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I Am Emotionally Exhausted

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    Why am I feeling that we're drifting off/apart?

    It feels like someone is losing interest. I'm not sure who. It's not like before...I'm not sure what it is. Is it just me or is this the start of my fear? This friendship is supposed to be forever or are we fools to believe in such a thing. My fear of just losing someone so dear...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    About my current situation.

    That is why I have to let go. If I keep getting on this emotional rollercoaster I will never be able to find peace.
    2006Tina 2006Tina 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2015

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    Yeah, I need some real happiness

    for once, or at least some peace of mind. That would be a great change.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2015

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    I have cried an ocean of tears.

    My heart has bleed more drops of blood, than the earth holds grains of sand. My soul shattered into more pieces than all of the heavens stars, yet my tears still flow, the shards of my shattered soul, shatter more, as you watch my heart bleed out on the floor. I reach to you to...
    AngeleyesUponU AngeleyesUponU 41-45, F Nov 25, 2015

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    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2015

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    So I am giving it to God.

    Repair me, my relationships, provide me a job, that special someone... my future.
    YeahthatsMylife YeahthatsMylife 26-30, M 2 Responses May 21, 2015

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    I've someone telling me every emotion he feels.

    I've a negative brain refusing to believe the hype. Why? I ask this of him over and over. He said ever since he had first seen me, he'd looked at pix each day ever since. What do you say to that? Thank you didn't seem sufficient? Would anything be sufficient?
    JeweledGypsy JeweledGypsy 41-45, F Dec 18, 2015

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    I can't freaking deal with this any longer.

    Every time I try to fix myself I keep on breaking apart. The cycle keeps going on & I'm so freaking exhausted. I'm tired of feeling this way. I'm tired of everything. I don't feel like doing anything I feel like I'm a lifeless soul trapped in a human body???? This negativity...
    courtsley courtsley 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The scariest monsters are the ones

    that lurk within our souls... ~ Edgar Allan Poe Disclaimer: Photo taken from the internet.
    Solegne Solegne 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    [Why are you depressed?

    ] Everything on this planet down to the last atom bores me to death. I have absolutely no one to talk to because everyone has their own problems to deal with and ain't nobody got time to deal with mine. [You should just get out more...figure out what you like!] OMFG! That's...
    yowamushi yowamushi 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2015

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    I don't. Feel the desire to respond to private

    messages anymore. I get close to people then they hurt me. By disappearing. :(. Just when I thought I made a good connection. :(. Heart broken.
    sassygirl42 sassygirl42 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 20, 2015

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    So this is the feeling I was feeling

    but had no words to express it. Aaaaaaaahh *sigh*
    lilacadventures lilacadventures 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2015

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    I'm ready to die. I don't want to kill myself

    persay but I am so ******* sick of fighting. I'm fighting to be heard and understood, fighting to be taken care of, fighting for independence, fighting to make it places on time and fighting to avoid commitments. I'm so sick and tired of being alone in this. I desperately want...
    oceansix oceansix 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2015

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    At times when I become overwhelmed by emotions

    I completely detach from the world. At first it wasn't too big of an issue. But longer I'm here and more often I return, the harder it is to return back to earth. My body numbs, my head aches, I feel a pain yet my soul is detached. I have a form of amnesia, after a certain...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16, 2015

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    I feel sad.... I know I have many things to be

    happy and thankful for but it like the window to see that is covered with that fine dust that has gotten wet an just keeps smearing... The more I wipe the harder it gets to see. It's endless and tiresome....I am so very tired....
    brooklynnejones brooklynnejones 46-50, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2015

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    Honestly lately I've been wondering

    why I even have emotions or thoughts anymore because I have absolutely no-one other than God, my dad in heaven, & here to share them with. I keep hoping & praying I'll find someone, but hasn't happened yet. :-(
    tiger3cub8 tiger3cub8 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    It just kills me emotionally to do what must be

    done.. especially when it's an on-going, long-term thing.
    ThatHopelessKid ThatHopelessKid 18-21, M Nov 25, 2015

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    I haven't been this emotionally exhausted in a

    very very long time. in fact, I didn't think I'd feel this way again. but here I am. trapped. self entrapment. my mind is chaos. when I speak, it's like it's not me. my soul feels tethered to this physical plane. I feel everything from everyone. my ability to filter is gone...
    loveandlight29 loveandlight29 26-30, F Nov 24, 2015

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    So much so, I can't even cry anymore.

    No tears left at this moment, no sadness to embrace. I'm just so shocked I gave away very good years of my life. To struggle, to time, to a taker. But I am not mad at life, nor am I mad at the days I've wasted, nor will I blame the selfish taker. For it was my patient soul that...
    ghostwriterme ghostwriterme 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2015

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    I hate people worrying about me

    so now I'm worried about people worrying about me, feel like my heads gonna explode!
    Ging94 Ging94 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 23

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    I'm so tired of being strong,

    alone. Oh to have the luxury of comfort, to let it all go and relax into one who understands me - gets me. I need and want, badly, the comfort of this. "Oh the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person, having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words...
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    Catie1028 Catie1028 13-15, F Nov 24, 2015

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    I think you should never trust anyone beside

    yourself. You can't trust anyone, not even your friends. People mess up and ruin your trust in them.
    DarkMooon DarkMooon 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2015

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    Actually, I am mentally

    and emotionally exhausted. Physically, I'm okay, but the aches and pains that come with growing older gives a feeling of tiredness overall. Having been through the mental and emotional wringer of life, I mentally tire easily. One of the reasons I don't chat. People I don't...
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 5 Responses Nov 22, 2015

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    I've been through a lot

    and I've just gotten tired of feeling anything
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 24, 2015

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    When life gets harder,

    you have to get stronger.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 17, 2015

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    I'm emotionally drained guys.

    I've tried to get over this but can't right now. I'm laying down for a bit.
    MysteriousWomen MysteriousWomen 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 22, 2015

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    I wish I was a robot,

    life would be easier and I wouldn't feel jaded and burnout.
    theotherusernamesweretaken theotherusernamesweretaken 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2015

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    My boyfriend is extremely depressed

    and it's making me really upset I cry almost every day because we don't talk much because he doesn't wanna talk to anybody and I try to make him feel better and I tell him I love him all the time I just don't think he gets how this is effecting me and I have my own issues that I...
    mikaylahoguexo mikaylahoguexo 16-17, F Jul 7, 2014

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    I really want this pain to stop,

    I'm so done. Everything is pretty ****** up, I feel like I'm losing my best friend, my family and myself. I think I'm doing a bit better since I stopped taking my medication. Everything is clear now, I see how medication is messing with others, how it's changing others. I know...
    LoloRegz LoloRegz 18-21, F Jan 1

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    People who committe or think about sucide don't

    want to die they are just trying to escape their problem
    SecretKeeper01 SecretKeeper01 16-17, F May 10, 2015

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    I'm tired of opening up more to some,

    closing off more to others. I'm cuttibg free those who complicate life without regard to the true importance. Family/Friends/Someone I admired- I can't do it anymore. I care about you and you care about me; so, let us once again assume our roles with no further interruption. I'm...
    JeweledGypsy JeweledGypsy 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    I think I finally hit my breaking point.

    I'm now at that point where if people want to actually be a part of my life, they'll make sure they talk to me and try to act like they care. I'm tired of the fake people. I'm tired of the lies. I'm just tired. I'm worn out and I'm emotionally broken. I shattered. I'm completely...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2015

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    that one person in my life

    that makes me say "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUUUUUCCKKKKKK?" Really? Just really?
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 6 Responses Nov 25, 2015

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    Lot going on right at the moment.

    I have rededicated myself to my marriage after being estranged for awhile. I am helping my disabled husband and am unemployed at the moment. My son and his GF had a child and then split up, since she is a psycho that is a good thing, but emotionally tiring none the less. The...
    Onlyheretowrite1 Onlyheretowrite1 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2015

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    The chains that bind were placed with good

    intentions. Invisible locks, combinations, passwords intricately solidified blockage. A journey through vessels that carry purged intestines pumping blood. Rotation in motion, palette scorched as words betray Misfired in chambers, cerebral chaos. Patch work quilt as memories...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 25, 2015

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    The people around me sometimes crush me,

    even though they're just trying to be helpful
    QueenVenus QueenVenus 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2015

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    Nothing that white sand on an unending beach

    won't fix. This silent fantasy my hope against exercising deep emotional capacities. Is it really so important to endeavor healing the depths of my humanity? Brokenness, while painful, has not been such a barrier, anymore than a few dozen other happenstances.
    pearlesque pearlesque 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 3, 2015

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    I am hoping by writing this out it will help.

    . I feeling all over the place this evening, angry, sad, scared, miserable and washed out. Today I had a hospital appointment in London to see a Dr who looked after me when I was at my most vulnerable and sickest. I step foot in the hospital and felt sick, I felt overwhelmed...
    saxappeal saxappeal 46-50, F 17 Responses Dec 3, 2015

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    I'm so exhausted. I don't know what to do

    anymore, I feel like I'm losing myself, I'm not myself and I can't do anything about it. Everytime I see those green eyes I feel this rage.. All I want to do is scream and cry. I don't want to be around anyone or anything, everything just makes me so angry and exhausted. I...
    DarkMooon DarkMooon 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 18, 2015

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    http://www.youtube.com/watch?

    v=nOd2NuHgwew&sns=em Definitely a little too late, definitely out of time 🙄
    Inspireme1 Inspireme1 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 25, 2015

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    I'm so tired. I spend

    so much time being what people want me to be and being what they need me to be that whenever I'm alone I break down. I don't even know why I'm crying half the time. It's like I'm broken and I don't know how to fix myself. I keep putting tape on the cracks and trying to glue the...
    TiffanyRaven TiffanyRaven 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 25, 2015

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