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I Am Experiencing A Change

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    Ever Since New Years....

    First let me start by stating: I'm one of those people who could spend his entire life living in his own head. I enjoy dreams, and fantasies, thinking about things that will never ever happen. Things that are so amazing and beautiful, there's no place for them in this world. I...
    TheDarkTower TheDarkTower 31-35, M 27 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    Wtf?

    I don't know if it is permanent. I don't know if I am getting old, or complacent, or what. But my life, my daily feelings, my mind, all my black and twisted hate, it's changing. I've mellowed before, and that might be it again, the testosterone level in my body dropping. Or my...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M 8 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    On Workers Comp!

    Can't take much more, bad enough to be injured but fighting the system is worse than the pain from my injury. I am at the end of my career, but never intended to go out this way! I loved my employer and my job. I know I can not do my job but I feel like I have to Constantly...
    Jeantalk Jeantalk 61-65 3 Responses Feb 13, 2012

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    "Late night convos with the right person" No.

    Its not about the right person. Its just another late night and you're up and chatting with a random person who happens to be awake at the same time and BANG! You decide to put your heart out to that person as if you couldn't do it in daytime. And then starts another saga of...
    mishtysona mishtysona 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    12th Story-i Am Experiencing A Change.

    EP is a wonderful site.It came so timely for me.I was so engrossed in self pity and my health challenges that my depression was gettiing worse.Having no one around makes my day harder to pass.I stunbled into EP and it has change my life gradually till now.Its an eye opener to...
    unshakable unshakable 61-65, F 4 Responses Jun 6, 2010

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    Sick of truth,assumptions

    and so called sanity.If reality is this,i would better choose lies and become insane.its inexplicable when people changes right in front of our eyes.Grown-ups are always so cactus-like creatures.Thats why i dont want to grow up.The things which were abnormal till yesterday...
    Revika Revika 13-15, F Apr 15

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    Remember

    This is my new attitude: "I will do whatever my heart truly desires. No longer will I let others control my life, because this is my life, and no one elses."
    BellaFairy BellaFairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2011

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    I Have Decided To Change.

    It took me so long to make this decision even at this age of 61 yrs.I have been hanging on to my past and let current painful issues hit me real hard.THEN ENOUGH IS ENOUGH HAPPENS.Joining EP and reading sharings has been a great help.Everyday i am experiencing some changes...
    unshakable unshakable 61-65, F 24 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    A Good One

    When I signed up to this website I was un happy with my life. I wanted to know why I was so shy at 21 it didn't make much sense to me because I got it in my head that everyone my age was outgoing and "loud" so I went to google and it brought a link to someones story on this...
    RHSK143 RHSK143 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2011

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    I can't change the world and I'd be crazy thinking I can! I can only change myself for the better and at best hope others will do the same. It all comes down to a matter of choice...
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    strangers -> best friends -> strangers again.. wow this happens f*****g frequently in my life :/ I'm tired of losing my friends.. I'm just wondering how can a person change so...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    So I've been an only child for my whole life, and I've been happy. Change is the only thing I have ever really feared. But. . .today my mother told told me she's pregnant, and...
    PadfootPandora PadfootPandora 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    Do You Want To Change The World? Has there ever been a time when you wanted to change the world? If you have just said no I don't believe you! At some point, I believe that we...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Dec 7

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    Staying the same is my comfort zone!I guess I'm afraid of change because every change i've had that i know of has been bad...I always like planning and always been organised so...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    But why do they always try to change me. I wrote this. Nothins gonna change if you can't change your heart. Lifes more than a stage. Nothing comes together till something comes...
    GivaCafeMatin GivaCafeMatin 56-60, M Dec 11

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    I not easy. I can't change the fact that my bf is an impulsive spender. I can't change the fact the he lies a lot of the time. I can't change the fact that he doesn't like me...
    Butterflywings1987 Butterflywings1987 26-30, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I can't change the choices I've already made, and I can't go back in time. However, I can change the choices I make from now onward, and reflect on the actions I have made to learn...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 22

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    game3personal game3personal 22-25, M Nov 21

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    I HAVE to feel that I'm in control of everything...if I feel out-of-control...then I have anxiety & depression. Even if I'm not in control of anything...I need to at least feel...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 23

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    As you look out your window, you can see the beauty. The changes of the scenery. Sunshine, and the glow upon the freshly bloomed petals. The rain, and the darkness which surrounds...
    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    We all change, change is our only constant. When you find the one your heart desires most you'll love them for who they are underneath all the mask, for who they are deep down...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I am standing at a crossroads. Trying to decide what the next step should be. I'd like to make a change in my life. In fact, the burning desire for change is fueling my every...
    meowmermaid meowmermaid 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 25

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    Too many people get stuck in their stubborn ways and habits that they've gotten use to over the course of their life. You have to step outside of your comfort zone or you will...
    ozboybrian ozboybrian 26-30 3 Responses Nov 25

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    So I have not changed anything in how I look for years except for things like trimming ,watching my weight and such as ,, However ,I was saying to myself something cheesy like YOLO...
    Memiii25 Memiii25 22-25, F Nov 26

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    There are things in the life that I can't change & I KNOW this...but I still dwell on those things...at least for awhile. I eventually move on from that to something else. I can...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F Dec 7

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    Since i was little i have dreamed of changing the world and im going to change it when im older. I want to be remembered, to be in history books, and that when im walking in the...
    gabx1010 gabx1010 13-15, F Dec 7

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    I wish I could allow that to sink into my head and stop worrying about the past and focus on my future. To be really honest, my past was so messed up, that I wish to go back and...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F Dec 9

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    Over the past month I have had quite a few life changes. Some good, as well as some bad. I've been seeing someone who is quite lovely to me. Never once have I had a man treat me...
    Bluetoxicity Bluetoxicity 18-21, F Dec 9

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    They say that a small flap of butterfly can drastically change the course of history of the whole universe. It is no denying that the single turn of a wheel in life can forever...
    Dulceperez Dulceperez 26-30 3 days ago

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    I believe : 1. that happiness is something you choose ahead of time but it doesn't necessarily mean things will be easy 2. That the hard/challenging times are there to show you who...
    wantingconnections wantingconnections 26-30 1 day ago

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    When you start to see people change, you start to wonder if they were like this in the beginning, and if you just never noticed it. But don’t forget you once loved who they were...
    happygribi happygribi 26-30, F Nov 19

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    I have battled with depression for years, it all stems from a pretty rough upbringing, but then I suppose in getting off topic. I have been in a relationship with my partner for...
    marishkah marishkah 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I'm simply angry I'm angry on the world Angry on people I'm angry because I do not know the answers I do not know the meaning of life I do not know if there is something else out...
    larosenoire larosenoire 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 22

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    I Know It Takes More Than Wishing~It takes effort to change things. Right now I do what I got to do to get by. And pray that I'm making the right choices. I'm trying really hard...
    PrincessSleepy PrincessSleepy 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    His reply mentioned, diablo 3 possible future more powerful new conversion, to improve the players will now three tapping equipment as the only pursuit of the situation. He also...
    lw765879372 lw765879372 18-21, M Nov 25

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    I have to I'm sick of being unhappy and dealing with/living with/ helping people who don't give a crap about me. I'm not where I was last year and therefore I don't wish to be in...
    newasexy newasexy 26-30, F Nov 26

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    Listen I do really bad **** like really bad I can't change the past but I hope I can do good in the future I wanna go in the army and become an engineer and after that I wanna...
    jadelynthompson jadelynthompson 13-15, F Nov 28

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    Why would I want to change the past it made me whom I am today. I also hope I am smart enough to have learned from my mistakes and not repeat them in the future. I am always...
    daddysgirl6 daddysgirl6 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    No I can't change the past but it's because of my past that I am the person I am today. Some days I say "I hate how I was raised" and other days I'm glad for it because I believe...
    skipper596 skipper596 22-25, F Nov 29

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    I am bi but sometimes i think i might be a lesbian.. I dont really know.. i couldnt talk to any lgbt.. I guess im shy or im scared that talking to one,,i feel like learning...
    jetboyjetgirl jetboyjetgirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    It's hard to accept things I can't change. It makes me feel powerless I always like to think that there is a way to change things, make things better but sometimes there isn't and...
    0815Jade 0815Jade 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I'm afraid of being hurt by someone I care about so I block everyone out. I want to change so badly, I don't know how to though. I've tried so hard but I still push people away.
    meganleslie meganleslie 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    This sounds so simple, and yet it is so inconceivable for most people. Things change every single second. We all have to adapt. You could loose a friend tomorrow, and get a new one...
    Blackbutterflies99 Blackbutterflies99 13-15, F Dec 2

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