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I Am Fascinated By Schizophrenia

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    I Have Schizophrenia

    I was just scrollin through this site and saw this group. I am interested in schizophrenia so that I can help myself and others with the disorder. If any of you have questions or want a personal testimony from someone with the illness, feel free to ask me.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2013

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    Find Me On Youtube

    I have posted several mental health vids on youtube mostly about schizophrenia. Yiu can find me under mstenorsaxplayer. The vids are me talking about my schizophrenia. Feel free to ask questions on here or youtube.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2013

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    http://loveaschizophrenic.

    blogspot.com/ This is my new blog. It is just about life from my point of view as a person with schizophrenia. Please read it and share with friends and family. Thanks
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F Jul 4, 2015

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    Strange Interests

    I am fascinated with schizophrenia but not only that but all disturbing psychiatric disorders such as multiple personality disorder, dementia and all the other disorders out there. I've always been fascinated with these things and Its not normal i know but mabye this will lead me...
    rainonroses17 rainonroses17 22-25 1 Response Dec 29, 2009

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    diary of a schizophrenic no one can go into a

    schizophrenics head to know and feel what a day in their lives is like. so I took the liberty of reading my sisters notes and she used to have the disease, atleast a mild version of it, and shes like over it now.so lucky to have found it. Im writing this coz im fascinated by the...
    WhisperinAngel WhisperinAngel 31-35, F Aug 13, 2015

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    Not Only Fascinated But ...

    Although I’ve always had a thing for psychology, only recently have I gotten into mental disorders..as in really into them. I wanted to follow a career in psychology (since med school seems too much for me) but figured I myself am mentally disturbed so I wouldnt do that well...
    blacknblue9 blacknblue9 18-21, F 1 Response May 20, 2012

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    Recently I had to undergo a brief medical

    examination. The nurse is asking me a series of routine questions from a clipboard. 'Do you have any physical disabilities' and so on.  When she asked if there were any mental or psychological disabilities I balked.  She looked up from the clipboard, 'bi-polar, depression...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    Here to Share What I Can

    I joined this group in hope of maybe being able to help someone (like me) who deals with schizophrenia in their life.  I began to be affected with this in my late teens, and it changed my life.  It is not something I like to dwell on, but is one of those things you...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 1 Response Feb 23, 2008

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    "In the Windmills of Your Mind..."

    Schizophrenia has always fascinated me. But then again, so have most other mental illnesses. The mind has got to be one of the most intriguing topics in the world. Because everyone has one. And every mind is different. It's amazing, really. If I actually enjoyed science, I'd...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2008

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    completely obsessed with this disorder.

    it's so crazy & sad but fascinating to hear stories !
    Graffer Graffer 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    I used to have schizophrenia

    and this is an excerpt from my diary..its quite funny and presents the illness in a different light.. lets just remember that the world is more than what we see in the news or whats normal by anyones standards...theres more to the universe and science doesn't give you all the...
    WhisperinAngel WhisperinAngel 31-35, F 5 Responses Oct 3, 2015

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    What is it like to hear voices?

    Well, in my particular case, it's just like there's people in my body and mind. Everything is so clear and crisp.. everything they say I experience lucid. It effects me on a conscious and subconscious level, and I talk back to them whether I want to or not. They go by Greys...
    smu1215 smu1215 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 21, 2014

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    I Knew Someone Who May Be Schizophenic

     An aquaintance of my 2nd profile wrote this (as an a EP story, not privately):   "I had a problems, i explain you, i get crisis every 3 or 5 years separated. This is similar than schizophrenia but it's not the same at all. My psychic doctor said me the...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    Trick of the Beat

    now, that the next phase of my life has begun.. its amazing what can happen in a matter of months. i have moved again.. i have a mountain view, but once again.. its just another day. just my surrounding have changed, sometimes i feel so sad,, sipping my coffee and chasing...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    I Created This Story Using My Mind

    Annnd, I just lost everything I just wrote. But that's fine, I was near the beginning. So, to recap: I have a friend from high school, or acquaintance rather, who is probably schizophrenic. I see him a lot around the local hospital, and I've been down there recently because I...
    namegame namegame 26-30, M Jul 11, 2013

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    Interesting But Not Fun

    hello strangers i once like you was interested in phycology i studied it for a few years its interestingt, i lernt a lot about people but i have schizophrenia myself it is not fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot trust myself, just today i met a girl about 16 on the train she waas very...
    monkshart monkshart 18-21, T 4 Responses Nov 29, 2010

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    It runs in my family.

    ..so i worry, cuz ive seemed to inherit alota things
    theresajanelle theresajanelle 16-17, F Oct 15, 2015

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    Are Schizoprhenics Really Non-sane?

    Considering quantum physics' view of the nature or reality and multiple, parellel universes, are schizophrenics really left of center or do they in fact perceive multiple realities?   I had the fortune/misfortune of studying "majick" with a schizoprenic.  He...
    IcarusFalling IcarusFalling 31-35, M 6 Responses May 22, 2009

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    My brother with schizophrenia said he has to

    kill himself because the devil needs him. I have no idea what I would do without him and I wish I could understand how and why his thoughts are like this.
    miiaa247 miiaa247 13-15, F 4 Responses May 9, 2015

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    Struggling With An Undiagnosed Schizo-typal/phrenic

    I've been in a romantic relationship with a guy that I'm slowly suspecting is schizotypal or schizophrenic. Of course in the beginning I thought of him as a pretty creative person and that some of his "differences" were cultural in nature as he's East Indian and a...
    sxyvirgo sxyvirgo 41-45 4 Responses May 20, 2008

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    The First Time I Was Put In the Hosipital.

     Well actual I was first put in Easter Seals, where I learned how to make fishing yoyo's, I was 16, My grandmother always told me I was crazy. Because I told her that God talk to me, she said normal people do not here people talking in their heads. I also could hear other...
    maryomaga3 maryomaga3 46-50, F 20 Responses Mar 1, 2009

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    Schizophrenia and Me

    i have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. and under a pychatrist care.   but i am 100% fascinated by schizophrenia. there is such a fine line between sanity and insanity and even thinner line with spirituality i have a spiritual  guide or ( a schizo) voice that...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 16, 2008

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    I have schizo. If any one fascinated wants to

    ask any questions or just talk.
    alphadecay alphadecay 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    Aleksandar262 Aleksandar262 26-30, T 1 Response May 22, 2015

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    I interrupted a young lady last night that was helping me at a store, to tell her what beautiful eyes she had. I don't know what compelled me to do so, but rather than take it the...
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    "I learned that who doesn’t look for you, doesn’t miss you and who doesn’t miss you doesn’t care for you… that destiny determines who enters your life but you decide who...
    TulipBaby TulipBaby 41-45, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Wow... We actually can hear a gravitational wave ....
    Itsneverasitappears Itsneverasitappears 46-50, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    My first "blocked" ever (as far as i know) in EP! Received a message from a stranger today. Inboxed me with weather talks, and then proceeded with asking of my whereabouts. I...
    bellabong bellabong 26-30, F 18 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I think letting go of reality would be easier. Why do we cling so tightly to something so two faced?
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 22-25, F 22 hrs ago

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    My friends say they'll have me committed if I keep this up. But they have no ******* idea. They think medication helps me, but it does the opposite. It doesn't help me sleep. It...
    anonyme23 anonyme23 22-25, M 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    Understand it than most people. In the due fact that I was diagnosed with it 7 years ago. Off my meds for 4 years now. No symptoms of it since I was off. Had symptoms since I...
    Guy78cal Guy78cal 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    I truly an fascinated by human behavior sometimes. All I can say is that I am a blessed man today. I just had someone block me. They claimed that I was rude. That makes me laugh...
    aldnaz aldnaz 46-50, M 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    i basically had no parents at all. my mother was paranoid schizophrenic and had never married, my father was selfishly pursuing his drug addiction, and my sister and i often lived...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 36-40, F a week ago

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    this. is probably the single most difficult thing i have experienced in my life. how are you suppose to look after some one who isnt the same person any more. my mother is "due to...
    CassieSamuel CassieSamuel 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    You know it hurts when you try to befriend someone and help them out, they block you with no reason or question... w/e though right?...well not right, it makes you not want to help...
    DarkKnightRanger DarkKnightRanger 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 2

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    i live in a universe and a universe is inside me, so small i am yet filled with proud and ego.. truly fascinated
    nice4mheart nice4mheart 31-35, M Feb 2

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    I grew up with my step father being schizophrenic. and I can say its not easy being around someone who has this illness. I developed bipolar at age 17 and have been dealing with...
    kparker33 kparker33 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Just had seen a friend in a hospital yesterday this person just had their 30 th mental break down its nothing new but this person always seems to stop taking their medications as...
    Bella70 Bella70 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I remember the first time she spoke to me, didn't say much, but it was the best thing anyone had ever said to me. It was my d-day, what started all of the time spent in the ER and...
    ouroboros0 ouroboros0 18-21, M