"How you remind me" - Nickelback
From the interpretations, this made more sense imo;
"He blames himself for not being smart or skilled...
Lately it's like my whole being has just become consumed by anger. I was never an angry person. I was always very laid back and was actually well-known for how impossible it was to...
I really despise the feeling, but I feel it so much that I should be used to it.
I feel pretty useless right now, to be honest..