I Am Feeling A Bit Lost At The Moment

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 704 People

    I feel like I'm always the last choice.

    When I hang out with my friends, I have to make the plans, and usually they bail on me. I have been single my entire life and everyone is getting boyfriends and I feel so ugly and useless and it really sucks. I hate feeling like this.
    jenni14 jenni14
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17, 2014

    I'm not sure why, just down at the moment.

    I don't usually care but now i seem to, I can take things easy as they come But now I feel a bit lost And I question what I'm doing.... Probably just tired
    aMoira aMoira
    22-25, F
    Oct 18, 2015
    Fool1233 Fool1233
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 19, 2016

    My husband does not talk to about anything.

    I find things out accidentally when friends will either talk to me about something, assuming I have been told, or ask me if I know about the issue. I just feel so unimportant. My husband acts like I am invisible. I am so lonely. Anyone else going or gone through this?
    Alex1414 Alex1414
    41-45, F
    Apr 17, 2014

    I don't know why, but I don't know what to do

    right now, the person I really like is my boyfriend and I like someone a bit more. I don't really like the fact he has a girlfriend that isn't me. I know I'm selfish right? Well get over yourself. πŸ˜­πŸ˜”πŸ˜­πŸ˜”πŸ˜­πŸ’” I admit to the fact that I'm jealous. He told me he...
    brokenlove18 brokenlove18
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jul 15, 2014

    yesterday my band teacher,

    fagner, was trying to get us to pit more emotion into our music. ive gotten to where i don't show anything anymore. he then went on to say that bad things will happen to us in our lives, and we should find a release for it, otherwise we'll be self destructive, or worse. well...
    zydeko zydeko
    18-21
    Mar 5, 2015

    I thought I know what I want to do

    or become but life has taken me towards a totally different path that I am at the point of discourage and uninspired things I used to care for
    tvp3 tvp3
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 4, 2015

    Not sure what my next move is.

    . I don't want to be the kind to work all day everyday and rarely see my kids or get to enjoy life.. I also don't want to fully depend on anyone. My fiance wants me to be a stay at home mom but i feel i should find a way to bring in income. I'm back in school but not working...
    EternityF EternityF
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jan 19, 2016

    This unpleasant feeling had loomed over me

    since yesterday. After i broke up with the man i loved two days ago or three, right now I feel like something just died inside of me... It gives me this very intolerable empty feeling... it almost makes me feel literary sick... like having a cold and an upset stomach... Is...
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16
    26-30, F
    Dec 30, 2015

    I see these old couples walking hand in hand

    or sitting together at a park bench looking so peaceful. It makes me wonder how difficult is it to find the love that they have? I literally want to find that one guy and tell him that I want to love him for eternity and grow old with him. I'm so lost right now.
    sparklingdiva sparklingdiva
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 21, 2015

    I have great education

    but no jobs right now
    clairelim clairelim
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 18, 2016

    I'm a psychic as I could tell

    if the person I have feelings for is in town or around me or not and it happens like that all the times!!
    tvp3 tvp3
    26-30, F
    Jan 1, 2015

    Weird but....its like

    when you have someone or something and then life or circumstances takes them away and none of its your fault. But to a degree you blame yourself. I dunno. This ain't the first time I've felt like this and probably won't be the last.
    FreakyMinds FreakyMinds
    36-40, M
    Oct 27, 2015

    Sickness in the pit of my stomach.

    Like ive been drop kicked w a steel toe Timbaland boot. I want to throw up...
    Myeyestellu Myeyestellu
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Jan 20, 2016

    have you ever had the unsettling feeling

    that your supposed to be doing something right now but you have not the slightest clue what it is. its almost like when you walk out of a room and feel like you forgot something and you go back in and you can't find what it is your forgetting... its driving me crazy....
    covermewithrain covermewithrain
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 29, 2016

    The world is full of wonderful opportunities.

    So why do we feel the need to cling to the ones that lead us no where? I'm a customer service manager for the largest furniture company in the state.....and I hate it. I want more than anything to be a somebody in my company, but I feel like I keep getting pushed down. My boss...
    katiebeth91 katiebeth91
    26-30, F
    Mar 4, 2015

    there are days I just wish life was over.

    I get so tired of feeling like a loser and being alone.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jan 19, 2016

    When I came back to my site on EP

    after 4.5 mo. of hospitalization I never see any of my friends on the site when I am. I've tried lots of different times, but it seems as though through all the changes people are losing interest in EP.
    Mcinacann Mcinacann
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Nov 7, 2015

    A this time I am kind of 'over rushed' about

    all my feelings, I am in love, (almost) depressed, I am feeling lonely, hopeless and feel confused, all day long. I just can't make sense out of it any more. The person on who I have a crush, doesn't know it. And from the ground of my heart, I want to tell it. But, she's also my...
    GentleReader GentleReader
    16-17, M
    Jan 29, 2016

    Today I got kicked out of my house .

    .. again ... for parking in the driveway and standing up for myself when my grandfather came home and started yelling at me. I am at the mercy of the wind, for the fifth time, because I have no real place to go except a few friends couches. Sadly, I find solace in this, so far my...
    Einwulf Einwulf
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Oct 28, 2015

    i am down on my luck

    and so disappointed in people,this world has very little to offer mii
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Sep 20, 2015

    I am 19 and in university.

    I am really confused about adulthood and scared for what the future has in store for me. Not knowing the future scares me, like, not knowing if there will be security. School could be better, i'm not focusing like I should be. I just feel scared, but I don't want to tell my mom...
    neptunoneptune neptunoneptune
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

    not even sure how I got here

    or what I'm doing
    TheUnseenSameIsTheTbfhest TheUnseenSameIsTheTbfhest
    22-25, T
    1 Response Jan 19, 2016

    3:32...

    The world is quiet...maybe it stopped spinning? Gravity is no longer something I can believe in. I search for something...anything, that anchors me here. I feel my self floating away...disappearing into the air. Never really here...wasn't ever. It’s 3:32 and the world is...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws
    36-40, F
    May 23, 2013

    I feel suffocated by life.

    I'm only a freshman in high school. But I feel so stressed. There's always homework and deadlines. Stress to keep up grades. Work and after school activities. I have not the best home life situation. Im not abused or anything. I'm very well loved and provided for buts it's...
    teamnotbatman teamnotbatman
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 17, 2014

    It happened too fast

    and it was too sudden for me to take it. My dad passed away nearly a month ago while I just arrived in Korea, ready to settle down and live my dreams. But he left us forever and it was too sudden for me, for everyone who has ever known and love him. Because of that, all I know...
    kelvinng90 kelvinng90
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 2, 2015

    The truth is that I love my husband

    but deep inside, I know he loves his ex wife. I will always be compared to the fantasy of what she has become in his mind and I will always fall short, and be the thing he settled for. I wish I was the one who left him at the altar so at least I'd be the one he really loved...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine
    31-35, F
    13 Responses Jan 18, 2016

    I feel like I'm crying out

    for help but nobody can hear me.
    FroshAllison FroshAllison
    16-17, F
    Jan 14, 2015

    I never tell anyone how truly unbearable my

    life is...how much I just want to be free from it. I have nothing and no one ...
    Myeyestellu Myeyestellu
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Jan 19, 2016

    On April 3rd of this year,

    a friend of mine had committed suicide. He took a gun, put it in his mouth, and pulled the trigger. This year I've already had three deaths. I can feel myself shutting everyone out. It's harder for me to get out of bed in the morning, and harder for me communicate. I'm not...
    giib giib
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2014

    Not having the ability to get her pregnant.

    It is the worst emotion I have ever felt. It is so terrible it makes me feel like I am going to be sick. The thought of having to "stand helplessly on the sidelines" just sucks and viscously destroys me.
    Inapickl Inapickl
    41-45, F
    Oct 31, 2015

    I finally found out what happened to my

    father's ashes. He has been deceased for 13 years now, passing away when I was 11 of acute hemorrhagic pancreatitis. My uncle, my father's brother, whom I use to live with, had possession of his ashes, and despite a rough time where we parted ways has under unpleasant...
    Einwulf Einwulf
    31-35, M
    Oct 28, 2015

    Hurt. Angry. Scared. Confused.

    Just words until they apply to you, then they become uglier than swear words in the naked, raw emotion that is now your world. To anyone who understands or may be going through similar, I wish you well. I'd like to help but right now I'm too ****** up myself. Thanks for...
    BluesKing BluesKing
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2014
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