I Am Dying

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 46 People

    to get my way always.

    I am broken and I am dying to live a different way of life. I am meanwhile dead
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Sep 26, 2015

    Dear Family, I have not found happiness.

    I have not been loved. I have not felt love. I have been rejected my entire life. I love, but have never been loved. And the pain I can no longer deal with. I have been considering this every day for the past 3 years. I finally met her. She is 21 like me, I love her! She is...
    benmiller914 benmiller914
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 21, 2015

    Just found out today

    that I'm dying from terminal heart cancer...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 9, 2015

    I'M Ready But I'M Scared

    I've had Osteosarcoma since I was two, I've been in remission three times, and it's back. I've been through the works so many times, chemo, radiation, that I think I'm ready. I'm tired of fighting. My doctors all say there is nothing else they can do. They know. I think I'm ready...
    PleaseDontForgetMe PleaseDontForgetMe
    18-21, F
    Mar 14, 2013

    I know we are all dying

    but at age 26(a year away) I will die in one of two ways. Either my aortic artery will dislodge and I will bleed into my chest cavity or my internal organs will shut down. I am not scared of dying, I never have been. I am scared to live and I have no idea why.
    Durco Durco
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 5, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 14, 2014

    Technically we all are,

    every day we live is closer to the day we are gonna die.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Feb 24, 2015

    Right now.. I want to cut

    so badly. I feel like I need to see the blood to relax. But I can't.. And it's killing me.
    llilith llilith
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2014

    What's Dying Like ? Losing Your Self Image

    I sat in my Doctors office and thought to myself that I may not have too long to live . "Dying and Losing the Self Image" ,  I stopped to record my thoughts in a small journal ...."it's an aneurysm in the aorta I am sitting on dynamite, dead in 2 to 3 minutes the Dr says if  it...
    MsOracle MsOracle
    70+, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2013

    We Are All Dying...

    Some of us are going sooner than others Yet we all return to the source as pure energy I make no claims to having the answers For the great mysteries of life ~~~~~~~~~~ I do make a claim that our souls Endure Always and Forever
    PeaceOnEarth PeaceOnEarth
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Apr 25, 2009

    Really, it seems like the only explanation

    right now. I've overdosed so many times in the past few months, it must be catching up with me. I'm pale, breathing is getting harder, I'm getting chronic headaches and stomach pains. There are times when I literally can't move at all the pain is just so bad. It's all just going...
    BlurredBeyondTheStarsx BlurredBeyondTheStarsx
    70+
    3 Responses Jan 10, 2014

    So the day is coming sooner

    than you thought it will. I always knew I'd be out of here early but its just too soon. How do I tell my parents? Its not the end but the chances are slim, I wont give up I never have. I wont tell her and if I do ill do it when the time is right, I dont want to get in the way of...
    PBunnyy PBunnyy
    18-21, M
    Apr 6

    Coughing up blood and what not.

    Life sucks. My grades in school went from Straight A's to straight F's. It hurts to breathe. I'm just in so much physical and mental pain.
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO
    18-21, M
    Mar 17, 2014

    I have an illness, that the doctors can't

    diagnose, they have no idea what it is, but they do know that it's killing me. My boyfriend knows I have this disease, but he doesn't know that it's fatal.... I just don't know how to tell him. Please help..
    Believera Believera
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 28, 2015

    When I Was Dead

    When I flatlined There was someone waiting with me We were in the air above the operating table The person waiting with me was to my left I was so intent on looking down Watching the frantic doctors Trying to start my heart That I did not look to see Who or what was there on my...
    PeaceOnEarth PeaceOnEarth
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 25, 2009

    When I Was Dead

    When I flatlined There was someone waiting with me We were in the air above the operating table The person waiting with me was to my left I was so intent on looking down Watching the frantic doctors Trying to start my heart That I did not look to see Who or what was there on my...
    PeaceOnEarth PeaceOnEarth
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 25, 2009

    I Am Dying

    I am dying, plain and simple. If this new surgery doesn't work a miracle, I won't be here too much longer. I won't go into detail, but this has been an enlightening period for me. Someone who said she loved me, was only interested in getting a ring on her finger so she could...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses May 21, 2012

    From boredom! I'm so bored.

    My phone is so quiet, no one texting or calling me. WHERE IS EVERYONE??!!?? Save me....
    agirlalone1 agirlalone1
    31-35, F
    Jul 22, 2015

    I am Dying I have Cirrhosis of the Liver I am

    an alcohol addict If I could get Marijuana it would satisfy the addiction and not kill my liver. Marijuana is illegal. Alcohol is legal. Alcohol will kill my liver. I am Dying.
    Tsuru1953 Tsuru1953
    61-65
    Nov 24, 2014

    For all of you who think I am too young

    for some of the things I am posting about, I truly apologize for going against your beliefs on certain topics. I, in actuality, am dying. I am only trying to execute all of my curiosities before I won't be able too. People with my condition have only been able to live, at the...
    Improvisitions210 Improvisitions210
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2015

    I cant breath most of the time .

    . It gets worse everyday .. My left leg gets paralyzed .. I continuously have this headache .. I'm pale and I cant walk for too long .. My hair is falling and my nails break to the flesh easily .. I don't eat much anymore or drink water, i just don't feel I can .. Am I dying...
    ludee94 ludee94
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 4, 2014
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