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I Am Falling Apart

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    Shattered - I hate hurting others as I loathe that dreaded feeling of having my feelings hurt, its a frequent thing, though I understand I'm over sensitive, it makes me empathize...
    Tillydevine82 Tillydevine82 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    Empty - Everyday I try not to feel it. I try to push it away. But it will find me. Creep up when I least expect it. Ruining my day. I can't explain it. I don't know where it came...
    ElliBunny ElliBunny 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 26, 2013

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    Broken Road Of Tears - It started when I was twelve years old. Back in those days nothing really matters though, girls are just mean and boys are just boys. You try to ignore...
    Sammy1215 Sammy1215 18-21 Mar 27, 2013

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    Moved.......******......... - well I moved...back to the mainland, the move well dont get me started..long story short the van was very much too small- I booked what my dad told me...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    Dont Know What To Do - first off, my boyfriend lives in canada and i live in the US so it is difficult for us to see each other often because of money issues and schooling. anyways...
    bostongirl101 bostongirl101 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2012

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    I'm Falling Apart - I'm falling apart,Running rough,Help please,Someone lift my hood,There's something wrong,You've guessed it,I'm becoming a car!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2011

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    The Good Stuff Never Hits All At Once... - But of course the bad stuff does. Sometimes I wonder if it's just me-that whom ever is upstairs running the show finds itparticularly...
    lessthanlucky lessthanlucky 22-25 Feb 4, 2012

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    As I walked along the shore with the sun setting, basking everything in its fading rays I saw a little boy with his parents. He splashed in the tide pools laughing without a care...
    chasethesky4ever chasethesky4ever 26-30, M Mar 8

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    I can't stand myself. I was horrible to so many people. I really don't know how i'm going to keep going. My friend killed himself. He was unstable and I treated him like crap. And...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M Mar 15

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    My Friend And I Are Growing Apart. - I feel as if were different people. And we don't have anything to talk about anyone. I am scared.
    happiness8888 happiness8888 13-15, F Oct 27, 2013

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    If It Means Anything .... - I have lost another sibling and that leaves only five of us now. Time seems to be racing by and not a lot is getting done as far as getting out of this...
    busybettyboop busybettyboop 46-50, F Dec 1, 2011

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    Everything Happens At The Same Time! - My proxy stops working, that disconnects me from EP, Then my job is in jeopardy, my source of income is dried out! Then I need money to...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 17 Responses Oct 2, 2010

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    Protect - I am slowly falling apart. I don't want to cry anymore. I've recently been told I have ADD, ADHD, and I am suffering from anxiety, depression, and trichotillomania. That...
    littletalks littletalks 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10, 2013

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    Depression - Pain and suffering Present for so long They stick around They're a plague I spread them through contact through coughs, hacks, and speech words dig deep they alter...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M Feb 24, 2013

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    Too Young For This. - I'm 23. 23 years old. Barely an adult and I'm falling to pieces. I've known for a while that I have a connective tissue disorder, little did I know how it...
    angeldancer angeldancer 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2013

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    I don't see how ill ever be able to move forward. I just wish i could go back in time so i could relive when we were together.
    BiO811HazarD BiO811HazarD 18-21, M Apr 2

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    Tomorrow Never Seems to Come - Some tomorrows don’t come. Because they weren’t meant too sometimes, but sometimes because we neglect to make sure they will. Sometimes...
    Treval Treval 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2009

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    I sometimes cry for no real reason except I just can't keep myself together any longer.
    TheWaySheFeels3 TheWaySheFeels3 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Broken - Inside I feel this empty space. It hurts sometimes. It’s always in my heart too. Some days I can ignore it, other days it takes over. The fact is it still remains. It...
    Emily26 Emily26 18-21, F Apr 27, 2013

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    I Keep Avoiding Everything - My head.... has been a mess lately. I've been trying so hard to avoid to clear obvious bull **** right in front of my face. I can't handle everything...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    Just Done - this is my last ever i hope i was okay just hate me just hate myself if i am not who i am who am i i would never fall back in her arms
    Sammieangel Sammieangel 18-21, T Jun 14, 2012

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    ............................. - The wind blows and the birds fly but I stay, I stay and watch as they all leave. I stand as the rain pours I stand so no one can see the tears that...
    arooj2020 arooj2020 16-17, F Nov 28, 2013

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    I am falling apart right now. Its partly my fault, I'm letting everyone walk all over me, and use me however they want, and I don't have the physical strength to stick up for...
    AlyAngel AlyAngel 22-25, F Mar 24

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    Everything is in a tailspin. It seems like all of the decisions I made to better my life are backfiring right now, I just hope all these wires untangle themselves soon.
    Rayonkier Rayonkier 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Im Scared - I throw my hands up i'm scared, so scared, I am in this house on my own the stupid ferry was late so I finally got home at 3am, walking in felt so cold, quiet, I have...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 3, 2013

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    Piece By Piece - And each piece goes with a lot of pain. It's a pity that we take our health for granted.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 13 Responses Apr 5, 2009

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    "Isn't it tiring to live like this, when nothing is real, when nothing is right, when nothing is true, when nothing made sense? Won't it be easier to just end it all and say...
    AlyssaTM AlyssaTM 16-17, F Mar 29

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    It's getting at that point where I have one person that I can call a friend. My now ex best friend has got the whole school turned against me....I can't go anywhere in the building...
    Justanobody17 Justanobody17 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    Memories Lost, Pain Left - I fear there may be roots spinning down my spine. Roots that have tightened, feeding off the memories of swingsets, and laughter. Roots originating from...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 25, 2013

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    Im Failing To Keep Strong. - Its so hard to keep strong,my heart is broken.One day im booming,next im in floods of tears.Why i but my self through this for a man that beat and...
    whiteangle whiteangle 36-40, F 11 Responses Apr 29, 2010

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    And I haven't in years. I'm described as emotionally empty, I don't really understand empathy or sympathy. When I try to fake it because it seems like that's what's needed in the...
    poisonandwine poisonandwine 26-30, F Mar 17

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    No Fear Though - A few more drinks and a little velcro and I'll be right as rain. *chugs*
    awhitedot awhitedot 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 30, 2011

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    I am so tired of being tired. Being lonely. Being depressed. I've been through so much pain and sorrow in my life. No, I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to tell my long...
    BrokenPhoenixx BrokenPhoenixx 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    Yes I am. How to be a heart broken is my thing. My love broke my heart by leaving me alone. I am weak. I have no one to feel me or to give me hope. I am still in shock. I can't...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 9

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    Friendzone - I have a huge issue with the word "friend." I know it's weird but it's so scary to hear that word sometimes. It's like a dagger in my thoughts from anyone that I like...
    sagesbones sagesbones 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 24, 2013

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    Lost, Alone, And Fed-up - I have suffered from depression for most of my life, which is far from being pleasant, but I learned to live with it until February 2012. I had a "cutting...
    SammiTay SammiTay 18-21, F Oct 16, 2012

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    My Username Says It All - You all probably have to brace yourselves for my story. I didn't have anywhere else to go and what prompted me to rush to Google and start hunting sites...
    Unlucky2013 Unlucky2013 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 26, 2013

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    Falling Apart And Alone - I am 45 and in the past 3 years have developed numerous health issues.  On the surface most would not suspect.  I am a very busy active professional who...
    almond66 almond66 41-45 2 Responses Nov 8, 2011

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    FML! - I really don't know what to do with my life. I had a major emotional breakdown just a couple of weeks ago. I went to the hospital and everything because I was completely...
    reset reset 18-21, F 10 Responses Apr 5, 2009

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    She is perfect. Gets good grades no the highest in the class. Has 17 awards for having the highest mark. Broke our school record and is going to life sciences and i think she will...
    1234abcj 1234abcj 18-21 Jan 3

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    ever since we moved and ever since my mom died, we are all now physically alive but emotionally and in terms of living life-- we are dead. My sisters are across the universe...
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    ever felt as thought everything in your life is just falling apart? right from your work life to your personal life? I know I am still young and have my entire life ahead of me...
    teddybarom teddybarom 22-25, M Mar 29

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    I wake up every morning with the intentions to be a better me and to have a good day but something always ruin those purposes. I'm falling apart and I have no one around to help...
    TheBlackVelma TheBlackVelma 22-25, F Apr 2

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    So this might be long. I do feel like a pretty lucky guy with a lot of blessings.. But I do have a lot of worries about my family which I will express here.. Ok so my family is...
    PhindingPhronesis PhindingPhronesis 16-17, M Mar 30

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    I seriously don't even know what to do anymore, its such a burden, to deal with this every single day. now I figured I should just lock myself in my room and let them fight all...
    Mei95 Mei95 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    My mother might lose her job. I'm not doing so well in college right now and it's almost the end of the semester. And everything is so overwhelming I don't know how I'm going to...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    It's happening again, first it was in Texas. All the lies all the fighting, I witnessed it & it was taken out on me at the age of 14. Now it's happening again in Nevada.....I'm 21...
    DefineLines DefineLines 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I feel so lost so alone and i wanna cry. i never felt so not my self. i feel like the outcast that nobody want to help but feel sorry for. i becoming so distance from every one...
    thuff01 thuff01 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    My mum kicked my brother out today. He nearly drink drove last night due to his girlfriend being terrible and he was plastered and we had to take his keys off him and hide them.
    AHelpfulLover AHelpfulLover 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Long story short, my boyfriend is in rehab and I think I'm falling in love with one of my roommates. I haven't seen my boyfriend in 3 months, and our relationship is falling apart...
    shesthebosss shesthebosss 13-15, F Mar 20

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    How is this possible I can feel my self falling for someone :(
    Nicby Nicby 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    One of my best friends, one of the people I lean on, I am falling in love with... I didn't think he would ever want me. Today he told me that he is applying for a military college...
    curveycupcake curveycupcake 18-21, F Apr 8