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I Am Embarrassed and Ashamed of Who I Am As a Person

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    Self Attainment

    Reconsidering the tremendous weight placed on other people's opinion of me. I become more free. I switch my center of gravity around. It makes more sense this way, I become more free. Hate me and disrespect me, I beg of you to mock me infront of me and behind my back...
    multiplefailures multiplefailures 18-21 Apr 15, 2010

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    I keep getting flashbacks of what I have done

    in my past which are embarrassing and makes me ashamed of myself. The thoughts jump into my head randomly and it's horrible :(
    Kateyx Kateyx 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    So Ashamed,also Embarrassed..

    I've done so many things that I am afraid of looking back and once I do,I try to commit suicide. I've done so many attractive and disgusting things...But,I was young... I'm so embarrassed to be even telling you this now.but I feel I need to tell some one. I have told my best...
    AshamedStuff AshamedStuff 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    Loud

    I am a loud person.  At least once every few weeks I am told this usually in a condescending voice.  "you're so loud" uh "you are so rude".  I am tired of saying sorry for being loud.  I don't have a hearing problem - just loud.  Guess what I ain't changing, however I always...
    gurucarcar gurucarcar 41-45 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    MrIndeed MrIndeed 16-17, M Oct 28, 2014

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    I'm Always The Last In Line..

    I feel like everybody is surpassing me. I feel like I am intellectually behind eveyone my age. I'm not up to par. It's sad how far behind I am .  I just feel like I should be put into a whole until the end of time.  
    R0B1N R0B1N 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    Wish I Could Undo All the Stupid Things I've Done...

    Things I've done in my past make me feel so ashamed and embarrassed I find it hard to get past them and get on with my life. When i meet someone who may have heard about something i've done in my past i'm automatically not myself. That leads me to feeling embarrassed about not...
    selfdiagnosed selfdiagnosed 22-25, F 19 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    Coca cola and we call it coke?

    Something is wrong
    Sadfate Sadfate 18-21, F Apr 4

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    -I have several F's -I've spent thousands of

    dollars on a game in impulse -Because of me, my dad and mom don't live together and he comes on weekends. -they love eachother, but we didn't move there because of me -I haven't done anything good in my life -there's never been anyone as wretched as me in my extended family -I'm...
    Ssa39 Ssa39 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    Wish I Were Different

    I am very shy and have always disliked that about me and have always wanted to change. This year I am in a class with only seven other students, so my shyness is especially noticeable. Everyday I dread going to that class and can't wait for it to end when I'm there. Everywhere...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2008

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    so just because i smoked weed

    and watched **** in my younger years my life is already over at 28!! i am so weird i cant talk to anyone at work i cant talk with my family i cant enjoy sex or being with a partner What the hell can i do i wish i could just go back! to make it worse girls think im sexy but i...
    pleasehelpme27 pleasehelpme27 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    I'm a very weak, scared,

    submissive, and extremely sensitive person. I'm someone who says "thank you" and "I'm sorry" way more often than I need to; not just because I want to be polite, but because I have this weird feeling of needing to be apologetic for who I am. I constantly feel like a burden to...
    canvascat canvascat 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    I was watching one of my favorite movies today and I realized I was a lot like one of the characters. She was kind. Very kind. She didn't hurt people with an words and she helped...
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    I'm a cancer woman and despite having lost contact with my cap man for numerous years he is back and reeking havoc on my life. We dated in college and all signs led to love. In all...
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    EvilPrincess87 EvilPrincess87 26-30, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    SocialReposedMetal SocialReposedMetal 13-15, F 17 hrs ago

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    But you know what? I'm starting to see that it's a million times better than being rejected or accepted for someone you're not. When you are being authentic and get rejected, even...
    FittingUsername FittingUsername 22-25, M 4 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    Are you ever somehow confident talking to someone and after you're done talking, you start overthinking??? "Do they hate me?" "Did I say something bad?" "I just embarrassed myself...
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    I feel bad for what happened to me throughout my life. I am embarrassed of my life and I feel ashamed of myself. It's hard to explain but here goes, I THINK I'm finally through...
    Sorasai Sorasai 22-25 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I started cutting myself again tonight feeling like everyone close to me is playing mind games with me trying to tell me how f#%ked up I am. I feel so alone and deserted. I feel so...
    UlyanaPauls UlyanaPauls 22-25, T 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Larson1997 Larson1997 18-21, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Muted holocaust Part 2 Time stood still as if someone paused the entire world enabling the monk to remember his last days with his family. For me, it was a something I couldn't...
    Yinandyen Yinandyen 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Earlier I was writing something pretty erotic online. I didn't want to publish it, so I copied it to past it to WordPad on my computer. I was then talking to my artist friend on...
    Spyro93 Spyro93 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I love skypesex :) and I am not afraid or ashamed of it
    claude131 claude131 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    for letting the bullies and men put me down that I felt so low I just let myself go to much i let them as well not there fault mine I am really ashamed of how I look even more so...
    susangoga susangoga 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    "Highly sensitive people are too often perceived as weak or broken. But to feel intensely is not a symptom of weakness, it is the characteristic of a truly alive and compassionate...
    cloudedsky cloudedsky 26-30 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am definetly not ashamed of being gay here! I came out about 8 years ago and I'm very very proud that I'm a GAY SISSY and I want everyone to see and know that I am too! It is a...
    sissyboy843 sissyboy843 41-45, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    If you read my previous post from last year, you'd know that I had an abortion. No it's something I just don't parade around saying. However, on this website I am comfortable...
    RedRose1992 RedRose1992 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I strongly believe I have DPD. I haven't been diagnosed yet, and I assume I might be diagnosed in a few months. The way this came about was that, my best friend was reading an...
    popgirlll popgirlll 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm ashamed of my naked body and I wish I wasn't. I like who I am but I don't like the way I look naked. I'm working on it though.
    iluvgrouphugz iluvgrouphugz 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    So...this feels so strange to say, but I am 29 and am starting to realize that maybe in the weird, enmeshed relationship that my mom and I have that I am not the only one to blame...
    Ziggyspaz Ziggyspaz 26-30, F a week ago

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    I love these type of people. they've got nothing to hide and aren't ashamed of who they are. I am proud of these people.
    HarleyQuinn1995 HarleyQuinn1995 18-21, F 7 Responses a week ago

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