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I Am Fascinated By Schizophrenia

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    Aleksandar262 Aleksandar262 16-17, T 1 Response May 22

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    Not Only Fascinated But ...

    Although I’ve always had a thing for psychology, only recently have I gotten into mental disorders..as in really into them. I wanted to follow a career in psychology (since med school seems too much for me) but figured I myself am mentally disturbed so I wouldnt do that well...
    blacknblue9 blacknblue9 18-21, F 1 Response May 20, 2012

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    Trick of the Beat

    now, that the next phase of my life has begun.. its amazing what can happen in a matter of months. i have moved again.. i have a mountain view, but once again.. its just another day. just my surrounding have changed, sometimes i feel so sad,, sipping my coffee and chasing...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    The First Time I Was Put In the Hosipital.

     Well actual I was first put in Easter Seals, where I learned how to make fishing yoyo's, I was 16, My grandmother always told me I was crazy. Because I told her that God talk to me, she said normal people do not here people talking in their heads. I also could hear other...
    maryomaga3 maryomaga3 46-50, F 20 Responses Mar 1, 2009

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    Schizophrenia and Me

    i have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. and under a pychatrist care.   but i am 100% fascinated by schizophrenia. there is such a fine line between sanity and insanity and even thinner line with spirituality i have a spiritual  guide or ( a schizo) voice that...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 16, 2008

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    completely obsessed with this disorder.

    it's so crazy & sad but fascinating to hear stories !
    Graffer Graffer 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    Recently I had to undergo a brief medical

    examination. The nurse is asking me a series of routine questions from a clipboard. 'Do you have any physical disabilities' and so on.  When she asked if there were any mental or psychological disabilities I balked.  She looked up from the clipboard, 'bi-polar, depression...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    Struggling With An Undiagnosed Schizo-typal/phrenic

    I've been in a romantic relationship with a guy that I'm slowly suspecting is schizotypal or schizophrenic. Of course in the beginning I thought of him as a pretty creative person and that some of his "differences" were cultural in nature as he's East Indian and a...
    sxyvirgo sxyvirgo 41-45 4 Responses May 20, 2008

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    My brother with schizophrenia said he has to

    kill himself because the devil needs him. I have no idea what I would do without him and I wish I could understand how and why his thoughts are like this.
    miiaa247 miiaa247 13-15, F 3 Responses May 9

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    I have schizo. If any one fascinated wants to

    ask any questions or just talk.
    alphadecay alphadecay 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    http://loveaschizophrenic.

    blogspot.com/ This is my new blog. It is just about life from my point of view as a person with schizophrenia. Please read it and share with friends and family. Thanks
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F Jul 4

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    Find Me On Youtube

    I have posted several mental health vids on youtube mostly about schizophrenia. Yiu can find me under mstenorsaxplayer. The vids are me talking about my schizophrenia. Feel free to ask questions on here or youtube.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2013

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    I Created This Story Using My Mind

    Annnd, I just lost everything I just wrote. But that's fine, I was near the beginning. So, to recap: I have a friend from high school, or acquaintance rather, who is probably schizophrenic. I see him a lot around the local hospital, and I've been down there recently because I...
    namegame namegame 26-30, M Jul 11, 2013

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    Interesting But Not Fun

    hello strangers i once like you was interested in phycology i studied it for a few years its interestingt, i lernt a lot about people but i have schizophrenia myself it is not fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot trust myself, just today i met a girl about 16 on the train she waas very...
    monkshart monkshart 18-21, T 4 Responses Nov 29, 2010

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    I Have Schizophrenia

    I was just scrollin through this site and saw this group. I am interested in schizophrenia so that I can help myself and others with the disorder. If any of you have questions or want a personal testimony from someone with the illness, feel free to ask me.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2013

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    What is it like to hear voices?

    Well, in my particular case, it's just like there's people in my body and mind. Everything is so clear and crisp.. everything they say I experience lucid. It effects me on a conscious and subconscious level, and I talk back to them whether I want to or not. They go by Greys...
    smu1215 smu1215 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 21, 2014

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    "In the Windmills of Your Mind..."

    Schizophrenia has always fascinated me. But then again, so have most other mental illnesses. The mind has got to be one of the most intriguing topics in the world. Because everyone has one. And every mind is different. It's amazing, really. If I actually enjoyed science, I'd...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2008

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    Strange Interests

    I am fascinated with schizophrenia but not only that but all disturbing psychiatric disorders such as multiple personality disorder, dementia and all the other disorders out there. I've always been fascinated with these things and Its not normal i know but mabye this will lead me...
    rainonroses17 rainonroses17 22-25 1 Response Dec 29, 2009

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    I Knew Someone Who May Be Schizophenic

     An aquaintance of my 2nd profile wrote this (as an a EP story, not privately):   "I had a problems, i explain you, i get crisis every 3 or 5 years separated. This is similar than schizophrenia but it's not the same at all. My psychic doctor said me the...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    Here to Share What I Can

    I joined this group in hope of maybe being able to help someone (like me) who deals with schizophrenia in their life.  I began to be affected with this in my late teens, and it changed my life.  It is not something I like to dwell on, but is one of those things you...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 1 Response Feb 23, 2008

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    Are Schizoprhenics Really Non-sane?

    Considering quantum physics' view of the nature or reality and multiple, parellel universes, are schizophrenics really left of center or do they in fact perceive multiple realities?   I had the fortune/misfortune of studying "majick" with a schizoprenic.  He...
    IcarusFalling IcarusFalling 31-35, M 6 Responses May 22, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    You know its funny I was thinking about this today. I say I like to make love but in reality it creeps me out if hes to loving during s_x. Like a guy I've had s_x with he was...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 7 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I'm not even twenty yet. My life had just begun. I don't know when the symptoms started, but it caused my life to spiral right down the drain. I never went to a doctor, for fear of...
    SeeingIsNotBelieving SeeingIsNotBelieving 26-30, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    My mom has schizophrenia. She seemed to be doing fine lately but but recently my brother came to visit and he said that he caught her talking to a door. I wish my mom wasn't so...
    sailorindigo sailorindigo 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm fascinated with my own behavior.... I consider myself an introvert...but , here's the Big Butt ... when I am around others in small gatherings I can enjoy myself ...when I am...
    enlightenedoneforone enlightenedoneforone 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Something new has been talking to me. The voice says he died in this room, and I need to get out "before they get me too." So I guess I have a new imaginary friend. Great.
    DreamWarriorBlake DreamWarriorBlake 22-25, M a week ago

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    Does anyone else have a problem of schizophrenia taking control of your mind and actions? Do you have any solutions for it?
    redbeefsteaktomato redbeefsteaktomato 36-40 2 Responses a week ago

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    Lately, my schizophrenia has really been making me lose my mind. I already have so much on my mind, go away, please.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F Jul 24

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    Recently I've become what I think it's like to truly be fascinated by humans. I find myself observing people's behaviors and try to learn each persons personality trait and predict...
    201rainbow 201rainbow 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 23

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    Everywhere I go I hear people talking about me. I know its probably just my schizophrenia but it still bothers me. Does anyone else have the same problem?
    redbeefsteaktomato redbeefsteaktomato 36-40 6 Responses Jul 23

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    I was fat growing up as a child. I was teased and bullied for it, mentally abused. Hearing 'you're a fatass, you'll never have friends, you're too fat for love" eventually you tend...
    Bizarredot Bizarredot 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 23

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    EP is filled with people who have been hurt and with people who continue to hurt others. I am afraid to say I have been both. My halo fell a long time ago, and I'm afraid my...
    GypsyMiss GypsyMiss 36-40, F 5 Responses Jul 22

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    'fascinated'...sounds like 'adoring'.
    sommersjo sommersjo 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    Fascinated isn't the actually word I'm thinking of. Actually it's sort of sarcasm. I'm mainly confused with human behavior. What it is, is that I feel like I'm not from here. I...
    Indicudsarah Indicudsarah 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I was looking through one my notebooks and found a weird piece of writing I did in my psychotic/stressed state I just thought I'd share. I vaguely recall writing it. Was it meant...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    day1 without her, I hav to try and relax so the voices don't come bak :/
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 18

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    Experience last night that happened after I was praying and praying for God to save everyone. I was angry and ranting and I started to shout at the devil telling him to leave us...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I have Schizo, I have 2 voices 1. I call whitehat (good) and 2. Blackhat (bad)
    Decaydence Decaydence 70+, T 1 Response Jul 18

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    I am very much fascinated and interested in human behavior. I love watching others involved in different settings I enjoy teaching both undergraduate and graduate psychology...
    susanbornin1969 susanbornin1969 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 13

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    Is this healthy?? Ok, so I'm not diagnosed with schizophrenia, or anything related. I most likely do not have it, but I'm still wondering if this is something I should tell my...
    littlewolf1 littlewolf1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    And the beast will fully-dally While the girl skips around And he's waiting yes he's waiting For her feet to hit the ground And she knows that he's there But she doesn't really...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I just discovered that the person I've been talking to for the last twenty minutes wasn't actually there.
    DreamWarriorBlake DreamWarriorBlake 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    Being married so had to put this mood....though my wife knows about it......I am so fascinated by black males.....not that is am gay but the site of a sculpted black male wch is...
    beefbus69 beefbus69 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 7

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    I saw my mom about a month a