I Am Falling Apart At the Seams

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    Falling Apart

    Two weeks ago, early on a Saturday morning, I was told by my "W_ _ e" (Sorry I swore that I would never use the "W" word to refer to her again.) that we were going to get a divorce. This did not come as any surprise to me. However, she went on to tell me that...
    doctorirwin doctorirwin
    46-50, M
    7 Responses Jun 22, 2009

    Taking Right Action...

    I am shaking inside and out. I am physically sick. I loved my job. My boss was great. She took a large chance on me by hiring and keeping me after she found out I had a past. A past that keeps me from working at my chosen profession and kept in minimum wage truly horrific...
    jhakti jhakti
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 20, 2011

    Confessions I Should Have Made Along Time Ago.

    Here are some things i should have said along time ago to you Kate. You are my bestest friend in the whole world. I have always said, all my friends are equil! Without you, i would be nothing. You give me alot of confedence and are my role model. You make me feel...like im...not...
    jay107 jay107
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Oct 14, 2011

    An Ode To My Love...

    Its been ages now, but I haven't been able to let you go. Its silly of me but I simply haven't been able to. I keep remembering your habits ,your face and the way your hands moved. And I keep remembering the way your lips felt and the smile that made me feel so warm. Its...
    saiforever saiforever
    18-21, F
    Oct 29, 2013

    Can't Take It

    The drama The disappointments The tears... Little children see Stuffed animal, Who can handle Anything What life Throws at them. The truth The stuffed animal is Not made that way. Life tortures This toy Till it rips Completely apart. The little children Play with the stuffed...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai
    16-17, F
    Dec 29, 2010

    Falling Apart

    Falling apart,At the seams,That's me,Need help,Getting back together,Can someone please,Sew me up?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Mar 22, 2012

    This Too Shall Pass

    I'm just having a really ****** time right now. I just need time and effort and a little support. And a wee cuddle. I will overcome this. I will leave this ep group and it will feel magnificent. Christ though, I am fragile as all hell right now. I am sugar glass.
    LukeMitchwest LukeMitchwest
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 4, 2012

    Unhappy And Scared

    so tiered lonely scared unhappy .... all i want is love caring a good life not perfect but good achieve only 1 per cent off things i want but everything is telling me NO why i donno ....
    whatwhowhen whatwhowhen
    22-25, F
    Dec 17, 2010

    I Need To..

    I need to sew myself back together.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    5 Responses Oct 2, 2010

    Pieces

    In the beginning it was so easy, you get to know what they look for and hide it as best you possibly can. As time drags on the smile seems a little less brighter, the cheer a little less real. You try to keep up with life but you don't ever really want to. You get up in the...
    Cici88 Cici88
    22-25, F
    11 Responses Oct 21, 2009

    Empty Inside...

    I had a fight recently with this real beyotch. It doesn't matter much because she is dumb and that is not just my opinion. But that fight brought back many things one of them was this emptiness that just doesn't stop. I could be doing anything even talking to someone and then it...
    saiforever saiforever
    18-21, F
    May 8, 2013

    It Doesnt Work

    Every time i try to sow myself back together i stab myself with the neddle
    xxhusoldierxx xxhusoldierxx
    13-15, F
    Jan 11, 2013

    Im In A Bad Place

    3 days ago I lost the love of my life, i cant sleep, eat im already slim and in 3 days lost nearly half a stone!! I think of him every minute and why? he treated me bad in the final few days but before that was the most wonderful person i knew, I am drinking to try and blot out...
    horoscope1 horoscope1
    41-45, F
    Apr 13, 2012

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