I Am Emotionally Unstable

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    Right Now? I Do

    I was okay a few hours ago, not great, but okay. Now I'm just a mess. I can't stop ******* crying. I have all these thoughts swimming around in my head and I don't know what to do with myself anymore. My therapist told me today "it gets worse before it gets better" had I know...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Mar 4, 2013

    Sometimes the most trivial things tick me off

    and I feel the sensation of crying. Sometimes I'll cry for no reason.
    Mauryvan Mauryvan
    16-17, F
    Apr 17, 2014

    boys make me mentally

    and emotionally unstable
    Angelcum Angelcum
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Nov 20, 2014

    I hate this anxiety. .

    . It really is ruining my life and my meds are NOT working. Instead of just going he is busy like he said he was going to be. . . My mind is playing every horrid scenario. . . I can think of. Multi girls. . . parties, getting drunk and stupid, and worst of all using me just to...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 19

    Willing Victim Part 4

    Nevertheless, I settled into my new environment of picking apples in the day and living with the Jamaicans at night. Then one rainy day when we weren’t picking fruit, I went hitching into town and saw a motorcycle for sale on somebody’s lawn. Now I never drove a motorcycle...
    suzzzy suzzzy
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Jun 11, 2011

    Tonight has just been one of the worst nights

    I've ever had to deal with. I'm honesty thinking of downing all my sleeping pills just to get it over with. But I can't do that to my sister again. When they see my arms, they'll ******* freak. But I've been trying. God dammit I've been trying my hardest. The people who...
    endofalldays endofalldays
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 5, 2014

    It's funny, how a bright world of happiness can

    become gloomy and sad in a split second. When hours, seeming like seconds of joy, turn into years-like minutes of agony, stretching endlessly. I have no idea how I feel. I used to live in a still world, where things were moving slowely. Shifting from sorrow to boredom, from...
    lastbutterfly lastbutterfly
    18-21, M
    Feb 18
    mistypop182 mistypop182
    26-30, F
    Aug 25, 2014

    Things I Need To Repeat.

    Don't cut. Don't relapse. It's okay. Everything will be fine. She'll stay. Your mom will care one day. They'll stop talking bad about you. They'll stop lying to you. Your friends will be there. Don't give up again. Breathe. Youre okay.
    sagesbones sagesbones
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 27, 2013

    I used to see a therapist

    because parents told me I was weird. I can still laugh and smile and giggle at anything, but that doesn't mean I'm happy 24/7. I have depression , an eating disorder, trusting issues, lack in confidence, low self-esteem and more, lovely I know. I remember being told by a person...
    gaxle gaxle
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2015

    I wish I wasn't, but I am.

    ..my profile probably shows it. I'm sure I belong to conflicting groups that contraindict each other. but, my moods n my feelings change so often. I am aiming toward emotional stability. I have good days and bad days. I suffer with BPD, so my emotions rule me and can consume all...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 20, 2015

    Honestly, I am so done with a lot of things

    lately and I'm almost always depressed or thinking about dying or suicide. I wish I wasn't like that and I feel like that there wouldn't be any difference in anyone's life if I was gone.
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney
    16-17, F
    Mar 6, 2015

    I guess everyone can be prone to mood swings

    if something crops up at a bad time.
    sroonaka616 sroonaka616
    18-21
    Sep 2, 2015

    I Just Have To Write This Down

    A contractor came to repair my the roof of my house just a moment ago. While he was stepping into my house, he did not take off his shoes. You see, in Malaysia, one doesn't wear shoes into the house. The most is, we switched to clean slippers. Obviously I provided a pair of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 16, 2012

    My mind is a jenga game.

    and its supposed to be sturdy and stable. but then people keep pulling out the pieces and now its falling falling falling.... and thats it. now it fell. it feels awful when it starts getting unstable unstable unstable and then down down down it falls and the pieces go everywhere...
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 30, 2014

    Caffeine - My Emotion Surpresser

    I'm 21 now, and through my life, certain things have happened that have, in a sense, over-sensatized my emotions. So now, almost anything remotely sad  can cause a reaction that results in a breakdown. Too much irritation can cause a horrible outburst of rage. Luckily, I'm able...
    DGSteele DGSteele
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 22, 2012

    I damaged my relationship.

    First we had an abortion last week. While we were fighting last night I left him a voicemail telling him, " I am sitting here in pain because I got rid of your kid and you think it's okay to ignore me?" And today, the next day, we are still fighting because the way I said it...
    Katelynntx Katelynntx
    22-25
    Mar 12, 2015

    Life is throwing everything at me today,

    I feel like death right now, idk what to feel or say to anybody. I don't even know if this is reality anymore, I'm losing my mind.
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 4, 2014

    What More Can I Ask For?

    "I am emotionally unstable".  These 4 words describe me to a T.  My moods make me feel like I have been going through menopause for the past 25 years.  When I'm happy, I'm way up there!  When I'm depressed (which is more often), I'm down so low I...
    boarderline boarderline
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jan 15, 2009

    I can be happy and give off good vibes,

    depressed, awkward, you name it, at any ******* time. It's awful. My confidence level used to be decent, but it plummeted after a lot of **** I went through recently. It's now extremely difficult to trust people, make friends, and talk to girls. I just wish I felt more like...
    kchip11 kchip11
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 22, 2015

    I feel that I need some help.

    In high stress moments I catch myself having suicidal thoughts at times. I used to cut myself during my childhood. I thought about it today but I just got drunk just to cope
    Shawneeluv Shawneeluv
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 22, 2014

    Willing Victim

     I left my biological dad’ in Massachusetts and with a backpack full of all my belongings I started walking down the road.  I really didn’t feel I could go back to the farm in Pennsylvania with everyone thinking I was crazy.  My step dad knew where I was coming from but...
    suzzzy suzzzy
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Feb 1, 2011

    I guess I've been told.

    . And I wonder why people can't see it for what it is.. I don't have connections that are healthy where I feel safe from harm and trusting of others anymore it makes me feel empty. I was when I was younger and then things changed I was a foster child later in life and lost my...
    jiggy4545 jiggy4545
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2015

    Lately I've been putting my bubbly face on.

    . Pretending to laugh it all off.. Be all sweet about everything.. No more though.. I am losing it and I just don't know how to control my emotions anymore. This feeling sucks. It's embarrassing. I just wish someone can shoot me already. Idk if this is a cry for help or attention...
    EndlessDreams22 EndlessDreams22
    26-30, F
    Mar 24, 2014

    According to a psychiatrist I saw

    when I was in a relationship with an ex-boyfriend (who was a complete control freak), I have "some emotional instability". I don't really see it myself, I feel happy when things are going well in my life and I do get depressed sometimes when bad things happen and I cry but I'm...
    stephanie29 stephanie29
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Sep 29, 2015

    Either I'm depressed,

    bipolar, or a teenager. Idk anymore
    mattinsula mattinsula
    16-17, M
    1 Response Sep 21, 2015

    After a long years I haven't visited this site,

    and now I am going to put an emotional thing in this Pandora's of mine. I am so emotional right now.v.v. I will continue this one if there's have enough time.
    Eureka85 Eureka85
    22-25, F
    Jun 23, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 3, 2014

    Depression - a Cold But Reliable Friend

    I used to be so comfortable living my life. Then I got into a lot of trouble in 2001 and my life has been a nightmare ever since. I try so hard to stay positive and feel good about life, but the only stable emotion is depression. It's so easy to maintain, I don't have to worry...
    SRayne SRayne
    51-55, M
    3 Responses Aug 28, 2008

    Lately I've been having the urge to cry.

    ..a lot. The little things irritate the hell out of me. I don't know if what people are telling me is true or if they're just saying these things with no meaning. My sleep is disturbed and I can feel myself falling into old habits again. I don't know how or what to feel. I haven...
    nostalgickittens nostalgickittens
    16-17, F
    Nov 1, 2015

    My mood changes by the days.

    Sometimes I feel awesome for 5 days but then something bringsback memories which can make me depressed within seconds. Today I was about to accept the fact that I can move on and I wanted to empower that feeling by sharing it with the people who has stood by me for the past...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 7, 2015

    im popular at school

    and really friendly but sometimes qhen i got to my abusive dads house i just want to bash my head in.
    nobumbump nobumbump
    16-17, M
    Oct 12, 2014

    Nut Case

    well. I've never been diagnosed or anything like that but i know without i doubt i have panic attacks, anger problems, and horrible anxiety problems. i cry a lot and even i don't know why sometimes. i feel like a horrible person all the time and anything i do seems to always...
    simplyXcinderella simplyXcinderella
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2009

    Willing Victim Part 2

    But the next day was the same. No ride after another 5 or 6 hours. Finally I snapped and started hitch-hiking in the opposite direction with absolutely no idea as to where I was going. Now I figured this is insanity taking me over again and driving me over the edge into the...
    suzzzy suzzzy
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Feb 11, 2011

    Who Am I?

    i dont even know where to begin. ive had so much mixed emotions in me i feel i can finally let out  until i discovered this website. i am depressed. how i really feel inside i dont think i can trust anyone to discuss my feelings too. in reality people see me as a ***** but...
    D3viousmind D3viousmind
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 27, 2010

    How I Got Here.

    The past days I was extremely happy, content and in love... i still am, but something happened last night that keeps on coming back to me since i woke up this morning. I tried to ignore and fight it but it keeps getting stronger, it really is bothering me. And again, I feel...
    ithinkiam ithinkiam
    22-25
    3 Responses Dec 6, 2008

    I Am A Emotional Volcano

    ** Sorry for any grammatical errors Today, August 1 2012, my mother struck a nerve. She told me that I "handled myself so poorly". The way I see it, it seems like she called me pathetic and actually, I am pretty pathetic. I tend to channel my emotions inside me, bottling it up...
    OverwhelmingFates OverwhelmingFates
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 1, 2012

    I certainly feel that way.

    Some people have made me feel that way. All I can do is apologise I guess. I genuinely do feel like I am of sound mind though. Emotionally stability is relative anyway? Just like everything in life. I'm rambling.
    oddpodd oddpodd
    22-25, F
    Feb 26

    So... I'm officially stuck.

    I'm half-way between depressed and fine. This awkward wave of depression slammed into me, and ever since, I've been rotting on the inside, sprouting on the outside... Stupid depression.
    HELPTAKENhelpused HELPTAKENhelpused
    26-30, M
    7 Responses Feb 25

    Yes I am very unstable.

    I am male 43 I am quite a nervous person my legs shake my hands shake my memory is quite bad I have head tension and I have seizures About 4 a month petit mal , I don't feel them coming on either I just stare and go blank my head is a mess if I'm standing up I will fall over...
    defoekeane defoekeane
    36-40, M
    Apr 30, 2014

    Stability Is Just An Illusion

    I am both emotionally, mentally and even physically unstable. I smile while my heart cries. I cry when my heart smiles. I am bipolar and have PMDD, so my moods are unpredictable. And I have one leg longer than the other, amoung other deformities, so all it takes it a breeze to...
    Shonnie Shonnie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 18, 2008

    I've been known to mental health services

    for 6 years, I've got anxiety and depression (possibly psychotic depression) but in the past year, the words emotionally unstable and borderline personality disorder have been thrown round. I agree that I'm emotionally unstable my mood swings are ridiculous and so intense, I'll...
    BlackFox05 BlackFox05
    22-25, F
    Mar 24

    Willing Victim Part 3

    So the next morning I got a ride but the driver wasn’t going as far as I wanted to go so he left me off at a turn in the road. I started thumbing again but noticed I was standing in front of another apple orchard so I left the road and went over to find the owner. As it so...
    suzzzy suzzzy
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jun 10, 2011

    Borderline? You're Crazy!

    I have BPD, I was diagosed with it when I was eighteen, that was five years ago now. At the time of diagnoses I was not told much about it and it is only now that I am starting to understand it, through my own research. I was misdiagnosed for many years and I was put on several...
    lughnasa lughnasa
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 9, 2009

    Words Hurt.

    Today is April 9, 2012. Today my brother called me a ***** and a ****....I didn't think words could hurt me. Simple words can make me hurt? How is this possible? I fight everyday to avoid cutting again...and all he wants to do is try and hurt me. He always tells me that he's here...
    weepingblood21 weepingblood21
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 10, 2012

    Idk sometimes I was so happy then suddenly

    change to really depressed ?? dunno.. Bi polar maybe?
    Unstableteen Unstableteen
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Aug 25, 2014

    please someone tell me how do I kill my pet

    fish without letting it suffer
    bmarie1221 bmarie1221
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 11, 2015

    Together With Everything Else

    and one man named erik erikson said that unless you are emotionally stable, you will not be able to build a healthy and intimate relationship with another person. maybe that is why i am so hopeless when it comes to intimacy and all that. hopeless to the extent of wanting to give...
    madamoiselle madamoiselle
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jul 16, 2008

    i feel like 97% of my stories on here are

    nothing but a bunch of moping and depressing stories. i dont like my job because im emotionally unstable. i constantly worry about what people think of me. i think some people talk bad about me behind my back and if they were i wouldnt do anything. i dont see how much longer i...
    Aeril Aeril
    18-21, F
    Aug 20, 2015

    I never actually been diagnosed

    but i always feel that i am emotionally unstable. I cry about the littlest stupidest things. No one understands why i cry, and sometimes i dont understand it either. I always feel sad and empty. Its confusing. I generally try to be happy. Im easy to please and very low...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 14, 2013
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