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I Am Embarrassed and Ashamed of Who I Am As a Person

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 252 People

    Wish I Were Different

    I am very shy and have always disliked that about me and have always wanted to change. This year I am in a class with only seven other students, so my shyness is especially noticeable. Everyday I dread going to that class and can't wait for it to end when I'm there. Everywhere...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2008

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    Coca cola and we call it coke?

    Something is wrong
    Sadfate Sadfate 18-21, F Apr 4

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    -I have several F's -I've spent thousands of

    dollars on a game in impulse -Because of me, my dad and mom don't live together and he comes on weekends. -they love eachother, but we didn't move there because of me -I haven't done anything good in my life -there's never been anyone as wretched as me in my extended family -I'm...
    Ssa39 Ssa39 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    I'm a very weak, scared,

    submissive, and extremely sensitive person. I'm someone who says "thank you" and "I'm sorry" way more often than I need to; not just because I want to be polite, but because I have this weird feeling of needing to be apologetic for who I am. I constantly feel like a burden to...
    canvascat canvascat 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    Self Attainment

    Reconsidering the tremendous weight placed on other people's opinion of me. I become more free. I switch my center of gravity around. It makes more sense this way, I become more free. Hate me and disrespect me, I beg of you to mock me infront of me and behind my back...
    multiplefailures multiplefailures 18-21 Apr 15, 2010

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    I keep getting flashbacks of what I have done

    in my past which are embarrassing and makes me ashamed of myself. The thoughts jump into my head randomly and it's horrible :(
    Kateyx Kateyx 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    Wish I Could Undo All the Stupid Things I've Done...

    Things I've done in my past make me feel so ashamed and embarrassed I find it hard to get past them and get on with my life. When i meet someone who may have heard about something i've done in my past i'm automatically not myself. That leads me to feeling embarrassed about not...
    selfdiagnosed selfdiagnosed 22-25, F 19 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    MrIndeed MrIndeed 16-17, M Oct 28, 2014

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    I'm Always The Last In Line..

    I feel like everybody is surpassing me. I feel like I am intellectually behind eveyone my age. I'm not up to par. It's sad how far behind I am .  I just feel like I should be put into a whole until the end of time.  
    R0B1N R0B1N 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    So Ashamed,also Embarrassed..

    I've done so many things that I am afraid of looking back and once I do,I try to commit suicide. I've done so many attractive and disgusting things...But,I was young... I'm so embarrassed to be even telling you this now.but I feel I need to tell some one. I have told my best...
    AshamedStuff AshamedStuff 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    Loud

    I am a loud person.  At least once every few weeks I am told this usually in a condescending voice.  "you're so loud" uh "you are so rude".  I am tired of saying sorry for being loud.  I don't have a hearing problem - just loud.  Guess what I ain't changing, however I always...
    gurucarcar gurucarcar 41-45 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    so just because i smoked weed

    and watched **** in my younger years my life is already over at 28!! i am so weird i cant talk to anyone at work i cant talk with my family i cant enjoy sex or being with a partner What the hell can i do i wish i could just go back! to make it worse girls think im sexy but i...
    pleasehelpme27 pleasehelpme27 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    I have antisocial personality disorder symptom after I reader the symptoms I can find myself in many of them life seems harder and harder for me
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    Please take your time with me, there's plenty to see. Especially inside of me. I'm far more beautiful inside then out. My personality outshines all of me. ( whoa, see what just did...
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Meeting and loving someone who can accept, understand and think like me is way more important and enjoyable than someone who looks amazing but can't do any of those. Finding...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    as sometimes I don't know how to take people I have had to many people be judge mental I am afraid I am to boring or might say something strange I am no good at asking questions...
    susananngoga32 susananngoga32 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I really need to get this off my chest oMG I don't even know where to start so my mom has been addicted to drugs my whole life I was her first born and she had my brother then she...
    LuvLostSoul LuvLostSoul 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    I'm a deep person but covered in a lot of goofiness lol 😜
    Mixedemotions2k Mixedemotions2k 13-15, M 5 hrs ago

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    my gf treats me like crap and i can't stand it anymore. she's really controlling and nasty towards me and literally NEVER wants to be close to me any more. i feel so alone all the...
    lonelyandhurtguy lonelyandhurtguy 22-25, M 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    anyone have the antidote, to waking up with a smile and a thirst for the day b4 7am? yep not a morning person lol
    raggedeagle raggedeagle 31-35, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I need to know what about me was worth saving.. I need to know why I'm such an ******* I need to know who would be there for me, if I'm on a balcony ledge, ready to jump. Who will...
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I wish I was happier. I wish stress didn't have this dark hold on me. I try so hard and give so much and I just constantly feel like a walking zombie. I never seem to show enough...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 5 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    Dianecc11 Dianecc11 26-30, F 14 hrs ago

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    Not to brag, I just happen to come from a wealthy family. But I do not like mooching off my family of course. As I am currently going through college, my parents are already paying...
    ricke3 ricke3 18-21, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I'm beyond embarrassed I get spankings because I'm 16 and still get punished like THIS!
    chr1999 chr1999 16-17, F 18 hrs ago

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    The looks are the initial catch you don't look at someone and instantly say what a marvellous personality she/ he has it's damn they're attractive I will try to get to know them...
    EdwardIX EdwardIX 22-25, M 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    Over the last 7 months I hav started a new job and met a bunch of new people including one particular person. This person is not only a lot older than me but also married, he and I...
    lebagal lebagal 18-21, F 23 hrs ago

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    Most people cringe and turn away when they see the imperfect, broken parts of a person. Only very few people embrace the broken parts--accept them, and even find beauty in them...
    lonely147 lonely147 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I'm supposed to be going swimming today but I got in trouble this morning and my mom spanked me with a belt. Now I have red marks that my swimming suit won't cover some of them are...
    Grace1999 Grace1999 13-15, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    ok, When my mum and dad telephone me from work to tell me to remember something obvious that I need to do I usually answer, "What do you want," instead of hello. my mum says, "what...
    GalacticDaniel GalacticDaniel 16-17, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I hate everything that I'm feeling right now. I just can't get her out of my mind. I keep thinking i am insane for letting go of the only person i've ever truly loved, the only...
    KiddoNSM KiddoNSM 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    What better theme for a night-time story than one of love? It's such a long time since I've been writing in the night, last time I did was when I quit drinking, and I remembered...
    Fable Fable 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Embarrassed to say that I used to be a very Black and White type of person but now that I see the Gray and appreciate it a lot more now, it has made me a more open and better...
    spark16 spark16 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I've thought long and hard about coming out on EP. I didn't want people to judge me based on me being trans. However, if people are going to judge me for that, then do I really...
    purpleglitter01 purpleglitter01 36-40, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    When I was in first grade in elementary school me and a friend bullied one of our other friends because he was overweight. He started crying and our teacher came and scolded us. I...
    Xenox Xenox 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I know I shouldn't, but some days it's just hard to deal with all the negativity. It's hard to hear that you are referred to around town as being "the guy who wears girl's clothes...
    LovelyoneT LovelyoneT 31-35, T 1 Response Jun 25

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    I went to the bathroom without any toilet paper and had to text my boss and co-worker to get me some!:( at least they were silent and didn't say who they were when they handed it...
    YLIhououin YLIhououin 18-21, M Jun 24

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    I think I have known that I had borderline personality disorder since I was in my teens. My, then, therapist diagnosed me with disthymia. After thirteen years of cognitive...
    sugarbabysub sugarbabysub 31-35, F Jun 23

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    I love my body. at first I used to be ashamed, and awkward but I've grown to love it. It's not perfect, I have lines on my stomach, and a small chest, but it's my unique body. And...
    skittlequeen skittlequeen 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I'm probably the most sensitive person you'll ever meet. My empathy is strong. I'm like a sponge (I get anxiety attacks watching intense suspense, horror or action movies)(my day...
    PrettyBunny PrettyBunny 18-21, T 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I have curves, but I don't like them at all especially when I'm around skinny people who say they need to loose weight. LIKE NOO YOU ARE A TOOTHPICK LOL. But all the girls in...
    ccjl ccjl 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 23

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