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I Am Emotionally Fragile

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 302 People

    I Want To Grow Up.

    I'm tired. I want to die.I've a bank account. I've seen my credit and debit cards only once before handing it to my dad.I surf through online shopping sites and wonder.I see my best friend using her money independently and efficiently. Yes, I don't know how to handle money...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2013

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    It infiltrates itself into everything.

    I cannot escape it, I cannot get over it as much as I try I just can't get the stench out of my life. It's been almost 4 months ago that I left him and it still feels like yesterday. I feel guilty for a lot I things, I feel like a failure on so many levels.... Perhaps the most...
    99hello99 99hello99 31-35, F Sep 15

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    Mainly Good Days Thank God

    I have good days and then bad days and days where i want to dig a hole in the ground crawl in cover myself with leaves and mulch and never, ever, ever come out again. Thats one of the worst things about depression, how unpredictable it can be.There are triggers and things that...
    giddyion giddyion 22-25 2 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Observations...

    Some days I feel fragile for lack of a better word. There’s usually no real reason, and if there is one I like to avoid it, knowing if I don’t delve deeply it will pass.  Apparently when I get in this frame of mind or emotional space, I consistently say please and thank you...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F May 7, 2013

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    Unwanted Love.

    I was attracted to this guy-Dmitri, when I was in my third quad , in city adult school, toronto downtown.I don't know if he likes me or not still. I'm a lot with lot's of unexpressed feelings. From the time I remember, I like guys, but I never have the guts to express it.So...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F Nov 28, 2013

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    Fight!

    There were two mistakes in my life: 1. I should have started taking Homeopathic psychatric medicines parents, especially my Daddy, wouldn't let me for his life. 2. I shouldn't have succumbed to their force- I should've taken Zoology in a nearby college, which is the best in our...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F Nov 28, 2013

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    Believe.

    Believe that there will be better days.... Believe that Not everyone's out to hurt you. Believe that Your here for a reason,&even when your down just give a pillow a hug. Whatever Your going through, will only make you Stronger. believe that your this amazing person in your own...
    theadventuresofalexus theadventuresofalexus 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    Plain Jane? The Story Of My Life.

    The hardest question in life I find is, who am I? I’m a daughter of two very loving parents. A sister to two beautiful individuals, an aunt to 6 children that make my heart grow fonder, a mother to a handsome pup named Emmett, I’m a friend to numerous people, a shoulder to...
    uniquevintage uniquevintage 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24, 2012

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    happygribi happygribi 26-30, F Nov 21

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    He is mean, I know that sounds silly but that's the best way I can describe it, of course just like the rest of u the started out perfect, I fell so hard so fast now it's like if...
    crazybeautiful26 crazybeautiful26 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 21

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