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I Am Emotionally Fragile

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 307 People

    Mainly Good Days Thank God

    I have good days and then bad days and days where i want to dig a hole in the ground crawl in cover myself with leaves and mulch and never, ever, ever come out again. Thats one of the worst things about depression, how unpredictable it can be.There are triggers and things that...
    giddyion giddyion 22-25 2 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Plain Jane? The Story Of My Life.

    The hardest question in life I find is, who am I? I’m a daughter of two very loving parents. A sister to two beautiful individuals, an aunt to 6 children that make my heart grow fonder, a mother to a handsome pup named Emmett, I’m a friend to numerous people, a shoulder to...
    uniquevintage uniquevintage 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24, 2012

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    Unwanted Love.

    I was attracted to this guy-Dmitri, when I was in my third quad , in city adult school, toronto downtown.I don't know if he likes me or not still. I'm a lot with lot's of unexpressed feelings. From the time I remember, I like guys, but I never have the guts to express it.So...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F Nov 28, 2013

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    It infiltrates itself into everything.

    I cannot escape it, I cannot get over it as much as I try I just can't get the stench out of my life. It's been almost 4 months ago that I left him and it still feels like yesterday. I feel guilty for a lot I things, I feel like a failure on so many levels.... Perhaps the most...
    99hello99 99hello99 31-35, F Sep 15

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    I Want To Grow Up.

    I'm tired. I want to die.I've a bank account. I've seen my credit and debit cards only once before handing it to my dad.I surf through online shopping sites and wonder.I see my best friend using her money independently and efficiently. Yes, I don't know how to handle money...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2013

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    Observations...

    Some days I feel fragile for lack of a better word. There’s usually no real reason, and if there is one I like to avoid it, knowing if I don’t delve deeply it will pass.  Apparently when I get in this frame of mind or emotional space, I consistently say please and thank you...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F May 7, 2013

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    Fight!

    There were two mistakes in my life: 1. I should have started taking Homeopathic psychatric medicines parents, especially my Daddy, wouldn't let me for his life. 2. I shouldn't have succumbed to their force- I should've taken Zoology in a nearby college, which is the best in our...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F Nov 28, 2013

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    Believe.

    Believe that there will be better days.... Believe that Not everyone's out to hurt you. Believe that Your here for a reason,&even when your down just give a pillow a hug. Whatever Your going through, will only make you Stronger. believe that your this amazing person in your own...
    theadventuresofalexus theadventuresofalexus 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I just got out of an emotionally abusive relationship. I need some place to talk about it due to most people not understanding and me flipping out on them. I was with him for...
    freebird1990 freebird1990 22-25 3 Responses Oct 4

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    I think. Here's my story. When we first met, I thought he was sweet, charming and opinionated individual. He was passionate and adored me to no end. He would often call me on...
    cheersbabe cheersbabe 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    My house needs so much work, but I am feeling better..more grounded. I accept my marriage was abusive and I allowed someone to abuse me again through neglect and withholding...
    selfcompassion selfcompassion 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    I can't remember a moment in my life where I felt love or happiness. I'm either sad, numb or detached from reality. I don't feel emotionally close to my family, and I'm not sure...
    sansabri sansabri 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    When my parents divorced I was sixteen... and then my father’s true colors started to show. For almost eight years, I was emotionally / mentally manipulated and abused by his...
    HayBail HayBail 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I am a female and I have a former friend who emotionally abused her husband. That is why she is a FORMER friend. When she told me how sorry of a excuse for a man he was, I...
    crazycatlady79 crazycatlady79 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    My grandmother has been emotionally(and sometimes physically) abusing for 7 years, but I have never told anyone. She is the kind of person no one would suspect of doing something...
    Cassandrae Cassandrae 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 16

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    I don't need anyone to understand me anymore.Only I can understand what I am going through.It's like a do or die thing now.Either I can study hard and get into best college or I...
    genuineangel genuineangel 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 19

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    emotionally and just detached in general. I don't feel the need to do things considered "normal" at my age. examples: College isn't that high of a priority for me, neither is...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F Oct 21

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    i feel like my body and mind have both decided to give up at the same time you know those AHH moments when you just feel like permanently retiring to your bed and imitating the...
    strangerthingsbiggerwings strangerthingsbiggerwings 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    Some of my loved ones told me that I was very distant, that they feel like I'm not really there. Well, I can't help it if I'm aloof most times,it's because I'm emotionally detached...
    superlovexcx superlovexcx 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 23

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    Still getting emotionally abused and I feel like I am allowing it by not dropping her. Is the next step that I not care what she says to me. About 17 minutes ago she pulled a "you...
    Am3917 Am3917 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Please read-I've been trying to figure out whether my father is emotionally abusive or not. So for the past several years I have been noticing very problematic things my father...
    njhbabe njhbabe 13-15 5 days ago

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    My mom and dad were on drugs when I was younger. Hell, she thinks that she still was being pregnant with me. He was abusive, she was a compulsive liar and still is. He left...
    calinashrebel calinashrebel 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I've had people call me bipolar, but after taking a psychology class I now know that's not true. I can go through an emotional rollercoaster in a day and I've decided that I'm...
    lavendershade lavendershade 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    Oh yeah baby, this describes me completely. Emotionally tired. I just woke up from a nightmare a while ago, what more can I say? The nightmare was of me getting bullied in my...
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I go to court tomorrow for custody of my children to be given to my ex husband's mother. The only reason is because I was homeless and could not afford proper housing. I've worked...
    enoughizenough enoughizenough 26-30, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    I need to know if other people also get like this or whether I really am just weird. I've read all the other experiences on here and they're all about mistrust in relationships...
    missradders07 missradders07 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My ex was emotionally abusive through out our relationship. He would get angry every time I didn't do something he wanted. He would curse at me, tell me I wasn't attractive, and he...
    forevereternal9 forevereternal9 22-25, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    The hurtful words were just as painful as the punches. It was the first relationship that I had with a man. He was in the closet. And he was very paranoid about people finding...
    teenotes teenotes 22-25, M Oct 2

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    I was just thinking this last week has been tolerable.. Maybe I could do this .. But then I realized... Yes he's be nice and hasn't been sarcastic or made a joke at my expense..we...
    kathryn30 kathryn30 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    Now that I've severed all ties and regaining myself I feel great. Then some days I lay around and cry. I suppose I need to mourn the death of what was supposed to be my person...
    Jennerrous Jennerrous 36-40, F 6 Responses Oct 4

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    I hate to admit it but I've been in an abusive relationship for 20 years. It started out when we were dating we would have an argument I'd try to leave because he'd become so scary...
    goawaymia goawaymia 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 4

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    I had a boyfriend Like that He still acts like that. I Ingore him When he see me be attack me. I hit back but he strong and fast. We haven't been dated for years. He need to...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    I've been happy all last week which was weird because for a really long time before that I was considering suicide once again. This happens a lot- polar feelings from one week to...
    LittleBlackSubmarine LittleBlackSubmarine 16-17, M Oct 5

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    I don't know why u did it to me Mason. I didn't do anything to you. But u don't know that I cheated on you when I was drunk. I'm sorry!
    Strangerdanger47 Strangerdanger47 13-15, F Oct 5

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    I don't know why but I never want a relationship because I will be cheated on. But I want someone to love and look after. And feel something with. The men are always unavailable...
    LDR8 LDR8 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    Nothing can stop my deep feelings, after I have held them in for soo long! Nobody can ever tell me to simplify my thoughts, because I hate dumbing down the thoughts I have thought...
    InvolutionWolf InvolutionWolf 13-15, M 3 Responses Oct 6

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    Is there anybody i can talk to?
    niceusername niceusername 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 8

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    So exhausted that make me pyshically exhausted too ..
    Unstableteen Unstableteen 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    When I love, I love hard. It's never half way for me. It's all or nothing, black or white, etc. If I feel something, then people usually know what I feel. I can't hide my...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F Oct 10

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    I'm just tired of being tired..i'm tired of life..i'm fed up of everything and everyone..I don't know what to do anymore. I'm fed up.
    quackboo quackboo 16-17, F Oct 11

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    im popular at school and really friendly but sometimes qhen i got to my abusive dads house i just want to bash my head in.
    nobumbump nobumbump 13-15, M Oct 12

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    I love to try and help people with anything
    lostandlonely87 lostandlonely87 26-30, F Oct 13

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    This means that if I'm ANGRY, I will lash out and you don't want to be in my way. There also seems to be no way to get it under control unless if someone does something that I...
    VainGoddess VainGoddess 22-25, F Oct 15

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    I leave him after time and time again of mentally abusing me, after he gets drunk and is mean to me. Every time he comes back and apologizes. says he was drunk and didn't mean it...
    TDP9196 TDP9196 22-25, F Oct 17

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    My mother has always said mean and very rude things to me all my life. We have just never had a good relationship at all but; however the farther away I am from the better our...
    wisdom26 wisdom26 46-50, F Oct 18

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    This is hard subject but doesn't matter when it happens effect you and then and for the rest of your life if you don't get help or support in your life I have trauma bad memories...
    Unknown1456 Unknown1456 18-21, F Oct 18

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    Always defending him. He acted like a tool. Thought maybe she would listen. Then decided to be nasty and join in. Said that was nasty. Then pretended she didn't hear me. Closed my...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45, T 5 Responses Oct 19

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