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I Am Feeling Angry and Depressed

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    Im So Angry

    I am 18 years old, and in my life i have had 43 surgeries.  I have been secretly angry at the world and everything in it since i was young.  I ahve always held me feelings in because i didnt know what else to do.  I hated going to my parents because i often felt that they...
    d2001 d2001 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 1, 2011

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    I feel mad at the world

    and super duper suicidal. Everybody's out to get me and there all gonna hurt me. Nobody gives a sh!t about me. It's becoming unbearable to try and keep myself together and the tears in. I want nothing more than to have someone I trust and can talk to about anything. It literally...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 5, 2014

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    Tried to just say hi to my sister

    and she's acting like a major bitchh. She's been actin this way for a few weeks. Can't believe I put forth effort to fix our relationship and now I am not speaking to her again. I told her that when whatever is shoved up her ******* gets dislodged to let me know.
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 18-21, F Sep 15, 2014

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    Confusions About My Future

    Good afternoon to the community. This is the very first time when i am using this website. "My life was so good during my school life, but the i joined the college, happiness seems decreasing. Now i am 23, a commerce graduate, i am having so much confusion in my life that i could...
    rocky34 rocky34 22-25, M Oct 2, 2013

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    Show Me Some Respect. Please.

    I got terminated from employment on July 30 of this year. The reason? For poor performance. Now, when I asked the question as to where I was performing poorly at, the only answer I got was, "We're not prepared to discuss that at this time." So, I was left to leave the...
    bobrido bobrido 46-50, M Sep 19, 2013

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    I am in a bad place right now.

    I look at people and all I see are a bunch of impotent fools, taking out their insecurities on the rest of the world. I ******* hate everyone. Why do you treat me like **** when I am nothing but nice to you – even when I am dying inside, even when I want to wring your damn...
    Ceraia Ceraia 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 2

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    Am I angry at myself

    for my faults, or angry at everyone else for making me realise them? I am so infuriated I am immobilised by it, and I don't know where it's directed it's just at everything. Can't stand this pain.
    mindstatic mindstatic 18-21, F Jun 19, 2014

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    Masquerade

    I feel that I have lived a long life although I am not old.  I have experienced so much in such a short life and became an adult very young.  I think it is just the way I am, sensitive.  I remember at the age of six, thinking, Why am I...
    plenilunio plenilunio 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2009

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    The lord is close to the brokenhearted.

    He saves those whose spirits have been crushed. Psalm 34:18
    Pierce7891 Pierce7891 18-21, F Aug 30, 2014

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    So this Girl and I have been dating

    for 6 months (long distance relationship) and now she's my ex because she broke up with me yesterday by text :(. Here's is what happened: So we had not been talking about 6 days and she was not replying to my text. She then replies to me the next day saying the "Sorry I was...
    Daudi96 Daudi96 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    My parents might be getting a divorce

    but I just want them both to be happy so that's not what I'm angry about. I'm angry because I want to do good, to live for God, be a good person but I feel like a lunatic. My dad is bipolar and my mom is medicated for depression and now I feel like there is something wrong with...
    jgh16 jgh16 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 3, 2014

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    Feeling very bummed out today.

    The last few days my mood has fluctuated between irritable and exhausted and just plan wanting to bust out in tears. I know everyone goes through hard times, but come on!!!! Life ease up on me a little!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 27

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    I'm So Disappointed, Depressed, And Angry.

    Since the day I was born my life was hard and crap. I was rich and happy till I was 7 family went bankrupt. My mom and dad have hated each other for as long as I can remember. My sister married a scum bag ******* and they divorced shortly after. Never in my life have I seen my...
    Randomname124 Randomname124 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 1, 2012

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    so ****** pissed off!

    broke out in hives again and I just give up. I don't ****** care anymore, I just want to sleep.
    keke8714127 keke8714127 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    This is stupid ,why people around me get to

    enjoy , ,this is really stupid.Why am i living in this stupid world?
    Appolo123 Appolo123 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 9, 2014

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    I have so many different feelings

    that i bottle up and I have a hard time opening up and actually cope with what up sets me. I don't talk to anyone about my problems or what actually goes through my head. I wish I knew how to express whats wrong to someone i trust but I just can't.
    Taylorm236 Taylorm236 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 7, 2014

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    I Am Sick And Tired Of Waking

    I hate my ******* life.  I took the time to learn positive thinking, The Secret, bible reading, blah, blah, blah.  I am sick of trying to give the best I have to give to only being rewarded with what feels like 2nd class citizenship, and constant nagging...
    Ihatemyeffinglife Ihatemyeffinglife 41-45 4 Responses May 4, 2010

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    The worst day of school I've had all year

    so far. Had a complete gasping for breath ugly crying panic attack in front of my old teacher who held my hand. He sat with me for a bit before doing his work but he let me stay with him first period. Second I went to guidance and faced my fear of going there only to get so...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 12, 2014

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    Friday was the first day,

    it was a good day but somehow I still can't get myself to feel good. I woke up solemn today and I tried to cheer myself up. I can feel anger building up inside me. I find myself without any will to do my work. I thought about it a lot what I could try to do. I'm going to try to...
    natetiox natetiox 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 30, 2014

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    I was doing so well and it's come back again.

    I hate my mums "boyfriend" (or whatever he is) because he has no manners, he ignores me and I don't who the **** he is. And then there my dad, the parent I thought I could trust but obviously not because I just found out from my (half) brother that he has a new girlfriend and...
    QuietIsViolent QuietIsViolent 16-17, F Jul 3, 2014

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    My life has Ben hard

    since I was born got free of a emotional abusive family in my 30s an found my souls mait. Still my family gits in my way.I can't be hapy with him cus thy git envolvd we git married in a few months an I want start having baby's! Its are 7 argument about it! Says we not ready...
    missyoda missyoda 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

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    The Codependent Shuffle

    The fortitude it takes for me to walk out the door in the morning is more than it took for you to:  ask a girl out on your first date stand up to the 4th grade bully make it through your grandmother's funeral COMBINED. Every single day, I navigate...
    josephineme josephineme 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 20, 2009

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    The past couple of weeks my mum has been really

    abusive and she's never been this way before, I've never felt this mad and this upset I can't sleep and I'm having trouble getting food down and I honestly just want to die
    arindreith arindreith 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    Whats Wrong With Me .

    Right now i am angry and depressed with life and google some advice and landed into this website. i am outof my mind as my wife is angry and depressed abt me that i dint fulfill her dreams not cared her nor gave her any respect . And unfortunately last night i said something...
    whitehat7 whitehat7 26-30 4 Responses Feb 14, 2011

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    I Am So Sad Anymore

    I feel like a piece of dirt. Ever since the affair began I haven't been the same person. I've lost many of friends and have withdrawn into myself. I can't even remember what happiness even feels like. But I cant be totally to blame can I? All I wanted when I reunited with my old...
    angel4e4e angel4e4e 31-35 4 Responses Sep 22, 2008

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    My moods to the point of being angry with

    everyone or everything I see, not only that but I also feel kinda depressed for everything that's happening to me. I'm thinking thoughts like "My life sucks..." And feeling down to know my life really kinda dose. I mean friends shooting me down, my annoying parents, the...
    Cooper802 Cooper802 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I'm always the ******* scapegoat

    for someone else's problems. Just lost my job over some extreme bullshit
    GlamGasm GlamGasm 22-25, T 1 Response Jul 17, 2014

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    I had a fight with my father.

    .he wanted me to get some official papers I need 3 years ago..I was busy in my college then..I told him that I will postpone this as I don't need it and I'm busy..he said no you must never postpone any thing..he already goes by himself and get the papers and tells me to go now as...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 20, 2014

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    I Feel Lonely, Depressed And Angry.

    I don't know how to start. I'm sixteen years old, and I know that at that age nobody takes you seriously. You're just a jaded, pissed off teenager whose hormones are raging. Maybe, maybe not. To be honest I don't know whether my anger and depression is real or it's just some...
    mightymonkeyman mightymonkeyman 22-25 3 Responses Aug 11, 2011

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    Life On Planet Limbo

                     Have you ever awaken one day, and realized today is the same as yesterday? As you sit on the edge of your bed, you mind wanders towards a distant future that is no longer in your...
    DoubleK DoubleK 18-21, M 3 Responses May 2, 2010

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    mira4 mira4 18-21, F 2 Responses May 26

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    I need someone to talk to I'm just

    so miserable I can't even smile.
    HiIAmHana HiIAmHana 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24, 2014

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    Love,secrets and Lies Bi Guy

    I met  my  bf in august of 2009 ,befor him i had not dated or been with a man in 5 years,i was simply waiting for the right guy. When i met my bf  I thought 'yup ,this is him ,he's the one i have been looking for, he had some insecurity issues from being...
    girlsix6 girlsix6 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2010

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    It feels like people are just

    so ******* mean and the fact I am trying to keep everyone happy! I just feel like I'm the bad guy around this seriously. Come ask my teacher and mother if u may!!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 20, 2014

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    My mom and I got in a fight.

    She beat The **** out of me and I almost killed myself
    SammyTheBroken SammyTheBroken 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 6, 2014

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    I am not really very good at expressing things

    but i just feel like my head is gonna burst if i don't talk to sm1 about it........ yesterday was the most depressing day of my life. I am just 15 but i am so sure that i just wont forget this day. I had a crush on this guy and things seemed to be going good. And yesterday all...
    stallionblack stallionblack 13-15, F Jul 3

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    So many people keep telling depressed people

    the same thing over and over and over "Depression is a disease, you can get over it". Like who the hell do you think you are telling someone that wants to kill themselves because they feel like they don't matter that what's going on inside their head is a disease? YOU HAVE NO...
    Vivrexlxamourxrire Vivrexlxamourxrire 22-25 1 Response Feb 23

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    Facebook isn't the place

    where you can spread your dirt, so I'm going to spread it here. (That is what this website is for :p) My Mother took my electronics. ******* wonderful. Third Time this year. All because I refuse to tell you my problems. Not my fault I don't trust you.
    InnerEgo InnerEgo 18-21, T Jul 13, 2014

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    How to Cope

    I am depressed for the most part.  I am angry with everyone around me, even my husband and I don't know how to deal with it.  I don't want to be this way but I don't know how to change things.  I am afraid that it is going to cost me my marriage to a man that I...
    sidekick57 sidekick57 51-55 5 Responses Nov 21, 2008

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    This is more of a stream of consciousness

    than a story. If you see anything you've been through in here, any advice is welcome. :)... I never thought the man who treasured me would become my tormentor. I was healthier when I was homeless. I never thought the one I’d prayed for, at age 4, to go through life with...
    CaliforniaGirl74 CaliforniaGirl74 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2013

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP

    and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life by an overdoze on morphine (dolcontine). He has been doing drugs for the last two years, but every day for the past 8th or...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F Mar 27, 2014

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    angry because im useless

    and worthless, and i know it im angry because i know im useless and worthless, i feel angry at the damn gun laws in this country, the most humane thing would be to either let me buy a gun and put a bullet in me own head, or someone put a bullet in me head for me, then id be...
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 22-25, M Apr 3, 2014

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    I really despise the feeling, but I feel it so much that I should be used to it. I feel pretty useless right now, to be honest..
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