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I Am Exploring My True Feminine Self

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    Right Now ...

    my mind is doing the exploring, all it can and all the time. The rest will follow in due course. Help me explore ... any good books?
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F Sep 22, 2008

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    My Michelle

    When I become Michelle it's probably the time I'm the most true to myself. I shave, wear girly smells, dress up, feel feminine, and I love taking photos of myself. Most importantly, becoming Michelle is a way for me to reduce stress and relax. Sexually I have only dressed with...
    dragmichelle dragmichelle 41-45, M 6 Responses Oct 11, 2011

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    I Am Feminine

    The first time I slid into a pair of my wife's panties, I just knew. I immediately wanted more. I knew I could not stop, nor did I want to. I wanted to see where it would al go. While at first it was a sexual turn on, that soon became secondary; it was the lingerie and clothes...
    kayes60 kayes60 70+, T 6 Responses Oct 22, 2013

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    I Don't Know How

    i wont exploring my true feminine self but i don't know how because my parents think is wrong for a boy to be feminine.
    soonagirl soonagirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2011

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    I Do Things Only Girls Do Like Get My Eyebrows Shaped and Waxed

    Try this for fun, go to facial salon, get a facial and near the end ask your facialist if she can clean up you brows. Tell her " Not too arched or thin and feminine, can you just clean up the stray hairs" You will love the result and pee in your panties as she waxes and...
    deleted767 deleted767 46-50 6 Responses Nov 13, 2008

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    More And More Everyday

     i love being feminine i love to dress as as a woman and to feel as a woman it has become a huge part of my life i love how just starting with a pair of panties can make me feel feminine then just add a bra and stocking and a sexy dress and my favorite wig and makeup and i...
    jarviscooper jarviscooper 36-40, M 6 Responses Oct 16, 2009

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    I'm A Guy

    Don't get me wrong - I don't want to be a woman and I'm straight - but I want to explore the sides of me (emotionally) that are feminine so that I have a better understanding of women and of being human. I believe that women are generally superior in their understanding of...
    BoderlandMan BoderlandMan 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    I So Am!

    I have for many years supressed my feminine side. Now I cant seem to stop her! I love this side of me in fact I'm not sure she is not my dominant side. The more I get in touch with her the more complete I feel. Thank God for diversity! I seem to love everything girly and what...
    bradf19750606 bradf19750606 31-35, T 1 Response Sep 17, 2011

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    I Am Now 11 Days Into

    living fulltime as a female, many have read and know that i have been going out in public as a woman for quite sometime now, from shopping, taking my bff to the ER, even to the animal hospital and i have loved every minute of it. i was only called a "******" onetime and my friend...
    Mizsuzy Mizsuzy 46-50, T Nov 7, 2011

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    Jessica's Return

    It's been almost 10 years since Jessica purged all her femme clothes, shoes, jewelry, wigs, and pics. Just a couple of years ago the urges came back progressively stronger until here I am in 2010 wanting to bring Jessica back to life. I thought I was done with it but I guess I...
    JESSICAKNIGHT JESSICAKNIGHT 51-55, T 2 Responses Nov 8, 2010

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    Finally

    I had suppressed my feminine side for way to long to try and conform.Now I am totally in touch and I love it. I feel freer and more alive then I ever have been. When I get dressed en femme I totally become Monica and the feel and look of lingerie, having makeup on and wearing...
    monica7 monica7 51-55, T 5 Responses Sep 17, 2011

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    My Love of Femininity

    At the age of 50 I have decided to stop fighting my feminine urges and admit to my self that I like to dress up as a girl. Nylons, slips, miniskirts, highheels, I love them all and as a new member I am looking forward to learning from all fo you. Greg
    greg4117 greg4117 46-50, T 7 Responses Aug 25, 2008

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    Purple Dolphin

    The other day I bought a purple dolphin don't know why, just liked it. It was purple and carved out of some kind of stone. I keep it on the shelf beside me.
    Jennyv Jennyv 36-40, T 8 Responses Aug 31, 2009

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    Exploring My True Femine Self

    i am exploring my true femine self and love to be fully dressed at home!always wear panties and pantyhose under my male outter wear at work.keep my body fully shaved and my oenails painted pink.just love being a sissybitch wearing hose on my legs and walking in 4" or higher heels...
    mandiejune mandiejune 51-55, M May 28, 2010

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    Being More Feminine Now

    It all began when I was 10 and in my momes things and I loved being feminine. It took me over 20 years to get to this point and now I'm loving it even more now. Nov. 2008 I started taking female hormones and wow my skin and body is really taking shape.
    angelicamae1 angelicamae1 46-50, T 5 Responses Sep 18, 2009

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    I Don't Want To Be Female Either

    I do want to feel as much of being female as I can.  I can do a lot of things to get some of that feeling.  I dress and feel the clothes.  I an able to pass and I get some of the rush when males see me and indicate they think I'm hot.  I even wear maternity...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 25, 2010

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    Every Day!

    How do I stop it? I don't. I don't want too. Truthfully, I have caught myself walking differently. And I actually have to sometimes force myself to tone it down down the way I walk so others don't notice. It just feels right and natural the way my pelvis, hips, butt and legs have...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 1 Response Jun 20, 2012

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    Its a Wonderful Life

    I love spending the days I can. letting my girlie girl come out. I love the buble baths. I love doing my nails. I love trying on new outfits. This is so much better that hiding who I really am. I don't get to go out this way but I want to soooo bad. We all need a safe place to...
    LisaMichaels LisaMichaels 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 13, 2008

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    Girly

    I can remember the early years when I discovered that I wasn't like the other boys my age. While they ran amok I was happier playing imagination games with the girls from next door. We'd play dolls, dress up and just have girly fun. We would all dress up prettily and this didn't...
    Becnme Becnme 56-60, F 9 Responses Jun 8, 2010

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    Candy Mouth Blues

      "CANDY-MOUTH BLUES." by MIss Prith. **   White frosting thick splattered flowing.. Sticky sweet. Girlishly wet. (Don't forget!) Gushing, giggling, drooling, wiggling, gurgling.   Slutty strumpet sashaying.  She lisps and she rustles.. Obediently...
    KaraSyrup KaraSyrup 36-40 1 Response Feb 4, 2010

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    I Just Couldn't Be Any Other Way!

    I knew from a very young age something wasn't right about the way I was. I just couldn't relate to what little boys did and their interests. I tried to fit in but found myself even more unhappy. I wanted to play with dolls and dress up. When I entered my teens it became even more...
    TootsieDi TootsieDi 51-55, T 4 Responses Jun 9, 2012

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    Depression!

    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35 36-40, T 1 Response Dec 16, 2012

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    Oh My What Magazines Can Say About You...

    I live alone and have been told that a woman lives with me. Maybe it's because of the Vogue, In Style and Elle magazines in my bathroom along with the oodles of creams and bubble bath products. Ok, I think it's due to the closet full of womens clothes :)
    StevieTV StevieTV 46-50, T Dec 18, 2010

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    A Long Time Coming

    As most of us know there is a feminine side to every male as well as a masculine side to every female. What we do with the lesser side of our gender is up to each one of us. For some it is more on the surface than others. I have always been interested in female clothing...
    Adam59 Adam59 56-60, M 2 Responses Jun 17, 2012

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    Fade To Black!

    Thanks Mom! Thanks Dad! Because of a lucky break in the "DNA lotto" (somethin's gotta work in my favor occasionally!), I am a transwoman from the "boomer" generation who has been blessed with enough of her own natural hair to forsake wigs altogether, even at this "advanced...
    tgcyndi tgcyndi 36-40, T 5 Responses Sep 24, 2010

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    After my sisters dressed me in their cloths when I was per-school, I lived the feel of their nylon panties and slips and watching them getting dressed in the morning for school as...
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    needinganescape needinganescape 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I like to look good. Take pride in your outer self and your inner self will reciprocate. The reverse is true as well
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    I read from time to time someone leaving for the good of a love or not telling the one they love how they feel to all of you i have this to say. You are being selfish, If we...
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    24 years ago she was so broken. Her heart in shreds. Vulnerable and afraid.... she loaded up her baby and car. She was exiled, through no fault of her own. Well... wait...
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    Good Night :) May all your dreams come true. Tomorrow's finally Friday, this week felt like It went by so fast in a blink of an eye. Life is old,yet it manage to stay beautiful...
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    To the man from Australia who had never seen or felt it before, who never dreamed it possible, that you might find discover and love truly with every part of being a young woman in...
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