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I Am Fascinated By Schizophrenia

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 212 People

    Struggling With An Undiagnosed Schizo-typal/phrenic

    I've been in a romantic relationship with a guy that I'm slowly suspecting is schizotypal or schizophrenic. Of course in the beginning I thought of him as a pretty creative person and that some of his "differences" were cultural in nature as he's East Indian and a...
    sxyvirgo sxyvirgo 41-45 4 Responses May 20, 2008

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    Find Me On Youtube

    I have posted several mental health vids on youtube mostly about schizophrenia. Yiu can find me under mstenorsaxplayer. The vids are me talking about my schizophrenia. Feel free to ask questions on here or youtube.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2013

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    What is it like to hear voices?

    Well, in my particular case, it's just like there's people in my body and mind. Everything is so clear and crisp.. everything they say I experience lucid. It effects me on a conscious and subconscious level, and I talk back to them whether I want to or not. They go by Greys...
    smu1215 smu1215 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 21, 2014

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    I Knew Someone Who May Be Schizophenic

     An aquaintance of my 2nd profile wrote this (as an a EP story, not privately):   "I had a problems, i explain you, i get crisis every 3 or 5 years separated. This is similar than schizophrenia but it's not the same at all. My psychic doctor said me the...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    My brother with schizophrenia said he has to

    kill himself because the devil needs him. I have no idea what I would do without him and I wish I could understand how and why his thoughts are like this.
    miiaa247 miiaa247 13-15, F 3 Responses May 9

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    Recently I had to undergo a brief medical

    examination. The nurse is asking me a series of routine questions from a clipboard. 'Do you have any physical disabilities' and so on.  When she asked if there were any mental or psychological disabilities I balked.  She looked up from the clipboard, 'bi-polar, depression...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    http://loveaschizophrenic.

    blogspot.com/ This is my new blog. It is just about life from my point of view as a person with schizophrenia. Please read it and share with friends and family. Thanks
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I Have Schizophrenia

    I was just scrollin through this site and saw this group. I am interested in schizophrenia so that I can help myself and others with the disorder. If any of you have questions or want a personal testimony from someone with the illness, feel free to ask me.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2013

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    I Created This Story Using My Mind

    Annnd, I just lost everything I just wrote. But that's fine, I was near the beginning. So, to recap: I have a friend from high school, or acquaintance rather, who is probably schizophrenic. I see him a lot around the local hospital, and I've been down there recently because I...
    namegame namegame 26-30, M Jul 11, 2013

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    Interesting But Not Fun

    hello strangers i once like you was interested in phycology i studied it for a few years its interestingt, i lernt a lot about people but i have schizophrenia myself it is not fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot trust myself, just today i met a girl about 16 on the train she waas very...
    monkshart monkshart 18-21, T 4 Responses Nov 29, 2010

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    Schizophrenia and Me

    i have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. and under a pychatrist care.   but i am 100% fascinated by schizophrenia. there is such a fine line between sanity and insanity and even thinner line with spirituality i have a spiritual  guide or ( a schizo) voice that...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 16, 2008

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    Are Schizoprhenics Really Non-sane?

    Considering quantum physics' view of the nature or reality and multiple, parellel universes, are schizophrenics really left of center or do they in fact perceive multiple realities?   I had the fortune/misfortune of studying "majick" with a schizoprenic.  He...
    IcarusFalling IcarusFalling 31-35, M 6 Responses May 22, 2009

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    completely obsessed with this disorder.

    it's so crazy & sad but fascinating to hear stories !
    Graffer Graffer 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    The First Time I Was Put In the Hosipital.

     Well actual I was first put in Easter Seals, where I learned how to make fishing yoyo's, I was 16, My grandmother always told me I was crazy. Because I told her that God talk to me, she said normal people do not here people talking in their heads. I also could hear other...
    maryomaga3 maryomaga3 46-50, F 20 Responses Mar 1, 2009

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    Trick of the Beat

    now, that the next phase of my life has begun.. its amazing what can happen in a matter of months. i have moved again.. i have a mountain view, but once again.. its just another day. just my surrounding have changed, sometimes i feel so sad,, sipping my coffee and chasing...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    Strange Interests

    I am fascinated with schizophrenia but not only that but all disturbing psychiatric disorders such as multiple personality disorder, dementia and all the other disorders out there. I've always been fascinated with these things and Its not normal i know but mabye this will lead me...
    rainonroses17 rainonroses17 22-25 1 Response Dec 29, 2009

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    Here to Share What I Can

    I joined this group in hope of maybe being able to help someone (like me) who deals with schizophrenia in their life.  I began to be affected with this in my late teens, and it changed my life.  It is not something I like to dwell on, but is one of those things you...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 1 Response Feb 23, 2008

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    Aleksandar262 Aleksandar262 16-17, T May 22

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    Not Only Fascinated But ...

    Although I’ve always had a thing for psychology, only recently have I gotten into mental disorders..as in really into them. I wanted to follow a career in psychology (since med school seems too much for me) but figured I myself am mentally disturbed so I wouldnt do that well...
    blacknblue9 blacknblue9 18-21, F 1 Response May 20, 2012

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    I have schizo. If any one fascinated wants to

    ask any questions or just talk.
    alphadecay alphadecay 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    "In the Windmills of Your Mind..."

    Schizophrenia has always fascinated me. But then again, so have most other mental illnesses. The mind has got to be one of the most intriguing topics in the world. Because everyone has one. And every mind is different. It's amazing, really. If I actually enjoyed science, I'd...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2008

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    Its so funny. I've had 3 profiles on here. To make a long story short. One I got kicked out of, one I left and this one well I'm on now. Anyway, its do funny to me how ppl can be...
    BeautifullySick98 BeautifullySick98 31-35, F 9 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    update: My mother has gotten worse. She is now claiming that her mother isn't her real mother. Her sisters murdered their dad and covered it up. ( in reality, he died due to a...
    MrsTran06 MrsTran06 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    We've all heard that actions speak louder than words, but how often do you actually pay attention to what your actions are communicating to people? Do you take the people you love...
    PraiseBeToYevon PraiseBeToYevon 31-35, F 12 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    http://loveaschizophrenic.blogspot.com/ Hey y'all. This is my new blog. It is just about life and schizophrenia. Feel free to check it out and comment. Share it with your friends...
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Since I figured out this is all a dream, it's gotten better. I've been having less hallucinations and less psychotic episodes. Granted, it's only been a few days, but it's been so...
    DreamWarriorBlake DreamWarriorBlake 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    When I was 7 I had imaginary friends, but they never left as I got older. They just became more real. I understood no one could see them, no one could hear them. It was only me...
    Schizotistic Schizotistic 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My mother will not admit she has a problem. With everything she is doing and all the research I have done, I am absolutely convinced that she is a paranoid schizophrenia with...
    MrsTran06 MrsTran06 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Can someone tell me if this is a usual thing to feel, Right now the voices are gone the weird feelings are gone, but I really want them back because I miss the feeling out being...
    neutralwalrus neutralwalrus 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Why, why did my schizophrenic mind torture me with this dream? Was it so desperate to feel wanted that it created this whole new life? But now it won't let me wake up and actually...
    DreamWarriorBlake DreamWarriorBlake 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I was still legally a child. I guess I could have claimed neglect. My ***-hole step mom decided it (everytime she got paid) would be okay for her to buy "cute shoes" instead of...
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Very. I think most humans are illogical. I love to spy on people, and take notes. Like, for example, I will literally hide behind a couch or beside a bed and record stuff or take...
    WesleyCrusher WesleyCrusher 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    The room is dark. I'm lying on my back the ground with my feet against the wall, staring at the shadows above. "So you're me then?" From somewhere in the room I hear him laugh. I...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I Have Schizophrenia Just getting this outta my head. (Also sorry for weird spellings apparently the proper spelling of "hoar" was just too inappropriate even when I marked it as...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F a week ago

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    Big tall men big tall men. Walking through a city but the city is broken, falling apart. The sky is strange, almost yellow. The men are shadows. Quiet. I'm standing behind a tree...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Jun 27

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    Fire. Fire fire fire. My brain is burning. I can't be around people. I'm confused. My inside is evil and I don't want it. I'm terrified of her. She's evil. She's evil and evil. Why...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 27

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    SCREW the fricking devil. He's like a snake in a bird nest. He keeps taking all the chicks and I can't do crap. People just walk right into his hands. What people don't understand...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 26

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    Father chose me to battle this horrible thing. I'll keep it locked up in me where it can't hurt anyone. I'm the one who's best for this. I will stay good and strong and close to...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Jun 26

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