I Am Emotional

Have you read my story - Find Me Somebody To Love? Its something I wrote in response to a conversation I was having with a friend. It just basically tells of my frustrations and fears of wanting to be in a relationship but holding back...

Most days I feel trapped, buried under labels and never sure where I belong. I'm autistic, but I may well be highly sensitive as well. Sometimes I just don't care about any of that. I just want to be me, just plain old ordinary me with...

My emotional and sensitive side of me gets me crazy sometimes. I hate crying yet still do, I hate feeling blue yet the feeling takes up residence in my heart constantly. Man, I don't know, I guess it's better than turning to stone.

My wife and I tried for years
To have a child of our own.
Our efforts met with failure,
And the cause remained unknown.

Then we went a the doctor,
Tried the artificial way,
Three times, this was repeated,
But it all paid...

My emotions are like a rollercoaster. I call it the " Perimenopause Headspin". My emotions are all over the place. I never know what direction I am headed but I know I am in for a wild ride. I close my eyes and hold on tight. My heart...

And I loved him....
And I hated him....
And I was against him....
.....But missed him
Like a desert misses rain

i have alway found no matter how close i get to someone. other people talk shit like i am some kind of sexual person who has to have sex with all of there friends. that is not the case.

friend one... me and this girl got close at work...

Last night I saw you... I cried.

I went to bed... crying.

Woke up to find you gone... I cried.

Getting dressed... crying.

Walking into work... I cried.

Writing this now... crying.

I am an emotional person, but I often have trouble expressing it.  I tend to keep things inside, and try to deal with things on my own.  Sometimes it just gets so hard...

Many of you know that i have been making three trips to my Mom's house daily......for four years. My Mom has been on mental disability since her 30s.....and now, dementia as well.

It was like any other AM visit, with the exception of...

Today has been a little messed up for me. I just got back from a vacation in Cuba where I went on a 6 day bender, and I'm pretty sure I'm suffering the effects of alcohol withdrawal. I can't help but feel my emotions just bouncing...

Hi there everybody, my full name is Adam James Stewart. I am at the age of seventeen years old and my birthday is October 13th, 1995. I'm a little kid and nerd at heart collecting such things as old video games, baseball cards, and DVD...

I've always been very emotional and often wonder if its healthy to be this way. I can't help it or anything but sometimes I think my emotions get the best of me, like they control me in some sort. I have no middle ground with them. I'm...

Sometimes, I really wish I wasn't so darn emotional about everything.  It would be nice, to just not care so much all the time.  I have a tendancy to follow my heart, but I am thinking my heart has no idea what it's getting me...

I have pages of things that are troubling me sitting around in a text file. Life has been quite turbulent lately and there is a lot to think about and I don't want to end up misrepresenting myself.
But... I have to post SOMETHING...

Your collarbones collected secrets long held close to your heart in the drawn out lonely nights you thought of me. Your fingers would dip and drop into the recess, soft skin harsh, hard bone horrible secrets. Haunted notes hit the air...

I dont know why but sometimes I'll just be sitting around doing who knows what and randomly my eyes will just start tearing up, without being instigated by any sort of idea or thought. Sometimes I dont even feel like its me crying...

So I was on here yesterday, feeling like crap.. being disgusted with myself, trying to help others with their problems too. Trying to be useful. But then I started talking to my boyfriend, and I cried, and cried and cried. I just couldn...

i knew from the get go that my relationship wasn't ever going to be a traditional one. first of long distance relationship( we found each other on the internet) then the fact that im Bisexual....

We have never hid how we felt...

Have you ever just really thought about what it means to be just one person? I feel stuck in one body but I feel connected to every living thing. I feel sympathy for people even when they don't realize something is wrong. Some days I...