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I Am Fascinated By Schizophrenia

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    I Have Schizophrenia

    I was just scrollin through this site and saw this group. I am interested in schizophrenia so that I can help myself and others with the disorder. If any of you have questions or want a personal testimony from someone with the illness, feel free to ask me.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2013

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    Trick of the Beat

    now, that the next phase of my life has begun.. its amazing what can happen in a matter of months. i have moved again.. i have a mountain view, but once again.. its just another day. just my surrounding have changed, sometimes i feel so sad,, sipping my coffee and chasing...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    completely obsessed with this disorder.

    it's so crazy & sad but fascinating to hear stories !
    Graffer Graffer 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    Recently I had to undergo a brief medical

    examination. The nurse is asking me a series of routine questions from a clipboard. 'Do you have any physical disabilities' and so on.  When she asked if there were any mental or psychological disabilities I balked.  She looked up from the clipboard, 'bi-polar, depression...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    Schizophrenia and Me

    i have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. and under a pychatrist care.   but i am 100% fascinated by schizophrenia. there is such a fine line between sanity and insanity and even thinner line with spirituality i have a spiritual  guide or ( a schizo) voice that...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 16, 2008

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    Are Schizoprhenics Really Non-sane?

    Considering quantum physics' view of the nature or reality and multiple, parellel universes, are schizophrenics really left of center or do they in fact perceive multiple realities?   I had the fortune/misfortune of studying "majick" with a schizoprenic.  He...
    IcarusFalling IcarusFalling 31-35, M 6 Responses May 22, 2009

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    Find Me On Youtube

    I have posted several mental health vids on youtube mostly about schizophrenia. Yiu can find me under mstenorsaxplayer. The vids are me talking about my schizophrenia. Feel free to ask questions on here or youtube.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2013

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    I have schizo. If any one fascinated wants to

    ask any questions or just talk.
    alphadecay alphadecay 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    Strange Interests

    I am fascinated with schizophrenia but not only that but all disturbing psychiatric disorders such as multiple personality disorder, dementia and all the other disorders out there. I've always been fascinated with these things and Its not normal i know but mabye this will lead me...
    rainonroses17 rainonroses17 22-25 1 Response Dec 29, 2009

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    I Knew Someone Who May Be Schizophenic

     An aquaintance of my 2nd profile wrote this (as an a EP story, not privately):   "I had a problems, i explain you, i get crisis every 3 or 5 years separated. This is similar than schizophrenia but it's not the same at all. My psychic doctor said me the...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    Interesting But Not Fun

    hello strangers i once like you was interested in phycology i studied it for a few years its interestingt, i lernt a lot about people but i have schizophrenia myself it is not fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot trust myself, just today i met a girl about 16 on the train she waas very...
    monkshart monkshart 18-21, T 4 Responses Nov 29, 2010

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    Here to Share What I Can

    I joined this group in hope of maybe being able to help someone (like me) who deals with schizophrenia in their life.  I began to be affected with this in my late teens, and it changed my life.  It is not something I like to dwell on, but is one of those things you...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 1 Response Feb 23, 2008

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    Struggling With An Undiagnosed Schizo-typal/phrenic

    I've been in a romantic relationship with a guy that I'm slowly suspecting is schizotypal or schizophrenic. Of course in the beginning I thought of him as a pretty creative person and that some of his "differences" were cultural in nature as he's East Indian and a...
    sxyvirgo sxyvirgo 41-45 4 Responses May 20, 2008

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    "In the Windmills of Your Mind..."

    Schizophrenia has always fascinated me. But then again, so have most other mental illnesses. The mind has got to be one of the most intriguing topics in the world. Because everyone has one. And every mind is different. It's amazing, really. If I actually enjoyed science, I'd...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2008

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    What is it like to hear voices?

    Well, in my particular case, it's just like there's people in my body and mind. Everything is so clear and crisp.. everything they say I experience lucid. It effects me on a conscious and subconscious level, and I talk back to them whether I want to or not. They go by Greys...
    smu1215 smu1215 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 21, 2014

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    The First Time I Was Put In the Hosipital.

     Well actual I was first put in Easter Seals, where I learned how to make fishing yoyo's, I was 16, My grandmother always told me I was crazy. Because I told her that God talk to me, she said normal people do not here people talking in their heads. I also could hear other...
    maryomaga3 maryomaga3 46-50, F 20 Responses Mar 1, 2009

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    I Created This Story Using My Mind

    Annnd, I just lost everything I just wrote. But that's fine, I was near the beginning. So, to recap: I have a friend from high school, or acquaintance rather, who is probably schizophrenic. I see him a lot around the local hospital, and I've been down there recently because I...
    namegame namegame 26-30, M Jul 11, 2013

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    Not Only Fascinated But ...

    Although I’ve always had a thing for psychology, only recently have I gotten into mental disorders..as in really into them. I wanted to follow a career in psychology (since med school seems too much for me) but figured I myself am mentally disturbed so I wouldnt do that well...
    blacknblue9 blacknblue9 18-21, F 1 Response May 20, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    My mother's cousin (I don't know what name that relation has -- second cousin? IDK :P) has schizophrenia. A little while ago, he got in a particularly nasty breakup with his...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F Jan 18

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    My great aunts son has schizophrenia. He's such a nice person. Sadly he can't keep a job and has been in and out of institutions. I don't understand why but he is somewhat shunned...
    upupandaway24 upupandaway24 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    If you're fascinated by human behaviour you should watch my sisters and I in action. Sister number 1= 30. Sister 2= 23 and Sister 3= (my personal favourite Me) 18 My oldest sister...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 1

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    usually I check my dream interpretation I am fascinated by dreams and their meanings I usually check from dream moods
    never0empty never0empty 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    For example: People who have the tendency to get involved in another persons problems. When they were neither involved in the first place, or asked to get involved by any person...
    SweetKrazyChill SweetKrazyChill 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 2

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    Im so fascinated by human behavior because I dont understand my own. My thought process is like a battle, one part of me always contradicts the other. My emotions are all scrambled...
    nosrak nosrak 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Human behavior is the very essence of my passion in life. Once you understand the traits and categories of human behavior, you can tell when you're being lied to, when someone is...
    MsBree01 MsBree01 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 4

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    True. I've always been observant about the way people deal with other people. For instance, as a kid, I'd always wonder why some kid would treat me like this or like that. This is...
    Elizabeth161223 Elizabeth161223 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Searching through some of these groups I see a lot of things that make me cringe at some of humanities weaknesses. These groups say things like: I know you don't care I know I am...
    dreamingoptimist dreamingoptimist 22-25, F 9 Responses Jan 5

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    I'm even fascinated at my own behavior. I think back to when I was younger and now I think I was such a d**k. I don't know how my mother and sister put up with me for so long. I...
    smokebombtom smokebombtom 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    And right now...not exactly in a nice way... I'm fascinated at how easily some people like to twist things and words...lie about the real thing happening or happened...love to...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    It might be a tad odd, but there is someone I know whom I am so fascinated by. So I document every little thing I notice about them in a notebook. From the condition of their nails...
    Tayuu Tayuu 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Being myself a human being, I can't help but observe the way other people behave, hoping I could get inside their minds to see how it all works. But in the end I can't get inside...
    YetAnotherStoic YetAnotherStoic 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 15

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    I'm always fascinated by attention seekers...those of us that live to be seen or heard, that crave the lime light. Lets be honest, we all want attention, hell we on ep...
    SoCalKat SoCalKat 26-30, M Jan 18

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    I'm becoming fascinated by transgressive art. The capture of human behavior no one sees. I mean, people give me crap for being weird but good god, this stuff makes me look quite...
    HowArtThou HowArtThou 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    I am fascinated by the emotions of humans... People are transparent to me...I can see their souls, their weaknesses and their desires.. At first, I struggled to accept this gift...
    diane1996 diane1996 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I am usually fascinated by human behaviour.. But lately.. I've been trying to understand my own.. I have this amazing and incredible talent of getting myself in trouble, crashes...
    h4n5dj22 h4n5dj22 26-30, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I'm surprised there isn't more of us "psychos" crawling around on this website. Probably hiding, come out.
    MysteryAbove MysteryAbove 70+ 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    do you ever wish others to be schizophrenic for just 1 day or week? i do. so they could understand what it is we go through. so they would quit with their ignorant talk and quit...
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Does anybody else see scary things when they close their eyes? I can't close mine, I see too many scary images flash around.
    ShadowOnTheSun ShadowOnTheSun 18-21, T 2 Responses Jan 7

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    Something scratching the bed when I close my eyes
    VeniceTheMenice VeniceTheMenice 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    I'm trying to sleep. Been 2 nights now. As soon as I close my eyes I hear and feel someone or something scratching the bed. And no, there isn't a rat in there.
    VeniceTheMenice VeniceTheMenice 31-35, F Jan 12

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    Ok actually I was diagnosed with a psychotic disorder not sz, but this is one small thing that went on in my head today, a glimpse into the exhausting ongoing battle I'm dealing...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 12

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    Memories I have to keep careful track of my memories. I'm in pain a lot, so I have to keep track of all my good memories and all the times I wasn't in pain to remind myself things...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Jan 12

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    I decided to ignore the scratching inside the bed but it's still there. Taunting me....
    VeniceTheMenice VeniceTheMenice 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 14

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    Being on break really helps calm my symptoms, since I can get away from the insanity that is college life. I'm nervous to go back..... Anyways what stuff I have been dealing with...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    Hello. My name is Tristan. A 15 year old male who has started 9th grade not too long ago.. For years, I've suffered from something I could not explain. Seeing and hearing things...
    ThatOnePerson5467 ThatOnePerson5467 13-15, M 4 Responses Jan 17

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    Its not a cake walk even though I've been fairly stable for over a decade, and I get disability payments. I still have very disorganized thought. I have a very hard time sorting...
    Cetacean Cetacean 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    Just because you disappear when I look directly at you doesn’t mean I didn’t see you standing in my mirror, watching me. I’m going to ignore you making noises that no one...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 22-25, F Jan 22

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