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I Am Experiencing the Awakening of My Emotions

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    I Am That I Am

    Every minute of everyday PEACE  B52
    b52 b52 46-50, F Dec 6, 2007

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    Ran From, Closed Off, Zoned Out, Gave Away and Over- Exaggerated

    All seem to summarize how I've dealt with my emotions. They're strong and have always seemed to have a death grip on my well-being. I've wanted to control them, stop them and have wished for them to physically manifest, so I can destroy them. There's seems to be a continual...
    Ariella Ariella 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 8, 2008

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    Scary

    I don't exactly know what "awakening of my emotions" means, but I am definitely become more in touch with them.  And man, some of them REALLY SUCK.  Like anger.  Feeling anger makes me feel so bad, like I shouldn't be having it.  And any negative...
    outoftheshadows outoftheshadows 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 14, 2007

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    Awake Like a Revelation!

    All truth is being given at all times. It is our job to see and be open to that awakening. Sometimes you have to walk through the murky swamp before you actually feel lighter. This is certainly true for me. I had an interesting incident yesterday with my health. I fainted and...
    orKid1 orKid1 31-35, F 1 Response May 14, 2008

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    Traveling My Path ...

    Over the years i have become more in touch with my feelings. i've learned to hide some and keep them to myself. Others have burst forth and at times well received and once in a while a shock to others. i'm moving in a direction that i do allow myself to show through and becoming...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 3 Responses Jan 27, 2009

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    My current boyfriend is experiencing cold feet

    or fear of a commitment...been together 2 years and last few months have been very hard on me...he changes his mind so much I have no idea what to think...If any one would like to hear more I would love to share my story with you so you can understand more what I am saying...
    cryesyes1979 cryesyes1979 36-40 1 Response Jun 2, 2014

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    I can even feel someone's emotions over the Internet! I don't know if it's being an empath, or the fact that I'm intuitive, but I just know. It makes parenting a little easier, but...
    emmye emmye 46-50, F 1 day ago

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    I don't even know if this is a symptom of anything, but it's like my body shut off and I can only think my emotions, not feel, just think. If I say I 'like' someone, it means I...
    MockingJade MockingJade 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    There is nothing like the exhilaration of being in a new relationship, one where the language of love is spoken fluently. I have been burned so bad in the past that I have learned...
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    I try my best to hide my emotions every day, it is really really hard because I have really strong emotions but feel like if I talked about them to anyone, I would just be a bother...
    ZashaChase ZashaChase 26-30, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I would just like to ask a little question. I have always been spiritual and in touch with my feelings, and since few years now i let say feel even more awake as people would...
    SpiritualityMan SpiritualityMan 36-40 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My emotions confuse me. My mind is a jumbled mess. I can't think. I don't feel sadness anymore, I just feel nothing. Numb. Completely disconnected from the world around me. The...
    AmayaTsuki AmayaTsuki 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I keep my emotions bottled up because I fear that after telling everything that person might just leave... coz we all have flaws other can't handle... its better to keep it towards...
    ESR88888 ESR88888 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I always keep my emotions bottled up because I feel like I have to be strong, but somtiems I can't be strong anymore. its hard for me because every time I try to talk about my...
    jessical6 jessical6 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Everyday when I go to school you'll almost always see me smile as long as I'm with my friends but what everyone doesn't know is that my smile is almost always fake.
    Neriahdelo Neriahdelo 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    This used to be my wish. Now I just don't waste my time on those kind of people. Problem solved.
    AlwaysHaveParis AlwaysHaveParis 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    This is why in all of my classes where I have to talk and express my opinion, I don't do so well because it take me a long time to gather my thoughts into one concise cohesive...
    Lacrimosadies Lacrimosadies 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I was never someone who would live with their feelings bottled up. I had to express, or I'd die of suffocation. But then I realised what a mess I am. Noone ever understands. So...
    thecoldheartedqueen thecoldheartedqueen 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    The more they supress it the more it comes out in ways that are invisible to the eye.. I can feel it flowing from their body, it's not the everyday thing where you can see that...
    Biowolf25 Biowolf25 16-17, F a week ago

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    I really don't want to care about anyone anymore, but it's so hard to not get attached to someone. I had Ryan for 9 1/2 months before he died near my birthday I had Gavin then he...
    Atljjay Atljjay 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 4

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    Face down with the LA curbside endings With the ones and zeros. Downtown was the perfect place to hide. The first star that I saw last night was a headlight Of a man-made sky...
    coffeeonice coffeeonice 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    You know how you learn the true value of something, only when you don't have it anymore. That's how it was with me. I suffer from epilepsy, and after an unfortunate event also...
    Robberto Robberto 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    write down the feeling of today,happy or sad,thats what we should feel,in future,we will come like a flying bird
    linchong linchong 18-21, M Jan 31

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    After questioning why I haven't found love. How do i preserve my dignity
    uniqueash517 uniqueash517 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    i AM IN AN OUTRAGE. My husband for 8 1/2 yrs cheated on me, and gave me HPV. I have fought cancer twice, and I am now batteling it out again for the 3rd time. We now getting a...
    XBeautifulDizasterX XBeautifulDizasterX 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Why are so many deaths happening lately?! It makes me want to wrap everyone I know and love in a bubble to make sure they don't get hurt.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 30

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    what is perfect? when will I be pretty? when will I be skinny enough? when will I be smart enough? when will I be happy again? when will I be GOOD enough? I ask myself this...
    unhear unhear 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Sometimes it feels like I'm just wandering around...completely lost...hoping for a beacon to give me some sort of direction. There's never any rhyme or reason as to which direction...
    RememberTomorrow RememberTomorrow 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    So many times I find myself on autopilot, making my way through each day blinded by routine. Autopilot is so much worse during the winter months, I just want to hibernate in the...
    HearMyEscape HearMyEscape 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    I hate when women play with my emotions and cheat on me for another man and then tell they are leaving me. I just want to feel loved and appreciated by someone who truly cared...
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M Jan 26

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    People think that I'm happy, that I'm fine. Well, I'm not. I've been messed with so many times. I'm not sure I can trust anyone with my secrets anymore.
    alexquartz alexquartz 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I have some strong feelings about the opposite gender. I know not everyone is bad but after having to deal with so many jackass on a daily basis I've lost interest. I've also never...
    persononinternet persononinternet 18-21, M Jan 26

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    I'm so disillusioned with life, I'm lonely, I'm not able to be myself and I feel like I have emotionally flatlined...
    DontYouForgetAboutMe1 DontYouForgetAboutMe1 18-21, T Jan 26

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    dare you amazing human can run into joy screaming "you can not have me! you cant not have me! I am not my past and I am forgiving myself for not being strong. I am letting sadness...
    unhear unhear 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I know what God is... I just can't. Explain it. With words. It's simply impossible - though that's the whole idea in the first place. If I had it within me to convince others that...
    FocusReborn FocusReborn 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 26

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    What does it mean to exist? I think therefore I am? I'm not asking "To be or not to be", as Shakespeare eloquently wrote it, I'm asking what does it mean to "be"? Everyday seems...
    chaoshead chaoshead 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 24

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