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I Am Dying to Live

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    Live Like I Used To

    Love like i was never hurt and forget like i never remembered.
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2010

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    The Hows

    I pondered on this group for some time. I can not seem to get any words out. And while there is truth in it in varying levels, I think the greatest words to write about it have all been passed down to us. Faerie has two favourites...“Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    To Break Free

    To find the beauty and pleaure in everything. To smile at the simple things and appreciate each breath I take. I feel like Im dying to live...like all I could do is just stare out the window, wishing I was somewhere else, and cry tho I dont always know the reason why. To find me...
    ConLocura ConLocura 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2011

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    Unforgiven

    I have asked God to forgive me. He has answered my prayers. Why is it I can not forgive myself. If only God's forgiveness would wipe away memories that are forever unforgiving.
    sandy1063 sandy1063 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    Stuck....

    I can't tell you the number of times I have been told to get a life.  It's a stupid expression if you ask me.  But a life is exactly what I need. For almost 20 years I hid -isolated myself -because of obesity and now that I am no longer obese I want to be out in...
    ohsolonelygirl ohsolonelygirl 41-45, F 1 Response May 9, 2009

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    I Am Dying To Live

    I have to kill myself just to feel alive
    JessiZombies JessiZombies 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 20, 2011

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    If Possible

    im only 13 so theres not much i can do on my own and im not willing to hurt anyone to get it i guess that would make sense since all i want and need is to help people in some huge way thats not only big but interesting i feel like screaming about how freaking boring life is, all...
    RukiaKuchiki RukiaKuchiki 13-15, F Aug 13, 2012

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    I Just Want To Be Free

    To live without judgement. To live without fear. To live without worries. To live without pain To live without hatred To live without shame To live without sorrow To live without sadness Just to live
    sandy1063 sandy1063 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    No Excuse

    I'm dying to live but have no excuse for why im not already. im young... no social circle... right now i have nothing going for me and i have this horrible sensation that its my fault. why cant i figure out how to let go and live? so easy.. even babies do it. whats missign here...
    Genabi Genabi 22-25 2 Responses May 10, 2009

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    I'm Getting Old and Still Wanna Be a Star..

    I love stealing song lines to use as my titles :)  I have and have had so many dreams, I feel as if there's little chance of them coming true anymore.  I'm sure some dreams that I have still have a chance.  At the same time the biggest of them I'm afraid I'll have...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 3 Responses May 14, 2009

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    Dying To Live

    Dying to live,Can't wait,Live's beginning again,Finally,After all this time,I'm on my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 14, 2012

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    Still Want Ot Live

     I have breast cancer, metastatic, so terminal. I thought about what it is like to be dying.....Are people afraid of dying? I don't feel that I am afraid, but I am very sad, sad to leave this life without the experience of watching my children who are 8 and 6 grow up, not...
    jandrea4 jandrea4 41-45, F Dec 31, 2009

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    Don't Know How

    When I was younger I had big dreams about my future. I was so hopful and optimistic. I thought life would be an endless party. What the hell happened!?! I have no life. I am turing 21 this year and I have no life. I am still young and yet I feel like it's all over. I am afraid...
    netgurl netgurl 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    Unlearning = Philosophia.

    The Process of Cultural Conditioning In this exercise, you look at how people acquire their culture, how they learn all the behaviors that are regarded as right and wrong in their society. This process, known as cultural conditioning, goes on in all cultures, but the...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Feb 3, 2013

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    I'm Going To Live Now Cause I'm Dying To Live Now !!!!!!!!

    I want to live now and im dying to live again but I had a couple of detours and roadblocks on the way but I feel like im getting happier again back to normal !!!!!!!!!!
    PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD 18-21, F Dec 5, 2010

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    Truth

    "The real illiterates of the 21st century will not be he or she who cannot read or write, but he or she who cannot learn, unlearn and re-learn ".
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Feb 3, 2013

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    Been Told

    I've decided that I want to live so much that I am willing to do the things I do to live. I've decided that despite what others think of me... which sometimes isn't much.
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 1 Response May 31, 2009

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    kchahajur1 kchahajur1 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 8

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    I am absolutely terrified of dying, I think about it everyday and it sends me into panic. I cannot imagine being nothing, not existing. I continuously ask myself, what will happen...
    tvdlover1865 tvdlover1865 18-21, F Mar 16

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    I think I now must know why I get treated badly in the uk because I'm viewed as a bloody foreigner who shouldn't even be living in the uk and I shouldn't have any rights but I'm a...
    Soullesss Soullesss 31-35, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I think I now must know why I get treated badly in the uk because I'm viewed as a bloody foreigner who shouldn't even be living in the uk and I shouldn't have any rights but I'm a...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 7 hrs ago

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    It's not unusual for my Husband to be physically affectionate. We have a very close, very loving marriage. We're soul-mates who have been married 24 years (I'm 42, he's 52). He...
    xxLionessxx xxLionessxx 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Can you believe this **** I actually live in an actual house. Mindblown.
    Jay13a Jay13a 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    When I was 12 years old I was spoken to about a rare condition I have and told that I would die between the age of 25 and 30. At 12 years old this felt quite weird and scary but...
    Amber2694 Amber2694 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I have a best/GOOD friend who is dying of cancer :-(
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M Mar 15

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    I'm thinking of dying it orange. like this
    xXxWildOnexXx xXxWildOnexXx 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I feel like I'm dying. I somehow manage to go through my daily routines but I no longer feel like there's a reason for me breathe. I feel like I'm just existing, not living; and...
    ILoveWeights ILoveWeights 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    Weak & powerless I want to let the whole world know that the reason or the cause for all my sufferings and ordeals in life were caused by my own family who do not sound like my...
    Soullesss Soullesss 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 14

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    People love to start arguments about this. Something about my disregard for society's ideals threatens them. I don't know if the concept of living in the wild bothers them because...
    Unbeholden Unbeholden 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 9

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    Hi My support worker at Webb house supported housing for people with mental health issues has been forcing things on me since I moved in there such as getting my grey coloured The...
    Soullesss Soullesss 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    Hi My support worker at Webb house supported housing for people with mental health issues has been forcing things on me since I moved in there such as getting my grey coloured The...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    A frequent thing to say around here. Mostly about women from a mans perspective. "Pff... women. Cant live with them, cant live without them" :D But it is probably also said by...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Mar 10

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    You Live in the Present! You take things one day at a time. And it turns out, that's a pretty great way to live. You aren't consumed by the past, and you're aren't obsessed with...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 22-25, F Mar 3

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    They called it "The Perch"It was the little shelter we lived in last summer, tucked away in the Appalachian mountains of Virginia. I applied for an internship to help out a family...
    LoneWolfWanderer LoneWolfWanderer 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 6

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    I am not so content with my current life. I reject the soft comforts of modern living. I itch to live in nature, surrounded by trees, by beauty. I want to run, tumble through the...
    trippyfaerie trippyfaerie 16-17, F Mar 8

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    I Love Sacramento (place I live) Because every thing to us is a So close and a Short Drive.. with the Beach, and San Fran, 2 hour dive west of us. and the Mountains, Snow, Reno...
    Micheael Micheael 26-30, M Mar 18

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    Death in the dark mirror This will be the possible title of a fictional story that I'm working on but part of it will be based on personnel life's events that have taken place in...
    Soullesss Soullesss 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    I just want to advise all people of Color especially Asians and Arabs who are assumed Muslims by white people Be very careful with white people as a lot of them have turned...
    Soullesss Soullesss 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 19

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    Biggest problem with wanting to live somewhere new in the world is the choices you have. When your born you don't have a choice. Your family is yours the country and region you...
    Str8MaleCD Str8MaleCD 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 3

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    These days I have been felling so annoyed with a nurse from the early intervention in psychosis for the distress and uncomfort she made me feel . These days I thought about the way...
    Soullesss Soullesss 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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    Death, it is a main factor in our lives. In my opinion, death is the center of many things in human life and society, like the principle of “carpe diem” (enjoy the present...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Mar 18

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    A more accurate title for this post would probably be that I've lived in a few different haunted houses. Even now we have an entity in our kitchen who we jokingly call the Fridge...
    LyraAlluse LyraAlluse 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I am 22 and I was brainwashed into going to the local university which is okay ranked after being accepted into a much better school. My parents have brainwashed and controlled me...
    wfurlow2 wfurlow2 22-25, M 2 days ago

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