I Am Dying to Live

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    I Am Dying To Live

    I have to kill myself just to feel alive
    DetachedCitizen DetachedCitizen
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2011

    Don't Know How

    When I was younger I had big dreams about my future. I was so hopful and optimistic. I thought life would be an endless party. What the hell happened!?! I have no life. I am turing 21 this year and I have no life. I am still young and yet I feel like it's all over. I am afraid...
    netgurl netgurl
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 19, 2009

    To Break Free

    To find the beauty and pleaure in everything. To smile at the simple things and appreciate each breath I take. I feel like Im dying to live...like all I could do is just stare out the window, wishing I was somewhere else, and cry tho I dont always know the reason why. To find me...
    ConLocura ConLocura
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 20, 2011

    I'm Going To Live Now Cause I'm Dying To Live Now !!!!!!!!

    I want to live now and im dying to live again but I had a couple of detours and roadblocks on the way but I feel like im getting happier again back to normal !!!!!!!!!!
    18-21, F
    Dec 5, 2010


    I have asked God to forgive me. He has answered my prayers. Why is it I can not forgive myself. If only God's forgiveness would wipe away memories that are forever unforgiving.
    sandy1063 sandy1063
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Mar 10, 2013


    I can't tell you the number of times I have been told to get a life.  It's a stupid expression if you ask me.  But a life is exactly what I need. For almost 20 years I hid -isolated myself -because of obesity and now that I am no longer obese I want to be out in...
    ohsolonelygirl ohsolonelygirl
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 9, 2009

    I Just Want To Be Free

    To live without judgement. To live without fear. To live without worries. To live without pain To live without hatred To live without shame To live without sorrow To live without sadness Just to live
    sandy1063 sandy1063
    46-50, F
    6 Responses Jan 14, 2013

    The Hows

    I pondered on this group for some time. I can not seem to get any words out. And while there is truth in it in varying levels, I think the greatest words to write about it have all been passed down to us. Faerie has two favourites...“Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn...
    Sylphy Sylphy
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2012

    If Possible

    im only 13 so theres not much i can do on my own and im not willing to hurt anyone to get it i guess that would make sense since all i want and need is to help people in some huge way thats not only big but interesting i feel like screaming about how freaking boring life is, all...
    RukiaKuchiki RukiaKuchiki
    13-15, F
    Aug 13, 2012

    This world is not a blessing.

    It's not a miracle to wake up every day and know you're still alive. It's actually a curse. A curse to know you must go on, because there's not a damn thing you can do about it. Of course you can take the easy way out. There are many options. Just do it and get it over with. But...
    NeverTrulyWanted NeverTrulyWanted
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jun 9, 2015

    No Excuse

    I'm dying to live but have no excuse for why im not already. im young... no social circle... right now i have nothing going for me and i have this horrible sensation that its my fault. why cant i figure out how to let go and live? so easy.. even babies do it. whats missign here...
    Genabi Genabi
    2 Responses May 10, 2009


    "The real illiterates of the 21st century will not be he or she who cannot read or write, but he or she who cannot learn, unlearn and re-learn ".
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
    31-35, M
    Feb 3, 2013

    This post title sums up my life.

    I am so tired of being on the side lines forever looking in, doing nothing but watching the world go bye. I want to live! I want some amazing stories tell my grandchildren. I know I am young, but I'm tired of just 'drifting', I want to make an impact on the world. I want to be...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 8, 2015

    Live Like I Used To

    Love like i was never hurt and forget like i never remembered.
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2010

    Dying To Live

    Dying to live,Can't wait,Live's beginning again,Finally,After all this time,I'm on my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Mar 14, 2012

    Unlearning = Philosophia.

    The Process of Cultural Conditioning In this exercise, you look at how people acquire their culture, how they learn all the behaviors that are regarded as right and wrong in their society. This process, known as cultural conditioning, goes on in all cultures, but the...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
    31-35, M
    Feb 3, 2013

    Still Want Ot Live

     I have breast cancer, metastatic, so terminal. I thought about what it is like to be dying.....Are people afraid of dying? I don't feel that I am afraid, but I am very sad, sad to leave this life without the experience of watching my children who are 8 and 6 grow up, not...
    jandrea4 jandrea4
    41-45, F
    Dec 31, 2009

    I'm Getting Old and Still Wanna Be a Star..

    I love stealing song lines to use as my titles :)  I have and have had so many dreams, I feel as if there's little chance of them coming true anymore.  I'm sure some dreams that I have still have a chance.  At the same time the biggest of them I'm afraid I'll have...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel
    31-35, M
    3 Responses May 14, 2009
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