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I Am Emotionally Fragile

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 304 People

    Unwanted Love.

    I was attracted to this guy-Dmitri, when I was in my third quad , in city adult school, toronto downtown.I don't know if he likes me or not still. I'm a lot with lot's of unexpressed feelings. From the time I remember, I like guys, but I never have the guts to express it.So...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F Nov 28, 2013

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    Fight!

    There were two mistakes in my life: 1. I should have started taking Homeopathic psychatric medicines parents, especially my Daddy, wouldn't let me for his life. 2. I shouldn't have succumbed to their force- I should've taken Zoology in a nearby college, which is the best in our...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F Nov 28, 2013

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    Observations...

    Some days I feel fragile for lack of a better word. There’s usually no real reason, and if there is one I like to avoid it, knowing if I don’t delve deeply it will pass.  Apparently when I get in this frame of mind or emotional space, I consistently say please and thank you...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F May 7, 2013

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    Mainly Good Days Thank God

    I have good days and then bad days and days where i want to dig a hole in the ground crawl in cover myself with leaves and mulch and never, ever, ever come out again. Thats one of the worst things about depression, how unpredictable it can be.There are triggers and things that...
    giddyion giddyion 22-25 2 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Plain Jane? The Story Of My Life.

    The hardest question in life I find is, who am I? I’m a daughter of two very loving parents. A sister to two beautiful individuals, an aunt to 6 children that make my heart grow fonder, a mother to a handsome pup named Emmett, I’m a friend to numerous people, a shoulder to...
    uniquevintage uniquevintage 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24, 2012

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    Believe.

    Believe that there will be better days.... Believe that Not everyone's out to hurt you. Believe that Your here for a reason,&even when your down just give a pillow a hug. Whatever Your going through, will only make you Stronger. believe that your this amazing person in your own...
    theadventuresofalexus theadventuresofalexus 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    I Want To Grow Up.

    I'm tired. I want to die.I've a bank account. I've seen my credit and debit cards only once before handing it to my dad.I surf through online shopping sites and wonder.I see my best friend using her money independently and efficiently. Yes, I don't know how to handle money...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2013

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    It infiltrates itself into everything.

    I cannot escape it, I cannot get over it as much as I try I just can't get the stench out of my life. It's been almost 4 months ago that I left him and it still feels like yesterday. I feel guilty for a lot I things, I feel like a failure on so many levels.... Perhaps the most...
    99hello99 99hello99 31-35, F Sep 15

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    I hide it quite we'll hear is the only place where I put what I really think. It's like if I'm glass but grab onto the pieces that beak able to make it invisible. I hade sadness...
    herealways2017 herealways2017 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    From the album Fragile by YES: "Roundabout" I'll be the roundabout The words will make you out an' out You spend the day your way Call it morning driving Through the south In an...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 12

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    I don't think that there is any better feeling than being completely emotionally honest... without holding anything back. I don't mean to just "go wild" and do and say whatever...
    astro00 astro00 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 6

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    I am emotionally barren. I have no fvcks to give. Nothing. Just a big void of nothingness. Emptiness. I do not want to talk about my feelings. There is nothing there. I do not feel...
    PuzzleMissingAPiece PuzzleMissingAPiece 70+, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am emotionally selfish and so is the world. I have realized that nobody is really selfless. This realization made me even more emotionally distant because I despise this truth...
    SelfUnaware SelfUnaware 18-21 Nov 8

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    Some days I dread facing another day, as if life is suppose to feel this way or hurt this way. I have wasted five years of my young life supporting and giving myself to a wolf in...
    blessedgradgirl blessedgradgirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 12

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    Hi, I'm new to EP but feel I need to talk about the mentally and emotionally abusive relationship I was in for 7 years. I thought he was the love of my life. But pretty well from...
    Pridestar73 Pridestar73 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    Some of my loved ones told me that I was very distant, that they feel like I'm not really there. Well, I can't help it if I'm aloof most times,it's because I'm emotionally detached...
    superlovexcx superlovexcx 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 23

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    Still getting emotionally abused and I feel like I am allowing it by not dropping her. Is the next step that I not care what she says to me. About 17 minutes ago she pulled a "you...
    Am3917 Am3917 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 25

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    Please read-I've been trying to figure out whether my father is emotionally abusive or not. So for the past several years I have been noticing very problematic things my father...
    njhbabe njhbabe 13-15 1 Response Oct 26

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    My mom and dad were on drugs when I was younger. Hell, she thinks that she still was being pregnant with me. He was abusive, she was a compulsive liar and still is. He left...
    calinashrebel calinashrebel 13-15, F Oct 26

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    I've had people call me bipolar, but after taking a psychology class I now know that's not true. I can go through an emotional rollercoaster in a day and I've decided that I'm...
    lavendershade lavendershade 31-35, F Oct 27

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    Oh yeah baby, this describes me completely. Emotionally tired. I just woke up from a nightmare a while ago, what more can I say? The nightmare was of me getting bullied in my...
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M Oct 28

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    I go to court tomorrow for custody of my children to be given to my ex husband's mother. The only reason is because I was homeless and could not afford proper housing. I've worked...
    enoughizenough enoughizenough 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 28

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    I need to know if other people also get like this or whether I really am just weird. I've read all the other experiences on here and they're all about mistrust in relationships...
    missradders07 missradders07 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    My ex was emotionally abusive through out our relationship. He would get angry every time I didn't do something he wanted. He would curse at me, tell me I wasn't attractive, and he...
    forevereternal9 forevereternal9 22-25, F 7 Responses Oct 29

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    I have made many gud friends.I love EP.But if anyone leaves then I feel so horrible.In real life also I get emotionally attached to people so easily.
    genuineangel genuineangel 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    For the past few weeks after my mom had her breast cancer surgery I've been really down. I have to take care of her on top of my school work. No one really understands how I feel...
    kaceeeytl kaceeeytl 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    My step mom emotionally abuses me. I'm not sure if she understands how much it hurts, but she does it consistently. I am the bad child in my family, I have accepted that I guess...
    LittlemsA LittlemsA 13-15, F 6 Responses Nov 3

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    School is killing my self esteem. I'm starting to feel really upset and I even cried yesterday and I couldn't stop at all. I'm trying my hardest but when I hve a teacher telling...
    CallMeChelsea CallMeChelsea 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 6

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    yeah hormones! noo im not prego. its just that time. and well mother nature can take even the most psycho of psychos and calm her fown. and make her want to be all cuddly and lovey...
    PsychoBitch69 PsychoBitch69 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    Get away from me LEAVE! LEAVE when I haven't got attached to you emotionally yet!
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    Tonight I realized that I'm not emotionally stable. I thought I passed this, but I didn't. My depression struck with a passion, and then one of my friendships changed and I'm...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    boys make me mentally and emotionally unstable
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I been working two jobs now since Sept and you know what the passed two days now I feel emotionally out of it been thinking more and more about my husband and I haven't been...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I learned I had it at age 5 and they said I was lucky to be alive. The only downside is that I have trouble learning in school
    metalchick18 metalchick18 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I'm very good at reading people, to the point where I absorb their emotions and feelings due to the lack of anything in mine. I'm completely empty and I can relate to so many...
    pseudonymistress pseudonymistress 16-17, F Oct 23

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    I try reaching out to those close to me but I can never go through with actually saying what I want. I have grown detached. I lack the need to express myself. I put up this facade...
    BITTERandNAIVE BITTERandNAIVE 22-25, F Oct 23

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    Early today and also yesterday as well she would wouldn't saying how much she loves me and bla bla bla and looking at me with such fake love. I don't want to fall for this all over...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Oct 24

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    He finally contacted me this morning. It was not a closure at all. It was still a bunch of contradictions. He had the nerve to say, "_____, I know you've been going through a lot...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 25

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    AHHHHHHHHH! ヽ(`⌒´)ノ Sometimes all we need is to scream at random. Anyways, anyone need to talk don't be scared to message me (っ´▽`)っ
    Amayarri Amayarri 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26

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    ever since my little brother was born my mom payed attention to him or my big sister. and she still do it I'm 14, my brother is 10 and sister 17. I felt bad and I still do. I hate...
    bitchybrandi bitchybrandi 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    You're right. I'm unstable. I'm aware, you're aware. You can leave any time you want, I can't.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F Oct 26

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    I am just unbalanced in general. My priorities and wants change like the waves in the stormy seas.
    dannyjc93 dannyjc93 18-21, M Oct 27

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    A girl send me MSGs ang 80 miss calls daily ...and it's about doin 6 months now ..Idk anything about dat girl ..now she is sayin I'm sorry I'm gettin married dnt MSG me ..
    diepu diepu 18-21, M Oct 27

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    I didn't think at the time it was abusive. Thinking back.. it was., he would punch my legs out of anger. he would throw me on the ground, he would put his cigerette out on me. but...
    tiannadianee tiannadianee 18-21, F Oct 28

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    Why'd they expect so much from me? Again today it's the same quotes..."I'm so afraid once you're in love you'll forget everyone else...please take care of you elder sister." I...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 28

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    I wanted to understand why I miss him so much is it even logical to feel this way? I need him :(
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F Oct 28

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