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I Am Embarrassed and Ashamed of Who I Am As a Person

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    Loud

    I am a loud person.  At least once every few weeks I am told this usually in a condescending voice.  "you're so loud" uh "you are so rude".  I am tired of saying sorry for being loud.  I don't have a hearing problem - just loud.  Guess what I ain't changing, however I always...
    gurucarcar gurucarcar 41-45 1 Response May 8, 2012

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    Wish I Were Different

    I am very shy and have always disliked that about me and have always wanted to change. This year I am in a class with only seven other students, so my shyness is especially noticeable. Everyday I dread going to that class and can't wait for it to end when I'm there. Everywhere...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2008

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    So Ashamed,also Embarrassed..

    I've done so many things that I am afraid of looking back and once I do,I try to commit suicide. I've done so many attractive and disgusting things...But,I was young... I'm so embarrassed to be even telling you this now.but I feel I need to tell some one. I have told my best...
    AshamedStuff AshamedStuff 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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    I'm Always The Last In Line..

    I feel like everybody is surpassing me. I feel like I am intellectually behind eveyone my age. I'm not up to par. It's sad how far behind I am .  I just feel like I should be put into a whole until the end of time.  
    R0B1N R0B1N 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2011

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    Self Attainment

    Reconsidering the tremendous weight placed on other people's opinion of me. I become more free. I switch my center of gravity around. It makes more sense this way, I become more free. Hate me and disrespect me, I beg of you to mock me infront of me and behind my back...
    multiplefailures multiplefailures 18-21 Apr 15, 2010

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    Wish I Could Undo All the Stupid Things I've Done...

    Things I've done in my past make me feel so ashamed and embarrassed I find it hard to get past them and get on with my life. When i meet someone who may have heard about something i've done in my past i'm automatically not myself. That leads me to feeling embarrassed about not...
    selfdiagnosed selfdiagnosed 22-25, F 15 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    I keep getting flashbacks of what I have done

    in my past which are embarrassing and makes me ashamed of myself. The thoughts jump into my head randomly and it's horrible :(
    Kateyx Kateyx 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    I'm mentally ill and I hide it all from my family. I'm ashamed I guess, or scared of what might happen.
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    I am now a man in my early 20's, when I was a a young child I wasn't like a normal boy, I played with dolls, I walked around in my mothers heels, when playing games I liked to be...
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    I met this person on EP. He was really sensible and nice. He was a Hindu(I'm a christian). I've never met such a person online. We talked about a lot of things. I was so...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F 14 hrs ago

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    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    The main problem I have with religion is the confidence most people hold for their own beliefs. They will discount any evidence that they could be wrong no matter how apparent that...
    krool1969 krool1969 41-45, M 10 hrs ago

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    I need to share my story and get some advice. My mother was a seventeen year old when she married my dad. As far as I know she didn't love him. According to her she wanted to call...
    Bellamae Bellamae 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Hi, this is my first post here and i really don't know what to say. i guess i could start by saying my names Michael, i'm 18 years old and live in the UK. The reason this is...
    mikeyw1995 mikeyw1995 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    I do and very much, I admire men who are good fathers. It is because I never had a dad, he physically existed but I honestly never ever in my entire life felt that he did. Not in a...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    If there is anyone who should be so ashamed of himself to the point of wearing a mask over his face out on public it is me. I am 47 years old. And the shameful part is I never left...
    AGothicOdyssey AGothicOdyssey 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    I just took the test and answered all but one in the affirmative. My therapist asked me to take the test today. I've always known I was sensitive, but I was shocked to learn of...
    cowboyneok cowboyneok 46-50 1 day ago

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    Starting at a young age I felt alone, empty, and misunderstood. It was such a normal feeling I almost didn't realize it wasn't "normal". What was wrong with me? ADD? Depression...
    certzjbd23 certzjbd23 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    BRAVO! Nothing worst than someone conforming to peer pressure and being like "sisters" by copying and being exactly like their friends - imitating the same behavior and do what...
    MilweePisces MilweePisces 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I just accidently did an aweful thing this morning and I feel just sick over it. Someone who has interfered in my relationship, has had a minor misfortune. I don't wish bad things...
    bethrichards bethrichards 46-50, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    I spend my free time filling my head with fantasies of running away. Running away from the life I know, maybe I'd be better if I started over somewhere else. No one knows you, you...
    jhib jhib 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Personal hygiene The person you care for may be physically or mentally unable to maintain their own personal hygiene. Keeping clean is essential for good health. Poor hygiene can...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M Apr 6

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    Who are you to be deceptive and then past judgement barely knowing a person really some people can be real real sh**ty a**holes
    sweetsexy77 sweetsexy77 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    This month has honestly been the worst. I'm back in foster care, my phone broke by my boyfriend who just recently dumped me, who I want to get back but don't know how, everything...
    saritaxo saritaxo 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I had a friend in the military who took his own life. We never actually met in person but I was close friends with his wife and he and I communicated with each other several times...
    utahwriter utahwriter 36-40, M 2 hrs ago

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    I am. And very. And that, whatever I was made believe, by my own people, family, that I was so "grey", because I don't talk much. I don't show much. Emotionally. I keep to myself...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Apr 10

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    okay okay so if you've seen my last experience it tells that I have a huge crush on my math teacher and I just did the most embracing thing. now before I tell you this, I promise I...
    olafthesnowman olafthesnowman 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    My biggest problem right now is not knowing how to handle the most basic situations. I find myself stuck, unable to explain myself, or my feelings, throwing everything into a box...
    Mirabal19 Mirabal19 18-21, F Apr 13

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    My Dear Friend, I think you can make a lot of difference if we talk , become good friends in our lord, and see that with greater power comes greater responsibility, You can make a...
    colleenb2008 colleenb2008 51-55, F 1 day ago

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    I hate the feeling of shame... I feel so much shame from everyone else that i cant allow myself to be happy. I feel i am supposed to feel upset and uncomfortable in my own skin...
    VioletViolence VioletViolence 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    So it was a cold winter day at school and I had 2 hours until my next class started.. I decided to go into a classroom where there was no one there and ********** while I watched...
    Toocrazy4u Toocrazy4u 18-21 7 Responses Mar 27

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    Sometimes I do things that I'm ashamed of. I don't know why I do them. Maybe I just do it for the attention. After it's over I feel so ashamed and disgusting and dirty. There isn't...
    garzagm garzagm 31-35, F 7 Responses Apr 14

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    How do you annoy an old person? Like to throw a dictator? This Team Leader of our small company is a big pain in the ***, he is really arrogant, bigheaded, perfectionist, rude and...
    trishhh04 trishhh04 22-25, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I have finally accepted this as who I am. I'm not going to fight it anymore, in fact, I love it :) Since I was little, I always noticed differences between me and other boys, but I...
    Sarahbracha Sarahbracha 18-21, T 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I am so sick of a certain someone talking **** about my personal life, and my relationship. It's no ones business but mine! So please don't go behind my back and tell people that I...
    Kaytee120 Kaytee120 18-21, F 58 mins ago

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    my parents are super conservative. if I misbehave I have to wait in my room until dad gets home to give me a spanking. it makes me feel like a baby. and when I start crying I get...
    maggieee5086 maggieee5086 13-15, F 12 Responses Mar 29

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    We are basically mutually embarrassed of each other. So our relationship is on the down low. o.o We are absolutely polar opposites. we hang out around completely different people...
    JessieTheGreekGoddess JessieTheGreekGoddess 18-21, F 13 Responses Mar 29

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    Many people day being embarrassed is natural, but I think it's wierd and the worst feeling to have!
    Littlemonster77777 Littlemonster77777 13-15, F Mar 29

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    I am definitely not ashamed of my body. I keep in great physical shape by swimming, walking, biking, and eating healthy. Thanks for all the nice compliments I have received here...
    boobsandbrains boobsandbrains 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 9

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    I have never been ashamed of my body ever. I keep in great shape by exercising, swimming, biking, playing sports, eating right, and having sex. However, not in that order.
    ebonynbill ebonynbill 26-30, F a week ago

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    It's like I look in the mirror and keep getting reminded and people say let go of the past but it's all over my body in my head at least. When you do something you are truly...
    EmotionaLila EmotionaLila 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Why should I be? I don't see myself as a bad person and I know some might say or think differently, but as long as I stay true to myself I'm cool!
    KawaiiBoy KawaiiBoy 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I have borderline personallity disorder and recently begun self medicating with dxm
    EmurdA EmurdA 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    Okay so I attend a church. We have this youth gig which happens every friday. One Friday, I can't attend the gig so I missed it. After that I noticed that the people never greeted...
    ringthebell ringthebell 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I meet a good person and it's great!
    littlerose34 littlerose34 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    Nobody should change who you are. You are who you are for a reason and that's a beautiful thing. You shouldn't ever be ashamed to be yourself :)
    bm021 bm021 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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