I Am Envious

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    I'm envious of the people

    that openly express their needs, what they like, what they don't like ..etc . I'm not a shy person but sometimes I just think I shouldn't be open about the things that I want . I don't know maybe because I get sick of people's judgment, maybe even sick of my own judgment...
    Psychedilc Psychedilc
    18-21, F
    Oct 18, 2014

    I love my girlfriend beyond anything you can

    possibly imagine. She's my soul mate. We're both met in our 30's and we both have similar mental health issues so she gets it but our life experiences are completely different. I've had to do everything on my own and take care of myself whilst treated like scum by family & so...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 21, 2015

    I Envy Too Much

    I am easily envious to the people I know, especially my friends. Whenever there's something good happened to them, I am always envy and deeply enraged by that. Maybe because I feel, I am not as good and as smart as them. I am lost. My life isn't that bad but I couldn't restrain...
    autumnmelody autumnmelody
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 21, 2013

    Envious And Hate It

    I am starting to feel envious of my friends that I think 'look' better than me, I don't have much friends and I think this is the reason.  I really want to snap out of this rut and appreciate these people for what they have and for what I don't.  I know the problem, I don't...
    promises5 promises5
    26-30
    Oct 5, 2011

    This Is Not Me. I Have To Get Over This.

    About ten years ago, I had a boyfriend, and we were together for seven years. I had hoped for commitment for a long time, and he had no interest in commitment or kids or anything that I wanted; he was essentially a large child. I stayed with him because we enjoyed each others...
    guavachick guavachick
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 30, 2012

    I See Young Ladies Independent And Being Loved

    I seen some young mothers with babies yesterday and I often see them with their husbands or their nice clothes and bags and eating out at myer cafes or working part time and driving nice cars and finishing their degrees and their husbands are nice looking too. and then I think...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jul 25, 2011

    I envy very many of my peers.

    I crave the normality of thier lives. Two of my close cousins my age graduated and went to prom last year and of course I wanted to do the same but I was really jealous of the fact they were normal rather than the actual experience if that makes sense.. Just a thought.
    justpathetic justpathetic
    18-21, F
    Dec 21, 2015

    I Want I Want I Want and I Want It Now!!!!!!!!

    I'm extremely jealous of this one person who just found out she's pregnant with the second kid. She just pissed me off by being all beamy about it. I am in no position to have another one right now. I'm also envious of other people's stability and health. I don't even know...
    AnnaLovesCoffee AnnaLovesCoffee
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 21, 2009

    My Dad's Newest "family"

    I hate his girlfriend and her 2 sons. They hurt me and Pookie so much emotionally. There have been so many times where I want to scream out:"GET THE **** OUT OF HERE! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! YOU RUINED ME, MY BROTHER, AND MY DAD'S BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIP AS A TINY FAMILY! YOU WILL...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 10, 2011

    i am envious of everyone

    who have their own group of friends..... and now i heard loud noises outside my room its my housemate's birthday and his friends are celebrating with him ....when they sing happy birthday to u happy birthday to u happy birthday to uuuuuuuu happy birthday to u.... my heart sank...
    fatdude123 fatdude123
    22-25, M
    May 8, 2014

    Envy is a typical human emotion.

    Universal, really. Everyone feels it about something. But for me, I feel it about odd things. I wish I had this, or I wish I had that, and honestly, it's frustrating and makes me feel like a bad person. My friend recently found a ferret. Yes, a ferret. Out in Arizona. It was...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 23, 2015

    I Need Help!

    i have this problem with one person.. in the beginning our relationship was ok. i was able to talk to her and even befriended her. but when this issues of family came and she was the problem (although i wasn't involved in the problem, she brought me there!) and she fought...
    spilledMYmilk spilledMYmilk
    22-25, F
    Feb 7, 2010

    Envious Of A Close Friend I'm Attracted To And Well I'm Just Envious.

    I'm envious of a close friend I've been attracted to. I've known on her on this fansite for many years now. She rejected me once because she was already in a long distance relationship and yeah she really liked him. When she broke up, I was hoping she come for me instead but she...
    rcc2012 rcc2012
    31-35, M
    May 13, 2012

    I Don't Have Friends

    I am envious of so many people for having someone to call when they need to talk or go out for a while. I hate that apart from my boyfriend I'm always so alone and every time I call someone they're unavailable. I'm envious of my boyfriend for having a life and constantly going...
    Vallkyrja Vallkyrja
    22-25, F
    Nov 5, 2011

    I Want To Be You.

    I want a ******* family that even half *** cares about me. Or at least real friends. I want to be that little kid getting in trouble because his parents actually give a ****! But no, I got the ******* short end of the stick. I hate all the rich people with there ******* money and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 30, 2011

    I'm Envious Of Being Loved

    I am feeling really envious of one of my friends now... u.u that's not good I wanna be her... She's attending a place, it's a kind of church... I went there many times before too and had a huge existential crisis because of that... In few words... I was raised in an empty...
    halfemptiness halfemptiness
    18-21, F
    Mar 19, 2010
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