I Am Emotionally Numbed By Medication

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 34 People

    So, I Don't Take Anything....

    The Valium's there, but only when I really can't rest and I threw away all the "zombie making" potions years ago.I love my feelings...all of them.
    TheWomanWhoDid TheWomanWhoDid
    Dec 28, 2012

    "The Heavy Feeling."

    That's the best I can describe it to date. Numb. Tired but not Sleepy. And this horrible feeling of pressure at the front of my skull.  
    EsotericalDaughter EsotericalDaughter
    18-21, F
    Dec 18, 2008

    I Don't Remember Sobriety.

    I don't remember the last time I woke up and was not supposed to drug myself immediately to stabilize my mind.  It's sad.  And oh so numbing.  I don't remember sobriety.  I really don't. 
    Mistake Mistake
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Dec 18, 2008

    I Used To Be...

    When I was 11, I was diagnosed with manic depression (also known as Bipolar disorder). My doctor prescribed some antidepressants, some very strong Lorazepam.  She gave me a small prescription at first -- 30 pills, and if they helped, then I would get a larger prescription of 90...
    Boulier Boulier
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 26, 2013

    Blank / Sep 29, 2001

    i'm blank. it is strange. since i have been taking my medicine, the suicidal misery and desperate thoughts are gone, but quite often in their place is just a sense of overwhelming blankness. it is like i am standing in the middle of nowhere. it is as if i am standing at the...
    CopperCoil CopperCoil
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Aug 3, 2008
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