I Am Fat and Hate Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 561 People

    16 Years Of Hell

    Hi! When I was 12 I was a passenger in a really bad car accident where I nearly died. My neck was broken and my teeth were uprooted in my mouth. My jaw was crushed and broken in 6 places. It was awful. My sister was driving. She was 17 years old. Everyone was mad at her and she...
    pinkmilk3 pinkmilk3
    51-55, F
    1 Response Oct 15, 2013

    Currently changing my life style

    and eating better. Going to the gym too. I am happy about this..But I still hate myself
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 29, 2014

    I was about to write a post on here about how

    much I hate myself for being fat when I remembered a folder I had saved on my desktop called "Reminders." There were two documents in it, one called "The Plan" and the other "Encouragement." I opened "The Plan" and found a meal plan I had written for myself last year which I...
    thedarklordsauron thedarklordsauron
    18-21, F
    Oct 10, 2015

    I'm really fat and I don't call myself

    'attractive' but just when I thought I'd never get a bf a boy called Alexander Watson started talking to me and now we r happy together
    proud2Bgay proud2Bgay
    18-21, M
    Dec 14, 2014

    I went to a new shrink

    and he gave me 3 CDs to listen. The first one is from Louise Hay and from the books and CDs I've heard from her, I liked her. Besides I was very curious because it was "How to Love Yourself". First of all I'm 46yo, 5'7" and I have like 10 or 12 extra pounds. I've been struggling...
    Pather2013 Pather2013
    46-50, M
    Sep 2, 2015

    They Made Me Hate Myself

    I was a little overweight and ok with it. until my family started taunting me on how fat i was. especially my dad. i would get so mad and purposely stuff myself...until... NOW i am obese!! they indirectly call me ugly and frankly say that i am not pretty because i am fat...
    raysHVG raysHVG
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 30, 2013

    From a naturally thin african american

    girl And I place "African American" in there because it is okay to be big when you're black. When you're skinny and black you're constantly ridiculed because of it. I actually have low self esteem because of it. All my life I've been told that I'm too skinny. I only hear this...
    BlackBuddafly88 BlackBuddafly88
    26-30, F
    Feb 27, 2015

    I don't hate myself anymore.

    Actually I'm liking who I'm becoming. I've lost weight, not a huge amount but a couple of pounds. I want to reduce my BF% and visceral fat. There are so many gimmicks all over that you don't know who or what to trust. I've used so many diets. Nowadays I have to take amphetamines...
    Pather2013 Pather2013
    46-50, M
    Oct 1, 2015

    You are beautiful, you are smart,

    you are funny, you are kind, your unique You are worthy of LOVE and AFFECTION, you are never too much and you are always enough you are precious, you are a Diamond a Rose a Pearl, the most stunning of all God‘s Creations YOU are worth more than you can ever imagine your...
    Gilxx Gilxx
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2014

    It happened again. At school.

    I am crying uncontrollably. **** my life. **** my school. **** everything. I wish i could just die without having to feel the pain of being bullied
    selfconscious15 selfconscious15
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 12, 2015

    Please don't hate yourself.

    I'm sure you are beautiful. If you are beautiful on the inside you are truly beautiful.
    Penguin47 Penguin47
    70+, M
    Sep 10, 2014

    My First Girlfreind Was

    as tall as five nine and weighed 195-210. i dont see why the girls on here could hate themselves, i truly enjoy making love to a girl thats a little bigger than normal, they are the kind i enjoy being with as the loving is more honest and more of a truer nature. i find my heart...
    digger1026 digger1026
    41-45, M
    Jul 31, 2011

    I honestly think I'm

    so fat I cry a lot about it . I am trying to workout and get in shape and I have been trying for like 2 years now . I keep gaining . I started thinking I was fat at 107 pounds then over summer I gained up to 115 and I told my self that's it ! I am staying here it ends now...
    relatableALY relatableALY
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 13, 2014

    I just hate everything about myself.

    I'm fat. I'm ugly. I can't fix it. I just want to die. I don't want to be me anymore.
    iwanttofeelbetter333 iwanttofeelbetter333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 2, 2014

    I have the best family 3 kids

    and a hot husband i have been married to for the past 16 years we was high school sweethearts and they love me so much and i love them but lately i have been taking anti depressants and started thi.king can i truly love others if i hate myself i hate the way i look ,feel ,think...
    char8C char8C
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 28, 2014

    Don't hate yourself. Hate never solved anything

    but try your best to change yourself to what you want.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 1, 2015

    I'm starting to eat less.

    I skipped dinner last night, only ate a bite or two because my mother told me to. I ate school lunch today--I'm mad about that; I would purge, but I've been trying for a couple days and none of the tips are working. I'm going to try consuming only liquids until I absolutely...
    theabsurdistunicorn theabsurdistunicorn
    18-21, F
    Mar 8, 2016

    So Over Being Overweight

    Hello all,Im struggling so bad cause im fat. I try dieting and exercise and i fail constantly and i wanna just give up! I have had ppl tease me my entire life and i cant handle anymore ridicule. It has made me hate my self and who i am. I look in the mirror and just cry. Im 5'5...
    braxsmamma braxsmamma
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Mar 26, 2012

    Ughh seriously all my friends are thin

    and fit and i'm just fat and chubby and huge and i hate myself and I tried diets and all but its so hard...
    xnelx xnelx
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 9, 2014

    Motto Fatty

    My boyfriend calls me "motto" or "motti" and it makes me feel really insecure. These are Punjabi/Hindi words for fat which have recently become my nicknames. He calls me that because my cheeks are fatter than his and it's supposedly meant to be cute. Oh yes, that's so cute, right...
    LeMadCat LeMadCat
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 5, 2013

    Everytime i look in the mirror i want to cry.

    I am so fat, i look like im pregnant. I just want to cut all the fat away. Im ignored in school. home, and work. I feel like if i was actually pretty people would tend to notice me, and hear me when i speak. But i cant be pretty so skinny is the closest thing. I just to be...
    AliceInHungerland AliceInHungerland
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 17, 2014

    I'M Kinda Fat... And Hate My Chubbyness! :(

    I've added a few extra pounds and I'm what some may consider a little thick, but I still have a small frame and I'm hating the extra pounds I've gained.... I already have a million other things I hate about myself and my body...now I have to worry about fat. SIGH
    EsaNenaMala EsaNenaMala
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Feb 22, 2013

    My life sucks, :( I have no one

    who understands me, I tell people I'm depressed and they say just be happy -_- friends of mine
    DepressedSoul16 DepressedSoul16
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 10, 2014

    Today I was at the hair salon

    and a random old lady, I haven't ever met in my whole life called me fat. It's not the fact that I didn't ever hear it before, it's just that I never heard it from a complete stranger. She said I had such beautiful features and I could be so pretty If I wasn't so fat. She asked...
    ihatemyself24 ihatemyself24
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jan 3, 2015

    When I fall back into bulimia I automatically

    start hating myself all over again and am surrounded by people who are doing so much better than me.
    nicolanturn nicolanturn
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 7, 2014

    I feel like a fat piece of ****

    whenever I try on jeans and become extremely depressed
    nicolanturn nicolanturn
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 8, 2014

    Tomorrow is the big day

    where I will be starting a new me hello new me bye fat ugly old me
    Idek1415 Idek1415
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 27, 2014

    TRYING to End My Circle of Self-loathing

    I have struggled with my weight my whole life.. and frankly I don't remember a time where I was ever TRULY happy with my body. I first started noticing my weight problem when I was on a day out with my brother and parents when I was about 12 years old. I realized that I was the...
    ButterflyKisses ButterflyKisses
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 2, 2008


    okaay soo im 5'3ft and 8.6 stone.. i hate my body :/ it makes me feel sick :S i was always friends with skinny people, they never slagged me but i always felt fat... everyone keeps telling me that im not fat but i know that i am...i have noone to talk to because my friends are...
    lovelybones2223 lovelybones2223
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 21, 2012

    Imagine wanting to be a dancer

    and you are told that your too short and fat to do ballet HAHAHA ....
    D0016 D0016
    Mar 19, 2015


    iv'e been having self harming problems for going on 2 years now. i'm only 14 but i feel like i have no choice but to do it. i'm constantly called fat or a dirty **** etc.. i always think that if i don't 'cut myself' something bad will happen in consequence to my selfishness. it's...
    nonameqwertyuiop nonameqwertyuiop
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2013

    The Occasional Morning...

    ...I get up a little early, feeling the sun's heat lightly on my face through the window next to my bed. I get out of bed, stand up, and stretch. I feel so awake, almost energized, like I could run a mile and not get tired. With a smile on my face, I walk over the bathroom to...
    sub4subsandwich sub4subsandwich
    18-21, M
    Jul 8, 2013

    A Lifelong Battle.

    I started noticing I was getting heavier than other kids my age when I was in fourth grade. It did not really bother me then because I was so young. When I was in middle school, I was probably 20lbs heavier than most girls my age. All my friends were super skinny. My family told...
    deleted deleted
    8 Responses Nov 24, 2008

    I Am Fat and Dislike My Body

    I am 5'4" and about 168lbs. I don't know if that is fat, but I feel it. My tummy is fat and flabby, my thighs are big, my bum is big and my hips have extra fat. I blame my mum partly. She has always made me feel big by telling me I could do with loosing weight and saying I...
    Alexianna Alexianna
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Aug 27, 2009

    I am 5'7 and 205 pounds.

    In high school I used to be 120 pounds and looked sick, but I felt beautiful. I hate myself so much for how much weight I put on. I hate going outside without a sweater on, and hate pictures of myself. I want to change and lose weight but I find myself not having the drive or...
    Calicogirl20 Calicogirl20
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 21, 2014

    I used to be small until i got married at 19

    now i cant stand to look in the mirror have my photo taken or even go out anywhere unless i really have to. I'm 22 years old no kids and yet i stay home feeling yuck with no strength to fix it or change. I no in my heart that its only me who can do it but i have let it get so...
    YoungByAgeOldFromExperience YoungByAgeOldFromExperience
    3 Responses Jan 31, 2014

    fat people are disgusting,

    no one will love you as you are and you are invisible. these are the thoughts I have constantly bouncing around, they can overwhelm everything when I don't drown them out. it wasn't always like this. I didn't hate my body like I do now. it crept up on me, I was always big, but...
    Mintallyill Mintallyill
    Jan 2, 2016

    I'm WAY to wide and I think that's

    why people hate me. I also hate myself because of it
    himynameishikari himynameishikari
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 4, 2014

    I know i'm young but i feel

    so insecure. Just the way i look in the mirror i just want to cry and kill my self. I look ugly and gross. When ever i talk about my body around my friends they deny that i am fat they say i'm not but i think i am. Comparing me to my friends they are all a lot thinner and...
    selfconscious15 selfconscious15
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 16, 2014

    I am fat. It is clear to anybody

    who looks at me. I hate it and I often hate myself because of it but I also know that I'm the only one who can change it. Diets are hard because I love food. I do like to workout but getting motivated is also very hard for me. And any time I do lose weight I don't see it until I...
    DriftingDreaming DriftingDreaming
    26-30, F
    Nov 10, 2014

    Im a male who was 308lps

    now im down to 275lps i hope i will still loose weight but my doctor does not like the way im doing it because im on disablity for half a month i don't because i can't afford it im a type two diabetic witch makes matters worse
    howard1945 howard1945
    56-60, M
    1 Response Dec 14, 2014

    Im Fat And Im Tired Of That

    im 16 years old and my weigh is 77,all my friends are thin and small but im big i think of it everyday its getting me . i lost my confidence.every 15min i go ahead mirror and see how ugly and fat i am i used to go on a diet but it didnt work i just lost 1 or 2 weigh,i cant do it...
    neginsh neginsh
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 5, 2013

    Done With Fat

    my husband told me last night that he isn't physically attracted to me. i'm fat and i have no idea what to do about it. this morning i ran until i threw up my half a granola bar. i don't know how to be what he wants. i just want to be a skinny me that he can love.
    PurpleLady23 PurpleLady23
    18-21, F
    9 Responses May 2, 2012

    I Hate My Life

    I'm 13 and i'm fat. I don;t know really when i became fat, i guess i always was. but when i got into middle school it got worse. I always feel not good enough and that im too big to be anything. I hate being here. i hate being fat and ugly and unimportant in the world. There is...
    sarahforsyer sarahforsyer
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Mar 1, 2012

    This Is Why I Hate Myself

      Most people will never understand what it’s really like for someone who carries extra weight around with them their whole lives. I am prepared to share the complete, brutal, admittedly terrible truth with anyone who will listen to me on this day. Allow me...
    nomorefatty nomorefatty
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Oct 24, 2009

    I am 5 foot 6 and 220 pounds

    and it isn't slowing down. I am married with one child who is a year now. I absolutely can't handle people taking pictures, having to look at them, and seeing a double chin and a huge fat face. My husband promises me I look fine but I know my weight doesn't look good or healthy...
    MonsterMonster MonsterMonster
    2 Responses Jan 1, 2015

    I need an Ana coach to help me lose weight.

    ..AND YES I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER...I just feel like the voices in my head aren't enough... Message me please if you are available!
    OriginalJuli3 OriginalJuli3
    18-21, F
    May 5, 2015

    I'm 13, and weigh almost 200 pounds

    and I hate it. I want to lose weight, but I always get discouraged by my obese mother who keeps telling me I'm fat. I don't need her to keep stating the obvious, because it really makes me feel bad about myself, and so do the kids at school who bully me sometimes. I want to be...
    xhonto xhonto
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Dec 12, 2014

    I am thin and hate myself Why

    because I'm thin I want huge thighs No butt but thigh This summer I was 135. I go to the doctor. Guess whAt I went down to 129. I'm thinking how I been having fating meals -_-
    lorrena19 lorrena19
    22-25, F
    Oct 5, 2014
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