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I Am Fat and Hate Myself

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    I have the best family 3 kids

    and a hot husband i have been married to for the past 16 years we was high school sweethearts and they love me so much and i love them but lately i have been taking anti depressants and started thi.king can i truly love others if i hate myself i hate the way i look ,feel ,think...
    char8C char8C 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2014

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    Imagine wanting to be a dancer

    and you are told that your too short and fat to do ballet HAHAHA ....
    D0016 D0016 22-25 Mar 19

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    16 Years Of Hell

    Hi! When I was 12 I was a passenger in a really bad car accident where I nearly died. My neck was broken and my teeth were uprooted in my mouth. My jaw was crushed and broken in 6 places. It was awful. My sister was driving. She was 17 years old. Everyone was mad at her and she...
    pinkmilk3 pinkmilk3 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2013

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    I am fat. It is clear to anybody

    who looks at me. I hate it and I often hate myself because of it but I also know that I'm the only one who can change it. Diets are hard because I love food. I do like to workout but getting motivated is also very hard for me. And any time I do lose weight I don't see it until I...
    DriftingDreaming DriftingDreaming 22-25, F Nov 10, 2014

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    My life sucks, :( I have no one

    who understands me, I tell people I'm depressed and they say just be happy -_- friends of mine
    DepressedSoul16 DepressedSoul16 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2014

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    I'm WAY to wide and I think that's

    why people hate me. I also hate myself because of it
    himynameishikari himynameishikari 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 4, 2014

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    Today I was at the hair salon

    and a random old lady, I haven't ever met in my whole life called me fat. It's not the fact that I didn't ever hear it before, it's just that I never heard it from a complete stranger. She said I had such beautiful features and I could be so pretty If I wasn't so fat. She asked...
    ihatemyself24 ihatemyself24 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 3

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    Last week I had to go to my local home

    improvement store. I usually go in the middle of the day to avoid any semblance of a crowd. Thus I had the place mostly to myself - except a few hardy contractors. I went to the sole clerk, who had no line. I avoid those automatic check outs because I invariably mess up and need...
    CatalinaVanilla CatalinaVanilla 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    I honestly think I'm

    so fat I cry a lot about it . I am trying to workout and get in shape and I have been trying for like 2 years now . I keep gaining . I started thinking I was fat at 107 pounds then over summer I gained up to 115 and I told my self that's it ! I am staying here it ends now...
    relatableALY relatableALY 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13, 2014

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    Im Fat And Im Tired Of That

    im 16 years old and my weigh is 77,all my friends are thin and small but im big i think of it everyday its getting me . i lost my confidence.every 15min i go ahead mirror and see how ugly and fat i am i used to go on a diet but it didnt work i just lost 1 or 2 weigh,i cant do it...
    neginsh neginsh 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 5, 2013

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    So Over Being Overweight

    Hello all,Im struggling so bad cause im fat. I try dieting and exercise and i fail constantly and i wanna just give up! I have had ppl tease me my entire life and i cant handle anymore ridicule. It has made me hate my self and who i am. I look in the mirror and just cry. Im 5'5...
    braxsmamma braxsmamma 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 26, 2012

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    I'm 13, and weigh almost 200 pounds

    and I hate it. I want to lose weight, but I always get discouraged by my obese mother who keeps telling me I'm fat. I don't need her to keep stating the obvious, because it really makes me feel bad about myself, and so do the kids at school who bully me sometimes. I want to be...
    xhonto xhonto 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 12, 2014

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    A Lifelong Battle.

    I started noticing I was getting heavier than other kids my age when I was in fourth grade. It did not really bother me then because I was so young. When I was in middle school, I was probably 20lbs heavier than most girls my age. All my friends were super skinny. My family told...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Nov 24, 2008

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    I used to be small until i got married at 19

    now i cant stand to look in the mirror have my photo taken or even go out anywhere unless i really have to. I'm 22 years old no kids and yet i stay home feeling yuck with no strength to fix it or change. I no in my heart that its only me who can do it but i have let it get so...
    YoungByAgeOldFromExperience YoungByAgeOldFromExperience 22-25 3 Responses Jan 31, 2014

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    They Made Me Hate Myself

    I was a little overweight and ok with it. until my family started taunting me on how fat i was. especially my dad. i would get so mad and purposely stuff myself...until... NOW i am obese!! they indirectly call me ugly and frankly say that i am not pretty because i am fat...
    raysHVG raysHVG 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 30, 2013

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    I'm really fat and I don't call myself

    'attractive' but just when I thought I'd never get a bf a boy called Alexander Watson started talking to me and now we r happy together
    proud2Bgay proud2Bgay 18-21, M Dec 14, 2014

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    I need an Ana coach to help me lose weight.

    ..AND YES I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER...I just feel like the voices in my head aren't enough... Message me please if you are available!
    OriginalJuli3 OriginalJuli3 18-21, F May 5

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    I am thin and hate myself Why

    because I'm thin I want huge thighs No butt but thigh This summer I was 135. I go to the doctor. Guess whAt I went down to 129. I'm thinking how I been having fating meals -_-
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Oct 5, 2014

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    Everytime i look in the mirror i want to cry.

    I am so fat, i look like im pregnant. I just want to cut all the fat away. Im ignored in school. home, and work. I feel like if i was actually pretty people would tend to notice me, and hear me when i speak. But i cant be pretty so skinny is the closest thing. I just to be...
    AliceInHungerland AliceInHungerland 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 17, 2014

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    Sometimes I'm eating something,

    I feel that everyone is looking and saying why are u eating u fat ***
    thinskycia thinskycia 18-21, F 1 Response May 20, 2014

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    I am 5'7 and 205 pounds.

    In high school I used to be 120 pounds and looked sick, but I felt beautiful. I hate myself so much for how much weight I put on. I hate going outside without a sweater on, and hate pictures of myself. I want to change and lose weight but I find myself not having the drive or...
    Calicogirl20 Calicogirl20 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 21, 2014

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    I Am Fat and Dislike My Body

    I am 5'4" and about 168lbs. I don't know if that is fat, but I feel it. My tummy is fat and flabby, my thighs are big, my bum is big and my hips have extra fat. I blame my mum partly. She has always made me feel big by telling me I could do with loosing weight and saying I...
    Alexianna Alexianna 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 27, 2009

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    From a naturally thin african american

    girl And I place "African American" in there because it is okay to be big when you're black. When you're skinny and black you're constantly ridiculed because of it. I actually have low self esteem because of it. All my life I've been told that I'm too skinny. I only hear this...
    BlackBuddafly88 BlackBuddafly88 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 27

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    You are beautiful, you are smart,

    you are funny, you are kind, your unique You are worthy of LOVE and AFFECTION, you are never too much and you are always enough you are precious, you are a Diamond a Rose a Pearl, the most stunning of all God‘s Creations YOU are worth more than you can ever imagine your...
    Gilxx Gilxx 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    Ughh seriously all my friends are thin

    and fit and i'm just fat and chubby and huge and i hate myself and I tried diets and all but its so hard...
    xnelx xnelx 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    It happened again. At school.

    I am crying uncontrollably. **** my life. **** my school. **** everything. I wish i could just die without having to feel the pain of being bullied
    selfconscious15 selfconscious15 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    I've battle with this

    for many years.The sad part is it came from out of many years of dealing with the stress of trying to be all things to all people.I was a very strong fit muscular man.When it all began to change is when my wife cheated on me and left me for another man.I got divorced and battled...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 18

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    Currently changing my life style

    and eating better. Going to the gym too. I am happy about this..But I still hate myself
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    When I fall back into bulimia I automatically

    start hating myself all over again and am surrounded by people who are doing so much better than me.
    nicolanturn nicolanturn 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    TRYING to End My Circle of Self-loathing

    I have struggled with my weight my whole life.. and frankly I don't remember a time where I was ever TRULY happy with my body. I first started noticing my weight problem when I was on a day out with my brother and parents when I was about 12 years old. I realized that I was the...
    ButterflyKisses ButterflyKisses 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2008

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    Please don't hate yourself.

    I'm sure you are beautiful. If you are beautiful on the inside you are truly beautiful.
    Penguin47 Penguin47 66-70, M Sep 10, 2014

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    I feel like a fat piece of ****

    whenever I try on jeans and become extremely depressed
    nicolanturn nicolanturn 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 8, 2014

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    Don't hate yourself. Hate never solved anything

    but try your best to change yourself to what you want.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Im a male who was 308lps

    now im down to 275lps i hope i will still loose weight but my doctor does not like the way im doing it because im on disablity for half a month i don't because i can't afford it im a type two diabetic witch makes matters worse
    howard1945 howard1945 56-60, M 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    I am 5 foot 6 and 220 pounds

    and it isn't slowing down. I am married with one child who is a year now. I absolutely can't handle people taking pictures, having to look at them, and seeing a double chin and a huge fat face. My husband promises me I look fine but I know my weight doesn't look good or healthy...
    MonsterMonster MonsterMonster 22-25 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I Hate My Life

    I'm 13 and i'm fat. I don;t know really when i became fat, i guess i always was. but when i got into middle school it got worse. I always feel not good enough and that im too big to be anything. I hate being here. i hate being fat and ugly and unimportant in the world. There is...
    sarahforsyer sarahforsyer 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 1, 2012

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    My First Girlfreind Was

    as tall as five nine and weighed 195-210. i dont see why the girls on here could hate themselves, i truly enjoy making love to a girl thats a little bigger than normal, they are the kind i enjoy being with as the loving is more honest and more of a truer nature. i find my heart...
    digger1026 digger1026 41-45, M Jul 31, 2011

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    I just hate everything about myself.

    I'm fat. I'm ugly. I can't fix it. I just want to die. I don't want to be me anymore.
    iwanttofeelbetter333 iwanttofeelbetter333 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2014

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    Motto Fatty

    My boyfriend calls me "motto" or "motti" and it makes me feel really insecure. These are Punjabi/Hindi words for fat which have recently become my nicknames. He calls me that because my cheeks are fatter than his and it's supposedly meant to be cute. Oh yes, that's so cute, right...
    LeMadCat LeMadCat 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2013

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    Done With Fat

    my husband told me last night that he isn't physically attracted to me. i'm fat and i have no idea what to do about it. this morning i ran until i threw up my half a granola bar. i don't know how to be what he wants. i just want to be a skinny me that he can love.
    PurpleLady23 PurpleLady23 18-21, F 9 Responses May 2, 2012

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    Faaattt

    okaay soo im 5'3ft and 8.6 stone.. i hate my body :/ it makes me feel sick :S i was always friends with skinny people, they never slagged me but i always felt fat... everyone keeps telling me that im not fat but i know that i am...i have noone to talk to because my friends are...
    lovelybones2223 lovelybones2223 13-15, F 2 Responses May 21, 2012

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    This Is Why I Hate Myself

      Most people will never understand what it’s really like for someone who carries extra weight around with them their whole lives. I am prepared to share the complete, brutal, admittedly terrible truth with anyone who will listen to me on this day. Allow me...
    nomorefatty nomorefatty 31-35, F 6 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    Lately

    iv'e been having self harming problems for going on 2 years now. i'm only 14 but i feel like i have no choice but to do it. i'm constantly called fat or a dirty **** etc.. i always think that if i don't 'cut myself' something bad will happen in consequence to my selfishness. it's...
    nonameqwertyuiop nonameqwertyuiop 18-21 2 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    The Occasional Morning...

    ...I get up a little early, feeling the sun's heat lightly on my face through the window next to my bed. I get out of bed, stand up, and stretch. I feel so awake, almost energized, like I could run a mile and not get tired. With a smile on my face, I walk over the bathroom to...
    sub4subsandwich sub4subsandwich 16-17, M Jul 8, 2013

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    I'M Kinda Fat... And Hate My Chubbyness! :(

    I've added a few extra pounds and I'm what some may consider a little thick, but I still have a small frame and I'm hating the extra pounds I've gained.... I already have a million other things I hate about myself and my body...now I have to worry about fat. SIGH
    EsaNenaMala EsaNenaMala 26-30, F 7 Responses Feb 22, 2013

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    I know i'm young but i feel

    so insecure. Just the way i look in the mirror i just want to cry and kill my self. I look ugly and gross. When ever i talk about my body around my friends they deny that i am fat they say i'm not but i think i am. Comparing me to my friends they are all a lot thinner and...
    selfconscious15 selfconscious15 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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