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I Am Emotionally Challanged

but, you said it didn't matter 18 People

    Crying All Night

    I spend countless hours crying over what people have done and said to me. Verbal scars are the hardest to step away from. Broken hearts and forever tears. I wish the pain would stop. I am afraid the emotions are taking control again. I can't eat or sleep. I am cunsumed with the...
    tmmarion tmmarion 41-45, F 7 Responses Oct 5, 2010

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    I Admitt It...

    You said that you knew me. You said that you did not care about my emotional issues that we could get through it. Said that we could could get through anything together. I am here and you are not. I am trying to get my head, my heart and soul all in on the same track. I fear...
    tmmarion tmmarion 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2010

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    Do you know those nights when you're just so emotionally drained and so sad that you cry for no reason? I'm having one of those nights tonight. I feel so tired and so sad, and it...
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    My boyfriend I live with food the last nine months emotionally abuses me. only when we fight though. He will call me names like idiot, stupid, crazy, say ****off or **** you...
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    its sad when a gorgeous girl is emotionally unstable because her ex was a dumbass
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    A few months ago, I completely cut off my ex. We had a long and complicated history that involved a lot of emotional and verbal abuse. On his part, a lot of it was underhanded and...
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    I am. and its like my heart is about to give up and just stop beating. I literally feel that my heart is in pain and my breath is not normal anymore because of so many problems...
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    That girl. She was tired of being treated like ****, getting put last. She was tired of the mental, emotional and physical abuse, she tried to get away physically but he would let...
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    My dad has come so far in the abuse arena but he will never be not abusive and not curse and hurt his family. One day I will move out and be at peace. I hope I never carry on the...
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    I always talk about emotional pain. Not having true love. Not having someone that truly cares, and how that haunts me.But there is a physical aspect of this that I WOULD count as...
    insidious2014 insidious2014 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    feeling really drained.My mood and emotions really do affect my well being so I need to control my emotions at all costs.
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    tired is an understament it's starting to take a physical toll on me I can't even make myself smile anymore everything hurts in tired I loose myself in space I feel everything and...
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    I guess I've been told.. And I wonder why people can't see it for what it is.. I don't have connections that are healthy where I feel safe from harm and trusting of others anymore...
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    Detached I fancied him. I loved him. I wanted him. I needed him. Until things went sour.
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    I am screaming underneath!! I am weeping rivers!! I want out, that's all.
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