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I Am Fascinated By Schizophrenia

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 173 People

    What is it like to hear voices?

    Well, in my particular case, it's just like there's people in my body and mind. Everything is so clear and crisp.. everything they say I experience lucid. It effects me on a conscious and subconscious level, and I talk back to them whether I want to or not. They go by Greys...
    smu1215 smu1215 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    Schizophrenia and Me

    i have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. and under a pychatrist care.   but i am 100% fascinated by schizophrenia. there is such a fine line between sanity and insanity and even thinner line with spirituality i have a spiritual  guide or ( a schizo) voice that...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 16, 2008

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    The First Time I Was Put In the Hosipital.

     Well actual I was first put in Easter Seals, where I learned how to make fishing yoyo's, I was 16, My grandmother always told me I was crazy. Because I told her that God talk to me, she said normal people do not here people talking in their heads. I also could hear other...
    maryomaga3 maryomaga3 46-50, F 20 Responses Mar 1, 2009

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    I Knew Someone Who May Be Schizophenic

     An aquaintance of my 2nd profile wrote this (as an a EP story, not privately):   "I had a problems, i explain you, i get crisis every 3 or 5 years separated. This is similar than schizophrenia but it's not the same at all. My psychic doctor said me the...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    Struggling With An Undiagnosed Schizo-typal/phrenic

    I've been in a romantic relationship with a guy that I'm slowly suspecting is schizotypal or schizophrenic. Of course in the beginning I thought of him as a pretty creative person and that some of his "differences" were cultural in nature as he's East Indian and a...
    sxyvirgo sxyvirgo 41-45 4 Responses May 20, 2008

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    Recently I had to undergo a brief medical

    examination. The nurse is asking me a series of routine questions from a clipboard. 'Do you have any physical disabilities' and so on.  When she asked if there were any mental or psychological disabilities I balked.  She looked up from the clipboard, 'bi-polar, depression...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 1 Response Dec 15, 2013

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    I Created This Story Using My Mind

    Annnd, I just lost everything I just wrote. But that's fine, I was near the beginning. So, to recap: I have a friend from high school, or acquaintance rather, who is probably schizophrenic. I see him a lot around the local hospital, and I've been down there recently because I...
    namegame namegame 26-30, M Jul 11, 2013

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    Find Me On Youtube

    I have posted several mental health vids on youtube mostly about schizophrenia. Yiu can find me under mstenorsaxplayer. The vids are me talking about my schizophrenia. Feel free to ask questions on here or youtube.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F Oct 23, 2013

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    Strange Interests

    I am fascinated with schizophrenia but not only that but all disturbing psychiatric disorders such as multiple personality disorder, dementia and all the other disorders out there. I've always been fascinated with these things and Its not normal i know but mabye this will lead me...
    rainonroses17 rainonroses17 22-25 1 Response Dec 29, 2009

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    I have schizo. If any one fascinated wants to

    ask any questions or just talk.
    alphadecay alphadecay 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Are Schizoprhenics Really Non-sane?

    Considering quantum physics' view of the nature or reality and multiple, parellel universes, are schizophrenics really left of center or do they in fact perceive multiple realities?   I had the fortune/misfortune of studying "majick" with a schizoprenic.  He...
    IcarusFalling IcarusFalling 31-35, M 6 Responses May 22, 2009

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    Interesting But Not Fun

    hello strangers i once like you was interested in phycology i studied it for a few years its interestingt, i lernt a lot about people but i have schizophrenia myself it is not fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot trust myself, just today i met a girl about 16 on the train she waas very...
    monkshart monkshart 18-21, T 4 Responses Nov 29, 2010

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    Not Only Fascinated But ...

    Although I’ve always had a thing for psychology, only recently have I gotten into mental disorders..as in really into them. I wanted to follow a career in psychology (since med school seems too much for me) but figured I myself am mentally disturbed so I wouldnt do that well...
    blacknblue9 blacknblue9 18-21, F 1 Response May 20, 2012

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    I Have Schizophrenia

    I was just scrollin through this site and saw this group. I am interested in schizophrenia so that I can help myself and others with the disorder. If any of you have questions or want a personal testimony from someone with the illness, feel free to ask me.
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2013

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    completely obsessed with this disorder.

    it's so crazy & sad but fascinating to hear stories !
    Graffer Graffer 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 14

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    Here to Share What I Can

    I joined this group in hope of maybe being able to help someone (like me) who deals with schizophrenia in their life.  I began to be affected with this in my late teens, and it changed my life.  It is not something I like to dwell on, but is one of those things you...
    anonymx anonymx 46-50 1 Response Feb 23, 2008

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    "In the Windmills of Your Mind..."

    Schizophrenia has always fascinated me. But then again, so have most other mental illnesses. The mind has got to be one of the most intriguing topics in the world. Because everyone has one. And every mind is different. It's amazing, really. If I actually enjoyed science, I'd...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2008

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    Trick of the Beat

    now, that the next phase of my life has begun.. its amazing what can happen in a matter of months. i have moved again.. i have a mountain view, but once again.. its just another day. just my surrounding have changed, sometimes i feel so sad,, sipping my coffee and chasing...
    morningstarr morningstarr 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Today I heard someone talk about schizophrenia... they were like " it'd split personality" and started laughing. Um no. First of all don't laugh, there's nothing to laugh about...
    always34 always34 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    The girl next door will not shut up. She is whining about how she cuts when she gets upset. Whining about how her family treated her when she went to the hospital. I'm sitting over...
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 16

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    Schizophrenia is the bane of my existence...every day is a challenge. And for the first time ever I've heard voices... It's always been just visions.illusions.. Of things that aren...
    Shadowgirll Shadowgirll 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    anyone else get annoyed when people think people with schizophrenia are all murderers and need to be locked up? Or when they think we are demon possessed?
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    im fascinated.what happened.tell me,tell me,tell me.
    spoonandstretch spoonandstretch 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 9

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    Sometimes I feel fascinated. Sometimes I feel overwhelmed. It is true when they say that the more you acquire knowledge, the more ignorant you realize you are. I'm this tiny peck...
    BillyEmad BillyEmad 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 14

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    Fascinated, amazed, overwhelmed, saddened, frightened, thrilled, outraged, puzzled,....Is there really anything more interesting in this world than human behavior? I don't think so...
    shellseagirl shellseagirl 41-45, F 6 Responses Nov 17

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    fascinated and disturbed... like some of the comments I get it's like wtheck?!!
    astrokitty4341 astrokitty4341 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 17

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    People need to be right today. And those in power abuse it. Then lamely justify why. And punish us if scolded. Its fokyn gross. My mentor did. Ep staff does...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 19

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    I am fascinated by animal behavior more.
    EpicalBoy EpicalBoy 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 20

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    This just in: ALCOHOL MAKES ME BLUNT AND BITCHY
    Alisha32 Alisha32 31-35, F 22 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    When you go into the ER, one of the first things they ask you to do is rate your pain on a scale of one to ten, and from there they decide which drugs to use and how quickly to use...
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I'm driving out on the highway, on my way to see my grandmother. I'm in the right lane doing just around the speed limit which is 70mph. I've gone 450 miles no problems, I've got 3...
    Drixie Drixie 31-35, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I feel so blank. it doesn't even feel numb. numb has at least a small bit of sensation emotionally. I dont even feel that. its as if im totally void. I guess I just have so much...
    PsychoBitch69 PsychoBitch69 31-35, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I enjoy putting myself in situations that make me nervous, because I feel the achievement afterwards.
    JavierHunting JavierHunting 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Well ive laid my plans out in my head. if things work out correctly. hubby will be gone some time in January. im in the works of preparing things. here we go. im diving in head...
    PsychoBitch69 PsychoBitch69 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Of course it is, that's the bloody problem!
    AndrewRD AndrewRD 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 29

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    How can you hope to have this mental disorder?! It's not fun at all!!!! This one makes me sick!!!
    DarknessAlwaysFollows DarknessAlwaysFollows 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    I've hallucinated a few times this year but didn't think much of it. Have been waiting for a referral to a psychiatrist as I identified alot with the symptoms of bipolar. Now I'm...
    animamia animamia 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    it's really hard to face people, and its really hard to face myself. I feel like life is just too hard right now
    Anika1258 Anika1258 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    I need not only to compare notes but help dispelling some very nasty beliefs and hallucinations. I'm trying my hardest to hang onto what I know to be true but I need more than that...
    cavedweller2 cavedweller2 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    I am getting better, but slowly. I can now almost distinguish between reality and hallucinations, but I still have hallucinations. The anti-psychotics mostly just make it less...
    uwuplz uwuplz 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    I need to talk to someone about this could someone please help me
    Couldhelp Couldhelp 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 15

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    It was the perfect angle. I was laying in my bed in my room. I had my left leg propped up over my right knee. I could see the shiny scars reflecting the light off my leg. I could...
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F Nov 16

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    Surreal is the word that best describes how my life has been this past week or so. Nothing is concrete. I've been wandering in a daze. I find myself unable to sleep at night, and...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Nov 16

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    The devil wants me to kill myself.
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl 26-30 2 Responses Nov 17

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    Things basically are sucking hard for me right now because all of my positive helper voices have just completely vanished. They are goooone. I can't feel them, hear them, nothing...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    Do your voices sing? .... Mine do
    Couldhelp Couldhelp 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 17

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    experience: So im sitting in the therapists room and he asks me what I saw. I started telling him what I saw and he starts asking more and more questions then automatically I think...
    vasquezd2 vasquezd2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 19

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