I am shaking inside and out. I am physically sick. I loved my job. My boss was great. She took a large chance on me by hiring and keeping me after she found out I had a past. A past that keeps me from working at my chosen profession and kept in minimum wage truly horrific...
I had a fight recently with this real beyotch. It doesn't matter much because she is dumb and that is not just my opinion.
But that fight brought back many things one of them was this emptiness that just doesn't stop. I could be doing anything even talking to someone and then it...
In the beginning it was so easy, you get to know what they look for and hide it as best you possibly can. As time drags on the smile seems a little less brighter, the cheer a little less real. You try to keep up with life but you don't ever really want to. You get up in the...
Two weeks ago, early on a Saturday morning, I was told by my "W_ _ e" (Sorry I swore that I would never use the "W" word to refer to her again.) that we were going to get a divorce. This did not come as any surprise to me. However, she went on to tell me that...
3 days ago I lost the love of my life, i cant sleep, eat im already slim and in 3 days lost nearly half a stone!! I think of him every minute and why? he treated me bad in the final few days but before that was the most wonderful person i knew, I am drinking to try and blot out...
Its been ages now, but I haven't been able to let you go. Its silly of me but I simply haven't been able to. I keep remembering your habits ,your face and the way your hands moved. And I keep remembering the way your lips felt and the smile that made me feel so warm. Its...
Here are some things i should have said along time ago to you Kate.
You are my bestest friend in the whole world.
I have always said, all my friends are equil!
Without you, i would be nothing.
You give me alot of confedence and are my role model.
You make me feel...like im...not...
Little children see
Who can handle
Throws at them.
The stuffed animal is
Not made that way.
Till it rips
The little children
Play with the stuffed...
I'm just having a really ****** time right now. I just need time and effort and a little support. And a wee cuddle. I will overcome this. I will leave this ep group and it will feel magnificent. Christ though, I am fragile as all hell right now. I am sugar glass.