I'm 14 and he's 16. He was sweet then turned obsessive , clingy , needy , had jealousy and insecurity. He even wasn't comfortable with me wearing certain things or talking to my...
I feel needy, am I needy?
Or clingy? I feel clingy also.
This will be my most personal story. It's not just about me, but I figured I should put everything in one place. This will be long, so anyone who actually wants to take the time to...
It came in time when I was being emotionally black mail by my own family..! It felt like having a heart-attack I wanted to run away and go far as I can but it's just saying that...
I am my families rock
Though physically very strong I am also very emotionally strong
When my little sister had attempted suicide in May i immediately started CPR while my mom was...
I cheated on my husband, then i left him.
He was mean, and I'm tired of repeating the details, but by mean I intend to say that he fits into many of the descriptors of an...
Emotionally. Physically. Mentally. Everything. I am freaking cooked. I do it to myself. Sometimes I feel like putting out fires is my only job, or preventing the onslaught of ones...
Whenever something happens in my life that I think is actually good it places it's phantom hands on my shoulders and whispers into my ear, "Tell me, what is the point? You're going...
Why do I become emotionally attached to guys too soon/too easily or not at all? I've tried and tried to not be that way, but that seems to be the only way I fall for guys. If I don...
I just went through a break up... Even though we both still have strong feelings together we just can't seem to agree on anything..!! I don't know what to do. I am hurt and heart...
...almost 40 and still dealing with her crazy ****. Why can't I move forward?
Why do girls always continue to love and want the guys who hurt them? Here I am hoping to hear from someone who supposedly loves me, who for 3 days has been barely talking to me...
My exliver wanted to try anal sex. I wasn't comfortable with it but decided to give it a try to please him. It felt awful, ugly, and dirty. It hurt so much so in the middle of it...
My husband moved out after yelling at me for not saying good night. He was jealous of my female best friend, my book club, my yoga class and my job. He frequently shared his...
Easier said than done I guess. I keep reminding myself of this... Yet I continue to do so.
My boyfriend is extremely depressed and it's making me really upset I cry almost every day because we don't talk much because he doesn't wanna talk to anybody and I try to make him...
as the sun rises,
like a zombie,Numbness
trapped in this dream
i watch life pass by;
i wandered alone,
fighting all that came in my way,
struggling to make sense of this
What do I want to be?
Happy or sad?
Medicated or not?
Hopeless or hopeful?
Why do I always have to be in the middle?
Or am I in the...
All around me are blank walls
Never moving, always the same
Full of fools and a numbing pain
Constantly wailing for a change
These stupid grey walls
Have me trapped...
These empty pages, devoid of any defined reality,
reign over hope more than any ink stains could bear,
for this numbness resides,
when pain no longer haunts the...
Contradicting the pain I felt.
Flooding through me like a dose of anesthesia.
Paralyzed by the nothingness.
Unable to bring myself to move.
Insanity of thought pervades my mind;
if only incessant thinking would cease,
but it runs rampant here, there, everywhere
like a swelling stream into river...
Mind of Mirrors
I glance in a mirror,
I realise I fear her,
This feral dirty *****.
She's scratching where I itch.
She glares through her hair,
I'm caught in her stare.
Comfortably Numb (Addiction)
I feel so numb
I was feeling in the beginning
Of my day today
Though I didn't like what I felt
So like any addict
I turn to my...
Negative doubt creeps in like water slowly trickling down the drain.
I try to submerge them but somehow they have air.
I’m in a time and place were everything’s...
My Savior, Pain
Too numb to care,
far too broken inside,
bring on the pain.
Just let me know I'm alive.
The pain made me numb,
now let it bring me back.
Let it undo this torture...
I surrender to the sacred slumber
as the sun rises in the sky.
An aching numbness pulses through my body
as I have not slept for a little while.
I surrender to the...
Can anyone see this pitiful,
being inside of me?
Broken hearted, yet always singing?
Nothing to smile for, yet always smiling.
Torn apart, and never...