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I Am Falling Apart At the Seams

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    Im In A Bad Place

    3 days ago I lost the love of my life, i cant sleep, eat im already slim and in 3 days lost nearly half a stone!! I think of him every minute and why? he treated me bad in the final few days but before that was the most wonderful person i knew, I am drinking to try and blot out...
    horoscope1 horoscope1 41-45, F Apr 13, 2012

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    Can't Take It

    The drama The disappointments The tears... Little children see Stuffed animal, Who can handle Anything What life Throws at them. The truth The stuffed animal is Not made that way. Life tortures This toy Till it rips Completely apart. The little children Play with the stuffed...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F Dec 29, 2010

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    Pieces

    In the beginning it was so easy, you get to know what they look for and hide it as best you possibly can. As time drags on the smile seems a little less brighter, the cheer a little less real. You try to keep up with life but you don't ever really want to. You get up in the...
    Cici88 Cici88 22-25, F 11 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    Confessions I Should Have Made Along Time Ago.

    Here are some things i should have said along time ago to you Kate. You are my bestest friend in the whole world. I have always said, all my friends are equil! Without you, i would be nothing. You give me alot of confedence and are my role model. You make me feel...like im...not...
    jay107 jay107 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 14, 2011

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    Unhappy And Scared

    so tiered lonely scared unhappy .... all i want is love caring a good life not perfect but good achieve only 1 per cent off things i want but everything is telling me NO why i donno ....
    whatwhowhen whatwhowhen 22-25, F Dec 17, 2010

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    Taking Right Action...

    I am shaking inside and out. I am physically sick. I loved my job. My boss was great. She took a large chance on me by hiring and keeping me after she found out I had a past. A past that keeps me from working at my chosen profession and kept in minimum wage truly horrific...
    jhakti jhakti 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2011

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    It Doesnt Work

    Every time i try to sow myself back together i stab myself with the neddle
    xxhusoldierxx xxhusoldierxx 13-15, F Jan 11, 2013

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    Falling Apart

    Two weeks ago, early on a Saturday morning, I was told by my "W_ _ e" (Sorry I swore that I would never use the "W" word to refer to her again.) that we were going to get a divorce. This did not come as any surprise to me. However, she went on to tell me that...
    doctorirwin doctorirwin 46-50, M 7 Responses Jun 22, 2009

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    Empty Inside...

    I had a fight recently with this real beyotch. It doesn't matter much because she is dumb and that is not just my opinion. But that fight brought back many things one of them was this emptiness that just doesn't stop. I could be doing anything even talking to someone and then it...
    saiforever saiforever 18-21, F May 8, 2013

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    This Too Shall Pass

    I'm just having a really ****** time right now. I just need time and effort and a little support. And a wee cuddle. I will overcome this. I will leave this ep group and it will feel magnificent. Christ though, I am fragile as all hell right now. I am sugar glass.
    LukeMitchwest LukeMitchwest 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 4, 2012

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    I Need To..

    I need to sew myself back together.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 2, 2010

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    Falling Apart

    Falling apart,At the seams,That's me,Need help,Getting back together,Can someone please,Sew me up?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 22, 2012

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    An Ode To My Love...

    Its been ages now, but I haven't been able to let you go. Its silly of me but I simply haven't been able to. I keep remembering your habits ,your face and the way your hands moved. And I keep remembering the way your lips felt and the smile that made me feel so warm. Its...
    saiforever saiforever 18-21, F Oct 29, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I fell in love with a girl 2 years ago and ever since we've been inseparable. She's just finished high school and is now moving on with her life; going out drinking, meeting new...
    am8ie am8ie 18-21, F Oct 26

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    I feel so alone all the time. I want to cry so bad, but the tears aren't there. I'm tired of every aspect of my life making me feel inadequate, like I don't belong, and that it...
    Cari92 Cari92 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    It feels as if I'm falling apart again. I can feel my walls cracking and slowly, one by one, crumbling into non-existence. Stress, if not for all of this stress I'd be more or less...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 28

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    My whole family is going insane.....everything just keeps falling apart....so much stress and I don't know how much I can take right now..
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    In front of my eyes. I used to take responsibility for the feelings of others. I thought I did. Actually, I wasn't qualified, and made no assertions that I was some guru or...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 11

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    I keep on holding on to someone that keeps pushing me away. We got in fights and stayed apart for months and they always find a way to come back to me. I find myself forgiving them...
    zz0828 zz0828 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 8

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    I feel like I'm not as smart as I used to be. It's bothering me so much.. I've been overwhelmed with stress, and at this age, I shouldn't even have that much stress. I feel like an...
    trellatay trellatay 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 28

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    It's been months, but I'm still suffering. I'm not suicidal but a part of me wants to be. Death would offer the escape I need. I'm tired of these tears, of these fears. When will...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 2

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    The death of my auntie is starting to sink in and become a reality to me now. I feel really scared and alone at the moment because I have no one to talk to about how I feel. I'm...
    rirxalri rirxalri 16-17, F Nov 3

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    I'm so empty inside. Does anyone else feel this way? It's likeā€¦ I can't even explain.
    MasqueradeMe MasqueradeMe 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    I've been diagnosed with bipolar depression since high school. I've had my ups and downs, and 2 rock bottoms (failed suicide attempts). My last rock bottom was a huge wake up call...
    Cari92 Cari92 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    When is it not?...........
    Asia06 Asia06 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I took another Goldberg Depression test last night. ( physiologists use it to determine depression, there is one online: http://www.netdoctor.co.uk/interactive/interactivetests...
    MasqueradeMe MasqueradeMe 13-15, F Nov 8

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    I stopped self harming because drugs made me feel better but now I'm starting to feel the urges again
    rawerimadino rawerimadino 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    Hello! I would like to become a seamstress. Would any seamstresses be interested in messaging me and telling me how they got started in this field?
    redheadragdoll redheadragdoll 18-21, F Nov 12

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    So I'm 20 he's 21 we've known one another for about 4yrs now, and have been in serious long term relationships while remaining friends, we've always kept a respectable distance and...
    lilzee225 lilzee225 18-21, F Oct 30

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    So I'm 20 he's 21 we've known one another for about 4yrs now, and have been in serious long term relationships while remaining friends, we've always kept a respectable distance and...
    lilzee225 lilzee225 18-21, F Oct 30

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    This is something I don't understand. Love is a positive emotion. Yes sometimes a relationship breaks apart but that's life. Now days all of these screwed up young people don't...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I would have to say my worst fear is falling. Not knowing what or where I'm falling into makes me so nervous and anxious. I just would hate to fall in love with someone cause I...
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 13-15, F Nov 12

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    It's been years since the last time I fell in love. I like flirting and going out with guys but when things start to get serious I shut them out immediately. I get scared and just...
    Sofiie Sofiie 18-21, F Nov 4

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    I have always loved storms! When other people get nervous about bad weather I get excited! I love to sit outside & watch the dark clouds move in...and falling rain is so soothing...
    haleyscomet88 haleyscomet88 41-45, F 6 Responses Nov 5

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    im screwed and stupid im falling for my gfs little sister whose the same age as me. I get jealous and upset everytime my gf tells me bout her little sister liking someone. kinda...
    trentoy trentoy 18-21, M Nov 5

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    It just happened. Now I can't go on a single day without thinking about him. I anxiously check my phone for any messages from him. And there are days when he doesn't, I just feel...
    ThatGirlWaiting ThatGirlWaiting 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 7

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    Falling in love with you was the easiest thing I've done in my life.
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 8

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    Well I've already posted about the falling for him part, but its been a few wks and recently he hasn't been strongly communicating through text, I'm in another state so our...
    lilzee225 lilzee225 18-21, F Nov 12

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    I do not consider falling and option or a part of life but a mere action towards my journey to victory.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Nov 12

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    I'm falling in love with someone who I don't know.
    Lostmyselfinpain Lostmyselfinpain 26-30, M Nov 14

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    I held hands with her last night. I think I'm falling in love.
    emeryjoy emeryjoy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 16

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    After a lot of hurt, and a dissolution, I really think I might be falling in love again.
    Lancerdude Lancerdude 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    I'm very much afraid of guys/men and I want to overcome this fear and avoidance. I can never remember not having this anxiety. From even before being enrolled in my first year of...
    2openmind 2openmind 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I said this once, but nowadays I find myself falling in love with life. I fall in love with the happiness of other people. I fall in love with the trees changing color, and music...
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Everyday I struggle to get out of bed and start my day, I keep compromising my life to settle and be grateful but what if I wanted more am I a bad person for wanting to fight for a...
    catxfreak catxfreak 18-21, F Nov 2

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    I guess i can say that i already fell apart, im slowly picking up the pieces to put myself back together. Its not easy, I know that i am worth it. I don't ever give up on myself...
    Andrea408 Andrea408 22-25 1 Response Nov 5

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