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I Am Embarrassed and Ashamed of Who I Am As a Person

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 193 People

    Loud

    I am a loud person.  At least once every few weeks I am told this usually in a condescending voice.  "you're so loud" uh "you are so rude".  I am tired of saying sorry for being loud.  I don't have a hearing problem - just loud.  Guess what I ain't changing, however I always...
    gurucarcar gurucarcar 41-45 1 Response May 8, 2012

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    Wish I Were Different

    I am very shy and have always disliked that about me and have always wanted to change. This year I am in a class with only seven other students, so my shyness is especially noticeable. Everyday I dread going to that class and can't wait for it to end when I'm there. Everywhere...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2008

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    MrIndeed MrIndeed 13-15, M Oct 28, 2014

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    I'm Always The Last In Line..

    I feel like everybody is surpassing me. I feel like I am intellectually behind eveyone my age. I'm not up to par. It's sad how far behind I am .  I just feel like I should be put into a whole until the end of time.  
    R0B1N R0B1N 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    I feel like all I do is disappoint God.

    I'm just a huge mistake.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    Self Attainment

    Reconsidering the tremendous weight placed on other people's opinion of me. I become more free. I switch my center of gravity around. It makes more sense this way, I become more free. Hate me and disrespect me, I beg of you to mock me infront of me and behind my back...
    multiplefailures multiplefailures 18-21 Apr 15, 2010

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    I keep getting flashbacks of what I have done

    in my past which are embarrassing and makes me ashamed of myself. The thoughts jump into my head randomly and it's horrible :(
    Kateyx Kateyx 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    So Ashamed,also Embarrassed..

    I've done so many things that I am afraid of looking back and once I do,I try to commit suicide. I've done so many attractive and disgusting things...But,I was young... I'm so embarrassed to be even telling you this now.but I feel I need to tell some one. I have told my best...
    AshamedStuff AshamedStuff 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    Wish I Could Undo All the Stupid Things I've Done...

    Things I've done in my past make me feel so ashamed and embarrassed I find it hard to get past them and get on with my life. When i meet someone who may have heard about something i've done in my past i'm automatically not myself. That leads me to feeling embarrassed about not...
    selfdiagnosed selfdiagnosed 22-25, F 18 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    I'm unable to be involved in relationships that have healthy exchanges of affection, compassion, and love. This is not my choice, but the result of many years of chronic anxiety...
    DarkPathos DarkPathos 51-55, M 4 Responses Feb 3

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    There's plenty I maybe should apologise for but I'm not going to I would say to people you chose to know me or be my friend and when you did that you took me as a whole person...
    louisetiger1 louisetiger1 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 14

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    Any women in or near Toronto, Canada? Putting a feeler out there. interested in a woman who enjoys Omorashi play and the painful pleasure her full bladder can bring. Looking for...
    2se7en 2se7en 31-35, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I found out two days ago that I have type two herpes from a one night stand.... I'm so ashamed, embarrassed, hurt, depressed, and feel dirty and alone.. Since it begun I've been...
    saraljohn saraljohn 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    Honestly you can't find people with self-respect anymore ... I really admire a person who can take the time to really understand their self-worth . Exposing yourself isn't...
    xolex18 xolex18 18-21, F 55 mins ago

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    Airing out your personal business can be a huge risk for a lot of people for a number of reasons. 1. either the person sitting next to you can is purposely overhearing your...
    tirwin6471 tirwin6471 16-17, F Feb 15

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    I feel like I'm on a roller coaster, I'm constantly going up and down. I feel confident and raring to go one minute and I'm feeling despair, desperate and empty the next. I hate...
    dte21 dte21 18-21, F Feb 19

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    hello everyone It took me some time to understand my husband's behaviour because over the years he has successfully made me feel crazy. He seemed to be a charming, quiet...
    froggy7827 froggy7827 56-60, F 16 hrs ago

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    I always see that people who have nothing give the most and I don't speak about material things only. People who never smile for themself, want to make others smile and be happy...
    CeMi1706 CeMi1706 18-21, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I left a scratch on his face. Oh my lord I have never been so embarrassed. I mean I don't know what came over me that moment but I just grabbed his face and clawed. My body was out...
    DeijiDaze DeijiDaze 18-21, F Jan 31

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    Funny thing. At no point will my thoughts go like "I dont want to look, look away". But it is just rather automatic. It will more often go like "Why cant I.", "Damn", "What will...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 11 hrs ago

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    I remember listening to radio at my mom's work . I was drawing when I heard about murder that happened in the same place where my brother was imprisoned. They announced that...
    Gelezinis Gelezinis 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    About two weeks ago now me and my then boyfriend got into and argument. We went to a friend of his birthday and were having a great time. We went over to the dance floor and were...
    chenchanlo chenchanlo 26-30, F Jan 28

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    Sometimes words can be cruel & hurtful, and even the expression on a persons face is enough to make me feel ashamed of my disability... It's like, you don't have to remind me I'm...
    Tim12961 Tim12961 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 30

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    personally i believe it doesn't matter about race. but if i had to choose i would rather talk to white girls rather than black. i don't know why i just feel better talking to them...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I used to be friends with a female co-worker who adored the fact that I enjoyed wearing female attire. It took a long time for us to realise this. I got invited to her flat one...
    crosser50 crosser50 61-65, M 1 Response Feb 20

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    So today in school i bumped into a friend of mine who drives and he asked if i wanted a lift home (we live 40mins from school) so of course i said "yeah sure" he had mentioned that...
    murra66 murra66 16-17, F Feb 9

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    February 18, 2015 I dreamed one night that I attended some youth retreat or camp somewhere in Bagiuo, Philippines. Right now I’m 22 yrs old and in my dream at that time I...
    ErinAnsiell ErinAnsiell 22-25, F Feb 18

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    I wonder if all people or just women do this? I only ask because it seems more prevalent with females. I have felt this and I still miss a person who really doesn't care. It has...
    Myfairlady1 Myfairlady1 46-50, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Who to believe and who to trust....I don't know what to do anymore...I'm done with being lied to...I'm done with getting hurt....I just want to end it....
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F 1 Response 56 mins ago

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    Since I started school all anyone has ever care about was my appearance. I was bullying relentlessly for my freckles and short stature in elementary. Then bullied in middle...
    idontneedyou idontneedyou 16-17, F Feb 1

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    I'm Ashamed To Say This Morning I Fell Hate For The First Time, I Felt Genuine Hate For The Very First Time In My 18 Years Of Life..... I'm Not Proud To Admit That, No. I Want To...
    BeautifulSituation BeautifulSituation 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    Loving another person or being "In Love" with someone is not easy. It can be very painful! I wish This thing called "LOVE" was like a light switch ... And we could just turn it...
    chantally100 chantally100 31-35, F 4 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    "Sometimes you never really know how important a moment is until it becomes a memory." Growing up, I never really had a father figure. The closest person I had to a dad was my...
    queenmallow queenmallow 13-15, F 17 hrs ago

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    Always have been. Love who I am . My husband of 20 years ,knows this about me , an he once nurtured me and protected me . So he mustn't love me any more , if he says things that...
    heavenlyflower123 heavenlyflower123 36-40, F 9 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I want everyone who reads this, to please message me something you've never told anyone before. :)
    Definitelysome1 Definitelysome1 16-17, F 8 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Any women in or near Toronto, Canada? Putting a feeler out there. interested in a woman who enjoys Omorashi play and the painful pleasure her full bladder can bring. Looking for...
    2se7en 2se7en 31-35, M 9 hrs ago

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    Check this out; http://www.gofundme.com/future4 I have no money to give, friends with this person though. I know there are excellent causes out there, but this girl has really...
    let1the2wall3down4 let1the2wall3down4 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    I used to be able to do simple tasks to forget about you for a short while. Maybe washing the dishes, organizing my bedroom, or doing laundry. Any small meaningless task, to forget...
    marieflorence109 marieflorence109 22-25, F 32 mins ago

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    In my room I have a picture on the wall that has provided me joy for many years. This picture shows a beautiful stream with clear water, graceful rushes along the shore and...
    wantadoover wantadoover 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    Well I have my very best friend his name is marqavious well we are very very close my mom and dad doesn't mind him in my room or anything he's always been my friend were past...
    cutedimplesxx cutedimplesxx 13-15, F Jan 31

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    I was looking at groups and noticed mine are mostly about sex. Now god knows I love all kinds of kinky wild awesome sex but it just felt like if someone came across it they would...
    wijjawills wijjawills 41-45, M Feb 6

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    My thought process after getting radio silence from a guy I met on a traveling/dating site, after our weekend in Berlin. After everything went well, just me wondering what the...
    Alreadyhistory Alreadyhistory 22-25, F Feb 7

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    I really messed up today. I feel like a dirty birdie. You might as well call me that. I feel disgusting and ashamed. Why me? I was a good girl but I blew it. I feel like I can...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 14

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    After being sexless for 6 years, I am ready for some sexual adventure again. I want another sexual conquest with a white man. I don't need any attachments. I want a one time thing...
    BrownBeeCa BrownBeeCa 26-30, F 9 Responses Feb 16

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    Okay so I know that this happens to ALL girls. Most guys don't understand that every once in a while toilet paper sticks when you wipe. It's just the way it is. Well I was with my...
    2p35jmr44 2p35jmr44 16-17, F Feb 17

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    Once again I am ashamed of myself. I opened my heart and my home to someone I only knew for a month. A month is not long enough to know someone. This guy stole my medication. I...
    ShyGirlie78 ShyGirlie78 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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