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I Am Emotionally Challanged

but, you said it didn't matter 18 People

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    You said that you knew me. You said that you did not care about my emotional issues that we could get through it. Said that we could could get through anything together. I am here and you are not. I am trying to get my head, my heart and soul all in on the same track. I fear...
    tmmarion tmmarion 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2010

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    Crying All Night

    I spend countless hours crying over what people have done and said to me. Verbal scars are the hardest to step away from. Broken hearts and forever tears. I wish the pain would stop. I am afraid the emotions are taking control again. I can't eat or sleep. I am cunsumed with the...
    tmmarion tmmarion 41-45, F 7 Responses Oct 5, 2010

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    Not just emotionally distant but distant from this world and this day and age.
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 9

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    I am so emotionally tired of trying *sighs* :/
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    I am surprised how some people on EP can be bored to death, while I am inundated with classwork... It's my senior year.. People say I should relax... while other kids are taking 4...
    Driftingminds Driftingminds 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 17

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    Am surprised my adrenals got me awake.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 17

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    I have been through so much **** with every man in my life... and now I am in another relationship and I can't tell if the "get out now" signs are flashing because of my...
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    Give me wings that would fit to fly away until it shrinks in my eyes not another hole with deeper dark perhaps sleep may be better to start
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    Don't even have the strength to shed tears anymore
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    I just feel so low at this point of time .. I don't want to talk or meet anyone .. I started cutting my self .. ... And I just feel like a stone ...........
    kunalmalik kunalmalik 31-35, M Nov 23

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    I really want to lay in bed for a few days and do nothing. Just listen to music. I have so many emotions right now..
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F Nov 23

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    If I can just get away on my own for a while and just breathe, I will be okay. I crave for the feeling to not feel a thing. Now that i think about it...I don't know how I'll make...
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    I'm not even here today. I'm just going through the motions right now.
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    All A's in school and no true "good job", but she does give me money, so I suppose she believes that should make up for it. I have anxiety and a bit of depression and all she...
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    Who else indulged over thanksgiving? Time to get back on track! Need tips and motivation to get back on track yourself? Message me!
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