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I Am Emotionally Challanged

but, you said it didn't matter 18 People

    Crying All Night

    I spend countless hours crying over what people have done and said to me. Verbal scars are the hardest to step away from. Broken hearts and forever tears. I wish the pain would stop. I am afraid the emotions are taking control again. I can't eat or sleep. I am cunsumed with the...
    tmmarion tmmarion 41-45, F 7 Responses Oct 5, 2010

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    I Admitt It...

    You said that you knew me. You said that you did not care about my emotional issues that we could get through it. Said that we could could get through anything together. I am here and you are not. I am trying to get my head, my heart and soul all in on the same track. I fear...
    tmmarion tmmarion 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2010

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    By a 49 year old kidnapper.. I used to think nothing would ever happen to me. This thinking and naivety led me down the path of being abused by him and manipulated greatly. I am...
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    I just don't know what to do anymore...so many things are crashing down on me at once, and I have no way to solve it! Everything's spinning in my head, and I just can't bear it all...
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    This is it! I'm just emotionally tired, considering I sleep a lot
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15 1 Response 5 days ago

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    How do I know if my Dad is truly emotionally abusing me? I just feel so confused....I've hated him since I was at least 9 or 10. Truly hated him, with a cold fury. The trouble is I...
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    No one will ever understand how emotionally tired or broken I am. I just want freedom. I wanna fly. I wanna forget. I wanna live a beautiful life worth remembering...
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    Yes I am, I hate when people play with my feelings, I have trust issues, just because I've been let down by people who is super close to me, it's hard to trust in the rest of the...
    franchesval franchesval 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    what kind of friend hots on your ex
    Ines77 Ines77 18-21, F Apr 6

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    My mood changes by the days. Sometimes I feel awesome for 5 days but then something bringsback memories which can make me depressed within seconds. Today I was about to accept the...
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    Part 2. Continuing questions... 10. Is her exploitation of my low self-worth intentional? Does it matter? When I become the rescuer to feel better about myself instead of actually...
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    I can't deal with everything every day is just too much for me and I'm not a stable person I suffer from depression and all this is just a lot for my mental stability
    darkangel1996 darkangel1996 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    Shattered to bits i dont know what to do anymore. I have broken everything that i am I blame noone but my self. The consequences of my actions are haunting me. I didnt think! I...
    patheticbitch patheticbitch 26-30, F Apr 11

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    not even 5 minutes with my sister and her boyfriend and I can't stand being here god it start as a happy day and all my happiness just went away in seconds
    darkangel1996 darkangel1996 18-21, F Apr 11

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    But must stay to help pals. Must watch wealthy enslave us. And help pals cope. And feed hope of freed by humans. Or aliens. Because the subhumans got wealth. And...
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    Of cruelty. Popular cruelty. Legal cruelty. Laws keeping the poor very poor. Hackers and bullies damaging the poor. And the wealthy exempt from punished. For...
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    I give and give and give. When I tell you point blank I have nothing left and I have now turned numb the very last thing I would expect you to say is "OK".
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    There's no reason for me to like you, even if at first I thought I did. You got me at "we have so many things in common" only to find out how completely different we really are...
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    I have cried so much this month. Crying is good but sometimes It can be draining. I'm also not sleeping too well because I'm so anxious to do things and just trying to understand...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    My BF can be very abusive, emototinal and other ways. Love to meet others like me, that some reason stay, or maybe talk to a guy like him to get his point of view. thanks
    Want2BGood Want2BGood 16-17 4 Responses Apr 17

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    My parents never cared about me and my little sister. My mother has issues with mental illness and was always extremely unstable. She would threaten to kill herself if i did...
    BeautifulScarsOnCriticalVeins BeautifulScarsOnCriticalVeins 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 18

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    Oh my god today i realized that the reason i am always sleepy and tired is because of the contact lenses i wear apparently it puts a lot of strain on my eyes. Throughout college i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 18

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    I don't know what's worse, the fact that he doesn't even know I exist or the fact that I can't do anything about it.
    MevsLife MevsLife 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 18

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    True story.
    Alyyeska Alyyeska 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 18

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    How starved you must have been that my heart became a meal for your ego. Amanda Tonnoni
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    I jus want to screammmmmmmm
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    There's days I just don't want to get out of bed anymore and just sleep all day long
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