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I Am Falling Apart At the Seams

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    In the beginning it was so easy, you get to know what they look for and hide it as best you possibly can. As time drags on the smile seems a little less brighter, the cheer a little less real. You try to keep up with life but you don't ever really want to. You get up in the...
    Cici88 Cici88 22-25, F 11 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    Can't Take It

    The drama The disappointments The tears... Little children see Stuffed animal, Who can handle Anything What life Throws at them. The truth The stuffed animal is Not made that way. Life tortures This toy Till it rips Completely apart. The little children Play with the stuffed...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F Dec 29, 2010

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    Unhappy And Scared

    so tiered lonely scared unhappy .... all i want is love caring a good life not perfect but good achieve only 1 per cent off things i want but everything is telling me NO why i donno ....
    whatwhowhen whatwhowhen 22-25, F Dec 17, 2010

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    Empty Inside...

    I had a fight recently with this real beyotch. It doesn't matter much because she is dumb and that is not just my opinion. But that fight brought back many things one of them was this emptiness that just doesn't stop. I could be doing anything even talking to someone and then it...
    saiforever saiforever 18-21, F May 8, 2013

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    Confessions I Should Have Made Along Time Ago.

    Here are some things i should have said along time ago to you Kate. You are my bestest friend in the whole world. I have always said, all my friends are equil! Without you, i would be nothing. You give me alot of confedence and are my role model. You make me feel...like im...not...
    jay107 jay107 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 14, 2011

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    This Too Shall Pass

    I'm just having a really ****** time right now. I just need time and effort and a little support. And a wee cuddle. I will overcome this. I will leave this ep group and it will feel magnificent. Christ though, I am fragile as all hell right now. I am sugar glass.
    LukeMitchwest LukeMitchwest 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 4, 2012

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    Taking Right Action...

    I am shaking inside and out. I am physically sick. I loved my job. My boss was great. She took a large chance on me by hiring and keeping me after she found out I had a past. A past that keeps me from working at my chosen profession and kept in minimum wage truly horrific...
    jhakti jhakti 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2011

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    I Need To..

    I need to sew myself back together.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 2, 2010

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    Falling Apart

    Falling apart,At the seams,That's me,Need help,Getting back together,Can someone please,Sew me up?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 22, 2012

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    Im In A Bad Place

    3 days ago I lost the love of my life, i cant sleep, eat im already slim and in 3 days lost nearly half a stone!! I think of him every minute and why? he treated me bad in the final few days but before that was the most wonderful person i knew, I am drinking to try and blot out...
    horoscope1 horoscope1 41-45, F Apr 13, 2012

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    Falling Apart

    Two weeks ago, early on a Saturday morning, I was told by my "W_ _ e" (Sorry I swore that I would never use the "W" word to refer to her again.) that we were going to get a divorce. This did not come as any surprise to me. However, she went on to tell me that...
    doctorirwin doctorirwin 46-50, M 7 Responses Jun 22, 2009

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    It Doesnt Work

    Every time i try to sow myself back together i stab myself with the neddle
    xxhusoldierxx xxhusoldierxx 13-15, F Jan 11, 2013

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    An Ode To My Love...

    Its been ages now, but I haven't been able to let you go. Its silly of me but I simply haven't been able to. I keep remembering your habits ,your face and the way your hands moved. And I keep remembering the way your lips felt and the smile that made me feel so warm. Its...
    saiforever saiforever 18-21, F Oct 29, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    My life is falling apart..... I see my family going in different directions .... My mom in one direction and my dad in another ..... I see all that I love and care slowly leaves me...
    Shiyo Shiyo 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I personally think my downfall was when I lost my best friend to a car accident, Witnessed the whole thing, People that were there that night say when his car went off the side of...
    Arizv11 Arizv11 22-25, M Jan 11

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    I am mentally falling apart faster than I could have anticipated. It's all from school and my parents stressing me out. It has reached that point where I'm about to have a relapse...
    RedMarcher RedMarcher 16-17, M Jan 13

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    I'm feeling lonely this past few weeks. 2015 was a bomb. It's true as days goes by everything constantly change. I was happy and full of life my heart was filled with joy when I...
    imsoflhai imsoflhai 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I did something terribly stupid. I fell in love with my best friend and I jumped the gun. She digs me in some sort of way I just know it but I should have given her and myself...
    krickets krickets 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    FemaleBorderlineSociopath FemaleBorderlineSociopath 31-35, F Jan 8

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    Well I guess there isn't no love for me and there will be no one to cuddle with .When I started talking to him I really thought I was going to be with someone that I wanted to...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    falling falling down to the ground it's going to hurt when i land falling falling down underground further than i had planned secrets secrets and lies someone cries rinse and...
    1gr8guy 1gr8guy 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I think I'm falling in love But I don't know I wish I could tell
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I saw a falling star last night ,,,I make a wish ,, I hope my wish come truth,,,,
    pullupgirl102 pullupgirl102 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I've fallen hard for this girl. We've been talking through Snapchat a lot recently and I can't stop thinking about her. She's also told me she's falling for me too. I even told her...
    pwillems15 pwillems15 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Correction; I'm scared of falling in love again. I'm scared of the heartbreak that will come when we break up out of nowhere, I'm scared of getting too used and attached to him...
    Kayleehere Kayleehere 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I'm falling in love with my friend and it's scary because she's a girl and I've never felt that way for another girl before.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    They have an app for that... XD Really, I'm completely serious. It doesn't rain much where I live (especially not at night), so when it doesn't, I use an app that plays the sound...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 10

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    I remember walking through a forest in Finland walking back to my hotel. Everything was so still and quiet. And the most beautiful thick snow was falling. I should have had my...
    glowbugs glowbugs 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I am really falling for a guy I know very little about. All I know is how he acts when he's around me and how sweet he is and how much I can see that he cares. I have no idea if he...
    pizza0647 pizza0647 16-17, M Jan 11

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    I ****** this one guy and his brother is in my class. After I did Sam (that's what we'll call him) I realized how nasty he was. I never did him again. Now I'm falling for Sam's...
    lunamaple lunamaple 16-17, F Jan 11

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    The more we talk, the more I smile. The more you smile, the harder I will. The beautiful smile. Your personality. Your understanding. You're always here for me and I couldn't love...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Jan 12

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    I think I'm falling in love. My boyfriend and I have been friends for about year before becoming a couple. Also went on month of dates before we were official. I think he's so...
    Idreamtowaketofindthefate Idreamtowaketofindthefate 18-21, F Jan 13

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    Okay I know am completely over my ex and I'l never get back to him. It was difficult to get over the person I once shared my dreams with. Now, I think am falling in love again with...
    HeldonWhite HeldonWhite 18-21, F Jan 20

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    I've been posting about my ex recently but I found someone here in EP who is more like my ex. Incomparable. =) I met her ex first and then I started talking to her about how she...
    AngelsBroughtMeHere AngelsBroughtMeHere 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    To my best friend: “Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.” - Unknown. I was with you one day, and it hit...
    PhilosophicalCoder13 PhilosophicalCoder13 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    everyday that i talk to him and every time i see I'm I'm falling more and more he's amazing although he doesn't want a relationship right now i can wait
    carolinespecht4 carolinespecht4 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I just got an apartment with a friend, and I am honestly scared shitless now that I'm living on my own.
    AGonza AGonza 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    That smile I will remember forever His laugh will be playing forever in my mind I will smell him till tomorrow it was something of a musky sort. I will feel the prescence of...
    Sweetcityflower Sweetcityflower 70+, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    here we are again.....wanting to drown again.....
    styxc styxc 18-21, M Dec 30, 2014

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    I have been in a good place for most part of a year now. I can feel my self slip in to my dark little corner of the world. I never like being here but it feels safe. I want to stay...
    Deuz Deuz 18-21, M Dec 30, 2014

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    The year is almost over and its raining outside. Maybe i'll sleep soundly while the rain falls. Or I may just stay up and figure out where it all went wrong.
    nostalgickittens nostalgickittens 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    The dabs of pure on the window sill, the heavy shadow over the yard. The fleeting rays of the sun crawling over and under the hazy horizon. The leaden silence and noticeable lack...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    It's happening.. The thing that hurts me the most is how I'm starting to pull away from his affection. I'm not consciously trying to. When he tries to give me a hug or a kiss, I...
    LadyJunebug LadyJunebug 31-35, F 12 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Those text message that make you sit there smiling at your phone.
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I keep having the same question go through my mind.. "Is he worth it?" He's an amazing person. He supports us with never ending motovation. He's a loving father that I know he...
    LadyJunebug LadyJunebug 31-35, F 10 Responses Jan 2

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    I am in love with this guy I meet on line. And I know he likes me and love me very much too. I sent him a lot messages and New Years greetings and he did not respond to me...
    Wecanbfreinds Wecanbfreinds 31-35, F Jan 2

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    I live in Southern California. It never rains. It so sucks. I grew up in Brasil then we came to the U.S. To New Jersey. Lots of beautiful rain, thunderstorms. Green rolling hills...
    lostinspace3 lostinspace3 51-55, F 7 Responses Jan 2