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I Am Emotionally Fragile

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 305 People

    I Want To Grow Up.

    I'm tired. I want to die.I've a bank account. I've seen my credit and debit cards only once before handing it to my dad.I surf through online shopping sites and wonder.I see my best friend using her money independently and efficiently. Yes, I don't know how to handle money...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2013

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    Mainly Good Days Thank God

    I have good days and then bad days and days where i want to dig a hole in the ground crawl in cover myself with leaves and mulch and never, ever, ever come out again. Thats one of the worst things about depression, how unpredictable it can be.There are triggers and things that...
    giddyion giddyion 22-25 2 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Unwanted Love.

    I was attracted to this guy-Dmitri, when I was in my third quad , in city adult school, toronto downtown.I don't know if he likes me or not still. I'm a lot with lot's of unexpressed feelings. From the time I remember, I like guys, but I never have the guts to express it.So...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F Nov 28, 2013

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    It infiltrates itself into everything.

    I cannot escape it, I cannot get over it as much as I try I just can't get the stench out of my life. It's been almost 4 months ago that I left him and it still feels like yesterday. I feel guilty for a lot I things, I feel like a failure on so many levels.... Perhaps the most...
    99hello99 99hello99 31-35, F Sep 15

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    Believe.

    Believe that there will be better days.... Believe that Not everyone's out to hurt you. Believe that Your here for a reason,&even when your down just give a pillow a hug. Whatever Your going through, will only make you Stronger. believe that your this amazing person in your own...
    theadventuresofalexus theadventuresofalexus 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    Plain Jane? The Story Of My Life.

    The hardest question in life I find is, who am I? I’m a daughter of two very loving parents. A sister to two beautiful individuals, an aunt to 6 children that make my heart grow fonder, a mother to a handsome pup named Emmett, I’m a friend to numerous people, a shoulder to...
    uniquevintage uniquevintage 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24, 2012

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    Fight!

    There were two mistakes in my life: 1. I should have started taking Homeopathic psychatric medicines parents, especially my Daddy, wouldn't let me for his life. 2. I shouldn't have succumbed to their force- I should've taken Zoology in a nearby college, which is the best in our...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F Nov 28, 2013

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    Observations...

    Some days I feel fragile for lack of a better word. There’s usually no real reason, and if there is one I like to avoid it, knowing if I don’t delve deeply it will pass.  Apparently when I get in this frame of mind or emotional space, I consistently say please and thank you...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F May 7, 2013

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    My therapist calls it a survival tool from my childhood. I feel everything but don't let it rise to the surface of conscious thought. I become a creature of intellect and logic...
    ausofbounds ausofbounds 41-45, M Sep 2

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    How long ago did I die? Is it even possible for me to ever enjoy feeling like this? I want to feel a connection with somebody, but I can't even feel a connection with my mother, my...
    SelfUnaware SelfUnaware 18-21 1 Response Sep 20

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    If you finish reading this and provide advice, suggestions, or insight - I will think the world of you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. So this is complicated and I'm not...
    CloseItForSure CloseItForSure 31-35, M 3 Responses Sep 2

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    It's hard to explain, but sometimes I just shut down completely emotionally. I don't see it coming it just happens and literally ignore everyone. I go into almost 'autopilot' and...
    youaretheonlyexception youaretheonlyexception 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    I have very few happy memories of my childhood. Firstly, because of the toxicity of my home situation, I wasn't a very pleasant child. I bullied someone and was generally rude...
    33dulling 33dulling 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    It's got to get easier doesn't it? I don't know how long I can take this constant gnawing in my chest, this anxious, painful feeling like something scratching under my skin. I'm...
    Ribsy83 Ribsy83 31-35, F Sep 17

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    I love my husband but he's not romantic. I know he loves me but I wish he wanted to do things for me without anything in it for him. Sometimes I just feel like his maid, cook, womb...
    marriedtomrunromantic marriedtomrunromantic 26-30 Sep 18

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    I feel like I'll always be with an emotionally abusive relationship. That relationship made me vulnerable and the saddest is knowing no one is there to save me than me. That's why...
    nonichecliche nonichecliche 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've always wanted a loving family and also just someone special to actually love me..I always dreamed of having a Christmas with a family, one where it's not just stupid presents...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 17

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    I'm too intense for a lot of people. They don't get that I'm on a different level; I can't just argue, I have to have screaming matches. I can't just cry; I have to collapse on the...
    FibreglassWings FibreglassWings 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    Between work and my ****** life at home im pretty much at the point where i come home from work and cant even cook supper for me and my bf. I could hardly wash my laundry after...
    OverWorkedWoman OverWorkedWoman 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    Too easily. Possible attachment disorder.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 1

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    Every time jerks attack. Hope they vanish first.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    I say "do you love me?" At LEAST twenty times a day
    gorgeoushobo gorgeoushobo 16-17, F Sep 1

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    It's tough trying to stay positive. It's tough trying to believe in yourself, convincing yourself that you're as capable as everyone else when little thoughts of inferiority creep...
    averagecomplicatedhuman averagecomplicatedhuman 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    My mother is the most evil person I ever met! No one have treated me worse in my whole life. My mom is a total ***** who is trying to destroy my life every day, her biggest fear...
    afreespirit afreespirit 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 2

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    The one person who has always been kind to me vanished. My mentor is gone. He was the person I loved the most so far in my life. I loved him more than my own family. He was like a...
    loveVictorandDumas loveVictorandDumas 16-17, F Sep 2

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    Now that I've left him, both of our children think he's the greatest person on the world and want to go back.
    putyourrecordson putyourrecordson 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    ......I don't even know what to say anymore, I just feel empty, lonely, and becoming detached. I guess I should just accept that fact that you'll never be able to truly tell...
    HeartStrings3 HeartStrings3 18-21, F Sep 3

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    I've been on birth control for PCOS for nine months now. My worst symptom is mood swings. When I started BC it took months but the rapid moods calmed and i thought I was in the...
    pcosblonde pcosblonde 26-30, F Sep 3

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    Life is throwing everything at me today, I feel like death right now, idk what to feel or say to anybody. I don't even know if this is reality anymore, I'm losing my mind.
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 4

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    I might seem cold but what's really cold is that people only care when they see that they can make a profit. How could I feel bad knowing this? It seems that the only time people...
    TheAnonymousINFx TheAnonymousINFx 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    By employees of the club i joined. They use double standards. And me found they are posers. Given discretionary power. That they abuse. To chase me away. For...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 6

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    I really do love watching movies. The adventure they take you on is irreplaceable by far. Although for some movies I just break down after characters die and leave. I don't know if...
    BrightAurora BrightAurora 16-17, M Sep 6

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    I can't really explain it, it's like I'm dead inside!
    XXburnttoastXX XXburnttoastXX 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 8

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    today has been ****. at school there's clubs and me and my friends signed up for one club and we had to bring a signed paper and $20, so I went up to a classroom with three...
    httpoison httpoison 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    Why am I friends with who I am? I mean I like them. But why? I am tired of all this analyzing. I know they're into phycology. And so am I. But I am tired of my life being...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F Sep 14

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    I was in a long term relentionship with a woman who would belittle, degrade and humiliate me on a daily basis. She withheld affection from me and made me feel unworthy of her time...
    slj2014 slj2014 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    I'm starting to get bad again. I thought I was getting better, I really thought I could change, but somewhere along the way I've lost myself again. I had faith that maybe you...
    animelover1990 animelover1990 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    You tell me to open up to you then you call me clingy and ignore me
    alliemonster alliemonster 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    I Like You . . I had this guy on my friends' list since last year. He would always check-up on me from time-to-time [I'm not sure he liked me here]. We started to talk a lot...
    Samaccino Samaccino 16-17, F Sep 19

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    I hate that i get so attached quick. I started to this guy on the phone a couple of days ago and i cant get him out my mind i hate this.
    RoughLife88 RoughLife88 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 19

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    I wrote a letter to my soon to be ex a while back where I was trying to be politically correct. Today I'm going to write my politically incorrect version because if I don't get it...
    Happinessismine Happinessismine 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    I am beyond mad at my mother right now. Right now I am in an amazing relationship with an amazing United States sailor. And my mom just keeps attacking my relationship. But with my...
    BabyGrasshopper BabyGrasshopper 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    I don't want to feel anymore. It hurts, emotions. I don't know. I don't know how I feel. How I want to feel. I don't know what I want. Just I don't want to care.
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F Sep 20

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    I had a great friend, he was so good to me when I was suffering from anxiety! Over six months ago he started seeing someone! We could always be honest with each other, and I told...
    BMG47 BMG47 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I heard a story from my son about a girl who got pregnant by a fairground worker. The fair visits my village once a year... When my son told me I was naturally sympathetic.. we...
    Adaydreambeliever Adaydreambeliever 46-50, F Sep 21

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    My ex husband is doing 6 years for trying to kill me. It's been 6 years since this happened and just tonight I had somebody ask me why I didn't fight him or try and kill him. I'm...
    medinagrl medinagrl 36-40, F Sep 21

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    Come hell or high water I'm done. I'm tired of the excuses, the lies, being blamed, and the gaslighting . I am ready to face I am in an abusive withholding relationship and have...
    selfcompassion selfcompassion 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    I started dating this guy last Tuesday and a really good friend just told me that he uses girls for sex and I guess he went to juvy for rape or something and I do t know what to do...
    Marquie Marquie 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago