined EP. I started to black out, and wake up and not know where I was. Then it got worse, to the point...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 9, 2011

    ....as Much As I Dont' Want To..

    ..........I can feel I am dying inside for a lot of things around me. I hate this feeling.. I don't like to be dead inside out.  I want to be alive and bubbly again. Thats how I am suppose to be but it is so difficult to remain such when my heart is still aching.. ...
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Oct 17, 2009

    I Can't Take It Anymore

    God where do I even start. Usually I'm a very independent person, I had to be I was raised that way. You see, I am the second oldest of six kids. By the time I was five I already had five siblings. I had to be able to take care of myself waiting for one of my parents was not an...
    RoseC21 RoseC21
    18-21, F
    Jan 20, 2011

    My dad forgets me. I feel like i'm not

    so important to him. People are more important to him than me. He doesn't even message even he is online in facebook.
    mawe39 mawe39
    22-25, M
    Sep 4, 2014

    ....as Much As I Dont' Want To..

    ..........I can feel I am dying inside for a lot of things around me. I hate this feeling.. I don't like to be dead inside out.  I want to be alive and bubbly again. Thats how I am suppose to be but it is so difficult to remain such when my heart is still aching.. ...
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 17, 2009
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