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I Am Emotionally Challanged

but, you said it didn't matter 18 People

    Crying All Night

    I spend countless hours crying over what people have done and said to me. Verbal scars are the hardest to step away from. Broken hearts and forever tears. I wish the pain would stop. I am afraid the emotions are taking control again. I can't eat or sleep. I am cunsumed with the...
    tmmarion tmmarion 41-45, F 7 Responses Oct 5, 2010

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    I Admitt It...

    You said that you knew me. You said that you did not care about my emotional issues that we could get through it. Said that we could could get through anything together. I am here and you are not. I am trying to get my head, my heart and soul all in on the same track. I fear...
    tmmarion tmmarion 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2010

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