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I Am Fascinated By Schizophrenia

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    Strange Interests

    I am fascinated with schizophrenia but not only that but all disturbing psychiatric disorders such as multiple personality disorder, dementia and all the other disorders out there. I've always been fascinated with these things and Its not normal i know but mabye this will lead me...
    rainonroses17 rainonroses17 22-25 1 Response Dec 29, 2009

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    Struggling With An Undiagnosed Schizo-typal/phrenic

    I've been in a romantic relationship with a guy that I'm slowly suspecting is schizotypal or schizophrenic. Of course in the beginning I thought of him as a pretty creative person and that some of his "differences" were cultural in nature as he's East Indian and a...
    sxyvirgo sxyvirgo 41-45 4 Responses May 20, 2008

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    Trick of the Beat

    now, that the next phase of my life has begun.. its amazing what can happen in a matter of months. i have moved again.. i have a mountain view, but once again.. its just another day. just my surrounding have changed, sometimes i feel so sad,, sipping my coffee and chasing...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    I Knew Someone Who May Be Schizophenic

     An aquaintance of my 2nd profile wrote this (as an a EP story, not privately):   "I had a problems, i explain you, i get crisis every 3 or 5 years separated. This is similar than schizophrenia but it's not the same at all. My psychic doctor said me the...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    "In the Windmills of Your Mind..."

    Schizophrenia has always fascinated me. But then again, so have most other mental illnesses. The mind has got to be one of the most intriguing topics in the world. Because everyone has one. And every mind is different. It's amazing, really. If I actually enjoyed science, I'd...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2008

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    completely obsessed with this disorder.

    it's so crazy & sad but fascinating to hear stories !
    Graffer Graffer 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 14

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    Interesting But Not Fun

    hello strangers i once like you was interested in phycology i studied it for a few years its interestingt, i lernt a lot about people but i have schizophrenia myself it is not fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot trust myself, just today i met a girl about 16 on the train she waas very...
    monkshart monkshart 18-21, T 4 Responses Nov 29, 2010

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    Recently I had to undergo a brief medical

    examination. The nurse is asking me a series of routine questions from a clipboard. 'Do you have any physical disabilities' and so on.  When she asked if there were any mental or psychological disabilities I balked.  She looked up from the clipboard, 'bi-polar, depression...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    Not Only Fascinated But ...

    Although I’ve always had a thing for psychology, only recently have I gotten into mental disorders..as in really into them. I wanted to follow a career in psychology (since med school seems too much for me) but figured I myself am mentally disturbed so I wouldnt do that well...
    blacknblue9 blacknblue9 18-21, F 1 Response May 20, 2012

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    Are Schizoprhenics Really Non-sane?

    Considering quantum physics' view of the nature or reality and multiple, parellel universes, are schizophrenics really left of center or do they in fact perceive multiple realities?   I had the fortune/misfortune of studying "majick" with a schizoprenic.  He...
    IcarusFalling IcarusFalling 31-35, M 6 Responses May 22, 2009

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    The First Time I Was Put In the Hosipital.

     Well actual I was first put in Easter Seals, where I learned how to make fishing yoyo's, I was 16, My grandmother always told me I was crazy. Because I told her that God talk to me, she said normal people do not here people talking in their heads. I also could hear other...
    maryomaga3 maryomaga3 46-50, F 20 Responses Mar 1, 2009

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    Find Me On Youtube

    I have posted several mental health vids on youtube mostly about schizophrenia. Yiu can find me under mstenorsaxplayer. The vids are me talking about my schizophrenia. Feel free to ask questions on here or youtube.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2013

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    I have schizo. If any one fascinated wants to

    ask any questions or just talk.
    alphadecay alphadecay 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 4

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    What is it like to hear voices?

    Well, in my particular case, it's just like there's people in my body and mind. Everything is so clear and crisp.. everything they say I experience lucid. It effects me on a conscious and subconscious level, and I talk back to them whether I want to or not. They go by Greys...
    smu1215 smu1215 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    I Created This Story Using My Mind

    Annnd, I just lost everything I just wrote. But that's fine, I was near the beginning. So, to recap: I have a friend from high school, or acquaintance rather, who is probably schizophrenic. I see him a lot around the local hospital, and I've been down there recently because I...
    namegame namegame 26-30, M Jul 11, 2013

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    I Have Schizophrenia

    I was just scrollin through this site and saw this group. I am interested in schizophrenia so that I can help myself and others with the disorder. If any of you have questions or want a personal testimony from someone with the illness, feel free to ask me.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2013

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    Here to Share What I Can

    I joined this group in hope of maybe being able to help someone (like me) who deals with schizophrenia in their life.  I began to be affected with this in my late teens, and it changed my life.  It is not something I like to dwell on, but is one of those things you...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 1 Response Feb 23, 2008

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    Schizophrenia and Me

    i have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. and under a pychatrist care.   but i am 100% fascinated by schizophrenia. there is such a fine line between sanity and insanity and even thinner line with spirituality i have a spiritual  guide or ( a schizo) voice that...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 16, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    Have had schizophrenia since I was 11. Wasn't diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia until I was 30. Long story short. Stopped taking meds and appointments two years ago. No...
    keepitreal78 keepitreal78 36-40, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I want a girlfriend who also has schizophrenia. That way we can both understand and be there for each other. That'd be nice.
    TNDO95 TNDO95 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I didn't think it was even possible to diagnose anyone under 20 with schizophrenia, silly me. I finally consented to a diagnoses after my 9 year counselor told me it was smart to...
    CrystalBlueAngel CrystalBlueAngel 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Fascinated, amazed, overwhelmed, saddened, frightened, thrilled, outraged, puzzled,....Is there really anything more interesting in this world than human behavior? I don't think so...
    shellseagirl shellseagirl 41-45, F 7 Responses Nov 17

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    fascinated and disturbed... like some of the comments I get it's like wtheck?!!
    astrokitty4341 astrokitty4341 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 17

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    People need to be right today. And those in power abuse it. Then lamely justify why. And punish us if scolded. Its fokyn gross. My mentor did. Ep staff does...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 19

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    I am fascinated by animal behavior more.
    TheDimJoker TheDimJoker 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 20

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    Fear and the Uncanny Certain aspects of human nature have always fascinated me due to their strangeness when contemplated. The two most obvious are the Humour and Fear. In this...
    xCoinx xCoinx 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 28

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    Why do 99% of these posts have absolutely nothing to do with being fascinated by human behavior?
    nikkianni nikkianni 13-15, F 7 Responses Nov 29

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    I am seriously fascinated by the stupidity of today's human behaviour. Like I know there's normal people out there, but then the others! My gosh do they just blow your mind. The...
    daniebravo daniebravo 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 2

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    I'm fascinated how certain beautiful objects or things can be such a breath taking view. How the crispness of the air blows on my cheek, how the frost of my lips feel when it's...
    beyondthebluesea beyondthebluesea 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I am a white girl but I am absolutely fascinated with black boys and I have been ever since I was 10 years old and in the 5th grade :)
    holly41401 holly41401 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I am fascinated by watching the people who are doing the people watching. :) Seeing what their eyes are drawn too - men oogling every square inch of a woman...so funny to me...
    bestmassagesever bestmassagesever 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I have always been fascinated by Human Behavior. I would like to travel to Europe, to live in the Cafe culture & just watch & observe people all day.
    TerrestrialWoden83 TerrestrialWoden83 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I seriously don't get ppl. like I can halfway listen and just barely be there. they are alll over that. the moment I try to get closer. they seem to run. lol its like ok if I treat...
    SavingAthena69 SavingAthena69 31-35, F 16 hrs ago

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    Something someone said on Newsroom has been rattling round in my idle brain over the last few days... ".. books are like the new art .. we don’t need them anymore, but they look...
    JaneBloodyAusten JaneBloodyAusten 31-35, F 14 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    On my trip home I experienced the following: 1) someone wanted to start a fight with me 2) someone else wanted me to share their wine and stay on the train with them for another 5...
    Y1kes Y1kes 36-40, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Tonight's safe word is: COCONUTTY
    biggunsatx biggunsatx 41-45, M 10 Responses 1 hr ago

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    The devil wants me to kill myself.
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl 26-30 2 Responses Nov 17

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    Things basically are sucking hard for me right now because all of my positive helper voices have just completely vanished. They are goooone. I can't feel them, hear them, nothing...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    Do your voices sing? .... Mine do
    Couldhelp Couldhelp 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 17

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    experience: So im sitting in the therapists room and he asks me what I saw. I started telling him what I saw and he starts asking more and more questions then automatically I think...
    vasquezd2 vasquezd2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    experience: So I'm at Jersey Shore. In the hotel room. About to take a shower and I look at the dirty shower curtains and a thought comes into my head thats not mine. "Well that...
    vasquezd2 vasquezd2 18-21, F Nov 19

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    experience: Im taking a shower at my dorm in college when all of a sudden I realize that the water drops that fall on the walls are lighting up. They're telling me a message. I...
    vasquezd2 vasquezd2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    Newest update; just realized demon has been lying to me this whole time to separate me from God so it could attack me. It was the one who would always whisper that I wasn't good...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 23

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    Its demonic influence. period. Why do think there is "no cure'? can't slap a diagnosis and throw meds at a spiritual problem.Not just schizo either-bi polar,personality disorders...
    kmaero1 kmaero1 51-55, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    My mother used to be so loving and showed affection towards me and my siblings when we were younger. After we began to notice my mom was a hearing things no one else heard and...
    aquikay aquikay 18-21, F Dec 6

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    My father was Schizophrenic. My mother and him were both in the navy. He got my mom pregnant with me so she wouldn't leave him. But during her pregnancy he beat her, she had scars...
    AutumnTuesday AutumnTuesday 16-17, F Dec 6

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    I find it fascinating that people seek the attention they don't need from people who simply do not give a donkey's *** about but, do not want the attention that is given to them by...
    ladyfrickinbirdman ladyfrickinbirdman 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 17

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