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I Am Falling Apart At the Seams

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 155 People

    It Doesnt Work

    Every time i try to sow myself back together i stab myself with the neddle
    xxhusoldierxx xxhusoldierxx 13-15, F Jan 11, 2013

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    Im In A Bad Place

    3 days ago I lost the love of my life, i cant sleep, eat im already slim and in 3 days lost nearly half a stone!! I think of him every minute and why? he treated me bad in the final few days but before that was the most wonderful person i knew, I am drinking to try and blot out...
    horoscope1 horoscope1 41-45, F Apr 13, 2012

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    Falling Apart

    Falling apart,At the seams,That's me,Need help,Getting back together,Can someone please,Sew me up?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 22, 2012

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    An Ode To My Love...

    Its been ages now, but I haven't been able to let you go. Its silly of me but I simply haven't been able to. I keep remembering your habits ,your face and the way your hands moved. And I keep remembering the way your lips felt and the smile that made me feel so warm. Its...
    saiforever saiforever 18-21, F Oct 29, 2013

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    Can't Take It

    The drama The disappointments The tears... Little children see Stuffed animal, Who can handle Anything What life Throws at them. The truth The stuffed animal is Not made that way. Life tortures This toy Till it rips Completely apart. The little children Play with the stuffed...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F Dec 29, 2010

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    Taking Right Action...

    I am shaking inside and out. I am physically sick. I loved my job. My boss was great. She took a large chance on me by hiring and keeping me after she found out I had a past. A past that keeps me from working at my chosen profession and kept in minimum wage truly horrific...
    jhakti jhakti 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2011

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    I Need To..

    I need to sew myself back together.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 5 Responses Oct 2, 2010

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    Pieces

    In the beginning it was so easy, you get to know what they look for and hide it as best you possibly can. As time drags on the smile seems a little less brighter, the cheer a little less real. You try to keep up with life but you don't ever really want to. You get up in the...
    Cici88 Cici88 22-25, F 11 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    Empty Inside...

    I had a fight recently with this real beyotch. It doesn't matter much because she is dumb and that is not just my opinion. But that fight brought back many things one of them was this emptiness that just doesn't stop. I could be doing anything even talking to someone and then it...
    saiforever saiforever 18-21, F May 8, 2013

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    Confessions I Should Have Made Along Time Ago.

    Here are some things i should have said along time ago to you Kate. You are my bestest friend in the whole world. I have always said, all my friends are equil! Without you, i would be nothing. You give me alot of confedence and are my role model. You make me feel...like im...not...
    jay107 jay107 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 14, 2011

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    Falling Apart

    Two weeks ago, early on a Saturday morning, I was told by my "W_ _ e" (Sorry I swore that I would never use the "W" word to refer to her again.) that we were going to get a divorce. This did not come as any surprise to me. However, she went on to tell me that...
    doctorirwin doctorirwin 46-50, M 7 Responses Jun 22, 2009

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    Unhappy And Scared

    so tiered lonely scared unhappy .... all i want is love caring a good life not perfect but good achieve only 1 per cent off things i want but everything is telling me NO why i donno ....
    whatwhowhen whatwhowhen 22-25, F Dec 17, 2010

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    This Too Shall Pass

    I'm just having a really ****** time right now. I just need time and effort and a little support. And a wee cuddle. I will overcome this. I will leave this ep group and it will feel magnificent. Christ though, I am fragile as all hell right now. I am sugar glass.
    LukeMitchwest LukeMitchwest 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 4, 2012

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    I met someone on Ep, who Im falling for.She is beautiful in every way and see myself spending the rest of my life with.I found this site by accident I figured it would be a great...
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    I think I'm falling in love again. Forty or so years ago, I met a young woman with whom I had very strong love feelings and she for me. We were both married at the time but had an...
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    Whenever I am deprived of immediate sleep, I play nature music to soothe my unsettled mind. It invariably sends me down the path of unconsciousness. It's also a must while...
    DisappearIntoSilence DisappearIntoSilence 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I have clinical depression, so there is my reason, I am always in the dark trying to find the way to the light
    personalldemon personalldemon 13-15, F Jun 25

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    don't know if its depression but i haven't felt this way in a long time,i think i may be afraid to turn 30 a week from today? ; (
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 25

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    I remain in the corner of my mind, darkness all around me feeling the chains slowly regain their hold on me.i hear her laugh in the nothingness, repeating "you are mine".the chains...
    pandaangel pandaangel 26-30, F Jun 25

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    What if I've wasted the last 4 years of my life in this relationship? I want to marry this person but my mental illness is getting in between every relationship in my life. I don...
    mel1006 mel1006 18-21, F Jun 24

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    i'm so scared. i can feel it. i can feel the darkness wrapping around me, holding me closely. i can feel it tinting everything in my life. all of the good things in my life...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F Jun 24

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    hello everybody my name is victor and I live in SoCal and I've been single for over 5 years and I am not afraid to fall in love again but this time it's going to be head over...
    riderz4christ riderz4christ 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    I'm scared because I don't think it'll turn out alright because that means being willing to spend a lot of time with the other person and I've got things I want to do, I need my...
    chocolatecream1 chocolatecream1 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    I am only scared of love because I never want to be hurt
    loneleyboy loneleyboy 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    The reason is simple. I don't belong in the kingdom of love. Love isn't something my body, my mind, my thoughts are meant for. My personality is too complicated and sometimes...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 23

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    At the end of the day, it left me hurt. It came in with nothing but when it gone, it left me hollow, hurt, stupid; more than I thought I am. That's love. I thought it was a...
    QuInieFox QuInieFox 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    Recently started talking to someone from work. I don't usually date colleagues it's been a month and I really like him and I am acting out of character. Went on a date yesterday...
    Sweetness55 Sweetness55 22-25, F Jun 23

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    It runs through my head over and over to be in love holding someones hand walking along the ocean barefoot, laughing and being silly even after being together for many years . I...
    YoungHeartedSoul YoungHeartedSoul 41-45, M Jun 22

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    Every time I open up I always get hurt. So it's easier to be cautious and a little guarded to protect myself I fall in love hard and fast.
    demipuff demipuff 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I absolutely love it and even more falling asleep to the sound pounding on my roof top. I also like being cuddled in bed watching a horror movie.
    ALifeInterupted ALifeInterupted 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    it's raining right now. the countless taps on my windows. everything is gonna smell so fresh in the morning. just beautiful <3
    naomiXO naomiXO 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 22

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    because is like the music and feel calm
    Emily657 Emily657 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    A beautiful woman-inside and out. I'm truly blessed to have found her
    Risingabovetheashes Risingabovetheashes 18-21, F Jun 20

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    I'm afraid of falling back into depression, but the fear of depression can almost be a debilitating and lethargic as depression, because I don't want to do anything that could...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M Jun 20

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    I'm assuming the title should be I think being in love or falling in love is stupid and pointless. yep that describes it.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Jun 20

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    I can relate to this so much. I met these two dudes when I was a bit younger and one of them and I really hit it off. To make a long story short ,we ended up becoming really fast...
    sweetsexxylexy sweetsexxylexy 22-25, F Jun 20

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    Do you ever see those movies where it's a peaceful scene, and the actors watching out into the distance? Or when a girl is looking out the window, staring at the rain droplets...
    shhstayquiet shhstayquiet 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    You love me, and I thought I really loved you too. But the things you made me feel were lies, and you wouldn't let me go. I don't want to hurt you, but I don't think I love you...
    Cate97 Cate97 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    I have been married for 22 years. When we were first married, I didn't feel like having sex, too busy with kids, not interested, looking back I realize it wasn't fair. He had an...
    deni632 deni632 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    I used believe that falling in love would make you stronger. it made you happier. it made you better but I was wrong. love makes you angry. love makes you selfish and stupid and...
    TiffanyRaven TiffanyRaven 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    bfs since 7long years... I don't know if I should tell him or not...coz I don't want to lose my best friend ever... though I am 60/70% sure he likes me too but won't say it coz he...
    sumatib sumatib 18-21, F Jun 19

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    I am a girl. I believe falling in love has to do with the person not their gender. I've had crushes and fallen for both guys and girls but I've only ever really been with a guy but...