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I Am Dying On the Inside

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    I feel like I'm dying in the inside, but I know I'm already dead. I just want to finish myself off. There is no point to go on.
    lshidonil lshidonil 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    No One Knows. -  I'm dying on the inside and no one knows it.  I feel worthless.. useless.
    yeahyeahyeahs yeahyeahyeahs 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    Pain - I've been hearing things for years. yet no one listens to me! For years I've been slowing dying of depression. Just last year I was put on anti-depressants. But still no...
    Wildwillow Wildwillow 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2012

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    Dying Inside... - Dying inside....There are people around me, who have just died. I have been told "it happens in three" it happened last year, I lost an Aunt, an uncle, and a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 2, 2010

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    Not Even The Meds Help - I went to my psych the other day because i'm so depressed, lethargic and have no drive for anything.  he increased my ritalin.  it still doesn't...
    nightismycompanion nightismycompanion 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 4, 2010

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    I want to run away to an island were only nice people go ppl who don't hurt other ppl feelings. Or parents tht never listen to their child . I feel trapped I always ask myself why...
    Holla205 Holla205 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 25

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    Temporary Happiness - Have you ever felt so happy that you start to feel like something is not right? Like there is a catch to the smile and you start feeling a negative vibe that...
    Intergalacticxo Intergalacticxo 16-17 1 Response Oct 6, 2012

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    I Don't Even Care Anymore - Everyone, everything. Can all just **** off because I'm sick and tired and I don't even have the heart to care anymore. Guess everyone doesn't care...
    Patronusmagic Patronusmagic 18-21, F Nov 10, 2013

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    Living is now dying 
Dying means your in hell 
Hell means you’re home .
    sillygirl008 sillygirl008 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    This Life Is Killing Me... - Slowly but surely this life is killing me. Put down after put down. **** up after **** up. This life is to much to take sometimes. When it feels like...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 31, 2011

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    The Clock Is Ticking - As you walk the path of life, the very light of your exsistance is dimming, what was once a warm days gentle caress, now feels harsh and troublesome...
    bigeyesseemore bigeyesseemore 13-15, F Jun 15, 2012

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    Sort Of Like - losing your footing on a rocky slope. I feel like im slipping away.
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2010

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    About To Explode - Let´s face it, I have nothing. I don´t mean this as a good or a bad thing but as a fact. I have fought for and earned what little I have. I have...
    Blesseddarkness Blesseddarkness 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 17, 2010

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    Nothing - i don't feel very much, don't care very much. i don't give a **** to graduate, don't give a **** to get a job, don't really give a **** to continue to be but i can't end...
    ilyyb25 ilyyb25 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2010

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    On The Verge Of Losing It - I have felt lonely and empty, but now its worse MUCH WORSE. I can't even give you a short version of the last 24 months of hell and emotional  ...
    thanatophobic thanatophobic 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    I've been dealing with a cheating now fiancé for over a year. I found out in Dec 2013 he cheated on me with 7 different women while away at school while I was pregnant and taking...
    supermommyof2 supermommyof2 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 6

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    Somebody Kidnap Me -  I have a brain injury so my world is like flipped upside down.  I can't drive or work.  Everybody in my life acts like nothing has happened...
    nightismycompanion nightismycompanion 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    When I was small, life seems like a straight line: finish school, uni, work, marry, child, die. Now that I am grown up, everything comes tumbling down. I was a high achiever in...
    Sosise Sosise 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    It's My Fault - You know that feeling when you do some thing and not really thinking about it then it comes and haunt you every single moment??....no matter how hard you tried...
    Saly84 Saly84 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 5, 2013

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    Cry At My Funeral. - If I die now would you even notice? Would you care? Would you cry at my funeral? Would you care at all? I wonder how you would feel. Do you care for me at all...
    Emo18 Emo18 18-21, F Jun 28, 2012

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    Lost. That is what I constantly feel. Everybody tells me that I should just die or kill myself, but why is it that when I try they always stop me. I cut. I love the constant...
    bulimicbixtch49 bulimicbixtch49 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    The Death Of Me - I am only 19... but I have something doctors can't seem to fix. No not aids -_-, I have a boyfriend that I love and care about so much. But this problem effects...
    beautifu5peaceful7sosofaraway beautifu5peaceful7sosofaraway 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    Slowly Taken Away - I've seen myself slowly losing parts of myself. Feelings going away, emotions going away, personality traits going away, and right now I feel there's nothing...
    Dusteon Dusteon 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 14, 2013

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    I think I may be in love with someone...but it's forbidden. I don't know what to do! I really like (it's almost love) this guy but and the same time I can't help but feel a...
    SimplyZero SimplyZero 13-15, F Apr 7

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    Idk - I don't know what makes people want to live another day.Because I don't see anything out there to live for in this world that we live in.I mean,we all have to die one day...
    stranger001 stranger001 26-30, F Oct 5, 2013

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    It Is My Own Doing Most Of The Time - It really is my own fault I think. My insecurities, my lack of trust, my inability to open up to ppl I care about, all this crap in MY ...
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M Nov 13, 2009

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    It's Happening Slowly, But It's Getting There - I give it a year, tops. I probably won't even last til Christmas.
    dominatedgirl dominatedgirl 18-21, F 18 Responses Mar 20, 2011

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    I'm done I'm not dealing with his addiction no more.I deserve much more im a girl as a girl that I am I need lots of stuff witch he dnt realize he's literally blind! And he says...
    bluerose72911 bluerose72911 18-21, T Apr 6

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    I always get things taken away from me, from people to items. I don't understand because I don't have anything or anyone in the first place. I'm just tired of this, things and...
    OutOfSight23 OutOfSight23 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Everything I do seems to be a mistake and everything seems pointless. I wish someone understood me
    eazybreezylemonsqueezy eazybreezylemonsqueezy 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    Why do I even try anymore? My mom and dad made it clear to me tonight that they hate me and want nothing to do with me. I am fine with that too. They love my siblings way more than...
    Katier32 Katier32 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    At this point I don't give a crap if I die in real life. My sanity left me and I can't take this life anymore. I just want it all to end. My uncle has a huge chance of dying right...
    SummertimeSadness15 SummertimeSadness15 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12, 2013

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    Different Meanings - As I sit here in the wee hours of the morning, I'm dying on the inside has multi comments for me. Number one I'm dying on the inside cause I don't know what...
    Calif39 Calif39 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    I am tired. I give up. Time to throw in the towel. I just cant try to feel like "normal" ppl do. Easier to disappear.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 5

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    As you can tell by my username, I am everyday. I see him or a reminder of him and the love we shared, the spark. I try over and over again, to be done with him, because it hurts. I...
    SummertimeSadness15 SummertimeSadness15 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I can't do this anymore.. It's like I take two steps foreword and I'm knocked 5 steps back. I wish I could just drown myself right here in my bathtub, I've been trying for a few...
    audralina09 audralina09 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 25

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    Dying On The Inside - Dying on the inside,There are days,I feel like this,What I need to do,Is live!
    mrraincoat mrraincoat 46-50 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    most the time I don't even feel like a real person , I think I'm past the point of feeling like I'm dying on the inside. I'm already dead.
    thelostgirl25 thelostgirl25 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 25

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    I Hate All Of This.. - It really hurts so much right now... I feel so lonely and empty. I don't even know what I feel right now.. if I'm feeling anything at all.Theres too much...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 25, 2010

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    No Idea - I have no idea. what i am upto. Unable to focus on work. Its all started with my personal life getting messed up. I fell for a gal without even realizing that love is...
    ky86 ky86 22-25, M May 11, 2012

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    What to Do - Well i don't even know where to start.... and I don't even know if this is going to make me feel better but I am going to try.   here is the story. ...
    gologrl2 gologrl2 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 7, 2009

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    It Kills Me. - I'm dying on the inside knowing that you're with him. I'm dying on the inside because I love you with my everything, and you don't trust me. You seem to still...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jan 5, 2009

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    Dying Slowly - I can't sleep. The night keeps my soul. Have no tears left. I have cried to much in loneliness. My life is a mess. The light in my soul is consumed with hatred. One...
    AmZiCo AmZiCo 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2011

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    Not Dead Yet - Empty and numb is how I feel most of the time. Not all the time, but mostly, yeah... numb. I get really angry sometimes though. No idea why, I just do. So I'm not...
    UnseenBlossom UnseenBlossom 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    All On Me - Ever walked outside and Snow was on the Ground and you steped in it barefoot? Know the Chilling sensation you Get? That's me But ampliefied by Two-hundered Right now...
    CountryAngel CountryAngel 18-21 5 Responses Oct 28, 2008

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    How Do I Forgive Her So I Can Move On With My Life ? - As a young girl , my 2 brother's and I were moved from foster home to foster home . I never fully understood why my Mother...
    TonyaParker TonyaParker 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 14, 2012

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    I feel like I'm dead... I feel like a body just walking around… But it's not me.
    SimplyZero SimplyZero 13-15, F Apr 6

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