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I Am Feeling Angry and Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 222 People

    This is more of a stream of consciousness

    than a story. If you see anything you've been through in here, any advice is welcome. :)... I never thought the man who treasured me would become my tormentor. I was healthier when I was homeless. I never thought the one I’d prayed for, at age 4, to go through life with...
    CaliforniaGirl74 CaliforniaGirl74 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2013

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    Love,secrets and Lies Bi Guy

    I met  my  bf in august of 2009 ,befor him i had not dated or been with a man in 5 years,i was simply waiting for the right guy. When i met my bf  I thought 'yup ,this is him ,he's the one i have been looking for, he had some insecurity issues from being...
    girlsix6 girlsix6 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2010

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP

    and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life by an overdoze on morphine (dolcontine). He has been doing drugs for the last two years, but every day for the past 8th or...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F Mar 27

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    My parents might be getting a divorce

    but I just want them both to be happy so that's not what I'm angry about. I'm angry because I want to do good, to live for God, be a good person but I feel like a lunatic. My dad is bipolar and my mom is medicated for depression and now I feel like there is something wrong with...
    jgh16 jgh16 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I'm So Disappointed, Depressed, And Angry.

    Since the day I was born my life was hard and crap. I was rich and happy till I was 7 family went bankrupt. My mom and dad have hated each other for as long as I can remember. My sister married a scum bag ******* and they divorced shortly after. Never in my life have I seen my...
    Randomname124 Randomname124 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 1, 2012

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    Tried to just say hi to my sister

    and she's acting like a major bitchh. She's been actin this way for a few weeks. Can't believe I put forth effort to fix our relationship and now I am not speaking to her again. I told her that when whatever is shoved up her ******* gets dislodged to let me know.
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F Sep 15

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    angry because im useless

    and worthless, and i know it im angry because i know im useless and worthless, i feel angry at the damn gun laws in this country, the most humane thing would be to either let me buy a gun and put a bullet in me own head, or someone put a bullet in me head for me, then id be...
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 18-21, M Apr 3

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    .Getting Depressed Again.

    I dont know what is happening. I shouldnt feel depressed, angry and sad, but I do. I dont know if I even have good enough reasons to actually be depressed.. but I just cant help it :( Ok so, I'm going to England to study this autumn (I'm from Norway) basically just to get away...
    moretotheeyes moretotheeyes 18-21, F Mar 2, 2013

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    I Am Sick And Tired Of Waking

    I hate my ******* life.  I took the time to learn positive thinking, The Secret, bible reading, blah, blah, blah.  I am sick of trying to give the best I have to give to only being rewarded with what feels like 2nd class citizenship, and constant nagging...
    Ihatemyeffinglife Ihatemyeffinglife 41-45 4 Responses May 4, 2010

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    Friday was the first day,

    it was a good day but somehow I still can't get myself to feel good. I woke up solemn today and I tried to cheer myself up. I can feel anger building up inside me. I find myself without any will to do my work. I thought about it a lot what I could try to do. I'm going to try to...
    natetiox natetiox 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    Confusions About My Future

    Good afternoon to the community. This is the very first time when i am using this website. "My life was so good during my school life, but the i joined the college, happiness seems decreasing. Now i am 23, a commerce graduate, i am having so much confusion in my life that i could...
    rocky34 rocky34 22-25, M Oct 2, 2013

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    Life On Planet Limbo

                     Have you ever awaken one day, and realized today is the same as yesterday? As you sit on the edge of your bed, you mind wanders towards a distant future that is no longer in your...
    DoubleK DoubleK 18-21, M 3 Responses May 2, 2010

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    The lord is close to the brokenhearted.

    He saves those whose spirits have been crushed. Psalm 34:18
    Pierce7891 Pierce7891 16-17, F Aug 30

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    Facebook isn't the place

    where you can spread your dirt, so I'm going to spread it here. (That is what this website is for :p) My Mother took my electronics. ******* wonderful. Third Time this year. All because I refuse to tell you my problems. Not my fault I don't trust you.
    InnerEgo InnerEgo 16-17, T Jul 13

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    How to Cope

    I am depressed for the most part.  I am angry with everyone around me, even my husband and I don't know how to deal with it.  I don't want to be this way but I don't know how to change things.  I am afraid that it is going to cost me my marriage to a man that I...
    sidekick57 sidekick57 51-55 5 Responses Nov 21, 2008

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    The worst day of school I've had all year

    so far. Had a complete gasping for breath ugly crying panic attack in front of my old teacher who held my hand. He sat with me for a bit before doing his work but he let me stay with him first period. Second I went to guidance and faced my fear of going there only to get so...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F Sep 12

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    Show Me Some Respect. Please.

    I got terminated from employment on July 30 of this year. The reason? For poor performance. Now, when I asked the question as to where I was performing poorly at, the only answer I got was, "We're not prepared to discuss that at this time." So, I was left to leave the...
    bobrido bobrido 46-50, M Sep 19, 2013

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    I Dont Know Why I Get So Angry Sometimes

    It's weird, I'll be fine one day, and then the next, I'm mad as hell at everyone and everything. I normally don't lose it in everyday situations, like, getting cut off on the road or getting the slowest check-out person in the history of retail. But lately I have days where I'm...
    brokenandlost brokenandlost 41-45, F Sep 10, 2013

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    I feel mad at the world

    and super duper suicidal. Everybody's out to get me and there all gonna hurt me. Nobody gives a sh!t about me. It's becoming unbearable to try and keep myself together and the tears in. I want nothing more than to have someone I trust and can talk to about anything. It literally...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    My mom and I got in a fight.

    She beat The **** out of me and I almost killed myself
    SammyTheBroken SammyTheBroken 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 6

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    My life has Ben hard

    since I was born got free of a emotional abusive family in my 30s an found my souls mait. Still my family gits in my way.I can't be hapy with him cus thy git envolvd we git married in a few months an I want start having baby's! Its are 7 argument about it! Says we not ready...
    missyoda missyoda 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    I Cant Let Go

    im angry and depressed because of my insecurties im lonely and very unhappy with myself i just feel like no one in this world care about me all people do is think about there sleves im 14 years old and get stressed out over the littlest stuff no matter what i do i cant seem to...
    kknicol89 kknicol89 13-15 Jun 15, 2012

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    I had a fight with my father.

    .he wanted me to get some official papers I need 3 years ago..I was busy in my college then..I told him that I will postpone this as I don't need it and I'm busy..he said no you must never postpone any thing..he already goes by himself and get the papers and tells me to go now as...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 20

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    I Am Just Confused

    I have always been happy and energetic through my whole life. When I entered high school, I saw some of my friends go into depression, but i never thought it would happen to me. But for the past few months............I feel like complete ****. I never felt this before.......I...
    judgegabranth18 judgegabranth18 16-17 1 Response Jan 5, 2013

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    Im So Angry

    I am 18 years old, and in my life i have had 43 surgeries.  I have been secretly angry at the world and everything in it since i was young.  I ahve always held me feelings in because i didnt know what else to do.  I hated going to my parents because i often felt that they...
    d2001 d2001 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 1, 2011

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    I Like Using Rhymes To Express My Feelings

    You think I'm happy? Well, then I'd just gladly Just smack thee Right from the front to the back teeth As you right now can see I'm right back again Back here So all you can see Just how miserable and degraded I've become 'Cause since before I could remember I have always been...
    GreenManley GreenManley 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 5, 2013

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    Whats Wrong With Me .

    Right now i am angry and depressed with life and google some advice and landed into this website. i am outof my mind as my wife is angry and depressed abt me that i dint fulfill her dreams not cared her nor gave her any respect . And unfortunately last night i said something...
    whitehat7 whitehat7 26-30 4 Responses Feb 14, 2011

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    I Payed My Dues Y Am I Still Getting Guys Who R Screwed Up

    I 've spent at least 9 years of my life getting down to the bottom of my diagnosis:major and chronic depression=(children of alcoholics suffer from depression), why was i so screwed up? adult child of alcoholics(the bars were my fathers children...
    girlsix6 girlsix6 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 17, 2010

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    I'm always the ******* scapegoat

    for someone else's problems. Just lost my job over some extreme bullshit
    GlamGasm GlamGasm 22-25, T 1 Response Jul 17

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    I need someone to talk to I'm just

    so miserable I can't even smile.
    HiIAmHana HiIAmHana 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    I Feel Lonely, Depressed And Angry.

    I don't know how to start. I'm sixteen years old, and I know that at that age nobody takes you seriously. You're just a jaded, pissed off teenager whose hormones are raging. Maybe, maybe not. To be honest I don't know whether my anger and depression is real or it's just some...
    mightymonkeyman mightymonkeyman 22-25 3 Responses Aug 11, 2011

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    Masquerade

    I feel that I have lived a long life although I am not old.  I have experienced so much in such a short life and became an adult very young.  I think it is just the way I am, sensitive.  I remember at the age of six, thinking, Why am I...
    plenilunio plenilunio 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2009

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    Abuse of power. Came home from helping a pal.

    The caretaker was at my camp. Looking over my stuff. Saw me. Asked about my truck. Me wants him to stroke out soon. He aint yet. Why the club gives him power baffles us. Urges come. Bad ones. My pal chats with the pig. Me walks away and smokes to...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Jun 20

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    I have so many different feelings

    that i bottle up and I have a hard time opening up and actually cope with what up sets me. I don't talk to anyone about my problems or what actually goes through my head. I wish I knew how to express whats wrong to someone i trust but I just can't.
    Taylorm236 Taylorm236 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    It feels like people are just

    so ******* mean and the fact I am trying to keep everyone happy! I just feel like I'm the bad guy around this seriously. Come ask my teacher and mother if u may!!!
    90slove 90slove 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Jul 28

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    Why?

    Sad and angry is what I've been for a while now. I'm frustrated with my home life. I don't like living with my super religious family. I don't think my boyfriend finds me attractive which is hurting me for some reason. It makes me feel defective. Talking about attractiveness is...
    NotApplicable NotApplicable 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    Am I angry at myself

    for my faults, or angry at everyone else for making me realise them? I am so infuriated I am immobilised by it, and I don't know where it's directed it's just at everything. Can't stand this pain.
    mindstatic mindstatic 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    I was doing so well and it's come back again.

    I hate my mums "boyfriend" (or whatever he is) because he has no manners, he ignores me and I don't who the **** he is. And then there my dad, the parent I thought I could trust but obviously not because I just found out from my (half) brother that he has a new girlfriend and...
    QuietIsViolent QuietIsViolent 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    The Codependent Shuffle

    The fortitude it takes for me to walk out the door in the morning is more than it took for you to:  ask a girl out on your first date stand up to the 4th grade bully make it through your grandmother's funeral COMBINED. Every single day, I navigate...
    josephineme josephineme 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 20, 2009

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    This is stupid ,why people around me get to

    enjoy , ,this is really stupid.Why am i living in this stupid world?
    Appolo123 Appolo123 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    I Am So Sad Anymore

    I feel like a piece of dirt. Ever since the affair began I haven't been the same person. I've lost many of friends and have withdrawn into myself. I can't even remember what happiness even feels like. But I cant be totally to blame can I? All I wanted when I reunited with my old...
    angel4e4e angel4e4e 31-35 4 Responses Sep 22, 2008

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