I Am Falling Apart

I have suffered from depression for most of my life, which is far from being pleasant, but I learned to live with it until February 2012. I had a "cutting" problem since I was 13, but that day in February was the first time it sent me...

Inside I feel this empty space. It hurts sometimes. It’s always in my heart too. Some days I can ignore it, other days it takes over. The fact is it still remains. It never truly ”goes away.” I can mask it. I am the master of...

I have a huge issue with the word "friend." I know it's weird but it's so scary to hear that word sometimes. It's like a dagger in my thoughts from anyone that I like. I overthink, I feel as though everything is going to get fucked up...

It started when I was twelve years old. Back in those days nothing really matters though, girls are just mean and boys are just boys. You try to ignore everything that tries to shut you down. I made it through that for the most part...

Its so hard to keep strong,my heart is broken.One day im booming,next im in floods of tears.Why i but my self through this for a man that beat and abuse me so much.I see him the other day,looking al good and healthy,Still in the rehab...

Pain and suffering
Present for so long
They stick around
They're a plague
I spread them through contact
through coughs, hacks, and speech
words dig deep
they alter those gases
the greens, the blues, the purples
all the shades of your...

And each piece goes with a lot of pain. It's a pity that we take our health for granted.

this is my last ever i hope i was okay just hate me just hate myself if i am not who i am who am i i would never fall back in her arms

I'm 23. 23 years old. Barely an adult and I'm falling to pieces. I've known for a while that I have a connective tissue disorder, little did I know how it would change my life. Up until a few months ago I knew what I wanted to do with...

first off, my boyfriend lives in canada and i live in the US so it is difficult for us to see each other often because of money issues and schooling. anyways, last month, he found out that his uncle got into a car accident and passed...

My proxy stops working, that disconnects me from EP,

Then my job is in jeopardy, my source of income is dried out!

Then I need money to revive my job, and I have to work to get money!

I am going to get a loan, it sounds impossible...

A few more drinks and a little velcro and I'll be right as rain. *chugs*

My head.... has been a mess lately. I've been trying so hard to avoid to clear obvious bull shit right in front of my face. I can't handle everything on my own. The more I try to distance myself from people, the more I just end up...

I am slowly falling apart. I don't want to cry anymore. I've recently been told I have ADD, ADHD, and I am suffering from anxiety, depression, and trichotillomania. That's not the worst part though. I am tied together with a smile, but...

I fear there may be roots spinning down my spine. Roots that have tightened, feeding off the memories of swingsets, and laughter. Roots originating from a tree that's black and fighting death. It thrives helplessly with a leaf or two...