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I Am Embarrassed and Ashamed of Who I Am As a Person

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    I'm Always The Last In Line..

    I feel like everybody is surpassing me. I feel like I am intellectually behind eveyone my age. I'm not up to par. It's sad how far behind I am .  I just feel like I should be put into a whole until the end of time.  
    R0B1N R0B1N 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    I feel like all I do is disappoint God.

    I'm just a huge mistake.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    MrIndeed MrIndeed 13-15, M Oct 28, 2014

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    So Ashamed,also Embarrassed..

    I've done so many things that I am afraid of looking back and once I do,I try to commit suicide. I've done so many attractive and disgusting things...But,I was young... I'm so embarrassed to be even telling you this now.but I feel I need to tell some one. I have told my best...
    AshamedStuff AshamedStuff 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    Loud

    I am a loud person.  At least once every few weeks I am told this usually in a condescending voice.  "you're so loud" uh "you are so rude".  I am tired of saying sorry for being loud.  I don't have a hearing problem - just loud.  Guess what I ain't changing, however I always...
    gurucarcar gurucarcar 41-45 1 Response May 8, 2012

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    Self Attainment

    Reconsidering the tremendous weight placed on other people's opinion of me. I become more free. I switch my center of gravity around. It makes more sense this way, I become more free. Hate me and disrespect me, I beg of you to mock me infront of me and behind my back...
    multiplefailures multiplefailures 18-21 Apr 15, 2010

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    I keep getting flashbacks of what I have done

    in my past which are embarrassing and makes me ashamed of myself. The thoughts jump into my head randomly and it's horrible :(
    Kateyx Kateyx 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    Wish I Were Different

    I am very shy and have always disliked that about me and have always wanted to change. This year I am in a class with only seven other students, so my shyness is especially noticeable. Everyday I dread going to that class and can't wait for it to end when I'm there. Everywhere...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2008

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    Wish I Could Undo All the Stupid Things I've Done...

    Things I've done in my past make me feel so ashamed and embarrassed I find it hard to get past them and get on with my life. When i meet someone who may have heard about something i've done in my past i'm automatically not myself. That leads me to feeling embarrassed about not...
    selfdiagnosed selfdiagnosed 22-25, F 18 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    Tim12961 Tim12961 51-55, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Honestly this year I have never been so ashamed of myself...I like this guy and I thought if I put a lot of effort in I could get him... But no he made me feel like the worst...
    fragmentsoftheheart fragmentsoftheheart 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Fluffy . . .. Remembering Bear years later i vowed not to have a pet ever again. My ex brought a cat home one day and of course failed. I did my best to try not accept her. The...
    Dreambuttterfly Dreambuttterfly 41-45, M 5 hrs ago

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    It's weird, I haven't really heard of it before. I thought it was just hormones or something that had me confused about my feelings for the first guy, because shortly after...
    idontcareir idontcareir 16-17, F Jan 17

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    People look at me once a say weirdo . People who really know me look a me and say the best person you will meet
    kaylapan kaylapan 13-15 1 hr ago

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    I'm not sure how he managed to get to know me so well, even the hidden parts, especially the hidden parts. He's the one who came to mind the moment I read this. I wasn't quite sure...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 11 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Okay so here it goes........after all the pain and heart aches.....after all that she said....after every single little word and hurtful thing.......I am a good man why u may ask...
    huckleberrybunches huckleberrybunches 41-45, M 5 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    The older I get the more that I learn that you should never ever judge. To each his own - live and let live. There is nothing more freeing than to accept yourself and to accept...
    AnnUrban AnnUrban 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    So, I'm in a weird spot in my life. My friends are getting married, I'm the only single one, my family is very busy, and I work a lot. I never felt so lonely... This is my first...
    italianastrong italianastrong 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 22

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    About two weeks ago now me and my then boyfriend got into and argument. We went to a friend of his birthday and were having a great time. We went over to the dance floor and were...
    chenchanlo chenchanlo 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I have always done so, apologize for being as I am and even feeling ashamed by my own ways. I must stop it now! sigh.... What can I say, to everyone and myself.... The song is...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 10 Responses Jan 8

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    I wrote a post in the group on facebook where people personally know me offending them because there is a virus going around and they do not shower so i wrote a very offensive post...
    wanderingbubble wanderingbubble 18-21, F Jan 15

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    Yeah this was probably one of my recent embarrassing stories. Two days ago, I asked out a girl who I thought was really cute. I didnt think she was in a relationship because she...
    Xychorite Xychorite 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    I ate a whole bag of gourmet chocolate peanuts in the course of a week, while I was supposed to be on a low sugar diet with my family. Today my mom asked me if I ate any peanuts, I...
    jae97 jae97 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I'm so embarrassed that I still get spanked, I'm 20 years old, in college and still living at home. I hate getting my butt whooped, but I know I deserve it. Am I the only one who...
    CollegeGirl95 CollegeGirl95 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    "Do you think I'm pretty?" "Is this girl prettier than I am?" No. It's not you who is pretty. It's your personality, attitude, and behavior.
    KEROPUCCHO KEROPUCCHO 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    My brother who was three years younger then me passed away 6months ago. he was the closest person to me and i just cant seem to move on, i keep playing all our memories in my head...
    zenii15 zenii15 18-21, F 2 Responses 42 mins ago

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    It always happens to me when I lay down to go to sleep. I think about something that I am over that I don't care about anymore and I just keep thinking about how embarrassed I was...
    mypawshaveprints mypawshaveprints 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    My brother got called ugly my his friends, male and female, and my dad started saying that he should tell them that their gay and then started saying how it's weird for guys to...
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    I had sex with this white man the other day and he ********** so fast I felt horrible and he kept saying it wasn't my fault and then he was embarrassed then things felt weird after...
    Niicey Niicey 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Now if you want to know the song that really fits my personality..only one comes to mind...lol. It's "*****" by Meredith Brooks. "I hate the world today You're so good to me I...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Maybe I'm barking up the wrong tree. But I smoke, I don't get out much, and I feel embarrassed to admit I live with my mum at 30. Yes it's cheaper to the bank balance, but it doesn...
    gazzapocotron gazzapocotron 26-30, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    i wish guys liked girls because of their personalities not because of their looks... I wish a guy liked me for my personality and not looks cus ive been told i have a amazing...
    itsstephybitxh itsstephybitxh 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I am here today bc I've just been crying all today over this and I need a friend or know if I am wrong or right about how I'm feeling. My mom has just passed 8 months ago and I...
    lonelymishap lonelymishap 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    It ended badly. As they all do, right? We have been "having fun" together for 10 months. Sometimes a couple days a week, and sometimes every couple weeks. We sort of had a...
    flowersandlove flowersandlove 22-25, F Jan 13

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    long story short, im an idiot :P i embarrassed myself soooo much today lol
    Alexlovesmusic Alexlovesmusic 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    So there was this car outside just facing the house with the lights on, freaked the hell out of me, turns out it was just my housemate getting a lift home. It made me have a panic...
    edkelly2k edkelly2k 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 14

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    My story. Ever since I was a little "girl" I always knew something was off. I was never interested in things that most girls my age were. I'd rather wear boys clothes. I...
    RAREBREED77 RAREBREED77 18-21, T 3 Responses Jan 15

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    He likes tall women, big boobs, and long hair. I'm 5'2 if that, small boobs, and natural hair that shrinks. Totally opposite than what he's interested in. This is messing with my...
    earthlysoul earthlysoul 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    As a girl, why would I be ashamed of wearing the sexiest undergarment? I even love letting it peek over my jeans to taunt men into copping a feel.
    sai7154 sai7154 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 22

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    I'm not ashamed, I've been with my boyfriend for almost three months, and yea I'm pansexual, my parents sure aren't spreading the info around because they don't really like it, but...
    surgewaffle surgewaffle 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    My first experience was with an older woman. I was young and she was in her 30s. She was my mom's friend. She has a daughter who has special needs so I used to help her out all...
    purpleangel98 purpleangel98 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    It started with her name. She was a friend of a friend, and when her name was first mentioned I remember thinking: “*****, that is a gorgeous name.” It would be a while before...
    SpaceTurtle SpaceTurtle 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    In my room I have a picture on the wall that has provided me joy for many years. This picture shows a beautiful stream with clear water, graceful rushes along the shore and...
    wantadoover wantadoover 56-60, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    There's this stupid little thing we can call spontaneity. Sagittarius is the wing that flutters so. it feels really liberating to have initiated by meddling with a preConceived...
    bellaFigura bellaFigura 26-30 4 hrs ago

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    When people walk slow in front of you and you wanna get passed them but you can't -.- I am noT the very patient person in this world. I get ticked off by many things especially if...
    Anon2721 Anon2721 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    I found this on the Internet and wanted to share it because it is helpful. 1. Affairs are an escape from the realities of the world. 2. Affairs are not a rejection of the spouse...
    NOWHealing NOWHealing 61-65, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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