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I Am Dying to Live

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    Truth - "The real illiterates of the 21st century will not be he or she who cannot read or write, but he or she who cannot learn, unlearn and re-learn ".
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Feb 3, 2013

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    No Excuse - I'm dying to live but have no excuse for why im not already. im young... no social circle... right now i have nothing going for me and i have this horrible sensation...
    Genabi Genabi 22-25 2 Responses May 10, 2009

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    Still Want Ot Live -  I have breast cancer, metastatic, so terminal. I thought about what it is like to be dying.....Are people afraid of dying? I don't feel that I am afraid...
    jandrea4 jandrea4 41-45, F Dec 31, 2009

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    Unlearning = Philosophia. - The Process of Cultural Conditioning In this exercise, you look at how people acquire their culture, how they learn all the behaviors that...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Feb 3, 2013

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    Unforgiven - I have asked God to forgive me. He has answered my prayers. Why is it I can not forgive myself. If only God's forgiveness would wipe away memories that are forever...
    sandy1063 sandy1063 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    The Hows - I pondered on this group for some time. I can not seem to get any words out. And while there is truth in it in varying levels, I think the greatest words to write...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    Dying To Live - Dying to live,Can't wait,Live's beginning again,Finally,After all this time,I'm on my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 14, 2012

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    I Am Dying To Live - I have to kill myself just to feel alive
    JessiZombies JessiZombies 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 20, 2011

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    I'm Going To Live Now Cause I'm Dying To Live Now !!!!!!!! - I want to live now and im dying to live again but I had a couple of detours and roadblocks on the way but I feel like...
    PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD 18-21, F Dec 5, 2010

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    Live Like I Used To - Love like i was never hurt and forget like i never remembered.
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2010

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    I'm Getting Old and Still Wanna Be a Star.. - I love stealing song lines to use as my titles :)  I have and have had so many dreams, I feel as if there's little chance of them...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 3 Responses May 14, 2009

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    If Possible - im only 13 so theres not much i can do on my own and im not willing to hurt anyone to get it i guess that would make sense since all i want and need is to help people...
    RukiaKuchiki RukiaKuchiki 13-15, F Aug 13, 2012

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    Don't Know How - When I was younger I had big dreams about my future. I was so hopful and optimistic. I thought life would be an endless party. What the hell happened!?! I have no...
    netgurl netgurl 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    I Just Want To Be Free - To live without judgement. To live without fear. To live without worries. To live without pain To live without hatred To live without shame To...
    sandy1063 sandy1063 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    Stuck.... - I can't tell you the number of times I have been told to get a life.  It's a stupid expression if you ask me.  But a life is exactly what I need. For almost 2...
    ohsolonelygirl ohsolonelygirl 41-45, F 1 Response May 9, 2009

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    Reasons why I have to live: Living is what we do. It's what's we're here for. Shouldn't go against that. The kids. Not mine of course, but my little brothers. And the kids I...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F Apr 8

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    Honestly, I wouldn't. I just feel as if everything that has been done in my life is pointless, and, yes, blahblahblah mope mope -- I'm just typing this as simple fact instead of...
    thelostbetween thelostbetween 16-17, F Mar 29

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    So.. My nan is dying of cancer. It really hurts wish i had more time with her shes still craking jokes but i jus wish she new how much iv always loved her. Will nva gt the tum back...
    sosadallthetime sosadallthetime 22-25, F Mar 30

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    It's been almost an hour since I received the news of my grandma about her health. My family and I have known few months ago her health has gotten worst and the doctor said she has...
    raldy raldy 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    I know there are a lot of people who feel this way and it seems to be getting worse as the years go on. It's not that I don't want to live because I do. I want to live more than...
    kpax81 kpax81 31-35, M 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I am 72 years old and am on my 2nd bout of breast cancer. Had years of depression and a breakdown. Took overdoses etc.etc. Had a son who died from Muscular dystrophy at 17 years...
    veganjo veganjo 70+ 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    We live a DD life and wondered who else here lives this? We started a website so people understand what it is http://domesticdisciplineuk.ning.com/home Princess x
    princess1950 princess1950 36-40, F 12 hrs ago

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    I had a meeting with stbx yesterday. At first I was scaredto go. Scared bbecause I had just sorted through my feelings on why I felt so empty and why I felt like I had wanted to...
    katzlaw katzlaw 36-40, F 11 Responses Mar 23

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    Living is now dying 
Dying means your in hell 
Hell means you’re home .
    sillygirl008 sillygirl008 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Ok. Not a suicide cry for help, or 'oh I am so sorry' sympathy. But dammit, today and more than a few times before, dying seems like heaven compared to earth. I am a pretty open...
    lotusblossoms lotusblossoms 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I asked for a divorce 2 months ago. He moved out 2 weeks ago. Divorce will be final in 6 months. I wrote all my stories in I live in a sexless marriage group. I have been a member...
    Cucly80 Cucly80 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 2

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    I get intense feelings that turn into anxiety/panic attacks every time I think about dying. And it's over the silliest of things, I could be looking down at my hands and just...
    boyda12 boyda12 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    You're getting on with your life, While I'm getting over mine. Interesting... Life has a way of going crazy when you least expect it. I never thought it would be like this. You...
    odditblue odditblue 46-50, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Better yet, I want to live in an open minded world. Ever since I came out to my sister and a couple of friends that I have been with another male I have been getting misunderstood...
    waldo956 waldo956 18-21, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Have you forgotten that you are the creator of your universe? Have you allowed your daily responsibilities and obligations to take precedence over your joy? If so, why? Does it...
    LaughLoveLiveHope LaughLoveLiveHope 26-30, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I've been dealing with a cheating now fiancé for over a year. I found out in Dec 2013 he cheated on me with 7 different women while away at school while I was pregnant and taking...
    supermommyof2 supermommyof2 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 6

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    Lost. That is what I constantly feel. Everybody tells me that I should just die or kill myself, but why is it that when I try they always stop me. I cut. I love the constant...
    bulimicbixtch49 bulimicbixtch49 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I could be saved. I could be healed. I could be picked up and held together in the embrace of someone who used to love me. But he doesn't love me anymore. I did something to fuckk...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I was told today that I might be dying. It started with some lack of breathing, a few weeks later at random times of the day my heart would start racing. When I say random I mean...
    Svpzk Svpzk 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    Sometimes I fantasize about dying. I get warm shivers all over and sometimes its the only thing that makes me smile.
    IamtheTinMan IamtheTinMan 18-21, M Mar 22

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    I have dyed it every single color imaginable except green haha. I'm dying it back to bright red this weekend. It's black right now.
    NonexistantSoul NonexistantSoul 16-17, F Mar 23

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    I love dying my hair. I haven't died it in a while .-. Next I'm going bleach blonde, black, and pastel purple c:
    theoutcast66 theoutcast66 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I feel like dying slowly and watching everything Move in slow motion . Not a painful death though . But like Falling asleep.
    LunarDream LunarDream 13-15, M 3 Responses Apr 2

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    Another day to pretend..to keep my head held high..to smile..to cover the pain..to forget..i wish I could just stop from hurting..from dying...
    babslabs babslabs 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I feel like I'm dying in the inside, but I know I'm already dead. I just want to finish myself off. There is no point to go on.
    lshidonil lshidonil 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Ive lived inside four walls of my room pretty much for about 8 years of my life, i live in an apartment with my family, but i tend to have issues leaving my bedroom, when i go to...
    pangel1 pangel1 41-45 Mar 17

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    As many of you already know, I have lost both my mother and my best friend to cancer. The thing about cancer, specially in the final stages, is that you know the end is coming, and...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 20 Responses Mar 28

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    As I sit here thinking about my life, I feel I still have to live so much and do so many things that I love the most.You've only one life and therefore you have to live it to the...
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    jiaberg jiaberg 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    BADGERYS CREEK AS SECOND SYDNEY AIRPORT ............. SUMMARY: Badgerys Creek Airport may or may not be the best site as SECOND AIRPORT for Sydney. Alternative of an airport...
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    My Bad Luck My Bad Liver I was in 24 when I discovered an infected liver cirrhosis I was working too much I love my job ...I was very handsome ....But everything was over and my...
    farouqali12 farouqali12 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 24

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    Hey everyone, Anyone else sick of living in this system created to control us like sheep. Following the "latest" trend to give us something to blind us from the way we live your...
    parris23 parris23 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    I live in Dayton right now and plan on moving to either miamisburg or Springfield. I was born in Columbus, raised in Worthington, northeast Columbus, and westerville. Lived in...
    dacraww dacraww 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    Live fearlessly. Live loud. Live life.
    jeanbaptiste1985 jeanbaptiste1985 26-30, M Mar 16

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    Learning to live with a person you do not love and respect, learning to live with a person who neither loves nor respects you, is merely learning how to die, how to walk around as...
    braverthanithink braverthanithink 26-30, F 8 Responses Mar 25

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    Make that, that I used to live in a marriage that was becoming a sexless marriage. Today would have been our second anniversary. The story is complicated, but to make it short, she...
    soundtrackforantarctica soundtrackforantarctica 26-30, M 8 Responses Mar 25