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I Am Fat and Hate Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 561 People

    A Lifelong Battle.

    I started noticing I was getting heavier than other kids my age when I was in fourth grade. It did not really bother me then because I was so young. When I was in middle school, I was probably 20lbs heavier than most girls my age. All my friends were super skinny. My family told...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Nov 24, 2008

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    Don't hate yourself. Hate never solved anything

    but try your best to change yourself to what you want.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 1

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    From a naturally thin african american

    girl And I place "African American" in there because it is okay to be big when you're black. When you're skinny and black you're constantly ridiculed because of it. I actually have low self esteem because of it. All my life I've been told that I'm too skinny. I only hear this...
    BlackBuddafly88 BlackBuddafly88 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 27

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    This Is Why I Hate Myself

      Most people will never understand what it’s really like for someone who carries extra weight around with them their whole lives. I am prepared to share the complete, brutal, admittedly terrible truth with anyone who will listen to me on this day. Allow me...
    nomorefatty nomorefatty 31-35, F 6 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    I need an Ana coach to help me lose weight.

    ..AND YES I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER...I just feel like the voices in my head aren't enough... Message me please if you are available!
    OriginalJuli3 OriginalJuli3 18-21, F May 5

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    When I fall back into bulimia I automatically

    start hating myself all over again and am surrounded by people who are doing so much better than me.
    nicolanturn nicolanturn 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    I just hate everything about myself.

    I'm fat. I'm ugly. I can't fix it. I just want to die. I don't want to be me anymore.
    iwanttofeelbetter333 iwanttofeelbetter333 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2014

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    Motto Fatty

    My boyfriend calls me "motto" or "motti" and it makes me feel really insecure. These are Punjabi/Hindi words for fat which have recently become my nicknames. He calls me that because my cheeks are fatter than his and it's supposedly meant to be cute. Oh yes, that's so cute, right...
    LeMadCat LeMadCat 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2013

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    You are beautiful, you are smart,

    you are funny, you are kind, your unique You are worthy of LOVE and AFFECTION, you are never too much and you are always enough you are precious, you are a Diamond a Rose a Pearl, the most stunning of all God‘s Creations YOU are worth more than you can ever imagine your...
    Gilxx Gilxx 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    I am 5 foot 6 and 220 pounds

    and it isn't slowing down. I am married with one child who is a year now. I absolutely can't handle people taking pictures, having to look at them, and seeing a double chin and a huge fat face. My husband promises me I look fine but I know my weight doesn't look good or healthy...
    MonsterMonster MonsterMonster 22-25 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I know i'm young but i feel

    so insecure. Just the way i look