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I Am Emotionally Challanged

but, you said it didn't matter 18 People

    Crying All Night

    I spend countless hours crying over what people have done and said to me. Verbal scars are the hardest to step away from. Broken hearts and forever tears. I wish the pain would stop. I am afraid the emotions are taking control again. I can't eat or sleep. I am cunsumed with the...
    tmmarion tmmarion 41-45, F 7 Responses Oct 5, 2010

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    I Admitt It...

    You said that you knew me. You said that you did not care about my emotional issues that we could get through it. Said that we could could get through anything together. I am here and you are not. I am trying to get my head, my heart and soul all in on the same track. I fear...
    tmmarion tmmarion 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2010

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    Yeah, I was. I'm starting to realize how much this was true. It was emotionally abusive and very rarely became physical abuse. There was one time I was not giving into her demands...
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    So yeah I was.....how can a guy be in one you may ask.....well its damn easy when she is a complete narcissistic woman......I would wish this on my worst enemy......she gaslighted...
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    I'm 37, and I'm stuck in a 5 year old, horribly lonely marriage because I have a toddler and I'm unwilling to not have him with me every day. I know my husband will fight for...
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    I use to be! I wish I still was ... I can't cope with all these feelings! I used to be heartless, it was so easy for me to not care and one guy I was dating told me "it's not...
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    ...emotionally tired.phisically tired..i don't want to talk to anyone.
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    so its been like two weeks since i broke up with my bf who would emotionally abuse me. i didn't really think i was STRONG enough to let him go. but I'm glad my mom & cousins gave...
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    I have been in many emotionally abusive relationships, I am in one now even. I know it's me that picks them of course, I stopped believing in changing them. I can't cure them...
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    My ex cheated on me with 4 women.. and before that he broke 3 of my ribs... and dislocated my knee then decided not to call an ambulance.. and he decided i should walk home with it...
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    To my mother, You cry But your tears Are my life
    maurylight maurylight 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    So empty, unfeeling. I could not feel a single emotion, it comes and goes. Everytime I try to grasp it it slips out of my hand like fine sand. I constant reached out, to feel even...
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    I'm nothing but a useless space occupier, why does anyone even bother keeping me around?
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    been feeling extra tired these few days. I just want to sleep and sleep.
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    Between my dad, friends, and all these pathetic rumors... Well... I'm just not sure how to feel or what to do. I'm just so tired.
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    I'm not feeling so much like myself today. Yesterday me & my bf fought. It has me really down everything about it. He told me I abuse him. I guess I'm not as great as I thought out...
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    I promised I'd leave if it happened again, but around two weeks ago we were fighting again, he was yelling at me that I'm not normal for being afraid to drive and he said he was...
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    Some days I love him, some days I can't stand to be around him. He's a very logical thinking person, I am the complete opposite; I think with my heart. I need him to be there for...
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    So I ran away a couple of days ago, and they made me come back (they= police and family). They said they were gonna change and so far that's bullshit. I am leaving when I turn 17...
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