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I Am Dying to Live

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    Live Like I Used To

    Love like i was never hurt and forget like i never remembered.
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2010

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    I'm Going To Live Now Cause I'm Dying To Live Now !!!!!!!!

    I want to live now and im dying to live again but I had a couple of detours and roadblocks on the way but I feel like im getting happier again back to normal !!!!!!!!!!
    PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD 18-21, F Dec 5, 2010

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    No Excuse

    I'm dying to live but have no excuse for why im not already. im young... no social circle... right now i have nothing going for me and i have this horrible sensation that its my fault. why cant i figure out how to let go and live? so easy.. even babies do it. whats missign here...
    Genabi Genabi 22-25 2 Responses May 10, 2009

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    Don't Know How

    When I was younger I had big dreams about my future. I was so hopful and optimistic. I thought life would be an endless party. What the hell happened!?! I have no life. I am turing 21 this year and I have no life. I am still young and yet I feel like it's all over. I am afraid...
    netgurl netgurl 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    Dying To Live

    Dying to live,Can't wait,Live's beginning again,Finally,After all this time,I'm on my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 14, 2012

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    If Possible

    im only 13 so theres not much i can do on my own and im not willing to hurt anyone to get it i guess that would make sense since all i want and need is to help people in some huge way thats not only big but interesting i feel like screaming about how freaking boring life is, all...
    RukiaKuchiki RukiaKuchiki 13-15, F Aug 13, 2012

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    Unforgiven

    I have asked God to forgive me. He has answered my prayers. Why is it I can not forgive myself. If only God's forgiveness would wipe away memories that are forever unforgiving.
    sandy1063 sandy1063 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    Been Told

    I've decided that I want to live so much that I am willing to do the things I do to live. I've decided that despite what others think of me... which sometimes isn't much.
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 1 Response May 31, 2009

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    Still Want Ot Live

     I have breast cancer, metastatic, so terminal. I thought about what it is like to be dying.....Are people afraid of dying? I don't feel that I am afraid, but I am very sad, sad to leave this life without the experience of watching my children who are 8 and 6 grow up, not...
    jandrea4 jandrea4 41-45, F Dec 31, 2009

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    Truth

    "The real illiterates of the 21st century will not be he or she who cannot read or write, but he or she who cannot learn, unlearn and re-learn ".
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Feb 3, 2013

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    The Hows

    I pondered on this group for some time. I can not seem to get any words out. And while there is truth in it in varying levels, I think the greatest words to write about it have all been passed down to us. Faerie has two favourites...“Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    To Break Free

    To find the beauty and pleaure in everything. To smile at the simple things and appreciate each breath I take. I feel like Im dying to live...like all I could do is just stare out the window, wishing I was somewhere else, and cry tho I dont always know the reason why. To find me...
    ConLocura ConLocura 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2011

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    I Just Want To Be Free

    To live without judgement. To live without fear. To live without worries. To live without pain To live without hatred To live without shame To live without sorrow To live without sadness Just to live
    sandy1063 sandy1063 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    i wont get my freedom

    until i graduate. 2 more years to go...
    petramullins petramullins 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    Stuck....

    I can't tell you the number of times I have been told to get a life.  It's a stupid expression if you ask me.  But a life is exactly what I need. For almost 20 years I hid -isolated myself -because of obesity and now that I am no longer obese I want to be out in...
    ohsolonelygirl ohsolonelygirl 41-45, F 1 Response May 9, 2009

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    I Am Dying To Live

    I have to kill myself just to feel alive
    JessiZombies JessiZombies 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 20, 2011

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    Unlearning = Philosophia.

    The Process of Cultural Conditioning In this exercise, you look at how people acquire their culture, how they learn all the behaviors that are regarded as right and wrong in their society. This process, known as cultural conditioning, goes on in all cultures, but the...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Feb 3, 2013

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    I'm Getting Old and Still Wanna Be a Star..

    I love stealing song lines to use as my titles :)  I have and have had so many dreams, I feel as if there's little chance of them coming true anymore.  I'm sure some dreams that I have still have a chance.  At the same time the biggest of them I'm afraid I'll have...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 3 Responses May 14, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I know we are all dying but at age 26(a year away) I will die in one of two ways. Either my aortic artery will dislodge and I will bleed into my chest cavity or my internal organs...
    Durco Durco 22-25, M 1 Response May 5

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    I know that life in past ages was very harsh and lifespans were considerably shorter, but I think I could feel more 'at home' in the past then I do in the 21st century. Internet...
    growgirl growgirl 22-25, F 6 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I live in a small house. A one-story ranch. The TV is on all night. It is very loud. My father is hard-of-hearing. It's Fox News, singing competitions, the food network, sports...
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I've always ended back with my parents for what ever the reason , my brother and sister hit the ground running although my brother lives not far , my sister has moved all over the...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    We have to live life to the fullest because we only have such little time to live. 😘
    rymanone23 rymanone23 13-15, M 2 hrs ago

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    I want to live outside America. Someplace like England, Holland, or Scotland. I think the government in America are a living joke, and they don't know what they're doing. They don...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T 2 hrs ago

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    Just live while you can cause the day you can't live you just gotta keep smiling
    Kitty2413 Kitty2413 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    So,Today My parents just found out that i drank a beer..She was like get out of my house if you;re gonna do those things and never come back.It feels like She wants me to be a...
    Jakereck Jakereck 16-17, M 1 Response May 8

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    This story is crazy but true. I was dreaming the other night that I was having a stroke and dying and my grandma had a stroke and died and I didn't even know about her passing...
    Applepieofyoureye Applepieofyoureye 26-30, F May 8

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    No I dont want to live there. People say that there is more Ice, Snow, chilly and Heavenly in Kashmir. I am just Perplexed to see the beauty of Kashmir!! 0_0 and that is just on...
    Pianist1090 Pianist1090 18-21, M 21 hrs ago

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    I am thankful to live in this country. Today I remember all the people who have died for freedom I enjoy.
    Oliviaa92 Oliviaa92 41-45, F 19 hrs ago

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    I hate the area I live in I want to run away
    Kittyk22 Kittyk22 22-25, F 17 hrs ago

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    Tina Turner - "I'm Ready" I was happy with the fear Every moon was new I was searching for myself I was happy with the fear Every moon was new I was searching for myself...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 15 hrs ago

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    I live in Oklahoma, I am 23. . . i work full time. and i'd enjoy meeting some new people (Dirty) If you look at my profile their are a few things i am into and hoping to meet a...
    TScott23 TScott23 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    Oscar the Grouch didn't always live in a trash can. He owed Chuck Norris money but didn't pay and Chuck roundhouse kicked his dumpster.
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 3 hrs ago

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    I don't understand what is happening. I don't desire anything in this world. Literally. I am so numb and sad and depressed. I feel like maybe I'm not human. I don't enjoy people...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25

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    I ponder of something great My lungs will fill and then deflate They fill with fire Exhale desire I know it's dire My time today I have these thoughts So often I ought To replace...
    Izziwhatchamacallit Izziwhatchamacallit 18-21, F May 3

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    Every once in a while I feel overwhelmed by the reality of things and realise I don't really want to live the life I'm living anymore. I can't turn back time and restart all over...
    rileystella rileystella 22-25, F 1 Response May 9

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    They talk about the first year being the hardest. I should know, I work in the funeral industry. The first birthday, the first Christmas, the first anniversary without them. What...
    Sheilaid Sheilaid 46-50, F 3 Responses May 11

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    I highly suspect cancer even though It hasn't been diagnosed or found. I feel it is going to happen any day. Every day I feel weaker, tireder and pain continues to torment me 24/7...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses May 13

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    My 10 month old kitten Harper who is a Ragdoll has been my best friend since I got her from the breeder and now is slowly dying... She had a stroke and she can't use her back...
    Robinwing Robinwing 13-15 May 2

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    I'm not depressed or suicidal or anything. But isn't it weird how, when you think about what dying is like, you must first become so much more aware of your self and your body?
    underlyinghonesty underlyinghonesty 22-25, F 1 Response May 5

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    It took me a while, but I’ve come to rely on live view a lot in my photography. When I acquired a Canon EOS 5D Mark II I assumed that the main improvement over my previous...
    zhaoyiyi zhaoyiyi 22-25, M May 7

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    Twitter today released a new application for the iPhone called Periscope. The app lets people broadcast live video to their Twitter followers. When Periscope users choose to...
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    The Los Angeles County Agency that assists homeless people find shelter referred to this company, TH Services. I needed temporary emergency housing. I went to the offices of TH...
    jimorjames jimorjames 26-30, M 1 day ago

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