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I Am Experiencing A Change

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    Wtf?

    I don't know if it is permanent. I don't know if I am getting old, or complacent, or what. But my life, my daily feelings, my mind, all my black and twisted hate, it's changing. I've mellowed before, and that might be it again, the testosterone level in my body dropping. Or my...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M 8 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    Remember

    This is my new attitude: "I will do whatever my heart truly desires. No longer will I let others control my life, because this is my life, and no one elses."
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2011

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    A Good One

    When I signed up to this website I was un happy with my life. I wanted to know why I was so shy at 21 it didn't make much sense to me because I got it in my head that everyone my age was outgoing and "loud" so I went to google and it brought a link to someones story on this...
    RHSK143 RHSK143 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2011

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    On Workers Comp!

    Can't take much more, bad enough to be injured but fighting the system is worse than the pain from my injury. I am at the end of my career, but never intended to go out this way! I loved my employer and my job. I know I can not do my job but I feel like I have to Constantly...
    Jeantalk Jeantalk 61-65 3 Responses Feb 13, 2012

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    Sick of truth,assumptions

    and so called sanity.If reality is this,i would better choose lies and become insane.its inexplicable when people changes right in front of our eyes.Grown-ups are always so cactus-like creatures.Thats why i dont want to grow up.The things which were abnormal till yesterday...
    Revika Revika 16-17, F Apr 15, 2014

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    "Late night convos with the right person" No.

    Its not about the right person. Its just another late night and you're up and chatting with a random person who happens to be awake at the same time and BANG! You decide to put your heart out to that person as if you couldn't do it in daytime. And then starts another saga of...
    mishtysona mishtysona 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 5, 2014

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    I Have Decided To Change.

    It took me so long to make this decision even at this age of 61 yrs.I have been hanging on to my past and let current painful issues hit me real hard.THEN ENOUGH IS ENOUGH HAPPENS.Joining EP and reading sharings has been a great help.Everyday i am experiencing some changes...
    unshakable unshakable 61-65, F 24 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    Ever Since New Years....

    First let me start by stating: I'm one of those people who could spend his entire life living in his own head. I enjoy dreams, and fantasies, thinking about things that will never ever happen. Things that are so amazing and beautiful, there's no place for them in this world. I...
    TheDarkTower TheDarkTower 31-35, M 27 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    12th Story-i Am Experiencing A Change.

    EP is a wonderful site.It came so timely for me.I was so engrossed in self pity and my health challenges that my depression was gettiing worse.Having no one around makes my day harder to pass.I stunbled into EP and it has change my life gradually till now.Its an eye opener to...
    unshakable unshakable 61-65, F 4 Responses Jun 6, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    And so can every single one of you. An alter ego is usually a conscious construction. For example, remember the way you feel like when you walk out of the theater after watching...
    slipdasystem slipdasystem 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I'm feeling love sick. I think I'm experiencing unrequited love and I can't help but write a poem. :(( I want to shout her name And I hope she hears it I know that it's a shame...
    OhTrouble OhTrouble 22-25, F Jan 21

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    "Everything Changes"StaindIf you just walked awayWhat could I really say?Would it matter anyway?Would it change how you feel?I am the mess you choseThe closet you cannot closeThe...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F Jan 3

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    No matter what changes I made to my self or the way I live, I can not change how things are in my life, or how they are going. I have been single all my life, never was a girl...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    It is hard for me to believe how when time flies,unbelievable changes happen to people.We could never anticipate or predict such changes.One example would be me.I never knew how...
    anntreebridge anntreebridge 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I changed my therapist and today had a great session just letting the frustrations out ..... So much going on in my life that I need to explore and understand what direction to...
    saxappeal saxappeal 46-50, F 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Hate,loathe it,despise it.I have a fear of change just the word scares me,I hate anything that will shake my little comfort zone that i seem to hang on to for dear life..Fear is...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F Jan 7

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    When I first joined here, I was looking for other men who are growing or trying to grow moobs. That was my only motivation. Things change. As I came here I discovered that many...
    onefourfun4u onefourfun4u 61-65, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    Sometimes there are things in our life that aren’t meant to stay. Sometimes change may not be what we want. Sometimes change is what we really need. And sometimes saying goodbye...
    persayous persayous 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Change scares me. My old friends from school changed and I don't talk to them anymore. It seems better to be out of their lives since I can't change. My family grew apart and now...
    PoopieNoodle PoopieNoodle 18-21, F Jan 12

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    I like when some one can change the job, clothes, location, attitude or may be the size of your trousers..Change is a constant element we all tend to defy but we do change in our...
    DSireR DSireR 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Im trying to make "changes" trying key word here..Yeah im being hypocritical right now cause it's 5:27 am and im here instead of sleeping but whatever..I need to write let off some...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    There's lots of things I'd like to change, but realise that's impossible. I mean how to do change other people, making them more tolerant, open minded, less selfish... can't be...
    MistyMoon1 MistyMoon1 41-45, F 8 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I woke up this morning feeling sad because last night I wasn't with the people I wanted to be with and didn't have much fun. I'm hoping that this year will be better for me and...
    alostone alostone 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Hello friends. Here's something I've been wanting to share with someone. This is where I might sound unpleasant and spiteful, if you read my post about just joining the website. I...
    drumbumak drumbumak 18-21, F Jan 18

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    Say it ain't so......Hmmmm to be the change you wanna see...I wanna see promises never possibles...I wanna see foreseeable moments not inestimable moments...I wanna see pain egress...
    LosNLove LosNLove 36-40, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Its the truth and as long as its true, I am good. My past has some major things in it I would love to change but I can't. I can, however, change my underwear and make my own food...
    garionrox garionrox 51-55 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I know i resist change a lot..It's hard..I hope I can change,I need to.it's just f**cking hard.I start doing things that are good for me than I'll stop and revert back to doing the...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have been a battered girlfriend. physically, emotionally, verbally amd mentally. Hi! i am 20 years old, this is all about my ex boyfriend of two years. we met at school we...
    kArmen0314 kArmen0314 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    "can't change the world unless we change ourselves"
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M Dec 30, 2014

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    New year!!!New Spirits n Resolutions too!!! then y the old n same me??? so I hv finally decided to change...what to change still remains undecided bt some definite goals in my...
    Mughee Mughee 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    It's 2015! I will forget him! Those who worked up to make me feel special then later admitted I was nothing. Hopefully this year changes a lot.. My only wish.
    Beautybomb Beautybomb 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 1

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    Someone just welcomed me to the neighborhood and wished me a happy new year as I was moving a dresser. Moving sucks and I have a few people helping out so I have no room to move...
    Jennerrous Jennerrous 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 1

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    The disability I am born with I can't really change that I'm stuck with it forever its so hard to accept that I can't change that because I really want to but can't
    Wolfy14 Wolfy14 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    I had blue eyes up until age ten or so; then they changed to green, and since then, they seem to change--hazel-blue, hazel, green, green-gray...list goes on >.>
    sunatdawn214 sunatdawn214 16-17, F Jan 3

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    I know that it cannot be. I know you did the right thing. I question whether or not your feelings got in the way, but it doesn't matter . I didn't matter enough for your honesty...
    starkizzed21 starkizzed21 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 6

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    I have no such regrets of my past. They made me who I am today, but I do regret some of the decisions I made in my past. Missed opportunities. Could have had the love of my life...
    Dictatorse Dictatorse 22-25, M 6 Responses Jan 10

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    I honestly know that what has happened to me in the past cannot be changed but, it's preventing me from moving on. I'm struggling 24/7 here. I'm meant to forgive and forget, accept...
    ScarM3 ScarM3 16-17, F Jan 10

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    They are making many changes in the down town. Many businesses are going and there are many changes. Business closings are upsetting to many people in my town. These are local...
    socialskillstraining socialskillstraining 31-35, M Jan 13

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    For the first time ever I'm going to change a part of me that needs to be changed. I have a demon but I don't want him, he is so bad I would rather cut myself the rest of my life...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    It would really be nice... But let's be honest, overnight change is something that is too taxing on someone's being to actually happen, so I have to change it one step at a time...
    YetAnotherStoic YetAnotherStoic 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 15

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    I've changed so much from my picture, I'm not brunette I'm blonde and I've changed so much inside holy crap
    Suicidesilenced Suicidesilenced 13-15, F Jan 15

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    I wanted to be your all, I wanted to be everything, I want to be your every need.....I wanted to do everything and anything for you, be all your need....I wanted to be your one...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Jan 16

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    Have you ever met someone who just had something about them, maybe you weren't sure what the purpose was but you could feel it? Not being able to put your finger on exactly what is...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    Failed relationships change me. Especially the one that ended really bad. I'll never be the same girl I was before, they say don't become who hurt you and I will not. I won't be a...
    Aliyaa2 Aliyaa2 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 18

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    There are scars visible each having a story behind, left to be gazed upon time and time, I let them take over, The past reflecting and hurting me as the first and last, I can't...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    She wanted to rid herself of the past, rid herself of the weight being carried around every day. Never have been one to share true raw emotions with others, but rather smile and...
    JustAGirLinAbaR JustAGirLinAbaR 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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