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I Am Extremely Lonely

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    It sucks. It hurts. It gets me depressed.

    It's really because I don't go out. I don't go out because I have no money. I have no money because I don't work. I don't work because I have health issues. I have health issues because I grew up in a twisted way where culture allowed bad things to happen to me. I should've been...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 6

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    Sam

    sorry u lost your cat.id be realy upset if i lost my cat,hes 15 and his names sam.hes my baby.he comes to bed with me every nite,and sleeps up against my leg.during the day when im sitting at the table he will climb on the table and then come and sit on my sholders.he rules the...
    seb1964 seb1964 41-45, F May 5, 2010

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    My husband hates me. He says he doesn't love me

    anymore but then we fight and he says we'll be ok. What's the truth? He hasn't said I Love You in over a week!
    Nikeliyah Nikeliyah 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    Tired Of The Worse

    I am 21 with two kids no friends just had a devistating break up and on top of that I am pregnant. My ex wants me to get an abortion and I hate him. All I have is my two kids he was my only friend I am just about homeless my mother is deceasec and my only friend moved away just...
    Angry123 Angry123 18-21 2 Responses May 23, 2012

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    Theory To The Test.

    I'm curious of putting the theory to the test.According to Buddhism, we shouldn't seek fulfillment from others... Not seek acceptance, validation, love from anyone but realize that we have everything we need already present within us.Other than sunshine, which is somewhat a...
    Wonderatrix Wonderatrix 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    My Complicated Life

    Life sometimes is really being unfair.  But if you're going to discover more about life, you can say that it's just full of wonders.  I can still remember those days when I first told her that I love her more than as friends.  Everytime I look on her eyes I would...
    agony79 agony79 26-30, F May 4, 2010

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    sydeiram sydeiram 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    I Yearn For the Little Things

    For as long as I can remember I was not the girl that the guys wanted to commit too. I had been single for the last 4 years or so. I recently started seeing a guy 14 years my junior and I have to say it was not what I expected. Not only was it not the right thing to do but it...
    lonelycoolchick lonelycoolchick 41-45 7 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    I literally just met a cool *** dude yesterday

    who had the same things in common with me. Literally almost a lot. We talked about, started texting then added each other on Instagram Facebook snapchat. You name it. Not to mention I met em on here. We clicked well and started to know each other. Told him my fear of loosing...
    ayooavery21 ayooavery21 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 15

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    Been This Way A Long Time

    and do not see it eneding any time time soon We were never your run of the mill kids Many years ago I was told the only fight Roberta, even had with her mother was about me, and whether her mother would tell me the truth or did Roberta have to do it. I think the closer it came...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 12, 2011

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    I Need Help

    im so lonley i dont want to talk, eat ,i just want to stare at the tele. i have 5 kids you would think that id have so much to do i wouldnt have time to just be a corpse. i know its nnot healthy for them but the depression has set in. i feel like a robot, breakfast, dinner, tea...
    saz33 saz33 31-35, F 8 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    And We Fear

    And We Fear This cold is really inside us This dark cold winter night just magnifies The emptiness that we love So desperately in need of a reprieve Seeking shelter From this storm all our own Real or imagined it does not matter The feelings are the same I know what...
    OkayBut OkayBut 46-50, M Apr 20, 2010

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    Knowing I don't have anybody is something I am

    use to, it's just a matter of time before it gets to me.
    ashleykaylor45 ashleykaylor45 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Maybe Frankieneedles is right I'm gonna give up

    and in sorry to all the women I've hurt goodbye forever
    nathan16500 nathan16500 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    Ive Had Enough!

    EP friends i need some advice. ive been with my partner for 6 years and he has always been affectionate, until one day 3 weeks ago he just turned round and said he didnt love me. i was devasted we have 5 kids together. so we talked and i cried and he turned into sum1 i dont know...
    saz33 saz33 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    Sick Of Feeling

    hi, im 38 years old an probably made every mistake there is 2 make in life, its not that im stupid im just well a bit easily led i suppose an due 2 that wen i go dwn i dont do it by half ...i nose crash an burn or so my dad tells me. i had a strict up bringing an wether that led...
    pollyannah pollyannah 36-40, F Mar 7, 2012

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    I'm Trying and Failing At the Same Time

    Hey Guys, Today was not a good day for me at all. Tomorrow I will have been seeing a guy I like for a month. We met via online and we talked and connected I think. He of course has some faults but I am willing to accept them and try to be supportive and express true feelings...
    lonelycoolchick lonelycoolchick 41-45 9 Responses Aug 6, 2009

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    Tears On My Keyboard

    I have reached my end of this month long journey with my friend I can't do it anymore. My heart aches so bad right now because I really gave it my all to try to be with him. I am 43 years old and never married, I sleep every night alone and wake up alone. I use to...
    lonelycoolchick lonelycoolchick 41-45 4 Responses Aug 18, 2009

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    Its Too Much

     I really have not one person i can trust without being judged or being controlled because i am in a vunerable position. The lonliness is killing me slowly, from head to toe. 
    bubblegum84 bubblegum84 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 3, 2009

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    Some people aren't content with a large group

    of friends supporting them. Some people only need one person to accept them. I am one of those people who feel alone in a room crowded with people. All of them hurrying along with their life while you stand among them. And they swirl around you like you're a rock in the river...
    Chloe8888 Chloe8888 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 12

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    Sometimes, i lay down at night.

    In my dark, cold room. & i think about the men i've had & how they tore me in half. How everyone just wants my body, Not me. & i lay there, alone, crying, wishing i wasn't alone at that very moment
    Adaptationn Adaptationn 16-17, F 9 Responses Feb 27

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    I Miss My Poor Little Kitty Cat!

    I had a cat aswell as my chihuahua puppy, when I lived on my old house, before I recently moved here 5months ago. We brought the puppy with us as he can stay indoors and can be walked with a lead (obviously) but we could not take the cat, as she would have been too use to living...
    TiarnaEllen TiarnaEllen 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 24, 2009

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    The Realty Of Me Being Lonley

    WHO I'VE BECOME IS UNREAL!! I AM A YOUNG 19 YEAR OLD, DANCER, DANCE TEACHER, COLLEGE STUDENT, WORK STUDY WORKER, HAPPILEY TAKEN, LIVING IN A STUPID DORM STYLL SNEEKING AROUND WITH MY BOYFRIEND JUST FOR KICKS. MAKING MY OWN $ MY OWN SUCESS, MY OWN MISTAKES!!! LOVING MY LIFE SOUND...
    Pure712 Pure712 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 11, 2012

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    Lonely

      I feel really lonely at times, mainly because I find people cant meet my needs. I am a deep person and I do work in mental health so I have lots of tools as to say but inside I can be lonely. I suppose I analasy myself lots and cant just go accept things always in my life...
    amylee12 amylee12 46-50, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2012

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    This silent and still darkness covers every

    square inch of this run down room and slowly seeps into every fiber of my being. I am left with nothing but the flashes of memories that my consciousness so wistfully provides. I fumble around to find my half empty pack of cigarettes I bought not even 2 hours ago and the lighter...
    korifrancis korifrancis 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I Need Professional Help

    I think it's time that I seek some professional help... I have been so upset today and I've been crying so much I can't see. I so hate this part of me I hate that I started a thing with a guy this year. I have been single for a very long time and as...
    lonelycoolchick lonelycoolchick 41-45 3 Responses Aug 1, 2009

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    You know the snowflake concept?

    How no two snowflakes are alike? I think I feel most lonely because I feel isolated by my differences. I don't need someone to be exactly like me, but I do desire a feeling of being seen, known, and truly appreciated for the person I am. Despite being in a committed relationship...
    Jaideiris Jaideiris 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    Breaking Point

    At this point I'm so alone that the person I talk to most is my therapist who I only see an hour a week. Oh yeah, and my cats. Everyone that was in my life is so involved in their own and my family is a mess. It got so bad a few months ago I had to be admitted for self harm...
    sm22rign sm22rign 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    Feel Ashamed Of This......

    Ever since I lost all my friends just over a year ago, I have been extremely lonely. Allow me to have a rant but I am sick of the usual platitudes of which "join a club" seems to be a frequent one. I know people mean well but until they have been in my position you can see that...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses May 18, 2012

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    Word Forward

    "Years that I've wasted these I.O.U.'s. I meant every word forward" - Foo Fighters
    birdman246 birdman246 26-30 Aug 21, 2013

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    My Friends Have Left Me

    Yesterday Becky (an 8 year old) and I were talking about our birthdays and she was talking about her friends. "Tell me about your friends" she said. "I don't have any" I replied. She didn't believe me at first but she managed to ask, "None?" I said "I don't have any true friends...
    MsMelancholia MsMelancholia 18-21, F Dec 11, 2012

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    I Am A Social Person Yet I'm Still Lonely

    I am by far the most outgoing social person in the world!!! Yet some how I'm still lonely :/ I don't know how that could happen. I've been told I'm funny, I do stand up and ppl seen to like it. They laugh very hard. I even had a person after an amateur night at a comedy club tell...
    birdman246 birdman246 26-30 3 Responses Aug 20, 2013

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    I'm soo lonely I feel pathetic I have no one to

    talk to that I feel would give me a caring and real empathic response...I feel alone with my thoughts I just want someone to listens and show they care
    4u2heed 4u2heed 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I have a couple of friends on EP

    who i'm really grateful for, but I want more than anything just to have someone I can hang out with, have laughs with, who'll be willing to go out to the cinema with me yet doesn't mind sharing problems. I have no one like that at my school. I used to have a friend called Emma...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 2

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    So So Lonely

    I'm so lonely. I have no one to talk to. I have no friends. I feel like crying right now because I'm so lonely. I just want someone to talk to, someone to hang out with. My cousin And I used to be best friends but we barely talk anymore. And when we do she always talks about her...
    Brittnose Brittnose 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    Failed At Friendship Once Again

    Recently someone really tried hard to be my friend. No romance, just friendship. I was really wary at first, because I didn't believe her. She kept at it and eventually I gave in. We hung out a few times and really had a lot of fun. No tense moments, just lots of laughing...
    Tlacatecatl Tlacatecatl 56-60, M Jan 22, 2010

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    I'm very lonely! I have nobody to talk to.

    Nobody understands me. My parents don't love me. I have no friends. I literally have zero friends. I have four siblings but they don't talk to me. They won't even be in the same room as me. I feel so alone that I want to kill myself. The only person who loves me and cares about...
    leeboona leeboona 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 19

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    Another Lonely Day....

    Whomever said that the 40's are the new 20's should be hunted down like the lying dog he/she is. Ha, I bet that is going to be your first response to this newest story. Last week I turned 43 and lets see if the 40's are the new 20's then my knees would not bother me when the...
    lonelycoolchick lonelycoolchick 41-45 3 Responses Jul 27, 2009

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    Being alone is sitting in a room full of people.

    Talking, being superficial. But being ALONE on the inside. No one can get inside the solitude you've created. No one will break your walls.
    Adaptationn Adaptationn 16-17, F Feb 20

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    What To Do?

    It's sunny outside but I am very wary of going out without a preset goal--food, or coffee, or books, or... I don't have much money to buy any of that stuff, and shopping around seems to be the only reason to go out, so I won't.I'm sitting here on my ***, paralyzed again by...
    Wonderatrix Wonderatrix 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 19, 2011

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    Wanderer

    I have a girlfriend... but I am lonely. She doesn't trust me and she says she loves me, but I'm afraid it is superficial. I am afraid that our relationship is in trouble. I'm afraid because it has been so long and never once have I felt loved. I'm so very lonely and I think it is...
    rand07 rand07 18-21 Jul 22, 2010

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    I Just Wanna Cry

    I just wanna cry.  And I want to do it everyday.  If its the only way to overcome everything, I better begin doing it now.  Why would I wait for infinity if I can put an end to it?  if I could offer my tears in exchange for her own happiness and mine as well...
    agony79 agony79 26-30, F 2 Responses May 4, 2010

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