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I Am Experiencing A Change

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    I Have Decided To Change.

    It took me so long to make this decision even at this age of 61 yrs.I have been hanging on to my past and let current painful issues hit me real hard.THEN ENOUGH IS ENOUGH HAPPENS.Joining EP and reading sharings has been a great help.Everyday i am experiencing some changes...
    unshakable unshakable 61-65, F 24 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    Wtf?

    I don't know if it is permanent. I don't know if I am getting old, or complacent, or what. But my life, my daily feelings, my mind, all my black and twisted hate, it's changing. I've mellowed before, and that might be it again, the testosterone level in my body dropping. Or my...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M 8 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    Sick of truth,assumptions

    and so called sanity.If reality is this,i would better choose lies and become insane.its inexplicable when people changes right in front of our eyes.Grown-ups are always so cactus-like creatures.Thats why i dont want to grow up.The things which were abnormal till yesterday...
    Revika Revika 13-15, F Apr 15

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    12th Story-i Am Experiencing A Change.

    EP is a wonderful site.It came so timely for me.I was so engrossed in self pity and my health challenges that my depression was gettiing worse.Having no one around makes my day harder to pass.I stunbled into EP and it has change my life gradually till now.Its an eye opener to...
    unshakable unshakable 61-65, F 4 Responses Jun 6, 2010

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    Ever Since New Years....

    First let me start by stating: I'm one of those people who could spend his entire life living in his own head. I enjoy dreams, and fantasies, thinking about things that will never ever happen. Things that are so amazing and beautiful, there's no place for them in this world. I...
    TheDarkTower TheDarkTower 31-35, M 29 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    Remember

    This is my new attitude: "I will do whatever my heart truly desires. No longer will I let others control my life, because this is my life, and no one elses."
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2011

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    A Good One

    When I signed up to this website I was un happy with my life. I wanted to know why I was so shy at 21 it didn't make much sense to me because I got it in my head that everyone my age was outgoing and "loud" so I went to google and it brought a link to someones story on this...
    RHSK143 RHSK143 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2011

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    On Workers Comp!

    Can't take much more, bad enough to be injured but fighting the system is worse than the pain from my injury. I am at the end of my career, but never intended to go out this way! I loved my employer and my job. I know I can not do my job but I feel like I have to Constantly...
    Jeantalk Jeantalk 61-65 3 Responses Feb 13, 2012

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    "Late night convos with the right person" No.

    Its not about the right person. Its just another late night and you're up and chatting with a random person who happens to be awake at the same time and BANG! You decide to put your heart out to that person as if you couldn't do it in daytime. And then starts another saga of...
    mishtysona mishtysona 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I believe people can change good and bad. My ex is a great example of this. We dated all threw high school and we had a great relationship we had a lot of things in common as far...
    Chicgeekgal Chicgeekgal 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    i dont want to change and you cant force me! i am who i am.i cant change myself bcz you dont love it! got it??????or i should repeat it again????? whispering this song : i dont...
    00roshana00 00roshana00 18-21, F Sep 2

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    my therapist tells me to accept that I cant change this man. what does that mean-to accept how he is. I fear accepting that it means all possibilities of change is gone and I...
    4u2heed 4u2heed 26-30, F Sep 4

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    I can't change my attitude. I can't change the mole on my neck. I can't change my parents divorce. I can't change a lot of things. And I'm learning that it's better to let them be...
    KaylaJackie KaylaJackie 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    Im gonna fix my F'd up life ! :P :D Hold me to it if you care to. I'll be grateful. Ask me how im doing with the plan. For all of you that are looking for a change, here are 11...
    sum1ab sum1ab 46-50, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    There are parts of my life I, like so many others, would love to change but can't for many reasons. I have always wanted to have a better relationship with my mother. I had hoped...
    Youget Youget 46-50, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    We grow older and perhaps even wiser but that wisdom just means we understand even more how much we can't change but somehow must accept. Our youthful selves tells us we can change...
    lllewyd lllewyd 56-60, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    Change is something thats inevitable. I guess I should really have to believe it myself. Its something that you can't avoid no matter how hard you try to run away from it. And I...
    sayangeiram sayangeiram 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 27

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    Change!! You can't spell challenge without change. It's hard for a egg to become a bird. But a egg can never learn how to fly. If your going to rise to the challenge, You have...
    whome67 whome67 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 31

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    I'm ready for a change but change is not going to come so fast my brain i think is going to explode i share my life with thoughts that bring me grif,i'm going to wait this will...
    blackweirdcat blackweirdcat 46-50, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Don't ever try to change me. Once I was bisexual and had a crush on a guy and a girl, a friend of mine tried to change my opinion saying I couldn't have kids with the guy and it...
    shaun987 shaun987 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Well, I have been trying and still trying.... I can't change the fact that I live overseas and won't be back in my country to live for good...that I won't be able just to phone my...
    Eloisiane Eloisiane 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I have hit a rut in my life! Things where I am have not been great, and I really need to make a change!! Not sure how, but i have always found changing location works good when I...
    Panth69 Panth69 46-50, M Aug 18

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    Let's Make a Long Story Short :)Age 4; sexually abused. Age 5-13; childhood with divorced parents and bad memories. Age 12; first time I cut myself. Age 13; first spark of love...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I've changed my profile picture before, for a few days or so but for the most part I have stuck with the picture (well really it's painting) of bubbles. I've even grown a bit...
    Friability Friability 18-21 Aug 20

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    I can't sleep very well. I mean everythin went fine with rehearsals buh they made a change in the script which now I come to bed has really thrown me :O they don't want me to come...
    hanntiger1 hanntiger1 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    I think I need a diaper change. Because I had pe*d and po*ped it about an hour a go. Now it has leaked onto my onesie. The diaper is really heavy and has a great big bump in the...
    diaper1and2 diaper1and2 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 2

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    Before I had curly telephone wire hair and everyone that time took a second look when I pass. Now I got my hair rebonded and dyed. I can't get my normal hair back now!!! Not only...
    UOLAUC UOLAUC 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    Yes. I agree with this statement. We have the ability to plan and change the future but not the past.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    At least id like to think I'm trying. I can't really change certain peoples opinions about me if they think I'm out of the norm or weird or think something. or that im different...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    Actually, I believe that one person can change *your life. I don't think anyone can change it I'd you are life.
    wannabeweightless wannabeweightless 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    If you keep being who you were, you can never change who you are
    TxRocker TxRocker 46-50, M Sep 8

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    It's complicated. I was young, open-minded, curious, alive. I figured out I was a therian. I kind of got to know myself more, I changed. I turned into this dark, sadistic, self...
    EmberWolf EmberWolf 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So, I changed my username to a seemingly better handle than it previously was, personal choice of course, I use this particular name throughout my poetry and writings, don't get me...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I was abused all my life...physically , mentally , verbally...all of it . I was constantly put down and told I am simply not good enough and I will never be good enough , weather...
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    I really do find it fascinating how we change from year to year, relationship to relationship, experience by experience...how we all grow and mature, how our thinking changes and...
    ConfusedAgainAlways ConfusedAgainAlways 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I left one country to move to another one, and though it was a good move, I changed the scenery but not the freakin situation. The situation being me. I'm back to doing things I...
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    "Here's to the crazy once, the misfits, the troublemakers, the round pages in the square holes, the once who see things differently. They are not fond to rules and they have no...
    PassionInYourLife PassionInYourLife 13-15, M 4 days ago

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