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I Am Experiencing the Awakening of My Emotions

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    I Am That I Am

    Every minute of everyday PEACE  B52
    b52 b52 46-50, F Dec 6, 2007

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    Ran From, Closed Off, Zoned Out, Gave Away and Over- Exaggerated

    All seem to summarize how I've dealt with my emotions. They're strong and have always seemed to have a death grip on my well-being. I've wanted to control them, stop them and have wished for them to physically manifest, so I can destroy them. There's seems to be a continual...
    Ariella Ariella 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 8, 2008

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    Scary

    I don't exactly know what "awakening of my emotions" means, but I am definitely become more in touch with them.  And man, some of them REALLY SUCK.  Like anger.  Feeling anger makes me feel so bad, like I shouldn't be having it.  And any negative...
    outoftheshadows outoftheshadows 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 14, 2007

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    My current boyfriend is experiencing cold feet

    or fear of a commitment...been together 2 years and last few months have been very hard on me...he changes his mind so much I have no idea what to think...If any one would like to hear more I would love to share my story with you so you can understand more what I am saying...
    cryesyes1979 cryesyes1979 31-35 Jun 2

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    Awake Like a Revelation!

    All truth is being given at all times. It is our job to see and be open to that awakening. Sometimes you have to walk through the murky swamp before you actually feel lighter. This is certainly true for me. I had an interesting incident yesterday with my health. I fainted and...
    orKid1 orKid1 31-35, F 1 Response May 14, 2008

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    Traveling My Path ...

    Over the years i have become more in touch with my feelings. i've learned to hide some and keep them to myself. Others have burst forth and at times well received and once in a while a shock to others. i'm moving in a direction that i do allow myself to show through and becoming...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 3 Responses Jan 27, 2009

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    Scorpio trait: secretive. I've always kept most of my emotions to myself and it's really hard to open up about things.
    moonskull moonskull 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    At the beginning of the post, I wrote something about myself and important things. If you can't read all, skip the first part untill: "NEW YEAR- AWAKENING" I'm 20 years old. Am...
    dzordze dzordze 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 8

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    Hi, so I guess I'll start by telling you about myself and what I've been going through. I'm 17, currently still studying, love animals, enjoy learning, relish in vacations and...I...
    hesitations hesitations 16-17, M Dec 3

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    I have been experiencing constant pains in my back, beneath my shoulder blades. I have frequent vertigo episodes - which I haven't otherwise experienced in many years. I am often...
    Iahmose Iahmose 22-25, M Dec 3

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    A drug-induced psychosis lead me to a spiritual awakening where I eventually rebuilt my reality from scratch. Under the time of the transition many things happened which I...
    voicesvoices voicesvoices 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 15

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    Emotions are so extremely powerful that they can taint everything good in your life. I'm starting to realize that you can be the most amazing person in the world, but unless people...
    StunningPhoenix StunningPhoenix 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I use my emotions as a guide for me. I use anger to let me know that something is blocking me from having what I want. I use happiness to let me know I am getting what I want. I...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 3 Responses Nov 30

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    I want to learn how to handle my emotions while under attack. It is critical to be able to be my best self, or at least an acceptable version of myself, when I am under attack...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M Dec 3

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    so from my own experiences, it is not ok to show how you are feeling if it is in any way negative. I am at a low right now, and any time i dont want to talk or am not peppy happy...
    lilbit33 lilbit33 22-25, F Dec 4

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    its so crazy how people can be so up and down 24 hours a day. How a person can change your mood from one moment to the next.or an experience can make you feel either powerful or...
    neesieluv neesieluv 22-25, F Dec 11

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    Isn't Thanksgiving Day supposed to be spent with your family and surrounded by love? And if somebody doesn't want to do something or say something, why do they accuse you for...
    breannabmk1023 breannabmk1023 13-15, F Nov 27

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    When I feel hurt I get angry and when I get angry I become stubborn and resentful. I have a war inside myself and the other person has no clue about it. They don't know how I feel...
    bexk bexk 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    I don't know what it is. But I'm just so mad, sad, upset, depressed. I have mixed emotions right now and it's just so overwhelming, also my little brother has bad anger issues and...
    Midnightangelx Midnightangelx 16-17, F Nov 29

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    I'm desperately trying to control my breathing, so that I don't start bursting a rage, and cry. ****, I hate emotions.
    PokeCotard PokeCotard 13-15, M Dec 1

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    So I'm definitely someone who is less emotional and more logical because, for some reason, I always associate emotions with irrationality, even though that's not always the case...
    VicAshley01 VicAshley01 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    Emotions are horrible. Also very annoying.
    SaltyPaper SaltyPaper 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    well, i want to be spiritually awake, so i guess i'm just affirming that i'm "woke". i'm planning on buying a kyanite and a tourmaline today so i guess that's cool. i just feel...
    luckylunchbox luckylunchbox 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    Today I was running and felt pressure in my head, like it was full of air, or like a ballon...And had a weird feeling of my body, like I felt my head more energetic than the rest...
    dzordze dzordze 18-21, M Dec 16

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    Feeling pressure in middle of my spine for the past week. Kundalini is moving thru solar plexus into heart chakra oh boy what happens then? Lol if u see my post in a few weeks...
    Elalala Elalala 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Heres my story, I am a searcher.. Searchers are never contained, which is why they keep searching for something better. They keep changing, and experimenting alot of new things...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Nov 28

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    lookin at the number of people on this page I can say not a lot of people experience it... I do thou...been for a while now...gt extreme after my marriage almost fell apart...
    itlay itlay 22-25, F Dec 12

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    for all the people who wish to know more abt 11:11 read this http://www.ask-angels.com/spiritual-guidance/1111-what-does-it-mean/
    itlay itlay 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    The walls are tall and thick, for what lies behind them are protected from the harsh world.Once there were no walls at all....torn to pieces by people who kept taking piece by...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Nov 29

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    I do things and help so many people, and when I ask them for help, all they do is make me worse by using everything they know about me against me,,... I hate my life....... Just...
    TheCracksInMyHeart TheCracksInMyHeart 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 29

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    I know I should go consult a doctor/therapist for my mental state, but I don't want to tell my parents, especially my mother.
    steampoweredhannah steampoweredhannah 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    I went to a counselor today a sigh of relief a massive burden lifted off my chest finally someone understands me they see me not just the illusion I am beginning to feel normal a...
    boxgirl1987 boxgirl1987 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    I have a lot that people don't know. I hide a lot. People don't know what hurts me and what pleases me...most get it wrong. I bottle...so I explode. I'm exploding now...someone...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I'm drowning in darkness and sadly I don't know if I'll win this fight.
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 9

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    That will never be again..... You tell me one thing for so many years and I go against it cause I want it so bad. The way things used to be. That will never be again you tell me...
    crafty36 crafty36 36-40, F Dec 9

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    I am one of those people who always puts on a happy face and everyone assumes that I am ok... I don't want others to worry about.... But I worry about everyone else. I have always...
    redlissa redlissa 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    Well right now I'm actually blocking out friends and I don't know why I'm doing it. I just ignore their messages and say I'm busy. I know I shouldn't but I can't help it but at the...
    darlingitsgrunge darlingitsgrunge 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 10

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    So I'm the type of person to just people walk all over me and I know that's bad. Yes I know I should stick up for myself but I've been taught from a young age through actions that...
    Rhythemofmyheart Rhythemofmyheart 16-17, F Dec 10

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    I used to keep everything bottled up - absolutely everything! I never told my mum or dad anything at all for years. I met my boyfriend of now 15 months and he persuaded me to open...
    greendayfan11 greendayfan11 13-15, F Dec 14

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    Happy, frustrated, sad, angry, annoyed, upset, lonely, depressed, love, hate. Most days I feel none of the above. #HeartlessCow
    Bubbalicious93 Bubbalicious93 18-21, F Dec 14

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    I am emotionally cold. I have never been much for feelings or displays of emotion. Recently I have began to push my friends away. Not because they have upset me or anything, but...
    rodell14 rodell14 18-21, F Dec 15

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    I can never express how I feel. like if someone tells me something funny I do this awkward smile thing and they just stop talking to me because "I don't care"
    Holmesdown Holmesdown 16-17, F Dec 18

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    Hey have you ever felt like you don't belong or your just not fitting in or that no one understands you ... Well I feel all that sometimes I break down and feel that I don't belong...
    zoeylove145 zoeylove145 13-15, F Dec 19

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    I know when someone isn't feeling right, even through texts. I can just feel that something is bothering then, and it gives me a sick feeling for some reason
    MusicJunkie6794 MusicJunkie6794 18-21, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    The Arrow writers! Ugh, stop playing with my heart. It hurts. These Olicity feels run deep, and I can't deal with all this emotion.
    BewitchedBotheredBewildered BewitchedBotheredBewildered 70+, F 6 days ago

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    I keep everything in...but every once in a while, I'll let out a little scream for help. Please don't ignore it. That's my one change for someone to save me. If it goes unnoticed...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 5 days ago

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