I Am Extremely Lonely

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 528 People

    And We Fear

    And We Fear This cold is really inside us This dark cold winter night just magnifies The emptiness that we love So desperately in need of a reprieve Seeking shelter From this storm all our own Real or imagined it does not matter The feelings are the same I know what...
    OkayBut OkayBut
    51-55, M
    Apr 20, 2010

    I feel like dying right now.

    .. Honestly, I feel as though I am alone all the time and when I confront the situation, it turns out I am. What am I doing wrong? Why do people avoid me? I act happy and help people in their situations, so why do they not return the favour...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 14, 2015

    What To Do?

    It's sunny outside but I am very wary of going out without a preset goal--food, or coffee, or books, or... I don't have much money to buy any of that stuff, and shopping around seems to be the only reason to go out, so I won't.I'm sitting here on my ***, paralyzed again by...
    Wonderatrix Wonderatrix
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2011

    Lonely

      I feel really lonely at times, mainly because I find people cant meet my needs. I am a deep person and I do work in mental health so I have lots of tools as to say but inside I can be lonely. I suppose I analasy myself lots and cant just go accept things always in my life...
    amylee12 amylee12
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Mar 27, 2012

    I've never been so close to it before.

    I feel so detached from everyone like a barrier is keeping me separate from others. It's nice to see people genuinely become happy from my presence yet for some reason it's like I don't exist beyond that. Simply a fragment of their memory, I try to become more than that, a...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    Sep 10, 2015

    It's an overwhelming feelings of emptiness

    that absorbs you into this void. You feel so empty and heavy, feeling literally pulled down. I get given so much pressure and I take it as a challenge but it becomes too much to bare. Luckily, today I got a break, I didn't do anything eg homework, revision due to not having any...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    Jul 12, 2015

    Word Forward

    "Years that I've wasted these I.O.U.'s. I meant every word forward" - Foo Fighters
    birdman246 birdman246
    26-30
    Aug 21, 2013

    I Miss My Poor Little Kitty Cat!

    I had a cat aswell as my chihuahua puppy, when I lived on my old house, before I recently moved here 5months ago. We brought the puppy with us as he can stay indoors and can be walked with a lead (obviously) but we could not take the cat, as she would have been too use to living...
    TiarnaEllen TiarnaEllen
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2009

    I'm soo lonely I feel pathetic I have no one to

    talk to that I feel would give me a caring and real empathic response...I feel alone with my thoughts I just want someone to listens and show they care
    4u2heed 4u2heed
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 21, 2014

    The Realty Of Me Being Lonley

    WHO I'VE BECOME IS UNREAL!! I AM A YOUNG 19 YEAR OLD, DANCER, DANCE TEACHER, COLLEGE STUDENT, WORK STUDY WORKER, HAPPILEY TAKEN, LIVING IN A STUPID DORM STYLL SNEEKING AROUND WITH MY BOYFRIEND JUST FOR KICKS. MAKING MY OWN $ MY OWN SUCESS, MY OWN MISTAKES!!! LOVING MY LIFE SOUND...
    Pure712 Pure712
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Oct 11, 2012

    I Yearn For the Little Things

    For as long as I can remember I was not the girl that the guys wanted to commit too. I had been single for the last 4 years or so. I recently started seeing a guy 14 years my junior and I have to say it was not what I expected. Not only was it not the right thing to do but it...
    lonelycoolchick lonelycoolchick
    41-45
    6 Responses Jul 25, 2009

    Ugh... I'm so ******* lonely.

    .. Where the hell are you?
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jul 11, 2015

    It sucks. It hurts. It gets me depressed.

    It's really because I don't go out. I don't go out because I have no money. I have no money because I don't work. I don't work because I have health issues. I have health issues because I grew up in a twisted way where culture allowed bad things to happen to me. I should've been...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 6, 2014

    Failed At Friendship Once Again

    Recently someone really tried hard to be my friend. No romance, just friendship. I was really wary at first, because I didn't believe her. She kept at it and eventually I gave in. We hung out a few times and really had a lot of fun. No tense moments, just lots of laughing...
    Tlacatecatl Tlacatecatl
    56-60, M
    Jan 22, 2010

    I have a couple of friends on EP

    who i'm really grateful for, but I want more than anything just to have someone I can hang out with, have laughs with, who'll be willing to go out to the cinema with me yet doesn't mind sharing problems. I have no one like that at my school. I used to have a friend called Emma...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Aug 2, 2014

    I'm very lonely! I have nobody to talk to.

    Nobody understands me. My parents don't love me. I have no friends. I literally have zero friends. I have four siblings but they don't talk to me. They won't even be in the same room as me. I feel so alone that I want to kill myself. The only person who loves me and cares about...
    leeboona leeboona
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 19, 2014

    Breaking Point

    At this point I'm so alone that the person I talk to most is my therapist who I only see an hour a week. Oh yeah, and my cats. Everyone that was in my life is so involved in their own and my family is a mess. It got so bad a few months ago I had to be admitted for self harm...
    sm22rign sm22rign
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2012

    It'd be nice to feel

    as though someone thinks about me or shows care for me. I do it for others and it's nice to see these people become happy from my help and now I wonder if anyone would ever do that for me. I'm simply left with an empty, longing feeling within me. A sudden feeling of betrayal and...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    Jul 9, 2015

    I'm depressed, I've come to terms with that.

    I never open up to anyone and don't truly trust anyone and I know that. I have no decent friends and I've come to terms with that as well. I just want to know why I'm like this. Why am I so lonely all the time? Why does no one like me? Why do I feel so distant from everyone...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Aug 5, 2015
    sydeiram sydeiram
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 22, 2014

    I Need Help

    im so lonley i dont want to talk, eat ,i just want to stare at the tele. i have 5 kids you would think that id have so much to do i wouldnt have time to just be a corpse. i know its nnot healthy for them but the depression has set in. i feel like a robot, breakfast, dinner, tea...
    saz33 saz33
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Aug 2, 2009

    What makes me worthy of people's attention?

    I'm worthless. Now I'm just tired. Nobody knows the consequences of daily abusive and aggressive behaviour. I get mocked because of my voice everyday and now I've just stopped speaking. I get told I'm annoying and prong to be around so I stay in my room. I go to school and I get...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jul 21, 2015

    I wish I could describe the kind of hurt I feel.

    Maybe it's my fault. Maybe I've shut so many people out for fear of being judged. Or, maybe, I'm seriously kidding myself and I don't deserve anyone's time or friendship; I can't quite decide which it is though. I go to bes wishing someone was next to me. I wake up wondering...
    katiebeth91 katiebeth91
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 17, 2015

    This silent and still darkness covers every

    square inch of this run down room and slowly seeps into every fiber of my being. I am left with nothing but the flashes of memories that my consciousness so wistfully provides. I fumble around to find my half empty pack of cigarettes I bought not even 2 hours ago and the lighter...
    korifrancis korifrancis
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 3, 2014

    Maybe Frankieneedles is right I'm gonna give up

    and in sorry to all the women I've hurt goodbye forever
    nathan16500 nathan16500
    13-15, M
    1 Response Sep 24, 2014

    I just wish there was someone

    that would be there for me personally and face-to-face. I love the support I get on here but it just sometimes feels dishonest and unnatural. When up front with someone they don't have time to think but say their belief. I haven't gone out with my friends in so long it's...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    Jul 1, 2015

    I feel so alone tbh .

    -. I really just want someone to hold me and tell me everything will be okay even if it won't. I need someone to be there for me, because I can't do this on my own.
    brooketheunicorn brooketheunicorn
    16-17, F
    Sep 20, 2015

    Feel Ashamed Of This......

    Ever since I lost all my friends just over a year ago, I have been extremely lonely. Allow me to have a rant but I am sick of the usual platitudes of which "join a club" seems to be a frequent one. I know people mean well but until they have been in my position you can see that...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 18, 2012

    My mum keeps complaining about things

    and then constantly asking me to repeat my sentences because she wasn't listening. She then says it's not her fault page can't hear us because our voices are too deep. You listening more is a factor you can alter while me having a deep voice is something I can't.
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    Jul 13, 2015

    Nobody to turn to, nobody to rely on anymore.

    I thank you all for helping me however, conversations on the Internet just don't feel realistic. To be happy. I must wait it through. I must wait for that person who treats me with respect and listens to me. They don't have to be perfect, just listen and understand me. Yet...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    Jul 13, 2015

    Sometimes I think I was meant to be alone.

    I caused so much stress within my last friendship, it's no wonder that he didn't want to be friends anymore. Sometimes I just have no chill. I think I'm so used to being alone that when I do make a new friend I just don't know how to act. I become so attached (more to the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 23, 2015

    My husband hates me. He says he doesn't love me

    anymore but then we fight and he says we'll be ok. What's the truth? He hasn't said I Love You in over a week!
    Nikeliyah Nikeliyah
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 21, 2014

    Ever since i was little ive had social skill

    problems. Growing up not many girls found me attractive or interesting due to my lacking social skills i came off as "creepy". Then fast forward to highschool barely any girls took notice of me and i was always lead on lied to or turned down by females. Im not the most...
    dylangarrett72 dylangarrett72
    18-21, M
    Feb 14

    I really don't have many people to talk to.

    ... All of my "friends" don't really talk to me anymore
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 28, 2015

    Some people aren't content with a large group

    of friends supporting them. Some people only need one person to accept them. I am one of those people who feel alone in a room crowded with people. All of them hurrying along with their life while you stand among them. And they swirl around you like you're a rock in the river...
    Chloe8888 Chloe8888
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 12, 2014

    Sometimes, i lay down at night.

    In my dark, cold room. & i think about the men i've had & how they tore me in half. How everyone just wants my body, Not me. & i lay there, alone, crying, wishing i wasn't alone at that very moment
    Adaptationn Adaptationn
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Feb 27, 2014

    Being alone is sitting in a room full of people.

    Talking, being superficial. But being ALONE on the inside. No one can get inside the solitude you've created. No one will break your walls.
    Adaptationn Adaptationn
    18-21, F
    Feb 20, 2014

    Knowing I don't have anybody is something I am

    use to, it's just a matter of time before it gets to me.
    ashleykaylor45 ashleykaylor45
    22-25, F
    Dec 13, 2014

    I have people around me

    but it feels like no one understands me. Everytime i try to start a conversation on here it has a few messages and then they ignore me. I always knew that i was going to be a loser :(
    Musicisalligot Musicisalligot
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 9, 2015

    I've lost my reaction to things,

    pain doesn't even bother me too much. I can hardly feel anything it's like I'm numb. It's odd, I can describe it as though when you stop, you feel a grip around you, closing you in. I'm not exaggerating. I've lost my reactions to negativity now. My mum made fun of my voice again...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    Jul 15, 2015

    I literally just met a cool *** dude yesterday

    who had the same things in common with me. Literally almost a lot. We talked about, started texting then added each other on Instagram Facebook snapchat. You name it. Not to mention I met em on here. We clicked well and started to know each other. Told him my fear of loosing...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 15, 2014
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