I Am Falling Apart, But You Won't See It

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    Never

    I'm tired of trying.  I'm tired of crying.  I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying.
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    26-30
    1 Response Aug 5, 2010

    Inspiration

    I woke up today with a real heavy heart. My mind is in chaos, don’t know how to start Someone doesn’t halt to steal and corrupt My life…my dreams…am falling apart I am angry with clenched teeth Am again standing with shaking feet The misery is on my...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest
    36-40, F
    Jul 29, 2010

    Surely Thts Enuf

    sum1 up ther must be lukin at me n finkin it dunt mata ur tryin to get beta or ur bin strong for ur mum coz of ur dads affair ur not crumbling yet so sod it u can tek sum more ur partner can be in hospital now which will stop him doin his dream job love the world.
    15steps 15steps
    22-25, F
    Aug 3, 2010

    Help

    do i go to doctors for help now they know ive had depression but didnt help wen i went in my teens dont think they tuk me seriously i wake up n i cant stay in bed i just feel miserable im stuk in the house away from evri1 wi 2 children my family dnt *** my partners family dnt...
    15steps 15steps
    22-25, F
    Jul 29, 2010

    Standin Still

    im laid on the bed just thinkin i can hear birds singin n ppl mowin ther grass kids shouting the world carries on ppl r livin i realise life is passin me by i hear a song tht reminds me of happier times n think can this eva happen agen.things r changin i dnt kno what to do and...
    15steps 15steps
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 30, 2010

    I decided to break up with my boyfriend

    and move out . I'm 26 weeks pregnant! I told him I hated him and it wasn't working... Well I didn't mean any of that! I love him so much. I thought that maybe if I left he would chase me and want me back. The reason I was mad is because all I wanted was attention. Now he won't...
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08
    18-21, F
    Jun 12, 2014

    You Won't Ever See It.

    I'm broken inside. I'm sick of trying an failing. Everything I do is never good enough. I'm sick of presenting this "perfect" image of myself to everyone, and it's tearing me apart inside. I'm really not like that. No one actually sees that I'm falling apart. No one wants to...
    WhiteSparrow WhiteSparrow
    16-17, F
    Sep 11, 2010

    Or Maybe You Will...

    Just not completely intentionally.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 13, 2010

    Faking It Best I Can

    i'm soo weepy lately. this is so twisted but i actually wish that stupid pastor had been right about the rapture saturday. not that i would have gone to heaven but . . . . . .. . i just feel like i'm faking my life. not my interactions with  people but MY life. i just go thru...
    darlinsam darlinsam
    36-40, F
    May 24, 2011

    Can I Get Through Today

    i wake up today and i feel the same anutha day with nothing in it.ive felt different since i was a little girl not been able to stay in bed coz of the dark cloud i can feel hangin ova me.it teks nothng to mek me feel down its like im constantly grieveing for sumfing.i dnt kno hu...
    15steps 15steps
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 28, 2010

    Wont See It. Wont Hear It.

    You wont see it, you wont hear it, you will never even realise Im in so much pain that living does not seem to be an option. My boyfriend and I had a fight last night, one of many. I had to cancel on our plans because of my dads birthday and now hes ignoring my txts and blocking...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 30, 2010

    Theres no point in looking pretty

    if you're an ugly person inside.. Mirror smashing party anyone? Ha.
    peaceinmiles peaceinmiles
    18-21, F
    Jun 12, 2014
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