I Am Emotionally Repressed

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    This life is tiresome,

    boring, and predictable. People do not change, and it’s come to the point where I can look at a lot of people and see no difference in them and the person standing beside them. Everyone says the exact same things, day in and day out, thinking it’s a new exciting story when I...
    xkoxnekoxx xkoxnekoxx
    22-25, F
    Feb 4, 2014

    Does anyone else feel pain behind your eyes,

    bloodshot almost, an urge to cry but you can't? It almost feels like I am remembering something but don't know what it is.I try to write down/remember everytime but I don't think I can pinpoint. The last thing I wrote earlier today:  reasons i am sad and closed:i...
    madeofstars madeofstars
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jan 10, 2015

    Bottled Up

     In my life, I've always advocated that repression is a bad bad thing. It can make you do crazy stuff. Lately I've been gradually keeping more and more things to myself and I feel so angry with everything lately. I just feel like I need to get away from things and people.It...
    LittleMonroe LittleMonroe
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 21, 2010

    Just a Quote...

    "I sometimes feel a strong desire to blush, but my regiment disapproves of such things"
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 22, 2009

    I believe im emotionally repressed

    because sometimes I dont realise when I feel something especially towards other people probably because I remain detached from others
    court2882 court2882
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2013

    I refuse to acknowledge rare opportunities

    for love that have come because I'm afraid that my heart will hurt too much. I feel too much for everyone around me without love complicating things. I'm afraid I'll always be alone.
    tetchy tetchy
    36-40, M
    Oct 20, 2015

    I've wondered for a long time

    if I am emotionally repressed to some degree. I feel as though I go through the motions of daily life, showing the emotions I am expected to show without (always) feeling it. You can tell when I truly find something amusing because I laugh really loud, otherwise it's an...
    emeraldfire2065 emeraldfire2065
    26-30, F
    Mar 28, 2015

    Emotion Repression

    So here is a good one for every one. Let's stat off with a little background I am 20 now when i was younger I never did much because I was either afraid too sad to do so too depressed.....ect.. than as i recall just one day i stoped in happy that i never did much of any thing I...
    32tony 32tony
    18-21
    1 Response Oct 6, 2012

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