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I Am Embarrassed and Ashamed of Who I Am As a Person

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    So Ashamed,also Embarrassed..

    I've done so many things that I am afraid of looking back and once I do,I try to commit suicide. I've done so many attractive and disgusting things...But,I was young... I'm so embarrassed to be even telling you this now.but I feel I need to tell some one. I have told my best...
    AshamedStuff AshamedStuff 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    I feel like all I do is disappoint God.

    I'm just a huge mistake.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 13

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    Self Attainment

    Reconsidering the tremendous weight placed on other people's opinion of me. I become more free. I switch my center of gravity around. It makes more sense this way, I become more free. Hate me and disrespect me, I beg of you to mock me infront of me and behind my back...
    multiplefailures multiplefailures 18-21 Apr 15, 2010

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    Loud

    I am a loud person.  At least once every few weeks I am told this usually in a condescending voice.  "you're so loud" uh "you are so rude".  I am tired of saying sorry for being loud.  I don't have a hearing problem - just loud.  Guess what I ain't changing, however I always...
    gurucarcar gurucarcar 41-45 1 Response May 8, 2012

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    I'm Always The Last In Line..

    I feel like everybody is surpassing me. I feel like I am intellectually behind eveyone my age. I'm not up to par. It's sad how far behind I am .  I just feel like I should be put into a whole until the end of time.  
    R0B1N R0B1N 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    MrIndeed MrIndeed 13-15, M Oct 28

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    I keep getting flashbacks of what I have done

    in my past which are embarrassing and makes me ashamed of myself. The thoughts jump into my head randomly and it's horrible :(
    Kateyx Kateyx 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    Wish I Were Different

    I am very shy and have always disliked that about me and have always wanted to change. This year I am in a class with only seven other students, so my shyness is especially noticeable. Everyday I dread going to that class and can't wait for it to end when I'm there. Everywhere...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2008

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    Wish I Could Undo All the Stupid Things I've Done...

    Things I've done in my past make me feel so ashamed and embarrassed I find it hard to get past them and get on with my life. When i meet someone who may have heard about something i've done in my past i'm automatically not myself. That leads me to feeling embarrassed about not...
    selfdiagnosed selfdiagnosed 22-25, F 17 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I always feel embarrassed for who I am and what I've done. I can look at things that no one remembers and still be incredibly embarrassed about them. I mean it's nearly impossible...
    ACuriousCrossdresser ACuriousCrossdresser 18-21, T 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I find this title somewhat ironical. To, 'not be the person I used to be' implies I was something of a whole person once upon a time, yet I don't really feel like I ever really...
    LittleDBear LittleDBear 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 1

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    I would call myself sensitive because of things I've been though in my life. People have told me don't be sensitive, be a man. But I feel a sensitive person is a good person and...
    MrAwesomeNiceGuy MrAwesomeNiceGuy 13-15, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Hi everyone at EP. I hadn't been in Experience Project overly a year and there's a lot to talk about. But first...I want to talk about this girl that's been affecting my life the...
    Gonzobdd Gonzobdd 18-21, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I am very embarrassed for so many reasons... Mostly for who I am and what I've become. My past experiences have led me to where I am now but I have made many wrong choices. I have...
    tig1991 tig1991 22-25, F Dec 8

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    You may mess up, but you are not a mess up. You may make a mistake, but you are not a mistake. You may screw up, but you are not a screw up. You may fail, but you...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    You may mess up, but you are not a mess up. You may make a mistake, but you are not a mistake. You may screw up, but you are not a screw up. You may fail, but you...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 15

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    It is three years since I left bournemouth . I moved to bournemouth at the autumn of 2009 to start and new life I have been unwell for many years and I have gone to see doctors...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    It really irritates me. So many people (mostly girls) do it both online and in person just to get someone, who will feel sorry for them and start telling them thousands of...
    AnnaJackson12345 AnnaJackson12345 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    first of all I'd like the reader to know that I'm the product of mixing two cultures, African-Arabian. I am a confident man, please don't mix me with snobby or arrogant person as I...
    NoOoSy NoOoSy 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    Ok everyone... My name is Bethany. I, like everyone else, have thought about sex in some way or another at least once before. It has surprised me how much people don't know, how...
    tig1991 tig1991 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 30

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    I've started treating him like he treats me the last few weeks. It's kinda funny to watch him try to figure out why he's not being pampered anymore. He looks scared. I think he...
    Ladyscorpioz Ladyscorpioz 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 30

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    I remember when I first met you. You were so fascinating to me. You had done so much with your life that I just felt down right boring. All the things you had seen and done were so...
    tormentedinternally tormentedinternally 26-30, M Dec 10

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    Some nights, I feel as though I owe the world an apology. Whenever I think back on my past, I wish I could change who I was then. I have unintentionally hurt so many people. I get...
    LaDispute LaDispute 22-25 2 Responses Dec 14

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    Honestly, I tend to embarrass myself on a daily basis. whether it's intentional or unintentional. and I don't really care! Cause I am who I am, and I love who I am, and I'm not...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    i was a bad person so bad that i want to be a good one .. being a bad person makes you alone and lonely i don`t want to be a bad person i want to be a better person a good one so...
    viruzwod viruzwod 26-30, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Went to the checkout, my father left me to pay with his wallet etc to get something he forgot, I saw that he didn't have enough money, he came back, I told him, he practically...
    trappedgirl17 trappedgirl17 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    My boyfriend has a mental disability and a lot of people hate him. They do not understand him. And they don't take the time to. I met him in 8th grade and back then, he sat by...
    simplyOCD simplyOCD 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I saw my friend Kara the other day. We were in the closet practicing her daily ritual. I was looking at the rows of cotton and rayon with polyester accents and listening to her...
    anhonestmouse anhonestmouse 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I had lived a very tough life. We are poor. I encountered bullying, discrimination, have been mocked and my father hates me. He even denied that I am his daughter and he seldom...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 8

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    Exactly! If you were, wouldn't that defeat the whole purpose of even using EP? This is a "medium" that allows you to express oneself, share & communicate with others, say what's...
    booyah73 booyah73 41-45, M Dec 10

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    Okay, so I got back home today from college (I go to college from home) and my mother opened the door. Her eyes were swollen and red from crying. I had no idea what had happened at...
    aphoenix7777 aphoenix7777 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 17

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    This is my new years resolution. To be happy and at peace with my life. To work on being more open and positive. Yeah, lose weight blah blah blah. Although, that too I will work on...
    Nitram13 Nitram13 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    Why is it that one romantic gesture can ruin your life? I'm freaking out at my future because I'm to comfortable. I'm a major extrovert and know that I will take risks like this...
    Gage03 Gage03 13-15, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I am a highly sexual person and crave the emotional intimacy when making love with my girlfriend. unfortunately her libido doesnt match mine therefore I find myself sexually...
    femmeme femmeme 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 7

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    I'm a nude person, I have been for years. I just love being naked. I got started into it in 5th grade, just sitting around my bedroom naked, enjoying TV naked and the like. I got...
    Readywriter2014 Readywriter2014 31-35, M 6 Responses Dec 9

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    I dont even know why, I just feel like a sexual person more than most, having weird fantasies playing out in my head, Im not ashamed that I feel this way although I would love to...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Turned My Sports Loving Son into a Prissy Girly Girl Here is an amazing letter from a one of my favorite petticoating moms Rhonda. Like most women she was not aware of the...
    radicalfeminist radicalfeminist 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    When you send a snapchat to the wrong person and you kinda just wanna shoot yourself in the face.... -_-
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    Does not phase her let's be honest would you put her near people in fear of getting Embarrassed by a stupid remark Hell no
    notreleventtwit notreleventtwit 51-55, F Dec 14

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    I LOVE ANIME! !!!! AND WHY SHOULD SOME PEOPLE BE ASHAMED OF IT??????????
    KawaiiMiniAngel KawaiiMiniAngel 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 18

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    I don't get offended or embarrassed so ask away.
    WalkingDaydream WalkingDaydream 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I went to new doctor for the first time and during my exam she was friendly and younger than me. when she told me to stand up and pull down my underwear i did it and she asked if i...
    marclong4 marclong4 41-45 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So, my boyfriend and I were out awhile ago and we went to McDonald's for supper with my cousin and brother. He(boyfriend) and I were in line, waiting for our turn. I had this...
    ladyfrickinbirdman ladyfrickinbirdman 16-17, F 10 Responses 1 day ago

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    I want to experiment with my roommate. We're both in our 4th year of college and straight. But every time we drink we turn extremely flirty with each other... Even while her...
    futureMD futureMD 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I looked like an easy prey on my second day in bournemouth .i had been suffering with sever depression anxiety and low self esteem and I was unconfident and extremely ashamed of...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Take a deep breath walk in and pick out the panties you want, relax no one knows your buying panties for yourself. It gets easier each time you shop for panties. Being nervous...
    pantiescouple pantiescouple 26-30 2 Responses Dec 15

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