I Am Emotionally Dead

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    im fifteen years old and i havn't felt emotions for a long time, im not even sure when it started to happen. I dont feel happy or sad, i feel nothing, when Im with others i think i use their emotions, its like i know what i should feel and i show it on the outside but i dont...
    pappillion pappillion
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Feb 27, 2010

    The Truth. It's Long Btw.

    I'm a 18 years old girl from Iceland and I'm very complex, and there's a reason for that, but the reason is long so get ready. But I'm going to soften it up a bit so I won't shock anyone too much, and also because I'm in a very calm and stable mood, but you...
    kuroshinigami kuroshinigami
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 20, 2009

    This picture with my post is how I feel 24/7.

    The only things that stand a chance of changing it slightly is music or skateboarding.
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    May 7, 2014


    i am going to say my peace on here as in the next week or so i am going  to kill myself and i hate life!
    alexisgoingtodie alexisgoingtodie
    3 Responses Nov 2, 2011

    Well good news. I have learned

    that I Huge dissociation with my true self which often aides in being emotionally flat, dead, distant and what not although there are multiple reasons. I have a book I'm reading now that may help. Yes it's self help but why not. It's finding..,I forgot it. If you want the title...
    deleted deleted
    May 9, 2014

    Cant Believe

    My health has not been good for ten years, but I was coping limited but coping. Then in Febuary 2009 I started having problems with  a sacoiliac joint and found it very diffcult and pain to sit, as I found it impossiable to go more than 20 miuntes in a car journey  due to the...
    chris50 chris50
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2011

    I use to be! I wish I still was .

    .. I can't cope with all these feelings! I used to be heartless, it was so easy for me to not care and one guy I was dating told me "it's not healthy" to be that way.. My heartlessness was killing our relationship! And now I am no longer emotionally dead he doesn't seem to care...
    AaliyahLove AaliyahLove
    22-25, F
    Feb 18, 2015

    This picture with my post is how I feel 24/7.

    The only things that stand a chance of changing it slightly is music or skateboarding.
    deleted deleted
    May 7, 2014

    A Fickle Thing

    I know in my mind that I should be hurt but I just feel numb to the pain, the tears never flow. I believe that this is a self-defence mechanism that I have perhaps trained myself in over the course of my relatively short, yet painful life. No matter how much I know it should hurt...
    LordNothing LordNothing
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Mar 15, 2011

    I Am Emotionally Dead.

    Apparently, I've been depressed for a few years. I'm very anxiety prone in certain situations and I used to be very emotional and vulnerable, and I got my feelings hurt a lot. I learned to deplore myself, and as a way of defending against the hurtful things I would perceive and...
    TheQuietGirl TheQuietGirl
    18-21, F
    13 Responses May 4, 2010


    I am a 32 year old woman I married at 15 to an abusive man and had two boys very young. I stayed with my husband till I was old enough to move out on my own got a job apartment car and my can license. Although my husband was abusive to me he wasn't to my boys age 2 &3 when I left...
    brokenlifelost brokenlifelost
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 16, 2012

    I would really.... Ahh umm ugh.

    ... I would really like to feel something... someday.
    gentlepanic gentlepanic
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2013
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