I Am Emotionally Unstable

Don't cut. Don't relapse. It's okay. Everything will be fine. She'll stay. Your mom will care one day. They'll stop talking bad about you. They'll stop lying to you. Your friends will be there. Don't give up again. Breathe. Youre okay.

Been on the meds, feel like my familys tired of hearing .anyone wana give it a try?

i hate the fact that i am over emotional all the time...
i can't control my emotion
i just end up crying for no reason sometime just remembering thing
everynight before i go sleep i just lay in my bed for hours thinking mostly telling...

 I left my biological dad’ in Massachusetts and with a backpack full of all my belongings I started walking down the road.  I really didn’t feel I could go back to the farm in Pennsylvania with everyone thinking I was crazy.  My...

Today is April 9, 2012. Today my brother called me a bitch and a cunt....I didn't think words could hurt me. Simple words can make me hurt? How is this possible? I fight everyday to avoid cutting again...and all he wants to do is try...

I was okay a few hours ago, not great, but okay.
Now I'm just a mess. I can't stop fucking crying. I have all these thoughts swimming around in my head and I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
My therapist told me today "it...

I am both emotionally, mentally and even physically unstable. I smile while my heart cries. I cry when my heart smiles. I am bipolar and have PMDD, so my moods are unpredictable. And I have one leg longer than the other, amoung other...

yesterday was not so great..
my mom and i made a deal...i have to eat the same as her
because i can't do it on my own ..
if i make my own menus i will lose weight ,
if i do ...bad things will happen..
.i felt lost ..without a...

How do people think they can understand what I'm going through if I don't even know what I'm going through myself? I just can't talk to anyone about my depression anymore, it's almost as if it's impossible. I can't explain it, whenever...

I used to be so comfortable living my life. Then I got into a lot of trouble in 2001 and my life has been a nightmare ever since. I try so hard to stay positive and feel good about life, but the only stable emotion is depression. It's...

hai ^_^
It as been bout 2-3 years since i last cried from sadness.
since then i have battled with depression, self harm and all that shit .
i am basically out of it now but i am still unable to properly let my emotions out.

during...

Its exhausting. Now a days It seems I'm more down than up. There a days that I'm fine then there are days where I'm just plain miserable. I usually just hold everything inside. I don't like talking to other people about my problems. I...

I am still here....
I am still codependent with this site....
I am still clingy with my EP friends....

I am not yet stable enough to leave this world....

I'm 21 now, and through my life, certain things have happened that have, in a sense, over-sensatized my emotions. So now, almost anything remotely sad  can cause a reaction that results in a breakdown. Too much irritation can cause a...

So the next morning I got a ride but the driver wasn’t going as far as I wanted to go so he left me off at a turn in the road. I started thumbing again but noticed I was standing in front of another apple orchard so I left the...

Recently the source of my pain has been the same source of my pleasure...my best friend. I love being around her, yet no one else can break my heart quite the way she can. It's not even her fault; I'm a clingy introvert who wants to be...

But the next day was the same. No ride after another 5 or 6 hours. Finally I snapped and started hitch-hiking in the opposite direction with absolutely no idea as to where I was going. Now I figured this is insanity taking me over...

Nevertheless, I settled into my new environment of picking apples in the day and living with the Jamaicans at night. Then one rainy day when we weren’t picking fruit, I went hitching into town and saw a motorcycle for sale on...

So I'm hurt, like literally emotionally hurt, my ex boyfriend & I broke up 6 days ago, he said he was done & wasn't going to bother me till the next day he does bother me, so my friend & I went to his house to talk to his mother & him...