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I Am Evil

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    Thoughts Of Killing

    i sometimes think im evil or that there is evil that i am creating its hard to tell sometimes. I sometimes think about killing my wife and my son, not the actually thought of the action but more the thought of the words. i actaully think the same way i talk sometimes. I think i...
    Deanisstilltrying Deanisstilltrying 22-25, M 5 Responses Mar 11, 2011

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    This Is Her

    This is her. She’s a part of me. Every day, she grows stronger. She begins to confine my being. To consume my mind. Ready for the onslaught. She’s behind everything, you see. She’s behind you, she’s behind me. She’s beautifully tragic. Psychopathic and vicious. She’s...
    TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8 18-21, F 9 Responses Sep 1, 2012

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    Its Mt Fault He Died

    Im wo sorry kirk im so sorry im so sorry....i didnt mean to omg im.so.sorry!!! I was just talking bout god with Casey he was explaing how god and the devil work how i need to ask god in my life and and i was i really was ans thts when ...thrs when it hapoened and kirk i killed u...
    iloveyou2014 iloveyou2014 18-21, F 1 Response May 12, 2013

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    ive been treated like a demon called one

    so why not start acting like one
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 6

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    Be Careful What You Wish For

    Most of my life, people had taken advantage of me, stolen from me, gotten violent with me, and as I got older, used me and tried to oppress me. I would wish every day that I would just become tougher and not take this **** from people anymore, but it just kept getting worse and...
    BabyBitchButterfly BabyBitchButterfly 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 15, 2013

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    Eeeevil!

    As evil as evil as you can get. Or so I'm led to believe anyway :) There's also absolutely nothing wrong with being evil, so long as you have the evil stare and cat to stroke then all is well. Until the ninjas attack from nowhere. Then there could be issues raised :)
    Luangi Luangi 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2008

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    More Baptist Than Westboro

    These are my minions ... And yes I force them to dress that way... The old man begs for death but ima make him live to see a hundred !
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 6, 2012

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    Yup Evil Like A Satan

    i m so evil from childhood i petend to be a nice person,caring,loving, etc., god's **** ut in real i m a real devil .....i love pain and sorrow and suffering i understand it but in  a wrong way, i like to hurt others i if given power i will create a hell on earth i know for sure...
    evilkilllingme evilkilllingme 22-25, F 8 Responses May 18, 2011

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    So Theres This Girl....

    You know, i think part of growing up is having new experience and trying new things and just saying **** it to everything and be as blunt as i want to be. So, i am actually in highschool right now, sophomore, 16, female. I have friends, some close ones some not-so-close ones...
    MyCupOfCoffee MyCupOfCoffee 13-15 May 13, 2013

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    Evil Little Girl :)

    Alot of people thinks im sweet and nice,but the people that knows me real good would call me nothing but evil. I dont know why but i can be evil at times,and be really mean. i mean the devil is evil and my lastname means devil,so i think i know where most of my evilness comes...
    demonicsangel2011 demonicsangel2011 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 1, 2011

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    My Nature As A Free Being

    I can be so generous, I can be your angel, your savior, your lover. But if I murder your whole family, please don't take it personally, I simply am free.
    ZarDashi ZarDashi 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 29, 2013

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    News News News!

    I have decided to attend Malicious University! That's right, I will. And I already know I'm going to major in poisoning. I'm also going to try a little bit of mad science, but we'll see... Oh, and how am I getting into such a prestigious school of evil? Well, naturally I went on...
    BloodRedShadow BloodRedShadow 18-21 1 Response Sep 1, 2013

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    Hello.

    Hi, I'm pretty damn evil. I enjoy relishing in peoples suffering, no matter how small or insignificant it is. Better yet, small animals. They're so defenseless, it makes it more fun. Now, I'm pretty damn certain that most of the people on this page aren't evil, but instead, cry...
    gematria gematria 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 25, 2013

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    Others

    I am looking for crazy,insane,villains,sick,weirdos,murders,lunatics,evil, not bound by the rules, if you are any of these or close then message me, I am looking to form the worlds first group of villains.
    SamTraveler16 SamTraveler16 16-17, M Nov 21, 2013

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    The Old Lady Speech

    I was kind too many times and i got nothing but frustration . Enough with the times of silence , bring the darkness , let me swim in that ocean till the dark waters get into my lungs and take my life away .
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    The Succubus:

    The Attractive Female Psychopath is a very dangerous combination... I must be nice because I look nice."You're a nice girl, I can tell.""You're such a pretty girl, I can tell you're a good person" Since when did looks and personality coincide? Who knows? Though at times I am...
    FemalePsychopath FemalePsychopath 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    A Little Bit But Not Much..

    I'm not entirely evil but i have been taken advantage of numerous times.....I've never struck out against anyone or tried to kill them or anything....i've never murdered anyone or done anything else bad to them... I only resort to such things if i am driven over the edge...but I...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Apr 25, 2013

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    Between Villains.

    The beast is having a feast killing children in the Middle east This hunger I don't want to cease **** the world, piece by piece your souls are mine, you signed the lease You'll soon be begging on your knees The gods all squirm, they saying please they wheeze that my ascension to...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 5 Responses Aug 17, 2013

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    I swear to ******* god,

    the thing I hate the most is an *** kisser. You may hate me, "not 'like' me", but there is one thing about me, and that is that i'm REAL. If i'm against something, i'm not gonna kiss your *** and be on the same side. The difference between me and my HALF brother, is that I don't...
    LaceinBlack LaceinBlack 22-25, F Dec 18, 2013

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    I've been called evil,

    a monster, and I even had someone say 'Diablo' when I walked passed them. All of these statements are true. I've done some very messed up and cruel stuff to people who have cared about me the most. I was intentions of changing my ways, but sometimes I feel as if I've done so...
    proudjamerican proudjamerican 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I think that I'm being manipulated by satan I

    hear voices and I do bad things I can't help it I am also sure that I am not human I have a screwed up past I tried to get something to fix me i even like biting my bones it's really bad someone with a mutual problem we can collaborate and stuff ugh...... (Migraine )
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 3

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    Evil Is Me....

    I feel evil! Sometimes I have thoughts and images in my head they are not nice thoughts believe me. Sometimes I feel like I am possessed by the blood in my veins that I was born evil and it is all I will ever be evil to the core and nothing more.
    Cetana Cetana 26-30, F 5 Responses May 20, 2011

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    I Am B....!!

    Yeah that is me. I used to be nice to everyone, now I just make fun of everyone. I don't how I got here but I know that I am mean. My sisters and friends tell me everyday that I am mean and not just unkind but the kind of mean that makes people cry. I don't mean to be this way...
    Brokenyounglife Brokenyounglife 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7, 2013

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    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2012

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    People Think I'm Kind

    A lot of people don't believe I could be evil but I can't escape that I must be. A vampire is always evil.
    dataworm dataworm 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    Communist, And Cold

    You see, unlike others, I am not ashamed to be evil. I am a bloodthirsty, ambitious, and devious person. Whoever says something behind my back, will most certainly find a knife in their back sometime in the near distant future. Did I mention that I am also Communist? Yes. I do...
    12YearOldCommunist 12YearOldCommunist 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 13, 2013

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    SweetAlone13 SweetAlone13 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I refuse to go along with religious insanity.

    I refuse to go along with the status quo. I refuse to go along with gender roles. I refuse to go along with a fandom's victim complex. Every time I spoke out against these things, I was put down. I was treated like I was the bad guy. Sometimes, it feels like I'm just the...
    IDidntWantToSignUp IDidntWantToSignUp 18-21 Sep 2

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    I wish if my sister in Syria

    so she can die with them . & I will throw a party in her funeral .
    emkayonexx emkayonexx 16-17, F Apr 3

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    Sadistic Joy

    Split open a skull or two To find some peace of mind. And tear out souls and dreams For the love that was never had. Cruelty knows many names So mine may as well be one, Though yours is purity and sweetness. Stab my own heart, Twist the blade counterclockwise, And let...
    SmilesGoForMiles SmilesGoForMiles 18-21, M Sep 29, 2013

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    God's Cruel Joke-----

    Death, Deliverance, life is God's cruel joke, cause when were alive we think we live but all thats ahead is Death!!! The voices screaming withinin my mind,... "tonight on the blood of them all, like Kings among Demons shall we dine".... and these words are starting to sound so...
    DeepSmurf DeepSmurf 31-35, M Nov 28, 2013

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    Once you have angered me you no longer exist to

    me. I will not help you in any shape or form. If you were drowning I'd let you lay at the bottom if the ocean as I watch with deep content. I will not try to ruin your life but I will be there to observe as it crumbles to pieces and falls to the ground. thus I swear.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 2

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    I've Come to Terms With Being Evil

    This is something I used to fight, but I now accept the evil inside of me.  I know some people might not like it, but I can't please everyone.
    ag123 ag123 41-45 26 Responses Feb 5, 2008

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    Pure Evil I'm Told

    Yes I am evil and my heart (at this point) is pretty much stone cold. Frankly, I hate it when people around me are happy while I'm not, so what do I do to change that? I take my anger and frustration out on them until they feel the same way I do. Is it wrong? Of course it is. Do...
    TheHatedOne246 TheHatedOne246 22-25, F 9 Responses Aug 6, 2012

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    How I Became Evil....

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ln2vDm4gzII&feature=youtube_gdata_player
    Katio Katio 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    AeternasRebellionis AeternasRebellionis 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    The Group's Title Is Self-Explanatory

    Why am I evil you wonder? I drink coffee without sugar sometimes and then I'm overwhelmed with guilt.
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 13, 2013

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    Not Surprised

    You Are 90% Evil You're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you!
    IcarusFalling IcarusFalling 31-35, M 4 Responses May 29, 2009

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    I'm Sorry

    I apologize for not being very evil lately.  In fact, I've been finding myself to be especially nice on EP lately. I'm going to work harder to show what an ******* I am and how truly evil I am. Thank you for your patience.
    ag123 ag123 41-45 41 Responses Feb 13, 2008

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    SamTraveler16 SamTraveler16 16-17, M Feb 7

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    The Truth

    The 'truth' is that I'm just evil. I think and act evil. I'm not sure why or what it is. I just wasn't born a good person. Maybe it was child abuse. I'm not genious enough. That and the hounding for behaving differently. At least the ups and downs and traps in people's...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 2 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    WolfForever14 WolfForever14 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Being Nice Is Evil

    Not caring about people's feelings (ie "being evil") is far, far more merciful than being over sympathetic. Because when you "care" too much then you end up in situations that ironically make everyone really miserable. Say for example you are in a...
    niceguyinhell niceguyinhell 31-35, M 5 Responses Jan 31, 2009

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    I Most Certianly Am

    I used to be a great loving person full of life and happyness and understanding and compassion who never yelled but now if im scared or hurt than i yell and i get angry i hide everything bad like sandeesss ny lonely ness into anger and im sorry
    iloveyou2014 iloveyou2014 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 9, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Something just occurred to me. I had thought to ask a question, something along the lines of "Do you like to consider yourself evil? If so, why?" Then it occurred to me that anyone...
    PurpleGlassPalace PurpleGlassPalace 26-30 2 Responses Sep 5

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    Yesss ! That good lookin pancakes also have so many sugar inside(sugar is the evilist evil)
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F Aug 27

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    No, it's not about that we all do some bad things in our lives. I think people in general are naturally evil. All those little things we say affect someone, but most people just...
    Balkan1996 Balkan1996 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    How on earth did this get in my experiences. I don't like mean people or evil people. And for some reason I can't erase this
    ICRETO ICRETO 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    All that is necessary for evil to succeed is for good men to do nothing.' (Edmund Burke, 1729 - 1797)
    Moca2014 Moca2014 26-30 1 Response Aug 22

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    I now, publicly curse ever post (not people) on EP that is elevating any kind of evilness. I now bless all the people who are making attempts to encourage and help others on EP...
    Ahumblefollower Ahumblefollower 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    No More Abuse - My Accounts of Being In A Abusive Relationship 15 Yrs + (To a Narcissist, psychopath, demonic person)** Once my life slowed down a bit I could look back and see a...
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    I admire the antagonist. I've always been such a wimp when it comes to doing wrong. I've wondered what it would be like to be like the typical villian in a movie or book where...
    Aquatica Aquatica 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 29

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