I Am Feeling a Little Down

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    Why Am I Here????

     ALL MY 32 YEARS OF MY LIFE HAVE BEEN HARD!!!!! I GOT PUTT OUT @ THE AGE OF 15 TEEN !!!! HAD MY FIRST CHILD  @ THE AGE OF 16TEEN I RAISED HER ALL ALONE BY MYSELF!!!! I DROPPED OUT OF SCHOOL N THE 8TH GRADE!!!! AS I GREW UP I LEARNED BETTER WENT BACC TO SCHOOL GOT MY...
    carelessone33 carelessone33
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 28, 2009

    I suppose it is because my uncle funeral Tuesday

    and so much been happening not had time to grieve aswell.
    stupid28 stupid28
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 27, 2015
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    Nov 28, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015
    cottonbreeze cottonbreeze
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Oct 14, 2014

    part my language but life is a *****!

    people, places, and things seem to never stay the same. how do you deal with change, when its hard to stay dry in the rain. all my energy and hope feels like it went down the drain.
    SusieBlu SusieBlu
    22-25, F
    Mar 26, 2015

    Ugh... Just life. Bored.

    Nothing interesting to do. Friends offline. English final and math midterm to study for. Urghghghsdjnmbvcnmn...
    dabram71 dabram71
    16-17, M
    Nov 18, 2014

    I Hate Being A Girl Sometimes

    I am the eldest child with three younger brothers, and it sucks. I used to love it, loved having little brothers to take care of and play with, and being the  only girl I got spoilt rotten. But in the last few years I have really detested being a girl. My mum is from Pakistan...
    ForeverOnABoat ForeverOnABoat
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 14, 2011

    Yesterday I was told I'm going to be moved to

    another department in the military. So next week I'll be saying goodbye to all my buddies here. On top of it all, the service there is going to be 9 months, opposed to 6 months if I got to stay here. I'm getting moved because of my skills. Been editing video and sound for over a...
    Axonos Axonos
    18-21, M
    Feb 17, 2015

    I feel a bit down and dark today.

    It's been dreary outside.
    YouRemindMeOfTheBabe YouRemindMeOfTheBabe
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 13, 2014

    Just feeling very blah,

    sensitive, closed off and quiet. And if you knew me you would know that I'm not normally like this. I'm usually a very happy-go-lucky person. Just lots of stuff going on in my head. Hope tomorrow is a better day....
    MistressLittleRed MistressLittleRed
    41-45, F
    Feb 4, 2014

    I'm lonely... Anyone wanna chat?

    It sucks having no friends to go out with at this time of year :(
    AFriend2All AFriend2All
    36-40, F
    Nov 28, 2014

    Hi all. It's been ages

    since I've been on here. I'm really feeling ****. I've spent the week with my parents and we have been to see a dying uncle of mine, who has brain cancer. It's such a horrible thing to see someone suffer in so much pain, especially when it's someone you care and love so much...
    AFriend2All AFriend2All
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 24, 2015

    I hate it when you are feeling

    so good and then someone just HAS to ruin it for you >:(
    sweetcolors123 sweetcolors123
    16-17
    1 Response Mar 31, 2015

    MELANCHOLY

    I'm down because I can't be with you, i'm prohibited. You know i care so much that i cry whenever i miss you :( SO darn please take care of yourself!-- dedicated to my love
    boznicxs boznicxs
    13-15, F
    Oct 3, 2009

    Certain things in your past follows you

    everywhere you go. I am dealing with that right now and it tends to mess up my mood. I don't want too but I am not yet at a point where it is fully healed, I had to close of a part of my life where by filling in the blanks myself which leaves me with a lot of questions. Most of...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear
    31-35, M
    Aug 8, 2015

    so many things running through my head.

    what really matters? my happiness? my devotion to something that doesn't need my help but wants it? do I tear away from people who drain resources for no reason? if so, then what? how do I best use my time? pretty much everything seems meaningless except helping those in need...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 23, 2015

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