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I Am Fat and Hate Myself

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    I'm tired. I just want to be happy.

    I wish I was beautiful. And maybe then, he would love me more....Idk why im typing this I guess I just need to get it out.
    EvaLolita EvaLolita 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 10

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    Lately

    iv'e been having self harming problems for going on 2 years now. i'm only 14 but i feel like i have no choice but to do it. i'm constantly called fat or a dirty **** etc.. i always think that if i don't 'cut myself' something bad will happen in consequence to my selfishness. it's...
    nonameqwertyuiop nonameqwertyuiop 18-21 2 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    16&298

    hate my life. i eat well, not a lot, & i exercise. no matter what i do i can never lose weight. i either stay the same or gain more. im hopeless and i wanna die. i hate mirrors. i hate how people look down at me. i hate everything. i just wish someone could call me beautiful and...
    fmlyupp1997 fmlyupp1997 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 17, 2013

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    Fatty Asian

    I am 4"1 and I weigh 79 pounds. I am the fattiest asian in my whole world (family). Please help. My doctors tell me to eat. SO I DO! And I just keep getting fattier. Also................ I am Divergent. help.
    fattyasian fattyasian 31-35, F Nov 6, 2013

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    Lifelong Struggle

    I've never posted here, but I just feel like you guys will get it.  I have never been able to talk to anyone about being fat, and the true self-loathing I feel because of it.  I have been fat my whole life.  My dad's side of the family is all severely overweight...
    poes poes 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    This Is Why I Hate Myself

      Most people will never understand what it’s really like for someone who carries extra weight around with them their whole lives. I am prepared to share the complete, brutal, admittedly terrible truth with anyone who will listen to me on this day. Allow me...
    nomorefatty nomorefatty 31-35, F 5 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    Fatalicious

    where do i begin...i feel like life of a big woman is far more difficult then anything in this world. we always have to put ourselves out there and prove to the world day by day that we are not so different.we feel , love ,care just like anyone else!!! im sick and tired of all...
    badness911 badness911 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 13, 2013

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    I am 5'7 and 205 pounds.

    In high school I used to be 120 pounds and looked sick, but I felt beautiful. I hate myself so much for how much weight I put on. I hate going outside without a sweater on, and hate pictures of myself. I want to change and lose weight but I find myself not having the drive or...
    Calicogirl20 Calicogirl20 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I used to be small until i got married at 19

    now i cant stand to look in the mirror have my photo taken or even go out anywhere unless i really have to. I'm 22 years old no kids and yet i stay home feeling yuck with no strength to fix it or change. I no in my heart that its only me who can do it but i have let it get so...
    YoungByAgeOldFromExperience YoungByAgeOldFromExperience 22-25 3 Responses Jan 31

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    A Lifelong Battle.

    I started noticing I was getting heavier than other kids my age when I was in fourth grade. It did not really bother me then because I was so young. When I was in middle school, I was probably 20lbs heavier than most girls my age. All my friends were super skinny. My family told...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Nov 24, 2008

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    Currently changing my life style

    and eating better. Going to the gym too. I am happy about this..But I still hate myself
    naddo630 naddo630 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    I Hate Myself. If Only I Could Cut Out All Of The Fat In My Body I Would Be Really Glad To Do It.

    I hate myself. I miss highschool. I was really vain back then. I dont actually remember when I stopped caring about how I look but I wish I was vain till now. I used to weigh 110 lbs, 5'4 and I still think that I was fat that time. Now, I'm 22 and I weigh 180 lbs. I do not wish...
    purplesprinkles purplesprinkles 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 21, 2013

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    The Fattest Ballerina You'll Ever Meet

    I'm 5'2" and 115 lbs. I've never hated myself more in my life. I'm ashamed of my weight and my body.
    saoirsespointe saoirsespointe 16-17 1 Response Aug 14, 2013

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    My life sucks, :( I have no one

    who understands me, I tell people I'm depressed and they say just be happy -_- friends of mine
    DepressedSoul16 DepressedSoul16 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    Why Cant I Just Be Happy To Be Me

    I am 5ft 160lbs i hate myself i hate everything about myself im bigger than everyone i see well thats how i feel i feel like i never look good in everything and i feel like i gain weight everyday im active i work i walk i eat regularly i dont know what to do or how to feel what...
    anastasiaperkins1995333 anastasiaperkins1995333 18-21 2 Responses May 4, 2013

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    I Relate.

    It's 4 am where I am Right now and I can't seem to pass out, I typed into google "I hate myself because" and sure enough "I'm fat" came up which led me here. I'm so glad. I am a female I'm my mid 20s that screams insecurity. I have read some of these posts and I can honestly...
    Lolalamb Lolalamb 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 14, 2013

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    I Am Afraid My Weight Will Cause Me Never To Have A Boyfriend And Get In The Way Of My Success

    I originate from a country where everyone is skinny. This is no exaggeration. They are bad at sports but EVERYONE is skinny so mostly all my family members are skinny, or have been at one point in their life. I, on the other hand, have NEVER known what is like to be skinny and...
    hayliegreen hayliegreen 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 22, 2010

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    The Occasional Morning...

    ...I get up a little early, feeling the sun's heat lightly on my face through the window next to my bed. I get out of bed, stand up, and stretch. I feel so awake, almost energized, like I could run a mile and not get tired. With a smile on my face, I walk over the bathroom to...
    sub4subsandwich sub4subsandwich 16-17, M Jul 8, 2013

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    My Name Should Be Fat Girl

    Hello everyone my name should be fat girl. I am so fat that i cant stand to look at myself in the mirror. I wish God had made me thin thin I would be hppy with myself. I guess that is why I am bulimic because of my weight and I cant stand to look at myself there are days I dont...
    thealoneone39 thealoneone39 36-40, M 8 Responses Apr 30, 2009

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    TRYING to End My Circle of Self-loathing

    I have struggled with my weight my whole life.. and frankly I don't remember a time where I was ever TRULY happy with my body. I first started noticing my weight problem when I was on a day out with my brother and parents when I was about 12 years old. I realized that I was the...
    ButterflyKisses ButterflyKisses 21-25, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2008

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    Faaattt

    okaay soo im 5'3ft and 8.6 stone.. i hate my body :/ it makes me feel sick :S i was always friends with skinny people, they never slagged me but i always felt fat... everyone keeps telling me that im not fat but i know that i am...i have noone to talk to because my friends are...
    lovelybones2223 lovelybones2223 13-15, F 2 Responses May 21, 2012

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    They Made Me Hate Myself

    I was a little overweight and ok with it. until my family started taunting me on how fat i was. especially my dad. i would get so mad and purposely stuff myself...until... NOW i am obese!! they indirectly call me ugly and frankly say that i am not pretty because i am fat...
    raysHVG raysHVG 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 30, 2013

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    Pffft Please!!

    You are not fat! You say you are 5'1 and weigh 150 lb im 5'3 and weigh 206 lb
    JustFloating JustFloating 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2013

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    Talking about how fat I am

    and the diet I'm gonna try.... While eating Oreos....
    SummerLove13 SummerLove13 16-17, F Dec 22, 2013

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    Advocare 24 Day Challenge(Its Time For A Change!)

    My name is Alan, and I have witnessed many people around me struggled to lose weight and stay in shape. Many good friends of mine are depressed of their weight and i decided to help not only them but everyone else i can reach. One of my good friends ,her name is Daysha and she is...
    AdvocareAlanP7 AdvocareAlanP7 26-30, M Sep 4, 2013

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    Tomorrow is the big day

    where I will be starting a new me hello new me bye fat ugly old me
    starving314 starving314 13-15, F Apr 27

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    So Over Being Overweight

    Hello all,Im struggling so bad cause im fat. I try dieting and exercise and i fail constantly and i wanna just give up! I have had ppl tease me my entire life and i cant handle anymore ridicule. It has made me hate my self and who i am. I look in the mirror and just cry. Im 5'5...
    braxsmamma braxsmamma 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 26, 2012

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    My First Girlfreind Was

    as tall as five nine and weighed 195-210. i dont see why the girls on here could hate themselves, i truly enjoy making love to a girl thats a little bigger than normal, they are the kind i enjoy being with as the loving is more honest and more of a truer nature. i find my heart...
    digger1026 digger1026 41-45, M Jul 31, 2011

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    Im Fat And Im Tired Of That

    im 16 years old and my weigh is 77,all my friends are thin and small but im big i think of it everyday its getting me . i lost my confidence.every 15min i go ahead mirror and see how ugly and fat i am i used to go on a diet but it didnt work i just lost 1 or 2 weigh,i cant do it...
    neginsh neginsh 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 5, 2013

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    I Am Getting Fatter But Dontvknow Why..

    a couple mos. ago I only weighed 128 I'm 5'2. I was comfy then. recently diagnosed bipolar. Invthe last co. months I have gained 11 lbs. I feel like I could off myself over this. I hate it. also I've been working out and everything.
    Swingle4 Swingle4 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 2, 2013

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    Hopeless...?

    i'll be 35 on wednesday and i've been 60 pounds overweight for the past 5  years after having to take effexor for mood swings and panic attacks. i have two small kids and it happens at times that their friends tell me straight out i'm fat..out of the mouths of babes... i'm...
    Cristina74 Cristina74 31-35, F 7 Responses May 3, 2009

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    Done With Fat

    my husband told me last night that he isn't physically attracted to me. i'm fat and i have no idea what to do about it. this morning i ran until i threw up my half a granola bar. i don't know how to be what he wants. i just want to be a skinny me that he can love.
    PurpleLady23 PurpleLady23 18-21, F 9 Responses May 2, 2012

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    I'M Kinda Fat... And Hate My Chubbyness! :(

    I've added a few extra pounds and I'm what some may consider a little thick, but I still have a small frame and I'm hating the extra pounds I've gained.... I already have a million other things I hate about myself and my body...now I have to worry about fat. SIGH
    EsaNenaMala EsaNenaMala 26-30, F 7 Responses Feb 22, 2013

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    Sometimes I'm eating something,

    I feel that everyone is looking and saying why are u eating u fat ***
    thinskycia thinskycia 18-21, F May 20

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    Motto Fatty

    My boyfriend calls me "motto" or "motti" and it makes me feel really insecure. These are Punjabi/Hindi words for fat which have recently become my nicknames. He calls me that because my cheeks are fatter than his and it's supposedly meant to be cute. Oh yes, that's so cute, right...
    LeMadCat LeMadCat 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 5, 2013

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    I feel like a fat piece of ****

    whenever I try on jeans and become extremely depressed
    nicolanturn nicolanturn 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I Am Fat and Dislike My Body

    I am 5'4" and about 168lbs. I don't know if that is fat, but I feel it. My tummy is fat and flabby, my thighs are big, my bum is big and my hips have extra fat. I blame my mum partly. She has always made me feel big by telling me I could do with loosing weight and saying I...
    Alexianna Alexianna 31-35, F 6 Responses Aug 27, 2009

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    I'M So Sad

    ok so.....I'm 28 yrs old and am 5"2 and weigh 225 pounds ya,I know I'm fat! my life has been a roller coster. I got pregnant with my first child at the age of 17 and I lost the baby weight quick and was back to my normal weight of 125 within 3 months after having my son. My life...
    MayraEliza MayraEliza 26-30, F 2 Responses May 8, 2013

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    I Hate My Fat Body

    i am on medication that is making me put on weight i hate myself for taking them wish i had the strenght to but them in the bin and suffer i go to the gym i dont eat but still i keep putting the weight on i will just stop them one day when i dare to look in the mirror and see my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 10, 2011

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    I am hoping to find some relief in venting

    about my personal war on fat. I feel a bit narcissistic posting about vanity, but it goes deeper than my exterior appearance. My self worth is connected to my weight, so being 50 pounds overweight is killing me inside... To begin, I recently put on more weight than I intended...
    peacockskeleton peacockskeleton 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    Fat.com

    Due to the numerous times and words that have been thrown at me by people im actually considering to ask oxford to make a special dictionary for curse words to fat people....So now people of the world im making it easier for you to updated yourselves with new words because...
    badness911 badness911 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    Looking For Love - Fattie

    I am 86 year old. I weight 642 pounds but I am anorexics. Plus I am the bulimic. I love chicken fried rice. I love watching Yugio. I have almost all of the Yugio cards. I am the bests. I really need a skinny man to let me dominate thems. I wrote the books monsters beauty. You're...
    fattyasian fattyasian 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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    Cheerleading

    Im currently a high school cheerleader. I am always around super skinny girls. You know, the ones who wear jean size zero. I know they dont make fun of me or anything but, i am always comparing myself to them. I am 5'1 and weigh 150 pounds. Today, we had to wear our warm ups and...
    itsmedani itsmedani 16-17 1 Response Jul 18, 2013

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    When I fall back into bulimia I automatically

    start hating myself all over again and am surrounded by people who are doing so much better than me.
    nicolanturn nicolanturn 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    missfatpants missfatpants 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    16 Years Of Hell

    Hi! When I was 12 I was a passenger in a really bad car accident where I nearly died. My neck was broken and my teeth were uprooted in my mouth. My jaw was crushed and broken in 6 places. It was awful. My sister was driving. She was 17 years old. Everyone was mad at her and she...
    pinkmilk3 pinkmilk3 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2013

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    Painful Numbness

    I've been fat since I was about 11 or so but I told myself that I was fine with it. I've never been one of those people that attract guys so I'm use to that but now, I hate the thought of people even looking at me. I finally got a good job but I hate being the center of attention...
    fatcorpse fatcorpse 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    I Hate My Life

    I'm 13 and i'm fat. I don;t know really when i became fat, i guess i always was. but when i got into middle school it got worse. I always feel not good enough and that im too big to be anything. I hate being here. i hate being fat and ugly and unimportant in the world. There is...
    sarahforsyer sarahforsyer 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 1, 2012

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    Please don't hate yourself.

    I'm sure you are beautiful. If you are beautiful on the inside you are truly beautiful.
    Penguin47 Penguin47 66-70, M Sep 10

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