I Am Emotionally Torn

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 367 People

    I Care Too Much.

    Let me start out by saying, that this story is about somebody I know only via chat room. I have this friend, whom I hold very dear to my heart. I'm bi-curious .. and she would be Bi. She's engaged and believe me.. I don't want to sound like I go for the unattainable people...
    Mekia89 Mekia89
    22-25, F
    Nov 20, 2010

    Confused

    I'm 21 years old. I have a 2 year old daughter, 2 month old son and a husband I've known for 8 years and married 9 months ago. I have a long distance relationship with a man who is 21 years older than me. I met him when I was 18. I got pregnant 4 months after meeting him. He...
    lonleygirl7091 lonleygirl7091
    18-21
    Aug 9, 2012

    I Am Torn...

    I am emotionally torn right now...from giving myself  to someone in a first date.He ddint even called...nor sent any messages today...Maybe he doesnt care..but its all real to me.
    bellalily bellalily
    26-30, F
    Nov 16, 2010

    I live in a house that is no longer a place of

    security. I feel lost, hurt, pushed to boundaries by people that say they love me but quickly find ways to throw my faults and my insecurities back at me. My life has become one doubtful step after the other. I have spent years preparing for a career that will push me to my...
    AxDisorientedxMind AxDisorientedxMind
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 30, 2014

    I am emotionally hurt.

    PART ONE All my life I was raised by a single mother and for the most part she took of my physical needs and of course financial needs. We had fun together during my childhood. I felt like I had everything I needed. As I got older I realized that something was missing. What...
    toniyl toniyl
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 25

    The Next Part.

    The next part of my story is up on my blog. I guess, I'll post a new part every Saturday. I don't know if any of you, are going to read it. But hey, I'm not posting it for you. I'm posting it for me....
    gloriousdisaster gloriousdisaster
    16-17, F
    Aug 13, 2011

    Its Not My Fault

    Im sorry i cant be perfect im only human.I never meant to hurt you i love you.Im sorry i didnt believe you please forgive me
    xxhusoldierxx xxhusoldierxx
    13-15, F
    Jan 11, 2013

    Lost Somewhere Between Then And Now

    Sitting alone, unable to sleep, my mind whirling, continuously replaying the other night, comparing it to now...this moment. The stark difference shocks my system, momentarily stills my heart, and quiets my breath. My mind reels sleeplessly in confusion and disbelief. Who was...
    LG76 LG76
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Nov 12, 2012

    Not Torn As In Making A Decision

    There's no decision to make really. Except to keep to myself. But torn as in my heart feels like that group pic.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 15, 2010

    Torn

    I am a married woman with three children. I love my husband and our children, however, I am very unhappy!! I feel very unsatisfied and feel guilty about having any ill emotions at all! After all, how lucky am I to have a partner to share my life with?! Why am I so unhappy?!! I...
    mysteriousmarie27 mysteriousmarie27
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Nov 15, 2011

    I'M Not Sure Who I Am.

    I used to know exactly who I was. I was me. I was me all the time. In fact, I was so *me* that I never entertained conversations about who I was. Those were easier times. Then, who I was became defined by others. By what I did. By how I showed my love. First I was a boyfriend...
    justinlimbertake justinlimbertake
    46-50, M
    6 Responses Apr 15, 2013

    I am torn between wondering

    if I should be brutally honest with the man I've been dating or let him down kindly and easy. On one side of the coin I feel that being brutally honest with him might help him with the next woman he decides to date and with his future dating endeavors. The other side is I am the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 10, 2015
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 4, 2015

    Do I Like To Be Hurt?

    I decided to try internet dating websites, it was scary, I am recently out of a controlling and emotonally abuse relationship it has been a year so I deceded to try dating again. I met a guy who was younger then me but seemed great, he was no where near perfect but he was honest...
    thiswordfallsonme thiswordfallsonme
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 18, 2011

    I don't really know what to do,

    or what to say, or how to act. It's like that previous storm of emotions, yet it feels more real. Do I smile? Do I cry? Or do I just die? (Inside)
    thesassiestamerican thesassiestamerican
    16-17, M
    May 4, 2014

    Emotionally Torn

    Emotionally torn,Sure am,This life,These days,No longer know,When will it end?
    startinover1 startinover1
    46-50
    Oct 28, 2012

    I think the reason I don't have a boyfriend is

    because I am an ugly person. I mean my looks aren't that pleasant either but my personally sucks. I'd like my boyfriend to be my best friend. But both of my best friends stopped talking to me with no explanation. So if I can't keep a best friend how can I expect to have a...
    gentlepanic gentlepanic
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 5, 2014

    Him

    i do not like to speak ill of anyone but i need to vent. my ex is in hospital and i feel really bad for him. i have no feelings for him but i do not like to know anyone is suffering. he wants me by his side. that makes me so angry i could scream. the reason being.the whole time...
    freeangel freeangel
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Apr 21, 2010

    I think im falling in love with two different

    people. I have no idea what to do, who to choose, or if I even have to. but im not sure I want to be single anymore, and they both express feelings for me.
    imrolling imrolling
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 25, 2014

    Torn Between Making My Family Happy Or Making Myself Happy

    Yeah its ruff knowing what you want isn't close to what Ur close family wants for you. I am bisexual and very much proud to be, but my mother and family look down upon it. I hate to disappoint my mother for she was the only parent i had growing up. But it has came down to the...
    Kbaseball94 Kbaseball94
    16-17, F
    Aug 15, 2010

    I Feel Lost...

    well I don't know what to do. I feel so broken sometimes. My sadness is so random and comes when I least expect it. Just when I think I'm getting better. I always **** up. I AM a **** up. I feel like such a failure. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve to be happy. I don't...
    elivasquez elivasquez
    18-21, F
    May 13, 2013

    15.

    For some people, turning 15 is a gateway into a "new life". For me..that was exactly it. For the past three years, I have lived and come to love the HI life. (for you idiots who don't know..Hawai'i Life.") But that was all changing, a month before I turned 15 I left the life i...
    gloriousdisaster gloriousdisaster
    16-17, F
    Aug 7, 2011

    Today I was really close to breaking down

    while in the shower. I just feel like I can't deal with this for much longer. It is too much to be torn in two directions at the same time... I wish I had someone to talk to. Of course I can talk to my Girlfriend but at the same time not. Because I am too afraid of how she will...
    Joceline93 Joceline93
    22-25, T
    2 Responses Apr 1, 2015

    I am emotionally torn Part two So brief

    overview. Raised by mom that did her best to provide but emotionally unavailable. So I go to therapy to sort out all this badge out as a routine and my therapist has been very supportive. We both understand that this is new journey for me. Well the realities of my everyday...
    toniyl toniyl
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 25

    No.

    I am emotionally torn as in. I'm in a relationship I love being in. The boy I was with before cheated on ME then dumped ME. I begged for him back. I need him. Then let's say "rob"came into my life and changed it made me feel loves and appreciated. I thought I was in love but I...
    Lillbettyboop Lillbettyboop
    16-17, F
    Oct 15, 2012

    Torn between sharing the rest of my life with

    the woman I love and being with my children, well oldest child anyway. I have finally found the woman that I want to spend the rest of my life with. In the beginning we both agreed that we would never let our relationship come in between our children. We have been dating for...
    mrhph3 mrhph3
    36-40, M
    Mar 14, 2015

    Dilemma! Dilemma!

    Okay so there's this guy I have been talking to a short time and I really like him so far.  He's asked me out and I think I might just wanna go for it. Minutes after he asks me.. literally minutes... a guy I've been of and on again with for almost 2 years pops up. ...
    Fanson4Life1984 Fanson4Life1984
    26-30
    5 Responses May 15, 2010

    I Cannot Hope To Make Everyone Happy.

    Am I a terrible person? I've been single for over a year, on purpose... I've stayed home and avoided social situations because I really just needed to get my head right and remember what it's like to just be me. A few months ago though, I was introduced to a woman... she's my...
    MAUL0r MAUL0r
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2010
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