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I Am Experiencing Contentment With My Life

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    Heres my story, I am a searcher.

    . Searchers are never contained, which is why they keep searching for something better. They keep changing, and experimenting alot of new things. New hairstyle, different religions, different self courses, and different relationships all in the name of personal growth, yet they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Nov 28

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    Im finding things really hard at the moment. People don't really understand but then again I dont really understand my own feelings, so why should anyone else? I can't go to school...
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    I am ******* don't man this place isn't a good one the world is screwed up I'll say that I'm just done trying if my life has a point in not going to work for it unless I can...
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    Do you know what it's like when You're scared to see yourself? Do you know what it's like when You wish you were someone else Who didn't need your help to get by? Do you know what...
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    Crazy. Poor. Friendless. Ill. Tired. Paranoid. Critical. Discouraged. Pathetic. Shunned. All true. No exaggeration. I don't need pity. Actually I don't know what I want. I guess...
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    I struggle with everything around me.. I am 26 years old and how could it be worse when your mother still call you a thousand times when you not come home in a week? I'm not 16...
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    So today I've been struggling. I feel like I'm on an alien planet but I know that there isn't something wrong with everyone, but rather with me. I really struggle to connect with...
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    I'm just done with it, every time I think I get one step ahead, I end up two steps back. I don't ask people for help with anything, because when I do, I feel so worthless and weak...
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    I'm weak.... I'm scared to open up to anyone and be vulnerable. Sometimes even my family..
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    I'm unfulfilled in med school. Apparently, to my parents, it doesn't matter if I find a purpose to live or interests that sustain me, as long as I'm in med school.
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    Just informing all of my friends on here that I am done I'm killing myself so bye
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    a lot of people say that life does not come with instructions and i agree with that. my parents call themselves Christians but i just dont agree. and the pastor in my church says...
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    I'm seeing him for the first time a good two to three weeks. Oh how i've longed to feel his soft embrace and shrink into his chest. I long too feel him tighten his arms around me...
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    I'm seeing him for the first time a good two to three weeks. Oh how i've longed to feel his soft embrace and shrink into his chest. I long too feel him tighten his arms around me...
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    This has been a problem for me my whole life. I grew up isolated. I wasn't allowed to have friends, go outside or be loved. We didn't celebrate holidays or get stuff for christmas...
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    Dear life, you won. You got me to my breaking point. I have cuts all over me, my face is swelled up, and I busted serval blood vessels from punching out a window. Also I had my...
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    I was supposed to leave today for a trip I had been looking forward to since June. About 90 minutes before the flight, just before I was going to leave for the airport, I suffered...
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    If we have been pleased with life, we should not be displeased with death, since it comes from the hand of the same master.
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    I just cant... I just.... I can't do it... I cant... ugh, I can't do this, I refuse... it's hopeless and pointless and ugh, I'm done with life.
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