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I Am Embarrassed and Ashamed of Who I Am As a Person

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    I'm Always The Last In Line..

    I feel like everybody is surpassing me. I feel like I am intellectually behind eveyone my age. I'm not up to par. It's sad how far behind I am .  I just feel like I should be put into a whole until the end of time.  
    R0B1N R0B1N 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    Self Attainment

    Reconsidering the tremendous weight placed on other people's opinion of me. I become more free. I switch my center of gravity around. It makes more sense this way, I become more free. Hate me and disrespect me, I beg of you to mock me infront of me and behind my back...
    multiplefailures multiplefailures 18-21 Apr 15, 2010

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    So Ashamed,also Embarrassed..

    I've done so many things that I am afraid of looking back and once I do,I try to commit suicide. I've done so many attractive and disgusting things...But,I was young... I'm so embarrassed to be even telling you this now.but I feel I need to tell some one. I have told my best...
    AshamedStuff AshamedStuff 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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    Wish I Were Different

    I am very shy and have always disliked that about me and have always wanted to change. This year I am in a class with only seven other students, so my shyness is especially noticeable. Everyday I dread going to that class and can't wait for it to end when I'm there. Everywhere...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2008

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    I feel like all I do is disappoint God.

    I'm just a huge mistake.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    Wish I Could Undo All the Stupid Things I've Done...

    Things I've done in my past make me feel so ashamed and embarrassed I find it hard to get past them and get on with my life. When i meet someone who may have heard about something i've done in my past i'm automatically not myself. That leads me to feeling embarrassed about not...
    selfdiagnosed selfdiagnosed 22-25, F 17 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    Loud

    I am a loud person.  At least once every few weeks I am told this usually in a condescending voice.  "you're so loud" uh "you are so rude".  I am tired of saying sorry for being loud.  I don't have a hearing problem - just loud.  Guess what I ain't changing, however I always...
    gurucarcar gurucarcar 41-45 1 Response May 8, 2012

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    I keep getting flashbacks of what I have done

    in my past which are embarrassing and makes me ashamed of myself. The thoughts jump into my head randomly and it's horrible :(
    Kateyx Kateyx 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    Jay: Son, I have never been so ashamed... Customer: Boo! Man: Jerk! Restaurateur: Ignore them Mr Sherman, I am still your friend. Jay: Thanks (walks to his table) Restaurateur...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    I fill my emptiness with distractions, it used to be adult films the buying DVDs the shopping spree at the bookstores. I know it's not normal to be depressed and also thinking...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I recently posted a picture on my ig and someone that I admire commented rudely on it 😪 immediately took it down and feel ashamed and embarrassed :(
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    Hey everyone I need som advice, so over the weekend my girlfriends close friend passed away. The person who passed away had a sister who I know but over all I didn't know the...
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    I am a coward otherwise why would I be here almost all the time instead of living life. Honestly I tried a lot just to get people's attention and hoped the ones I like would like...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    My house needs many repairs and lots of cleaning. Considering im 15 , have school , friends, and a boyfriend to try to balance out its a lot on me to try to make time to clean it...
    Rosiexoxox Rosiexoxox 13-15, F Oct 1

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    I used to be open to people, tell them about my life. I used to laugh and love. I used to have friends and be in contact with them. I used to be full of life and be ashamed of...
    BlaBla01 BlaBla01 16-17, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    There's a word for people like me in Chinese it's called "Fan Jian" it's a really rude word. The meaning means that from what I understand is a person who'll notice others only...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I own to my baby huge apology In my last serious relationship I did many mistakes no one can Handel it iam sorry baby iam ashamed .I was so needy and depending on you in everything...
    lilyalexandergia lilyalexandergia 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    Your personality type: "Engaged Idealist"Popular and sensitive, with outstanding people skills. Externally focused, with real concern for how others think and feel. Usually dislike...
    TheFieryWoman TheFieryWoman 36-40, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I am NOT ashamed of the Gospel, because it is the POWER of GOD for the Salvation of everyone who BELIEVES. -Romans1:19 #The116Life
    MtnDewForever MtnDewForever 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 22

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    One time I was in junior high and we were in the locker room. I was changing out of my gym clothes, when a bunch of guys grabbed me took my underwear off and threw me into the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 23

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    One time I was in junior high and we were in the locker room. I was changing out of my gym clothes, when a bunch of guys grabbed me took my underwear off and threw me into the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 23

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    Last night, I heard something that made it really hit home how far I have come from the happy person I used to be. My wife and I were talking about our divorce and I asked her if...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    Although I have been ashamed of the level of my desire/need in the past, and due to work/family, have to keep my expression of thought to sites like EP. I long for the day when I...
    shoehorny shoehorny 41-45, M 3 Responses Sep 24

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    I'm ashamed that I used to be so whiny and a complainer. I used to be dramatic and I cut myself. I feel so stupid for acting that way in school. My family was poor, I was bullied...
    tinywoman tinywoman 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I am in a really bad place at the moment, I can't believe I have come this far in life and ended up with nothing but debt. I have worked full time since I left school years ago, I...
    Thisstupidlife Thisstupidlife 46-50, F Oct 10

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    I have been doing fitness competitions for the past 7 years, so this weekend I got a deep tissue sports massage since my muscles have been really sore of late. The masseuse draped...
    chizzler8 chizzler8 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 13

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    Back in the 1960s and 1970s, many people who were embarrassed to purchase condoms in a local drugstore ordered their condoms and spermicides by mail. There were adverts in the...
    Ted57a Ted57a 61-65, M a week ago

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    I think all I do anymore is just annoy people with my problems... I think I'm heartbroken actually... It feels like my heart is getting crushed. I've been going to counseling...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Why is it that there are No Guys//Men on EP who ask if they are attractive or not?
    Zamowell Zamowell 18-21, M 7 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    People tell me I'm not bad. I try to warn them but they never listen. I hide it naturally my mean behavior. Plus I don't socialize much since I'm homeschooled and iv currently...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    My mom used to punish me all of the time by stripping me naked in public. One time we went to my sisters school to picker her up. I was about seven and she was in junior high. We...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Sep 23

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    My mom used to punish me all of the time by stripping me naked in public. One time we went to my sisters school to picker her up. I was about seven and she was in junior high. We...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 23

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    i get embarrassed about it sometimes because i cry all the time if anything bad happens or if people are mean or even if i just hear about something sad
    teechme teechme 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    He is always hiding me. He doesn't want to spend time with my family or friends. He specially keeps me a secret to his family. Everything happened ever since my grandmother passed...
    LittlePointeShoes LittlePointeShoes 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 28

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    There's suppose to be a wedding on the 25th and I wish it wasn't happening. The last few months I have had the feeling that I wasn't ready to married so I was thinking since we...
    wantingtobehappy84 wantingtobehappy84 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    Some crazy times I feel bored and think dirty, I target my classmates with their shirts tucked out. I would strike them by quickly zipping my hands into their shirt rubbing their...
    TetraZL TetraZL 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    Last night, my buddies and I went to a sorority party. After a few drinks, we played Truth or Dare. Unfortunately, I was dared to ink a slutty symbol on my back. While I was...
    DaisyDelinquent DaisyDelinquent 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 5

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    I want to know your wildest fantasies. The ones you are too embarrassed to even think about. Or the fantasies you have and you're just trying to find someone help you out with them...
    jameswise12 jameswise12 22-25, M 7 Responses Oct 8

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    Hell yeah I love anime and manga! Not ashamed and if you don't like it what evs. I am not on this planet to please everyone any way.Anime is just so awesome, and I cannot get over...
    Steffi627 Steffi627 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    Someone sent me a message, I accidentally pressed ignore instead of accept. So embarrassed. He went by the name of Thomas I believe, may be mistaken. Message me again please!
    Braybray1234 Braybray1234 16-17, M Oct 12

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    When's Carl's dad In the walking dead didnt shoot the governor (I'm ashamed that I forgot his name)
    NormalTeenGirl NormalTeenGirl 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Oh look... Theres that one person i like a lot... Walking toward me • •
    Sourr Sourr 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Hi amy here I am not ashamed of my body. I love showing it off to men. Come and chat anyone.
    naughtyamykevin naughtyamykevin 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Why do I feel ashamed to be a girl sometimes.... I hate that feeling e_e
    ArcticPotato ArcticPotato 13-15, F 14 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm so glad, Im stronger and more self confident and I can look at my self in the mirror again and not want to look away ashamed at myself. I'm slowly improving as each day passes...
    tigersfan195 tigersfan195 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    So for the last year of my life I've crashed and burned and gone through hell and back again and back again and you get the point. Now I am slowly trying to get back up on my feet...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F Sep 25

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    just by some chance I was looking for someone who liked Austria and I found an old chap and I recognised his picture. He was an accountant at the first job I had. he is an absolute...
    eve888 eve888 26-30, F