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I Am Dying to Live

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    Been Told

    I've decided that I want to live so much that I am willing to do the things I do to live. I've decided that despite what others think of me... which sometimes isn't much.
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 1 Response May 31, 2009

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    I Just Want To Be Free

    To live without judgement. To live without fear. To live without worries. To live without pain To live without hatred To live without shame To live without sorrow To live without sadness Just to live
    sandy1063 sandy1063 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    No Excuse

    I'm dying to live but have no excuse for why im not already. im young... no social circle... right now i have nothing going for me and i have this horrible sensation that its my fault. why cant i figure out how to let go and live? so easy.. even babies do it. whats missign here...
    Genabi Genabi 22-25 2 Responses May 10, 2009

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    Truth

    "The real illiterates of the 21st century will not be he or she who cannot read or write, but he or she who cannot learn, unlearn and re-learn ".
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Feb 3, 2013

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    Live Like I Used To

    Love like i was never hurt and forget like i never remembered.
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2010

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    To Break Free

    To find the beauty and pleaure in everything. To smile at the simple things and appreciate each breath I take. I feel like Im dying to live...like all I could do is just stare out the window, wishing I was somewhere else, and cry tho I dont always know the reason why. To find me...
    ConLocura ConLocura 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2011

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    If Possible

    im only 13 so theres not much i can do on my own and im not willing to hurt anyone to get it i guess that would make sense since all i want and need is to help people in some huge way thats not only big but interesting i feel like screaming about how freaking boring life is, all...
    RukiaKuchiki RukiaKuchiki 13-15, F Aug 13, 2012

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    I Am Dying To Live

    I have to kill myself just to feel alive
    JessiZombies JessiZombies 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 20, 2011

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    Stuck....

    I can't tell you the number of times I have been told to get a life.  It's a stupid expression if you ask me.  But a life is exactly what I need. For almost 20 years I hid -isolated myself -because of obesity and now that I am no longer obese I want to be out in...
    ohsolonelygirl ohsolonelygirl 41-45, F 1 Response May 9, 2009

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    I'm Getting Old and Still Wanna Be a Star..

    I love stealing song lines to use as my titles :)  I have and have had so many dreams, I feel as if there's little chance of them coming true anymore.  I'm sure some dreams that I have still have a chance.  At the same time the biggest of them I'm afraid I'll have...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 3 Responses May 14, 2009

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    Unlearning = Philosophia.

    The Process of Cultural Conditioning In this exercise, you look at how people acquire their culture, how they learn all the behaviors that are regarded as right and wrong in their society. This process, known as cultural conditioning, goes on in all cultures, but the...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Feb 3, 2013

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    Dying To Live

    Dying to live,Can't wait,Live's beginning again,Finally,After all this time,I'm on my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 14, 2012

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    I'm Going To Live Now Cause I'm Dying To Live Now !!!!!!!!

    I want to live now and im dying to live again but I had a couple of detours and roadblocks on the way but I feel like im getting happier again back to normal !!!!!!!!!!
    PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD 18-21, F Dec 5, 2010

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    Unforgiven

    I have asked God to forgive me. He has answered my prayers. Why is it I can not forgive myself. If only God's forgiveness would wipe away memories that are forever unforgiving.
    sandy1063 sandy1063 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    Still Want Ot Live

     I have breast cancer, metastatic, so terminal. I thought about what it is like to be dying.....Are people afraid of dying? I don't feel that I am afraid, but I am very sad, sad to leave this life without the experience of watching my children who are 8 and 6 grow up, not...
    jandrea4 jandrea4 41-45, F Dec 31, 2009

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    The Hows

    I pondered on this group for some time. I can not seem to get any words out. And while there is truth in it in varying levels, I think the greatest words to write about it have all been passed down to us. Faerie has two favourites...“Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    Don't Know How

    When I was younger I had big dreams about my future. I was so hopful and optimistic. I thought life would be an endless party. What the hell happened!?! I have no life. I am turing 21 this year and I have no life. I am still young and yet I feel like it's all over. I am afraid...
    netgurl netgurl 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    I ve had a very hard life .i was born in Egypt to an Egyptian mother and partly greek father .my parents got married through an arranged marriage and they never got on with each...
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    A lot of people I know are afraid of dying... Why are they even afraid of dying if they're gonna end up dying in the end?
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    Well, I'll try to keep this as short as possible.. I live with my mother who is bi-polar/schizophrenic and i do my best to take care of her and provide the things she needs but...
    Volumes Volumes 22-25, M Nov 28

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    its crazy to know the littlest thing such as a cloth can trigger memories. picked up a small pouch the other day and a odd smell brought these thought along with it. most memories...
    dropitnow52 dropitnow52 18-21, F Dec 3

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    There are no words to describe the sadness that you feel, saying goodbye to someone you know who is dying of cancer, and who is too young to have their life end so quickly...
    SeaSpray01 SeaSpray01 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 22

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    I feel our friendship is dying. I can sense it. The blood of our friendship is stopping its flow and the heart of it is pumping slower, soon it's going to stop and die. When we...
    fadingintoexistance fadingintoexistance 16-17, F Dec 7

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    My grandfather is 94. Well almost 95. He served in World War Two as a sailor. He met my deceased grandmother during World War Two while working on repairing the same airplane. He...
    FiftyLyricsInAMiracle FiftyLyricsInAMiracle 13-15, F Dec 9

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    And what is most hard about that in this moment, is my grandpa may not be here much longer and I can't even see him.. And no one even cared to tell me that they might be taking...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Yeah he lives 6 "minutes" away. I'm dying :(
    EmojiGirl EmojiGirl 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Living this thing called life.....Damn so much heartache and pain in this world. So many tears I've cried sometimes violence . No love in my life no real unconditional true love...
    missy5414 missy5414 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    There was this one guy who told me this. " it is not about looking for love. it's about building your life and then you find true love. It will be a twisted path but eventually you...
    Moonembracingthesun Moonembracingthesun 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    there no such thing as lying down and dying there's no giving up and there no sympathy if you want something to change make it happen. blood for blood tooth for tooth. don't go...
    sixxsin sixxsin 18-21 1 Response Nov 29

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    I've lived through three episodes that should have killed me. it's hard to fear what you've been so close to so much
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Nov 30

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    I want to just stab myself sometimes..I just really hate our ******* world. I couldn't care less about dying.
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    Why? I don't see why death should be a solution. Can someone please explain it? **** off to whatever person that has left you. Is life boring or just sad? Take medicines or drugs...
    AcidBrain AcidBrain 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    Why? I don't see why death should be a solution. Can someone please explain it? **** off to whatever person that has left you. Is life boring or just sad? Take medicines or drugs...
    AcidBrain AcidBrain 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    Why do good people have to die while negative mean people live for ever?
    stickinme5755 stickinme5755 56-60, M Dec 8

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    I dont know how much longer ill live for.
    AleaAndLexi AleaAndLexi 13-15, F 20 hrs ago

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    im slowly dying on the inside but I smile and pretend I'm alright I can't show weakness I want people to know I'm ok
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F Nov 21

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    90% of the time, i have dreams in which i am dying or something is trying to kill me like a lion, a snake, or some dangerous dogs ~
    iamjustbeingme iamjustbeingme 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    Dying isn't the end of life, it's only the beginning
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 7 Responses Nov 30

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    Two years ago i dyed my hair by myself to the blonde colour. My hair are dark brown. I became light blonde hair but this tint destroyed my hair. I couldnt do anything. They were...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I am not afraid of dying as its not the end but the beginning.... all I wish is to die a peaceful and content person with no regrets
    shaurya26 shaurya26 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I think I will be dying soon. not because of my actions , but life itself appears inching in that direction. hope has been vanishing for years and now it feels like there is not...
    techopeless techopeless 31-35 2 Responses Dec 11

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    Hi there, I just want to help the kind of people that need more money to live. If it's simply for just having more money or because you really need it. I don't care. Well actually...
    Kayidan Kayidan 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    I have always been really close with this guy (lets name him S) who is my best friends brother (sucks). When I was about 8 years old my mom moved to a different country and i had...
    ilovecookiesalways ilovecookiesalways 13-15, F Nov 23

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    I love the out doors. When I went to live in my foster family they would take me out jeeping with the jeep club, fishing, hunting, hiking, swimming, boating, camp fire chit...
    squirllykid squirllykid 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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