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I Am Embarrassed and Ashamed of Who I Am As a Person

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    Wish I Could Undo All the Stupid Things I've Done...

    Things I've done in my past make me feel so ashamed and embarrassed I find it hard to get past them and get on with my life. When i meet someone who may have heard about something i've done in my past i'm automatically not myself. That leads me to feeling embarrassed about not...
    selfdiagnosed selfdiagnosed 22-25, F 19 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    Self Attainment

    Reconsidering the tremendous weight placed on other people's opinion of me. I become more free. I switch my center of gravity around. It makes more sense this way, I become more free. Hate me and disrespect me, I beg of you to mock me infront of me and behind my back...
    multiplefailures multiplefailures 18-21 Apr 15, 2010

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    I keep getting flashbacks of what I have done

    in my past which are embarrassing and makes me ashamed of myself. The thoughts jump into my head randomly and it's horrible :(
    Kateyx Kateyx 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    so just because i smoked weed

    and watched **** in my younger years my life is already over at 28!! i am so weird i cant talk to anyone at work i cant talk with my family i cant enjoy sex or being with a partner What the hell can i do i wish i could just go back! to make it worse girls think im sexy but i...
    pleasehelpme27 pleasehelpme27 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    I'm a very weak, scared,

    submissive, and extremely sensitive person. I'm someone who says "thank you" and "I'm sorry" way more often than I need to; not just because I want to be polite, but because I have this weird feeling of needing to be apologetic for who I am. I constantly feel like a burden to...
    canvascat canvascat 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    So Ashamed,also Embarrassed..

    I've done so many things that I am afraid of looking back and once I do,I try to commit suicide. I've done so many attractive and disgusting things...But,I was young... I'm so embarrassed to be even telling you this now.but I feel I need to tell some one. I have told my best...
    AshamedStuff AshamedStuff 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    Wish I Were Different

    I am very shy and have always disliked that about me and have always wanted to change. This year I am in a class with only seven other students, so my shyness is especially noticeable. Everyday I dread going to that class and can't wait for it to end when I'm there. Everywhere...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2008

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    MrIndeed MrIndeed 16-17, M Oct 28, 2014

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    I feel like all I do is disappoint God.

    I'm just a huge mistake.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    -I have several F's -I've spent thousands of

    dollars on a game in impulse -Because of me, my dad and mom don't live together and he comes on weekends. -they love eachother, but we didn't move there because of me -I haven't done anything good in my life -there's never been anyone as wretched as me in my extended family -I'm...
    Ssa39 Ssa39 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    I'm Always The Last In Line..

    I feel like everybody is surpassing me. I feel like I am intellectually behind eveyone my age. I'm not up to par. It's sad how far behind I am .  I just feel like I should be put into a whole until the end of time.  
    R0B1N R0B1N 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    Loud

    I am a loud person.  At least once every few weeks I am told this usually in a condescending voice.  "you're so loud" uh "you are so rude".  I am tired of saying sorry for being loud.  I don't have a hearing problem - just loud.  Guess what I ain't changing, however I always...
    gurucarcar gurucarcar 41-45 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    Coca cola and we call it coke?

    Something is wrong
    Sadfate Sadfate 18-21, F Apr 4

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    I could actually see myself sing this song at someone else's wedding lmao. Love stinks - Adam Sandler WHOOO HOO Cindy and Scott are newley-weds WHOOP-EE-DOO he loves her, but...
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    Dear God, I pray that I get to have the courage and the perseverance to fight and not care of the risks involved. I am truly ashamed of myself. If it was only myself, I would...
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    darling1925 darling1925 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 29

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    I'm not ashamed at all! Here's a pic of my c@ck to prove it! :P
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    My husband and his oldest son both use marijuana to self-medication their Borderline Personality. But honestly, it does nothing for the anger, rage, and other negative behaviors...
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    I'm such a sexual person to the fact I like cute guys video tape to ********** and moan to me how bad they want me. It gets me horny
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    BroadwayDreamer16 BroadwayDreamer16 18-21, F May 5

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    I'm 15 (just turned) I've lost my virginity at the age of 14 just a month back, it was with a guy who wasn't my boyfriend he was such a good friend of mine.....I just had some...
    sandy15vin sandy15vin 13-15, F 2 Responses May 7

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    I had the most incredible day out yesterday afternoon and was able to do all the things that make me happy. I spent time with the ones who I love and adore more than anything. The...