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I Am Dying to Live

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    Dying To Live

    Dying to live,Can't wait,Live's beginning again,Finally,After all this time,I'm on my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 14, 2012

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    Still Want Ot Live

     I have breast cancer, metastatic, so terminal. I thought about what it is like to be dying.....Are people afraid of dying? I don't feel that I am afraid, but I am very sad, sad to leave this life without the experience of watching my children who are 8 and 6 grow up, not...
    jandrea4 jandrea4 41-45, F Dec 31, 2009

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    i wont get my freedom

    until i graduate. 2 more years to go...
    petramullins petramullins 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    Live Like I Used To

    Love like i was never hurt and forget like i never remembered.
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2010

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    No Excuse

    I'm dying to live but have no excuse for why im not already. im young... no social circle... right now i have nothing going for me and i have this horrible sensation that its my fault. why cant i figure out how to let go and live? so easy.. even babies do it. whats missign here...
    Genabi Genabi 22-25 2 Responses May 10, 2009

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    I Just Want To Be Free

    To live without judgement. To live without fear. To live without worries. To live without pain To live without hatred To live without shame To live without sorrow To live without sadness Just to live
    sandy1063 sandy1063 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    Stuck....

    I can't tell you the number of times I have been told to get a life.  It's a stupid expression if you ask me.  But a life is exactly what I need. For almost 20 years I hid -isolated myself -because of obesity and now that I am no longer obese I want to be out in...
    ohsolonelygirl ohsolonelygirl 41-45, F 1 Response May 9, 2009

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    Unforgiven

    I have asked God to forgive me. He has answered my prayers. Why is it I can not forgive myself. If only God's forgiveness would wipe away memories that are forever unforgiving.
    sandy1063 sandy1063 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    This world is not a blessing.

    It's not a miracle to wake up every day and know you're still alive. It's actually a curse. A curse to know you must go on, because there's not a damn thing you can do about it. Of course you can take the easy way out. There are many options. Just do it and get it over with. But...
    NeverTrulyWanted NeverTrulyWanted 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 9

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    Been Told

    I've decided that I want to live so much that I am willing to do the things I do to live. I've decided that despite what others think of me... which sometimes isn't much.
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 1 Response May 31, 2009

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    I Am Dying To Live

    I have to kill myself just to feel alive
    DetachedCitizen DetachedCitizen 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 20, 2011

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    The Hows

    I pondered on this group for some time. I can not seem to get any words out. And while there is truth in it in varying levels, I think the greatest words to write about it have all been passed down to us. Faerie has two favourites...“Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    I'm Getting Old and Still Wanna Be a Star..

    I love stealing song lines to use as my titles :)  I have and have had so many dreams, I feel as if there's little chance of them coming true anymore.  I'm sure some dreams that I have still have a chance.  At the same time the biggest of them I'm afraid I'll have...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 3 Responses May 14, 2009

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    Truth

    "The real illiterates of the 21st century will not be he or she who cannot read or write, but he or she who cannot learn, unlearn and re-learn ".
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Feb 3, 2013

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    Unlearning = Philosophia.

    The Process of Cultural Conditioning In this exercise, you look at how people acquire their culture, how they learn all the behaviors that are regarded as right and wrong in their society. This process, known as cultural conditioning, goes on in all cultures, but the...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Feb 3, 2013

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    This post title sums up my life.

    I am so tired of being on the side lines forever looking in, doing nothing but watching the world go bye. I want to live! I want some amazing stories tell my grandchildren. I know I am young, but I'm tired of just 'drifting', I want to make an impact on the world. I want to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 8

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    I'm Going To Live Now Cause I'm Dying To Live Now !!!!!!!!

    I want to live now and im dying to live again but I had a couple of detours and roadblocks on the way but I feel like im getting happier again back to normal !!!!!!!!!!
    PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD 18-21, F Dec 5, 2010

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    Don't Know How

    When I was younger I had big dreams about my future. I was so hopful and optimistic. I thought life would be an endless party. What the hell happened!?! I have no life. I am turing 21 this year and I have no life. I am still young and yet I feel like it's all over. I am afraid...
    netgurl netgurl 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    If Possible

    im only 13 so theres not much i can do on my own and im not willing to hurt anyone to get it i guess that would make sense since all i want and need is to help people in some huge way thats not only big but interesting i feel like screaming about how freaking boring life is, all...
    RukiaKuchiki RukiaKuchiki 13-15, F Aug 13, 2012

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    To Break Free

    To find the beauty and pleaure in everything. To smile at the simple things and appreciate each breath I take. I feel like Im dying to live...like all I could do is just stare out the window, wishing I was somewhere else, and cry tho I dont always know the reason why. To find me...
    ConLocura ConLocura 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Moved here 3 years ago. I live in Dover. Trying to make new Female friends, Bi, Straight, lesbian. Doesn't matter. Would love to meet new people!
    TriciaSnj9 TriciaSnj9 41-45, F 1 hr ago

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    Anyone live down on the south coast in hampshire?
    rhiamia rhiamia 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I am British and currently live in China. I've also previously lived in the Republic of Ireland and Greece. Thinking I'll move on again in a year or two but not sure where. Maybe...
    EarthWalkerMan EarthWalkerMan 31-35, M 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I live here during the summer in New York, and stay with my mother in Daytona FL during the school year. I couldn't ask for a better family, it's just sad that my sister is so far...
    CarelessCassie CarelessCassie 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    Asaba Group Holdings was found in 2004 after it took over Asaba Group, Inc. which was established in 1999 as a management consulting company that specialized in strategy and...
    albertfrancoo1 albertfrancoo1 26-30, M 12 hrs ago

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    "Get busy living or get busy dying."- Andy Dufresne, Shawshank Redemption
    UrbanRonin UrbanRonin 13-15, M 14 hrs ago

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    Why is it racist to say "All lives matter"? It's about context. When you say "All Lives Matter" in response to "Black Lives Matter" you are saying "shut up. Everyone has problems...
    emperornorton47 emperornorton47 56-60, M 18 hrs ago

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    I always wanted to travel and was fortunate to work all over the U.S. and to visit several other countries. But I always came back to North Carolina, I wouldn't want to live...
    worksforme2 worksforme2 66-70, M 1 day ago

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    hi my name luke i was bron with autism autistic im 22 yr old but hace mind age of 7 to 8 yr old and i was never walk or talk to i was bout 13yr old and when i was learn to walk...
    pandabearluke pandabearluke 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I don't know how to live with myself. So how can I ever feel like that me can live in this world. How can I be someone for other people? I feel like I just might infect...
    Sewmuch2do Sewmuch2do 41-45, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    There is no one i love, no one who really seems to love me. Love is the main reason people want to live, but what do you do when you have no love? I can't think of any reasons to...
    junosa junosa 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    My dad who is almost 60 years old & suffers from liver failure has been battling with his life for the past few years. He was in the hospital for the past few days and the hospital...
    Madditaylor Madditaylor 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am so thankful that I live by the mountains, they are soo beautiful and and majestic, but I live in the prairies and nothing compares to that!! The wide open fields, the sunsets...
    HunterBlondie HunterBlondie 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I would love to live in one. It's the closest I can live to natural romance and fairy tales in this day and age. A lovely weekend break every now and then
    natureloverz natureloverz 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I can't live my life like the way I do anymore. I don't have energy for it. I'm weak and I'm tired. Including I'm discouraged and scared. I'm worried I'll never please anyone or...
    EddieNashton EddieNashton 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    My husband is dying of a motor neuron disease. Right now, he cannot walk and is on a ventilator 24 hrs. We have been married for thirty years. We love each other very much. We...
    dmur dmur 56-60, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    LIVE and you will find the happiness that comes with LOVE, LOVE and you will find the times that will make you LAUGH, when you LAUGH, you know you will LIVE
    KaylaCherie KaylaCherie 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I was born in California, raised in California, went to college in California, and lived here my entire life except for four years in North Carolina, six months in Greece, and...
    emperornorton47 emperornorton47 56-60, M a week ago

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    urmm i think ive recite 'live life to fullest...' to myself, in my head all my life. At the downsides times, i remember the song "What's Up" By 4 Non Blondes. And so....when its...
    sommersjo sommersjo 36-40, F a week ago

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    It's so hard to believe how many of us live in this situation. Nobody understands unless you live it. Things get so complicated when you've spent most of your life building a...
    jaymic64 jaymic64 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    It's nice to dream. Reality is it costs an arm and a leg, and it would be ideal to secure a job in that country before moving. Unless you marry someone who will support you...
    yeahtimesahundred yeahtimesahundred 31-35, F Jul 26

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    So I live in USA at the moment and I want to move to the UK because my boyfriend lives there and I love him so much but we do plan on moving to Canada when we have enough money so...
    jessythekittenx jessythekittenx 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    If i gave you a loaded gun. Told you to point in at my heart. Told you to squeeze the trigger, would you? What if you couldn't be jailed for it. Would you then? I don't really...
    white701 white701 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 26

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