I Am Dying to Live

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 190 People

    Stuck....

    I can't tell you the number of times I have been told to get a life.  It's a stupid expression if you ask me.  But a life is exactly what I need. For almost 20 years I hid -isolated myself -because of obesity and now that I am no longer obese I want to be out in...
    ohsolonelygirl ohsolonelygirl
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 9, 2009

    I Am Dying To Live

    I have to kill myself just to feel alive
    DetachedCitizen DetachedCitizen
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2011

    Dying To Live

    Dying to live,Can't wait,Live's beginning again,Finally,After all this time,I'm on my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Mar 14, 2012

    Truth

    "The real illiterates of the 21st century will not be he or she who cannot read or write, but he or she who cannot learn, unlearn and re-learn ".
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
    26-30, M
    Feb 3, 2013

    Still Want Ot Live

     I have breast cancer, metastatic, so terminal. I thought about what it is like to be dying.....Are people afraid of dying? I don't feel that I am afraid, but I am very sad, sad to leave this life without the experience of watching my children who are 8 and 6 grow up, not...
    jandrea4 jandrea4
    41-45, F
    Dec 31, 2009

    This world is not a blessing.

    It's not a miracle to wake up every day and know you're still alive. It's actually a curse. A curse to know you must go on, because there's not a damn thing you can do about it. Of course you can take the easy way out. There are many options. Just do it and get it over with. But...
    NeverTrulyWanted NeverTrulyWanted
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jun 9, 2015

    I Just Want To Be Free

    To live without judgement. To live without fear. To live without worries. To live without pain To live without hatred To live without shame To live without sorrow To live without sadness Just to live
    sandy1063 sandy1063
    46-50, F
    6 Responses Jan 14, 2013

    Don't Know How

    When I was younger I had big dreams about my future. I was so hopful and optimistic. I thought life would be an endless party. What the hell happened!?! I have no life. I am turing 21 this year and I have no life. I am still young and yet I feel like it's all over. I am afraid...
    netgurl netgurl
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 19, 2009

    If Possible

    im only 13 so theres not much i can do on my own and im not willing to hurt anyone to get it i guess that would make sense since all i want and need is to help people in some huge way thats not only big but interesting i feel like screaming about how freaking boring life is, all...
    RukiaKuchiki RukiaKuchiki
    13-15, F
    Aug 13, 2012

    Live Like I Used To

    Love like i was never hurt and forget like i never remembered.
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2010

    To Break Free

    To find the beauty and pleaure in everything. To smile at the simple things and appreciate each breath I take. I feel like Im dying to live...like all I could do is just stare out the window, wishing I was somewhere else, and cry tho I dont always know the reason why. To find me...
    ConLocura ConLocura
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 20, 2011

    I'm Getting Old and Still Wanna Be a Star..

    I love stealing song lines to use as my titles :)  I have and have had so many dreams, I feel as if there's little chance of them coming true anymore.  I'm sure some dreams that I have still have a chance.  At the same time the biggest of them I'm afraid I'll have...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel
    31-35, M
    3 Responses May 14, 2009

    This post title sums up my life.

    I am so tired of being on the side lines forever looking in, doing nothing but watching the world go bye. I want to live! I want some amazing stories tell my grandchildren. I know I am young, but I'm tired of just 'drifting', I want to make an impact on the world. I want to be...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 8, 2015

    The Hows

    I pondered on this group for some time. I can not seem to get any words out. And while there is truth in it in varying levels, I think the greatest words to write about it have all been passed down to us. Faerie has two favourites...“Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn...
    Sylphy Sylphy
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2012

    Unlearning = Philosophia.

    The Process of Cultural Conditioning In this exercise, you look at how people acquire their culture, how they learn all the behaviors that are regarded as right and wrong in their society. This process, known as cultural conditioning, goes on in all cultures, but the...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
    26-30, M
    Feb 3, 2013

    Unforgiven

    I have asked God to forgive me. He has answered my prayers. Why is it I can not forgive myself. If only God's forgiveness would wipe away memories that are forever unforgiving.
    sandy1063 sandy1063
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Mar 10, 2013

    I'm Going To Live Now Cause I'm Dying To Live Now !!!!!!!!

    I want to live now and im dying to live again but I had a couple of detours and roadblocks on the way but I feel like im getting happier again back to normal !!!!!!!!!!
    PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD
    18-21, F
    Dec 5, 2010

    No Excuse

    I'm dying to live but have no excuse for why im not already. im young... no social circle... right now i have nothing going for me and i have this horrible sensation that its my fault. why cant i figure out how to let go and live? so easy.. even babies do it. whats missign here...
    Genabi Genabi
    22-25
    2 Responses May 10, 2009

    Related Experiences

    so small it freakin' hurts sometimes.....yet big enough that without a car you're screwed depending on where you live. lol. and I work in one of the few 24 hour spots there is...
    kk1874 kk1874
    31-35, F
    Apr 21
    I think life is less about what happens to you and more about how you react to it. we have these ideas and preconceptions that we carry with us that change how we see the world and...
    WhirlwindR WhirlwindR
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    Anyone in Liverpool right now?
    MU55 MU55
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 21
    I am writing at the suggestion of Robb Warren and Waiting 4 What (and inspired by Vegas Baby). It seems appropriate to put a coda on what was one of the most important and...
    maryryan maryryan
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 21
    ok, I'm glad I get to end with this experience... (I wonder if I never stop typing this, if it will force them to continue? lol ) I just finished getting the second small roof...
    Nateindenver Nateindenver
    31-35, M
    Apr 20
    I'm Vegasbaby. I was here in 2009 and met my now-bride Penelope here. For any oldtimers who want to hear what happened to us, I posted by mistake over at I LIVED in a sexless...
    vegasbaby551 vegasbaby551
    61-65, M
    3 Responses Apr 19
    I'm VegasBaby. I was here in 2009. I can claim the great honor of being the first person here to have sex with someone else from this board. Actually, I guess she can claim the...
    vegasbaby551 vegasbaby551
    61-65, M
    3 Responses Apr 19
    I live in the uk and I'm a cd and love it and wanted to meet any other cd in Cambridgeshire for lots of fun old or young
    janetjanet janetjanet
    51-55, T
    Apr 19
    I live north of Indy and would like to chat with someone about spanking.
    Kwantsfun Kwantsfun
    51-55, M
    Apr 19
    I live in central Indiana and would like to chat with someone that is into spanking just a couple days left.
    Kwantsfun Kwantsfun
    51-55, M
    Apr 19
    All I did was I sent gifts last year around Christmas time forget tending that this man would take anything I do as an offence and report it to the police ..as it has also been...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    i live in michigan and looking for pro spanking moms and single females who belive in discipline in the home.
    spankyouhard9 spankyouhard9
    56-60, M
    Apr 18
    I live in Wisconsin, the United States of America
    Diamont Diamont
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    our poisonous society has created an unbearable life which we call convention. I'm sick of having to live with the expectation that you must study hard, achieve great grades, then...
    Purplelamb Purplelamb
    13-15, F
    Apr 17
    So I I woke up this morning, got the kids ready for school, ate breakfast and started my daily routine of cleaning. I actually was feeling good and amazingly happy. Thanked God for...
    TY4YOSON TY4YOSON
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    I can out of prison on the 17/3/2016 after I had spent 5 weeks in remand awaiting sentencing for a restraining order breach imposed on me by court four years earlier in 2011 ..the...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    Yes, u need a live-in maid! Such a person will keep your house clean, do your grocery shopping, cook your meals, do your laundry and your pets will be taken care of also when you...
    bobbylee111 bobbylee111
    41-45, F
    Apr 15
    People deal with their dreams in one of three ways. They accuse, they excuse, or they choose. Accusers spend their entire lives blaming others for why they haven’t achieved...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    Apr 13
    No respect and their family first they eat all my rice I pay for 20lbs they just get the small bag they take mad oil they get the small size they ate all my olive oil that cost...
    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 12
    hey guys its Nicole.... so like two days ago I got dared to eat 7 war heads all together so I did and now today 3 days later my taste buds are now turning yellow and they are...
    n1kk123 n1kk123
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 12
    I always get free tickets to stuff from my job but it's never close by. If you live anywhere close to Ypsilanti, you can have them.
    dmc313 dmc313
    26-30, M
    Apr 12
    Asian here. My parents immigrated from the East where there are many abusive parents, South Korea! My parents said they want me to enjoy whatever job I work, plus to live fully...
    cracked8urface cracked8urface
    18-21
    Apr 11
    I lived in California for almost 2 years now. I cannot wait to move up North near Fresno...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 11
    If anybody lives in Gloucester plz send me a private message ASAP and we can exchange numbers so we can talk to each other because I will miss everybody on here.
    Caroline9852 Caroline9852
    16-17, T
    Apr 11
    I love where I live but there are no opportunities for a great job and apartments are super expensive. But where else would I go?
    DiamondAuthority DiamondAuthority
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 11
    I lived by the rules and societies expectations of how a person should live their life. That caused me to miss out on so many opportunities. At the same time, society made me have...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock
    41-45, M
    Apr 11
    Each day I feel like I cause trouble. I feel like I make everyone's day worse. I don't feel happy. I've been constantly sad. I never goes away, and if it does it always comes back...
    silentsimp silentsimp
    16-17, F
    Apr 10
    Throwing back to that tragedy.. 1995 17th on January...in Japan The great hanshin awaji earthquake happened. Almost two million people died(believe it or not,truth) I was only...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 10
    I live in Texas.but my heart beats in Florida.
    Mishu69 Mishu69
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 10
    Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, put your...
    Wantsfortomorrow Wantsfortomorrow
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    A little less than half of the time and the most important live in Canada!
    JjKr88 JjKr88
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 9
    Well if you do we should link up I live in Irvine !
    Tokeetilyoucope Tokeetilyoucope
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 8
    I practically live in the net. If I were in contact with all the people I make friends with online, in real life, then my depression would fade away.
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    Apr 8
    I have had my life put on hold ever since my husband was placed on the kidney transplant list 2 1/2 years ago. The ESRD came from 40 years of Diabetes and he just had his second...
    Sherylbow Sherylbow
    51-55, F
    Apr 8
    Sometimes, reaching out and taking someone's hand is the beginning of a journey. At other times, it is allowing another to take yours.
    Mcinacann Mcinacann
    41-45, F
    Apr 7
    I think it's much more interesting to live not knowing than to have answers which might be wrong. I have approximate answers, and possible beliefs, and different degrees of...
    Mcinacann Mcinacann
    41-45, F
    Apr 7
    See, my aim is not to survive but to be thrown to the wolfs with adrenaline still pumping in my veins and hear the gods laughing saying ”that was one hell of a youth” and...
    Mcinacann Mcinacann
    41-45, F
    Apr 7
    are you looking for a date Saturday, I'm available
    hypnomagic hypnomagic
    22-25, M
    Apr 7
    ok I need ideas to for dangerous things to do
    Slenderman23 Slenderman23
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 7
    and it is fine it is another beautiful day I accept myself and my place in the world I am blessed beyond belief
    mrsit808 mrsit808
    36-40, F
    Apr 7
    I need advice, I'm filling out an application form for a job at the BBC which is a massive opportunity, but they're asking questions that I'm struggling with now. I'm not as...
    DHggmu DHggmu
    22-25, M
    Apr 7
    Any one else live here from ep please message me i need new friends i dont have any
    teengirls teengirls
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 6
More Stories