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    Wtf?

    I don't know if it is permanent. I don't know if I am getting old, or complacent, or what. But my life, my daily feelings, my mind, all my black and twisted hate, it's changing. I've mellowed before, and that might be it again, the testosterone level in my body dropping. Or my...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M 8 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    12th Story-i Am Experiencing A Change.

    EP is a wonderful site.It came so timely for me.I was so engrossed in self pity and my health challenges that my depression was gettiing worse.Having no one around makes my day harder to pass.I stunbled into EP and it has change my life gradually till now.Its an eye opener to...
    unshakable unshakable 61-65, F 4 Responses Jun 6, 2010

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    Ever Since New Years....

    First let me start by stating: I'm one of those people who could spend his entire life living in his own head. I enjoy dreams, and fantasies, thinking about things that will never ever happen. Things that are so amazing and beautiful, there's no place for them in this world. I...
    TheDarkTower TheDarkTower 31-35, M 27 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    "Late night convos with the right person" No.

    Its not about the right person. Its just another late night and you're up and chatting with a random person who happens to be awake at the same time and BANG! You decide to put your heart out to that person as if you couldn't do it in daytime. And then starts another saga of...
    mishtysona mishtysona 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 5, 2014

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    Remember

    This is my new attitude: "I will do whatever my heart truly desires. No longer will I let others control my life, because this is my life, and no one elses."
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2011

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    On Workers Comp!

    Can't take much more, bad enough to be injured but fighting the system is worse than the pain from my injury. I am at the end of my career, but never intended to go out this way! I loved my employer and my job. I know I can not do my job but I feel like I have to Constantly...
    Jeantalk Jeantalk 61-65 3 Responses Feb 13, 2012

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    Sick of truth,assumptions

    and so called sanity.If reality is this,i would better choose lies and become insane.its inexplicable when people changes right in front of our eyes.Grown-ups are always so cactus-like creatures.Thats why i dont want to grow up.The things which were abnormal till yesterday...
    Revika Revika 16-17, F Apr 15, 2014

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    I Have Decided To Change.

    It took me so long to make this decision even at this age of 61 yrs.I have been hanging on to my past and let current painful issues hit me real hard.THEN ENOUGH IS ENOUGH HAPPENS.Joining EP and reading sharings has been a great help.Everyday i am experiencing some changes...
    unshakable unshakable 61-65, F 20 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    In my youth I was arrogant ,reckless, and ignorant. I acted solely to help only myself and I didn't see the truth because I did not wish to see. I did things I wasn't proud of...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    My demons are cutting me out.. I'm feeling like I'm drowning deep underneath the sea. I can't see any light other than the lights predators emit to catch me. I'm not sure which way...
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    i will never change my self for someone. i will change if i see something wrong in me. i dont want you to tell me, you just accept me or reject me.
    mkdpk mkdpk 41-45, M 11 hrs ago

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    People be like..."You changed" i be like "No i havent changed, i have grown , from a caterpillar to a beautiful colorful butterfly...
    sparksspunk sparksspunk 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    I'm a product of my own imagination. What I imagine I am, I become. I tell myself I am good, but that's because I'm deciding to be what I call good. All my worries and fears are...
    AlphaGoat AlphaGoat 31-35, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am who i am . And i know i need to chamge... I just hate myself and i need to change that. I am clumsy and i need to change that. My way of living is insufficient and i need to...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    Sometimes resigning yourself to the fact that your life is difficult, maybe more than others and being okay with this fact and maybe trying to make a difference to someones life...
    SunlightSeeker SunlightSeeker 26-30, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    There are so many things that I could change about my life but actually pointing out where the change needs to begin is beyond me. I think at times that I am only 23 and I don't...
    who317 who317 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I really want to change my life. But  first of all i want to change myself first. So here's 10 things that on my top list to change myself. 1. No more mast ur bate 2. No more p0r...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I cant change my past but iam now going. To do my best to make a great future for myself iam going to grow up and stop messing. My life up and become a better person help...
    Joanne181 Joanne181 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Our time of existence is feeble, but not because time is, but because our (individual) life is, there's no certainty, that's dealing with life: dealing with uncertainty, because...
    oneiric13 oneiric13 26-30, M Jan 29

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    I know one has already. It didn't work out but I'm thankful that it happened and I wait with increasing impatience to find the next person who will be that great change for me.
    Steelquill Steelquill 22-25, M Jan 28

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    I had never really met a person who had made me question everything about myself-my job, the way I view my relationships with my family, the way I view myself, my anxiety, my...
    sweetsexxylexy sweetsexxylexy 22-25, F Jan 28

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    I hate change, I am the kind of person who doesn't mind routine much, in the sense that, if you take me to a restaurant and I order something that I like, I will order the same...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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    i only visit this site whenever i feel unhappy or depressed,so people might think i'm nerveous brake down..My questions and stories are obviously not super bright. But yes i do...
    babyblueeee babyblueeee 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I changed my picture again, I get so tired of the same picture, LOL:)
    JennyTom JennyTom 41-45, F 26 Responses Jan 27

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    I'm so excited about moving...It's a new chance to start all over ...Meet new people, new job,new college ...I've learned from mistakes and my past.... I'm still growing and...
    Bronzeroses Bronzeroses 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    The only way I get something new from life, is when the changes happens. Unfortunately, I'm unable to produce those changes due to my lack of will to even try, if not the fear of...
    exodialp626 exodialp626 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    Indeed Failed Relations , Change a Person. .. We get to know our selves more , A person can change for Good or bad We learn something about ourselves, We Grow as a Person...
    Amnik Amnik 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    Totally true! Failed relationships will either change you in a good or bad way. Personally for me, I've changed in a good way and even if things have been hard and or difficult I...
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    All these years i let myself haunted by my own insecurities, i let myself absorbed all the negativities i don't even deserve. I settled for less, fear change. Avoiding anything...
    blitzkrieg7 blitzkrieg7 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    I'm hoping it doesn't end up being a change for the worse.
    savoy2 savoy2 46-50, M Jan 25

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    People that are empaths. We all see the world differently. Remember that outrageous lottery pot ? Everyone was talking about what to do with the money how to handle the money. I...
    Forsakenbeauty33 Forsakenbeauty33 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    I had fun with my uncle all day and been workin hard on my editing. My uncle left 10 minutes ago and for some reason, I've been lookin at the cookies we made and I just cried a...
    CreepypastaFan2016 CreepypastaFan2016 16-17, F Jan 24

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    I changed my name a few times. I change it to fit my evolving life. I started with HeartBreakHurts. Then I slowly started healing so I changed it to HealingTakesTime Now I...
    CleansedSoul CleansedSoul 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    I know I can't go back to the time to change or delete my mistakes but I can accept that they are meant to happen, that God has a plan for me and I just have to trust him...
    LightHigami LightHigami 13-15 1 Response Jan 24

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    Today I thought back to a couple of years ago, I thought of the things that i was doing with my life and the person that I was. And what I noticed was that I am no longer that...
    Bluetoxicity Bluetoxicity 18-21, F Jan 23

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    Haha so... One time I was using the pool in my backyard, a few years ago so I was around 17. I thought I was home alone, so I decided I would just climb out of the pool, dry off...
    CGee20 CGee20 18-21, M Jan 23

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    Take hope! You have options that you cannot see right now! It is not that you do not have options, it is just that you cannot SEE them. Evil forces cloud our minds from seeing the...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F Jan 23

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    My name is Lilian Nyaguthie Mwai, am a Kenyan citizen living in Finland. I have decided to come out and share my story so the world can know that racial segregation still exists. I...
    Marvelas Marvelas 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    i know its changed who i am completely. something i can Never forget. ive learned too much to ever forget any of it....and i know its made me a better person for me....maybe not...
    misssuppression misssuppression 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I so desperately want a sex change and seeing this is so ispiring for me for some day I hope my dream comes true so I can wear these everyday when I finally get to become a woman I...
    wtbwoman wtbwoman 41-45, T 2 Responses Jan 22

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    And now I am working hard to make it an inner change for the better, but it is so far from easy.
    awebventure awebventure 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 22

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