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I Am Fascinated By Schizophrenia

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    Struggling With An Undiagnosed Schizo-typal/phrenic

    I've been in a romantic relationship with a guy that I'm slowly suspecting is schizotypal or schizophrenic. Of course in the beginning I thought of him as a pretty creative person and that some of his "differences" were cultural in nature as he's East Indian and a...
    sxyvirgo sxyvirgo 41-45 4 Responses May 20, 2008

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    Strange Interests

    I am fascinated with schizophrenia but not only that but all disturbing psychiatric disorders such as multiple personality disorder, dementia and all the other disorders out there. I've always been fascinated with these things and Its not normal i know but mabye this will lead me...
    rainonroses17 rainonroses17 22-25 1 Response Dec 29, 2009

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    I Created This Story Using My Mind

    Annnd, I just lost everything I just wrote. But that's fine, I was near the beginning. So, to recap: I have a friend from high school, or acquaintance rather, who is probably schizophrenic. I see him a lot around the local hospital, and I've been down there recently because I...
    namegame namegame 26-30, M Jul 11, 2013

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    Find Me On Youtube

    I have posted several mental health vids on youtube mostly about schizophrenia. Yiu can find me under mstenorsaxplayer. The vids are me talking about my schizophrenia. Feel free to ask questions on here or youtube.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F Oct 23, 2013

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    Interesting But Not Fun

    hello strangers i once like you was interested in phycology i studied it for a few years its interestingt, i lernt a lot about people but i have schizophrenia myself it is not fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot trust myself, just today i met a girl about 16 on the train she waas very...
    monkshart monkshart 18-21, T 4 Responses Nov 29, 2010

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    Here to Share What I Can

    I joined this group in hope of maybe being able to help someone (like me) who deals with schizophrenia in their life.  I began to be affected with this in my late teens, and it changed my life.  It is not something I like to dwell on, but is one of those things you...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 1 Response Feb 23, 2008

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    I Have Schizophrenia

    I was just scrollin through this site and saw this group. I am interested in schizophrenia so that I can help myself and others with the disorder. If any of you have questions or want a personal testimony from someone with the illness, feel free to ask me.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2013

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    "In the Windmills of Your Mind..."

    Schizophrenia has always fascinated me. But then again, so have most other mental illnesses. The mind has got to be one of the most intriguing topics in the world. Because everyone has one. And every mind is different. It's amazing, really. If I actually enjoyed science, I'd...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2008

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    Recently I had to undergo a brief medical

    examination. The nurse is asking me a series of routine questions from a clipboard. 'Do you have any physical disabilities' and so on.  When she asked if there were any mental or psychological disabilities I balked.  She looked up from the clipboard, 'bi-polar, depression...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 1 Response Dec 15, 2013

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    completely obsessed with this disorder.

    it's so crazy & sad but fascinating to hear stories !
    Graffer Graffer 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Schizophrenia and Me

    i have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. and under a pychatrist care.   but i am 100% fascinated by schizophrenia. there is such a fine line between sanity and insanity and even thinner line with spirituality i have a spiritual  guide or ( a schizo) voice that...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 16, 2008

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    Not Only Fascinated But ...

    Although I’ve always had a thing for psychology, only recently have I gotten into mental disorders..as in really into them. I wanted to follow a career in psychology (since med school seems too much for me) but figured I myself am mentally disturbed so I wouldnt do that well...
    blacknblue9 blacknblue9 18-21, F 1 Response May 20, 2012

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    I Knew Someone Who May Be Schizophenic

     An aquaintance of my 2nd profile wrote this (as an a EP story, not privately):   "I had a problems, i explain you, i get crisis every 3 or 5 years separated. This is similar than schizophrenia but it's not the same at all. My psychic doctor said me the...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    What is it like to hear voices?

    Well, in my particular case, it's just like there's people in my body and mind. Everything is so clear and crisp.. everything they say I experience lucid. It effects me on a conscious and subconscious level, and I talk back to them whether I want to or not. They go by Greys...
    smu1215 smu1215 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    Trick of the Beat

    now, that the next phase of my life has begun.. its amazing what can happen in a matter of months. i have moved again.. i have a mountain view, but once again.. its just another day. just my surrounding have changed, sometimes i feel so sad,, sipping my coffee and chasing...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    The First Time I Was Put In the Hosipital.

     Well actual I was first put in Easter Seals, where I learned how to make fishing yoyo's, I was 16, My grandmother always told me I was crazy. Because I told her that God talk to me, she said normal people do not here people talking in their heads. I also could hear other...
    maryomaga3 maryomaga3 46-50, F 20 Responses Mar 1, 2009

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    Are Schizoprhenics Really Non-sane?

    Considering quantum physics' view of the nature or reality and multiple, parellel universes, are schizophrenics really left of center or do they in fact perceive multiple realities?   I had the fortune/misfortune of studying "majick" with a schizoprenic.  He...
    IcarusFalling IcarusFalling 31-35, M 6 Responses May 22, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Fascinated Quotes - * People say I make strange choices, but they're not strange for me. My sickness is that I'm fascinated by human behavior, by what's underneath the surface...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I have overcome Schizophrenia!!! Who the SON SETS FREE IS FREE INDEED.....From the moment I fell when I was 19----The voices told me that I sold my soul! I was redeemed! I had just...
    Jesusfoundme Jesusfoundme 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Hello, I don't really know where else to turn at this point and I came across this website so here I am. I'm 24 years old and my sibling who is 29 has paranoid schizophrenia. She...
    shannankylei shannankylei 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    and is it bad that sometimes im in love with my schizophrenia? like so in love i never want it to leave me. and other times i feel like jumping off a cliff and having my brain...
    bongripper1 bongripper1 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Hello! Im CM Fajardo and I will share my short story to all of you...im 14 years old and also im a student.When I was 12 years old.Im always stressed and depressed,I cant focus on...
    CMFajardo CMFajardo 16-17, M Apr 5

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    The day I started smoking meth is the day I regret so much it triggered my schizophrenia at least that's what they say and ever since been battling it. Some days are clear but I...
    TrannyCandyTGirlPrincess TrannyCandyTGirlPrincess 26-30, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am fascinated by the universe. Fascinated that across the world, while I laugh, someone else laughs. When I cry, someone else is crying.
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm fascinated by it so much I'm majoring in Social and Behavioral Science and what I learn/learned so far helps me understand so much why people are the way they are and their...
    krorenae krorenae 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    One thing that has always fascinated me is that when we look up at the stars in the sky we are "looking into the past". You see the stars light takes millions and millions of years...
    jessieann0921 jessieann0921 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    In all affairs of life, at every moment, we have a choice. I am fascinated by the choice humans take... and a bit sad.
    Blodeuwedd1 Blodeuwedd1 56-60 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I want to be an astronaut and when most people look at me and hear me say that they laugh. But the universe always fascinated me. The way the stars hang out and different kind of...
    Hidden4eternity Hidden4eternity 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Don't know how to deal with it anymore. I've got depression, anxiety, self mutilation issues, suicidal thoughts and I'm schizophrenic. It ****** me off so much and makes me just...
    PazzaMillie PazzaMillie 13-15, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    when I was 14 my mother was raped and almost murdered this triggered an episode and at 16 I did Lsd Pot shrooms and had a second psychosis since that moment I decided that drugs...
    Soroe Soroe 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    I was trying to play a card game with some people but the hallucinations made it so difficult. The cards kept changing colors and suits so that I couldn't tell if the card I held...
    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    My grandmother is schizophrenic. I lived with her when I was young. She was afraid of me when she went into her episodes and she thought there was a demon living inside me. I spent...
    BriannaElise BriannaElise 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    i was diagnosed when i was 22 but began having symptoms at 19. i experience synchronicity all the time. i either believe people can read my mind or that things speak to me through...
    Jerrid36 Jerrid36 36-40, M Mar 31

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    Its really bad and its taking over my life, i dont know what to do... please help someone?... anyone?
    wonderlustdreamer wonderlustdreamer 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 3

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    and the voices they hear drive me insane!!!!!!!!!!!!
    theghostdog theghostdog 31-35 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Oh boy I could right a whole book about my experience... But to keep it simple I have a schizophrenic mother. For the past couple of years her condition has only gotten worse...
    Jc0322 Jc0322 22-25, M Apr 4

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    I have this awful phobia of it and it's really effecting my life, I've been going to a psychologist who tells me I'm not schizophrenic but despite that I still think I am! I just...
    meaghan334 meaghan334 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    It's a very confusing thing or things in this head I have. I sometimes can hide it but sometimes definitely not. I frighten easily and seem to frighten others. The things I hear...
    thetortoisewas thetortoisewas 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    I am too disconnected. I feel no connection to those around me. I can manipulate concepts like no other.
    wittgendoge wittgendoge 16-17, M Apr 9

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    Hello everybody! I am new here so please bear with me. I was 12yrs old when I first started seeing and hearing things that weren't there but I never told anybody because I didn't...
    c00lbeagle c00lbeagle 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I hate her, I shoudnt but I do. She's crazy and everyone has left her because of it, I'm the only one left and now I have depression because of no support, and all my other family...
    badsideoflifeeventhough134 badsideoflifeeventhough134 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    So I love how I'm new here and someone writes me and I guess it's a good talk then the talk is about school then all of a sudden I get blocked. I'm so confused, I didn't know...
    thad1992 thad1992 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I need to let go of something. It's strange how certain things can seem so right , you invest in it emotionally , physically & spiritually. Then comes the day when you watch it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 20

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    It's really simple really...Life is as hard as we make it! Many of us say that others just don't understand them! I say Fooey!!! I use to be one of these ppl! I chose to live a...
    Shewolfiie69 Shewolfiie69 36-40, F 9 Responses Mar 20

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    My fascination with people is pretty ridiculous, but it's a completely natural function of my brain; it can't be turned off. I do a lot of people-watching whenever I'm not talking...
    JustAnotherHuman34 JustAnotherHuman34 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    I have never understood why religious fundamentalists are feverishly opposed to science. Their feverish denials ********** from their bully pulpits. False celebrities with no...
    ProgressNotPerfection ProgressNotPerfection 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 21

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    Vital lies I think the lies people tell are intresting even vital. Lies told to keep the peace. Lies told to cover up in order negating on a promise. A misrepresentation that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 22

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    Oh Irony of Ironies One of the things I love about this website. Their must be what thousands of users on this website. And all members suffer from some kind of tragedy or...
    LordOzymandias LordOzymandias 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I'm obsessed with serial killers. Not in a sense that I won't to be one or like what they do , just the psychology of why and what and how they've come to a point in their lives...
    Patval1933 Patval1933 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    People behave so oddly at times that I'm like, "what the fudge?" It's behavior like that that interests me. A lot of people are prone to behave in odd ways. Hell, I know I am. I...
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    I'm a known people watcher to those who know me well. I enjoy watching people's faces. For example in a training room or my favorite of all time is when someone starts to toot...
    Jerseygirl72 Jerseygirl72 41-45 3 Responses Mar 25

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    "Men are more moral than they think and far more immoral than they can imagine." Sigmund Freud...
    AnabellaWW AnabellaWW 13-15, F Mar 25

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