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I Am Embarrassed and Ashamed of Who I Am As a Person

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    Loud

    I am a loud person.  At least once every few weeks I am told this usually in a condescending voice.  "you're so loud" uh "you are so rude".  I am tired of saying sorry for being loud.  I don't have a hearing problem - just loud.  Guess what I ain't changing, however I always...
    gurucarcar gurucarcar 41-45 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    MrIndeed MrIndeed 16-17, M Oct 28, 2014

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    Coca cola and we call it coke?

    Something is wrong
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 4, 2015

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    I keep getting flashbacks of what I have done

    in my past which are embarrassing and makes me ashamed of myself. The thoughts jump into my head randomly and it's horrible :(
    Kateyx Kateyx 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    so just because i smoked weed

    and watched **** in my younger years my life is already over at 28!! i am so weird i cant talk to anyone at work i cant talk with my family i cant enjoy sex or being with a partner What the hell can i do i wish i could just go back! to make it worse girls think im sexy but i...
    pleasehelpme27 pleasehelpme27 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 18, 2015

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    I'm a very weak, scared,

    submissive, and extremely sensitive person. I'm someone who says "thank you" and "I'm sorry" way more often than I need to; not just because I want to be polite, but because I have this weird feeling of needing to be apologetic for who I am. I constantly feel like a burden to...
    canvascat canvascat 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2015

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    I'm Always The Last In Line..

    I feel like everybody is surpassing me. I feel like I am intellectually behind eveyone my age. I'm not up to par. It's sad how far behind I am .  I just feel like I should be put into a whole until the end of time.  
    R0B1N R0B1N 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    Wish I Could Undo All the Stupid Things I've Done...

    Things I've done in my past make me feel so ashamed and embarrassed I find it hard to get past them and get on with my life. When i meet someone who may have heard about something i've done in my past i'm automatically not myself. That leads me to feeling embarrassed about not...
    selfdiagnosed selfdiagnosed 22-25, F 19 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    -I have several F's -I've spent thousands of

    dollars on a game in impulse -Because of me, my dad and mom don't live together and he comes on weekends. -they love eachother, but we didn't move there because of me -I haven't done anything good in my life -there's never been anyone as wretched as me in my extended family -I'm...
    Ssa39 Ssa39 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 23, 2015

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    So Ashamed,also Embarrassed..

    I've done so many things that I am afraid of looking back and once I do,I try to commit suicide. I've done so many attractive and disgusting things...But,I was young... I'm so embarrassed to be even telling you this now.but I feel I need to tell some one. I have told my best...
    AshamedStuff AshamedStuff 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    Wish I Were Different

    I am very shy and have always disliked that about me and have always wanted to change. This year I am in a class with only seven other students, so my shyness is especially noticeable. Everyday I dread going to that class and can't wait for it to end when I'm there. Everywhere...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2008

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    Self Attainment

    Reconsidering the tremendous weight placed on other people's opinion of me. I become more free. I switch my center of gravity around. It makes more sense this way, I become more free. Hate me and disrespect me, I beg of you to mock me infront of me and behind my back...
    multiplefailures multiplefailures 18-21 Apr 15, 2010

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    I'm a safe person to vent to or to just talk to about anything and I will try to help with anything I can so message me if you want
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    My advising is not for easily butthurt individuals. Despite my youth, i have not really lived a childhood or teenage life up to a point and it was maintainly parts of my life was...
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    This is precisely why I'm 34 and still single. I've had opportunities. I was engaged once. Each time, though, I could tell something was off. Maybe it's just me and my temperament...
    DaughterOfRain DaughterOfRain 31-35, F 5 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    100% agree! If it was one thing I was taught as a child, it was not to judge people based on their looks and that has stuck with me since. Up until I was 20 I still payed some...
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    funny how so many people care about looks more than anything else, it therefore means physicality makes you 50% there already, you just need the personality and you're good...wow...
    deejaygirl deejaygirl 26-30, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    A woman who struggles to be openly vulnerable, is made to feel as if she has lost touch with the core of her femininity. She is written off as nothing more than damaged goods...
    MissQueenB MissQueenB 18-21, F 6 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    The thealouwho is fake profile. This person claims to be this girl and blocked me after I commented on the post. http://vous.pl/uroda/wlosy/delikatny-makijaz-wlosy-krotko-sciete...
    SarcasticQueen SarcasticQueen 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Ladies (who swallow): How different can men taste? All gross? All yummy? What's the best/worst you've had?
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    1-2 months in and I knew she really meant a lot to me. 6 months was when I realized how strongly I felt for her even though I hadn't seen her in person yet. It wasn't necessary for...
    milkmilklemonadee milkmilklemonadee 22-25, M 13 hrs ago

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    horny who wants to play sitting here rubbing it
    whatsome whatsome 36-40, M 13 hrs ago

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    Why does wearing female clothes and wearing tons of makeup play such a major role in a ts girls life? Its so powerful, it overwhelm them to make drastically decisions. Its so...
    KatrinaBoyer41 KatrinaBoyer41 41-45 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I've always been that way, the kind of guy who'll listen, empathize, maybe offer a suggestion, but never be judgmental or cruel. I'm not always thrilled with it, but it's the way...
    shortblade shortblade 46-50, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I don't always get up early but when I do I feel awesome. When I sleep in too late I feel groggy and performance is suboptimal. Today I woke up at 0430 like a steady state hard...
    Doomflower Doomflower 31-35, F 16 hrs ago

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    I absolutely believe you can learn about a person by looking at their hands. There's a story. Some hands show us their rough life.. Not necessarily because the hand is rough...
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    I'm not a person who would judge upon gender, age, your s e x u a l preference, if you are g a y, l e s b i a b, bi or anything. To me everything is ok. I'm open to...
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    No matter what I do I've always been 95% honest in my life. I see the good in people too much this is what lets me down. I am a respectable person always looking to do good for...
    AliChan25 AliChan25 22-25, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I have a boss who's always super nice and 'best buddies' with everyone, but then tells other supervisors about all the 'issues' she thinks people have and let's those other...
    thatonewoman thatonewoman 31-35, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    I have no problem admitting that I am a spanked wife. I am not ashamed of being a spanked wife. I fear and hate getting a spanking but I know that it has helped making our marriage...
    KarinAal KarinAal 61-65, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am panromantic and demisexual. All that basically means I can love anyone but I can't do anything after that unless I trust the person deeply. I'm not afraid to tell anyone that...
    lilykitten1998 lilykitten1998 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    But in all honesty. ..should I be ashamed of being sexy and being me?
    passionat3kiss3s passionat3kiss3s 22-25, F 18 Responses 4 days ago

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    today is my first day at work and I tottaly embarrassed myself they were all professionals and I looked so ******* stupid, ahhhhh and I keep repeat it over and over again in my...
    sweeeeeeeeeeetheart sweeeeeeeeeeetheart 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    My "story" starts off like any other. I was very young when I felt "different". I was a little 'girl' who hated long hair, and loved boy clothes and shoes. I was never allowed to...
    ShadowThePsychoticShadow ShadowThePsychoticShadow 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    There are days I hate my life. In other words hating my life is hating my parents, my father in particular. I was my family's scapegoat. Yep, I inherited that dreadful honorable...
    allinlove allinlove 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    People who abuse the eldery are beyond humans in my eyes. for I will see them as trash wastes of life and underlined pieces of ****. I've seen people here teens disrespecting their...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I'm a feminist and intellectual who is also a sugar baby and girlfriend. I make my decisions based on my own morality and I am not ashamed.
    secretsugar secretsugar 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    Me and my girlfriend decided to go to a bar one day. It was a crowded place full of people. Me and my girlfriend was sitting at out place talking to ourselves. Then a guy came in...
    Barrier Barrier 18-21 1 Response Feb 4

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